#so feel special hahaha

[skitskatdacat63]

"Bring on The Dancing Horses"(x) - Echo and The Bunnymen × Ferrari Drivers

#yes this web weave was titled 'Bring on The Prancing Horses' in my docs....yes im proud of that.... #long post whoop!!! pls scroll back thru and listen to the song while doing so if you wanna experience it better :) #this was originally supposed to be an edit but i have no patience for that and im very happy w this!! #i daydream to music a lot and when i first heard this song i could only think of ferrari seb then sebchal then ferrari drivers in general #but this hurt me a lot to make(for several reasons) #one: AAAAHHHH IT MAKES ME SADDDDDDD!! now im only gonna be able to think of the myth of ferrari when i listen to this song #it rly hurt to look up the pics for this bcs it still feels sore to me and it makes me so sad #but at least i didnt have to watch vids! id probably burst into tears #two: fighting for my life in google docs trying to format the text hahaha... i refuse to use photoshop #special thanks to cofi (@sweatyflytrap) for giving me the idea to put the TPs for the lies lyrics! #its both funny and unfortunate that domenicali was the TP for both felipe and fernando #it would be a bit better if there was a different tp for each but ah oh well #also hehe changed the lyric a tiny bit for the Kimi part. in the og lyrics its Jimmy not Kimi but yknow felt odd to leave it as it was so! #other than that i really really ardently feel that this song fits the cycle of ferrari drivers soooooo well #the 'bring on the new messiah' at the end of the song PLEASE IT FITS SO WELL! with how they drop their prev golden boy for whoevers next! #also omg the way seb's verse is 'you're breaking my brittle heart' rather than "im breaking your brittle heart' HURTS DOESNT IT?????? #i didnt included the original opening/middle verse. i def could make it fit but it wasnt a good opening for this post specifically #'Jimmy Brown made of stone' = kimi again. 'Charlie clown no way home' = charles of course! #anyways this is my magnum opus...but nah i really like it! ill only ever make web weaves w random 80s music i think hahah #ferrari #scuderia ferrari #felipe massa #kimi raikkonen #fernando alonso #sebastian vettel #charles leclerc #f1 #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[remedyturtles]

can i just tell you how crazy it is to me that you can write so much and so well in so little time??

a legend, truly.

hahaha i don't know either?

#rem askbox #plus 50k of dw sidefics in there too lol #something between im autistic and writing is my special interest #or that im depressed and writing is the only thing that makes me feel better #(tho sometimes i cant if it gets too much which happened this week so sorry abt the slower update hahaha) #idk as i always say i just write like im on fire

[self-indulgent-paw-patrol]

What are your favorite Chase moments from the show so far?

Just like with Zuma's post, it's in no specific order, I just really loved all these moments

That first Mission PAW episode when the Princess chose specifically HIM to be the watch dog and guard her crown. That was so adorable I can't even. He seemed so genuinely proud and happy there! Plus he's so damn cute wearing that tux lol

When they were going to rescue Skye and Chase was so worried upon hearing that she was the one in need of rescue. Then when Ryder was choosing which pups would be part of the rescue, that moment he was like "Pick meee pick meeee-"?? That was so cute, he really cares about her and wanted to impress her so bad lmao personally make sure she would be safe (Bonus points for his excitement over being picked for the rescue and everyone else like Go ahead king, we all know you wanted this XD)

The entire time he spent with the owlet and working to rescue the mama owl from that fallen tree. It was so sweet!! The fact I also love owls surely didn't help AUSHAUSHAUSHAU I love that episode SO MUCH

That moment when he finally turned into a Merpup. Poor boy was so fixated on "being on duty" despite wanting SO BAD to go and participate in "the fun". And he couldn't even enjoy being a merpup immediately because he was transformed just because he needed to swim faster for the rescue but he was so overjoyed anyway! Only after that mess, he could go and finally have the fun he wanted and deserved so much.

