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viriyanon · 3 years
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therealgerm-blog1 · 7 years
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Come back is real guys! Well yeah here to express my angriness again. Tbh im now having a very unstable emotion. Thank you mom, you again, successfully piss me off again. And I wouldn’t even install back tumblr because of you because as you know I don’t want interrupt my friends and stop them from their work or way progressing for some sort of assignment shit.
So here we go.
So I was actually planning of going to broga hill with my teacher and few of my Malay friends tomorrow. So I told my mom that I will be home late tomorrow because we wants to view the sunset but she straight away ask me to cancel my plan after knowing that I’m going there with Malays . *Racism does exist* . So I tried to convince her to let me hike broga Hill tomorrow even though I went there before but it’s really been a long time since I last went to broga , in addition, I think that hiking is a very productive activity, it’s not like staying at home. Like, come on! Dude! I am a teenager. I want to explore the world , i love extreme sports, i love adventures( who does like it right?) Im not a child anymore , im 18, I need freedom. Ok to be honest, if I don’t go there by myself. Would you even think of bringing me to ? Obviously, your answer will be a NO . All you ever know is just shopping/ grocery shopping, stay at home (being lifeless af) and go to places that you want to go. I know you are worried about my safety, YOU DONT TRUST THEM JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE MALAYS! YOU ARE RACIST, YES YOU ARE. DONT TRYNA DENY IT! you think all malays are bad . You prejudice / discriminate them. I can see it on your face and base on your attitude towards malays that you don’t like them. And yes mom, I know SOME Malays are real bad, but not ALL. Think about it dude, SOME of the Chinese are bad too ! Doesn’t mean that we are same as them. We are different. People are influenced by the environment (surrounding lifestyle, family and etc…) Well maybe race does effect the way they act, the way they.. In some different way. But good Malays are exist, not everyone is bad just bcs you think that they are. I know you might think they are bad bcs of some of them did smtg wrong.
Mom, please. I studied sejarah islam and u have lots of Malay friends and teachers. They are not like how you think. Most of the time, they are just way more friendly than the Chinese people and way more nicer. They are creations from God too. So do I. We have feelings. Would you feel being look down and angry while someone discriminate you? I bet you will ! Like why did you give me a response like “ where the hell you get that baju kurung frm? ” “oh I bought it” “ God sake why you go and buy something like this and even wear it” . You don’t even feel proud of your daughter as she really slays with that dress haha jk perasan dah la ni. Mom I want you to know that i just like their culture doesn’t mean I will join Islam and learn bad habits from them. I have self esteem too. I don’t like the way you insult me. I just want a Mom that is really care for me , gives me love, time, support. But you are just way too much of comparing yourself with others. You never ever admit that you we’re wrong even you really did something wrong. You will blame on someone else and tell everyone that how innocent are you. “Remember it takes two to make a quarrel” so sometimes can you just figure ? Do the right things and do right things. Not just bragging around. You always have a mind of thought that you are always the right , the best. You never listen to others, you were just too busy making excuses for your own self , protecting/covering yourself from reality and the truth. Everyone is loser include your daughter me. Where are you when I need you? Where are you when Im having my saddest time? Where are you when I want to share my happiness ? You are never with me. Even if your body is with me, your soul will flew a mile away eventually. Thinking about your son, thinking about your career, thinking about your boyfriend, etc. Why cant you just show me some love sometimes? You never hug me even when i was a kid , you never kiss me. You just never show it out. Well, I’ve been always telling my self that you really do love me but you just show it in a differently. Idk I frankly barely feel your love. Or maybe you don’t even love me? You hate me? Nah. I’m just a nobody to you. I will never make you feel proud like how bro did . I’m a disgrace, a failure , a trouble maker in your eyes. You will never see the good in me. In the past, I really did try hard to win your heart. Guess what? Im just not qualified enough to. I actually wanted to list out incidents tat happened between us that make me feel unfair and unhappy about my mom. Hmmm but I guess it was enough for today :) don’t want to be a grandma nag too much haha . Thank God , i feel much more better after expressing out. I actually should have an attitude of grattitude.THUS, IM GONNA BE POSITIVE AND BELIEVE THAT MY MOM LOVES ME .OK.
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