#so im never able to stop waiting for it

[fantasticgothicpeachsludge]

They are long-lost siblings TO ME!

#ARE YOU GOING TO LOOK AT ME AND TELL ME THAT I'M WRONG #literally no Cal Kenobi fics include Korkie and its killing me #eating me alive #WE DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO KORKIE #HE COULD BE OUT THERE #I have been thinking about this for years #and waiting #I need a fic where Cal or Korkie find the other #post purge #I crave it #Korkie finding Cal on Bracca T0T #AGHHHHHHHHHHHHH #I would never stop talking about my headcanons if I trusted myself to make a coherent post #anyway #im leaving my brain worms here as well as my plot bunnies #I headcanon that korkie is force-sensitive #but satine was able to hide it #but she couldn't do the same for cal cause of the echoes #So she had to send him to the temple with someone she trusted and a fake last name #Cal doesn't really remember much but korkie probably not his name or much else but that he did have an older brother #korkie being so scared and sad when he learns they're sending padawans to fight in the clone wars #🥺 #him never giving up on finding cal even after the purge #🥺🥺🥺 #korkie kryze #korkie kenobi #cal kestis #cal kenobi #cal kryze #I now have so many pictures of Cal in my phone because of this post

[lixbf]

can my brain please stop thinking about bg3 ive been laying in bed for like 4hrs now

#im trying to sleep but then my brain just goes “okay but like remember how our tav could probably get wings in the epilogue technically” #“oh what class and subclass should or fav characters from other media be and would they multiclass” #“man i rly need to make some of my other ocs as bg3 characters” #“should my next playthrough be an origin playthrough. or evil durge. or just evil tav” #“will i ever be able to completely move on from playing as some kind of elven sorcerer and why is the answer to that no” #“ok so ik im still in act 2 But i cant wait to kill those annoying ppl in front of sorcerous sundries again” #“only have to do a liiiiiittle more and then i can respec shadowheart to make her subclass fit with her story hmmmm” #“i cant wait to turn down the emperor as much as possible” #“would my tavs dragon wings fit with that wavemothers robe??? i think they should....” #“oooooooh what if i imagine the post-epilogue life of my tav w astarion and imagine them being guest lecturers for gale” #“my evil run is gonna destroy me so much.... no karlach... no wyll... dead aylin and idk what happens w isobel...” #“i wonder if im gonna find even more places i never discovered in my first playthrough once i get to act 3 again” #like can you just Stop @ my brain

[seokwoosmole]

May the heavens forever bless Thea from Barnes & Noble her name's not Thea but to protect her privacy and to protect my identity if she somehow happens to see this her name will be Thea for going above and beyond to secure a Hongjoong version of the new ATEEZ digipacks. May your faves never disband and may you always pull your biases' photocards.

#I have such phonecall anxiety but I toughed it out for ateez #I called 5 maybe 6 different barnes & nobles one of them twice on accident #dude on the phone was probably like #ok can this crazy kpop stan stop calling #THAT was embarassing #then I finally called my destined location #this dude picked up and had no idea what I was talking about but looked it up anyway #and when he said it was in stock I was like but its the digipack version not the regular album right? #homie was like ohhh ok now I see that one with this man with a black sweater and blue hair #and im like oh no #pics of these were soooo hard to find and I was like ok the only member w/ sorta blue hair rn is Mingi so is it Mingi? #homeboy didnt know cuz names aren't on the album nor on the website apparently and after a long while he was like ok #my coworker next to me is rapidly typing away imma hand u off to her since she knows a lot more about this stuff #she was brilliant not an atiny but definitely a kpop stan who was scrolling thru twitter with me on the phone to find out which member #she was like 90% sure it was Hongjoong but I was like wait but the cruella hair?? why are y'all saying it's blue #then she pulled some real queen shit & was like ok imma text u a pic of the album & lemme know if its who u want & what do u know #it was Hongjoong after all & his hair looked blue cuz of the weird lighting of the photoshoot & homegirl was able to put it on hold for me #hate to give this story a sad ending but her efforts were alas in vain as the next day my whole family & likely I as well have covid😐 #soooo I will not be able to pick up that digipack nor can they ship it to me but thank u Thea for ur hard work it will never be forgotten😭 #ateez #hongjoong #barnes & noble #personal

[chewablepebbles]

I've literally been going to at least one funeral of someone close to me every year since 2016 this is unsustainable! Do I make friends so quickly because I fear they'll leave so soon? I have like five hundred pounds of stuff from people that died and I can't get rid of it because I can't get new stuff with them. I'm so tired of being used to grief. When do I get to grieve for myself!

