#so i haven't been able to do much lol

[pie-bean]

I started on a little lake today hehe

#then i got too exhausted lol – i haven't been able to do much on my island because irl stress #im free much more in june now though so i look forward to working on my island! #also sorry for being so slow on replying on asks<3 #mine

[icewindandboringhorror]

I can't do much productively during the heat wave/health issue flare up/etc. like work on my games or anything where I have to sit at the computer/type for long periods of time, BUT.. I did passively sculpt a few tiny foods lol. I wanted to do one of my bigger usual sculptures, but those take so much more time and concentration, I thought something small just to keep my hands busy would be better.. close up photos look kind of weird and blurry from my camera settings or something, but overall they came out okay, especially in person.. Nearly the only reason I ever wanted to buy dolls as a kid was to get my hands on the miniature foods and plates and stuff that came with them, I've always just been obsessed with small versions of things like that, so.. why not make some! lol

#sculpture #ooops.. i could have posted this on the art blog but I forgor and do not feel like reuploading everything #into a new drafted post on a whole other blog.. not in this heat.. i have no patience lol #items are: tomato. asparagus. a four leaf clover (not food lol). some sort of folded bun or dumpling with meat inside (not based on #anything specific. I just wanted to fold a flat sheet of clay into a shape). pomegranate. cheese wheel. lemon slice. some sort of mushroom. #fish (not a real one. just made up. if it looks like any specific fish that'd be interesting). and fig. #I haven't been able to get many avocaodo pits to carve again. so sculpting. then is good for a tiny craft #WISH I COULD DO COSTUMES OR SOMETHING.. i have some pikced out. bundles of clothes laying on the floor of the closet #but GODS even before the heat wave it's just been so warm.. I know.. it's the summer. of course it's warm #but WHYYYyy............. what if it just snowed all year around and was awesome and beautiful and i was so cold and could wear 25 blankets #at all times.. what about THAT hmm?? .. the ideal.. #anyway.. my favorite is the pomegranate and the mushroom maybe #The fig is hard because in the pictures of figs I googled a lot of them have that sort of white powdery type of thing on the outside #that grapes and plums and stuff have sometimes and it's hard to convey that weird like.. sheen.. plus the purple with almost powdery blue #and little lighter specks plus streaks of light green and a little orangey on some of them. #It's okay in person I think but this doesnt show up as much in pictures. The cheese also looks betterin person than images. you can't tell #the slight shine in the pictures lol. but the pomegranates look cool and also photograph decent.. hmm #I should have made toast with an egg on it or something. that would be a nice addition #OH ALSO ASPARAGUS MY BELOVED.. though they look a little wonky. the cuticle pusher tool that I sculpt with in leiu of any actual sculpting #tools has a kind of triangle edge that was suite for the little leaf details of the asparagus so that was cool. its like..ALMOST right lol

[theflyingfeeling]

fic talk in the tags 💝

#aaaaaaaa i have only 4 stores left to write for the advent calendar and then i'm done?! 😭 #i can't believe it guys i might actually be able to pull this off 👀 #i've literally just winged it day after day with minimal planning #and i haven't even had a breakdown once? gonna knock on wood here real quick lol #i've had so much fun writing all these little stories too 🥺 and i'm fairly satisfied with them as well! yes!! me!! my biggest critic!! #i'm not gonna be writing anything for a while after i get these last ones done though lol i've written SO MUCH during these past weeks #however i did write down a short piece of dialogue in finnish the other day 👀 #like. literally 11 words and idk if i'm ever gonna write more but those words just...came to me so i had to write them down somewhere #(it has been peer-reviewed as 'perfect' (thanks eetu <3) and you can totally slide in my DMs if you're curious) #and the college/uni au i've been playing with practically all autumn is something i definitely want to give a try #(so far i only have some random notes and moodboards 😅) #but whatever i'll end up writing i'll do it because i want to and that's what's important 🤍 #thank you so much everyone who has been reading these stories or any of my fics this year #i really am not expecting anyone to read my stories and i'm happy if even just one person does 🥺 #okay sappy talk over now back to writing byeeeeee #*stories

[i-am-literally-deranged]

just been a little bit fucked up about what happened to him

#my mans got Evangelioned and no one gives a damn 😭 #Genshin impact #shouki no kami #Scaramouche #I haven't been able to do much art lately but the muses fucking GRIPPED me by the soul today and forced me to do this one #This part of the Archon quest was so fucked up I think I'm going to be eternally haunted by it #ALSO I HOPE THAT THE IMAGE IS HIGH ENOUGH QUALITY THAT YOU CAN ZOOM IN AND SEE THAT HE'S BALL JOINTED #I GAVE HIM BALL JOINTS LIKE A DOLL AND IT BROUGHT MUCH JOY TO DRAW #anyway #i hope you enjoy the art for what it is even though I KNOW none of you people care about Genshin in the slightest lol #Hopefully the muses will bring me some Hbf inspirations soon

