#so i might go back and edit it later but

[rainymoodlet]

the main cast of the joy of life legacy, generation three 🦇

rowan krueger, heir 👑 / ???, known as alsace dieudonné, ancient (ancient ancient) vampire and resident of forgotten hollow

ivory krueger, gen 2 heir and rowan’s mother 👑 eva capricciosa, rowan’s mom / cassandra goth, rowan’s mamá

jax krueger, spare, eva and cass’ baby / sachiko sasaki, ivory’s half-sister

dallas krueger-sasaki, founder 👑 shingo sasaki, ivory’s nanny and dallas’ soulmate

vladislaus straud, founder of forgotten hollow who allows alsace to hide there, perpetually disappointed / damian cross, vlad’s husband-bloodbag-sugar baby thrall turned immortal soulmate

seraphine straud, damian and vlad’s daughter and sole heir of the straud fortune / ivan bloodvein, head chair of the council and seraphine’s devotee-husband

mina, tomas, and verana bloodvein, seraphine and ivan’s triplets, little anklebiters who vlad utterly dotes upon

#ts4 #ts4 cas #ts4 screenshots #;tjol+ #;tjol #sim tags later dhdhdh #|| #the halloween edit will be late 💀 i was late to work bc of this but it was WORTH IT #i love them all so much it was so WEIRD to age them all fhdhhd #might make dallas and shingo immortal bc i just can’t deal with their passing but also WEHHH PLOT #i am so excited to get back into playing this legacyyyy #gonna break the curse of the third generation y’all!!! i swear!!! #i will not force mpreg upon y’all though dhdhd but rowan can biologically have bebs #alsace is so cooool i can’t wait to get into his lore!! #sachi and jax turned out SO STUNNING i’m so besotted with them both #the moms are all older now and i’m 🥹🙏 #if rowan actually disappeared like he will (cough) they’d go to war so he’s actually #going to be backpacking across windenburg with low cell coverage but #he goes to forgotten hollow :)) little lyin’ ass boy #WORK IS A MESS RN i can’t WAIT to change jobs omg #haven’t heard anything yet but 🤞 #hoping!!!! #love y’all MWAH 💋

[mattodore]

everyone say hi to elias 👋 they enjoy long walks on bloodstained beaches and failing perception checks

#river dipping #bg3 #i've been feeling pretty okay the past few days and it's probably because i'm spending so much time with this fucker #they’re a berserker barbarian drow with a charlatan background #they're a bit cruel and love using deception and intimidation in every available interaction they have #they're actually one of two characters i have but my other character is just for when i get tired of the tank combat #also i want lae'zel and shadowheart to kiss. they're sooo funny when they interact with each other. #...........anyway hello #i'm posting this as a little check in i guess #i might get to my activity feed later today but idk... #...i realize i'm coming online after days of nothing to post abt a completely different video game but kjhnkgh #this is all i have to share atm #actually that's not true i did edit a photo i took of mattodore a few days ago... #i'll post that later #…maybe. #rn i'm just gonna go back to playing bg3 <3 it's fun and distracting #ik i have some asks and mentions to get to but. i rlly am having trouble talking to ppl atm #and like my emotions are kinda distant from my body? so. i feel odd still. #avpd is so frustrating but whatever.

[sadhorsegirl]

fuck it posting moiraine playlist on main

#please enjoy my incredibly vibey and abstract playlist i finalized while very very high lol #i made it that way bc she is vibey and abstract. 2 me ❤️ #could have posted this days ago if i hadnt agonized over the inclusion of master hunter #feels like its a little aggressive and doesnt totally work #but i am a master hunter ive cured my skin nothing gets in nothing not as hard as it tries #vs the breakdown of like fuck off u think i enjoy suffering!!! #later in the song rly works for book moiraine at certain points. where u become so emotionally isolated to try and protect urself but #but rly u still care sososo much #i think her struggle for connection in the midst of all her planning is a big part of what makes moiraine such a strong character for me #like. any ability she has to repress her own emotions is p surely undercut by her own capacity for love #she cant help it! even if she struggles to connect with others and frequently faces rejection in the white tower #she still cares deeply for others #v boss of her u might say #anyways ramble basically over this playlist is also heavily impacted by new spring go read new spring sound of the summer #reserving the right to go back and edit this if the a side in the title isnt clear enough lol #moiraine damodred #wheel of time #music #Spotify

[weirdwyvern]

Kirby: Right Back At Ya! background aesthetic, "Kirby Comes to Cappy Town" (part 1/2)

to the person who asked for Kirby: Right Back At Ya! backgrounds: guess who finally got their hands on some good-quality episode files baybeeeee anyway why did tumblr screw over its photo post function so bad. i'm fighting for my life in here

