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meeeeeeri · 1 year
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Things that really ANNOYED THE FUCK OUTTA ME while watching OUTER BANKS SEASON 3:
First things first: Big John AKA big old crazy dude
Let's just say that besides being a shitty father figure he also is selfish as fuck. He only decides to appear in John B's life whenever he needs him to do something treasure related, like ok big John, you love your son so much *cough cough*
In other hand, he also is willing to do ANTHING to find el Dorado, and by ANYTHING I mean killing people, tell me that's not what a psychopath would do.
And all the fricking screen time dedicated to the relationship between John B and his father???? Like we get that they need to bond again but DO WE HAVE TO WATCH ALL THE PROCESS?
No thank you Netflix, do better next time
I saw a tik tok that went something like this: Who said Ward is a bad person? Big John? cause if we wanna talk about someone BAD let's talk about Big John...
And yeah, that tik tok literally summes up my opinion about this individual.
Me roasting Big John with this post:
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2: Rafe and the girl named Sofia who came out of nowhere
Ok. Don't misunderstand me; the idea of introducing a new character who's gonna play the girlfriend or fuckbuddy of Rafe is super super interesting to me BUT
Can you elaborate more their relationship????? Give more CONTEXT????
They could even use her apparition and do a BOMB ASS side story like idk maybe her being more cruel than Rafe or her having some kind of business relationship with Singh and betraying him in the process... WHATEVER
But I'm just saying that that would have been more interesting than the parental issues between Big Dumbass John and John B
A video of me crying while scenes of John B and his dad appeared on my tv non stop:
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LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO CUTE LOVE HIM
3: Sarah and Topper
Don't even get me started on this shit.
When I saw that Sarah went back to flirting with Topper I was like WHA- WHE- WHO
But I'm not gonna question her that much because they are supposed to be playing teenagers, and that's what teenagers and (also) some adults do:
STUPID SHIT
And Topper... I really don't know how to feel about him.
He's like a shark who's ready to attack if he sniffs some blood (Sarah and John B breaking up or having relationship turbulences), but I can't even blame him that much because I feel like he really loves Sarah besides everything, and he really demonstrated it this season by helping the pogues out.
What Topper was replaying in his head when Sarah promised him that she would stay:
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4: Sarah's thoughts when she was left with no family, no money and nowhere to go (she was homeless for like a day and decided to cope with it by drinking beer from an abandoned beer tap, ok)
Um... When I say I was expecting her to say something philosophical and life changing and SHE DECIDED TO CONCLUDE HER SPEECH WITH: I really don't know if I'm a pogue or a kook...
SIDE EYE
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Girl I KNOW you are 17 but GROW THE FUCK UP.
You've been betrayed by your OWN FATHER and SHOT and nearly KILLED by your BROTHER and that's what you're thinking about???
Jesus Christ have mercy on me
All the build up story around pogues and kooks is really interesting (even tho it's like another form of saying rich and poor people) but when characters say shit like that it really makes no sense.
You have no home, no family, you argued with your bf and he left, and your friends are not there at the moment and YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT THAT IRRELEVANT SHIT? Damn
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Ok, I think I am done with most of the things I wanted to say. There are MORE for sure, but these are the most important ones.
I have to be honest with you, I still haven't watched the last episode bc I really got tired of their bullshit. I love the show and I really love the characters, but this season just wasn't it. I am gonna try and finish it today with hopes that they will end it in a decent way (I don't think so but whatever).
It's not a secret by the end of this post that I'm a spanish native speaker so, yeah, I tried my best to write down correctly the ideas that I had about the show, so PLEASE don't come at me.
I'm also writing a fanfiction about Rafe, but I'm doing it in spanish because I feel like if I wrote it in english I would fuck it up.
Maybe I will try and start uploading Rafe imagines or smth like that, bc they would be shorter and easier to write for me.
PLEASE if you have any thoughts or a comment that you wanna add after reading my rant, just do it, I'm for sure gonna be answering y'all because I love to talk about the show and the characters.
BYE P4L
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cowboy-robooty · 1 month
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Will you ever make a discord server or do u have discord in general?
I DO HAVE DISCORD!! its what i usually give people if we end up messaging more than quick DMS ^_^ i wont lie i probably will never make a discord server because ive thought abt it but........ managing everything is so overwhelming and also uh. i dont join a lot of servers let alone talk in the ones im in often but if youve seen me youll know im not exactly. as gus and wiener put it "socialized for humans". im just no good at that stuff and also itd be a pain in the ass because i have people i dont like that i wouldnt want in the server and theyd make it a whole big deal even tho its like dude its a server centered around me trying to make friends and actually now that i say it out loud that sounds pretty concieted 😨 its like im trying to make my own anime harem.... YOU SEE HOW MY MIND RUNS IN CIRCLES?!?!?! but yah i dont think i could manage such a thing i have too many problems with it that i cant even fit it all in my average essay length inbox response... if u wanna be mai friend then check if were mutuals ^_^ because (with VERY few exceptions cuz... sometimes social obligation is strong enough to compell even me) i dont really tend to follow people unless 1) their art/content significantly impresses me and i wanna be their friend bc of that or 2) their posts and personality shown on da blog is insane and i wanna be their friend bc of that. i kinda subscribe to the older culture of only following people if i would be interested in having a connection (facebook friends style). THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT LIKE YOU IF I DONT FOLLOW YOU!!!! theres a whole lot of people ive seen swimming around wif great shit and i dont follow em just bc i dont have feelings strong enough to do it (i legit only followed back gus like after 7 months of us being friends lol) yah idk....... feel free to dm me but no promises on replying fast or good n all... i desperately want friends but im so unsocialable its insane.... maybe one day ill change my mind but augh just thinking about it stresses me out im trying to make an effort to join moar public servers tho!
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diminuel · 2 months
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Messy scenario with a happy ending
Dean is dead!! Maybe post MoC or Soul Bomb something, but Cas and everyone thinks he’s 100% dead 5evah doesn’t even have a soul left to be in heaven (he is not this dead but everyone thinks he is)
Cas of course is in deep mourning but he promised to look after Sam! He’s doing it! And thru shenanigans he and Sam run across an Alt!Dean from a different timeline/world/Jensen Ackels a la the French/etc and oops Cas and this other Dean bone and it’s very angsty/bittersweet, then this Dean goes back to his world it’s all very angsty as Cas has lost him again!!.
And in doing the deed Cas is pregnant! Was it an oops or did Cas let it happen (consciously or unconsciously) to have SOMETHING left of Dean once they part? You pick! And again so vry angsty and bittersweet and Sam is like ??? imma be an uncle but idk about the ethics of this Cas!! Cus Sam can be a butt sometimes so you can have ~*~conflict~*~ here and maybe Cas is going it alone! Maybe it’s just kinda tense idk!
