never have i been so entirely exhausted from sitting in front of a laptop in a dark room for three hours gay! and so full of delight and happiness! like wow! i have not felt this good in ages!! and its a good kind of tired! i feel like im glowing!
but shit, the update is more than i could've dreamed of. like i said - three straight hours of combing, and i probably still missed a thing or two! i'm even saving the storytime audio to enjoy in the morning, i haven't listened to it yet!
i already have so many thoughts and emotions but i'm... so wiped out oh my god lmao. so much new stuff at once! i need to sleep on it all! and in the morning i will be more than happy to reply, interact, answer asks on this subject, share my actual thoughts - i just need to take the rest of the night to Process and rest, yk yk
and i know i "missed" some links on my liveblog! i know i know! i didn't add every single thing i found - like most of the Wally audios - because i'll be compiling them all into a labeled post tomorrow! when i wake up! i'm already looking forward to it <3 i'm confident i personally found all of them, though! i was Thorough! i went through everything at least twice, i tabbed through, i clicked on Everything...
but yes i hope you all are having a wonderful Update Day/Evening/Morning/Afternoon As The Case May Be. this is truly a delight and again, more than i could've dreamed of. i'd forgotten what it's like to be so wholly excited and delighted by something! it's been so long since i've felt this kind of genuine joy and whimsy! usually im white-knuckling my optimism and happiness but tonight it was all authentic 100% non-forced From The Soul!
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every so often, i think about one time a few years ago that i was gushing about my roommate's cat and how delighted i was that she had recently started trusting me enough to fall asleep in my lap, and someone decided that was an appropriate time to dismissively inform me that "umm actually, you only feel that way because cats spread a parasite to the humans they live with, that makes them get attached to the cats and want to provide for them. it's literally like mind control".
which is just like... ok? so what? even if that WERE true (and i feel like the entirety of human history firmly proves that it isn't - last i checked, people have never needed specialized microorganisms to make them want to befriend every fuzzy creature they see. also that's stupid), does explaining it that way make my bond with a cat any less genuine? what others perceive as my personality is technically just formed by chemicals and electrical impulses. does that make me any less of a person? the computer i'm typing this on is technically just an expensive box of plastic and metal and glass, arranging patterns of light on a screen that my eyes recognize as words and images. does that make the information being transmitted less worthy of my attention, or my reaction to that information less valuable?
you can make ANYTHING sound cold, artificial and detached by defining it in technical terms rather than emotional ones, i guess, but what's the point of that? shouldn't understanding how our experiences are formed only serve to make them MORE miraculous and amazing to us? doesn't learning the complexities of how something is made typically increase our appreciation for the simplicity of the end result? since when has defining something been all it takes to rob it of beauty or worth? why would explaining love disprove its existence?
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So I’ve been rereading through the Bakery Enemies AU to wonder at all of the super cool hints that @buggachat put in to just . . . Lay out the whole plot for us that I, An Ignorant Person, did not notice, and I found this gem . . .
When you remember that Marinette actually Does have a stash of home-made gifts she crafted specifically for Chat hidden away, probably somewhere in her bedroom, because she couldn’t give them to him without potentially compromising their identities.
We’re all suffering a little bit right now, but just remember: Adrien is going to be loaded down probably by comfy sweaters and cozy scarves and fashionable articles of clothing, all made with the maximum amount of love. Obviously it doesn’t justify his long life of suffering, but it makes it a little easier for me as a viewer to get through it.
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I’ve had an incredibly long and tiring day today so I’m invoking the call of Random Internet Strangers. I humbly request that you send me images of ur pets or anything equally delightful. pwease 👉👈
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Ed recovery with autism and adhd is so weird.
Like I'll either forget to eat lunch entirely or I'll forget when I ate last and end up eating lunch 3 seperate times instead.
Then sometimes I have to literally ask my girlfriend if I'm hungry because I don't fucking know what my body is feeling ever and she's usually like "Yeah you should eat".
Then when I go to prepare food it's like:
Me: okay body so how much food do you want
Body: hm...m... food...?
Me: yes food. But HOW MUCH
Body: uhh... s e v e r a l
Me: WHAT DOES THAT MEAN
And then I end up making too much for me to eat (thank God I'm allowed to not eat all of my food now- I hated that rule so much growing up) but its still so goddamn confusing skgjfjfhff
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dont ever have a mental breakdown at 2am in the morning on a week night worst mistake jn my life,
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10 hours on the first day! had an incredible time, only died twice due to falling off a roof in the city! and got to level 16
this is the most I've sat down and played something in a single day in a long, long time
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Can Victoria’s Secret actually stop fucking around and bring back the pink body mists in the square bottles before I get violent
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I say this with urgent fervor. Brunching with your bestie reeeeeally is what life’s all about
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