#so fucking good i'm gonna die

[aq2003]

(@variousqueerthings he's so melodramatic and sad. it's soooooo </33)

[transcript:

"i said. i was fine. fine about you leaving. aand.. i'm not. so many of you have come and gone, i never get used to it, think i would've done by now but-but-but. No... just when i think it's all going well, we'll be together forever, you're wandering off to go save another universe or get married—how do you lot fall in love so quickly?"

"well, funny you should say that—"

"i just don't get it. but ehhh, short lives, i suppose. still, so long as you're happy, and you're with the right man, and—he is the right man? Eeehhh—yEs he is yes he is 'course he is, of COUrSe he is, and i mean, i mean, well, no man is gonna be good enough for my donna but YES yes [inhales] off you go! every time, one of you leaves. i'm not ready! i never am, you lot. uuUUhgh. [deep breath]. every one of you, a heartbreaker—"

"that's why you've got two of them, stupid. listen—"

"yeah, i suppose, but it doesn't... make it any easier, you all leave... even the robot dog left me. twice!"

"alright, doctor, i am trying to—"

"and another thing! the universe just never gives me a break! a chance to lick my wounds, a spa day, maybe? but aw, no, Giant Cloud Of Alien Death. well, fine. i'll sort that out. [inhales] one more thing. so many more things. never NEVER never ends."

/end transcript]

#point number 1. good fucking god their abandonment issues. they say 'i know when i'm in the way' a bit later and it's ruining my life #point number 2. ten and donna r THE queerplatonic partners ever in the whole world. 'no man is gonna be good enough for my donna' #like. oh my god. can i die. can somebody kill me. MY god. #point number 3. he is so aroace for this. #tenth doctor #donna noble #doctor who #dr who #doctordonna #aspec doc tag #in case it doesnt show up in the post this is from doctor who death and the queen (the big finish audio) btw! #fyi i haven't listened to the full thing but i saw this clip from @ninemelodies (on twt) and i have the file so im just posting it here #10 era

[mopeytwat]

FUCKING LOOK AT HIM I NEED TO KISS HIM

#izzy hands #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd season 2 #israel hands #con o'neill #ofmd spoilers #ofmd season 2 spoilers #our flag means death season 2 #HE IS SO GORGEOUS #I'M GONNA FUCKING DIE WTF HE LOOKS SO GOOD #IZZY HANDS MARRY ME RIGHT FUCKING NOW #HIS HAIR HIS HAIR HIS HAIR HIS HAIR #HE IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS NO ONE TALK TO ME

[f1xmeinfortyfive]

BOB DYLAN'S SUPPORTERS, WE'VE BEEN SO BLESSED TONITE

#dude this is so fucking sick and great #also good quality patrick content #need full footage OTHERWISE I'M GONNA EXPLODE #fall out boy #patrick stump #pete wentz #joe trohman #andy hurley #fob #✨bob dylan supremacy✨ #so much (for) stardust #so much for stardust #so much for (tour) dust #so much for tour dust #smfs #fob8 #tourdust spoilers #believers never die #bne

[larkoneironaut]

Part of Elikai's POV banner for my Din Djarin romance fic 🩵 Gonna post the whole banner when my fic is finished because it’ll contain the title of the fic ✨

#My art #My fanfic #My OC #The mandalorian #The mandalorian fanfic #Din djarin romance fic #Elikai Vidis #I love her SO MUCH you have no idea #She's so pure and if you call her pretty she'll end all your enemies for you #She'd die for someone who's been nice to her #She has so many great and interesting parallels with Din's character and past #She can be chaotic good but also chaotic neutral #I love her hair sm #Like I crave such waves #My hair is so straight ugh #Din is obsessed with the waves btw #He's like fuck don't look at me cause I'm gonna kneel for you and do everything you want me too #And like same Din my dude #I'd also kneel for her and do everything for her

[dirtytransmasc]

mild rant, cause hotd TikTok is insufferable.

so I saw an edit, with the scene of Viserys on his death bed, calling Rhaenyra his only child...

these were some of the comments...

how dense do people have to be to say this shit, as if the abuse/neglect Aegon, Helaena, Aemond (and Dearon) faced, is the reason they are the way that they are????