[sysig]

Someone’s looking out for you ♥ (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Crackship #Wally West this time! :D #Their flirting is the cutest <3 <3 #But first! ZEX's uniform!!!!! JKFLdhsafjdf <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 #I've always liked his uniform - he looks beautiful in it it's quite fun to draw it's pretty it's flowy - very good piece of clothing do like #How something as simple as missing it for a week makes such a huge impact <3 Hhghh gods the way he describes getting it back ♥♪♫ #I've never appreciated the Feeling of his uniform on his body before now and hhh what a difference it makes! #Genuinely like a tactile understanding to complement the emotional <3 Feeling and feelings! It's so lovely! Ahh <3 #It goes back to being a question mark over everything once he starts to really think through the implications but for A Moment #And he gets to snuggle a human the same night :D Everything going so well! #Wally's so funny lol he's got ZEX making The most obvious come ons he possibly can flirting his little alien heart out #And he's just like ''But do you actually want to? Do you /really/ want to??'' Haha ♪ #It's very sweet honestly! Very attentive and careful <3 I'm always appreciative of anyone who treats ZEX well ♥ #But no he definitely Does Not mean pretty much anything platonically lol #What was it how did I describe him in my notes and haven't been able to stop laughing about lol - #Ah yes - Wally doesn't need to worry because ZEX is a ''hedonistic pleasurebeast'' lol #I also like how Wally is the first(? if I remember correctly) of ZEX's Type starting to develop haha ♪ #Sure he likes all humans but if he happens to lean one way more than another hehehe ♫ #I'm doubly fascinated by his self-awareness (and lack thereof) around submissiveness - he's very sensitive as a human! #He's still quite aggressive but also easily overwhelmed ♪ It's a very interesting combo to me :3c #And any further insight into his proclivities delights me hehe <3 #Heart eyes ZEX >>>>>> ♥♪♫ #And a few silly little doodles as well :D The first one's just a random chibi lol he's cute! ♪ #The second is of him trying a Starburst hehe he's so cute <3 I was so curious as to how he'd react to candy/sugar so lovely to see! #And thus far he hasn't had any alcohol - good Max has had enough - but I got my favourite Catawba so tipsy doodle it is lol #All the cutests <3 <3

[limitverge]

rebirth!

#tags contain very light spoilers!!!!! #i've been enjoying it! #currently very busy w classes and such so i haven't had much of an opportunity to progress very far #and ive only had it a handful of days but i can appreciate a lot of what theyre doing :] #of course i am .. very wary when it comes to zack's involvement specifically #i am curious to see where they take his story but i must reiterate time and time again that i. as a zack blog (lol). am very #very very very dependent on and interested in zack's death as a monolith in the narrative #and i do not think i will be changing that soon.. nor do i have much interest in aus in which he survives #(same goes for aerith) #(<- i have metas to write on that) #however.. i am still very early on in the game (still in ch2 -.-) #and i can recognize the need to justify a remake.. esp a remake of something so mythologized and important to #media and culture as the original game was..... ohhh the narrative masterpiece that 1997 is........ #so taking this “remake” in such a vastly different direction is nice! #but just to ramble a bit further .. im not a big fan of much of anything contemporary ff..... anything put out from 14-16 i just rlly #havent been able to get into personally.. the methods of story telling and the over reliance on pretty anime graphics #to cover up any weaknesses in character and scenario writing... #and i think thats where the most glaring vices in rebirth have been thus far.. other than the padding for time with fetch quests #(as was in remake) #ok ok my opinions

[starlingskulls]

they're at mad at me island i should cvt

#cvt #cvtting #I'm like ... 2 months clean question mark #i unfortunately am Very good at like .. invalidating myself abt sh and all #so I barely even count what I did as cvts lmao #I have a few scars that haven't faded yet on my thigh though so that's. something #you know how it is #and like of course do not take my words here as like . idk Truth. like #if you've got small ones that's still sh yk like. that's still ?? #i don't rlly know how to go abt talking here lol #i try not to log in too much. makes me worse I think #ur all valid is what I'm getting at #anyway . they are ignoring me on purpose bc I accidentally did something #and its making me feel like fucking shit but I don't want to tell them that bc like?? if they're reacting like this #over something I'm Also upset abt?? idk #i've been able to vent to them a Lot and have felt v safe abt it but mm. I'm unfortunately very sensitive lol #and idk if I will be able to confide in them for a fucking While again #I don't want to break my streak though. also I've always been afraid of bleeding so LMAOOOO #im not letting myself sleep tonight instead. haven't done that since hs but uhmm Oh Well it is what it is #doubt they're in these corners of Tumblr but if u know who this is Sowwy ! #🐦‍⬛posting

[imwritesometimes]

I've been having weird anxiety today and I think it's cause I'm excited? about too many things? at once? Like what is happening? Who am I?

