#so ill be getting tested tomorrow

[cyberscratch]

New addition to my blorbofolio just dropped </3

#THIS HAD A BACKGROUND ORIGINALLY BUT I DIDNT LIKE IT #i like the sticker look so. i kept it like this #uhm.. i am scared to main tag this..! #ill just. occasionally main tag my fuller work otherwise ill stay hidden i dont wanna interact with the fandom a lot #id rather stay in my own bubble </3 #toontown #toontown corporate clash #multislacker #cathal bravecog #[2023] #i drew this instead of studying or preparing myself for school in any way after my break. so uh. tomorrow is gonna be interesting #bc we have a test. #ah i always get new hyperfixations during breaks and it makes it soo hard to get back because my brain is just ORURUGFGHRHJBLDTKBDTKNDTZNTH #VIBRATING !!!! #guz art

[codecicle]

Ash how is the fated watching going rn?? You’re braver than most

godd wampus im fucking THRIVING right now. this campaign sucks so bad it's genuinely unwatchable at times and I think that's the appeal to me <3 they spent like 10 minutes just describing and figuring out how the money system works and literally none of them sound like they've ever played dnd before and i don't think it will ever pass the bechdel test once the entire campaign even with velrissa trying her hardest but it goes crazy anyway

br'aad is my favorite character by a lot right now,, he's my FREAKK i love him and his idiot swagger so much. he's supposed to be charismatic but he sucks so bad at it everyone hates him but sticks around with him anyway. he's a warlock and his patron stops time and gives him insight on things/danger to come and kicked off the main plot in the sickest sequence I've ever seen. also his gayboy ass really did walk so every other gayboy slimecicle character could run !! they were so right !! and the party spent the first and second session hating everything he said and did . Took them sooooo long to be normal about him but they got it eventually when mountain (MY MAANNNNNN) defended him. Also he says everything with ^_^ . Just outloud you can hear it in his voice

for the rest I think the only other character that's talking enough to form an opinion on is taxi. and that opinion is STRONGLY a good one o(-( ! his banter with br'aad is so fun they're the only characters that feel Real and In The World so far and I love it so much. the names bit where br'aad kept getting his name wrong and calling him "saxi" and whenever he corrected him br'aad would just go "I know saxi. Nice to meet you im br'aad!" actually had me in tears at a certain point they're the only ones that have gotten me to laugh fr fr so far

sadly velrissa mountain and sylnan just Don't Fucking Talk so i don't have any real concrete opinions on them yet other than "hmm. Interesting ^_^" velrissa and her necromancy stuff is so neat so far I hope we get to see it in action soon instead of just small mentions here and there. same with the dynamic between sylnan and br'aad I NEEED to see more snockers scenes like their sibling scamming bullshit seems so cool I can't wait for them to emotionally rip my heart out through my throat. I can feel it coming

honestly the main appeal of it all is the characters and the characters alone. them slowly becoming friends and trusting each other will fuck with my brain permanently. I already cheered out loud when they so much as INSINUATED that they could stand br'aad and his charisma and they don't actually hate being around each other like that made me so happy. their meeting makes no sense but that's okay the Shenanigans with the solid snake box and br'aad trying and failing to stealth was so fun and "nice forearms, and a nicer staff!" and the little weirdo gremlin goblin following them around they're all very scared of and creeped out by (except for br'aad. he is strongly sexually attracted to goblins. this is canon and brought up over and over again) all make up for it. the story really doesn't matter to me here at all ^_^ all i care about are the characters being happy and traveling together and that's what makes the campaign enjoyable for me

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #we have mail :] #if this makes no sense sorry its 2:30 am #cayden's dms are getting the brunt of my liveblogs otherwise inwould just be transcribing whole episodes on here #every time a character talks my ears perk up like a dog and i get excited. i feeeeeel the fixation forming #why cant i stay hyperfixated on good campaigns and media man why is it always shit that ended a long time ago #and sucks soooososo bad #as im writing this im finishing episode 2 so ill take a break for the night i think then start again tomorrow morning ^_^ #WHICH I AM SETTING AN ALARM FOR SO I WAKE UP AT A NORMAL HOUR. I FORGOT TO DO THAT THIS MORNING LMAO #anyway thank you for letting me just Talk because this fucking campaign has me FUCKEDDDD UP #i love them so much... i am deeply invested in br'aaxi and i Get It Now #currently taxi has a whole girlfriend but its okay shes said like 2 lines and thats it because again. Never passing the bechdel test #wait okay episode 3 started they are doing a real and proper intro where they explain what characters they play #for the First Time #this is so cool woag