#kirby #kirby right back at ya #right back at ya ep 1 #right back at ya background aesthetic #backgrounds #screenshots #HD #trying to figure out how to tag these posts ahead of time #instead of making it up as i go like i did with the xs posts fgjhfgjhfg #i can't attach my lil comments directly to the pics anymore apparently? so they'll be in the alt text from here on out #might come back and add actual descriptive alt text later #edit: adding descriptive alt text! slowly but surely! #hope u enjoyed my commentary bc it's getting replaced fghjgf

[scammydoesstuff]

Day 4: Dodge

Man, I really hate how this came out. I got so fucked over by my job today that I couldn't get this done before I left and couldn't even work on it during my breaks. I finally have a day off tomorrow, so I'm hoping the next one will look better since I can take my time properly, but I'm so disappointed in this. I was really looking forward to this one too after I got the sketch done and for it to turn out like this is such a gut punch.

Oh well...I did it, at least. Even if it looks awful.

#scammy draws #scammy art #inktober 2023 #inktober #path #black and white #traditional art #pen and ink #vent posting #I shouldn't be so negative #but I got home hella heated and had no time to cool off before jumping right back into this #literally typing with less than an hour to midnight #might go back and edit the angry bits later #for now have this

[blueberrysan]

hello everyone 💙💙

just letting everyone know i am still here i promise!! and that i set up a queue to (hopefully) help me get more posts out

#feel free to tag me in things if you want me to see it #it's open to everyone and to most bands (though non ateez bands will be reblogged on my main) #i'm also forgoing tags atm so i can just reblog posts!! #i might try to go back and tag when i have time but we'll see #personal #delete later? #edit: off spring break now no gifs i sorry 😭😭

[bluberrie-hedgehog]

Since your ask things says send fic ideas:

Maybe something where Sonic ends up losing his powers (his speed and whatever the electricity stuff he does is called) somehow and he and his parents have to figure out how to live with that? Maybe while also figuring out how to get his powers back?

I've never seen the idea of how losing his powers would affect Sonic and those around him explored before, so I just think it's interesting to wonder about.

Okay, here we go. Enjoy the angst.

Sonic Loses his Powers

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Maniacal laughter filled the room as his senses started coming to reality. His ears were ringing and the first thing that hit his nose was the stench of chemicals and machinery.

He blearily opened his eyes everything was fuzzy and he felt a headache forming. Where was he? What happened?

He drew in a long breath, and his lungs ached, squeezing his eyes shut. He realized he was laying on something cold. He was sitting in an upright position, that much was obvious. He tried to move his arm but it was stuck there. All of his limbs were tied down by something he didn't know. He couldn't open his eyes.

He tried to recall the last thing he had seen. There was an explosion... And then...

Mom and dad...

His brothers.

Where are they?

Somehow he managed to blink open his eyes again and his vision was more clear. And he wished it wasn’t. He was in a room, the brick walls were rusty and old with several cracks and what looked to be burn marks. However, the wall in front of him was glass, and on the other side he could vaguely make out someone standing there, looking like they were typing on a computer. Until that vague figure became more clear and it looked at him with a grin of pure evil.

There was a noise from the corner that crackled like a speaker “Good morning hedgehog,” Robotnik spoke not at all sounding polite.

Sonic scowled back at him through the glass.

“I'm glad you're awake so soon! That means we should go ahead and get started shall we?” His eyes were cold and heartless and they burned a hole into his soul.

His breathing hastened and he tried to move his legs move his arms anything! He needed to get away.

Robotnik smiled through the hatred in his voice. “Don’t fight it. Save your breath, you’ll need it.”

He needed to run he needed to get away but he couldn't he was stuck, the restraints were too tight.

He fought the restraints so much that he could hardly breathe and he was gaping for air. So now he sat still as a statue, paralyzed with fear.

“Where are they?!” he managed to choke out through the fear, his voice cracking on the end.

The man walked closer to the glass as he enjoyed the view of the terrified hedgehog, his face changing to amusement. “Oh who? Those two other rodents and your mommy and daddy?” Eggman said his voice getting higher toward the end. Teasing him.

The teen growled at them. “Where. Are. They?”

Robotnik was smiling with each word that drove knives into the little hedgehog's heart. “They’re dead.”

Sonic’s shrilled scream was enough to wake the dead. “HOW COULD YOU?!” he sobbed out through the tears, he felt electricity disperse through his quills as blue lightning bolts spread across the ground like electric snakes.

The man just watched with amazement and excitement not feeling any empathy whatsoever. Yes. Exactly what Robotnik needed. Keep sparking you stupid little rodent.

