#so it wont get deleted

[the-coolest-marshmallow]

There are BILLIONAIRES avoiding paying taxes, MEGA CHURCHES can afford their own JETS, there is NO cap on how much senators can accept in 'gifts' for and after campaigns, AND SOMEHOW I can't get a goddamn prosthetic leg for a child who was born without one? Mom has no health insurance. It's like looking for a needle in Google haystack. I'm having to call people I haven't talked to since graduation to find a source. What the hell even is America? Where the hell are you pro-lifers? Who's handing over between $5k - $50k for a leg? That this child will, keep in mind, outgrow within a few months. Insurance companies say that 'running' is not medically necessary so there's that too.

#rant #ill forget i posted this #so it wont get deleted #but i am ANGRY today #i hate living in america #prolife #prochoice #roevwade #fuck yall

[mikayesha]

Unecessary Feelings

#ace attorney #ace attorney shitpost #miles edgeworth #mitsurugi reiji #wrightworth #nrmt #narumitsu #also yes he's wearing his suit in bed #was he getting dressed for work? did he wore it in his sleep? who knows #this is a cry for help #aa #can we consider this as... art? #HAS ANYONE DONE THIS BEFORE PLS TELL ME #ok i wont delet LMFAO I LOVE EVERYBODY #the amount of gay lawyer simulator hashtags i saw under this is so fckgifnh funnymgood LAWD

[c-kiddo]

looking at all the comparisons of the oldest to newest tmn arts again and honestly so sad that fjords nose got so straightened out like 😐 who gave him a nose job ! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#kiddo say #hell on planet exandria #hes just so yassified but not in a way thats fun to me #give him some fat back into his face its so sad </3 #i like th long hair but . the hooked nose + beard with it couldve been so good. but instead he just looks dehydrated #thee post i mentioned in prev ask. it was in my drafts #matching post to me mourning cads hooded eyelids that got deleted in the fancy collectors figure sculpt </3 #but he has monolids in the new art so ^_^ . we stay winning #i wont talk about the newer yasha designs . yous know how i feel lol #i dont want to be mean also bc i think jesters new look is cute and fun but shes also got that league of legends splash art anatomy going o #like the waist and back arch is so extreme her spines just misaligned #it makes me sad . someone help my girl . get her a snack also

[ronnierosest]

I am physically unable to wait till I finish this, so let me throw another WIP Shoutout to @a-aristippus @madnessandlovesstuff @tales-of-ryloth @snowleopard-from-venus and many others who added tags and words in their reblogs for me to smile at ♥ (pspspspspps I am also absolutely looking to join an Obikin/StarWars discord, fuck knows I need friends to deal with these star-crossed tragic soulmates) Awkward Motion by Hellhills.mp3 (read as a person talking to themselves) So tell me why I feel this way Someday it has to go away We didn't really like this place We made a promise we would stay Been so unbothered by this hate Now you found comfort in my pain And you keep staring at your grave And you keep wishing that was me

Don't give me options, you got none yourself Don't make me worthless, you got no one else

Don't let go, it's not your fault You're all alone and no one's gonna change that Don't let go, it's not my fault I'm on my own, I would do anything to change that I forgot your face, yet I still remember to scream your name It all got erased, nothing but a waste of time, a waste of space

#obikin #anakin skywalker #obi-wan kenobi #obiwan kenobi #i only tagged few that COULD be tagged #absolutely ok if you want me to delete your tag - though I think interacting is what makes the days a little more smile-y #hit me up folks i want to kiss your hands in thanks for interacting with me #love giving to this fandom #star wars #my art #watch me transform various parts another 20 times! no..actually...I mean it- nothing is perfect during the progress of creation #and when you keep that in mind- creating gets way way more enjoyable and kinder overall #didnt want to color in at first- but i think I have some faux leather lying around so i kinda wanna carve out some leather folds eventually #if it wont work out i'll return to lines and soft shades

[cozylittleartblog]

Saw you on twitter through your post about alixpress and wanted to support you. Super happy with the stuff. Im in love with all these freaks so I'm definitely a happy customer ❤️ (Sorry for the crummy pics my phone is 7 years old lol)

thank you so much! i remember packing this order :> i'm very happy you like all your items 💖 and you have excellent taste in robots, if i do say so myself

