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#so my friend is planning a surprise birthday for her gf right
changisworld · 2 months
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since it's I.N's month, could be one where gf decides to do something "special" for him, shoving her underwear on his pocket and waiting for him on the restroom?
literally sprinted to post this JUST in time for his bday😭 HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY JEONGIN<3
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SMUT WARNINGS; oral(M receive), public sex, marking, pet names;baby, hunny etc, quite cute tbh, public teasing, finger sucking, mentions of spit, tiniest tiniest bit of dirty talk?? aftercare(as much as you can give in a public bathroom.) creampie, SO much eye contact, bits of fluff
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You are currently out for dinner with Jeongin, Seungmin & your friend Yuna for Jeongins birthday. (happy 23rd birthday jeongin<3). The dinner has been going really well & you’re enjoying the food you ordered & a glass of wine ordered by yuna, You’re laughing with the 3 of them when you feel jeongin put his hand on the top of your thigh & caress it, his eyes not even batting down once, still talking to Seungmin about random group activities.
You suck in a deep breath, trying to act as if the simple gesture isn’t already making you blush & heat up under his touch. You put your hand above his & hold it as you continue eating & talking but his hand moves again but this time, he’s moves his hand forward, now cupping the part of your cunt that he can reach with you sitting down. You stop chewing half way through, feeling yourself leaking in your panties. You throw a flushed look to Jeongin but he just looks back giving you the same gorgeous dimpled smile he always does. A second later, he pulls his hand away to help put his dish onto the middle of the table to help the waitress take away the plates easier.
You think for a moment before coming up with a plan.
You ‘accidentally’ drop your fork & reach down to pick it up, but at the same time you use your free hand to wiggle your panties off your legs, past your heels & you ball it up in your hand before putting the fork you dropped, onto the pile of plates.
The waitress comes & takes the dishes away a few minutes later & refills everyone’s wine & you begin looking at menus.
“Since it’s Jeongins birthday, y/n where are you gonna take him hm?” Seungmin winks, smiling over the menu hes holding. You raise your eyebrows & smile back
“It’s a surprise, lips are sealed sorry. anyways i’m gonna go to the bathroom, if i’m not back in time, order me the chocolate molten lava cake please” Yuna nods at you & Jeongin, Yuna & seungmin keep having their own conversation, in the meantime you lean over to kiss his cheek but you also put your hand in his pocket & drop the panties that have been balled up in your hand for the past 5 minutes, into his pocket.
You stand up & head to the bathroom, smiling to yourself, feeling proud. You turn the corner & head into the single woman’s bathroom stall & close the door, not locking it. You walk over to the sink & look at yourself & dab your finger on the tip of your lips, getting rid of the slightly messy lipstick from eating.
Not even two minutes later, the door opens & steps in Jeongin. You turn around so you’re leaning against the sink, facing him.
“Took ya long enough, what did you tell them?” You ask, reaching over slightly & pulling his dress tie towards you so he is now right in front of you, he smiles & starts twirling your hair on his finger while looking into your eyes.
“Some lame excuse about me saying i was gonna go find a person who could ask the chef to give me strawberry sauce instead of caramel.” He chuckles slightly before leaning down to your neck to bite it slightly, you hiss at the contact.
“And they just believed it?” You lean into his mouth & touch, already palming his cock through his dress pants, creating an obvious tent.
“Who cares if they didn’t, they wouldn’t say anything regardless, but we need to make this quick baby, don’t wanna get kicked out by getting caught now do we?” He asks you rhetorically, hand already sliding down to cup your pussy, not surprisingly already dripping, You sigh at the contact & loosen his the & undo the top three buttons so you have access to his collarbones before leaning in & sucking a mark on them, hand still working on his boner.
“You’re so wet baby, did my hand really do this to you hm? you get off on such simple touches in front of our friends hm?” you can feel him smirking against your neck as he pulls back before making eye contact with you, reaching into his pocket & pulling out your soaked panties.