#the wax warmer I ordered for my room & all the little wax melt cubes came today and I LOVE it! #for personal reasons I uhhh do not love candles so I am LOVING having the nice scents without having to light a candle #I ordered a SUPER CUTE Christmas one for the living room too I'm EXCITED & all the little cubes I got smell GOOD!!!! #my sims have goats & sheeps now!!!! I haven't been able to fully dive into the game too much yet but #they are SO CUTE. ur all lucky I haven't spammed nothing but sims goats & sheep screenshots allll day #and I took down all my turkey day decor and now it's time to decorate for Christmas and I'm REALLY pumped for it this year #most of my presents are wrapped! and I'm gonna put em under my little tree! I'm hoping to maybe start decorating tomorrow! #we still have a TON of leftovers and all the food I made was REALLY good and I love not having to cook lol #I'm just like AHHHHHH!!!!! THERE'S SO MUCH!!! AHHH!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! #erin explains it all

[coollyinterferes]

//thinking about

✨ t h e m ✨

#[+ their froggy friend on top of robert's head there lol] #[hii everyone~] #[the struggle with mental and physical health has been BIG this week so i might not be able to do much in regards to thread replies] #[but i will try to work on them even if it's only a little] #[i don't want to let them pile up again and also some of those replies i still owe are months old ;v;] #[i'll also be reblogging some stuff. maybe an ask meme or something??] #[i have some followers and mutuals who i haven't interacted with yet at all or only a little and i'd like to change that ;v;] #[soooo chances are i will do it as soon as i can find some good starters or something!! :D] #[as always: asks are open so feel free to send in unprompted stuff for the guys if you feel like it!!] #[hope everyone had a wonderful weekend~! <3] #;tbd

[mayonakano-archive]

i want ice cream but also. no.

#leoposting #out comes the #tw ed #as a just in case thing bc whee. vani's shitty eating habits on blast <3 #vent #kinda? #i haven't been able to eat much lately bc food just all tastes Bad (minus a few things) and its like #am i allowed to have little treats and things when i barely want to eat real food? #i got scolded for eating too many cashews today and now its like... #do i just... not eat? bc the few 'safe' foods i have are all... unhealthy #i ate all the cashews and i need the apples i have for breakfast #and so far everything else has tasted... off. or bad. #it's just... weird. it's a very new thing too which is... odd. #maybe i'm just so exhausted my body is starting to fail lol

[icewindandboringhorror]

Obligatory fancier outfit that must be present anytime I post outfits 

#self #fantasy costume #If I had the money for a custom tailored fantasy-ish victorian-ish suit instead of piecing together random thrift store items with like walm #rt halloween costume type jackets and stuff.. #unstoppable..... #I would actually lean more straight up historical with my wardrobe it's just that everything I own basically is thrifted aside from a very #small portion of things (like usually socks for example I get from ebay. wigs from ebay. things that it's hard to find in thrift stores. etc #) and I rarely ever find stuff like that at the bins. Your closest bet is like. hopeing that the week you come in just so happens to also be #a week that a church costume department recently donated a bunch of old stuff. but I just haven't really had much luck finding like fancy ve #sts and suit coats and cloaks or like tunics and etc. etc. #Styles like mori kei or cult party kei are pretty accessible and easy for places like the bins (where youre usually digging through piles of #curtains and fabric scraps and doilies anyway). but finding like.. a straight up tudor england costume or something is . VERY rare #Sometimes you do find halloween costumes. Or like. stuff that's clearly like cheap 'Goth' stuff from shein or aliexpress that someone has do #nated and they can be a LITTLE okay in terms of usable for costumes. But you rarely find actual good quality stuff. obviously because like #real very good quality historical costumes are expensive and most people aren't just like 'yeah dump it off to goodwill' lol #In an ideal world though I would have fancy top hats and neck ruffles and stuff .. know this ghhjbhj #Lack of that will not stop me from taking picturesin basically the same outfit 6000 times though. My one single silky black vest and #one of the two solitary ruffly neck shirts I have every been able to find. #Pointy-ish little boots that I put with everything even thogugh they look terrible up close because they're literally like over 10 yrs old #I bought them so long ago and the black fake leather lining is like peeling off of the outside #ANYWAY #he's back again... the same little generic like elf vampire ruffle shirt with vest look.. might as well be the same guy #I support him and his dumbass disintegrating shoes anyway

