#slowly. but its happening :)

[pianta]

is instagram okay??? (no)

#im yelling apparently this has been happening to more artists? #way to scare me away from the platform lmao #if i slowly disappear from ur tl its cus im too violent sry... #delete later

[eldrigeonsss]

I got that dawg in me (the dawg is hyperfixation)

i swear im not dead I'm simply going insane

#jrwi #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #just roll with it riptide #gillion tidestrider #jrwi gillion #jrwi spoilers #jrwi chip #chip jrwi #chip bastard #chip lastname #jay ferin #jrwi jay #jay jrwi #jrwi animatic #its happening #slowly but surely it is happening

[dizzybizz]

sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat

#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and #oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me. #wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck #theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O #my art #i keep nearly forgetting that tag help??? #ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth #oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head.. #there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭 #im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really #i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in #2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help

[stil-lindigo]

the parade.

a short comic about when love dies slow.

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Things you may have missed:

#i think that like #the pain of losing someone you love slowly is so much worse than having a relationship die instantly #its such a helpless feeling #and one thing i hope i conveyed in this is like the part where you question yourself as its happening #i don't know how to tag this really #comics #thats one thing #emotional #i can only hope it tugs a few heartstrings #starting my new comic project off hopefully strong with this one #ive had the poem part of this in my notes app for a while now #im glad i put pen to paper and brought it to life #thank you for reading #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics #its 10pm

[nordsea-horizons]

morning at the train station🚂💛

#wip✨ #im working on a new island on my switch lite💛 #its slowly coming along! #i had a specific area that gave me trouble so i took a break #and then picked the game up again two days ago and just instantly had an idea! #love when that happens✨ i guess i just needed a break? #acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #new horizons #acnh island #acnh exterior #acnh inspo #acnh train station #acnh morning

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I saw @qourmet's young madam lan art, and knew what I had to do.

#better drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan furen #horse #we need to name her horse IMMEDIATELY #Qingheng-Jun #She is stunning and beautiful and the design has me in a death grip #AND she's a horse girl? It was not even and option to not draw her. #Lan wangji has to get his biting and tearing and killing genes from somewhere. #Its maternal. He inherited the hunting instinct from his mother and an attraction to people who do crimes from his father #btw if yall haven't seen them; All of qourmet's prev generation designs are *so* good. I have genuinely gotten brainrot over CSSR and WCZ. #On every god that exists I WILL find a way to have them show up in the pd-mdzs comic canon. I've already scripted the comics. Its happening #Also it's been too long since I drew an equine. Why are there not *more* equines in MDZS. This is why I had to make the equineswap au. #I''m still not sure how a horse works. but I'm getting there. #Slowly I am creeping towards the necessary skill set I need to draw Qiyan Agula. #JQWS audio drama....I am gazing at you so fondly. I will return to you with power and strength (better comic skills to draw you) #we are a long way away but...that's the dream project.

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts - Dalmatians' House

#kingdom hearts #kh1 #traverse town #dalmatian puppies #scenery #my gif #it's so unfortunate what happened to the puppies #but i think being able to collect them and return them to their parents was such a cool little side quest #not only did it give you a reason to return back to traverse town every now and then #but it also showcased how tragic it is that a world falling to darkness can spread its inhabitants virtually anywhere with no way of return #you saw how sad leon was when he talked about the lost puppies and how depressed pongo and perdita look when you first visit them #they eventually perk up as their family slowly makes their way home and it was cute to receive gifts of gratitude #being able to gradually see more puppies return to their cozy little house felt so rewarding

[fourteenthz]

In your darkest hour, in the blackest night…

I'm not immune to ffxiv greatest au. everybody say thank you @kicktwine

#gpose #ffxiv gpose #alisaie leveilleur #ffxiv #dark knight #mine #what if I made a tag for this au... bc I just wanted to get this a bit off my system so i impovised this pose #drk!au #its a tag. idk for how long but its there. also everybody look at big sword alie. #but..... i want to do more.......................... the brainrot is so real you guys don't understand #thinking abt posing alie and fray and wol shadow.......... i need more hours in the day for this 24 isn't enough #if I get behind on vierapril this is why #ofc my creative block is slowly going away with ALISAIE DRK AU of all things........ op changed my life with this au or whatever anyway #also op... lmk if you don't mind me tagging you everytime I end up posing more of this au...... it will happen again :) #i'm going to rb the og au art now if you excuse me #didn't want to bother op spamming tags but now that I got this gpose out maybe everybody got used to the fact im insane abt it