“So dirty my love, couldn’t even wait until we got home hm? you wanted me in here so badly” You roll your eyes before pulling him by the tie again & kissing him again, your lipstick smudging on his face along with your own. “You’re just as dirty baby, you knew where to find me & came, into the girls bathroom too.” you say in-between kisses.
You undo his zipper & trouser button before pulling them along with his underwear just enough to set his cock free, already hard & red, leaking at the tip slightly. You stop kissing him to trail yourself down his frame until you end up on his knees & you instantly kiss his tip, making it even more red but with your lipstick staining it this time, you’re convinced his dick blushed. You look up at Jeongin whos looking down at you with nothing but love but also lust in his eyes, which makes you think you genuinely leaked onto the floor.
You take his tip into your mouth & begin twirling your tongue around it just the way he likes. Your hands reach up on instinct & start playing with his balls & he grips onto the sink to balance himself as he throws his head back, biting his lip to try hold back his whines.
“Your mouth is so f-ffucking good baby, it’s so wet holy fuck” He says, trying to keep his voice calm but just comes out high pitched & whiny. You decide to thank his compliment by hallowing your cheeks as much as you possibly can & going as deep as you can, your nose almost touches his pelvis as you begin humming & gagging around him, spit coming out your mouth & dripping onto your knees & the floor beneath you.
After another minute or so, he pulls your hair roughly off his dick, you whine at the sudden gesture.
“Sorry baby i-i was gonna cum, yo-your mouth is too good. get up on the sink plea-se” He pants out, sweat beading at his forehead & getting caught in his eyebrows. You stand up, giggling at how fucked out he was & begin to climb onto the sink but he helps you anyway.
He hikes your dress up & puts his fingers to your lips, you open your mouth instantly & you let them rest on your tongue before you coat them with spit. He pulls them back out & runs them over your already dripping cunt.
“Didn’t even need your spit baby, you’re soaked already, here, use this to keep you quiet” He hands them to you & you take this opportunity to put them in your mouth, looking up at him with shiny eyes.
“Don’t even need to prep ya’, you ready?” He asks, how pumping his wet dick in his hand slowly, waiting for your go-ahead.
You nod instantly & desperately so he breaches your cunt with the tip & you shudder & his eyebrows furrow. He slides all the way to the hilt & you throw your head back & groan into the fabric in your mouth.
Jeongin leans over you & pulls the panties out of your mouth & shoves them back in his pocket & bites your bottom lip.
“I’ll just silence your moans with my lips instead hunny” You begin to whine as you already feel your orgasm bubbling up, Jeongin knows your body like the back of his hand & knows exactly where to hit to get you to cum almost instantly.
“You’re so fucking b-big innie holy fuck, n-not gonna last” you say, eyes rolling back.
“don’t speak like that unless you don’t wanna cum before i do i mean it, you’re moulded just for my dick.. i’m sure of it.” He says back, voice breathy & whiny.
He starts kissing you as his other hand worms it’s way down to your clit & starts pressing down on it & drawing figures with it just the way you like it & before you can even warn him, you’re clenching around his dick & you cum. Your legs begin shaking & you break the kiss & you end up with your lips against his neck & you subconsciously suck a dark hickey onto it. Jeongin cums straight after seeing & feeling your orgasm & lips on his neck. His ropes of cum shoot out inside you & you feel it inside you too.
You both come down from your orgasms together, Jeongin in-between your legs, putting most of his body weight on you as you are still on top of the sink against the wall, panting heavily. You give the hickey you just gave him a gentle kiss & you reach over to grab some paper towels from the paper towel dispenser & start dabbing jeongins face from all the sweat on it & he laughs.
“I think i need a bit more than a few paper towels hunny, look at me.” You laugh, looking up at his face as he looks at himself in the mirror, face & neck completely covered in lipstick, all smudged.
“i dont even wanna know what my face must look like if yours is that covered” you say, getting off the sink with Jeongins help & you both let out another chuckle at the state of your face, lips still stained with lipstick but your cheeks are just as stained as them.
Jeongin & you both work on trying to make yourselves look presentable again but it proves a lot easier said than done. Jeongin kisses your cheek while you are still trying to get your hair to not look as if a bird lives in it.