aegon turned to his cups so young because he had to face the fact that his father didn't love him, his mother had... complicated feelings towards him (he was her first, born of marital rape that destroyed her life and childhood, and she loved him no doubt, but part of her hated what he represented in her life. all of which is Viserys and Otto's fault). not to mention the abuse he faced from Viserys and Otto (focus on Otto, cause he did what he wanted, since Viserys wasn't around enough to thoroughly abuse his son himself and wouldn't punish Otto for doing so). his drinking and need to self destruct to escape a life he doesn't want, turned him into the destructive, drunken bastard he is.

aemond was permanently maimed, an injury that very well could have killed him or hindered him greatly in life, and was ignored by his father, who then supported such an obvious lie instead of protecting his own son (aka, treating the greens and the blacks as equals and not playing favorites, they're aren't asking for miracles they asking for bare minimum). he suffered so greatly and his father couldn't give less of a shit. so on top of everything else, he had this anger boiling in his chest for years and years, stoked by his father's willing negligence. not to mention the fear it cause his mother (who was being manipulated by Otto) that Rhaenyra truly was a threat to his livelihood, which only targeted his anger.

Helaena, on a direct/surface level, was the best off, in terms of her father, but the ripple effect he caused on her life and those around her caused her to be married to her brother, who she didn't love, who didn't live her, and brought her suffering to some degree. it was the war Viserys practically created (tell me he didn't, I dare you) that sent her to madness (amongst other things *ahem* blood and cheese).

like, this man destroyed his children, directly or not, everything he did broke them down and apart, until he died, leaving them with a war that would end them all. his actions made them (Aegon and Aemond) into the people they were, but of course, that doesn't matter, apparently.

#gonna flip my shit #you cant hate the victims and then love/support their abuser #that logically does not make any fucking sense #and before anyone says anything #no I dont not hate rhaenyra/the blacks #they are morally complex and are neither entirely good nor bad #But if I were to choose one said to defend and deem the most 'right' I'm picking the greens and I will fight and die on this hill #also #yes I know what aegon did #no I do not support it/him (after the fact) #what I will say is #I support him up until that point with my whole chest AND acknowledge that he could have been different had his life not sucked so bad #also also #I acknowledge that the whole plotline of Aegon being evil was just to make the greens look worse for the show #so my feelings torwards aegon are complicated and messy #but I will always defend him in terms if the treatment he recieved frim Viserys #hotd #aegon targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #aemond targaryen #helaena targaryen #alicent hightower #anti viserys i targaryen #I want this mans head on a stick #anti otto hightower #I wish this mans desth was 10x more painful #lukewarm feelings towards the blacks.... thats all im gonna say #pro team green

[front-facing-pokemon]

#mawile #bonus for the tailmaw under the cut. because it's a mouth so it may as well count as a face. and i did girafarig's tailface so its only fair #i expected this one to be. i dunno. somehow Different when ffp'd but this is what we ended up with. is this good #or bad? we may never know but it's certainly something. steel/fairy is a little bit nuts and this one also has a mega evolution #wait fuck i just realized i forgot to queue up mega sableye even though i literally acknowledged its existence in the tags hold on #hi i just queued up a bunch of megas i missed. including mega gardevoir. so. happy birthday #i'm gonna go get some breakfast before i die. y'all're gonna have a whole saga to follow in the tags of these ones #trynna piece together bouncing from tags to tags which ones i wrote when. bc i wrote the mega mawile tags before this one #and mega gardevoir is in their somewhere… hhehehehehe! what a mystery…

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

I ain't never drawing Rangi in her damn armor ever again. This this bitch is getting TOotWTT from now on TT0TT

