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Be fascinated at my misery ya sickos! I’ve always paid close attention in all my time spent with the needle always careful to do the best I can and remain safe! Well last night I got my second little tiny baby amount of a miss in the books and she stung yikes maybe 3ml pushed before I stooped an realized what I was doing but a miss is a miss is a miss def git the remainder of the shot in tho I game back from the big L and concurred like a OG number one scumbag, wooo

Best em down best em down best em down

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Booked a first-class flight

Fly me anywhere

Making sure it’s somewhere far away

Awake me when we land

I never thought that I would be a millionaire

Never in my life

On the verge of suicide

I told the world it’s you or I

I have two sides

One that wants to see you all thrive

And one that wants to see you die

Fancy cars and fancy homes

Wrecked and abandoned

Now you’re regretting that loan

Money on my mind

I lost track of time

Tried to spend it all in one night

Now I’m broke until I’ve died

Came home late night, yeah

Huggin’ on my parents tight

Told me that they missed me

Followed by another fight, wait

Facebook, ‘Gram likes

“How you doin’ on the mic?

How you doin’ on the road?”

I ain’t tryna tour no more

Fucking all these hoes only left me with a bigger hole

Popping pills every night

Rotten on the inside

Pain covered red eyes

Don’t know how to get by

All they see is dollar signs

(All they see is dollar signs)

Scott done got itemized

Manifested suicide

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The truth about rock bottom is sometimes you don’t even know you’re there. Sometimes you think you’ve hit it, and then it gets even worse. Oh, you think. So this is rock bottom. It sinks in. Rock bottom is a hard place that nobody wants to be.
Rock bottom is being at a total crossroads in your life. It’s when you either get tired of your own bullshit, or get tired of dealing with someone else’s. Rock bottom will test your entire life. You will question yourself and everyone around you.
The truth is everyone has his or her own sense of rock bottom. Some of ours are worse than others. But we all have our own personal hell. And when you’re there, you will never want to be there again. You will do everything you can to put it in your past.
Life is but a series of challenges. One bad day after the next sometimes. When you hit rock bottom, you question how or where to go from here. You may think things will never get better.
But, the good thing about rock bottom, is it has to get better. When you’re at your worst, you can only go up. Life is funny that way. You have to reach the lowest point, to come back up. And you will.
Rock bottom isn’t fun. It’s constant anxiety and worry. It’s wondering how you will get through the day. It’s being bombarded with constant thoughts and pressure. It’s just praying that you can complete each task the day gives you. It is painful conversations. It’s sometimes cutting people off.
And it’s all for the best.
The thing about rock bottom is, once you get through it, life is so much better. Once you’re on the other side of it. You just have to get there. But it is a major hurdle. Sometimes rock bottom lasts longer than we would like it to. That’s why coming out of it is so sweet.
Once you’re out, you will look back on that time of your life. You will be proud of yourself and all you went through. The silent battles that not many know about. The persistence you showed. The ability to turn a negative into a positive.
We all hit our rock bottom at some point. It’s up to you to turn it around.

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I am an addict. I’m one of the “junkies” you love to bash whenever someone mentions addiction on social media or hear it in conversation. I know it’s hard to forgive the things we sometimes do because of our addiction, but I have a question for you. What is the worst thing you have ever done? Obviously, I won’t get an answer to this question but think about it. The thing that you hate that you did. You know, that one thing that not too many people even know about. Well, what if everyone knew about it? What if for the rest of your life you were labeled by that one act that you would erase in a second if you had the chance? That is what being an addict is like, kind of. Now, I don’t feel like being an addict is the worst thing a person can be or do. You, however, feel like it’s a terrible thing. Don’t get me wrong: If I could erase it from my life, I would. In an instant, it would be gone, but I don’t have that option. I can’t even do what you do and pretend that this thing I did didn’t happen. In order for me to ensure it never happens again, I have to work hard on making sure it doesn’t. If I don’t, my disease will tell me I can have a drink or do a line and not fall back into full-blown addiction, but I will.
Do you work hard to make sure your worst thing never happens again? Let me guess… you are thinking, Addiction is not a disease. It’s a choice. Right?
Yes, all addiction starts with a choice.
The same damn choice you made when you were young and hanging out with friends. You drank the same beer I drank. The same pot I smoked. You even tried the same line of white stuff someone put in front of you at a party. You were able to walk away and not take it to the extreme.
Since I have the disease, I will spend the rest of my life either struggling to stay high or fighting to stay clean.
As children, we don’t decide we would rather be an addict instead of a cop.
You don’t see children pretending that their dolls and stuffed animals are dope sick.
When is the last time you talked to a little girl who told you she couldn’t wait to grow up so she could turn tricks to feed the insatiable hunger of her drug addiction?
My best friend didn’t blow out the candles as a child wishing for a substance abuse disorder because she couldn’t wait for the day her kids would go to foster care.
Nobody Wants to have substance use disorder.
Some of us just do.
So always remember:
You made those same choices, too.
You just got lucky that it was me and not you.
If you still have doubts, you can take those up with the Center for Disease Control or the United States Surgeon General. They have classified addiction as a disease, but then again… I am sure you know more about it than they do, right?
I pray that you don’t have to reevaluate these opinions because you find out your child or parent is an addict. If you do, just know that we will accept you into our community. We will help your loved one. Do you know why we would do that? Because we are good people who just want the chance to live like everyone else.
So please, before you write another post bashing people who are suffering, think about it. Not only are you hurting the people who have the disease, you could be hurting everyone that loves them. You have people on your friends list or people that may overhear you at work who have children who are suffering right this moment from addiction. What did they do to deserve the awful things you put out into the universe that do nothing but perpetuate hate and judgment?
You have a right to your opinion. But no matter what, hurting people is wrong.

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PSA

To all who have a heart.

I need drugs…so if you would like to donate to me please do so💕✨😘

Msg me and ill give you my email

Much love, Kai💕✨

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I’m absolutely DONE with the Boi. Slow. Heroin. Whatever you want to call The Devil disguised within your real true first love.

I just got narcan’d 3 times. This is my 7th fucking OD. 6 of those times were all last Summer…. All within 3 days.

Every single time, I’ve been lucky enough to have had someone around, who also just so happened to have Narcan. (Which is weird…. I haven’t had Narcan for months… And something pushed me to go get some TODAY…..)


All it takes is for it to happen just 1 time with nobody around…. Shooting Heroin alone is extremely dangerous…. I need to get my fucking act together, or I’m going to wind up dead.

I’m better than this. Fuck Heroin. Fuck opiates. Fuck drugs period. (Although I’ll probably still be bangin Ice lol….)

Please be safe out there guys. Get some Narcan and keep it around if you don’t have any already… And PLEASE DON’T shoot alone!!! It’s so fucking dangerous. Please be smart out there fellas.

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