“That’s the best it’s gonna get y/n, you have a brush in your clutch bag.” Jeongin says, holding your waist from behind & balancing his chin on you. “I wonder if dessert arrived yet, cmon we gotta go, probably a hugeee line outside the bathroom right now.” He gives you a kiss on your cheek & looks in the mirror again, sighing.
“Well we would have gave them a good audio show wouldnt we?” you chuckle to him, throwing your hair up to cover all the tugs. “alright, let’s go. hope you enjoyed this birthday present baby” You turn around & hold onto his shoulders.
“Just being with you is an amazing birthday present, why not i give you a ‘thank you’ present at home hm? by the way, i’m keeping these. for my own use.” He says, smiling at you with his dimples on his cheeks, holding your panties in his palm again.
You giggle before walking over & unlocking the door, hand in hand with Jeongin & swallowing your pride before walking back over to the table with Yuna & Seungmin… who had already finished dessert.
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jwirecs · 1 year
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Recommended BTS Fics of April 2023💖
hello, hello! here are my bts recs of april! hopefully these beautiful stories get more recognition as well as the writers 💝
** anything in parentheses and bolded are my thoughts that can be disregarded if needed **
🔞smut || 💔angst || 💕fluff || ✅completed || 🔄ongoing || 💯favorite
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Boy’s A Liar || @thvhoe​​​​​​🔞💕💔✅
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The Package Thief || @blog-name-idk​​​​​​​💕✅
↳ You have a new neighbor who is incredibly attractive. Unfortunately, he seems to hate you for no discernable reason at all. Does he think that just because he's hot, he can get away with being an asshole?
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Basketball!Yoongi || @bubmyg​​​​​​💕💔✅💯💯
↳ Anon: hi! i’m not sure if you’re accepting requests or not.. but if you are, can you please write a yoongi imagine where he teaches his gf how to play basketball? or maybe teaching her how to spin the ball on a finger skdjsks (read this one too, shts cute af)
Ditto || @kooktrash​​​​​🔞💕💔✅
↳ you’ve got everything you need right now, amazing boyfriend, amazing job, amazing friends, but when you receive life changing news you’re not sure how to bring it up to your boyfriend. your indecisiveness and failure to be open with him puts a huge toll on your relationship and he just wants to know that if he continues to love and walk the same path as you, you’ll do the same and ditto.
F*ck Off (Heart.png) || @thvhoe​​​​🔞💕💔✅
↳ When Jungkook finally decided to take the leap and act on his idea that he has been contemplating for months now; getting a tattoo dedicated to you.
If It’s Not You, Doll. || @jjkhz​​​🔞💕💔✅💯
↳ Being in an open relationship with Jungkook can make you insecure, getting hate comments daily. But one day it gets that bad you betray his trust, and he makes it all up for you.
Kyoho || @jeonqkooks​​🔞💕✅
↳ You love your grape boy, and your grape boy... well, he might just love you a little too much.
Love Bug || @here4btsfics​​​​​ 🔞💕💔✅
↳ A collection of stories and drabbles with my comfort couple Jungkook and Love Bug as I affectionally call her. They were my first couple to write in over a decade and I hold them very close to my heart.
R U Mine, Bunbun? || @thvhoe​​​​🔞💕💔✅💯
↳ Moving in with Jungkook brings its challenges, and to make things even more complicated, Jisung, one of your closest friends, has been acting weird lately. Just a you’re starting to worry that your friendship might be in trouble, Jisung shows up uninvited with some news that leaves you reeling. You’re not sure how to react or even how to feel. You love Jungkook, but Jisung has been a constant presence in your life for so long.
Until I Found You || @jooniescaffe​🔞💕✅
↳ your boyfriend plans a breathtaking couple's weekend getaway, there couldn't be anything better than the two of you spending some romantic quality time but what if he has a life changing question to ask you?