#edit: That pics not my edit. it found it online TT0TT i just thought it'd drive the point home/was a good reaction pic #it's just an edit but gd it my hand #silly talks #maybe when i'm not doing it with a mouse and instead have a tablet I'll change but ahhhhhhhhhhhhh #it's what she and kyoshi deserve uwu #you get a white tank top! YOU get a white tank top! EVERYBODY GETS A WHITE TANKTOP!!!!!!!!! #'silly just how hard are you hyperfixating-' remember the age of korrasami on here? about as much if not more #sadly UNLIKE korrasami i have pretty much no (official) content to work with to make videos and other stuff with TT0TT #so i've taken a crack at redrawing/tracing ATLA/Korra scenes for my amusement ;w; #lemme ride it out it's not like there's any new-new persona content #'silly P5T and P3R' it's not like there's any P6 content 8U #wait fuck i just realized i have to draw 2-3 more frames fuuuuuuuck! #oh my hand is gonna die #i ain't built for this #(this has been your episode of 'silly breaks down in the tags~! :3c'

[formulaonedirection]

Monza ‘22 wrap up

#daniel ricciardo #lando norris #*dando #this unboxed was a hate crime #literally box it back the fuck UP #rebox #this is the only good thing so this is the only gifs i guess... #daniel looks so done i'm so.... want 2 die about it #lando and his princess nose 4 rina #okay bye gonna watch monza unboxed 2021 #nadia's things

[yardsards]

living alone is all fun and games til you have a medical emergency and there's no one there to help you to the hospital

#eliot posts #im fine now it's just last week's Incident fucked me up a lil #a couple online friends offered to call me an uber #and i maybe could have woken my neighbors up (though i would have felt awful abt that) #but while i was figuring out how to get to the hospital and if i'd be able to like #verbally communicate to whoever was driving where to take me #and explain to the doctors what was wrong with me #and fill out the entrance paperwork #and find my wallet/insurance card and my housekeys before i left #...i had gone unconscious before i could make the decision to find someone to take me #luckily i was mostly fine after i woke up #i knew it wasn't an ''i'm gonna die if i don't go to the hospital'' type medical emergency so i didn't call an ambulance #bc i was not abt to bankrupt myself unless i was Literally Dying #but yeah. eugh. 0/10 do not recommend. #at the VERY LEAST i'm gonna need to have good friends that live very close in the future #i don't want this kind of thing happening to me again #i am gonna be roommates with a very good friend in a few months after i move to the city #and then i'm probably gonna be roommates with a different very good friend in a couple years when i leave the state #both mostly out of financial necessity for us all #but also i thiiink i want to go back to living alone eventually? #unless living with friends goes so great that it changes my mind #it's just like. for the most part i've loved living alone #not just in a ''yay i'm no longer living with my abusers!'' way but like. in general. #i can do whatever the fuck i want in my apartment without having to talk to anyone #chores get done when i want. food gets cooked and eaten when i want. i can take a 2 hour bath no problem. i don't have to close doors. #i can walk around late at night without having to worry about waking anyone up. #when my social battery is drained i know that no one will try to talk to me. when im overstimulated i don't have to tell anyone to be quiet #it's like. the thing with me is every social interaction has a timer where i start thinking #''GOD i cannot fucking wait to go be alone in my nice empty apartment again'' #that timer is much longer for some people and situations than others but it is always There even when i'm having a great time

[bijoumikhawal]

Saying "one of the major parties in a country trying to genocide trans people is the "most pro trans" major party in the world" as a statement of fact should inspire fear and terror, not be a call the be thankful to that fucking party. Anyway Biden is partially responsible for the current T drug class

#cipher talk #If you people could be honest about the actual strides democrats take I wouldn't despise you so much #I would love to talk about some of the actual good done! But I'm not gonna reblog your stupid fucking post if you're pulling that #Guilt tripping/ frankly threatening voting bullshit! And badmouthing your political enemies to the left of you #You do not inspire solidarity in us when you do this! You inspire hatred! #Do you know how it feels to be told 'vote for us or you'll fucking die'? By the party that refuses to play dirty and always wrings its hand #Over not having enough power? #Genuine strides have been made by democrats for trans rights right now- /largely on the state level/ #Also the post I saw that inspired this was literally just fucking pink washing

[alisterix]

Now my question is. Does Cacophonix's reputation as the ultimate gaylord precede him. Does anyone outside of the village know him as Mr. Gay. Is he like Lil Nas X where gays all around the. Area. Look up to him as the gay icon that he is.