But!
but
The real Dean returns! Yay! But oh know Cas is preggers with another man’s bby? Maybe Dean leaned this BEFORE he is revealed alive and Dean’s all, alas I should not bother my beloved and stay away? Or maybe he thinks Sam knocked Cas up?? Or he returns and is all????? And either Cas&Sam enable each other to hide the ~*~truth~*~ from Dean for a bit and act like some rando knocked up Cas, or they disagree about hiding it vs telling him.
In anycase! Dean learns he is kinda the father? And he can be all, woe Cas found love in the arms of another, clearly better Dean thats didn’t make the mistakes I have made! Or he’s super jealous of Other Dean. But he’s like, oh ok but I’m this baby’s dad now tho even if Cas doesn’t want me!
(Cas do tho and then happy baby ending)
Oh, I am intrigued~
I would probably go for it to be unintentional but you know, who knows with Cas and his malfunctioning Grace ;3
I could see Sam being worried about Dean and not wanting to confront him with the truth right away, but on the other hand "it was you" is a much better scenario than "random guy" to Dean? Potentially. Because isn't it prove that Cas wants Dean? Which might be especially interesting (?) for Dean if there had not been anything going on between them before apart from longing and pining and charged glances. X3
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oooohhh now u got me curious. how do you think an alarkling mentor/protégée focused dynamic a theater au would hypothetically go??
I'd probably just take heavily from a phantom of the opera esque relationship trajectory. though I think vanity or at least pride along with like hard power within the scope of the story is important enough to the darkling's character function that I wouldn't make it an outright poto au where he's like hideous and hiding in the walls lmfao. so he's probably like the artistic director of a theater company, maybe as a retired celebrated performer himself, and she's his favored up and coming actor. (for gothic value and bc there are no powers and I need something to keep me entertained I'd say like Something Happened and he stopped performing and it's a mysterious thing he's broody about. but that's not integral, I just like drama.) the first book already has like the contemporary vibes of a teacher/mentor/someone in power having bad boundaries with underlings despite the trappings of like a fantasy army. so translating that dynamic would be fairly easy, and it'd be simple to just lean into it more, where there's simply a longer period where alina is under his sway and more invested for it. he's likely exacting, again very bad with boundaries lol lmao, and promises her a lot but very conditionally. I'd also highlight the zoya rivalry in this, where she was the former favorite until alina showed up, and translate that into him actively pitting the performers against each other. and alina probably starts out some level of starstruck and apprehensive of like dfgh the red flags but keeps getting in deeper and deeper. something interesting about any sort of professional arts is that it’s SO competitive and alina particularly has like zero ambition. so tho I could see her getting into theater out of an initial genuine interest in it, to an extent, her wanting to like be the best or to just stay in the game on a career level feels like it would probably stem from wanting to keep his favor. but yeah overall trajectory, I'd probably have some sort of phantom esque thing where she does start to make it big and maybe needs him less as a result. he gets weird about it. like maybe the theater itself is seeing more success now because she got overnight famous for whatever reason and she's the one drawing audiences to him? and that threatens the power dynamic in a way that makes him volatile. hm I'd probably throw in some murders dfgh more just because it's fun. if I was planning a full on fic I'd say something related to The Incident that changed his own career trajectory comes back to haunt him. like the renewed interest means someone from the past who like Knows Something shows up and is threatening and he kills them. but the circumstances are such that he can spin it as like alina they were threatening you! this was me protecting you! (lol lmao it occurs to me that the overt connection to alina that circles around to an unknown past connection to aleksander seems most readily translatable to mal since he's the surprise morozova. but on a character level I feel like mal isn't the correct character type for the sort of Problem Causer I was picturing. I was thinking more someone that could function as a weird blackmailing creep in a vasily or apparat sense) and idk now they have to cover up this murder together while their own relationship is fracturing?
idk how I would wrap this up. she def has to learn about the Incident. whatever that is. maybe it was some tragic accident that was actually a crime/murder he committed-- hence there being any opening for blackmail. for more entertaining angst I'd say it's something with a vague degree of justifiability or tragedy. where she wrestles with being sympathetic vs maybe lets not solve all our problems with murder. and it slowly occurs to her over time that he probably did the recent murder for his own benefit too as opposed to the claim that it's all to protect her and her career. and that that's true of everything he does, everything in their dynamic is really about him. anyway uh idk how I'd wrap it up. she'd probably like fuck it and tries to find an out? I'd probably try to achieve that by introducing a fake out suitor to help her (nikolai? mal?) who also dies as the plot spirals in a phantom of the opera esque fashion and then she eventually actually succeeds by reaching out to zoya maybe? okay okay actually sdfghj I would combine the fake out suitor and causes problems on purpose guy. and yes now they can both be mal who shows up seeming like a poto!raoul type but he's actually only really there for blackmail purposes. and then he bites it as planned. alina can help cover up but also freak out about it and have many conflicted feelings. then eventually reach out to zoya? that actually facilitates some sort of option to successfully gtfo. and I think the end would probably hinge on her having a final choice of like deciding to stay bc the fucked up relationship is worth it actually, or leaving for good. which one would probably depend entirely on my mood when hypothetically drafting the last chapter dfghj
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purpleandstarlight · 5 months
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Don't ask me why I thought of this (I don't even know) but I feel like if Ciel and Lizzie tried to discuss a book...they could but it would be something like:
Ciel: [Brings an extremely insightful although quite edgy at times analysis of the characters and overall theme of the story.]
Lizzie: [She liked the book but was there for the vibe, didn't really think to analyze anything much]
(This ISN'T a "Lizzie is stupid" post. I love Lizzie. She's really smart and capable and if anyone even so much DARES to talk shit about her in those extremely misogynistic or Clearly-didnt-understand-her-character-at-all ways they usually do i WILL become feral.)
People can just like media without needing to over-analyze every detail. I know, it's different from what me and everyone else who's reading this post is used to, but it's something that happens. I get subjected to it every time i watch a show with my mum and I immediately get into deep analysis of the characters and their reasoning for doing things and my mum listens to my reasoning and likes the show but if I ask her a question about what she thinks about a character or smth she's there like "Idk I'm just following the show" WICH IS FINE!! IT DOESNT MEAN SHE ISN'T UNDERSTANDING THE OVERALL MESSAGE OR STORY OF THE SHOW!! SHE JUST DOESN'T JUMP AT THE IDEA OF GOING INTO OVER-ANALYZING EVERY SINGLE BREATH A CHARACTER MAKES THE WAY I DO!!! IT DOESN'T MEAN SHE'S STUPID!!!
