#so is endel

[fr0zenballs]

Hey guys, reminder to everyone that I don't just identify with the terms nonhuman and therian, I fully identify as a canine alongside my (sadly) physical human body.

I am a physical nonhuman. I am a dog.

And I'm tired of seeing hate towards physical nonhumans/alterhumans in our own community. Physical nonhumans, endels, shifters, and clinical zoanthropes are all an important and valid part of our community. Sure we may look like humans to you, but we are animals. We are not 'crazy' or 'mentally ill' because of this.

Everyone in the community is an animal in their own way and we all have to learn to respect that.

#I know this is a huge deviation from my usual content but I am just fed up with this #Just the other day I saw someone on tiktok yelling the“WE DONT THINK WE'RE ANIMALS” message to the rooftops again #It's so upsetting that we're being excluded from our own community. #physical nonhuman #physical nonhumanity #endel #holothere #clinical zoanthropy #shifters #Caninekin #caninehearted #canine therian #Canine nonhuman #german shorthaired pointer therian #Rants from the doghouse

[puppytodlr]

everyone wants a dog gf/bf until they start biting you/lh

#canine therian #therian #therian community #therian kin #therianthropy #wolf therian #agere blog #petre blog #petre caregiver #moodboard #endelic #canine endel #canine #coyote therian #otherhearted #canine behavior #bark bark bark #so smol #dog brain

[strawberrybabydog]

also cuz i posting so much about endel recently: i saw someone list the diagnoses "needed" to adopt this label and i just want to correct this

[specific] diagnoses are not necessary to call yourself an endel, have never been necessary, and will never be necessary

delusions are a symptom, not a diagnosis. you dont need approval from anyone to use this label; read the definition and if it suits you and you like it, use it. same goes for any label, you dont owe anyone an explanation!

#endel #part of the reason it works like this is also because delusions are a symptom of soooo many disorders #if i listed all of the diagnoses which include delusions i would inevitably skip a fuck ton because #delusions are psychosis yes but they alone do not make a person psychotic perse so. even saying endel is exclusive to psychotics is wrong #endel is also meant to apply to people who have drug induced delusions or have lived through a psychotic episode in the past etc #so endel applies to a fuck ton of nonpsychotics! THIS IS BY DESIGN!! #anyone who has lived through delusions regardless of circumstance is welcome with us

[bluehandedalien101]

Something that makes me sad is how a lot of otherkin hate being human. Don’t get me wrong, I understand! But maybe I just have sort of thought about it in a different way.

You get to experience the world in a whole new perspective! You now have wonderful and complex human relationships, you are an intelligent species that can create art! Art! You can create things that no animal can, that not even any other human can because they are all so unique. You make love letters to yourself everyday, the art you make for your kintype, the clothes you wear, completely unique and curated just for that side of yourself. I mean isn’t it a wonderful thing to be able to experience both perspectives? To be able to put language to them? Speak to eachother about them! Nothing else in the planet can do that! You were a chance in billions to exist as you exist right now, and against all odds you’re here, and I think that’s beautiful.

#otherkin #alterhuman #endel #endelity #alienkin #spacekin #nonhuman #wanderer.txt #sorry to get all sappy but #yes there are problems with humanity rn but ffs think about YOU being human #the relationships YOU have #the things that YOU have created #you know? #idk it’s so beautiful and I love humans

[comvi]

just came to a sudden conclusion as to why a lot of the names i have used in the past, or that i align with right now, are nouns!

im not a human (as im otherkin, etc), and just like how you’d name a dog, cat, bird or any other animal something like “coco”, “cookie” or “courage” (or like how someone might name a pet dog an animal they are not, like “moose”, for example!) i enjoy noun (particularly food) based-names aswell!! just in a dragon way, or in the way of any other creature i may feel i am =03

curious to know if any other nonhumans/alterhumans/etc have this same feeling towards names!!

#myposts #rambling #alterhuman #nonhuman #otherkin #therian #endel #plural #<- i dont normally participate too much in nonhuman spaces. so i hope these tags are fitting! #just based them off my personal experiences & whatnot!

[animal444]

Grr I’m getting fleas (tactile hallucinations) again.

#i’m so ITCHY #staring #other tags: #clinical lycanthropy #otherkin #therian #nonhuman #alterhuman #wolfkin #wolf #dogkin #kin #werewolf #wolf therian #endel

[therianimal]

Musings on Psychosis

I realize now that my vampire 'type was a product of a psychotic episode that lasted throughout 2023. That episode has ended and it's been strange having certain perspectives of myself wrenched away from me. For around a year I was, perhaps, an endel in the immediate sense, but I wouldn't venture to call myself that now. It's hard for me to define now what vampires are to me. My general fascination with them is still there, and I remember the identity, shifts, and species dysphoria I experienced acutely, but that sense of self is distant now. I'm torn on whether I consider "vampire" to be a part of myself now - I know I certainly don't with the same intensity that I felt in psychosis. For a year I identified myself with monsters, werewolves, villains, and various morbid topics, and coming out of that was a harsh experience. In some ways I am no longer the person I was prior to the episode, or the person (monster/beast) I was during. All the changes psychosis has put me through have been unsettling - having it warp and change my identity on a confusingly temporary basis has been chaotic and deeply overwhelming.