That moment in the first Sea Patrol episode when he and Skye were left behind at the beach while the rest of the team went on the first mission with the Sea Patroller. His face upon SEEING the HQ turn into a ship and sail away was just priceless XD (Also it's rare to see Chase being put on the sidelines for once lmao)

The first Ultimate Rescue episode!! God, Chase was SO HAPPY. He's THE Police Pup, he gets to lead the mission, supervise, plan, give orders. And the way all the other pups clearly loved the experience and were SO ON BOARD with being Police Pups with him, it was just awesome!

So far these are my favorite moments! Actually I legit just got to watch this first Ultimate Rescue episode like one hour ago. Not to mention it took me five days to think of these moments and then go find the episodes again to take the respective screenshots XD

#Scheduled post #I'm leaving it ready as of 6 AM yeah guess who barely slept this night again hahaha :') #Would you guys believe it if I said it's a bit difficult to pick favorite Chase moments?? #I feel the show lacks a bit of creativity on what to do with him #It only became more diverse on situations after they started having different special kinds of missions like Mission PAW and Sea Patrol #Otherwise it's always the same thing over and over again #“Use your net to catch something/someone falling!” #“Use your megaphone to keep people away from the danger!” #“Use your cones to redirect the traffic away from the streets we'll be working on!” #I swear he needs more actual action #He also needs more moments with the other pups like playing around or whatever #Or to have a hobby maybe #Zuma clearly has a lot of hobbies XD #Chase is a GREAT Pup but they're doing him wrong with all that #He can be so much more! #It makes me want to WRITE #HI I'M LARYSSA AND I'M FALLING FOR THE “LET'S WRITE SOME FANFIC” TRAP ALL OVER AGAIN #Anyway XDD #Thanks for the ask!! #Paw Patrol #Paw Patrol Chase #Chase

[kstaki]

I wanted to sub one part where they say who they wanted to play other than their character. (Sadly preoccupied to do so…see if ever got time to sub the rest of the video)

Found out someone already Sub it so sharing (with who So-San (Kaguragi) would like to play)

Because it was really adorable why Masashi-San (Jermaine) wanted to play Gira, only for Taisei-San to ahem broke ahem a rule that he shouldn’t said.

The way Masashi-San was speechless for that moment & how Yuzuyan-San (Rita) reacted so fast to cut him off it TOO CUTEEEE. Then both Masahi-San & Yuzuyan-San keep saying 言わない is too precious 🥺

#ohsama sentai kingohger #kingohger #six kingdoms special emergency discussion meeting #gira husty #gira hastie #jeramie brasieri #rita kaniska #king ohger #I still amuse with the way Yuzuyan-San just trying to cover up the situation 🤣 (&partially scolding Taisei-San hahaha) #Masashi-San follow up with it 😆 #So-San seem like he like 🤫 to the audience 🤣 #the other two seem to be in their own world hahaha 🤣 #although I feel like Taisei is still pushing his luck at the end hahahaha 😂🤭 still saying 緑(midori)

[throwaway-yandere]

Classical Conditioning is finished but I have zero fricking clue if I'm making sense I feel like a mad scientist and I am blaming Dottore for my current mental state LMAO

#ansy-reports #one of my post fave parts of writing fics is actually the reader themselves and the lore- I just think if you flesh them out you get someth #ng special yknow #that mindset is prolly obvious in my works HAHAHA like take Flawless for example- we have a jaded idol who is so done with everything in #that killing game then we have the otome!diluc fic where the reader is a huuuge otome game lover (and monster fcker enthusiast-) #hysteric humanoid where the reader is the literal creator but gaslight themselves into thinking they're the fake one #and of course my beloved capo!reader omg. capo my beloved. my chronic illness drug addict patient turned girlboss that will die in a few mo #ths hell yeah #theres the recent ones too like Death Has No...!reader who is spite incarnate in a self destructive way and the wrio one- #idk #i think its so fun when you give readers quirks #and classcond feels the same but slightly different because they're not exactly extremely jaded or spiteful-- they're just so... #nah i aint explaining sht LMAO ill just ask phitre if she can betaread first then ill post the fic on dec 14---