#i feel like im still waiting to bury the old body i had but the holes i dig keep getting filled with other people #can i not have a year without mourning #or at least a year where the only one i mourn is myself? #ive had to stop taking time off for it because id never get back #the funeral is saturday and im literally leaving a party before it and going back afterwards #im so tired! #its been a year since i finished therapy and it feels like forever and yesterday #who knew this was going to keep happening! #i cant go back because my therapist left when i did #im not even sure that its therapy i need and not just the ear of someone who isnt in grief #every year theres some horrific thing that only ever happens to other people but its my other people #and i leave and i cook and clean and get bloodstains out of the bag of clothing the hospital sends back #god i guess this is where all these weeks went. into here. #this sucks #the only thing i was able to make was a painting of the vulture that i brought in to the clinic #and im supposed to be doing an oil portrait for the funeral #i already gave them my easels and frames to display the pictures #tomorrow im spending all day making his favorite cookies before i leave for the party friday #im so sick of being the one to handle it #all of ny grieving is on a two month delay so everyone else has someone they can rely on #its not fair #im not supposed to lose this many people already

[make-me-imagine]

There might not be much content posted until after Thanksgiving because I am

STRESSED

xx

#my mom has a cold so I am taking care of her #im slowly catching said cold #i cook the entirety of thanksgiving dinner myself #we are inviting my brother to dinner which is stressful in itself #this means the heightened possibility of a fight that I will have to get in the middle of #last time my brother and dad fought I had to stop it #and this triggered an anxiety attack which then triggered one of the worst migraines I've had in my life #my dog is sick and I have to wait until tomorrow to contact the vet #and they are closed most of this week because of thanksgiving #so i dont know when I will be able to take him in #i think he has kidney stones but I'm not positive #when I'm stressed i forget to eat which makes me feel like shit too #i have to force myself to eat because I never have an appetite when i'm stressed #i have felt consistently anxious for the last few days and i know it wont be over until thanksgiving is over and my dog is okay #rant #personal #why do stressful things always come in threes #delete later

[sonknuxadow]

aughh i wanna go to one of the sonic symphony concerts soooo bad its unreal but i have zero experience when it comes to concerts and tours and stuff i have no idea how any of this works is their only stop in the us gonna be california or are they actually gonna go to other states too ....

#i feel like the newsletter thing where you give your state and they tell you about upcoming shows near you #implies that they will be going to other states too. but idk !!!!!!!!!! #its still not completely clear because theyve only given 2 dates so far #id much rather go to one thats closer to me but im nervous if i wait to see the other places they do it theyll be like #Oh we're only going to la teehee ^_^ and i wont be able to go because its so far away and will probably be sold out by then anyway #i wish tehy had just given a complete list of all the stops they plan to make #because its so stressful not knowing if this is my only chance or if there will be some that are actually close to me that i can wait for #californians will never know how good they have it . its like a guarantee that every cool thing will go to la

[callia-evergreen]

god i hate it when im mentally all set to work on something but the circumstances dont fucking align and i have to wait

#i am trying to get back into making clay dragons cause it feels like its been forever since i actually made one #but the thing is the one i wanted to make is a specific character so i needed to have my laptop in my room to have a ref on hand #(but also so i could listen to music while i work n all that) #and the fucking laptop decided it needed an update Right That Instant #and now its getting late as i wait for it to finish so im like. i probably should wait till tomorrow... #and i just got some new crystals for the eyes and i really want to try them out cause i've never used this brand before #(michaels stopped selling the swarovski brand that i used to always use. but their new brand is a bit less expensive so thats cool) #i mean i guess i still made progress toward the project in a way cause i got some of the gems sorted #and i managed to find my wire cutters that i thought i lost and i dusted my workspace #dunno just frustrated tho cause i really wanted to actually start working on mixing the clay colors and i cant really do that yet #i feel like i cant even work on the armature properly yet cause i want to be able to compare with the ref for proportions n stuff

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

My new favorite pastime has been using Google Maps to see where the buses in my city can take me. They can take me directly to Starbucks. And Meijer. With a little walking they can get me to a coffee shop that's like 7 miles from my apartment. They can't get me to my job or the library that's like three cities over. They absolutely can't get me to my hometown four hours away. They can get me to the animal shelter though. Isn't that wild? I can get on a bus and go very many places. I love it.