He felt like he couldn't breathe. The whole world was crushing in on him and he couldn't do anything but thrash uselessly against the restraints tieing him down.

Somehow through his tears and screaming he was able to pick up the sound of a machine whirring to life.

“Don’t worry.” Eggman smiled. “It will only sting just a bit.”

The hedgehog’s screams became louder and more blood-curdling as four light blue colored beams latched onto him like claws from the corners of the small room. There was pain everywhere, he couldn't breathe, couldn't think, couldn't do anything.

His frame hunched over, baling his hands up into fists, his face in complete agony as he gritted his teeth together. The only sound he could hear above the machinery was hysterical laughter.

It felt like that one time he got tased, but this was a thousand times worse. The evil laughter stopped and then he heard a loud boom that could only be an explosion. The claw-like beams suddenly disappeared only to be replaced by the whirring of sirens. He swayed on his knees before he fell over and everything went black.

...

..

.

“....-onic!”

“-Mother he has awoken!”

He heard hurried footsteps from... somewhere. And then the sound of hushed voices.

Something touched his arm, he wanted to open his eyes but he couldn't. “Baby? Oh my God. Sonic, please wake up.” the voice sounded suspiciously like Maddie but that didn't make sense... They’re gone.

Oh my gosh they're dead. ...-is he dead?

A higher-pitched voice popped up. “I saw him move! He must be regaining consciousness any time now.” the voice was suddenly laced with worry as it trembled. “H-he will right?”

“Do not worry fox.” A boulder and deeper voice. “The hedgehog is a very strong and noble warrior it would take more than that to take him out.”

Okay, he definitely wasn't dead.

Somehow he was able to blink open his eyes squinting them against the light. And there was no mistaking his parents and his brothers standing there.

Maddie was practically right up against his face, she had tears welling in her eyes.

He saw he was laying on the couch, covered in two blankets and a pillow underneath his head.

But it didn't make sense. His family was gone right?

He reached out weakly with one arm to touch her, to really see if she was there. “M-mom,” he said but it came out more as a wheeze followed by a coughing fit.

She shakily grabbed his hand, ushering him to try and sit up because he was coughing so much. “Sweetie, you're okay, can you sit up for me?” Maddie tried to sound calm but he could hear the tension and worry in her voice.

She guided his back with her hand until he was finally sitting upright. He saw Tom out of the corner of his eyes holding a glass of water. “Here bud, drink some water okay.” his voice shared the same emotion as Maddie’s.

The glass was held up to his lips and he drank from it, not realizing how thirsty he had been.

He wanted to complain or come up with some sarcastic joke that he wasn't a baby, and that he could hold the cup himself. But he couldn't do anything besides let out a whine before clamping his jaw back shut.

His dad was instantly stroking his face with his thumb while his mom grabbed his wrist. He watched her eyes widen with fear or worry, he couldn't really tell. “Your pulse is so much slower.”

“S’cuase ‘m tired.” he said sluggishly, his ears drooping and he he lowered his head.

“No, no this is different.” There was a lot of things different about him and it was shown as clear as day. One, his fur looked paler, it has lost that bright blue tint and was more of a very light blue. Almost white. And two, his eyes once full of energy and life seemed solemn and had lost their brightness and energy.

There was a clicking sound as they all turned to see Tails holding a device in his hands as he fiddled with it. He moved past his worried parents holding it up to hedgehog for at least ten seconds, the concern growing in his face the longer time ticked on. He swallowed then spoke “When I would face this at Sonic before it would always beep. I built this to find him a long time ago and used it to track his chaos energy, but now it's showing that there's... Nothing.” The fox twidled with his namesakes looking uneasy.

“What does that mean?” Tom asked fear lacing his voice.

“It means that there is no chaos energy in his body anymore, that energy is what allowed him to run that fast and generate electricity.” He didn't like what he had to say next, ”Robotnik must’ve taken it somehow. I'm honestly surprised that he made it out alive.”

Sonic’s shocked terrified cry cut the family’s hearts clean in half. All four of them rushed over to give the hedgehog a hug.

Even Knuckles, the bravest and most stubborn of the family felt a few tears well up in his eyes seeing his brother like this. “Do not fear brother. We will avenge you and give the robot man what he deserves.”

Not even their hugs or comforting words could ease the hedgehog's cries.

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(I'm not sure if I'll ever finish this or not but for now your stuck with the angst.)

