Okay so adding onto this (with this being a snippet of the beginning):
Okay imagine Fox getting mad at Thorn sometime during the afterlife because Thorn said he was apart of the Vod’e
Thorn said it and yet Fox still can’t move on
“LIAR!” Fox screams, banging at the barrier that separates him from his brother. “YOU’RE A FUCKING LIAR!!” He angrily wipes at the tears that run down his cheeks and he hates that all Thorn can do is bow his head, as though it’s an apology. Hate rises under his skin and resentment fills his veins.
The least Thorn can do is apologize.
Say he’s sorry.
That he was wrong.
That he LIED!
“SAY SOMETHING!” Fox screeches, and throws his helmet at the barrier. But Thorn stays silent.
Just as silent as the day Rex called him that filthy title.
THE DOCTOR GAVE ME TWO DIFFERENT TYPES OF STEROIDS AND APPARENTLY IM ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO CANT SLEEP WITH STEROIDS I HAVE SO MUCH ENERGY I CANT HOLD STILL I FINISHED THE TABLE BUT FOR THE LEGS I NEED TO REPURCHASE FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE CUZ THOSE ARE THE WRONG SIZE I CLEANED I DID DISHES I MADE SOME FOOD AND ATE IT I CHANGED THE LAUNDRY OVER I TRIED A FEW NEW HAIRSTYLES AND DID YOGA
I WAS ON MY FUCKIN DEATHBED WHEN I WALKED INTO THAT CLINIC AND NOW I FEEL LIKE I COULD SCALLOP THE MOON
WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN
FUCK IF I KNOW JUST TAKE THE INFORMATION YOUGET MY VIBE.
I CAN DO THE IMPOSSILBE
IVE BARELY MOVED OR BREATHED IN DAYS NOW
LAST NIGHT WAS PURE AGONY EVERY TIME I COUGHED IT WAS LIKE RAZORBLADES UP MY THROAT IT WAS FUCKING AWFUL I WAS COUGHING UP BLOOD I COULDNT BREATHE I GOT DIAGNOSED WITH LIKE FOUR DIFFERENT THINGS AT ONCE AND 'ONE FEVER AWAY FROM PNEUMONIA'
BUT
I CANT
FUCKING
HOLD
STILL
I KNOW THIS IS JUST ZOOM JOICE AND A SHIT TON OF NUMBERS AND PAINKILLERS AND I NEED TO SIT DOWN AND STOP DOINGN EXERTION OR IM GONNA EXHAUST MY POOR DEAD BODY
BUT I FEEL SO FUCKING GOOD FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SO LONGGGGGGG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
shinran endgame stuff that says shinichi would never tell ran about the whole conan thing is so funny to me and so true. he promised “in sickness and in health” not “in accidental de-aging”
I miss her. She's so close to me yet we're miles apart. I crave her. I need to go on drives to nowhere with her while listening to her play list and watching her transform into the happy beauty that makes me stutter and makes the entire world disappear. I miss her. Her cute little feet... Her beautiful curves... Her fiercely gorgeous eyes... Her perfect cheeks that I love kissing... Her voice that fills the air with excitement... Her neck... Her sexy perfect neck... Her lips... Her lips that make me fall to my knees begging to kiss... Her whole being... Her perfectness... I miss her...
Just because you’re not close to someone anymore, it doesn’t mean that you have stopped loving them. The love still stays, tucked inside your heart where no one can touch it.