Yours To Keep || @ugh-yoongi​​💕✅
↳ Anon: hiiiii my love, can't wait to torture bee for her birthday (because yoongi hasn't done enough of that). little on the nose, but can i request domestic yoongi celebrating a partner's birthday? i just think he'd be really sweet & thoughtful with it love u, thank u <3
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Build A Boyfriend || @amethystwritesbts​​​🔞💕💔✅💯
↳ When your heart is broken after a devastating breakup and you need a date so you don’t look as pathetic as you feel - what’s a girl to do?
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Choco Bun || @nunchiimagines💕💔✅
↳ When you moved to Korea after finishing college to continue pursuing latte art and baking, the last thing you were expecting was to open up your very own coffee shop under BTS Corp, Korea’s biggest entertainment service company for idols, models, singers, and more. Thanks to your hard work, creativity, and approachable personality you managed to become friendly with some pretty big named individuals as well as up and coming talent. As exciting and fun as it was for you, you slowly began to realize how much your 7 bosses weren’t particularly fond of this, acts of jealousy, pettiness, and aggression poking through in the most unsuspecting of ways. But what could 7 big named dragons want with a little foreign bunny?
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Close Call || @xjoonchildx​​💕💔✅
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I Know Places || @risingode​​​​​ 💕💔✅
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Just Pretend || @darlingwoe🔞💕💔✅
↳ yoongi never imagined that he’d have to make a deal with his son’s shy school teacher; that is, until he’s invited to his ex-wife’s engagement party.
No Blueberries || @gyukult​​🔞💕💔✅
↳ no more!taehyung gets his heartbroken to the point he doesn’t even love his favorite fruit, blueberries, anymore. then he meets you, the complete opposite of the girl of his dreams, and suddenly, blueberries taste sweet again.
No More || @gyukult​​🔞💕💔✅
↳ yoongi doesn’t like your consistent pining, and one day, after finally coming to terms that he will never reciprocate any feelings back, you give up. yet, for some reason, yoongi is the one who can’t come to terms with the consequences of when he says ‘no more.’
The Lingerie Era || @yoon-kooks​​​ 🔞💕✅
↳ Sending Min Yoongi, aka your ridiculously hot neighbor/childhood friend, a photo of yourself in lingerie might be the best or stupidest mistake you’ve ever made.
Tuesdays || @axialitae​​​💕💔✅
↳ you believe your very reserved, reclusive roommate jungkook is a peculiar boy who’s far too concerned with how you spend your tuesdays.
Two Point Five. || @bratkook​​​ ​🔞✅💯💯
↳ who would have thought booking a handyman from an app would lead to this. sure, you wish he’d mount you instead of just your television, but you could totally be friends. right?
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Combined Beings || @numinousher​​​🔞💕💔🔄💯💯
↳ You are bullied on a constant because korea’s beauty standards do not fit girls on the heavier side. The bullying gets worse once a ceo is attracted to you and he mentions you to the other 6
Out Of Love || @sweetlike-sugaaa​​​​💕💔🔄💯
↳ Everything was perfect, or at least you thought it was. What happens when you break up with your 7 boyfriends and have to deal with the aftermath of it all?
You Belong || @imnotlauriane​​​🔞💕💔🔄💯💯
↳ Some say you only have one chance at love, others believe that the first one is always meant for failure, but it's a widely spread belief that mates are meant to be together, that they are perfect together, the ideal union...
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Sit. Stay. || @daechwitatamic​🔞💕💔✅💯
↳ Your new puppy, Zinnia, has turned your world on its head. She’s ruined everything from your sleep schedule to your favorite shoes, and you know it’s your own failure to train her properly. When your cute upstairs neighbor tells you about a local obedience academy, he slowly starts to make himself a place in your schedule, your life, and your heart. After your last relationship went up in flames, will his affections be something else you can count as a failure?
Switched || @i-am-baechu​​🔞💕💔✅
↳ There was a rumor through the school of Bangtan that there were seven witches in the school but L/N Y/N thought that was stupid. Being in her final year of school, she could finally leave the rumor behind her and move forward with her life with her best friend, Yeri. Meeting the class president by running into him wasn’t the plan but what most definitely wasn’t the plan was switching bodies with him. Now, what's going on in this school?
