#smtb asks

[lucienarcheron]

What kind of feelings is chap 31 bringing 👀 should I be anxious

Chapter 31 is a mixed bag of feelings but I saved the anxiety for other chapters instead 😂 This one is going to be a little more...heated 👀

#what kind of heated? #you'll have to wait and see I guess XD #smtb asks #asks #anon #also ily for asking darling hehe

[moononastring]

Eris: *opens his mouth*

Iris: shut the fuck up

Eris: ...that one... I want that one...

Yea, that is exactly it. He would have it no other way 😌

#smtb asks #eris vanserra is a little bitch when it comes to his wife tbh #asks #‘Nonnie #eris x iris

[halinski]

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#when my parents ask smth its not a question its a a request/order #when they start arguing i start dancing or start annoying my sister until she laughs completely ignoring the tense situation #im so well adapted #just some observations thhis wonderful saturday where i was roped into helping them bc they refuaed to pay to set up smtb for the backyard #And my lunga are literally burning as i am trying to breathe but we push through #no im not sick im just exhausted and have no energy and im pushing pastt mmy limiteds and im mentally ill and traumatizrd whoop #ignorenme

[bahrmp3]

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#hmm I almost forgot about this but today girls were talking about stuff politics a job thing? diff topics #so I ask one what are they talking about? bc they were joking if they keep doing politics we will get marked etc etc #anyway so she goes (this organisation I was interested to work for are...) and trailed off I didn't get it I thought her problem was #American ngo or smtb? that was my impression at least when she sees my confusion she goes (you know the y support colours) meaning rainbow #and I played dumb yet again and she was like (better tat you don't know) I made a quick exit after that but hmm I hate it I hate it here rn #personal #on the other hand International companies here putting up the pride flag for pride and going (we don't discriminate based on etc) #and you know its such a pile of crao they are probably forced to say by the hq company like.... it fucks me up so bad

[phe-purple-parade]

Dreamt that I encountered some.. misandrists? who were like. Fully out to remove people's phalluses. Wild. Horror movie material

#they were in my house and i was like o sh-t there are many phalluses in this house do not cut off my family's genitals pls #also encountered a guy who had some. whack ideas. idr specifics but he ended up listening to me infodump about linguistics lol #also! these people had yt channels. the dream ended w yt suggesting like terf/misandrist/sexist videos & i blocked a lot of accs lol #idak if you can block ppl on yt?? but in my dream that was an option thank goodness #anyway #genitalia mention #misandry mention #violence mention #also at some point i was like walking thru a shopping centre w the pp removal mob & some of them were being weird abt me being enby #like they were terfs but also some of them were like 'yeah trans pps r ok' when i asked #but yeah they said smtb abt me wanting to slice my body up to feel special (they just assumed i want top surgery. i maybe do but still) #gosh #like it wasn't a nightmare bc ultimately things panned out in my favour but it was definitely a stressful dream #dreams are so heccin weird #ig my brain was like 'time to meet awful ppl w whom u do not agree with. & survive'

[strangleetomz]

im slow

i need the lee/ler situation explained to me

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i need to see this tickle battle

AW HAHA

okay Are you like asking what lee / ler means? Or do you mean smtb else

[saytrrose]

OUUU Does like,, is their like a death theme or smtb idk,,

Mhmmm I don’t want to really start suddenly sharing all of them because I know people will start asking for like. Every song ☠️

Red Sex is a good one, I imagine that one as what you hear when you know you’re about to fucking die. Hyacinth or another member gripping your arm and practically dragging you down the long hallway to Roses office where she’s supposedly summoned you there.

#nightingale garden au

[smtblost]

Say yes to heaven:

That is where I will find you. That is where our love will bloom.

Not In this cruel world of sin and sadness.

The devil is the lover of many.

Unfortunately it has taken its toll on both me and you.

I will never blame you for everything. But you played your part a 50/50 split. Unfortunate but so is reality. Most days I feel my only hope is the after life for the sins I have par-taken and asked for forgiveness. I hope you are doing the same.

I regret any harm or bad blood between us.

I never wanted it I wanted you, I wanted to share blood in a family sense not in a negative sense.