So yeah. Although Lizzie would be different from my mum in the way that Lizzie would be able to point out her favorite or least favorite characters clearly - saying what she liked and disliked about them, and even enthusiastically comment on wich scenes she liked the most, wich means she and Ciel could actually have a two-way conversation that isn't like what me and my mum usually do (Me talking non-stop about themes and symbolism and what I think a scene could relate to irl while my mum happily but still silently listens - wich is also fine mind you, I just mean Ciel and Lizzie would go at it differently)
Also i know Ciel and Lizzie would probably prefer different kinds of literature but imo they would be able to find a middle ground. Ciel prefers darker stories, yes, but i believe he himself said he reads almost anything to keep up with what people like for his business, and either way he would compromise for Lizzie. He wouldn't MAKE her read something that could greatly upset her, just like she wouldn't MAKE him read something that is completely out of his interests, like a cheesy romantic novel that would bore him out of his mind five chapters in. They are pretty good at respecting eachother's boundaries most of the time, I feel.
So like...idk, Alice in Wonderland? Lizzie would like the vibes and overall fun colorful story. Ciel could maybe appreciate the non-sense theme in how everything works differently (as in he would sit there, compare it to things irl, and try to understand how the author got to the wilder ideas from there) and also compare it to how things work in the real world. (I haven't read Alice in Wonderland since I was really little - like late elementary or early middle school, so keep in mind I'm not an expert who could give a more exhaustive theory)
I have not read Sherlock Holmes ever (I tried once tho! And I do own some of the books!! I just never got around to reading more than a chapter or smth YEARS ago) so idk how Lizzie would find it, but it IS o!Ciel's favorite author and he loves these books very much so I feel like Lizzie would want to give them a shot. Ciel lets her because although it is a murder mystery, it's not a fully horror novel (be it flat out gore or psychological horror) - (...and also he is excited about talking about these books with someone he's close with, so he gladly takes a risk promising to himself he'll just stop her if she gets too upset about the deaths. You didn't hear it from me though).
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nell0-0 · 2 years
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I have this itching need to draw/write a certain Ingo/PLA AU that has been plaguing me for days. Reading fanfic, I've seen people comparing the warden position to that of a Gym Leader or something like that. I mean, if we're talking about Ingo's path of solitude, I get it. But most wardens aren't like that, even if they have pokemon as companions (Melli and Skuntank for example).
You know what they remind me of even more than a Gym Leader or something like that? Of a Pokemon Ranger.
See, this AU plaguing me can go two ways, which is why I haven't really gotten into drawing/writing anything for it yet.
The first option would be that Ingo returns to present time from Hisui and, still without his memories and not a clue on where he needs to go to reach home (I'm assuming that while he's popular in Nimbasa and Unova as a whole, the regions usually don't have interests on each other so it's not like Ingo could be easily recognized in, say, Sinnoh or Johto by everyone), he tries to reach for a lifestyle that feels comforting and familiar to him. And instead of being train related, it's kinda Hisui related as it's all he's known. In short, he becomes a Pokemon Ranger in Sinnoh or maybe Johto (undecided. Could be Johto since he tries to travel abroad to find his home but Unova is literally in the other side of the world of Sinnoh. Could be another region entirely).
Of course, Ingo eventually reunites with Emmet because I refuse any other outcome, but it does take some time. Probably some type of crisis that gets the rangers attention and gets them to act, so they call all the reinforcements they could to Unova to help out, which just happens to include Ingo.
Idk.
The second option would be that Celebi is involved. I remember playing a Pokemon Rangers game when I was a kid tho I never finished (it was a friend's, not mine so *shrugs*) where Celebi was a key part with the timeline mumbo jumbo. It would be something similar in here, just a bit more complex since Ingo keeps getting yeeted to the present and back to the past until the Rift problem is fixed.
He's still missing his memories, but the Interpol has been alerted that something is amiss. As in, Ingo has been in Hisui for some time already, but when the rift problem worsens, he ends up trapped into a distorsion. Celebi helps him out, but in turn they request his aid to fix this whole mess. Celebi promises to help Ingo home and let him stay there after the timeline is stable again, so he takes a more proactive role when it comes to the matters on Hisui while working with the rangers on the other side. The rift is affecting both points of the timeline, connecting them and threatening to unravel the flow of time, breaking it for good. It starts out with Ingo having information about what's going on in the present and he ends up as an honorary member of the rangers.
Heck, maybe as I keep thinking on it I'll come up with something completely different. Still. I really wanna see Ingo in a Pokemon Ranger outfit.
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domsaysstuff · 2 years
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Painter! Porsche Au Ideas Dump
I'm dedicating this au idea dump to @arewedoneyet in hopes to recompensate for not writing it after unleashing this post on y'all out of blue (fingers crossed that maybe some writer sees this tho and will pick it up). Sorry hon, all the love to you tho 💕
Starting this off with this pic sent by @arewedoneyet to me in hopes to persuade me but will haunt my brian in the most pleasant ways for enternity now:
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So, I have different first meetings and different kind of painters
Because I have two and idk which i like more
a. Porsche as a smaller scale Banksy, all social commentary graffiti on the sides of the buildings, Kinn is a businessman and no mafia in this au
So get this Porsche is annonymous, he needs to be to get above the law and everyone is trying to uncover who this "Phoenix" is. And no one can because Porsche grew up in Bangkok, in the streets, he knows every blind spot, every nook and cranny and the city's habits, he is untraceable.
Until one day Kinn catches him on one of his cameras while Porsche was putting a graffiti on his building that was a critic of his company (idk the logistic of that and why Kinn's cameras are special, probably thanks to Arm) and so now he has the information who Phoenix is and more tangible proof
He then calls up Porsche to make a deal with him
This would include enemies to lovers, Kinn showing his trust that Porsche will stay, not because of their deal but because of Kinn after they confess by fucking deleting the video and therefore any proof that Porsche is a Phoenix
b. Gallery owner!Kinn and Independent artist!Porsche
So imagine Porsche being a small traditional art artist and he has his principles, he hates the high art galleries and all stuck up rich people and if he displays his art somewhere it's only at Yok's Gallery.