#sonic the hedgehog #sonic wachowski #maddie wachowski #sonic movie 2 #sonic movie #tails wachowski #sonic movie au #knuckles wachowski #sonicmoviefanfiction #my fic #tom wachowski #thanks for the suggestion #I've never written Tails or Knuckles before #but I felt the need to put them in there #I hope I wrote them okay #i wrote this in like an hour so it's not perfect #I might go back and make some edits later #I might even post it on Ao3 idk

[setaflow]

Happy 10 years of letting this team publicly ruin my life.

#Seta liveblogs hockey #New York Rangers #For context-- this was just before Rangers Flyers Game 3 of the 2013-14 playoffs.......Rangers won it 4-1 #I was a junior in high school and just got my license and had a few bucks an XBox a blog and a dream #If the Rangers didn't go on that cup run in 2014 I probably wouldn't've been as entrenched in this damn game as I am now #Man my 2013-14 playoffs liveblog had some BANGERS I was so excited all the time and didn't know what anything meant #But I did know we had a sassy goalie a fast second-year forward and a really old French guy who knew how to go bar down #There was a time when our Power Play was STRUGGLING god I wish I had the stats but we couldn't buy a PP goal on discount #EDIT: God looked back through the stats of that year and I forgot young J.T. Miller was on this team it seemed like so long ago #I honestly thought he came on the crew the year later (I might be thinking of Kevin Hayes though) #I also got the PP stats I was looking for. 15th ranked in the RS (18.18%) and near bottom of the pack in the playoffs (12.62% 🤢) #For reference our PP in the 21-22 playoffs was 32.14% #Oh how times have changed

[cryingforcrocodiles]

okay. hi. cards update before i open the rest of 37 packs (i am procrastinating) of how almost done i am with each country. just for me to look at so i can not flip through the pages like a madman. don't mind this

qatar — FINISHED PAGE!

ecuador — 1 card | #5, Robert Arboleda

senegal — 1 card | #6

netherlands — 1 card | #15

england — FINISHED PAGE!

iran — 1 card | team logo.

usa — 3 cards | 3 players (#9, 11, 16)

wales — 1 card | #10 (joe rodon)

argentina — FINISHED PAGE!

saudi 🇸🇦 — FINISHED PAGE!

mexico — FINISHED PAGE!

poland — 1 card | #4 Lukasz Skorupski

france — FINISHED PAGE!

aus — 1 card | player #18

denmark — FINISHED PAGE!

tunisia — 2 cards | players (#5 & 11)

spain — 1 card | team photo.

costa rica — 1 card | player (#19)

germany — FINISHED PAGE!

japan — FINISHED PAGE!

belgium — 1 card | player (#12

canada — please steven vitoria (#10) show up.

morocco — 1 card | romain saiss (#9)

croatia — FINISHED PAGE!

brazil — FINISHED PAGE!

serbia — FINISHED PAGE!

swiss — TEAM PHOTO!

cameroon — eric mc-motting pls come home...

portugal — FINISHED PAGE!

ghana — 1 card | #17, andre ayew!

uruguay — FINISHED PAGE!

south korea — 1 card | (#4) hyeon woo jo

.... okay 😴😴 if u read alldat here's some visuals if ur confused.

[click to see better] team logo is their badge. they're gold foiled. they look rlly good. looks rlly good for like. decoration on like a journel or something. i have sooo many extras of these.

++ team photos are. well. you can guess. blurry but idc my hands were shaking so bad 😭 sorry. but yes there.

and the #[...] ting is their spot in the book. not jersey letter. they have their little numbers on the back of the card so u can take it off and stick them on.

like here— i would put the moroccan badge here (IF I HAD ONE...) on this spot bc they have a spot at the very beginning. so all players are numbered and in a place. or wtv. idk if this is common knowledge ive never been a collector ever this is my first time having steady money man... 😭😭

okay that's it bye.

#so i edit later and hate myself when i dont finish a page #and also not me go insane ong im def a tad bit unstable 😭😭 #gen.txt #card collecting shit #n it was getting messy i wanted a border so i just put my name. okay. #yeah okay lets move on BACK TO CARD OPENING #might b messy but my brain can read it good so thays all that matters

[3-inch-sam]

...

#late night thoughts of all kinds today #good and bad! im fine dw #it's interesting to watch them go by #the finfin song is on loop in my head so that helps me laugh about it #i wanna go back to Sammy but i don't wanna deal with editing tags #hmmmmm #and i have a fursona to finish #and i feel weird about pronouns again ooh that's interesting #they feels weird but so does he. hmm #guess i gotta sleep on that one lol #i also spend WAY too much time on Tumblr. have you guys seen how much shit i reblog? i have no self restraint #need to go back to reading instead of Tumblr scrolling for my entertainment #might delete later

[cak31ssuperi04]

Ask and you shall receive @likesaly

Tobari

(ripping this one from the tags of my other hc post since I'm not sure if anyone reads those)

-That said she actually was practicing coding before she ran off, although the hacking was a more recent development.

