What's the use of trying to improve? What's the use of trying to get out of this? If in the same way, whatever I do, there will always be that voice in my head tormenting me, why don't I just stop fighting, Why don't I just do what gives me peace of mind and gives me control
I'm sick of pretending I don't want to be a bag of bones
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biggest thinspo ever!!!!!
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whoever said smoking is bad was lying because my ass can fast with cigs all day
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shopping with an ed is trying to decide whether you want clothes 3 sizes too big or 3 sizes too small
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!!TW ED!!
I hate the people who say shit like "purging doesn't get rid of calories yk" Or "your metabolism is gonna slow down" Like do they think there helping?? Especially the first one pisses me off because they think I'm gonna stop purging and just recover but in reality I'll just stop eating period 😀
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The way i just fake ate an entire sandwich in front of my mom, so proud of myself😩
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can u imagine being that skinny
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I want my stomach to feel as empty as my chest.
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my mind arrived at the point I wanted: blocked all the types of food and I do not want to recovery, I want to keep on. My life is better only eating eggs and vegetables and fruits.
I do not care. I fell good and that is what matters
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The way I felt as I sank in to this hot bath so that I can be warm is pretty much the same as when Tom Hardy jumps in to the tank of lobsters in Venom 🤣
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i don’t want control anymore, i don’t want this. i want to be able to eat that pizza without kneeling in front of the toilet 5 minutes later. i want to be able to cook food for my family and not toss my own masterpiece in the trash. i don’t want control, i just want to be able to let go. but i need control. but i need to be beautiful to love myself. so ana, fuck you.
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