#can you tell i grew up in a tiny town with no public transportation? #i hate driving. seriously its my least favorite activity #ao i never go anywhere #like starbucks or meijer. even though those are two of my favorite places to go #isnt it wild. that for $4 total they can bring ke to meijer and back and i dont have to do anything #the bus stop is right outside my apartment. i just wait for the bus to come along. and i can go to many places #im very easily impressed its a little ridiculous. but it's a wonderful way to live life #i have anxiety so idk if ill ever be able to get on the bus #but if i did. id be unstoppable

[onepiexe]

did i mention i bought 2 new plant babies

#logbook #cant remember anything over the last few days. . .its been wild. . #i stopped by my lil shop yesterday AND friday after work lol. yesterday was mainly to see the lil dog i havent seen since dec. #also bought a new button up :-) lol its floral and im going to wash it today so i might wear it monday eee #had a good day at work fri. was busy and did a lot. had an awkward convo towards the end but i think it worked out. #i was already going to bring that coworker some tea tmrw anyways so it works out too #ive started reading 2 new books. and im going thru all my books games clothes misc etc to get rid of more things. #being 25 and going 'actually yeah ive outgrown that' or 'i never wanted this to begin with but i had to keep it til i had smth to #replace it' or 'why am i still hanging onto you? begone!' is so refreshing and honestly a weight off my shoulders lol #i cant wait to be able to express me some more. . .sigh.

[agayconcept]

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#ok thats cool #to update the doctor situation #he just. straight up Dipped #left the practice for a month (which like. is fine dude. ur having a family emergency thats totally fine) and did not put any plan in place #whatsoever #so im just. left without access to HRT. that's it. until he comes back and by the time he has an appointment slot it will be 2023. yeah. no #i have to now look elsewhere except almost every 'elsewhere' there is has a 8-12 month waiting list #so. theres like. one singular place that Might be able to take me but its in fuckin st catharines & i have no idea how i'd even get there #it'd cost a small fortune #i just. ok. yeah. time to curl up and die #nobody will allow me (right now) access to gender affirming healthcare in all of the Greater Toronto Area. no one. not a single fckin place #ok #im just. gonna stop trying now. with??? mmm everything. all of it. the general existence. im out #going to bed and never leaving again #i dont want to leave my apartment or my room or my bed every again #like. im just. #i think this is rock bottom with this situation. like. this is it. we've reached it. #im Completely stuck. i simply Will Not be allowed gender affirming healthcare in the year of our gay lord 2022. like. i... #im ready to just. call it a day. pack it in. go to the crisis center and just. curl up in a room and Stop Fucking Trying. with anything #and everything #fuck #what do i tag this as idk im sorry #ask to tag #negative

[yo9urt]

the other day i had this beautiful realization that in many ways i am living the life my teenage self dreamed of

#mine #not in EVERY way. some things still need help #but i dont live with my parents full time only part time now #i have a tattoo #im not a girl and ill never have to be one ever again #i have a real job and make real money #i get to go to school and study linguistics!! #my mental health is still tough but ive been able to go to therapy and was on meds for a while and made so much progress #idk i was just thinking like. when i was younger i would sit or lay on my bed and just imagine all the things i wanted and the way i wanted #my life to be #and i would wish so desperately that i could have it #and some things i knew i just had to wait for like the tattoo and half-moving out and stuff #but some things were less certain #it feels really good to think about that and to know i've made concrete progress #obviously life will never not have problems #but it can be really helpful to stop for a moment and think 'what do i have now that my past self wanted so bad?'

[sortofcaffeinateddoodles]

i think ive been hating on little suzy too much...

like shes not a GOOD kid but she also isnt 100% evil. like it seems shes only every violent when someone is interested in her brother and her jealousy takes over. or when someone tries bullying her(buford).

aside from that she does know how to manipulate others so she can get what she wants but i dont remember ever seeing her do this to get someone (other than candace) hurt...