#merch in the wild #ask #bowl-o-nudel #the bootleg queens (that i had bookmarked) have been deleted (i did not do that though) but the wheatley is still up #they wont take my copyright registration because they do not understand what a Username is. so. gotta take the fucking L i guess #sending the people stealing my pins big 'get fucking murdered' energy #my shop did get some extra sales from this which is nice though #i appreciate everyone that orders but i would like to extend an Extra special thanks to people who helped spread the word #and who made orders after hearing about what happened #friends dont let friends shop on cheap chinese websites <3

[bunnyreaper]

in news that will suprise no one, i'm still firmly in my flop era and struggling to write at all. lots of exciting stuff to come if i can ever get it done! hope life is treating you all kindly ♥

#bunny rambles #im ngl im... close to deleting/abandoning my blog #i probably wont #but thats where im at right now #im sure things will get better #winter is rough for me and ive been off my meds for a few days so its angsty hours #love you all #♥

[skunkes]

^_^

#sorry doomer posting #but like idk! #i keep talking abt how if i werent trans id be more inclined to accept my fate of living w my parents/family forever #but also with upcoming election and living in Texas maybe i just wont ever get to transition anyway and that will solve everything wont it #i want to leave so badly but i think id just be swapping my current misery for another set #like id be alone but at what cost. and id be alone. no friends no partner to live with no people in my empty home #work and sleep and struggling to eat. idk #im simply not meant to be alive honestly #talkys #delete later #in general i keep wanting things but not wnough bc ive been taught to not want things #i don't want to leave enough to put in the work to do it #i dont want to transition enough to get past the fear of change #i dont want anything. i dont want anything. i am a good dog

[natsmagi]

sorry for making yet another textpost but i came across that post saying they dislike transfem natsume because he "canonically hates being perceived as a girl and tries to erase all sorts of memories related to that" and also went on to shame genderbends of him aswell. So, as someone who not only draws genderbends of natsume but is myself someone who is nonbinary and hates being perceived as a woman, i thought id offer my two cents

first of all; i think its important to note that natsume does NOT hate his childhood. in fact, hes quite happy that he had such an unusual upbringing!

what natsume hates is being perceived as weak. thats why he was raised as a girl after all, it was his mother trying to protect him from evil spirits. he doesnt hate the whole "-chan" or "wearing dresses" thing because he has a hatred for womanhood, its because due to his upbringing hes now come to associate those things as being weak. he begs tsumugi to forget about it because that means tsumugi remembers natsume being weak, and natsume thinks tsumugi still referring to him as "natsume-chan" means he still sees natsume as weak. (iirc natsume did however once say that he is a little sad that he doesnt really know how to relate to young boys due to this in poltergeist, but i couldnt find the exact quote. either way that just adds to the complexity of natsumes relationship with his childhood, because while he is happy to be "abnormal" in that sense, it has left him lacking in some areas)

i have to ask though, should this conflict of his not be something we hope he overcomes? should we not want him to develop a healthy relationship with various gender expressions? should we not want natsume to overcome his belief that feminine things = weakness? i want natsume to reach a point where he can wear feminine clothing and not feel like some damsel in distress because of it. i want natsumes character to grow. i want him to develop a positive relationship with his gender because natsume DOES enjoy some more typically feminine things, like baking! he used to bake with his mom when he was little! and i want him to feel like he can indulge in that side of him without feeling insecure.....

i LOVE transmasc natsume, my primary hc for him is transmasc nonbinary after all, but with all these things considered, shouldnt people be allowed to headcanon him however they want? if they hear his story and negative relationship with femininity and how that resonates with them and they themselves are transfem, should they not be allowed to hc him as such too?

which brings me to my next point; my own personal relationship with gender and femininity. i was raised as a girl and i fucking DESPISED womanhood. i hated everything about it. i hated how i felt forced into a box i didnt want to be stuck in, and i hated how it felt like my whole life had already been planned out for me due to societal expectations, aswell as me needing to present a certain way. i was peak "tomboy" growing up, constantly wearing super baggy clothes and wouldnt even brush my hair alot of the time. but despite that i remained miserable. i frankly hated how i looked and would constantly dye my hair vibrant colors in an attempt to make me like myself a little more. it wasnt until i realized "wow, im actually not a girl at all" that i finally let go of believing i needed to look a certain way (and thus, defying it) and started to dress for myself. i started to dress in clothes that made me happy and feel pretty! alot of which leans feminine, but clothes doesnt have a gender, and how you dress doesnt define your gender either, but it can still be a bit scary yknow? especially since i dont want people to think of me as a girl, and drawing a bunch of femstars has really made me learn to love myself more in a funny way. i can put these characters in clothes i think are beautiful, i can explore the more feminine parts of me that i adore but dont want to express in public due to how i want others to perceive me, but it has also warmed me up to femininity even more. because femstars to me feels detached from the expectations of society because its not a real thing!! there are no canon femstars designs!!! i can do literally whatever the hell i want with it and its been so liberating to me!!