-Growing up she had a tendency to jump between hobbies before getting bored and moving to the next one. Her family was rich enough to pay for classes and tutors so it was feasible, even if they found it annoying. Learned some of her trades while freelancing but she already had a pretty sizeable skillset.

-Between her and the other hackers, she empathizes the most with Mikado, having been deemed unreadable and difficult to understand herself. Which isn't to say she necessarily likes or goes along with him, but she goes easy on him.

-Perpetually winking because she's blind in her right eye.

-Familiar with Momori's work and admires her as a designer(<-mentioned this under the relationship chart post but dropping it here for posterity's sake)

-Has gotten into an argument with Kotora over whether tea was better than coffee(although neither of them dislikes the other, they do have, preferences) and it was the singular time Kirai and Nomiya were actually scared of either of them. Mikado insists milkshakes are superior to both and hell is unleashed on him.

-Does typically get along with Kotora though, finds more common ground with him than Kirai or Nomiya on account of both of them being the Mature Reasonable Adults of the group(even if she thinks he's a pushover and he thinks she's a little too easygoing about the crime stuff)

-Worked at the drugstore with Shitara at one point. Both big gossipers. While Tobari may not have been as good at seeing through the twins' bullshit as she was her resolve was unwavering, the prank that ends up getting to her(and even then she only gets frustrated, but it's enough to scare the twins) ends up being something completely trivial.

-Takes up work at Flower Bee after her stint as a hacker is over(tea buddies with Chino and omitted a Lot of details about her line of work). That goes about as well as you'd expect, with Haruya being one of the hackers' targets (Haruya is incredibly suspicious around her but they warm up to each other, sort of. Tobari helps Haruya learn to stand up for himself at least)

Shinobu

My Nanashi-Shinobu hc is 10 other hcs in a trenchcoat so it's a bit hard to get into that but a couple of somewhat unrelated ones are that

-He reads a lot, but is partial to mystery novels. Has a knack for trying to replicate cases from them.

-Shitsuna actually was influenced by Shinobu into saying she wished Merue had died(re. at one point she mentions the garden being her favorite area in the hotel. I'm thinking Shinobu finds out that their relationship had gotten a bit rocky after the accident and used that to his advantage). -The fatcats are chillgoing enough but Shinobu is bad with pets by default. They just don't like him. Either avoids them entirely or puts them under some weird kind of pet trance. -Started working at the hotel soon after Misane and Nanase placed their reservation there. Don't ask how he got the info.

-The Shinobu Kasuga alias was based around "Izuchi Nasuga" (in a similar sense as the Mikado-Misane deal) hence him being the only side character who makes a reappearance despite not having any plot relevance. (this one is related I just wanted to mention it)

Misane -Plushie collecter! Partial to cats ofcourse, big fan of whatever the 1bit equivalent of Hello Kitty is(maybe it is just hello kitty. Maybe Hello Kitty is timeless). Kind of embarrassed about it so Toukai and Nanashi are the only ones who know about it but that won't stop her from staring one of them down into buying her one whenever they come across a novelty plushie rack. -Mother died when she was fairly young, so she only has spotty memories of her. For how professional and pragmatic Toukai may appear he did spoil her a bit growing up. He's not perfect but he's trying. -While it wasn't the last or even necessarily the one that convinced the higher ups to take her on as an apprentice detective, her mother's death was one of her first big cases and the one that pushed her to trying to become an actual detective. It was essentially a cold case she dug up and solved behind Toukai's back, and is to some extent the root of her strong sense of justice. -Other than that she was more isolated to local cases, finding missing pets and lost jewelry and the whatnot(with maybe some more serious stuff sprinkled in. Kid sticking her nose where it doesn't belong with an alarming success rate type beat). Looked up to her dad a lot and was really perceptive for how clumsy she was. -It still took a lot of persistence to get him to let her though, since she was so young. Was 13 when she became an apprentice. While he may not be entirely aware of how it affected her(growing up too fast and all) he doesn't doubt her skill. -Most of her work as an apprentice is supposed to just involve following other detectives around and helping them out/observing them, even if she does have a tendency to take charge when she comes across a case on her own. -The pressure of trying to live up to the position only amplified how nervy she was and caused her to fuck up a lot(enter her speech about Nanase being there for her). -Also a big reader! Always has been but she also. Is partial to mystery, although after she starts pretty much living that life she finds them kind of predictable anymore and sees herself drawn to more escapist stories(fantasy and the like). -Tendency to climb up into trees to clear her mind when she gets frustrated. Probably has gotten stuck a couple of times but now just skitters up and down like it's nothing. Falls asleep up there sometimes. -Toukai was worried about her falling out but despite her assertions that it was Fine he resolved to build a treehouse for her. Which basically ended up going unfinished for the longest time because he can't build for shit. Nanashi does eventually help finish it(can't really build either but probably knows someone who does. And hey, two heads is better than one) but alas, while Misane appreciates the sentiment she just continues falling sleep on the adjacent branches. Uses the house more to store snacks than anything. -Carries cat toys everywhere in case she meets a cat. Always ready always prepared. (Tends to find herself fidgeting with them herself but shush. they're for the cats) -Has 2 cats herself! I haven't decided their names yet but they're there. -Reconnects with Natsukage and Miumi after the events of XXX.