Thank you kindly, I LOVE getting asks from you cause they are a perfect excuse for me to draw Cacofonix, and if there's one thing in this fandom I love drawing as much as Gaylois, it's Cacofonix. Here's a little comic inspired by your question since I can't help myself:

I can easily imagine Cacofonix on a big trip, having fun and indulging all of the opportunities and glamour of city life, making friends (lovers? possibly? 😳) easily, courtesy of his charismatic and pleasant demeanor (at least as long as he doesn't try to sing). People obviously aren't fans of his musical talent, or rather a lack thereof, but whenever a stranger happens to recognize him and call him by name he tends to immediately jump to that conclusion and brag about it to his fellow village folks, who clearly aren't buying it, lmao. Admittedly, at the end of the day, being appreciated and recognized for being entertaining, pretty and gay rather than for your art is not the worst position to be in, so he does take it for what it is, though not without a healthy dose of fussing about constantly, no matter where he goes, being "strangely surrounded by people who don't seem to understand art".

Funny that you mention Lil Nas X cause I just made a playlist with my favourite bardcore covers in honor of Cacofonix the Ultimate Gaylord™ and Montero is the first song on it.

#asterix #cacofonix #cacophonix #assurancetourix #my art #the sweet homosexual tension of a man piercing your ears in exchange for a date #listen... this is a sfw blog so we won't be discussing Cacofonix's jolly good big city gay time in great detail #it does make me admittedly uncomfortable to think adult stuff about a childhood nostalgia comic... BUT #if I had to choose one character who fucks it would be Cacofonix #I could probably make up a whole story about Cacofonix and his mysterious Lutetian admirer but I have a Gaylois wedding to attend to #and by that I mean I'm gonna make Gaylois wedding fanart in response to an ask I got #lmfao the way Asterix gives him a rude awakening and Cacofonix throws shade at him in return is sending me #what does he know about charm??? I dunno man maybe ask Obelix since he's clearly happily married #they are both such gay disasters #they give me strong gay besties/mlm solidarity vibes #but also it's a great ship imo #I'm all ride or die for Gaylois but if you see my art of Asterix and Cacofonix as shippy I won't stop you #I will encourage you even #it's my second favourite Asterix ship and I'm planning to draw some cute stuff with them every now and then #I wonder if they have a ship name #asterfonix? #I like that #anyway Cacofonix with piercings am I right 😳😳😳

[grassbreads]

Tell me how I, the gal with terminal "can't stop thinking about Tai Sui" disease, read hundreds of thousands of words of Mo Du over the course of months, starting right after I finished Tai Sui, yet it took me until right now in this instant to put together the Fei Du->Zhou Ying parallel

Like. Here's the favored son of a man who is incredibly powerful and morally bankrupt. He hates his dad and would be quite happy to commit patricide, should he get the opportunity, but he doesn't directly do so because it wouldn't suit his schemes. He has spent his entire life since his teenage years painstakingly putting together the chess pieces necessary to both destroy his dad and unravel the truth of a grand unknowable conspiracy that has haunted his entire life. He's a genius and the way his mind works is utterly incomprehensible to everyone else in the world, even those who know and love him best. The right kind of placid smile from him can be the most terrifying thing anybody has ever seen. He is willing to use himself up and toss himself out completely if it is the means to the final end of his schemes.

It's just that with Fei Du, the whole point of him is that he's not nearly so terrible as he thinks he is. He's not a psychopath. He's not cruel, regardless of how much empathy he may or may not naturally have. He's just spectacularly traumatized by his childhood. And the presence of Luo Wenzhou in his life both saves him from spiraling down into his original epic self-destructive plot and allows him to access his buried human emotions.

Then, 5 years later, Priest came back to revisit some of the same ideas and turn absolutely all of them up to eleven. She wrote a man who doesn't just think differently from others, but who perceives the world so wildly differently from anyone else that his experience of existence is utterly incomprehensible to his peers. She wrote a patricidal prince who doesn't just want to destroy his father and his company, then tear out the truth of a criminal conspiracy, but rather wants to destroy his father and his entire country, then tear out the truth of the sky itself. She wrote a man who genuinely doesn't give a single damn about anyone other than himself and his tiny tiny selection of loved ones. Who would destroy the entire world in a fit of vengeance and who uses his own willingness to kill innocents as leverage against others. She wrote a man who plans to achieve his goals by way of epic self destruction and does exactly that, leaving the main character's loss of him as the central beating tragedy in the otherwise best possible ending.