But we don’t get what we want in this life…. And that is the proof.

The proof that something sinister is lurking to mess up everything and anything.

To clarify I’m not religious, I struggle to believe in a greater power.

But that doesn’t mean there isn’t a greater power. One that is a destructive and one that is loving.

Both lessons for our next opportunity in a world where the destructive claims most.

I believe eventual all souls find the loving….and heal all past sins.

I believe love prevails.

I believe our love will prevail.

Till next time my love… the fruit that never bared. The future that was never realized.

To the pain we both caused to each other and to others we cared for.

It’s all a traumatic lesson for our very very bright future.

Till then do you best to avoid the forbidden fruit.

Lots of love SMTB

#heart and soul #lost #lost love #sad poetry #twinflame #next life

[lucienarcheron]

Umm heyyy, so sorry to bother you, but out of nowhere, I started thinking about smtb and eiris today and I was like, well damn, I miss those idiots, and then wanted to check in. How are they doing? Is the writing going okay? How are YOU doing? Are you taking care of yourself? I know writing can be tough❤️ I'm really looking forward to the rest of the story when you finish it too, I'm so excited for the journey! Thank you for creating something that I apparently think about out of the blue on a random weekend in February akdkakajak. I hope you're having a good day!!!❤️

hello darling! ♥️♥️♥️

This message is so kind and so sweet of you! I am hanging in there and writing is coming and going but it's going. I'm getting closer to the ending (currently on 35) and it's so close I can taste it lol. There's just so much happening in these bits and I want to make sure I do it justice!

biggest shout-out will always go to @abruisedmuse because I literally would not have gotten this far without her constant support 🥹♥️

Know that this message made my night and it is always so flattering and lovely that you thought of SMTB and took the time to message me about it! ily!!!! I hope you're having a wonderful day/night! 🫶🏼🫂♥️

#asks #anon #smtb asks #you are literally never a bother lol

[moononastring]

OH MY GOD CAN WE HAVE A SMALL SNIPPET OF IRIS WEARING THAT SHEER GOWN AND BEING NONCHALANT ABOUT IT AND ERIS IS LOOSING HIS FUCKING MIND. and then they boink afterward obviously 😗😗

I hope y'all know how generous I am 😂

Enjoy this little somethin' somethin'

Eris couldn’t breathe. One moment he was fine and the next, air had no way into his system.

He gaped at his wife, who had walked out of their bathroom with Sirius at her heels, and could only watch in silence as she paused at their vanity and began to apply her nightly lotion routine.

But tonight — he could see every inch of her skin beneath that sheer gown. That lovely little gown that was going to be ripped off immediately. 

“What are you wearing.” 

And his tone had her look over her shoulder at him, her hands sliding down her arms as she smoothed the cream.

“This?” she said with a small smile. “I found it in the closet and didn’t want it to go to waste. ”

“Right.”

“Do you like it?” she asked and tilted her head, turning back to watch him through the mirror. “It’s pretty, isn’t it?”

Pretty. She thought it was pretty. He thought it was magnificent. 

“I like the material. It’s very soft against my skin.” she continued and Eris was rock hard as he watched her.

“Mm.” he could only say.

“I need to visit the modiste and see if she can make me more like these.” she said distractingly and Eris knew he would pay thousands to get her an endless supply of gowns like this.

But first. He would play.

“Iris.”

She looked back at him with a smile that made him nearly come right then. “Yes?”

“Get over here.” he demanded and the voice he used had Sirius immediately finding a corner of the room to settle down far away from them.

Iris quirked a brow and turned back to the mirror, the corner of her mouth ticking up. “I’ll come over when I’m done.”

A smirk slowly appeared on Eris’ face, his gaze predatory as he watched his wife. “Oh, you’ll come when I tell you, wife.” he said and fought back a grin at the gooseflesh he could see already erupting on her skin. “You know what happens if you don’t listen.”

Iris bit the inside of her cheek and met his gaze again. “I must’ve forgotten. What happens, husband?”

And Eris’s cock hardened further. “I make you beg for it.”