[altruistic-meme]

HI THERE

#WE'RE GETTING SOMEHWERE HELL YEAH #this is absolutely Not entirely how it's gonna look #especially bc this signature i printed is only. 3 pages. and i mgonna be doing 8. #but it was just a lil test run to see if i had stuff going the right way and i do ;;;;;;;;; #i also learned my printer can't automatically do double sided i have to reload the pages dnmanfnand #that'll be. irritating when we get that far. #but itll be FINE. #i think that's as much progress as ill be making on it tonight though #largely due to not having a paper guillotine right now. tomorrow though 👀 #is also TINY btw like. so small. #gonna have to look and see if i can make it a little bit. bigger. #or ill just deal with it for this one who knows #also need to get that sweet sweet pva glue #vid #shh ac #bookbinding

[tyrianlynch]

I was feeling particularly hopeless about my undiagnosed chronic illness tonight so I did a bunch of research and went down avenues I haven’t before and I’m freaking out bc I think I may have found it!!! I really think I found a causative diagnosis it feels true

#best part: it’s curable! if this is indeed what it is it would just require one surgery and I’d be cured #and look at this point I’m p sure there’s multiple things wrong with me like I prolly have at least 2 or 3 illnesses #and doctors agree with that even if they can’t figure out what the illnesses are #but if I could get rid of just some of the symptoms it would make such a huge difference in my life #I’m messaging my doctors tomorrow to get them to order diagnostic tests #they’re at such a loss of what to do with me that they’ll order any test I ask for lol #I just feel like I’m vibrating out of my skin bc this is the first glimmer of hope on the medical front in so long #and maybe I’m wrong but at least I feel like I’m on the right track!!!

[artheresy]

Was having a good day after that HCQ stream but I’m :’D

#having a really bad flare up today #the pain is so bad #it scares me #it scares me so much #i just hope i can walk fine on my own tomorrow #if i cant #i dunno how ill be able to go to work #i probably will bc i have my meds when i get like this i can still end up walking #but it scares me so much still #bc what if its just one of those random times that i get it that suddenly i have to go back to the doctor #i hate thiss #im glad to be getting treatment but it takes forever to get it and its so goddamn expensive #i dont even have a proper diagnosis yet #just some bloodwork and imaging as i wait for an appointment #and i still need to see if i can be tested for eds too if theres a genetic clinic somewhere #sorry to vent here a bit just having a very hard time #i hate my body sometimes #for many reasons but partially for the pain #i just turned 19 last month #i shouldnt be stuck in my bed unable to sleep bc of pain so unbearable #when i havent even injured myself its just the way my body is #chronic pain is a bitch

[raindrvq]

ive spent like 4 hours just staring at my math homework LET ME OUTTTT

#i also spent like 40 minutes in class staring at it. like i genuinely cant get it thru my head #i cannot do this shit i dont have the mental capacity #i hate mcqs. who put me in ap precal #do i just skip this assignment.... i have an 84% in this class rn #yea im not doing it ill be fine lolol maybe ill do some of it tomorrow n get my friends to help me w it #SHOUT OUT AERIES WHAT IF MODE 🙏 literally itll only drop my grade by <2%.. n these r test points yea im not stressing over 1% #im actually good at math its just i cannot comprehend word problems. also i didnt have a math teacher for like half the year so that too #cam says stuff

[toytulini]

god i really went THREE FUCKING YRS without getting sick i was being so goddamn careful but then my parents got smth and foolish me, didnt step up the level of precaution i was taking around them, and lo and behold, im almost definitely sick

