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#so in the game you are a car crash survivor who had continuous brain issues
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Just watched what was essentially an hour long fusion of a video essay for the game SOMA called "the game that broke me" and i wasnt paying much attention until the middle to end area but when i say the last scene of the game lived up to the title because thats when it hit me what exactly had been occurring throughout the game and what had occurred to every. Single. Human. On. Earth. In the game and im currently kind of stewing on this because god damn.
#txt#im going to put a spoiler warning for those that dont want to watch it but are curious#so. SPOILER WARNING FOR THE TAGS AHEAD#AGAIN. WARNING.#so in the game you are a car crash survivor who had continuous brain issues#and for some reason nothing would work#so you undergo one last surgery and when you wake up? you are in a world post comet crash#which has destroyed all life.#HOWEVER. life had lived on in robots as all humans had their brainwaves scanned and copies and pasted into varying robotic forms#HOWEVER the pasted forms? not just robots. they are also in a capsule in some special base. where they are basically living in paradise#the goal? get this capsule into space. to ensure that when the earth enevitably is truly destroyed? humanity can live on among the stars#you decide to help catherine in her personal mission to send humanity to space to live on even if they wouldnt have a single clue. even#though she is just a copied sentient amount of data on a screen. you meet many robots with human minds. almost all of them are essentially#in some sort of trancelike or damaged or terrified state. one of which screams in pain despite... not being able to truly experience it.#his dead human body is found a few rooms away. you get to choose to kill some of these robots in varying forms including one stuck on the b#ottom of the sea who believes herself to Be in the capsule that will be sent to the stars. at a few points you yourself get copy and pasted#a few times its discussed afterwards when you wake up in a new place about what will happen to the old you and its kind of brushed off#until the very. very. end. the last scene. you are preparing to send the capsule to space. catherine has set up something in the computer#that will load both u and her brains into the capsule as long as it occurs fast enough before the 30 second launch#its a TERRIFYING 30 seconds as the upload bar hardly moves until the last seconds. the capsule launches and...#you are still in the chair. you arent in the utopia of the capsule like your pasted self. you are terrified. about to die#you scream for and at catherine until her face appears on the screen and she says 'we both failed the coin toss. now simon and catherine ge#t to live on the ark' (simon being you and ark being the capsule)#around you as you scream. both of you are shouting fuck yous. catherine at you for being ignorant to what had been happening this entire ti#me and you for feeling betrayed and lied to for not understanding nor realizing what was occurring#around you as this occurs the lights are flickering and shutting off with loud noises. finally the screen shuts off on catherine. and you S#SCREAM in your chair you are strapped to for catherine. pleading for her to return. and then the screen goes black with your last words beg#ging for her. and then the credits roll. just like that#this ENTIRE time every single time when you copy pasted your brain another YOU was left behind to die. just like it happened at the end#so yeah. ask for more details if u want bc damn. out of tags
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Psycho - Chapter 1
I have no idea where to post this but I want to get it out of my folder!
A/N: Yes, I am aware that this is not quite how things happened chronologically. For the sake of the fic, we’re going to pretend that Elle went to Allie and begged to be arrested pretty soon after Dewey’s execution. Kay? Kay. Also I’m not a huge Will fan so he’ll be meh in this. Sorry.
Trigger warnings: injuries, torture, abuse, Campbell is a jerk, swearing because they swear like every line, slight mention of rape
Ship(s): Allie and pretty much everyone (platonically), Allie x Harry, Allie & Grizz (as a brotp)
Chapter 1
Allie winced as she felt a large chunk of her thumb nail rip off, before the stinging sensation of air hitting an open wound filled her senses. She’d been trying to wear through the rope tightly binding her wrists behind her back, but obviously had no such luck.
The day had started out normal, as any other day. She skipped breakfast in favor of a quick check up on Harry, whom anyone had yet to manage to drag out of his depressive state. After her doling out her tough love, he did start working again, though very reluctantly and lacking any effort. Then she’d gone back home and talked extensively with Will and Gordy about the issues of water and electricity - namely, how they would check if they were in danger of running out. Then lunch, where she had a nice conversation with Helena that for once did not revolve around politics. She’d only slipped away for a second to use the bathroom when suddenly he was there, knocking her out with a crowbar and stuffing her in his car.