She also wrote a story in which, when Zhou Ying's closest and most loved person realizes the dark and scheming truth of him, rather than saying "I can fix him; I don't think he's really so bad," he says "yeah, this is my cousin and he's a terrible menace who tries to destroy the world sometimes. I love him more than anything."

You can absolutely see how Priest's interest in similar ideas informed both characters. It's just that Fei Chengyu didn't succeed in raising his perfect little sociopath successor, but Emperor Taiming and the demons of the impassible sea absolutely succeeded in Jokerizing Prince Zhuang. They just couldn't possibly anticipate the kind of monster that the demon of the east sea would become.

#ok technically this is a bit of a called shot for me about Fei Du #I'm still in the middle of book 5 #but like. he's not gonna die or go full evil. he's the love interest in a danmei #and the story up until this point has VERY clearly been about lwz showing Fei Du how human he still is #and pulling him back from the brink of something dark #it's an I can fix him romance #so it'd make no sense for the story to make a sudden 180. and I think priest knows better #mo du is about a good man trying to force himself into darkness and being saved #and about how he never realized how much he wanted that salvation. but he did want it. it drew him to lwz I think #tai sui. as others have said. is about the tragedy of trying to save someone that GENUINELY does not want to be saved #that shakes off your attempts to help them whenever possible and is genuinely good at doing so #idk man I just love fucked up little guys #tai sui #mo du #silent reading #fei du #zhou ying #prince zhuang #andie reads silently #also side note. but it was SO hard to decide which blog to put this on lol #it's part of my mo du liveblog. which goes on main #but also tai sui meta. which goes on morethanwonderful #augh. #long post #tai sui spoilers

[finexbright]

.

#WHY is everyone being so bitter about that speech is beyond me #this is exactly what happens when you take things out of context and focus on one thing #i am not ''defending'' him or whatever i'm just saying that like always things are being taken out of context #people are acting like he SPECIFICALLY said that part for the grammys speech like he's an evil mastermind #practicing that sentence just so he can come and say it at an award show #bestie that's literally the speech that man's been giving at all his concerts that's literally what he says all the time #he was overwhelmed and he wasn't expecting the one and he just. said the words he's always said because he couldn't comprehend #let him be honestly like you're all being so bitter about it as if you saying awful things about it is gonna change the fact that #his album won album of the year. like no matter what you do it's not going to change #plus like. you're all complaining about him being rich please tell me WHO in that nomination list ISN'T rich #i know rich people should die but also like. these people aren't rich just because. they have the wealth because they put in the talent #and effort and fucking worked hard for it man #just because your favourite didn't win doesn't mean that he didn't put out a damn good album. he would not be nominated #if his album wasn't good enough #honestly. let go literally let go you'll find peace and calm

[touchd0wn-boy]

update with new clips

#DO I HAVE TO DIE TO HEAR YOU MISS ME IS A BALLAD I'M GONNA FUCKING DIEEEEEEEE #THEY ALL SOUND SO GOOD #blink 182

[freckleslikestars]

The X Files: Demons

Living Polaroid Project: 96/219

#I am like 90% sure that if I don't skip any more days I'll have the project completed by new years day #that's my goal anyway but I'm notoriously bad at maths in base ten so #WHY THE FUCK ARE ALL THE GOOD EPISODES SO DARK?! #gonna go fist fight crisp cracker in a car park #seriously I just wanna know why he decided to only light the show with 10 watt desk lamps #such a puppy dog mulder episode #that last gif hurts so bad #also another fabulous occurance of the grey cashmere sweater #which...if my partner called me being like 'im covered in blood' I would not choose light coloured clothes to wear #living polaroid project #living polaroid project season four #my gifs #xf gifs #msr #txf #x files #the x files #demons #another example of an episode where scully goes ride or die for him #I'm gonna make a gifset of some of my favourite ride or die moments