#toy txt post #grumping #AS SOON AS I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK AND DONT HAVE ANYMORE DAYS OFF TOO. GOD. I GUESS ILL FUCKING ASK TOMORROW #IF THEY WANT ME THERE OR NOT. obviously i will be wearing a mask. just. augh #the annoying part is i WAS taking precautions around my parents. wearing a mask around them. etc. #but foolish me let my door be open cos the room is a little warm. so their air conditioner just blasted all their Sick Air right into my #fucking bedroom ig. i have a hepa filter running all the time but it wasnt enough ig #and like. you know. at night when they were in bed id dare to be unmasked outside my room. my mistake ig #i ate food they made. i was wearing a mask around them but not the best mask i couldve cos that one does hurt my nose after awhile #i was wearing a mask around them but i wasnt likiting contact as much as i shouldve. they kept opening my door and coming into my room #before id gotten up so i couldnt get a mask on in time. etc. see. all on me i shouldve known better/s #idk. just. frustrated. i try to take my silly little precautions in a way that not fucking obtrusive to them #cos god forbid. god forbid i ask them to like. idk. wear a mask if theyre going to come in my room while Actively Sick. #or like. not be All Over The House Coughing. idk. fucking whatever. im the unreasonable one i know. my symptoms are not currently that bad #dont know if its covid #doesnt feel worth bothering to do a rapid test cos i keep hearing theyre not picking up new strains anyway and who fucking knows #idk! #i should try to get a little more sleep ig #feels like ill be okay im just fucking. mad

[steampoweredskeleton]

I'm aware this illness probably isn't COVID but it is the weirdest illness I've ever had

#delete later #i have covid tests incoming so we'll find out for sure but fuck me #no longer shivering but still getting spikes in temp for the third day #illnesses allways go directly to ky sinuses abd stay there. this started in my throat abd moved to my chest abd THEN my sinuses #i have a rattle on the right side of my chest when i breath too hard. thats NEVER HAPPENED. #i did have an intense headache but it wasn't a sinus headache ir was a fever one bc the brain fog and processing lag was unreal #tmi gross but im not coughing anything up. im dislodging something bc coughing makes the rattle stop for a few mins but what yhe fuck #despite the exhaustion i cant sleep more than four hours max at a time. mostly its been two hours #and then my temp spikes again abd i wake up #what the fuck #its completely dufferent to sny illness uve had before. could be that my immune system has changed a bunch bc of t? #i defo get illnesses easier #no idea #im back and i was right no covid! wahey! unfortunately that does not improve my symptomd but im still glad! #unless i recover real quick tomorrow i will not be travellig into the office monday #im having trouble standing for very long let alone travelling like 7 miles

[cowplant-pizza]

sorry for being semi mia again, i didnt mean to!! i’ve made some big-ish life changes the past few weeks and i’ve just been adapting to those as well as having an awful fall in the garden the other day that flared up the pain in my arms and legs

but im looking to get back into my game tomorrow and also my latest bloom lp episode will upload to youtube tonight!!!

#also if ur a nosey booger like me #i have put my earring biz on hold until 2024 #to focus solely on my health #cause ive been really ill for a long time now #and it’s definitely not okay #was messing with me mentally and physically #i was su*c*dal #so ye #i’ve got blood tests on uuuh tomorrow #and an autism test next week #so #im hopefully gonna get better

[tea-earl-grey]

i would draw a venn diagram to demonstrate the overlap between people who ask "why do you always wear a mask? isn't covid basically over?" and people who comment "wow, you get sick so easily. you should do something about that." but it's just a circle.

#personal #im just frustrated because i always mask indoors (and im the only person masking indoors) and avoid scenarios where i cant #and i make one exception to go to my dads birthday dinner and i immediately get sick #or someone says “i have a good immune system. i dont need to mask everywhere” brings it home and guess who doesnt have a good immune system #havent tested positive for covid yet but the test i took was expired so ill get a fresh one tomorrow #gotta say. 2024 is not my year so far. #disability

[lcpmon]

SO CLOSE....