Do check out all of the other BTS Fics that i have reblogged as well!!
** if there is any fics that you guys would like to recommend, please do! i am slowly running out of fics to read **
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didishawn · 11 months
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hey, i love your writing!! if your recs aren’t open then ignore this sorry!! if they are, could u write pedri x reader x whoever u want, where it’s readers b day and pedri has noticed the little crush his gf has on whoever else u pick, so they have a threesome as a gift to her? i hope that makes sense xxx
Man City #1 Fan (Pedri x Reader x Kun Agüero) smut
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Warnings: I must confess I took this as a opportunity to write about my long life crush, threesome, lots of Spanish, age gap in between the reader and Kun
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Your fanaticism towards the English team is something your boyfriend has always known about, he has seen the pictures of your child self alongside your family wearing the team's shirts and going to matches.
Such love for a team, most of the time comes with crushes, in your case he knows it to be Sergio "el Kun" Agüero, you haven't ever admitted it yourself, but he has heard your friends teasing you about it, as well as seen that dreamy look on your eye whenever the man is nearby.
So, as your birthday stars getting closer, gears move in his brain as he makes up a plan for what he believes to be the perfect gift.
The night of your birthday, was spent with yours and his family alongside some of your closest friends, the party takes place the next day, and for someone who states to not enjoy going out that much, he makes a marvelous job.
He feels almost giddy when he sees you freeze at the entrance of the ex-City player, wide smile as he greets you, wishing a happy birthday and handing you some gift, smelling so good, he is awesome, winking at you both before going off to the rest.
He is already into the plan, and Pedri doesn't know what to think at how easy it was to get him into it.
You give him a confused look as the older man leaves, Pedri just shrugs his shoulders.
"Ya sabes como es, el Kun nunca desaprovecha una oportunidad para salir de fiesta" (you know how he is, el Kun never turns down a chance to party)
You seem distrusting, suspecting even, he curses you for being so observant, so smart.
Kun might me a great footballer, a good singer some might say, but he is not a good actor, at least not tonight.
Never before has he hung so closely to you, enjoying the red on your cheeks, it almost makes him feel guilty, checking out his younger teammate's girlfriend. But he must be honest, you are pretty cute, hot, it made him feel proud of himself when Pedri confronted him about your little crush on him.
The party starts dying out, you are surprised to see Kun stays back, once again giving a weird look to your boyfriend, he again shrugs his shoulders.
"Siempre hará lo mismo, supongo" (he always does this, I suppose)
You don't believe him, you know your boyfriend, he is hiding something, but at the time, you don't care enough to question him.
You do question when Kun joins you as you are dancing with your friends, he is close maybe too close, you turn to look at Pedri, he doesn't seem to care, maybe even enjoys it.
"¿Sabés que un pajarito me dijo que te parezco lindo?" Kun whispers into your ear, making you freeze. (you know some birdie told me you find me pretty?)
"Ni idea de que hablas" (I have no idea what you are talking about)
"Ajá, no te hagas la boluda" he grins, and you damm him and his perfect smile "Si te hace sentir mejor, yo a vos también te encuentro linda" (right, don't play dumb. If it makes you feel better, I too find you pretty)
"A Pedri no le gustará eso" (Pedri won't like that)
"¿Vos quien te pensás que me dijo?" (who do you think told me?)
Pedri feels like running away once he feels you glare at him. It will be all worth it, he thinks, once you are finally fucking your dumb crush alongside your boyfriend.
It's all worth it, really, the embarrassment of your crush knowing about your attraction towards him. You never really thought about fucking Kun, it's not that type of crush -Pedri satisfies you fine enough, but the Argentinian does fuck you good.
He is passionate all around, lips all over your body, enjoying how you squirm on his lap under the watchful gaze of your boyfriend, leaving you some space, but still his hands on your waist.
Kun is not that tall, but he is so fucking big all around -by the bulge poking at your entrance, you are sure that includes his cock.
