#so im not breaching contract by talking about this one lmao

[suckishima]

can someone just... write my wips for me

#i just wrote a whoooole outline and tbh im excited about the content but also... its gonna be a lot of work #and while its lined at 6 chapters they're surely going to be monster sized chapters #my outline alone is over 2k words of like gibberish of me rambling out scene by scene #how i want it to go and some of them are really detailed and im into it and like.. i just wanna read it lmao #wheres that meme with the dog 'no write. only read.' #also... i currently have no real ending. im LOVING the middle but blehh im so bad at endings. im so into writing the emotional changes n #stuff but resolutions?? definitive 'this is what happens!' with no room for interpretation?? idk why but my #brain doesnt want to do it. im a very much a journey over destination kind of reader/writer so when i get to endings im like #*shrugs* theyre happy the end!! no details. just happy :) #except in this case its feeling boring?? idk that doesnt even matter yet since im a loooon ways away from writing those parts #OH and this isnt my valentine's day fic btw lol thats basically done #so im not breaching contract by talking about this one lmao #this one is the tsukkiyama fic that takes place over years and has been in my head since i started reading the final arc of the manga #working title rn is 'this quiet pride' 👀 #and i am both very excited about it AND finding it very daunting loooool #its been an on and off process of writing for a while but i think im finally starting to feel good about writing for it regularly #we shall see....... ill probly write the whole thing at once and then post tbh instead of hoping my motivation stays #posting chapter to chapter #x