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diwns · 2 months
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ah the favorite bisexual whiteboy
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hauntedpearl · 3 months
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thinking thoughts about things and such but I do wonder if cas had, say, an amnesia moment or whatever and dean did dean things which would include kidnapping him and keeping him in an underground bunker etc etc you understand. like if and when cas does come back to himself. i do wonder. if his freaky ass would be so into it that he'd jump dean's bones about this violation of human rights. i do wonder.
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idledee · 1 year
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bạch yến (white swallow)
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dreaming of you
-cigarettes after sex
the two of you take turns drinking from the bottle you stole from the kitchen, the night is warm, the breeze is soft against the trees, it’s peaceful. an hour had gone by as the two of you talked and talked on the balcony of your mutual friend childes (derogatory) house,
you had both momentarily escaped the party you had been dragged to and enjoyed the moment to yourselves. while the blasting music was still audible from where you and albedo were sat, the noise was much more bearable than inside. the atmosphere was relaxed as it always had been with him,
he takes a swig at the green tinted bottle turning his head and handing it to you, shit, how can someone be so pretty?
from the moment he met you, he couldn’t help but admire how easily you got along with your peers, how you always knew what to say, and how you always treated him the same as everyone else. all his life he had been alienated, all the people around him thought of him as this high and mighty genius, who knows everything. not you though.
the notion ‘love at first sight’, its stupid, really, how can you love someone you don’t know? love at first sight.. well it just takes away all the meaning behind the word love, no?
then what was that feeling he was so overwhelmed by all those years ago. when he first saw you in eighth grade honors english, surrounded by classmates alike, when you had realized he had been sitting alone at his desk, when you called him over and he met eyes with you.. your eyes, he could get lost in them, archons know he already has countless times before,, that warmth they expressed, the big toothy grin you gave him, the grin you gave him.. love at first sight? no, because it was after that day that he started falling.
when he walked you back to your house every day after school in ninth grade, when you would grab his hand to pull him along as you ran after (harassed) stray cats on the way home.
and when he would read the note you passed to him during class in tenth grade, he saved all the little doodles you drew him, you don’t have to know though..
it was when he’d help you study for midterms in eleventh grade, every time you got a question right, you’d be awarded a singular m&m, every time you got one wrong, well.. he still gave you candy, ‘for the effort’ he’d think to himself, trying to justify his denial
and, how could he forget, when you had both got accepted into the same college, and after twelfth grade finished, you had both moved in together in an apartment near campus, when you had been through so much with him. over the years, being there through tears and laughter and promises and silent wishes, through longing and want. that was when he fell in love, and goddamn did he fall hard.
“you okay ‘bedo? you keep spacing out” you slurred, he was staring again wasn’t he..
“..hm, yes i’m alright, i think we’ve had enough to drink..” he speaks slowly,
all these thoughts running though his head, but it’s 12 am already, and he should probably call an uber to get the both of you home.. maybe some other day, but for now. he want to keep loving you from a distance, just in case, because maybe someday he won’t be able to anymore. just for now, he can always tell you later.
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mattodore · 1 year
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romeo, or as he's affectionately called, lover boy
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hellverse · 11 months
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feeling very cas coded (haven’t gone to sleep) (feel invincible) (i don’t need sleep)
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blanketforcas · 4 months
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hey just a psa cause i don't like to ignore people BUT if i don't answer your ask it's either bc 1) i agree but i'm not a discourse blog and i like to keep it that way where possible, 2) i'm just slightly to the left of agreeing with you so answering it would just be a Task but also, see reason #1, 3) you're just being an ass or 4) it's about other fans
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liliakier · 2 months
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Been getting the itch to replay Pillars and almost every time for the last 6 years I re-draw my watched Rowan’s portrait just to see where I’m at art wise, I also kind of owed him a re-design, and I finally have the skills to do a bit of a visual development
(PoE 1: Act 1 - Act 2 - White March DLCs - Act 3&4 - and PoE: Deadfire in that order)
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hexjulia · 6 months
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sooo cruel they don't let you fix mistakes/typos in poll posts >:(
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pussypopstiel · 7 months
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Im usually slightly critical of dean transgressions and i still am but ive been more sympathetic lately because im getting really bad sleep consistently for weeks at a time so now sometimes dean transgressions feel like wish fulfillment. i wish i could pull out a gun when someone upsets me.
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casdeans-pie · 2 years
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Re: Castiel's rainbow wings:
I adore art of Cas with rainbow coloured feathers, but it seems like something so specific to Cas to be so bright and colourful. do you think the other angels ever looked over at him like
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hallasimss · 10 months
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hdmiports · 4 months
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he is baby girl to me
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verdanthoney · 8 months
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"how are you doing?" INSERT FEEL GOOD INC. LAUGH HERE
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my last two braincells at any given moment
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levelofyoureye · 8 months
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despite making a destiel meme on here that got incredibly popular, i have never seen a single full episode of supernatural. however, my best friend @res-spectans is a huge fan of the show, so she’s shown me the 15x18 scene™️ before (which is why i was able to make the meme LMAO). a couple of nights ago i was sleeping over and late into the night we were very delirious and decided to watch a compilation of deancas highlights on youtube. and holy fuck…
supernatural fans HOW DID YOU DO THIS FOR 11 SEASONS STRAIGHT. all it took was that one 20-minute compilation of their best moments and i was IMMEDIATELY convinced that they were in love. actually i didn’t even need the 20 minutes. even the very first clip from that video was actually some sick fuckery. the absolute journey i was taken on in those 20 minutes of homophobic queerness was just… wow. if i had adequate words to describe the buffoonery that must’ve been going through the creators of this show’s minds then i think i’d be on a hit list. HOW WERE THOSE TWO NOT TOGETHER??? ur telling me there was literally an episode with a wholeass plotline about dean refusing to let cas die a virgin? the show deadass acted like they didn’t explore each other’s bodies even ONCE?? and THERE WAS A WHOLE EPISODE WITH DESTIEL IN A FUCKING MUSICAL?!?!? like they FULLY ACKNOWLEDGED THE QUEERBAITING THEY WERE DOING AND STILL ACTIVELY CONTINUED TO DO IT?? i’m sorry but there is quite literally no way. not to even mention all of the romance tropes they fulfill. cas breaking out of the brainwashing (i’ve also been informed that dean was originally going to say “i love you” there like HUH)?! THE MIXTAPE? neither of them ever denying anyone who called the other one their boyfriend?? “dean and i share a more profound bond” WHAT. dean calling cas devastatingly handsome? maybe it was because i was sleep deprived but by the time we were done with the compilation my ribs were aching from how much i was CACKLING. i was just in absolute disbelief at the absurdity of it all. like,,, people dared to call this subtext? this was the gayest shit i have EVER SEEN. if you are actually a fan of this show then i am so fucking sorry. i cannot believe you all just sat through that for 11 seasons and then had it confirmed in the end by castiel being sent to SUPERHELL. you gays deserved so much better and SO DID DESTIEL.
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