Cue in Kinn who was there accidentally and at first wasn't interested in any artwork and then he saw Porsche's and he was transfixed, he then proceeded to fell in love with it, just the use of colors, the imagenary of his paintings enticing Kinn
And he wants to display Porsche in his gallery, Porsche says no, Kinn coaxing him with the promise of money to give him just one painting, a special piece just for Kinn
And Porsche has his principles but he IS an artist, it doesn't pay a lot and he needs to feed both him and Chay, bills have to get paid and Chay's tuition too and Kinn is basically throwing money at him for just one piece
And after some time Porsche agrees but under the condition that Kinn will be his model thinking that Kinn won't agree
He does, so now we have the soft painting session, filled with idle chatter and comfortable silences and both of them observing and admiring the other, Kinn being breathtaken with Porsche's beauty, his focus, his quirks, the way the paint smears from his fingertips to his elbows and sometimes to his cheek and his lips when he puts his fingers to his mouth when concentrating as if forgetting the pigment is even there
And Porsche being just as fascinated with Kinn, at first only as an artist and then as they get to know each other the feelings grow deeper
Also the reveal of the painting by the end (because he wouldn't let Kinn see it until it's finished), like the way it would be Porsche's final admission of love, I'm screaming
The scenes both of those au would include in my mind:
Porsche saying he is painting because of his mother, Kinn then admitting to playing violin because his mother played it which would resulted in Kinn playing violin for Porsche (i would love to think Porsche would later do a quick sketch of it and leave it for Kinn, and Kinn being taken with how Porsche depicted him, so beautiful, commanding attention and yet there was some softness in it, as if hidden, couldn't stop wondering if this is how Porsche perceives him to be, hopeful)
Porsche having paint on his clothes and hands. And idk which one but one of them has enough of the tension and just kisses the other and Porsche grabs Kinn's neck with his hands and it leaves prints which just make Porsche crazy and so he dives in for another kiss and he keeps leaving colorful marks, as if painting Kinn's body with his signatures of ownership, tainting his smooth silky skin with color
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cledubs · 1 year
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Here's the promised body snatching ask back from June, that I lost focus on and didn't write down back then, which concluded in it sitting in my notes for almost six months. For Ghost AU, obviously. I will keep it as short as I can bc i don't have brain power to explain it more then it is necessary.
As a reminder: I get the idea of it after someone send an ask about Ghosts blaming themselves for something in life, which is why they think they are ghosts.
Quick history background bc I found it interesting. So as you might or might don't know, prior to 18th century, practice of medicine had shady reputation, it was this way bc often doctors doesn't really know what they where doing, they were winging it as best as they could. The surviving rating of medical treatments was 50/50 basically if you where lucky. The church didn't helped in fixing it, bc for a long time doing ANYTHING with dead human body was seen as unholy and a sin, which ya know SUCKED, bc how on earth are you supposed to learn how to perform a surgery if you can't try to do so without risking of killing someone. Anyways obviously it changed with time and students and doctors where allowed to do so. And most of the time (if not always im not sure now), the bodies that they where allowed to practice on where the ones of criminals that where sentenced to death. And let me tell you there was not enough criminals in all UK for all surgeons, doctors and med students in the UK. So the body snatching started. Which was not... Really illegal up to 1832 i think? The thing was that legally a corpse doesn't have an owner, so as long those people didn't took anything other then the body there was no law forbidding such a thing. Public was a totally different story, bc ofc people will hate when you steal thier granny from the graveyard.
So body snatching was a practice of digging up recently deceased people from the graveyards, and selling thier bodies to some student or surgeon. And it was a paying good (several month of work wage per body kind of good). So many people took the risk, especially since the supply was so high and the ones who where buying the bodies didn't really cared from where they where come from. From some random people who found a body, through con artists to murderers (yes there is at least one case of a murder duet who was posing to be body snatchers). Theres a whole spectrum of them. And it was very common, especially if there was a med school around (Looking at you Edinburgh, London, and Philadelphia). It can be safety assumed that most bodies used for medicine in 18th and 19th century in UK and US was snatched this way.
So heres the point, Scar and Grian died bc of a duel over a business argument. Idk if it was said in "canon" but i kind of assumed there where some shady people, con artists, scammers ect ect. So, maybe the thing that they regret and blame thier ghostly existence is a snatched body or two 👀 I would say more but i don't really remember the context of that ask that made me think about it. The one more thing i can say tho is that June 2022-me was also sure it could be tied to the argument over work that ended up in duel situation. But I forgot how
yoshi your ghost au asks are always a delight, i love reading them so much
but anyways yes!! that is such an interesting theory!!! i think that scar and grian were shady businessmen (but i… don’t really remember what i decided for them. oops).
i love that idea
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phoebehalliwell · 11 months
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I mean, if you want gossip, welcome to my tale of questionable decisions! Let me set the scene for you. The relevant players are me, my female friend, and a guy who we've both been befriending. (The setting, mostly irrelevant but must be added to emphasize the Questionable Decisions of this tale is a church group. As in we're all in the same church group. What the fuck at me) Anyways, friend has gotten some flirty signals from guy and is interested but not willing to do anything unless he's explicitly into her.
Meanwhile, I end up becoming closer friends with this guy bc we went to an arcade a weekend night, accidentally had too much, and then had a full on breakdown on how my ex bf almost definitely sexually assaulted me. The guy (nice guy not ex bf, he has no more relevance to this story besides my ~trauma~) ends up hanging out with me a few more days, in part bc I am Not Handling this well. (ha ha, i'm repressing it atm again, this seems like a better idea!) We end up being better friends tho, and I find out that he is into my friend which great!
Issue is that my hormones are fucking stupid as hell and I. haven't even kissed anyone since said ex bf and guy friend is nice to me and I am reasonably sure won't be weird about it. So basically: we ended up making out on my couch. for a while. Additional context: I outright told him beforehand that I didn't want a relationship with him and this would be a one-time thing that I would almost definitely never bring up again. Which: not wrong. He's a great friend and I like hanging out with him but we're fundamentally incompatible and I'm just not into him that way. (Seriously, the entire thought process on my end is that he has proven multiple times that he won't hurt me, will stop if I ask, and is chill enough that it won't need to become a thing.)
He had to leave after a while, because y'know time and I basically talked him into asking out my friend. So please, imagine this scenario. Me and him, having just spent two hours making out on my couch with the full understanding this was a one-time thing, now standing on my porch at midnight as I try to talk him into asking her out while he expresses doubt that she's into him. I've done it tho and he's gonna ask her out tomorrow. This is the current situation as of fifteen minutes ago.
My expectation is frankly that while we may talk about it in the future, bc he is currently only person alive who knows about my trauma, it will never happen again. (Like I said: I'm really not into him like that.) Admittedly, not totally sure on what'll happen with him and her but a legit possibility that they end up going out (and he's already promised me to not tell anyone about it, which he won't bc of who he is as a person) and it going well. Honestly, idk if I really need advice bc I do legitimately think that this will work out fine for everyone but may I get an f in the chat for what the fuck was I thinking. Any advice about the situation will be gladly accepted tho! (Also anything about dealing with said trauma bc like I said. I am. not handling it v well oof.)