#its ok accidents happen #pnf #phineas and ferb #like i cant full heartly hate on a 5yr old for not being able to healthly express their jealously #like what if she grows out of it but sometimes relapse into bad habits when her friends make other friends #or what if she developes a crush on Ferb and gets jealous of Phineas spending time with his brother #so the whole time shes trying to mess with phineas but either the trap doesnt work and backfires #or phineas takes it in stride like but isabella and candace realize whats happen #so they spend the whole time trying to stop suzys attacks from reaching phineas n know we have the girls having a type of tom n jerry epi. #lmao #ferb realizes whats happening n hes flattered at first but then goes wait this is weird im like 5yr older than you😬 #and he realizes that him n vanessa would never work out for that same reason boom AYA ending never happens

[knaveofmogadore]

Kfkdks

#messages from knave #im making breakfast and im gonna list my observations from three years of weird living situations #younger siblings of big age gaps will see most interactions as a form of soft combat until trained out of it #but when actual clmbat happens they're used to not having any sway so they don't actually know how to act in arguments #siblings with codependent relationships have their own internal langauge that they apply to others. not sure if they realize they do it #but they'll hold you to the same rules they've mentally created for each other without explaining them #siblings of ALL stripes will approach situations with a set idea of how communication works. and even if it's not a logical way to communica #they'll expect you to also communicate in that way. and if you can't or refuse they'll shut down and communication stalls completely because #they can't fathom doing it any other way except the way they and their siblings socialized each other to do it #siblings with adversarial relationships don't take outside advice and will take attempts to give advice as manipulative. not their fault #oldest siblings are the most conflict averse people on the planet. oldest sinlings say #'is anyone gonna balloon this situation out of proportion by avoiding it for as long as possible' and not wait for an answer #siblings who were regularly appointed as hall monitors will see any interaction with you as transactional #a hallmark of a dysfunctional sibljng relationship is someone who thinks telling you NO is worse than going through a situation they do not #wanna be in. and then they'll complain about it endlessly #and then they'll be like 'i don't want favours from my parents because they'll hold it over me' and never make the connection on their own #people cannot anticipate your needs with their minds. they are sometimes going to ask you to be a part of things you don't wanna #you're NEVER gonna be able to live in a world where people will stop asking you to be a part of things that's not feasible #had one say once 'people should just know not to ask me along for plans I can't get to people should know not to invite me' #and you know dude that's just now how stuff works. there's a difference between 'x cant drive so they can't help me move my dresser' and #'i know xs work schedule so i shouldnt infomr them of group plansnon the off chance they could make it so they don't feel left out' #people with hyper competitive siblings can't fathom that other people won't know how to do stuff. i don't just mean athletes but siblings #with that scarcity mindsetnin general like they can't handle people not having the same knowledge base they have. it's a survival thing #and NO having a life of suffering doesn't make you correct all the time has literally anyone else watched heathers #youngest siblings always have the most deranged dating stories and the oldest in a set of age gap siblings always has the WORST taste in men #< that's directed at my sister and no one else that's a personal diss not a real observation #only children have one thing. theyre SUPER weird about splitting the grocery bill #food is NOT communal to only children I've learned firsthand. Also they'll be perfectly fine sharing anything else BUT food usually #weed. loans. bathroom supplies. dishes. ect. but NOT food #meanwhile sibljngs are a little TOO comfortable chowing down on stuff they didn't buy. bad roommates are bad roommates

[tabbytiger]

I woke up sometimes this week petting a cat, and I went to sleep with a cat purring in my face while lying on my chest too.

I was having a bad episode and I must have started passing out from the stress and panic but as I did I had a cat with me. I don’t own a cat.

Not my psychosis being like “Hol up. Ik I’m like terrorizing u but now I feel bad, here have a cat that you’ve been wanting for years.”

#tabby talks #The best thing about my psychotic episodes is when i pass out and no longer have to be in an extreme state of stress and terror #i mean I go into passing out sure that I’m abt to die but at least when I wake up its fine #every night I never know if ill be sleeping or if ill be having a panick attack for the next 3-5hrs #usually if im able to stay concious during an episode i wait until 5am to sleep when my dad wakes up so i know its safe for me to #im tired of having episodes its so exhausting to be panicking for so many hours #I wish i had a cat for real because I had any sort of pet at all i would know im fine bc it would react #i got nothin rn #All i can do is curl up under my blanket and wait for it to either stop. my dad wake up. or i pass out #Even worst sometimes i’ll go immediately into sleep paralysis after an episode #so sometimes im having a psychotic episode only to go into paralysis where i deal w more hallucinations #i dont see stuff i just feel things and thats anything #has a panick attack going to sleep only to wake up having a panick attack its great

[slytherinslut0]

jealousy. | slytherin boy headcanons

author’s note: im completely unhinged, as always. no surprise there. love me some angry snake men🥵 please enjoy.