I see a lot of endels and other psychotic folk on here with presumably permanent identities and sometimes I wonder whether anyone else has had experiences like mine. Especially those with episodic conditions like my schizophrenia/schizoaffective, where severity of psychosis changes over time and there may be periods of remission. I'm medicated, now, but I don't know for sure that this will never happen again. That I will never "become" a vampire again, or become some other species my psychotic brain decides to latch on to. My identity is fluid, and only after years of confusion have I realized that this fluidity is the product of a schizo-spectrum disorder. Maybe next time my identity has a total overhaul I'll recognize it as a psychotic episode - or maybe I'll be in too deep to realize, again.

#endelity #endel #i dont know why im posting this #it feels scattered at best #guess i figured it would be nice to update about like...the biggest thing to happen in my life in the past year #this is SUPPOSED to be my designated alterhuman blog but i so rarely post content on here these days #too little spoons... #using the endel tag in hopes of finding community i guess #i do feel very alone in this #blue speaks #blue's psychotic episodeTM

[cork-run]

I should draw these two laughing more cause they’re good at making each other do it

(also closeup cause I like how the faces turned out. smiles are hard man)

#ymg #ardev #endel #i rly need to finish ymg and get it up somewhere so i can get others to read their little fucked up relationship and see what they think #personally I think I struck a nice balance of ‘aw theyre cute’ and ‘oh dear this is not healthy’

[subjectseventeen]

hi!! i’d love it if you drew me as an ox!

(the first ones most accurate :)

i referenced the first image the most, hope thats okay! highland cows are one of my favorite species :> this was rly relaxing to draw heehe

#17.txt #my art #asks #endel #endelity #wandas-workshop #gonna try to sleep now but ive napped all day bc of headaches so i might have trouble

[cybrange]

looking for othr akita inu on tumblr ....

#alterhuman #dog endel #endel #nonhuman #akita inu endel #not words i id with but tagging so i can maybe find others → #therian #dog therian #dogkin #otherkin #sorry its just kind of lonely #or maybe a friend of any species i can bark at

[strawberrybabydog]

one thing i really appreciate about having an identity based in psychosis is that i have unshakeable confidence about my identity and do not seek external validation whatsoever

you agree, im a dog? i know already. you disagree? you're the stupid one here. "shout out to --" sshhhhpt... be quiet... i literally dont care what you think because im a dog and that is a fact of my life. i have better doggy things to do than read the rest of ur note farm but thx [starts daydreaming about getting my rabies vaccine] ahhh ☺️ ..

nothing i or anyone else could ever say or do is going to affect my identity or how my identity interacts with the world because it's sort of its own Thing which controls itself, i guess. thats so cool

#by it controls itself i just mean like #when ur delusional theres not really any space to have an opinion on ur delusions #its a fact of your life. like idk. do nonpsychotics have discourse about the sky being blue? no. its just There #what psychosis i live in is totally up to my brain so. my identity only changes if my brain wants to #maybe thats something interesting and different about psychotic/unstable altHs: #our identities have a bigger capacity to Change (because psychosis changes) or be temporary #idk why i never thought about it that hard cuz thats literally why endel is defined the way it is #endelity covers temporary identity too. why didnt i ever write about this grrrr #woof #alterhuman #personal #endel

[mythicalfelidae]

I need to be feared as I growl through the dark woods, feared by those who once belittled me, now seeing the beast I have become

#haha hes so crazy #lycanthrope posting #endelity #endel #lycanthrope #nonhuman

[bluehandedalien101]

I caved and bought some alien themed beaded bracelets at Hot Topic and a little alien keychain at Claires…IM NOT IMMUNE

#they’re so cute man #🌌aesthetic #otherkin #alterhuman #endel #endelity #alienkin #spacekin #nonhuman #wanderer.txt

[dracanthropy]

got delusions so deep im a dragon who can shapeshift into other animals and disguises myself as a human

#typinf has been so hard lately #clinical zoanthropy #endel #alterhuman #clinical zoanthrope #actually schizospec

[lnteritus]

#🐐 #so they made a song for the slavic chorts who somehow made it to kentucky huh? very specific but okay. #Spotify #demonkin #pope lick monster #goatman #monsterkin #cryptidkin #endel #demon headmate

[cork-run]

the dumpster diving for bfs duo

#ymg #endel #ardev #kairei #my writing #also tbf one of them is 'kinda unconventional and of much lower social station' and one is 'literally the messiest bitch around' so like. #its maybe a little unfair to compare the two #posting at ass in the morning but ill reblog at a more reasonable time