The most ironic thing about fucking all this is that I am normally the most drama-free, chill person ever and never get into trouble and then I did this. To repeat: what the fuck at me!
legendary behavior on your part honestly like. like?? idk i'm with you i think this could turn out fine maybe. like obvs there are good odds it doesn't but like. ❤️❤️❤️❤️. like aint nobody gotta know like first off i totally believe in like the principle of making out with your friends. granted i rarely do it for like two hours with the homies but like making out for two hours with someone that you're into is also like not that weird of a thing either imo like making out with someone at the club!! you guys are both just there it's both just vibes like!! idk it's normal!!! i feel sooo hashtag phoebecoded rn i do feel like this is incredibly dumb advice but im also hashtag team you. i think this is gna be fine. but also yeah like really don't let her know. like. that's just business between y'alls just silly haha business and it's like if you get it you get it but if you don't it's really confusing and hurtful bc it's harder to get it if you already like the guy you get what i'm saying. but yeah. hope things work out for your friend and homeboy. homeboy sounds chill. also they're both so relatable for refusing to do anything until they know for sure it's reciprocated the amount of the times i have had to hold my homies at gunpoint (and vice versa!) to ask out the guy who clearly likes them... well it's a modern (?? or not idk i'm not old) rite of passage. wishing u all luck. keep me posted im nosy owo.
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Okay I put this in the tags if another post last night but deleted it bc it wasn't actually the place and I'm gonna share my thoughts but might not even tag this idk.
Re: that post abt the trc fandom disappearing post greywaren
First: I like a lot of the dreamer trilogy. I pretty well liked greywaren. I'm not as attached to either as I am to trc, but I did genuinely enjoy them.
Second: I am a trc fandom baby. I am a fandom INFANT. I got into these books about 3 weeks before Greywaren came out, and got to Greywaren about 3 weeks after it came out.
Third: They ate my brain for 3 months. I read TRC twice in the space of two weeks, then TDT, with greywaren specifically twice in a row. I then followed with Scorpio Races and All the Crooked Saints. I genuinely coukdnt read anything not Stiefvater for THREE MONTHS bc my brain was like "this is where the dopamine lives, nowhere else".
Third: I also read a fair amount of Maggie's blog and her thoughts about the series, including the notes that came out right after Greywaren was published. I've read 11 of her books. I own the writing seminar she put together and have watched about half of it just to listen to her talk. I like her art a lot and think her music is neat. I am Not Normal about Maggie Stiefvater.
So. Given the givens, my thoughts. The post I saw was the one going around about how the fandom died after Greywaren came out. I can't really speak to this bc I couldnt look at the tags until I finished Greywaren. So I only really know the fandom post-Greywaren. TRC is what brought me back to tumblr tho, after probably 4 years of only casually being interested in what was happening over here. I needed people to yell with and I found them here.
What I can speak to and apparently cannot prevent myself from speaking to is a lot of the notes on that post. There was a lot of talk of her being bored with the series, of wishing she had taken more time, of feeling betrayed by it not being the series she wanted/she had promised.
I am in many ways a Stiefvater apologist. I am. Yeah, she was probably kind of bored with the series. She was overwhelmed. It was 7 books and 10 years, and she was tired. She's stated that she's never going to write a series again. She's over the whole concept. Series are hard, the final book in a series is especially hard. I think we can look at George RR Martin and Patrick Rothfuss for truth there.
And maybe it feels as tho she should have gone the way of those 2. Not finishing the story, or putting it odd for longer to get it right. But a- I feel like that actually would have sucked more and gotten her more shit, and b- I have a feeling it wasn't an option given her contracts. And taking more time was probably not an option given her contracts. She had signed on for 3 books, possibly within a timespan, and three books she had to give them.
As go "this wasn't the Ronan series she promised" and "I hated the universe/big pieces of thr plot", we go back to the scholastic contracts. They didn't let her write the story she wanted. She had different titles she wanted, there was a whole different plot and vibe. The fucking Moderators weren't her idea. And yeah this comes directly from her statement post greywaren publishing, where she still had to be careful and still needed to sell books, but personally I believe her. If you've ever listened to her talk about writing, you know she has specific stories she wants to tell. Stories that matter to her and feel important. She'll make concessions based on marketability or what she believes the audience would like more, but she wants to tell a specific story. And she didn't get to do that with TDT and I think it pissed her off more than she let on.
I also think it's pretty fucking clear she isn't super happy with Greywaren. She literally nailed a copy of it to the wall. Like pounded a handmade wrought iron nail through a hardback copy of the book and then put it on the wall in her study. She was soooo fucking done. And it might feel like a betrayal of her readers and the series to be tired of the series and to give us a book that feels tired of and annoyed with the series, but she's a person as well as an author. She has opinions and desires and things she does and doesn't want to be doing. And for the sake on contracts, commitments, and not disappointing readers, she kept writing books she maybe didn't care about anymore. There's enough neurodivergence in the fandom that the difficult nature of that should make sense, right?
I saw at least one person say they aren't going to get any more of her books, and like obviously that's a choice you get to make, it feels like a shitty one. Personally I'm pretty excited to see what she does next. She's apparently working on a fairly long adult novel that's got her excited again. I love reading stuff written by people who are excited to be writing it, so I think this none is gonna be a good time. But idk, her writing style just makes my brain go brrrr.
Also i don't know how relevant is to the point I'm making but I still need to say it:
Idk how many people know/remember/consider that 2 of these seven books were written and published while she was like. Actively dying. Or suffering from a condition that was pretty damn close to killing her. TRK and CDTH were written in the fucking height of her symptoms while no one was paying attention and getting a dx was really fucking hard. She talked about putting a lot of her experience with illness into Ronan, and Addison's is a disease of lack of energy and sleeping too much and missing a lot of your own life because of it. And maybe thats why Greywaren felt right to her, and maybe that's why TRK and CDTH feel different to the books before and after them. Or maybe I'm reading too much into it all and my hyperempathy is getting the better of me.
Idk yall I just. Like Maggie.
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🤡🎢🎶🧠 (and good luck with homework 😩)
Alright, this one got a lil long so buckle in (also thank u king!! 🥹)
🤡 What’s a line, scene, or exchange you’ve written that made you laugh?
MAN, that’s a toughie. What’ve I written that HASN’T made me laugh?? Uuuhhhhh obviously all of Truth or Don’t You Dare, that’s probably my favorite fic ever ngl. Okay, I’m bad at decisions so we’re just gonna do a lil Best Of list rn let’s goooo
Pretty much all of this scene from One Night in Portorosso just cause I can see it so clearly:
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And damn, Without You is really funny too. Underrated classic 👌
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Oh my god, how could I forget Pornos and Protostars??? This whole damn fic is a gold mine 🤩
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(P.S. i like to think that Guido is Portorosso’s local gay porn dealer and Alberto bought all his magazines from him in private. i do not know where Guido gets them. maybe Ercole.)