#went for the more nubby sloth tail rather than the silky tail they got goin on in canon #so mad i got the energy to do some stuff so late after being so tired all day after work #if i get the lines done tomorrow for at least the front and back ill be happy #i wanna finish this so bad #gilly speaks #THE FEET. FUCK. well the red lines r a clean up test its fine. ill fix them tomorrow

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

happy happy feels

#ransom #is good and healthy and we all love her and the vet love her and only thing wrong with her at present is the ringworm which will be cleared #up by shampoo which ill get on sunday (unless i go tomorrow to [town] to get it) #im just. it's a weight off my mind ig and im so happy she's so healthy #she wasn't healthy when i got her she was scrawny but she's filling out well #when she goes back for the next vaccination he'll do more detailed tests to check her diet and weight and whatnot #and for weight and diet and whatnot he was using human weight and stuff as an example and i was minorly worrie dit would Bother me #but no! the way he expressed it and explained it even tho he was drawing comparisons between different people including me was. actually #very comforting and not a problem and just. all round good. #i may have cried on the way home lol #good cry tho

[dullahandyke]

the book display in my buildings study room has a jkr book... hatching a plan in my brain to steal it and destroy it and stick a trans sticker where it used to be

#they probably dont care that much abt their shitty little book display right? #its mostly travel guides and 2 euro romance novels #so i get the sense its just 'whatever the fuck people had lying around to make into a display; #why does a study room even have random novels anyway. surely if youre gonna have them youll put them in the lobby #anywho theres a couple other people in the room w me rn so i cant steal it right now but ill pop in tomorrow for a bit n test my luck

[clarabow-mp3]

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#btw i have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to get a second opinion on the lump i found in my breast last year so. send good vibes please. #i'm less scared this time bc im pretty sure it's fine but honestly i keep seeing tiktoks of women being told they just had a cyst #and then later finding out that it was um. not a cyst. #so my anxiety is going CRAZY and i just want to make absolutely sure. #nothing's changed all my blood tests have been normal (or not abnormal in That Way yk) and my ultrasound showed nothing #but i worry. this is the mental illness website you get it.

[todayisafridaynight]

DID YOU MISS THE EXAM... Either way I can believe in that superstition for a sec I'm so sorry 😭😭😭

NONO I TOOK IT. BARELY. I BARELY TOOK IT. I JUST THOUGHT CLASS WAS GOING TO BE NORMAL BUT NOPE <3<3<3

#snap chats #ngl cried a lil in classs... mightve scribbled a bit on the page.. which has happened before when taking spanish tests LMAO #the rage and anger i felt... oh to punch a wall like i literally just wanted to leave and scream #and i havent felt that kind of anger in a hot minute it was so ugly LMAOOOO so stupid nothing even majorly bad happened #it just the build up ig.... anyways... #I THOUGHT IT WAS WEDNESDAY CAUS EI HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT TOMORROW #AND ASSIGNMENTS ARE USUALLY DUE THE DAY BEFORE THE EXAM BUT. OK. FUCK ME IG #when i finally stopped being a big ol baby i focused on the questions and they weren't actually too hard so im p sure i did fine #it was just... The Emotional Damage of walking in thinking it was gonna be a chill day after Everythin and its like :) No Exams Today :) #the funnier bit is that i literally asked my professor and then she forgot to give me the exam so i had to ask her for it 🧍‍♂️ #right after asking about the exam 🧍‍♂️like i know im unremarkable but you JUST spoke to me.... #my reputation of being the most invisible man continues..... an ironic title to have but ill take it.... #call my ass kellam the way i have to remind people im here <3 fe homies will know what that means and they'll know im right </3 #anyway to end the horrible night. Hopefully. i was gonna get milk from the milk dispenser Because We Have Those #and the milk i usually get was empty so i got the second one and the spout was tilted weirdly so the milk just went backwards #so that was fun. to get. and then a guy tried getting chocolate milk after me and Something happened cause he just yelled the f slur LOL #what a day... it's no one's day today apparently..... #anyway Lesson Learned don't fuck with three's. i don't like the number three it always gives me bad vibes... #did i disclose my Unhealthy relationship with numbres.. i prob did lol.. ima wrap this post up now...