And that was the quickly-escalating, climactic story of how she’d wound up in Campbell Eliot’s basement.
She knew why she was here, of course. He wanted to force Elle back home, where he could continue to control and abuse her. How he figured he would accomplish this by kidnapping her was uncertain, but she knew his end goal.
“Hey there, princess,” he traipsed down the steps into the basement. “Enjoying your stay?”
She glared at him. “I’m not your house guest, Campbell. You kidnapped me. Get to the point.”
“Feisty. Strong,” he smirked. “Every bit the leader. Except for this time, you get to be my captive. How does it feel?”
“What do you want?” she restated, biting out the words. Perhaps she was being dumb, speaking to him in such a tone while he clearly held the upper hand in this scenario. God, she wished for the Guard to notice her absence. But she’d only been awake for about fifteen minutes, plus about half an hour of being unconscious, she’d guess. Unfortunately, the former West Ham football team didn’t have enough experience in detective work to solve that one in forty five minutes.
“I am asking the questions, here!” He growled. “Tell me, Allie. How. Does. It. Feel?”
She caught a glint of something under his jacket sleeve. Brass knuckles. Fuck.
“Cold,” she said simply. He’d taken most of her outerwear, leaving her in leggings and a t-shirt.
“Not the answer I was hoping for, but I’ll take it. Was that so hard?” His smirk widened - the sick bastard was clearly enjoying this.
She’d been told he was a psychopath, heard the things he had done to Elle, and seen him be an asshole on more occasions than she could count. But this was an entirely new side to him that she had yet to see. It truly scared her, rattled her insides. The word psychopath gained a whole new meaning. “What do you want?” she repeated. Her voice trembled, but she pretended not to notice. The hot tears threatening to fall also went ignored.
“Fair enough - you answer one of mine, and I’ll answer one of yours.” He stepped towards where she was sitting on the ground. “I was going to tell you, anyways. I want a lot of things from you, Allie Pressman. You’re a whiny little bitch who only gets to lead us because of your dead sister. You’ve taken so much from me.”
She couldn’t believe that he actually had the nerve to play the victim card. Here, while she was tied up in his basement.
He continued. “But for now - all that I want right now - is my girlfriend back. You better return her to me.”
She glared up at him, trying to appear strong. “Never,” she spat.
The brass knuckles flew at her before she could even blink, crashing into her cheek and causing her head to snap to the side. It took her a moment to reorient herself, and she felt a trail of blood trickling down her face.
“You will do as I say,” he warned in a deadly tone.
She nodded. If she were a fighter, she would deny him, taking what she got and always standing strong. However she was a survivor, and while someone else might say that they were one in the same, that was simply untrue. A fighter fought until the end, while a survivor didn’t come to an end. Some called it intelligence and some called it cowardice, but she was a survivor. “What are you going to do to me?” she asked. She needed to keep getting information out of him - it was her best shot.
“You see, I need to send a message. Campbell Eliot is not someone to be messed with. You have taken from me the girl I love, who I swore to protect, and that’s not going to fly. I’m not going to kill you, Allie. You’ll only wish you were dead.”
She didn’t have time to respond as he kicked her hard in the side. She screamed as she felt something crack.
He tutted. “I thought you would be stronger than that. I guess you’re really just soft behind your big, bad Guard.”
“Fuck you,” she said, though her voice lacked gusto.
“Fuck you, too.” He kicked her again, this time in the back. “Sit up.”
She remained on the ground.
He stomped on her leg. “I said sit up!”
Doing her best to ignore the pain she felt, she slid herself back into a sitting position against the wall.
“You all need to know just how wrong you were.” The fist bearing the brass knuckles crashed into her jaw. “All of you.” He drove them into her stomach, so far that his fist was probably an inch from the wall she was sitting against.
She spat blood, praying for it to be due to the hit to her jaw rather than something internal.
He laughed, like he found all of this extremely funny. “You’re fucking useless, Allie. Do something! Sam’s fucking pet bird had more fight than you!”
She didn’t answer.
“Make this more fun,” he demanded.
She stared up at him with wide, terrified eyes. What in the hell did he mean by that? She had a feeling that she wasn’t going to like it.
He groaned, as if she were causing him an inconvenience. “Jesus christ.” He roughly grabbed her forearm, hauling her to her feet and causing her to scream in pain. “You’ve got five seconds to run to that door at the top of the steps. If you make it, you can go. If you don’t, then we get to keep playing. How does that sound? Fair?”