[theflyingfeeling]

Imagine if either Olli or Aleksi (or maybe both??) is used to sleeping with someone and just can’t fall asleep without another person and of course a bro helps another bro out and volunteers to cuddle but oops feelings

(also may I introduce this collection of them cuddling 🥰)

noooooooo that's one of my favourite tropes!! 😭💞

and why not combine this with the 'coming up with excuses to sleep together' trope because 🥺💞💕💓💗💕💞💕 the excitement of getting under the covers, the wondering if the goosebumps on the other's skin is just because they're feeling cold or something else... the perfect excuse to cuddle closer anyway 🥰

#(i saw your other ask too but to me it seems these are the exact same pics? 😅) #also since you're here - a little update on the olli/allu fic i'm writing: #i got stuck with a scene and will probably have to start all over since that's how i work lol #but i've been unwell lately because of my period + i had another busy weekend so i haven't been able to 😭 #i get these awful migraine-like headaches before/during/after my period #just terrible headache that doesn't necessarily go away even with painkillers. the kind of headache that makes you wanna throw up #and this time i've gotten that both before AND during (usually it's just one of those options) 🥲 #and i'm so frustrated because i really want to write olli/allu making out (and maybe doing something else) on the beach 😭 #i just love them so much 🥺💕 #but i can always try again tomorrow eh? #thanks for putting all this cuteness in my askbox again! much needed 😭💖 #ollixallu #answered asks #sparfloxacin

[exrayspex]

oh lol the librarian i talked to today thought i was like. 20 lmao. i mentioned how the layout of the library is so different now than it was when i was there a lot in high school and how it took me by surprise.

and she was like "oh well the renovation was only two years ago, surely it hasn't been all that long for you!"

i was like oh lol, i graduated 12 years ago (which there have been 2 renos since then actually iirc) and her face, lmaooo. she went 😯 in real life

#anyway i got a physical copy of gideon the ninth bc i think it was trying to do the ebook version that was keeping me from finishing #i haven't been able to read much of length on my phone lately w these awful headaches #and i already struggle w stuff that isn't serialized even when i enjoy the subject matter #so! excited to read #i got frozen custard after too bc there's a place right next to the library and it was so good #melted like immediately though lol it's so hot. all the people ordering cones were getting them inside down in a dish bc they were so melty #*upside down

[sysig]

Now now, not too much of a voice of reason (Patreon)

#Doodles #Original #Tala #Bar #The familiar trio lol #I was in a weird mood for the first one haha - I was thinking about the dying a glue trap meme and the Family Guy death pose at once #I didn't end up doing anything about it but what is with these morbid blorbo memes lol #Blorbid memes #Bar's always my go-to for that which is weird 'cause he's not a whump character?? I don't actually want to kill my whump characters tho so ♪ #He's just a memey lad #Anyway that was a while ago lol #Last three are much more recent! #Still been thinking about Tala in the BunBonBop universe since creating Dahlia she'd really fit right in! #She's also old enough which I forgot was a rule I made lol - Shifters start presenting their specificity at age 5 so she just made it lol #Threw myself into the mix for funsies as well lol - we'd be fairly low-power Shifters :) #Tala'd be a shape of course - she's always been a plush doggo! #I haven't given a lot of thought to inanimate object shapes yet but I'd like to! It feels like there's a lot to dig into #Things like would they be able to move around in their inanimate object shape - probably only after practicing! #And what kind of regulations and social rules would develop around a significant percentage of the population turning into inanimate objects #What would theft look like? Would theft/kidnapping rules be more conflated? Something closer to how we consider pets in certain states? #What might certain lawsuits look like lol ''My client had every reason to believe that object was in fact not a person!'' #That'd be very scary for the Shifter as well if they felt they were in a position where it wasn't safe to shift back ah D: #Nevermind it's making me sad to think about lol #Also established a new rule for time Shifters - some can only age in certain directions lol #That Also gave me some ideas specifically in reference to IDs - would a time Shifter be able to fake their age to purchase alcohol? #Probably not there'd probably be some kind of signifier on the ID itself that says what kind of Shifter they are lol #Card everybody! #And then finally the last - in addition to getting a couple Tamagotchis I also impulsively bought the first book of KoiBo and hhh <3 <3 #I love Souichi so much he is So fucked up <3 <3 <3 <3 #Getting to read it in person in my own hands has really reignited my brain to think about him So Much he's such a delightful character