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Luca HAS to some kinda weird space kink, right?? Like,, just fuckin lookit him
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And Alberto making suggestive drawings of his then-best-friend at age sixteen is just 😘👌
Uugghgjkdhfkfhgk i know there’s more but this post is already so damn long i gotta stop. But trust me my dude, i write da funny shit, it’s what i do 😜
🎢 Which of your fics would you call your wildest ride?
Oohohohiohh definitely Truth or Don’t You Dare 😏
I won’t spoil anything for the select few who see this post and haven’t read it yet, but here’s a quick summary:
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🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?
Answered!
🧠 Pick a character, and I’ll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.
Okay, so I more or less answered this like a year ago here, but obvi I’ve had some more thoughts since then. And, y’all are gonna hate me for this, but I do have a favorite.
I think Luca and Giulia should hook up in college.
Not as a long-term thing, more like a one-night stand (but possibly without any actual sex, i still like my asexual Giulia headcanon). I see them going to the same college together, Luca studying astronomy and Giulia studying marine biology, and they’re roommates cause it’s cheaper and they practically grew up together anyway. Luca’s already securely with Alberto at this point and Giulia thinks she’s a lesbian, so it’s all whatever. Everyone’s all happy, Luca loves Alberto, Giulia loves both the boys as her best friends/family, Alberto is no longer jealous of Giulia, yadda yadda yadda.
But like. What if they fucked it up.
What if they kissed. 😳
Idk I just think it’s a fun and interesting scenario cause like, Luca is missing Alberto and he’s all sad that Alberto’s not there, but like. Giulia is. 👀
fhdjjwhfk idk there’s kinda a lot to explain which is why I don’t talk about it much but I’ve already written one fic about it (which is kinda underrated in my opinion). And I know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea, but I just think their bond is so strong it’s almost hard not to imagine them in a semi-polyamorous relationship (i ain’t doin incest tho srry). I’m also working on another Giulia/Luca/Alberto fic where essentially everybody just goes to town on Luca and it’s great, but I have no idea how to wrap it up so no promises that’ll be out anytime soon :P
Thanks for letting talk at’cha! 😋
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Helloooo!! I stopped here because you've been an inspiration. Your works, your writing inspired me to write my own fanfictions (soukoku). They are both still in progress, but I really would love to know what do you think about them. If you are interested, I'll write the some informations about them down here (I admit I still didn't work on a proper plot for these, but I promise I will, I swear. . .). Feel free to ignore this, I just wanted to share because I would like to know your opinion, it would be very precious, and brighten my day!
For the first one;
It's a reincarnation au.
It begins in a rather tragic way, in which Dazai and Chuuya both die. They get reincarned as "ordinary boys" years later, and become childhood friends, going on the years staying closer as ever.
As the teen years kicks in, they start to develop this curiosity towards abandoned places, and dying with the urge to explore them, at 15 years old they both start to search and dig themselves into these explorations.
At 17 years old, they stumble in front of a place that nobody ever has been seen walking around. A lonely place, with nothing special in it. Dazai wanted to watch anyways, and Chuuya.. well, Chuuya was curious as well.
So they find themselves in front of a certain container, the one where Dazai's past self lived.
Inside, they find some things rather interesting, and Dazai becomes obsessed with the idea to find out more about his past self and Chuuya's past self, so sick that he makes the want to travel back in time into his past body his will to live.
Crazy, idk how did I come out with this idea, and I know it probably sounds illogical.
I will find a way to make it work, or maybe I'll just make Dazai slowly ascend into madness.
For the second one;
I actually have a plot for this one, but it's.. a poem, a poetry.
"The water flows,
Clear and pure.
But he does not know if it's secure.
It flows incessantly, without rest,
From the lips, nostrils, eyes, ears.
He observes, aware and silent,
While the water runs without wit.
Someone unaware, in front of him,
Does not know what they have just done.
Time passes.
An abstract concept, without pause or rift.
Impossible to grasp it, stop it, hold it,
Only to observe it, as the world moves.
A dry something slithers away,
A shadow on his cheek lay.
The mouth opens, dryness penetrates,
Every crevice dries up, mercilessly.
The face hidden by black locks,
Exclaims softly, in severe tones.
It doesn't want the one thing it loves,
To vanish like this, in a fleeting flame.
So many years spent creating it with care,
Just for everything fades away, immeasurably?
For a stupid reason, so banal,
The fabric that once was rigid, now is fragile.
Between the fingers, cold and loose it dissolves,
A ghost of a tender smile is visible.
The water no longer flows."
It took A LOT to write this, because poetry is not really what I'm good at AT ALL. I hope it at least is decent, tho.
This follows the beast au.
Chuuya followed a normal life, until his group of friends make a big mistake.
One member of the group has been treated unkindly by the others, so he lead the whole friends to an hell hole; a party organised exclusively for illegal organisations.
Oblivious of this, the whole group enters this party, and when they find out what it is about, It's way too late.
After meeting with the mafia boss itself, Chuuya swears to try and never get to meet him again, but his hopes crumbles when he finds out his dad has debts. Debts he didn't pay.
That makes Chuuya's selfless butt drag himself to Dazai, him himself asking the boss of the port mafia to close his eye and let his father go. It sounds dumb even just writing it.. but well, he realises this after he took the impulsive decision.
At the end, Dazai accepts to let his father go, on one condition. Chuuya has to work with him.
Chuuya's answers will truly bring a lot of consequences.
Erm... I really hope this long thing won't be a bother to you!! If you actually took your time to read it, I thank you and appreciate a lot the time you decided to place on my silly little ideas!
I would really appreciate your thoughts on this!
Can I be 🌇 anon?
Hey there 🌇 anon! First of all, what an honor it is to be someones inspiration to start writing; there is honestly no bigger compliment you can give another writer <3.
When it comes to your works, I have to say they sound bloody brilliant! But also like a tremendous amount of work! Honestly best, best of luck and I would really look forward to reading the first drafts/completed fics. About first one, I would love to know what genre you're setting for; angst, hurt comfort or something more teenage-foolish and then a sudden awkwardness at finding out your best friend is also your lover? Your double black through thick and thin? Or something else? *excited!* About the second one; poetry has always been a bit of a fascination of mine. Unfortunately I've never been gifted with the ability to write long things; to set the scene and twist and turn the reader like you are able to. Definitely this is something you should explore! Really, I would say you have a knack for it. I have to admit that in some lines I lost the rhythm so my advice would be to read it out loud a few times just to see where a synonym may be more suitable to use. The feel and the scene however is very captivating and would be amazing to intertwine with a fic; Have lines of the poem run through the fic from start to end. It would definitely be interesting to see what and how Chuuya would react (Sidenote:Makes me think of a song actually). However what I'd like to add is that there is nothing wrong with your prompt or "foolish reason behind Chuuya's actions" instead it's all about how you write it. Some make entire careers on well used prompts: enemies to lovers, soulmates etc. What is foolish to one; a life changing story for another. And familial love and sacrifices are not new and not different (just see Shakespears work for instance!). It's all about how you write and what you want to convey. Long story short your fics sound awesome and I hope you will get around to writing and publishing them!