[frecklystars]

I love to imagine all of my Ryan F/Os sitting in a little room in my head and chilling out and hanging out with each other. Even the ones I haven't "met" yet (movies I haven't seen but will eventually)

You know that meme from the office "I love inside jokes. Would love to be a part of one someday"? Well it's Holland March and Jacob Palmer being impatient for me to finally enter their universe. "We love our girlfriend Keri. Would love to actually meet her someday"

#love notes #Holland tag TBA #💕♬♪ ♡ It feels different when you're with me - ̗̀☆🥂🖤✨☆ ̖́- #Ken saying to Colt 'COLT MY BRO you're SO SPECIAL' #'Keri must LOVE you since you're here in this room with us! you're her BF and she hasn't even been to ur dimension yet!!!!' #and Colt's like HAHA SO COOL BRO 👍 and Ken's like TOTALLY SO COOL 👍👍 #meanwhile Holland and Jacob are like WHERE IS MY GIRLFRIEND???? #I MISS MY WIFE I'VE NEVER MET????? WE KEEP HEARING ABOUT THIS KERI GIRL #i like to think my F/Os feel connected to me/in love with me even before we meet. when they're in the room together #so they're like. i love her so much. but also i've never seen her face to face #i think holland is more patient tho he's just vibing. he's like wow free drinks and snacks in this room hell yeah bitch #or maybe he wouldnt say hell yeah bitch. sorry ive watched a lot of breaking bad im thinking of jesse #anyway jacob's checking his watch every 5 mins saying WHERE'S KERI? WHERE'S MY GIRL? MY STAR GIRL? #and ken is like :) she's been in my dimension 70 times bc im the most specialist boi. im her favorite everyone remember that #Driver and Luke and Six are all comparing their barcode tattoos #they're like wow we all have the same wrist tattoo. crazy random happenstance. #we also have similar voices and similar noses and eyes and height and build! #hahaha but let's not think about that too hard! :) #i have this scenario in my head where ken looks at colt #and he's like! oh god! keri's gonna forget all about me! look at THIS handsome guy! i cant compete!!!! #he looks like ryan gosling! #and then six turns to him and says quietly... 'ken we ALL look like ryan gosling'

[meownotgood]

Heyyy! I found your blog like 2 months ago and when I tell you I’m in love. I’ve been reading fics for like 8+ years and you’re my favorite fic writer (especially for Aki ❤️‍🔥🫶🏾‼️) You’re so skilled at painting scenes and expressing emotions. You make me feel like I’m fully immersed in your writing. Your writing is a world of its own. It moves my emotions so profoundly. It’s clear and vivid and warm and loving.

When I first read your fics, I couldn’t put my finger on exactly what made them so special to me. But when I explored your blog, I figured it out! I think it’s because you write from a place of genuine love (especially for Aki skskskfj). And that’s felt all throughout your writing.

I love the coziness y’all got going on here. Everybody here is just so comfortable voicing all their thoughts and feelings. It feels like home over here. I wanna join y’all. This is your reminder that your writing always touches my heart and soul 💫☁️

ahem…. 🧌 this is a very extra introduction I’m sorry in advance. Take this as a token of my apology

I almost teared up when I first read your ask this morning... I can't express how grateful I am, thank you so so much for saying that. I'm really so happy you enjoy my fics. my heart feels warm knowing you think so highly of my writing... gaaaahhhh I'm just so appreciative I will actually burst like a big bubble

#saving your words to put them in a heart shape locket #it truly means the world to me #you make me feel so special hahaha #I really hope you'll keep enjoying my work!! I want to improve my writing even more 💪 #YOU CAN JOIN THE AKI CULT!!! COME COME #unrelated but that last emoji you used made me giggle so much I've never seen that before 😭 #thank you a thousand times over for your support!!! #you've really made my whole day maybe even the rest of my week #giving you the warmest hug ever right now #welcome to topknotville #ask mags

