#so im like

[doodle17]

You'll never guess who I got to meet yesterday!

Or maybe you can, it all depends I guess... ANYWAYS!

Straight to the point, as we were walking around on Thursday, I noticed a booth that had some familiar characters on it, and then I saw one certain character, and the name of who was at the booth!

It was Nikki Rapp!! In case you need to remember who that is, she's the voice actress for Lili Zanotto! I swear when I first saw her I lost it- I didn't know she was even gonna be here! I talked to her for a bit, and asked how long she was going to be at the con, and I'll admit I was a fangirling mess lol

SO yesterday I actually went uo and got her to sign a print and take a picture with me!

(Ugh my hair is such a mess) Yall she was SO SWEET! As I said before I was just a gushy mess meeting her lol

BUT! BEFORE THAT THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED HAPPENED

So my mom who was attending the con with us, decided to act like a mom, and she showed her a picture for Psychonauts I drew on the sidewalk a while back. Omg she was so happy when my mom showed her the picture (and I very embarrassed)

Anyways, SHE WAS SO NICE and she was actually interacting with me and I swear we were just feeding off eachothers enthusiasm lol

But... Y'all.... As she was singing my print for me, she asked me this...

"So, I don't know if you remember that one part in Psychonauts when Lili gives Raz a friendship bracelet, so this makes this 'kind of stupid' but'"

I KID YOU NOT NO NOISE LEFT MY BODY AS SHE GAVE ME THIS AND I SWEAR I ALMOST CRIED

You guys!! It was one of the best moments of my life!!! My first time ever meeting her (I guess second if you count when I talked to her on Thursday) and it went like this!

Anyways here's the print she signed (blurred my name for privacy)

Guys.... I'm FRAMING this on my wall and I am never taking off this bracelet

It was just- so awesome! I don't know how else to describe it the whole thing felt so surreal!!! And afterwards she gave me a big hug and it was just the BEST

I think this might've been the best year if Fan-X for me so far :)

#AND LIKE #SHE DID NOT GIVE ANYBODY ELSE BEFORE US A FRIENDSHIP BRACELET #SO IM LIKE #IF THIS IS THE ONLY ONE SHE HAD #THIS IS VERY SPECIAL #AND I WILL LOVE IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE #You guys this is SO AWESOME #I'm so happy!! #I seriously thought I was gonna cry #doodles rants #psychonauts #psychonauts 2 #lili zanotto #psychonauts lili #Nikki rapp

[moonpaw]

i was gifted ad-free tumblr like 2 years ago and despite it being a 1-year blocker, it's. still active?

#not that im complaining at all but sometimes i forget that tumblr even has ads #but sometimes i see someone on my dash complaining about an ad they're haunted with and im like huh. #even on the ad page it says its still active and will expire [insert date that is long passed] #so im like #ok is this a bug or do i have a sexy version of the ad-blocker #since it WAS gifted

[goatpaste]

ykno, i got my things i CLING to crazy pants style but like

what do people associate me with lol, like what is something ppl say when they talk about me like 'its that - artist guy on the tumblrs'

#saying because i remember once being called 'the whamseph artist' but its been awhile since i committed myself to that tho i still love it #so im like #am i still the whamseph guy lol #who am i to people at this moment in time #like i see certain mutuals and im like 'thats my pillar men mutual mike' #that kinda thing

[marsosims]

anybody know where i could possible get photoshop *ahem*

#marso #was working on something #and it just stopped opening #so im like #huh #i think it updated on accident #and now its not letting me in

[13eyond13]

Is it actually THAT hard to be polite and considerate to other people online... Like is it just the Canadian in me having unreasonable expectations or what

#just saying bc i feel like so many times a day people do things on here that make me go ??? #so im like #is it me expecting people to be way more polite than is reasonable or is it just people sucking at knowing manners and common sense #like if you just imagine yourself in someone else's shoes for 5 seconds i feel you can usually know what would be polite and what wouldnt #but maybe im wrong #and before you say its all due to neurodivergence etc #some of the politest people i know on this site are not neurotypical ok #p

[enden-k]

youn, most insane dr ratio fan (i say as if i didnt have this fucker fully built within 3 minutes)

shhh it says sane, im most def the sanest ratio fan (lie)

while were on the topic tho, i built and maxed him right away too but i cant decide if i wanna pull for his E1 or get kafka im so torn help p ppp

#i love kafka sm but i fear i wont use her sm so its def a pull of heart #meanwhile i wanna perfect my ratio (even tho i dont have topaz whos apparently his best companion oooof) but pulling for eidolons is not #like super necessary #so im like #mannnn #what do i do #i want both #reply

[chambers003]

does anyone have the ‘dont talk to me until ive had my 4-6 hours of minecraft bloodsports’ mug i actually want to get one but i need a reference image

#my post #my grandfather ruined MY MUG #he put tea in it and it stained #badly #so im like #im gonna get a custom mug and it’s gonna be so cringe but it’s mine so idgaf

[vyeoh]

Me when people apply with empiresshipping art

#vio.txt #sm people are clearly hc centric so when i see empires people im like #!!!!! hello!!!! #especially if its ship art ik theyre prolly chill #and likely empiresblr #so im like #o////

[arceal-doodles]

quite frankly the stupidest thing ive ever done

#i got nothing #just #take my suffering #i left to do things #and apparently i didnt close my art program #so im like #u know what cursed thing i could do-- #shitpost #undertale #sans #flowey #I dont know anymore #vid

[meaningofaeons]

and if I finally give the people what they want (emotionally unavailable reader p3)

#LISTEN #ive HEARD your cries #I get a lot of asks abt it #I just #worry that I wont be able to live up to that writing LOL #the first two parts were Good if I do say so myself #so im like #PART 3s GONNA SUCK WAAA #p3 would probably be with uhhh #maybe genshin characters...? #I had someone ask for a part with blade #but #I just don't think I could do that to be frank ;m; #I could try tho!! #katze contemplates!