In typical Iris fashion she had made him wait a bit. And only when Eris looked about ready to pounce did Iris move. She had barely moved onto the bed when Eris had her pinned beneath him. His tongue had tasted every inch of her through the sheer fabric, and he had licked and sucked at her breasts until the gown stuck to her skin. Indeed, by the time he had granted her wish of sliding inside her, Iris had begged her husband quite a bit and whatever was left of Eris’s sanity had disappeared as quickly as the tattered pieces of what was left of the gown had been ripped to shreds.

#eris vanserra #eris vanserra x oc #smtb asks #eiris headcanons #to my other anons that sent me about snippets I promise I'm not ignoring it's just I want to save the ideas 👀 #eris x iris #myfics #hehehehe #asks #'nonnie #eiris snippets

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

Okok so I looked into the Toxic Psychosis thing and it’s essentially just another way of saying/describing an episode of psychosis triggered or caused by chemicals or toxins in the system. And can be caused by anything from alcohol to opioids, other toxins that could have made it into ur system, and is also used to describe an episode of psychosis caused by an adverse reaction to a prescribed medication.

So in summary it just looks like it’s a quicker way of differentiating between a chemically/toxin induced episode and other instances of psychosis. Which really isn’t as bad as I thought it would be now that I’m looking into it, esp since I thought is was gonna be some other (much more derogatory) bs.

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Tbh I don’t know if my psychiatrist even wanted to talk to me LMFAO

She charged a FUCK TON per appointment and every time it was always some poor student/intern (rip) that would actually talk to me & take notes before I even SAW my psychiatrist, and then she would ask like yes/no questions for five minutes- And then she’d end the zoom call

And tbh I think I’d rather try and deal with that Psychyatrist again over one that tries to re diagnose everything during the very first appointment lol

Also I did mention the Chest Pain! That and the other weird symptoms I was dealing with are what got her to take me seriously which was a relief. She had me do an EKG that same appointment and had me do some bloodwork - which came back pretty normal

Still debating how much effort I’m willing to put in to get this fixed though, especially since I haven’t been having any super bad symptoms recently. And I feel like it’s maybe not as bad as it feels???? but then again I haven’t been up in that fuckin mountain for the past few months, and that altitude could be what was making everything feel way worse.

We’ll probably just have to wait and see what happens when I go back up 👍

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OOOHHHH ok that makes a lot of senss (the toxic psychosis thing)

also OOIHHHHB MY GOD FUCK THAT PSYCHIATRIST why are psychiatrists so mother fucking mean holy shit. this is why im antipsych

also good that u got taken serioisly!!!!! if the symptoms arent causing too much distress, its not worth speedrunning back to the office but i do think its smtb u need to get checked out, esp since ur tachycardia is worse than mine!!

btw, do u have a home blood pressure monitor? bc its a good investment, ull be able to see if ur blood pressure is high and stuff and then u can tell the doctors if it is. they take that stuff pretty seriously (if they dont SUCK!!!!!) and my machine was only like. 60 bucks iirc

also if ur suffering from symptoms sybdrome and a little voice tells u its not as bad as u think, DONT LISTEN TO IT!!!! thats the DEVIL talking!!!!

#💛 #wasks #hurgh i am so so so sleely

[transfem-edward]

Some au lore(?) Stuff

Feel free to fuck around w it in asks or smtb

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-pinchy is a sentient being, she's this tiny little shithead of a character and bites people's ankles.

-Cranky, Beresford and any big crane really is obvs giant when humanized, though they can switch between a big human form and a smaller one.

-Salty is a reincarnated "soul", he originally was part of the ship in SLOTLT but as it crashed, the face broke and eventually Salty came back as the lil diesel we know him as.

-so donald and douglas, Douglas as a huge inferiority complex when it comes to his brother.

-when humies, coal would be stored where our stomachs are. Also engines can eat human food, it doesn't rlly damage them though for diesels it's recommended they're careful.

-hurricane and Frankie exist and they're an evil little duo that adore eachother to no end

-Victor and gator have talked before.

-as a humie, gator has a giant alligator tail.

-bill and ben stole the caps they wear from donald and douglas, as they're younger they wanted to look like the older twins that were there.