[candyunicornsateme]

If they mention Kenny’s birthday in any sort of way at all for the new episode this Wednesday, which is on his birthday, I will literally laugh and cry lmao

#rimble ramble #south park #kenny mccormick #UNLIKELY but can you imagine hahaha #even just a split second mention like THANK U YES HE is special boy #I may be late on a drawing tho spent so much time on tht kyle pic ;-; #ummmm feel free to yell at me tho #i rlly wanna connect with everyone more #like i have ideas but i could use some bc i always draw cake for his bday lol

[futurewife]

tw rant about how I am currently stuck in a major mid 20s life unfuckening crisis

I regret going to university so bad omg all that money for nothinggg!! I wish I had not believed in the myth of doing what you love/are good at as a career or the narrative that I was special and could do better for myself. I don't HAVE a passion. I borderline think im contributing a net negative to the world and am only here out of societal pressure for people to have children. Like most people I'm going to live an unremarkable forgettable inconsequential existence. plus now im back to like square one at 25, dropping out of a masters with zero career prospects. the only kind of dream I ever really recall having was "being someone's girlfriend/find someone to love." Which I have also not achieved. 😞🔫

And if I'm thinking this way why did I waste so much time and money fumbling through the university system for useless/incomplete degrees when what I should have focused on was just... getting money for survival and self sufficiency (in the event I cannot find a partner to co exist with- I will be going it alone, and as a single woman that can be very difficult finanically) stupiddd 🧠🚫

I actually resent being treated like im special. The problem was my parents decided i was intelligent and capable and then I never really was seen as someone needing assistance or someone who could struggle. I think that was more wishful projection and it fuked up my life and my self worth (because I couldnt produce their desired results- academic achievement? prestigious career success? being some kind of brilliant outlier?). yes im blaming my parents for this one LOL

#my parents still tell me i could 'do better' they want me to be gifted so fuking badly it frustrates and saddens me #my wholeeee LIFE it was people pushing me to be more do more and never accepting or appreciating me for who I was right now #I just think it's sad that I was always held to a standard that was just out of reach. #I think it really drove me to have extremely humble goals bordering on lack of goals or drive. cause it's always been my parents wants #for me to be exceptional or gifted and special. now im like i just want a mattress on a floor and a cutlery set for 1 and maybe a nice lamp #sorry going off my meds has allowed me to feel anger and upset clearly again :P HAHAHA #tw rant

[sonego]

happy birthday alex !! @thiagoalcantaras 💗💝

hope you’re having a wonderful day and everyone treats you better than liverpool did ✰ ♡

#alex tag #liverpool fc #thiago alcantara #lfc #nico.gif #thiago #HI ALEX ACCEPT THIS HUMBLE OFFER OF LOVE FOR THIS SPECIAL DAY!!!!!!! #this all come from the same video aka same match .. i wonder which one .. #my fave gif from these is the one w virg #first of all i looove to see our short players ''hug'' virg bc they just SMASH against a wall it's so fucking funny skdksdns #secondly thiago showing a little thigh ! #anyway alex i'm rambling but i hope you like this it's nothing much but i thought you might like BIG gifs of your bf and gf and husband and #wife #and again hope your day goes well but even more importantly i hope the year ahead is full of light and warmth and as little stress as possib #possible! life can be hard but you hold such a special inherent warmth within you that i know will get you everywhere you want to go #and also i know you're always doing your best #and i hope you know that's all you can do!! you can only do your best and your best varies every day!!! #but above all i hope you know that you are SO SO loved !!! you are the pillar of lfcblr you are a kind funny loving person #and i wish you nothing but to always feel the love! always GET the love you deserve! #now i'll shut up bc i'm getting too weird hahaha .. i am nothing if not a sap #but yeah ily!!!!!! happy birthday :*

[peapod20001]