Also if you need a beta, some writing ideas or feedback on outline/snippets etc I am starting up that on my second blog; RavenCincaide-words So feel free to hit me up there if you'd like me to give a deeper look at your stuff!
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Secret invasion(2023) makes no sense (a review/my thoughts on the show, presented with memes)
(Spoilers ahead)
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Just finished the whole show in one sitting, after watching the first episode and seeing Maria died at the end I kinda lost all interest ngl, but I do care about The Marvels so, you gotta do what you gotta do *shrugs*
Anyway, here are some thoughts on the show presented with memes to make things less boring
First, let’s get one thing clear:
The girls when Maria Hill died for nothing:
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Don’t think I needed to explain this one, rip Maria
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Look if they are trying to set up The Marvels with secret invasion than why the fuck did they sent fury back down to earth in the beginning just so they sent him back up at the end???
What’s even is the point of sending Fury down at the first place smh
Fury @ the skrulls
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It bothers me that Fury knows he couldn’t find a new home for the skrulls all these years ago and just decided to not tell them? What’s worse is that he got mad at Talos when he told him he called all the skrull refugees to earth because Fury was absent.
Like man make a deal with the skrulls, used them to do his bidding, finds out he can NOT find them a new home, and just did nothing about it??
This is either bad writing from the writers or Fury is just the worse person ever
My reaction to Fury leaving Talos’s body on the fucking ground:
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Pretty self explanatory, I understand his death is (sort of) necessary to the story, Talos was trying to show humanity who the skrulls are in hopes of gaining trust and empathy from them( I guess, we don’t really get enough of the skulls to tell us what the fuck they do)
Again, seeing Fury saving the president first then promise to come back to get Talos, resulting in him getting stab by Gravik, all while showing little to no reaction to his death after?!
Aren’t you guys bff for years???
Like I get it, Fury is the super spy that must focus on the big picture and deal with his personal emotions later, but we get literally no reaction about it other then one conversation with G’iah and even then, she’s the one who asked to have her father’s body back so that she could bury him.
(Maybe I don’t understand Fury’s character idk)
Now enough about the rant, tl;dr in terms of plot, they have no plot, things don’t make sense character wise( or I just don’t understand these characters), I have no fucking idea what even is the theme of this show, yeah it’s just all over the place
So let’s talk about the positives :
Emilia Clarke, exists :
Me:
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Tbh is not just her, Olivia Colman and Charlayne Woodard both did a good job of portraying their characters.
Sonya is a scary fella who give no fucks and Varra/ Priscilla shows us the human side of the skrulls/ Fury( still absolutely hated that scene when Varra asked Fury “would you have loved me if I’d never changed” then Fury had the balls to say “guess we never know”???)
Also the fight scenes are alright and I like the final stand off between Gravik and Fury (G’iah in disguise ) NOT the fight scene,the scene where Gravik was calling out Fury, loved the intensity and energy of that scene, it shows how angry Gravik is towards Fury(rightly so) and explains why Gravik did what he felt like he needed to do.
Anddd yeah that’s it idk what more to say, still excited about The Marvels tho
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c3x15 the final nail
At least the dog said “hey help, mom is dead” but wow those nails are brutal!
This is season 3. I can’t tell if s1 & s2 took place over one year or two, esp since s1 was short & at the end of s2 castle retired for the summer. Then he returned in s3. So yes, yes Ryan has already had a valentine’s day with Jenny.  JE: Lanie doesn’t care for that kind of stuff KR: kha, all women care. Beckett! You & Josh, u got big plans for valentine’s day, right? KB: Josh is a surgeon, I’m a cop. In the unlikely event that we have a couple hours free on monday night we might go to dinner.  JE: See?
(the boys just talking in there lol)
KB: Hey castle, it’s beckett, call me when you get this. JE: Ooh, castle is going to be sorry he missed this. KB: Why? JE: Society murders! Rich people are always the freakiest. 
Outfits are great. We have Beckett in her casual fancy outfit as usual, double breasted which is always nice; ryan with a black shirt, dark blue+black striped tie which we have seen before, & possibly a scarf there, nice grey jacket; then esposito with his fashionable dark green felted coat, grey scarf, looks like a jacket, & then another shirt. Layers. This man must be bisexual or trans to like all those layers. 
I like this gal explaining the scene. 
See? I told you. freaky. (beckett likes the weird ones)
The types. Esposito talks to gang cops & ryan talks to the people.  (sito used to be on gang squad) When did the ME leave?  Castle!? Why does this guy need to have a friend who is in with the nypd? Castle that promise is not yours to make.  Ricky shut it. You can say to him “she just needs to ask” & undermine her authority In Private. Not in front of the vic’s husband. Good to let them know personally. 
Yo castle! He sounds so happy to see castle. Hey you made it! What were those looks between beckett & esposito? RC: & I’m just speculating, maybe has some experience with nail guns?!!!
I love the way esposito pronounces his own name Esposito needs some hair btw. & today he is wearing what seems to be a darker green felt suit coat but it may be the lighting & it may be the same coat as last night. Then he is wearing a suit jacket underneath his coat, which (through the captions) I initially assumed was a vest.  Ryan has what looks like a double breasted coat & then a sweater. His dress shirt is ugly tho.  Dang that’s an expensive ring! Why would you get a piece of jewelry if you are not going to wear it? He’d be a millworker then, a cabinetmaker. Love a good trade.
These two literally just got here (btw ryan in fact does have a suit jacket underneath his coat) why are they putting Back On their coats? (Wait the inside of esposito’s jacket it blue! Oh now that’s nice! Sorry I apparently love costume design. I used to be really into musical scores but I’m going deaf & TV typically doesn’t have scores the same as movies. Then I was into camerawork for a while, being a DP seemed interesting.) (also uh twin moments puttin gon their coats) Castle idk why you decided to jump to the conclusion that their discomfort with you was bc it sounded dirty.  They just stole the coffees of beckett & castle!! & then you see esposito take a sip & ryan lift it to his mouth before trading in the background. Great detail. 
She cry-- She cried? I see beckett’s slavic language skills & social mirroring are still a thing. 
He is the reason Rick started writing. That & james bond.
That sounds relevant to the investigation castle. Also man got a vacation home in puerto rico? Dang I hate rich colonizers. 
Suddenly castle’s unshakable faith must not be so unshakable.
