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frecklystars · 3 years

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Hello grande soeur! I hope you are doing well tonight!! The stars have spoken to me of their love for you through the twinkle of their eyes; the moon is smiling today and it’s smile is just for you! I am happy you exist. It can be really hard sometimes, I know. I’m actually typing to you because I’m feeling anxious myself. I have really bad OCD and it keeps me from sleeping a lot. My brain likes to tell me nasty things and you know what? That’s not cool! If your brain is also whispering nasty lies to you, my lady of the stars, please remember that they aren’t true. You are so dearly loved, and without you I fear the clouds would cry forever. Thank you for being here!! You’re great Keri, truly great. I love you, and so do all your f/o’s!! Much, much love - 💞 (💘)

Pink heart-loving anon, my friend!! 🥺🥺💘💞💘💞💘💞💘💞

Firstly, thank you for your beautiful poetry!!! You sent this at the perfect time, I just got home from work and OOH I had a Day and I've got a hell of a migraine sldkfjsdf. That means a lot to me that you take the time to type up such beautiful comparisons of our galaxy, just for lil ol' me! ;o;

And I hope you feel better soon!! I completely understand anxiety insomnia, OOGHGHH it's Real. I also have OCD and I can empathize, it can really be a hindrance. Especially when your brain wants to tell you lies!! You're right, it's not cool at all. I hope you also remember, those lies aren't true, and you have lots of ppl in the world who care about you; myself included!!

And hey, you can always imagine scenarios where your F/Os fight off those bad thoughts for ya! Sometimes when I can't sleep, I'll pull up the Notes app in my phone, and I'll type a real quick fic where one of my F/Os tells my S/I that everything is gonna be okay. Even if it's just like... ten sentences, or three short paragraphs. It distracts your brain from Negativity™ and refocuses it onto the things that you care about! If my insomnia is real bad then I'll turn on my lamp, sit at my desk and scribble a lil self ship doodle on a post-it note, and then try to lay in bed and rest my eyes again. Though even just laying there and daydreaming F/O comfort scenarios in general is always helpful! I also like to listen to music - I have a playlist full of slow/comfort songs I associate specific F/Os with! Most songs don't have words, or else my mind will be like "oh let me make a music video in my head" and it will keep me up sdflkjsdf, but the songs are soothing enough instrumentals that help my mind drift somewhere calmer.

I hope that you are able to fall asleep as soon as you can, my friend! Your messages always make me so happy; I always smile when I see a notification from you in my inbox! Sending you so much love and good dreams!! 😊💖

#anonymous #asks #keepsake #💘💞 anon #yeehaw you get BOTH hearts now >:D

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