-your boyfriend sees another guy flirting with you in the hall.

Draco Malfoy.

Sees you from down the hall as he’s walking with his friends.

“You know what, guys, I’ll catch up with you after.”

Would literally ditch his friends to make his way over, collecting himself as saunters up to you and mystery man.

Would instantly grab your ass, no hesitation, grip firm enough to bruise. When you gasp, caught off guard, he’d shift his arm up and around your shoulder, pulling you against him.

“What’re we talking about?” He’d sneer.

His voice would be laced with feign interest, smirking down at you with blaring eyes before shooting daggers at the boy.

He’d simply chuckle at you when you tell him nothing, just school stuff, leaning down to place a possessive kiss on your cheek as he grabbed your hand.

“Wonderful. let’s head to class, yeah?”

He’d pull you away from that dude, shooting him another look meant to kill, a silent warning not to fuck with him.

Finally gets you alone in an empty corridor or bathroom; would waste literally no time at all before pushing you against the wall and grabbing your neck/jaw.

“Who the fuck was that, hm?”, “he was practically eye-fucking you…give me five good reasons why i shouldn’t have him expelled or hexed into bloody Azkaban.”

He’d be furious, but he’d also know that you’d never choose some other guy over him, so he’d soften once he hears the innocence in your tone.

“You’re mine, princess,” he’d loosen his grip, kissing you softly. “Say it.”

Blaise Zabini.

Was listening to music while walking down the hall, instantly rips out his headphones the second he sees you laughing a little too hard with some dude he doesn’t know.

He doesn’t necessarily stop walking, but he’d definitely slow his pace, kind of just watching, not wanting to interfere but also not wanting to look creepy stalking you from a distance.

When the guy doesn’t leave, he’d tired of waiting, saying “fuck it”, before marching over naturally.

This man is so fucking cool calm and collected he’d just saunter right up and join in, making himself at home.

He’d practically take over the conversation because he’s literally just that chill in every situation, seamlessly fitting right in, so fucking charming and loved by everyone.

You’d kind of just end up staring at him, smiling in silent awe, knowing that this was his way of asserting his place, letting the guy know what the fuck was up.

After the dude leaves he’d just causally look at you, smirking that charming smirk, wetting his lips as he hooked an arm around your shoulder and pulled you close, leaning down for a kiss.

“Ain’t no one getting you without getting me too, babygirl.” He’d murmur against your lips. “let that be known, right now, forever, always.”

Lorenzo Berkshire.

Would literally stop everything. The second he’d see you laughing and smiling he’d be completely unable to focus on anything else and would completely zone out of any conversations with his friends.

Would get like super anxious and flustered pretty much immediately.

Wouldn’t want to intrude so he’d just kind of hang back, wait for you against the wall and try not to stare too much.

His adorable little cheeks would flush, and he’d know he seemed utterly ridiculous so he’d try to busy himself with his shoelace or something while he waits.

You’d quickly cut off the conversation and move over to him, instantly being able to tell that he’s overthinking.

He’d smile at you, though you could still see the concern on his features.

“Who was that guy, darling?”

You’d tell him he was just a friend from class, no one special at all, pulling him in for a hug and giving him a quick smoochie on the cheek.

“Don’t worry enz, no one could ever take your place.”

He’d blush, trying to play it off. “Sorry love, I know you’re my girl.”

You’d take his hand, squeezing him hard, never wanting him to doubt that for a second. “Only yours baby, forever.”

Mattheo Riddle.

“Who the fuck-“

Would literally whip his bag at Theo, hastily shoving through the crowded hallway with blazing eyes, tunnel visioned as he tried to figure out where the fuck this dude found the audacity.

You wouldn’t even have to turn around to know he’s there, you’d be able to literally feel the anger radiating off of him.

You’d already know exactly where this was heading, but you’d also know there was no attempting to stop him because it’s pointless. Everyone in the school knows that.

Matty does what Matty wants, and right now, he wants to fuck up this guys face for even thinking about flirting with you.

You’d simply look up at him, noting his tensed jaw and his dark eyes as he glances between you and the dude, before fixing back on you, wetting his lips before he says,

“Is this fucker bothering you?”