In my...✨ depression bed ✨ phase <3

#vent #oho five hours babeeee hungry AND hot AND depressed?? what is this?? my birthday? #hahaha yeaap. it’s cool it’s cool I’m chillin #just vibin. head feels. weird. but I don’t entirely know what up with that it could be a few things if I’m being honest lol #hmmgf when was the last time I just. laid here this often? #laid? layd? layed?? whatever lol #hmm I found a fuckin uhh. vent diagram thing that showed BPD ASHD and Autism and their specific traits and overlaps #is uh. uhm. too close!! like sir!! who gave you!! permission!!!! #oofy anyways uhmmmmmm. realized that I!! don’t interact with people!! as much as I did when I was younger!! #like I had my classmates. my friends. my family. the ppl on tumblr and stuff. yknow #I was talking to someone and shit like!! every day!! for multiple hours!! a day!!!! #now it’s like. wow boy howdy. what are the chances I y’all for more than an hour with LITERALLY ANYONE today :) #uhhghgh gross ew ew nasty. I totally. don’t care that I’m not getting my enrichment #I’ll jus read tags on my art and look through old messages in place of actually. talking to anyone #mmm. conversations hard. hate talking about myself. don’t know anything besides myself. hate certain topics (but won’t say anything bout it) #anndd yeaa!! I don’t understand ppl and their motives and why they like me specifically. I put on my best personality for youu #I’m playing off of you and mirroring how you act so you’ll be ok with me <3 but that’s ok I suppose. I don’t think anyone here is out for my #guys so I’m doing good at least somewhat lol. ahmm. you ever not care about being something special to someone else. and then they kindaa. #squash that idea? and in theory you shouldn’t care since you didn’t want it in the first place but. them saying it hits? different? like oou #oh and question I don’t expect anyone to answer. you ever cried cus. someone aid you were their friend? best friend specifically? idk man #2 ppl have said I’m their best friend an I had to literally force myself not to get emotional at the first one and then I legitimately cried #with the second one LMAO like. how ridiculous is that yea? yeah #it’s. yeah. I’ve called ppl my bffs or whatever before but. it’s different when someone says it to you first ig. before I think they only #gave me the label out of convenience. not that we weren’t actually friends (at least I hope we were DHHDV) but. idk!! I literally yearned #for like!! basic shiittt!! I got put in time out like beginning of kindergarten cus I cried over my 1st best friend partnering with a new #girl instead of me!!! 😭 woof. that was the ONLY time I ever cried in public EVER. didn’t matter how many time I got hurt physically or #emotionally or how stressed I got or how confused or embarrassed and humiliated I was!! I’m NEVER letting people look at me like I’m stupid #for caring EVER. AGAIN. woof ok getting off the rails here I was like at least sort of ok when I started writing this but now I’m very much #NOT lololol so uhhhhhhhhhhh. anyways. let you get back to scrolling or swiping or whatever. I’ll be finnee totally. just. here

[mildmayfoxe]

i was feeling absolutely awful earlier (in the brain) but made myself leave the house & take a little walk to to catch the closing sale at the local employee-owned art store before it’s closed for good and while there i got some different papers and, miraculously, some relief ink (fully expected it to be wiped out) (half price!) (see below) PLUS i also got the phone number of the manager who’s a friend of a friend & ive run into at markets- she told me she’d put more ink aside for me if i let her know which ones i was thinking about 😭

and then on my walk home i accumulated various food objects:

and then when i GOT home there was a box from my sister full of christmas gifts incl. LOTS of tea from both my siblings (i asked them for local chais) & a bunch of the snacks i’d got from nuts dot com for THEM that they apparently tried first & then sent to me