[fluffyselfships]

quietly hoping that i'll get shmoney for my birthday next month so i can once again spend it on another comm plush because i yearn and i cannot be stopped ever

#i found a cheaper plush maker #plus they already previously made simon #so im like #stare x 2 #late night thoughts dont mind me #i'm yearning hard #i havnt been feeling good emotionally yesterday or rn so im dhhss #f/o save me #save me #mod bun🐰

[feelboss]

DARK URGE

26 songs, 1hr 30min

Origins

Song of the Death Machine | Bruce Haack Waiting for the World to End | Mother Mother God is Calling Me Back Home | King Gizzard and the Lizard Wizard House of Wolves | My Chemical Romance Catch Me If You Can | Leathermouth Humans Are Such Easy Prey | Perturbator

Romance

Choke on One Another | Death Spells Drowning Lessons | My Chemical Romance Mx. Sinister | IDKHow Free The Animal | Sia Murder | Mako Where the Wild Roses Grow | Nick Cave, Kylie Minogue The Horror of Our Love | Ludo If I Killed Someone For You | Alec Benjamin I Know I'm A Wolf | Young Heretic

Remorse/Redemption

Feeding the Dark | Evanescence Absinthe | IDKHow I Never Told You What I Do For A Living | My Chemical Romance Reaper Man | Mother Mother I'm My Own Master Now | Graeme Cornies What I've Done | Linkin Park The Darker the Weather // The Better the Man | MISSIO Unbecoming | Starset I Wanna Get Better | The Bleachers To My Heart | Mother Mother I Want To Live | Boris Slavov

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #the dark urge #bg3 dark urge #absinthe and choke on one another were the first two songs i was like #oh this. THIS. #special shout out to durgetash with choke on one another ♥ #tbh! #yes i did repeat some artists more than i would have liked #but also tbh it could have had a LOT more mcr lbr #(this close to putting blood on there) #(but the dead space in the first minute was just not ideal) #this is legit the first time i've made a playlist like this #so im like #hhhhhhhhhh #ok enough talk #have at you

[goatpaste]

what the hell does a terf gain from reblogging my cute art of a sanrio character holding a trans and a lesbian flag just to tell me sanrio is lesbophobic

like thanks for the reblog sucker it doesnt change the drawing i made and now its getting further out reach? good job

#they didnt say any ON the post #just in the tag #so im like #ok #now im blocking u because your a dumb fuck #and youve already just givin me a free reblog like?

[unmotivatedartistry]

DO YOU EVER DO YOU EVER GET SO HAPPY YOU LIKE START HICCUPING. BUT ITS NOT REALLY TRULY HICCUPPING YOUR BODY IS JUST REACT HAPPILY AND YOU INSTINCTIVELY HICCUP SO YOU DON'T LIKE SCREAM OR SOMETHING

#ANYWAYS #BLACKKATDRAWS LIKED ONE OF MY POSTS ON MY TSPUD ACCOUNT #AND SO DID CALLIXPOD #IM PART OF THE COOL KIDS NOW /J #OH GOD IM SO HAPPY #IM GONNA LIKE. THROW UP OR SOMETHING /POS #SIMON SAYS #IM SO HAPPY IM GONNA SOB #I'VE HAD LIKE 7 SO COOL TSPUD ARTISTS ACKNOWLEDGE MY EXISTENCE #SO IM LIKE #SO HAPPY #AND LIKE 3 OF EM ALSO COMPLIMENTED MY ART #SO #IM #ON TOP OF THE WORLD #I HAVE NEVER FELT SO HAPPY WITH MYSELF #WHO NEEDS THERAPY WHEN SOMEONE WHO IS AN IDOL IS COMPLIMENTED YOUR ART HMM

[saetoru]

sobs

went to re read the scene to check for typos. walked out with an extra 1.5k written 😭

#its like #i am happy that the writing is flowing and im adding things and the story feels more complete in a sense #like i enjoy writing obvs so more being added is not actually a bad thing #i just genuinely really hate the proof reading process and the way i reread something so many times to make sense that it stops making sens #and then i. get exhausted and burnt out from the editing more than the writing #and the longer it is the worse it is #so im like #girl why do u add unnecessary length to scenes that arent as important #but #anyway #dlskjfhsgf #i go back to writing #kisskiss

[fortune-cat]

yall ever have that experience of following an aesthetic blog and then forgetting about it and time passes and then suddenly ur timeline is filled with pro-eating disorder posts or really cryptic religious posts UHM!!!!!! what happened to my y2k aesthetic vibez hello???

#fortune meow meows #why does this keep happening to me #its insane #im always so confused cuz they also usually delete all their aesthetic posts too before they do crazy shit. #so im like #who r u???? #cw eating disorders #i guess