all this to say; i think it really sucks seeing the way this fandom treats transfem hcs and explicit genderbends, because like ive said before; they can truly be something so personal. you dont know why that person is drawing what theyre drawing, so its a little unwise to make assumptions based on ........ Well, whatever it may be. i know very well that women dressing the way society expects them to SUCKS, esp if you have personal ties to it, but you have to realize the issue isnt femininity, but misogyny.

#maybe ill delete this later idk but i just felt like i needed to say something #as i constantly see these things being spoken of yet never do these people actually reach out to femstarries #and ask Hey why are you doing this? #so instead they make bad faith assumptions and it really sucks. #and while im here; #trans hcs count as genderbends. Because you have changed the characters gender #*IF the org chara is a cisman and you make them a trans woman i should add #once again Stop treating trans and cis people as two separate things #if it was a cisbend itd be CALLED CISBEND #and the reason i tag genderbend is because i know some people dont like it #and thats valid!!! no one is forced to like this kind of stuff!!! #and some people who dont like genderbends might be new to enstars and dont know what femstars is #so should it not still be tagged for those people too? #should we not look out for the trans people who dont wish to see their favs be a different gender??? #i dont get it. i really dont #this post probably wont even reach the right audience but wtv #nat rambles #nats enst posting

[pansyfemme]

my first social media was actually wattpad tho. i was a big fan of the ‘art book’ and roleplay community on wattpad. had twenty followers and felt insanely powerful

#like i didnt go there to read fanfiction #i would either post my drawings as images like. one each chapter and look at others #or roleplay in the comments of other people’s books #people often call wattpad ‘a fanfiction website’ but i don’t really think thats accurate #like people were so fucking creative with it #its not a wonder i ended up preferring blogging to other social media its in my roots. i love a public diary what can i say #i was never a deviantart or pinterest user but tried to be and failed over and over again #i just couldnt get into it #i had an instagram briefly age 12 after my cousins insisted but i deleted it quickly #and didn’t get a new one until i was like 16 lol i dont give a fuck about that app #tiktok i got during quarentine and hate but wont delete bc i love the vegan cooking videos so much #(and the pencil case tours) #i post to both ig and tiktok but my hearts not in it it feels wrong

[skitskatdacat63]

The brainrot this literal 2 second clip had given me is insane

#(tumblr deleted all my tags so unfortunately they wont be as unhinged as my og tags but) #AAAHHHHHHHH THE WAY IS SEB IS LOOKING AT HIM IN THE THIRD PIC I CANT I CANT #SO TENDER IM ABSOLUTELY INSANE ABT IT #this hug is probably my top martian moment ever i literally cant get over it #i just obsess over saving every single angle of it i can find #but the thing abt the photos of it is that you can mostly rly only see mark's fond expression #so to see the way seb is looking up at him...im just still so unwell about it #the typical paddock one hand bro hug but they're literally so close together and curled into each other #martian one handed hugs always ended up w their clasped hands tucked in btwn their bodies and im just so abnormal abt it #the way seb's shoulder is tucked into mark's chest...mark's hand grasping his neck...the way seb is clutching his arm...their clasped hands #i needed to post this to get it out of my system bcs every time i glance at it in my camera roll i just end up staring at it for 5 mins #as i said i feel like every pic of this is just completely permanently burned into my brain #i still cant believe mark posted a pic of this hug hes just like me fr ;;;; #mark webber #sebastian vettel #sebmark #martian #2010 monaco gp #f1 #formula 1 #(i will eventually make this vid my header im just very lazy abt it)

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo

[wrylu]

idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny

aka my average day as of now

#1. impulsive silly thoughts #2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i) #3. i get sad 🥱 #4. tired #(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that) #vent art #wrylu #lu's canvas #negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐 #sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be #but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth #im surprised im not dead yet #this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind #no i actually hate this #i wanna die #i wish i was dead #not really #but still #i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life #and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever #i wish i had a schlong (funny) #this is awful #sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard #am i manipulating you guys?? #i feel like im being sad for attention #ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort #thats bad isnt it #i feel like an attention seeker #why am i even writing this 🥱🥱 #i cant wait to fall asleep forever

[doodlebloo]

Hiii guys.

