i have taken concerta 3 times now, i have the lowest dose prescribed and it doesn't seem to affect me at all :') the only thing i've noticed is that i haven't had coffee on the days when i took it and i wasn't tired at all, so maybe it energized me just enough so i don't need coffee anymore!! it messes up my stomach so that's actually pretty great.
other than that i think i need to up the dose (my doctor said it's ok if i feel like the lowest dose isn't working). today at work i kept jumping from task to task and doing several things at once + couldn't even start one task at all. and overthinking is just as bad as always.
i mean at least the fact that actual adhd medication doesn't really affect me kinda means i have adhd. i was so scared it would affect me the wrong way and it would mean i don't have adhd and i've managed to faked my diagnosis and and and ahhhh
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hey ddont cry. 1 million little piles of slutch on earth ok??
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Sometimes you have heavy emotions and you don't really have a place to process them and you're like just. Breathing heavily trying to cope.
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➙ The Ghost Town Collective
Hello! We are the Ghost Town Collective, a dissociative polyfragmented system, and this is our blog! We may block semi-liberally for system criticism & discourse being brought onto the blog, but we are open to being corrected on mistakes! This is for system-related posts & reblogs! Our main is @theghosttown & you can find our art on @alltheghosties!
➙ Members + Tags
*Introjects sometimes have labelled sources- "Sapphire" will be in blue text, "Crystal" in yellow, and "Lilac" in purple. No source/unlabelled source will be uncolored.
general host tag ⤵
#host posts
Juno/Mouse (she/love) - c & q!Quackity & q!Ironmouse Introject : #lady under the weather & juno.txt
Eden/Hayley (any pronouns, neos included) - Technoblade & Winter Schnee introject : #still so devoted to you & eden.txt
Selene/Matt/Chora (she/he/lune) - c!Ranboo, genloss!Ranboo, cc!Ranboo, q!Tinakitten & c!Tommy introject: #um it's kind of a lot , sel.txt, matt.txt, & chor.txt
Maia Rose (she/they) - hh!rosie (side eye), q!wilbur, c!wilbur, c!dream introject: #and it is well with my soul & mai.txt
*we as a system do not support cc!Dream or cc!Wilbur. introjects are not chosen.
other freq fronters tag ⤵
#ghost posts
Arryn/Quackity (she/lotus) - Protector, c!Quackity introject: #take you down & q.txt
Charlie (any) - Gatekeeper, c!Slimecicle, genloss!Charlie, Slimecicle Cinematic Universe introject: #got something to lose & slime.txt
Thor (any aside from she/her) - Protector, c!Tommy introject: #help the outcasts & thor.txt
Isabela (they/she) - Head Gatekeeper, q!ElQuackity introject: #praise from a new perspective & #isa.txt
Mayree/Drista (she/they/chor/vex) - Head Gatekeeper, c!Drista, Wiggly (Hatchetfield) & @drista-the-parity-goddess / @forksandchaos introject: #spill blood in the court & dris.txt
Kita (she/he/they/blaze) - Primary Protector, c!Sapnap & q!Jaiden introject: #pa' tipo como tú & jai.txt
Dove/Duvessa (she/he) - Protector, c!Tubbo, cc!Tubbo & @tubbos introject: #you are my achilles' heel & tubb.txt & tubbo.txt
tags for other members will often be "name".txt (examples being sam.txt or michael.txt)
➙ Partner Systems
@thelavendersys - lavender system, partner system of near 2 years!
@cupidcottage - cupid, friends
@blubellsys - bluebell system, partner system of near 2 years!
@sunspellers - sunspell system, besties :bweep:
@bundleofnerium - nerium system, partner system
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I'm gonna curbstomp 2020 me for not importing my school files to my personal account. The only piece of writing I have access to (more if I can get my old laptop to turn on) is a printed copy of my thesis.
I am such. A stupid. Dumb. Bitch. Oh my god.
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anyone still here?
i haven't been on tumblr in a while but twitter isn't the place to be anymore. i kinda missed this format tho.
i'm doing ok these days. actually quite stable. things are alright. i got diagnosed with adhd recently which... explains a lot.
maybe i should talk about adhd and nd stuff in gen on here. i just need an adhd themed url
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