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#so much love to give
flannelplanet · 3 months
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Something I've been thinking of a lot lately is how I have all this love to give - so much love to give. And I used to give it so freely.
And now, I cherish it more than I ever have. I know what giving that love means, and that it's valuable and powerful. Now I give a little love out to those who need it (always), but I save some for myself too. And I look for others who are willing to give love the same. And those are my people. I demand it (softly) from those I keep in my life. I gave too much for too long without getting any in return, and it was time to change. I keep some for myself and allow myself to get love from others, too. And what a beautiful life it's become.
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eric4mansbasement · 2 months
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Just your local milf trying to figure her shit out.
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detransraichu · 13 days
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broooo not my ex making posts abt how hard it is to come to terms with being conventionally attractive while having low self-esteem issues and how wild it is to get compliments randomly on their appearance when they go out and how they're worried that their new transmasc boytoy is only into them bc they're hot -_- i'm tired... meanwhile i'm just seen as a gremlin now that i'm not hyperfem... they truly have the biggest issues in the world lol
also they were like "omg turns out i'm not ace i just needed a bf lol" and i'm like yeah. i know. you've been lusting after male characters for years. you were horny as fuck just not for me bc i didn't transition. you only made moves on me when you were bored, lonely or drunk. i always asked if that was the case and you were like no baby it's just your insecurities i don't need you to transition uwu. for 5 years. my trust issues are thru the roof now yayyyyy /dies
#lay text#i'm being mean and petty ugh#my heart kinda hurts but talking w my counsellor abt it helped#it rly helps to have a neutral third party to vent to#also i still think my ex is a good person i don't actually hate them i love them as a friend. but i do hate what they did to me#i hate that they went along w us dating bc they're too much of a doormat. i hate that they thought abt breaking up w me for years#but never told me bc they were worried i wouldn't survive without them financially or emotionally#feels so fucking infantilizing#now i'm so much better off without them despite being broke#that was my first and only real relationship my first time my first everything. i'm so embarrassed wtf i was RIGHT i was right all along#i was right it wasn't just insecurities they straight up never wanted me they wanted future transitioned male-passing me#it was all lies!!! from the get-go!!! meanwhile i did so much romantic bullshit and i was wearing rose colored glasses!!!!#and i was a big dyke. being with a woman who identified as a woman would've made me 2000x happier anyway. we could've just stayed roommates#i'm so bitter guys. i feel so jaded but i'm trying not to be :/#and now they have so much luck in their love life#and i'm just a lonely gremlin dyke who only attracts polyam/casual girls who only want me on the side#where tf is my love story :'( i've been trying SOOO FUCKING HARD to gain my ex's affection for 5 freaking years i was the most loveydovey g#i deserve a love story i think i've really earned it by now!!!!!#so much love to give#now they have it so easy wtf. feels unfair ngl. i'm happy for them obviously they deserve happiness too. but i am still bitter >:/#trying to process these feels instead of repressing them for once. i have a tendency to bottle up angst bc i think i'm bad for being mad#but nope those r healthy emotions!!! i can work thru this#it just sucks#if you read all of this bs i give you a cookie 🍪 <3
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thewoildwedreamabout · 2 months
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The more I see of humans the more I realize just how fucking beautiful everyone is. My friends are SO pretty. Strangers in the library are SO pretty. There's a lot of pain but I see so much love around me.
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cassandherkinz · 2 years
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Brown Cow is home and out of the bag!!
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howifeltabouthim · 2 years
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Love she could give to no one expanded painfully in her heart.
Iris Murdoch, from The Philosopher’s Pupil
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joonasslut · 1 year
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Joel thought No. 4:
Him happily telling you about a new project or upcoming music, going into ultimate nerd mode while explains some details about it. And you just smiling at him, loving to see him all excited about his work.
I need to listen to him talk and appreciate him and have his face in my hands and give him kisses
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a little late for this but. HAPPY VALENTINES!!!! love your stories—they make my day, really. when im sad i'll go read some of your stuff and it'll make me less sad so thanks SO MUCH 💗💗💗
Happy Valentine's Day to you too!!! 💜🥰
Thank you so much for this message and I'm so happy to know that you find comfort here! I started writing here for my own joy and I can't believe how that has spread into others!
with love
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maryyyy8 · 11 months
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so much love in carol's heart forever and it is everything. so so important. i love him and i think he would love me. he would love all of you, too.
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joy-drops · 1 year
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looking for media watch partner i can be gay with 
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alwaysthesitter · 2 years
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they’re a 10 but horny on main
OKAY BUT LISTEN HERE. I feel fucking called out. Asshole.
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voidsteffy · 2 years
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akka
love the new acc look, chala baagundi
*bows* thank you meri jaan!
Have you eaten something other than the chockies i gave you this morning? Oofo u must be feeling so hungry here take some pesaratlu with lots of fried onions and amazing ginger chutney! These are just snacks, I've made parathas and panneer matar for dinner come come!
*showers kisses, hugs*
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goldenxduchess · 3 months
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I’ll be up just thinking about how much I love her
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mokeonn · 9 months
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"But if college was free, then people would abuse that and get useless degrees" hell yeah I would! If I could go to college without debt I would make it my job to get a degree in every little thing that interested me. I'd get a doctorate in film studies. I'd have a bachelor's degree for every science I like. I'd try to learn at least 5 languages with varying results. I would learn something "useful" like coding and then follow it up with a ""useless"" degree like art history. I'd be the world record speed run holder for getting every degree possible.
But I can't afford college without going into massive debt, so instead I spent the last 5 years trying to figure out what I am passionate enough about to consider going into debt over, because unfortunately being passionate about everything is extremely expensive to pursue.
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swimmingferret · 1 year
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haha noticed Puss’s little ‘wtf bro :/’ gesture when Wolf completely ignores that he was about to draw his blade
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bonesblubs · 6 months
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Got a bunch of requests for Wen Ning so here’s the babygirl himself
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