She stared at him stonily. “Fuck. You. None of this is fair and you know it, even in your sick, psychotic brain.”
“Ready, set, go.” He released her arm, causing her to stumble forwards.
Luckily, she stayed on her feet. She didn’t want to play his stupid torture games. But if she had even a small chance of getting out… She ran.
“Four.”
She quickly found that her right leg didn’t work very well. She pushed herself on and from the amount of effort it took she felt like she should be running. She knew that it probably looked more like a drunken speed walk.
“Three.”
Halfway there, but she still had to tackle the stairs. She urged herself on.
“Two.”
Her heart pumped faster every time his voice echoed. The countdown was terrifying, as she raced to the door knowing what was to come if she didn’t make it.
“One.”
She was halfway up the stairs when he charged for her, grabbing her and throwing her back down them like a ragdoll.
Through her blurry vision, she longingly stared at the door. The tears flowed freely down her face now.
His form, towering over her, filled her vision. She tried to turn away, but he leant down over her, holding her face in his hand. His thumb wiped some of the blood off of her lip. His face got close to hers, far too close, and he whispered, “My plan doesn’t need for you to die, Allie. It just doesn’t depend on you being alive, either.”
Her breath hitched as she understood his meaning. He didn’t care if she survived this. In fact, he might just kill her for the fun of it. “They’ll hunt you down,” she whispered. “If you kill me.”
“Without you, the town would descend into chaos. They might come looking for me, but I have a backup plan. I thrive in chaos. Eventually, it would be me leading. But I’m not looking for that�� just yet, at least. I. Just. Want. My. Girlfriend. Back.”
It took her foggy brain a few seconds longer than it should have to realize that he was undoing her pants.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” Grizz says. “Fucking hell. How did we lose her? I thought at least one of us was supposed to be with her at all times!”
“We were,” Jason defended.
“Well she didn’t just vanish into thin air!” Grizz growled back.
Gordy groaned. “And no one has seen her?”
Luke shook his head, confirming. “Helena was with Allie last. She said that she had excused herself to the restroom and then never came back. After that, no one has seen her.”
“She should know better than to slip away without one of us,” Clark sighed, though he was more frustrated with themselves for not paying closer attention than with Allie for wanting to use the freaking bathroom by herself.
Gordy groaned. “This is bad. Why would she just disappear?”
Luke shrugged. “Helena said she was fine while they were talking. Even seemed happy.”
“What do we do?” Grizz asked, arms crossed.
They quieted. As they were only in the very beginning of forming a functioning government, they had neglected to come up with any sort of protocol for missing people. It had simply not been in their minds primarily due to the fact that no one had actually gone missing yet. Even back in West Ham, the old one, due to the upper class families residing there rarely had to deal with such matters.
“What do they do, like, on tv?” Clark suggested.
“They call the cops,” Grizz said.
“Dude,” Luke groaned. “We are the cops.”
Grizz nodded, realizing. “Well, fuck.”
“Will you stop saying that?” Jason said.
“Guys!” Clark said, sharply. “They usually have posters, bring in witnesses…”
Gordy’s eyes widened, a light bulb going off in his head. “A search party.”
The others nodded in approval.
“Okay,” Gordy breathed. “So we’ll assemble a search party and meet in the church. Okay?”
“Let’s go,” Luke agreed. They got to work.
Allie laid on the cold, hard basement floor. She wanted to think about how she would escape and get away from him. She wanted to think about running up the basement steps and sneaking through the house, successfully avoiding her captor and making it through the front door and then down the street before he went to check on her and noticed she was gone.
If she were the strong, smart leader she pretended to be then that’s exactly what she would be doing. If she were her sister.
But she wasn’t her sister. She wasn’t the brave leader guiding the town through their mysterious misfortunes. She was a young girl, doing her best to help people because she was told that it had to be her. So she lay still on the floor, pain filling her senses from inside out, the only thing she could feel. This was certainly a step up from when she broke her ankle as a kid, she thought humorlessly.
It must have been another twenty, thirty minutes before he came back down into the basement. She didn’t dread his return as much as she thought she should. Anything other than sitting alone with her pain and fear.
“Get up,” he ordered.