#I might go back and edit these later because my brain is so augh(wilhelm scream 10hr loop) right now but yeah #pieceofcake.txt #I did half want to mention Misane being a sleepy but I'm pretty sure it's just straight up canon that she tends to sleep in #Also I know my “Tobari is a runaway nepo baby who got bored” hc contradicts canon #but I'm also thinking about her decription saying she's a freelancer who takes on all sorts of jobs while her event makes it sound like #her parents fund everything for her. What I'm running with is that she could live off her parents easily but chooses not to #yet makes it sound like she does because again. Fancy lady image

[danielnelsen]

the 'talktables' in dao and da2 are the files containing all the text ever used in the game and are typically separated into two talktables per module (in which a module is like.. the base game or a specific dlc): one in the 'module' data folder and the other in the 'core' data folder (typically sorted under 'packages', rather than 'module').

the core talktable generally contains asset text (eg, ability, item, and creature names/descriptions, most codex entries, loading screen text, gui buttons and tooltips, error messages, etc). while most modules have a core talktable, the whole idea of the base game's core resources is to be available to any addons.

the module talktable is where all text specifically related to that module is listed (eg, mostly dialogue, but also specific character names, plot item names/descriptions, plot-related codex entries, etc). this is where the vast majority of dlc text is stored (and the vast majority for the base game too; there's a lot more text in dialogue than in menu options).

#i originally started writing this to complain that the da2 core tt is (at least for the first quarter of it that ive just read)-- #--the same as dao's core tt. like i know it'll start adding da2 stuff later but. come ooooooon just gimme something original im bored #but i dont feel like it fits into the post anymore. this is just stuff for people interested in understanding how the game works now #go forth with knowledge! #also i made a huge talktable for all three games and all their dlc so. might make that public at some point if ppl are interested #i also learnt yesterday--to my horror--that the dao collector's edition has 3 bonus items that you dont get in the ultimate edition?????? #so there's content that i DO NOT HAVE and DONT KNOW HOW TO GET out there and i am DISTRAUGHT #personal #da #dao #da2 #dragon age #dragon age origins #dragon age 2 #da modding #dragon age modding #feels weird putting those tags bc this wasnt meant to be a modding post #but i need to do SOMETHING with this post after writing it now that i dont feel like using the main body of it for complaining #anyway back to reading. this one's only 134k words and so far they've mostly been repeats so im not using my brain too much #for contrast: the module talktable is 361k words (none of this includes dlc; ive already done all of that because it's much shorter) #i dont remember how long the dao core tt was but its module tt is 807k and dai's is 1127k (although the latter includes dlc) #i didnt include dai in this post because frostbite does thing differently #there's still a talktable but it doesnt have the same core/module separation and in frosty you can group all the dlc in

[orcelito]

Ok I reaaaaally really really need to stop reading so much fanfic. I read another 30k ish fic this morning and it was SO GOOD but I keep squeezing my brain thru binge reading (bc I can never read things in moderation I guess) and it is leaving no room for writing brain

Vaguely tempted to go back over ITNL for edits tho. Especially the first chapter. Since I'm gonna need to reread it anyways to get back into it, it'd be nice if I could smooth some things out with it...