so all is not lost. peace & love on planet earth

#the bubble tea is a new place i hadn’t been to & the pizza is my old corner shop place in my old neighborhood #the bread is from the community fridge!! the mysterious bread benefactor had been there again #i think it all must come from a whole foods or big bakery day olds or something bc whenever they’ve come by they leave a TON #and it’s all always fancy & wrapped nice individually like this #the big ream of white paper is just so i can make some little journals to print covers for & sell #did you KNOW the speedball professional is an oil based water washable?? because /i/ sure didn’t!! #i thought it was a straight oil base so i’ve been ignoring it entirely & this whole time i WOULDNT need solvents with it #anyway suffice to say i feel much better now. and it was a nice walk #i can’t wait to try all this TEA #chatpost #photo record #the two pictures of the box of gifts are weird because there's a twitter filter on them sorry #to try to make up for how damn dark pictures are that i take at my desk at night hahaha #i'm also very excited for the norwegian crackers bc i asked for those special; my sister lives in nyc & she has a place that sells them #they are so GOOD !! #long post

[seekingthestars]

got my hair cut today (haven't had it cut since early april) and it always looks good when a stylist blow drys it but it's always sorta a toss up of if it'll look good with my normal styling (which is basically nothing lol) so the jury's out until tomorrow BUT

right now i really like it 🥺 i got a bunch cut off and i feel so much better 🥺

#personal #i love getting my hair cut but hate paying for it L O L #also i'm lazy about actually booking appointments #so i go longer between haircuts than i probably should but i don't really care #also i went to a new stylist today and she was really nice!! #always makes me feel good when they tell me my hair is healthy hahaha #she also said she thought i was like 19 which is not even close and i know she was probably just being nice but I'LL TAKE IT LOLOLOL #and i got a lil bit of a special hair mask done on a whim and my hair feels so softttttt #most of the time stylists at this salon take like...30-45 minutes for my appointments but this one ended up lasting a solid hour and a half #which i didn't even realize bc it didn't feel like an hour and a half #and my hair certainly doesn't LOOK like it took an hour and a half #but i didn't have anything else going on and it was nice to just sorta sit there with no expectations and chill #i didn't sleep as much as i would've liked to last night though and i am incredibly tired #and yet i agreed to go hang out with friends tomorrow #so i suppose i should attempt some amount of sleep now fjeiao;fe help me

[majorbitchwillgraham]

It's been 7 hours and 15 days

#YES this is psychopath's song ACtually #it's been 3 weeks #actually. #im still so sad hahaha wtf i never expected to feel like this #he was my 1st friend in this new place and thats why it was special #but it's also like a lost friendship? bc i dont even know if we will continue talking or what #and it was a damn surprise that mf told me he was leaving 3 days before so. sigh. i dont even know #just that i lose #i actually discover3d this song when sinead died.. i think it was the same damn day #now whenever other people mention him i feel so damn bad. and ridiculous. why am i so sad #anyway luckily no one i know will ever find this #i had to vent #no one is letting me talk about it. not my parents. not my friends #well. if i told my 1st estp friend maybe he can listen tonme yknow #having strong coffee was a bad idea i feel a lump in my throat #wth happened its just. that i feel like he died #and i SUCKS SO MUCH just to think that he didnt care as much about me #why. in so many relationships theres always one person that cares more than the other #my post #I am so sad this song is exactly what i feel #we talked about so many things goddammit. i told him i was depressed #he told me he used to feel bad before but now had changed. i mean and he was usually talking a lot about himself but i guess half of it was #true or heartfelt #he had such a funny laughter. the sick thing is that. i wanted to know him better and experience new things togethwr and now #it will never happen #imagine that

[h-f-k]

-

#thinking of that guy who told me 'i don't want something serious' #and then the following week he was with someone else already #and last year they had a baby together #feeling so loved today!!! and special!!! yey!!!! hahaha!!!!!!!!!!

[lexsssu]

Do you write yandere?

Why yes, I very much do love writing yandere stuff (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)

#lexsssu speaks #i only just found this in my inbox now #im so sorry for the super duper uber ultra special lateness #i should check my inbox more often HAHAHA #I dont rlly get asks so im not used to checking it („ಡωಡ„) #but feel free to send me asks tho #like i honestly dont mind and will try to answer!