-godred haunts the culdee fell, though no one can see him

#ttte #ttte au #thomas the tank engine #ttte gone dutch #thomas and friends #ttte humanized #ttte human au #ttte headcanons #ttte ask blog #ttte culdee fell #ttte salty #ttte gator #ttte diesel 10 #ttte diesels #ttte donald and douglas

[vanserrass]

1 through 10 for the salty asks <3

1. What OTPs in your fandom(s) do you just not get?*

Rowaelin. I’m sorry I just don’t see the appeal with Rowan at all. I have tried but he and Rowaelin do nothing for me.

2. Are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?*

Main ones are Malina and Theon x Sansa - I just don’t see it romantically but I do enjoy their friendship. I’m also starting to feel this way about Gwynriel too 🤷🏻‍♀️

3. Have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion?

Yes and I’ve blocked them. I usually give people a few chances, but if they keep posting stuff that annoys me I have no problem unfollowing and blocking.

4. Do you have a NoTP in your fandom? Are they a popular OTP?*

i have so many but the ones that genuinely make my skin crawl and jon/sa, el/riel, ner/is and sn/ape x her/mione.

5. Has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?*

I mean I never shipped el/riel but I could have been ok with it. but then all the post acowar shit went down in the fandom.

6. Has fandom ever made you enjoy a pairing you previously hated?*

Yes! I still don’t like Rowaelin or Feysand but there have been fics and fanart that has made me briefly reconsider those ships. Malina also has had some really good edits!

And then not ship related, but smtb has got me dumping over Eris 😊

8. Have you received anon hate? What about?*

Never, because I am a perfect angel who always right 😇 lmao jk. Not recently, but years ago one one of my old blogs I used to get anon hate all the time because of shipping, mostly bc of hp ship wars.

9. Most disliked character(s)? Why?

There’s so many, I actually am drawing a blank lol. I really hate the “secretly good guy trope” so fucking much. So it’ really shouldn’t be a surprise that I hate Sn/ape, Er/is and Rh/ys. I actually really liked Rhys in Acotar until under the mountain when he started helping Feyre and then I was like ugh BORING!

I also hate Dean and Logan from Gilmore Girls, fuck those guys.

10. Is there anything you used to like but can’t stand now?*

HP really and everything related to it. Just talking about it in this ask made me angry.

Gwynriel - I have so many mixed feelings about that ship, but the ship war has really made me hate them - the ship and Azriel, never Gwyn she is my angel baby.

Lysaedion - for reasons completely unrelated to the books or fandom. One of my friends made a comment about Aedion years ago and I haven’t been able to look at him the same way since.

Star Wars - I recently unblocked the tag and started positing about it again, but I honestly the last Jedi left such a bad taste in my mouth, I’m still bitter about it.

#salty asks #thank you so much ❤️ #i kept the eris slander to a minimum for you bby! #moononastring #long post

[abruisedmuse]

HELLO FELLOW ERIS APOLOGIST! Man I can’t tell you how reliving it is to see another person like myself it was becoming increasingly harder to support my stance :(

YOOOO @moononastring @quinlars ANOTHER ERIS APOLOGIST! HEY AND WELCOME!

On this blog we love and stan [1] Autumn Court asshole.

There's quite a few us on here so you're definitely not alone. But hey feel free to come into my asks and talk Eris whenever! I love that male.

Side note: Please read Gigi's Eris x oc fic Spirit Meets the Bones absolutely amazing.

*If any other Eris apologists wanna reply, reblog feel free to follow them Nonnie!

#eris vanserra #eris x oc #eris x iris #smtb #ask #answered #anon

[feketeribizli]

hello!! i just wanted to tell you that despite not knowing anything about it i'm in love with your somewhere in europe art. i'm sorry that you feel disconnected to 1917 but i'll love your art no matter what you draw!!!

thank you so much!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺 i really appreciate it!!! its fun to be back creating very specific content that pleases me and me only lmao

#i posted this too early skdbdkdbfk im sorry im adding smtb #*smth #THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!! #also i apologize to everyone in 1917 for leaving so abruptly. thats the word right #you guys are amazing and i love you!!!!! #ask