"Está bien bonita tu novia, ¿eh Pedri?" (your girlfriend is really pretty, right Pedri?)
"Es hermosa" (she is beautiful)
"Y los sonidos que hace, bien picantes. ¿Gemira tan alto cuando me la esté cogiendo?" (and the sounds she makes, so hot. Will she moan so loudly when I fuck her?)
Pedri nods, but Kun is too busy buried in between your breasts to notice, his hands are on your lower back, playing with your panties, wanting to just rip them off. He looks at Pedri, signaling him to get off the way as he pushes you to your back.
"A ver, sácame la pija, quiero ver que bien entrenada te tiene el novio" (let's see, take my duck out, I want to see how well trained your boyfriend has you)
Your hands are on his trousers as soon as he says, lowly moaning when you feel one of his hands grasping your tits, Pedri's meanwhile teasing you over the wet clothing covering you.
You never thought you would get to see Sergio "el Kun" Agüero's cock, but there it is, standing tall in front of you, so thick, precum coming from it's tip, balls look so full, veins so delecious looking.
"Abrí la boca, boludita" (open your mouth, dummy)
You do as he says, sticking your tongue out for him, making him groan as Pedri's fingers get naughtier down there, teasing your clit, panties pushed aside, fingers poking your entrance.
Kun does two taps on your tongue with his cock, before signaling you to take him in deep. He feels in heaven really, your mouth so warm in between him, the vibration of your moans so good.
"Dios, que rico que lo hacés, la tenés bien entrenadita, Pedri" (god, you do it so good, have her well trained, Pedri)
A finger enters you, you whine out around him, squirm on the bed, wanting, needing more.
Kun gets more confident, starting to fuck your mouth, it feels better that he could have imagined, he controls the pace, makes sure everything is just as he likes it. He looks down, sees Pedri knuckles deep inside you.
"Pará, tarado, que la quiero tener corriendose en mi pija" (stop, idiot, I want to have her cumming on my cock)
You take him out your mouth, making him glare at you.
"Pues déjate de jueguitos y follame bien" (then stop your little games and fuck me good)
He drily laughs "Pendeja estúpida, te voy a garchar tan duro que ni de tu nombre te vas a acordar" (damm idiot, I will fuck you so hard you won't even, remember your name)
He takes you in his arms putting you in all fours.
"Chupale la pija a tu novio, que para eso si eres buena" (suck your boyfriend's dick, for that you are good)
His strong hands literally rip your panties to shreds, enjoying the sight of your wet pussy, passing a fingers through your folds, he loves your taste. Pedri's cock is taken out from his boxers, and you instantly start working him just how you know he likes it -kitten licks on his tip at first as your him up with your hand, the other down his balls.
You hear Kun pulling out a condom behind you as you expectantly wait to have him inside you. Luckily, he is as desperate as you are, hands on your waist as he fills you up in one thrust.
You moan out loudly into Pedri's dick, the vibrations have him in heaven as the Argentinian starts a fast and rough pace as soon as he realises how good you take him.
His pounding have you moving with him on, the bed creaking loudly underneath your bodies. You have never felt fuller -sorry, Pedri, the man is gigantic, reaching all the best spots inside you.
He leans down, his chest flush against your back, you can feel the clenching of his abs, can hear the sweet sound of his moans.
You have never felt better, you stop to wonder if you have really reached heaven -maybe you are dead, maybe asleep, because this truly feels too good to be true.
Both men take you so good, perfect experts to take you over the edge, Kun spewing out curses as you cum around him and he fills up the wrapper with his cum -he can't help but wish he could have painted your walls white.
You gratefully milk Pedri from all he is worth the taste of his cum so amazing to you as you make sure nothing leaves your mouth before collapsing into the bed.
The two men work so perfectly as they clean you out, making sure you come safely down from your high.
All there too tired to really do any talking as you all cuddle in the bed, Kuni’s arms so awesome around your waist, your boyfriend pestering your face with kisses.
You all fall sleep fairly quickly, whatever talking that must be done can wait.