She whimpered in response. How did he expect her to do so, exactly? She’d inventoried the damage done to her body while she was alone. The pain in her side probably meant a broken rib or three, confirmed by the snap she’d heard when he kicked her. Her right ankle was broken, or at least sprained, and further down she registered pain in her toes. Her head still hurt, probably from the initial assault with the crowbar. Her face hurt, her stomach, and she could feel the bruises littered all over the rest of her body every time she breathed too hard.
“Get up!” he screamed. She winced for the blow, but it never came. Apparently he was satisfied with the injuries he had already caused her.
Against the protest coming from her body, she held her breath as she moved to a sitting position.
“Wow, Allie.” He smirked. “You look like shit.”
“Go to hell,” she inhaled sharply as her ribs moved.
He watched her struggle, and she disturbingly remembered the bird story Sam had shared from their childhood. She was the bird, and he was watching in amusement as her stubs where there used to be wings refused to fly her away. She hated playing the role in his twisted, sick game but was fearful of what he would do if she disobeyed.
She tried to stand, but was sent crashing back to the ground. “Up,” he demanded.
She tried again, this time with more success. But with a laugh and a kick to her left shin - the one bearing her weight - she was back on the ground. A sob rose in her throat.
“Get. Up!” He looked angry now, and she hurried to get back on her feet. It wasn’t working so well.
Impatient, he grabbed her arm and hoisted her up. He dragged her as she stumbled up the steps and out of the basement. He roughly caught her every time her body gave out and she nearly fell, shoving her back upright and continuing on. To her surprise, they exited the horrid house she hoped to never see again and he pulled her over to his car. The one he’d kidnapped her in.
“In,” he said. She did as she was told, with only a little reluctant assistance from him. He got in the driver's’ seat, starting the car.
“Wh-where are we going?” she asked.
He leaned across the center console, grinning. “To deliver my message, princess. You all have twenty four hours to return Elle to me, or I will come back. And I will kill you.”
The threat should have been terrifying, sending shivers down her spine. However the only thing she felt was relief. He was bringing her back home.
The search party met in the church, Gordy briefing everyone on the little bit that they knew. He looked around the room from where he stood in the front. Obviously, the Guard - Luke, Jason, Clark, and Grizz - were there in their matching jackets. Standing next to Luke was Helena, and behind her Kelly.
“Is that everyone coming?” Gordy asked.
“Everyone joining in the search,” Luke shrugged. “Everyone else knows that she’s missing and to keep an eye out.”
Gordy rolled his eyes. He knew that his hometown was filled with unmotivated, emotionally stunted slackers raised in the lap of luxury, however it had never been more apparent to him than it did in that moment. Maybe this New Ham thing was the universe’s way of giving them some much-needed character growth. It was certainly an idea he’d toyed with in the past, and he would’ve considered it longer if he actually believed in a higher power.
Another person slipped in the back, leaning against the wall with his arms crossed and looking out of place.
“Come to help?” Gordy asked. All heads turned to see who he was addressing.
Harry nodded. “Kelly told me she was missing.”
Will stood up from where he was sitting. “I don’t trust him,” he glared at Harry. “How do we know that he hasn’t done something to her?”
Harry put his hands up. “I haven’t done anything. Really - I’m here to help.”
Will still looked skeptical, but Kelly ended the issue by saying, “Look, Harry’s barely been pulling himself out of bed long enough to work his shifts. I don’t think he has it in him to plan a kidnapping or whatever this is. No offense, Harry.”
Harry shrugged, “Slight offense, but not undeserved.”
Gordy snapped his fingers, directing their attention back to the issue at hand. “Okay, so here’s the plan…”
The sound of an engine revving outside drowned out the rest of that sentence, effectively drawing their attention away from the meeting. The sound was soon accompanied by a blaring horn.
“What the-” Helena stood from her seat, walking quickly to the door to see what was going on. The others followed, Luke jogging ahead to be with her at the front.
In the church parking lot was the familiar black jeep belonging to Campbell. And in the passenger seat sat the very girl they were searching for.
“Allie!” Grizz yelled.
Before they could react, the passenger door was opened and Allie was roughly shoved out onto the street, Campbell speeding away like a madman (which was actually very in character for him).
The group all sprinted over to Allie, who still hadn’t gotten up.
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