Hmmm

#speculation nation #itnl shit #my brain's also been fizzing like a live wire for days now and it's making creative pursuits hard #& i keep getting that latent embarrassment over previous writing. #mostly for Sentido but ITNL is not exempt. but i think combing thru it would help me #no major edits. story and scenes overall the same #but i might try to add little bits here and there. edit little bits. ya kno. smoothness edits. #i did fix the ark problem (where i accidentally was putting 'arc' instead of 'ark' thru the WHOLE FIC...😭) #but there might be smaller issues here and there #also kinda wanna smooth out the Chica behavior. when she was first introduced i wasnt expecting her to become so important #so i barely paid her mind. then fleshed her out as time went on #i wanna maybe try to make her earlier appearances match more with her later appearances #stuff like that. smoothness edits! #and also the first like 10 chapters were written in a month or so and theres been so much more time between recent chapters #the older chapters are feeling outdated. it's making it harder to get back into it. #obsessively combing thru my own work and making improvements may seem like a waste of time to some #but if it will stop the latent embarrassment from chewing on my brain so much then itll be worth it #ill probably start tomorrow. i have to go to work soon :pg

[putschki1969]

H-el-ical//  かわいそうだよ English Lyrics 

Album  “解放区/Kaihōku” Release date: June 29, 2022 Vocals: Hikaru// Lyrics: Masami Kakinuma Composition: Takaaki Kimura Japanese lyrics: Taken from mojim English lyrics: ©Putschki1969

かわいそうだよ Kawaisou Da Yo (So Pathetic)

あの日のように髪を抚でて ねぇちょっと待って　気に留めてよ あの日払った手を掴んで どうしたら　あなたが帰ってくるの The way you stroked my hair that day Hey, just wait a minute! Pay attention to me! Grabbing the hand that I knocked aside that day What can I do to have you come back to me?

ただ生きてるんじゃないの ずっと思い返して待ってるLong time ねえ何処に行ったの I am just letting life pass by I’ve been waiting for you forever, for such a long time Where did you go anyway?

I love youただ逢いたくて 一番じゃないなら死にたくなるの だけど I love you今はもう 一番じゃなくてもいいの　いいから あんなに'好き''爱してる'って言ったのに こんな私　かわいそうだよ I love you, I just wanna be with you If I am not your first choice, it might kill me However I love you, even still Even if I am not your first choice, it’s fine, I don’t mind Having expressed my love in such a manner over and over again I am truly so pathetic

弾む雨に过去が香る ねぇきっとずっと无理をしてる いつも着てた黒いシャツを 抱いては　あなたを想ったりした ただ淋しいんじゃないの もっと深い気持ちになってるAll night なぜ分からないの？ The scent of our past in the heavy rain I am taking this too far, right? The black shirt you used to wear I held it close and wallowed in memories of you But it just makes me miss you more, won’t it? My feelings only get stronger, all night Why won’t you understand?

I hate youでも逢いたくて 泣くだけじゃ足りない　消えたくなるの いまは I hate you言わせてよ 戻らない伤さえあなたのカタチ I hate you and yet I wanna be with you Crying is simply not enough anymore, I just want to die Right in this moment I hate you, please let me to tell you this! The shape of you is like an irreversible injury

I love you止まらない 同じだけあなたを苦しめたいよ だから I hate youこれからも 一番にあなたを忘れないから こんなに'好き''爱してる'って言ってても 私ひとり　かわいそうだよ I love you and won’t ever stop I want you to hurt as much as I do For that reason I hate you and will do so forever more I won’t forget you as my first choice No matter how many times I express my love to you, I am still alone and truly so pathetic

#kalafina #lyrics #hikaru #hikaru// #helical #h-el-ical// #解放区 #Kaihōku #so in love with this song #I love that during the shirt part you actually hear a shirt rustling #not happy with the first three lines #might go back to edit later #かわいそうだよ #Kawaisou Da Yo