Or maybe not. Wow this is a shouting match.  Castle shut it. (looking thru the glass I can see ryan standing watching, talking with esposito. then they cut to him walking up) Oh wait Ryan is wearing jeans with his outfit. That’s a good note. KR: What’s going on? JE: Mom & Dad are fighting. (XD mom & dad) KR: Who’s winning? JE: *turns around to look at ryan instead of the fight* KR: *shrugs* Interesting framing. They usually have Ryan sitting while Esposito stands. This time it’s the other way around.  Both just pick up the phone & fake conversations XD WAIT DID YOU SEE RYAN PICK UP THE PIECE OF PAPER THEN FLIP IT BC IT WAS UPSIDE DOWN  & then esposito looks so soft for her... (the actors play it as if especkett have some history) btw ryan says “thanks bill” to his phone, he mentions in a later season that he usually talks to bill “over there” continuity <3
Castle’s ^-^ face.
I mean it would have surely been good for the kids. Is it more likely that he is not involved in both, is it more likely he is involved in both, or is it more likely is is involved in one not the other? If the latter, which one? Rank them. 
Good of him to apologize
*when his father was murdered. & also that money is gone.  What is a tennis bracelet? Why do ppl like them & why are they cher? She’s right castle.  Oh outfit update! Becket looks pretty as normal, castle is dressed the way he usually is, ryan looks good except for the tie, & esposito is wearing.. a hoodie? RC: Alright! Let’s go get this guy, huh? *slaps file back into esposito’s chest* JE: *looks at beckett confused & possibly angry* KR: *Looks at beckett with puppydog eyes* KB: Ok, go. I got it.  KR, short & strained: Thank you! *As he runs off* (won’t clip)
I love castle stuck in the back of the car Don’t u guys usually have one go around the other side in case he runs? Oh & there he goes on the truck. Good for him! Yo look at esposito running faster than the truck (it is still speeding up & in a small area) But why doesn’t one of them go get the car in case of a car chase?
woah that’s weird. U can just get a gun pulled on you in the usa. People should go back to the old fashioned way of fighting: fists & feet.  Oh hey I just noticed castle is in the interview room with espt  & ryan is not in the room.  Hun don’t say “If I were him I’d have killed her too just to shut her up” like my dude that is Not something you want to say. Ever. That’s why it was so weird to me when beckett told castle “I’m going to kill you” literally while on the phone with her boss
Castle HAS done an interview with esposito
RC: Yes but JE: ihyi! *holds up hand* Mum said you tell ppl to have a good game even if you are mad. Idk how much I believe her tho bc I have siblings.  KR: .. What’s in a playroom? RC: Not much more than a bed... (All three look at rick) RC: Yes I’m a member Girl you what
Confidentiality!!! Why did she come with them? She wasn’t arrested so did she request that they do this away from her place of work? How did the wife figure out that it was the desk lady specifically? That’s sus of him. That’s valid That’s also sus of him.
You don’t know him either castle.  Wow beckett that’s harsh but actually not harsh & she is very good for the soft explanation Wow that’s a story. Interesting & fluid change between he pronouns & you pronouns
I love alexis & martha.
They’ve had this conversation before. You should have told me.
Ok so since the captions are missing the spanish, I’ve put on the spanish sub. AH FRICK IT ISN’T CAPTIONING THE SPANISH BECAUSE IT ASSUMES I’M A HEARING PERSON, BRO I AM NOT PUTTING ON CAPTIONS BECAUSE I DON’T SPEAK THE LANGUAGE I AM PUTTING ON CAPTIONS BECAUSE I’M FRICKING DEAF. The french captions also do not have it written. I thought I might as well try. Ok it goes smth like this, but again I’m hoh & have audio processing issues, I also don’t speak spanish but I have romance language experience & google translate JE: hola, que haces siendo aqui?  - hi, what are you doing, being here? Blanca: Este loco [...] (I actually can’t tell, my ears are not good enough, my spanish is not good enough, & anything I put into google translate is wrong.) - This madman (idk) JE: Ah, Lo siento. Buena suerte.  - Ah, I’m sorry. Good luck. RC, not realizing they just laughed about how crazy & annoying he is: Yeah. I don’t know what...
Edit:  hola que estas haciendo aqui este loco me hizo venir con el // MADE ME COME WITH HIM lo siento buena suerte
Good that the first thing he does is acknowledge that they were right
Castle out here solving decades-old murders, huh
Heartfelt yet humorous!
AC: Dad, that case is older than me. & then she helps him with it, regular little detective!
Meh white sapphires are better than diamonds & ugh hearing him say silicon carbide, “silicon carbide is the hardest common abrasive grain, measuring 9.5 on the Mohs scale of hardness, very close to that of diamond.” It is found naturally as Moissanite & honestly looks better than diamond in some ways. Sorry I just really really love minerals & rocks. Silicon carbide is generally made in labs tho. White sapphires are actually more different to diamonds than silicon carbids & diamonds’ differences. White sapphires are still top notch tho. & tbh quartz, which is silicon dioxide, has a better structure to it imo. Hexagons are some of my fave shapes. & I mean quartz is still what a 7 on the moh’s scale of hardness? A lab grown quartz is better than any old rhinestone. Oh my goodness I’ve just realized how much time I spent reading & writing about this. Rocks are just so good. 
But richard castle believes in you & I believe in him. Yes you have damien. 
Love <3.  Rutherford scholarship?
KB: Guys, I hate admitting it, but castle might be right Oh & outfit update: Ryan is not wearing a tie with his cute sweater & esposito looks good in purple; purple shirt, purple tie. Beckett has a cute pink shirt.
KR: So, what did you decide about Lanie & Valentine's Day? JE: Oh. I'm gonna play it safe and show up with a gift. KR: Hm. JE: I found this little jewelry store that sells stuff, you know, that.. girlfriends like. (xd stuff that girlfriends like.) Necklaces, charm bracelets. What about you? What are you gonna do? KR: Oh, Jenny loves chocolate. *nods* JE: Jenny's planning her wedding. JE: Your girl's on a diet and you're gonna give her chocolate? (he’s right)
That was weird tho.  JE: Thought so. (to ryan) Let’s bring em both in.
Ah, very casual huh. Why would she say that tho? It incriminated her. Jolene! I’m begging of you please don’t take my man!
Kismet. Destiny, fate? Man’s got a nice shirt. 
No, No... He still has the map? Oh no, no this is so sad, no DX DX DX But hey Salazar is here again so that’s neat!
KB: "Show me a hero and I'll write you a tragedy." F. Scott Fitzgerald said that. RC: It must have been Ernest Hemmingway who said, "Man, I sure could use a drink right about now." [...] KB: U ok? RC: Yeah, I'm fine. KB, hitting him gently with her elbow: Liar
got all my clips. I actually rewatched this one & separated mustard/pennycress seeds at the same time
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