Unable to help it, you’d smirk, shaking your head as you calmly attempted to talk him down.

“No Matty, he just asked if he could borrow my study notes-“

He’d heard more than enough.

“Study notes? Yeah, I don’t fucking think so,”

Without giving the guy a chance to react, he’d reach for his collar, shoving his back against the wall, teeth barred and face contorted in a snarl as he’d hiss:

“Bother my fucking girlfriend again and the only study notes you’ll need are the ones on how to drink out of a fucking straw, understand?”

Not interested in the response, he’d shove the guy away, eyes softening instantly as he moved back over to you, thrusting a hand through your hair as he kissed you like it’d been a hundred years, right in the middle of the hall for everyone to see.

And judging by the intensity in his grip, you’d already know, later that night, he’d be extra fucking sure to ask you who the fuck you belong to while he’s fucking you.

When he finally pulled back, he’d smirk at you. “Some bloody nerve on that guy, huh?”

You’d just shake your head and laugh, taking his hand as the two of you headed for class.

Theodore Nott.

He’d spot you from down the hall, his eyes instantly narrowing, gaze darting around as though he was missing something, as though this was some sort of sick joke.

Surely, this dude is mentally unwell, right? There’s no fucking way that he’s-

Doesn’t bother to think about it for even another fucking second, instantly shoving through the crowd to make his way over.

Proceeds to wrap his arm around your waist, other hand finding your jaw and pulling your lips to his before you could even process it.

Would proceed to full-on make out with you in front of the dude, and I mean tongue and all, his grip on your jaw so tight you’d know exactly what he was trying to do.

His hand around your waist might even slip lower, grazing over your ass, and then that’s when you’d attempt to gather yourself and push him back, completely embarrassed.

He’d just shrug, smirking down at you before he’d finally acknowledge the guys’ presence with literally nothing more than a glare meant to kill.

“Move along,” he’d say to the guy while pulling you away, grip tighter than ever. “This one’s fucking taken.”

As soon as he got you alone he’d be damn sure to remind you that you’re his, and only his, making you beg and whine his name before he fucked you like you deserved the pain.

Tom Riddle.

“AVADA KEDA-“

Lowkey kidding but not really.

No one would even dare because that man would make it clear as fucking day what would happen if they tried.

#harry potter #draco malfoy smut #draco malfoy #lorenzo berkshire #tom riddle smut #tom riddle #tom riddle x reader #mattheo riddle smut #mattheosmut #mattheoriddle #mattheo smut #mattheo riddle #severus snape #tomriddle smut #tomriddle x reader #tomriddlesmut #blaise zabini #blaisezabini #theoriddlesmut #theodorenottsmut #theodore smut #theodore nott x reader #theodore nott smut #theoriddle #theo nott x reader #theo nott smut #theodorenott #theo riddle #dracomalfoy #draco smut

[pears-trinkets]

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#i asked my upstairs neighbor to not vacuum at 4am because theyve done it several times #and she answered with WELL I DONT MIND IT WHEN MY FRIEND UPSTAIRS DOES IT SO THAT SEEMS LIKE A YOU PROBLEM #IT WAS LIKE 5 SECONDS ANYWAY AND I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING ELSE EVER SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD PLUG YOUR EARS #she was like yeah i spilled cat litter so i had to obviously #like... okay if it was time sensitive maybe idk use paper towels or idk a broom get creative AT 4 FUCKING AM or just wait???? #and then she was like WELL ANYWAY HOPE YOU FIND THE REAL CULPRIT because i mentioned how her moving stuff at night wakes me up #why is asking for other people to care a bit so hard 💀💀💀 why does it feel like shit #why am i feeling like im evil for asking her to be considerate at night time?? #she said WELL I DONT MIND VACUUMING AND IT WAS REALLY SHORT ANYWAY so much #that i had to say well im still asking you to stop bc its against the houserules #and shes friends with so many other people in the building i bet now everyone knows me as the weird naggy bitch 💀💀💀 #i havent been able to sleep properly in weeks because someone drumms until midnight and when i fall asleep after that theyre loud upstairs #and i know many people here have night shift jobs and i honestly slept better when i did too #but thats not an excuse to not even try to be quieter at night #i know it doesnt feel good to be accused of something and i tried to word it very nicely and not as harsh but come on #im an exhausted anxious person with issues i dont think im asking too much pls dont respond like this