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跟着光 - Follow the Light

跟着光 - 灿烂烂, 熙月月 Follow the Light - Can Lanlan, Xi Yueyue Original Song Here Composition: Xi Yueyue Lyrics: Qi Chengyue Vocals: Can Lanlan Mixing: Mo Yujing Original Doujin Music for Sa Ye 我在虚空之中 不断往下降 直到睁开双眼 落入你臂膀 你是倏尔 叩开人间空荡 第一声轰然巨响 你是我 远胜生命的重量 I was falling endlessly in a void, Until I finally opened my eyes, landing in your arms. You were a sudden force, knocking away the emptiness in this world The first voice, loudly resounding. You were the weight of a far better life. 如果世界冰冷 爱意却滚��� 无声汹涌在我 炙热的胸膛 你是被我 紧紧握在手掌 第一束乍破天光 想和你 奔向无垠的洪荒 Even if the rest of the world was icy cold, love still blazed, scalding hot, Soundlessly rising and burning within my chest. You were the first ray of light from the skies that I clutched tightly within my hands, With you beside me, I wanted to leap forth into the great unknowns. 哪怕头破血流 失措彷徨 哪怕只是 跌跌撞撞 哪怕隔了山高水长 也要去你身旁 Even if we're bruised and bleeding, with little left but uncertainty. Even if all it ever amounted to was just stumbling about. Even if we're separated by mountains and seas, I'd cross them all to be by your side 愿我们更勇敢 光芒万丈 肆无忌惮 撒野生长 岁月曾赐予伤痕 也带来希望 跟着光 Praying for both of us to become braver, with endless lights to guide our way. To live unrestrained and grow up running wild and free. The flow of time that has given us so many scars, Has also brought us hope, following the light. 你说一生总要 撞一回南墙 看惯黑夜的眼 会更加明亮 你是藏在 一身锋芒之下 温柔却最有力量 你是我 刻进生命的信仰 You said that everyone has to be stubborn at least once, until they finally hit a dead end. To the eye that has already grown used to the dark of the night, the light shines even brighter. You are that which is hidden beneath the edge of a spear, Warm, yet incredibly strong. You are the conviction that I've engraved onto my life. 没有人能永远 停在旧时光 但永远有少年 像你我一样 永远年轻 永远热泪盈眶 永远怀孤勇一腔 想和你 去往更远的远方 No one can stay still forever in the flow of time. But there will forever be kids, just like you and me. Forever young, eyes bright and brimming with excitement Forever full of loneliness and courage. I want to go far into the distance together with you. 哪怕头破血流 失措彷徨 哪怕只是 跌跌撞撞 哪怕隔了山高水长 也要去你身旁 Even if we're bruised and bleeding, with little left but uncertainty. Even if all it ever amounted to was just stumbling about. Even if we're separated by mountains and seas, I'd cross them all to be by your side 愿我们更勇敢 光芒万丈 肆无忌惮 撒野生长 岁月会记得所有 满怀着希望 跟着光 Praying for both of us to become braver, with endless lights to guide our way. To live unrestrained and grow up running wild and free. The flow of time remembers it all, Full of hope, following the light. 终会重逢前路漫长 还能道声 别来无恙 那个约定 你记得吗 要像对方一样 We'll always meet again, no matter how long and slow the road ahead may be. With every bid for 'safe journey', and each 'welcome back' Do you still remember that promise we made? To be just as brave as one another. 愿你我能成为 彼此的光 交汇之间 相互照亮 名为青春的书页 我将你写在 第一章 Praying for us to become each other's light, Walking together, and lighting the path for one another On this page of life we call youth, I've written you into the very first line.

#跟着光 #撒野 #saye #巫哲 #love this novel a lot and this song honestly captures the feeling very well #very fast and loose translation here so I might need to go back for edits later #hoping that the drama is finally able to air maybe sometime this year...

[piplupod]

toh spoilers:

just finished the new episode and im going insane fjdskl why is everyone saying huntlow is canon?? its literally not??? theyre still easily just friends???

very relieved tbh bc that would've been such lazy writing (huntlow is ... a bad ship imo sorry fsjdkl it just would genuinely be lazy writing and doesn't work well) and i mean the writing rn is ... not my favourite, im not a fan of the whole will-they-won't-they thing they've got going on, but I understand why its there. however that does make me think that it's more likely theyre going to go in a "they will not" direction and the writers are waiting until the last episode so that huntlow shippers don't blow a gasket and abandon the show (some of the hl shippers are wild from what i've seen fdsjkl)

idk! good episode! also i thought i got spoilered on what luz's palisman was going to be and it turns out i actually didnt so im really happy about that too!!

also i can go into why i think it's a bad ship if anyone is curious fdsjkl mostly its to do w the characterization and traumas that the two characters have and the cop-out of "relationships fix people :)" style of relationships in media that gets very tiring to see esp as a trauma survivor myself fdsjkl. like if it gets canonized i will still watch bc i can deal with it but it is just... disappointing to see that trope so often idk

#idk what to tag this with bc i feel like i need to tag it with smth so the hl shippers dont have to see this if they dont want to #HL shippers pls feel free to send an ask or dm letting me know what tag to use for this so yall dont have to see it if u dont want to!! #toh spoilers #idk its always funny to me to see how rabid ppl get over ships #i've seen ppl get hate anons if they dislike huntlow and it just never makes sense to me? #idk if ppl get hate anons about liking the ship - maybe it goes both ways im not sure #personally the ship is not for me and i'll be a bit disappointed if they go that route but i'll still watch the show jdskl #theres a couple ships i dont rly understand in the fandom that ppl get rabid over sdfjkl #im just chilling in the bg drinking a smoothie though sdfjkl i prefer to stay out of it for the most part #i am. very sick. like i have a fever i think rn so fdsjkl i can't think straight so hopefully i dont sound weird sdhgjkl #i might go back and edit this post later but i wanted to get my thoughts out fresh #pippen needs 2nd breakfast