[positivelyadhd]

please don't blame yourself not knowing you were neurodivergent sooner.

please don't blame yourself if you did know you were neurodivergent but your support needs weren't met for whatever reason.

everyone deserves to have access to disability aids and support if they need it.

you are not an inconvenience for wanting to be understood or supported. you are not broken.

it is not your fault that the systems you needed weren't there when you needed them.

no matter what anyone says, you deserve to live in a world where you can be happy and do the things that you want to do and exist how you want to.

I am so sorry that it's so difficult to get that sometimes, but it is not your fault. and you still deserve support now even if you *got by" without.

#re: my last post! #i wish there was an answer to this other than change the systems (which is happening slowly but it is happening!) #but i know that its so easy to blame yourself for systems not working and thinking you should've known better but you couldn't have #you did your best with the tools you had at the time ect #recovery #reminder #adhd #disability

[ultimateloserboy]

thinking about fluffybird and how tragic is is that theyre never gonna work out cuz they literally live in a land of nonsensical, miserable fiction. they can try all they want to become humanlike or alive, but no matter how close they get they will never truly be real. its an unfortunate reality, but love is a feeling for the sentient—the existing—and thats something theyre simply not. theyre nothing but animals in a petting zoo of felt. they think they know love and hate, but where do their own feelings start and the script they follow end? what part of them is real?

are the glances at each other or the jokes that they share real, or are they scripted events, their interactions written into reality by the hands of many actors and puppeteers?

or on the other hand— is this the real part of them? do they break away from their places to look the other in the face? do they shove away hands and fight their own bones just to meet each others eyes? if this is the case, it’s still just as hopeless. theyre cursed with constant amnesia and fatigue, blurring their thoughts and memories. its hard to fight the world itself as it slams you with narcotics and rots your brain with worms. every time they have the urge to rebel, its forgotten and scrubbed before they can try. and even if they did manage to win this pointless fight, what difference would it make? theyd have nowhere to run together. they still wouldnt be real.

whether their love is genuine or not, scripted or improvised, they are not real people and they have no real lives. its hopeless no matter the situation.

#just so were clear its totes possible to give them a good ending but based off of some interviews with the creators that aint happening #so this is the angst interpretation of their forever #i like to think they can slowly make themselves real tho. build their own reality or some gay shit #dhmis #dhmis fandom #dhmis duck #dhmis red guy #dhmis analysis #fluffybird #red guy x duck #duck x red guy #dont hug me im scared

[galacticnova3]

@onenicebugperday Bit of an unfortunate update, but not without hope.

A week ago as of posting this, Green Bean Casserole had a pretty severe mismolt. I think they fell and got stuck behind their favorite stick in an awkward position after leaving the exuviae. I only found and assisted them the next morning, but by then their exoskeleton had already hardened up. Thankfully all of their limbs are intact and functional, but, well... The situation is far from ideal, as you’ll see.

At first I was pretty worried they wouldn’t make it; they seemed to be struggling to move around due to the deformity, falling when climbing and generally looking wobbly. I moved them to a different terrarium set up for my flat headed snake Absinthe, both because of the softer substrate and the lack of skinks that might be bold and attempt to take advantage of a weakened mantis. I wasn’t even sure if food would be able to pass through their system, and they had no interest in prey at all, which wasn’t a good sign. However, with some adjustments to the layout of the temporary terrarium I moved them to, they did climb and manage to hang from the lid with some effort. GBC seemed like they were a fighter, and the day after the bad molt they accepted and ate a grasshopper, so I decided to see if I could get them to their next molt and hopefully allow them to recover.