[loverdude]

I'm just trying 2 do my homework but I'm like having a crisis about my art T_T

#💭 #just that like #i love to make cartoony colorful stylized etc fanart and stuff... #and i mean original stuff too ofc #but college art school life makes me feel so like. stupid for it a lot #since like even elementary school i feel like i've been treated like my regular artwork i make is like #a childish unimportant hobby #like once when talking abt stuff for my senior show last semester a professor was like #'well maybe just don't do the stuff u do for fun for awhile and just focus on the senior show' #?!?!? ok so 1. i'm hearing that the artwork i usually make is like. not as good/important even tho i work rlly hard on it #and 2. i'm not gonna tell u not to enjoy ur hobbies or whatever for like 6 months to a year just bc u have homework. what!?!?!? #i get what he meant but. ARGH #i mean don't get me wrong i love to make all kinds of art #all kinds of mediums and varying in like. subject #i love digital art for sure but also painting and markers and fiber art and sculpture and sketching and whatever #the fine arts world of art school/gallery artists is just not for meeee... #it makes me feel like i have to make a serious professional whatever art piece #ABOUT these feelings #in order for them to be taken seriously #i feel like i have to prove that my usual stuff is still like. valuable/important too by being able to do other stuff #and like #i absolutely think that skills like anatomy and perspective and color and value and whatnot is important knowledge like #regardless of your style or medium of artwork but #idfk. do u get what i mean. hello #sorry i rant abt this a lot i've just got serious senior burnout and am also rlly fed up 😭 #i'm making a website portfolio thing bc i have to present it basically instead of taking an exit exam #(which i thought i had to do the semester i graduated which will be december; not the semester i'm in the senior show- #-which is only in the spring so i'm like rushing this portfolio that i thought i had to present in 8 months not 3 weeks AUGH but anyway) #and like putting it all together is making me feel so lame.... #i have my lampscapes... some fiber artworks but not much bc i haven't had more time (bc of. school. lol)

[crest-of-gautier]

video editing is so fun... (specifically cutting down hours of gameplay into a highlights format)

#lizz.txt #it feels really ironic to post about video editing being fun when that's all i've been doing for the past 3 weeks LOL #but i haven't been able to edit something in highlights format since late november 2023 (which is my favorite type of editing) #technically i could've edited the big run recording from december but i was intimidated by the 12 hr-ish length #but after working on my friend and i's video essay im like 'actually cutting down 12 hr footage is way easier' LMAOO #and since im 99% done with that and i had some time to spare tonight i started to work through some recordings :D #there's two major ones i want to work through... a splatoon 1 revisit with friends + big run #hoping to have those done by the end of february at the latest!! but ideally i'd like to have it done earlier because!!! #i'm interested in recording eggstra work (not that they've announced it) as well as um. reload #i have so much positive regard for the characters in p3 that i'm like 'i don't think i can control the words that come out of my mouth- #when i'm very excited about something' so i'd like to have my playthrough documented somewhere LOL even if i dont post it!!! #sometimes i think about how when i was playing fe3h i got to the sylvain and felix A+ support and HOW I LOST MY MIND ON VC #and IT WAS SO FUNNY bc i spent like 10 minutes watching that support conversation because every line of dialogue made my brain explode #AND SOMEWHERE in the middle of it my mom called me and i was like (hyperventilating) “HI MOM! DID YOU KNOW! I LIKE VIDEO GAMES!” #or something like that. i can't remember i was kind of lightheaded but anyway im kind of sad that there's no physical proof that happened #ANYWAY i fully expect that reload will make me jump and down ontop of a matress in some shape and form like idk i just like kitaro a lot #but also because purse owner games are LONG im like 'jfc that's going to be a lot of GB. i need to edit my current recordings- #so that i have enough space to accomodate for that' FDKLHLFDH. hence... wanting to work on my video projects #BUT I SO DESPERATELY WANT TO DRAW TOO.. oh the woes of being a multicreative. its ok! i like having hobbies to bounce between #they call it persona 3 reload because it reloads my brain ammo and revitalizes my creative efforts (joke) #seriously though i've been itching to doodle more p3 but im like 'what the FUCK are ideas that aren't splatoon' (this is what happens when- #you only play splatoon. your brain gets filled with SQUIDS!!!). anyway. i hope everyone's had a nice january so far!!! :D #i am always in a constant state of excitement and overload and i needed to get this out somewhere!! #BUT ALSO i want people to know that i like video editing. and that i am looking forward to making videos. while also drawing :3 #i will post and share the videos i make here. whenever they're done. LOL. sorry not sorry for filling up your screen with tags <3