I've already been out of my mind busy for the past few months, and with midterms happening and my thesis defense soon I may not be super active here for a bit.

As it stands now I'm not leaving this blog. This has been my home for the past few years and I love the story too much to let go. I will assess how I'll talk about Tommy/Phil/Tubbo etc going forwards based on their responses, lack thereof, info on what is and isn't allowed to be said legally, etc.

If you're reading this I love you so so so much. I am at all times overflowing with love for the dsmp/mcyt community and what it's done for me. Some of the happiest moments I've had in my life were because of you all.

Also, if you're rebranding or moving blogs or w/e and we're mutuals I'd love to follow your new account even if we share 0 interests in common now, feel free to lmk where you're headed to (if you want) ❤️

#i think i need to be less on Tumblr for a minute because well. #i have an unhealthy attatchment to this community. i like get physically sick when i see a blog i loved has deleted. #and i cant really take the stress of watching ppl leave and checking for updates/statements on this situation rn so. may take a short break #i am coming back though. promise. probably wont even be a week. #(disclaimer 1: supporting shubble should always be everyones first priority. not trying to make this situation abt me just posting an update #on my blog about how my blog will be handling things.) #((disclaimer 2: if you see me post this ans a few days later im back here that means i failed in my attempt to not doomscroll 💔)) #doodle.txt

[ink-for-dinner]

hey what the fuck is a troll hunter

How do I even answer this💀

So Trollhunters is this fucking amazing piece of art of a show on Netflix that everyone should watch cause it's just so good and THIS my anonymous friend is a the troll hunter ✨

He's awesome

#there are probably so many better ways to explain what a troll hunter is but i can not give it to you so you just have to trust me #trollhunters fandom i hope you agree with me on this one #also this is my all time favorite show and I've been watching it an the whole TOA saga since it came out #and its literally such a big part of me but im just now entering the fandom #so #hi #trollhunters #toa trollhunters #jim lake jr #i had this pic in my gallery from when i drew him in his armor but i forgot to delete it and it looks cool so yeah thats a trollhunter #seriously go watch it its on netflix you wont regret it #this is what happens when you get me talking about th

[chososdiscordkitten]

Is there going to be a part 12 for your obsessive choso fic 🫶🏻🫶🏻

.......yes. I have been thinking on making two long parts (10k each), the conclusion and all that. or making 7 shorter parts (3k each) *LONG DRAMATIC SIGH*

its already planned!! I know how im gonna end it and all that jazz, but..... me no no wanna write it :(

ive also been toying with the idea of privating the fic entirely, rewriting each part nd making em public again. So.

WHY don't u wanna finish it?

because its two of my least favorite fic arcs. slow burn and college au's. (if you asked my brother- they can tell you just how much distain I feel for slow burns) and I cringe thinking back on the way I wrote it. I see that fic like a black hole on my writing resume.

I still love it though- I love where I took it and how I portrayed it, but I wanna rewrite it. I don't like how I changed writing styles like a million times. and make small tinkers to certain things.

so YES there will be more parts. I just wanna expand my masterlist a little more. IM SORRY FOR MAKING YALL WAIT!!!!

porfavor tengan un poco de paciencia conmigo, ese fic me da escalofríos.

imma go to sleep now

#jjk #⋆ ˚｡ ⋆୨10 asks୧⋆ ˚｡ ⋆ #choso kamo #LMAO #i told my brother that if one more person asks for an update imma delete it #I wont though I promise #just thinking abt that fic gives me a head ache. #I also have fears that I ran that story into the ground with the ending im planning #so........ #AND???? #it doesn't do as well as my other pieces do- #so I get more motivation to work on other pieces rather than that.

[mach1ne-g1rl]

i think theyre siblings

#buzzer wrong answer sound effect) #sun.art #michael distortion #annabelle cane #character tagging this (shudders) (gets scared) (deletes tumblr accou #too scared to tag tma so i wont smiles #know that one doorkeay fic where michael and annabelle are like feral siblings who drink tea n try to kill each other? yeah #sad girl (right) and silly man (left)