They’ve since adapted to their new shape, and I’ve moved them back to their usual terrarium for easier monitoring and better sun access. They’re climbing and hanging without falling, eating well, and drinking water droplets from the screen lid when I water the terrarium. I’d say they’re about as close to thriving as they could be in this situation! Here’s how they’re looking today. Ignore the escapee grasshopper in the background, its jailbreak was short lived…

I do feel a bit mean for making this comparison, but…

There’s a bit of a resemblance, isn’t there?

#rambling #insects #bugs #praying mantis #mantis #carolina mantis #they’re doing much better than they were #I’m confident they’ll make it to the next molt #really my only worry is whether they’ll be able to successfully complete it with the unusual shape they have #just have to wait and see when the time comes #overall I’d say it’s kinda just business as usual for them: eating bugs and hanging out watching the world below #and getting watered by accident sometimes #the worst that’s happened since the mismolt was being aggressively accosted by a Texas ironclad beetle #which is to say it had climbed onto the lid and slowly meandered up to them #and they responded by trying to smack it away only to end up falling themselves #the beetle was of course unfazed and continued on its way before climbing back down on the other side #life for the cow bugs is slow and simple…

[slimeshade]

I missed dragon appreciation day, so I'm late with... this concept

#dragons #slimes art #did these while slowly crawling out of a slump regarding my writing of linger #(so yeah‚ this is technically shadow) #'make it a ghostly dragon with its own sword lodged in its chest' brain said #'kept there by its own tendrils and the guilt over everything that happened' #tw gore #tw impalement #(need to tag warnings properly hhhh)

[theood]

I'm so excited for Malevolent s5 I hope John and Arthur regress in development. Especially John. I want heartbreak. I want drama. I want to feel the EXACT feeling I felt at the end of EP 40 when Arthur yelled

#Malevolent #i listened to the qna they released and god im so excited. I'm SO excited. Still a believer that if separation happens Arthur is going to di #e and John will have to deal with that. I am a tragedy enjoyer firstly. Rip those two apart and like a parasite and its host one can't surv #ive without the other. Arthur is slowly wasting away...

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Considering your lights out au how would Howdy feel seeing Barnaby's detached arm.

honestly it would be something along the lines of Howdy freaking tf out, but Poppy & Frank are just like:

#wally: thats my best friend <3 #howdy: .... #howdy: thats PART of your best friend. you understand that right? PART of him. #wally: best friend <3<3 #howdy: there's something wrong with you #cut to a few months later #howdy: *holding the arm* OUR best friend <3 #its the group's emotional support plushie. howdy is not immune to this #damn when eddie wakes up he's not even gonna get to address it #he'll look at it and open his mouth and everyone is gonna be all WE FUCKING KNOW. GET OVER IT #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #i was gonna scribble for this but i couldn't quite figure out how to portray it.... #ill have to think More on howdy's reactions and what happens when he wakes! #it'll just have to go in the au angst doodle post i'm slowly compiling.

[daz4i]

insane to me that people can think up stories and actually write them and make them good and set up little hints for things and meaningful little details. how the fuck do you do that

#^watched a video about borrasca and is now losing its mind #all the little details that suddenly connect with that big reveal. and the tension is insane. #like things happen quickly enough to keep you interested but slowly enough to really tease you. #i did read what the main tws are. so i could piece together at least some of the reveal. but not entirely bc jfc #anyway i do rec reading it or at least watching jay bird's vid abt it like i did. or listen to the podcast i heard it's good 🫡

[stevethehairington]

when a person gets a boyfriend or girlfriend and immediately puts every last shred of their attention and time and effort solely into said boyfriend or girlfriend and absolutely nothing and no one else — that is actually one of the shittiest things a person can do

#when slowly but surely communication from them comes less and less often #when they start choosing to do things with their so over doing things with you and NEVER balance it out #when they only ever talk about their so with you #its fucking SHITTY #it feels awful #and it is honestly one of the WORST things you as a friend — a CLOSE friend esp — can do #like yeah i can see where my friendship lies on your priority list :/ #not a great feeling #n e ways #thats happened twice now #and yeah its shit #mack rambles