You can't help but wonder, if Pedri will ever want to repeat the experience, because as it turns out, fucking your crush is much more amazing that you could have ever thought about.
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ilyasorokinn · 5 months
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if you can, a blurb of samuel ersson <3 (free to do what u want, i would just like to read smth you've written for him)
BIRTHDAY SURPRISE
whoever sent this in, i love you <3 i still love him even if he didn't take my bracelet lmao
you felt lightheaded as you pulled the balloon away from your mouth and tied it off, "how many are left?" your friend asked from the other end of the couch, tying off her own balloon.
"well, we've got 10 here right now, the ones we blew up makes 12, so only 21 more to go." she fell back on the couch and groaned.
"we're gonna pass out before we get this done." she looked over at you, "they could have done this at party city, ya know?"
"yeah, i'm realzing that now." you sighed.
"you know what? i'll go tomorrow for you and get them done, just so we can stop blowing them up before we die."
"really?"
"really. that's how much i love sam." she patted you on the back, "21 more balloons, 11 orange, 10 black, and 2 3s."
"i love you." you sighed, setting down your balloon and leaning back, "i miss sam."
she groaned, "you'll see him tomorrow."
"i know, but that's so far away."
"get over it." she tossed a pillow in your direction, which you caught and then promptly threw back at her.
the next day after work, you got home to find all the balloons already in your apartment. you shot your friend a quick text then set them up in the way you thought looked nice.
you set up the birthday banner and hung it up, then brought the cake out of the fridge and set it up, centering it with all the gifts you got for sam around it. you then ordered sam's favorite food and waited for him to get home.
a few hours later, you had dug into the food already, but you heard the lock turn and your head whipped over just in time to see sam coming through the door.
"your home!" you jumped off the couch and ran over to greet him. he smiled, catching you when you jumped into his arms, "happy birthday."
"thank you, love." he hummed, running a soothing hand up and down your back, "i missed you."
"i missed you, too." you pulled away and looked at him, brushing a stray piece of hair out of his face, "i got you some stuff."
"what kind of stuff?" he asked, setting you down on the ground. you grabbed his hand and led him into the kitchen where he finally caught a glimpse of the banner and all 33 balloons hanging up, "whoa." he let out a chuckle.
"happy birthday, sammy." you kissed his cheek.
"thank you." he hummed, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. you took the cake out and pressed a candle into it, lighting it for him.
you smiled as you sang to him, enjoying the bashful look on his face. he blew it out with a smile on his face when you cheered for him. once the cake was cut into, you watched him open his gifts.
"just some small things because i got you one big thing but it hasn't arrived yet."
"y/n..." he sighed.
"stop, you literally got me concert tickets, so one big thing is acceptable." you playfully glared at him, watching him open the gift. he smiled and profusely thanked you when he opened each gift, a simple pair of cufflinks with his initals, a new hoodie that he had been eying for a while, and a few gag gifts. a shirt with your face on it and a pin that read 'i <3 my gf!' that he immediately put on his backpack.
"open the envelope," you told him, pushing it towards him. he opened it with a raised brow and a confused look. he opened it and read what it said before looking up at you with wideeyes.
"are you serious?" he asked.
"yeah, trips planned for off-season." you smiled with a nod, a smile on your face at the excitement on his, "we're going to sweden!" you cheered.
"oh, my god!" he jumped up and picked you up, spinning you around. you laughed, wrapping your arms around him tighter, "this is insane!"
"you've been talking abot going home, and i know we didn't get to go to sweden this summer, so we're going next year. i planned the whole thing with your family already."
"i love you." he placed a sweet kiss to your forehead as you hugged you tight.
"i love you, too." you hummed happily.
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theghostiedyke · 3 years
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enluv · 3 years
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Through the years, I've always loved you.
— kang taehyun x fem!reader
word count: 808..!
genre/warning(s): f2l, skater!taehyun au, cursing, mutual pining, yeonjun is a brat but it's for the greater good! I am not too familiar with skate terms so if they don't make sense/seem odd then blame my small knowledge about skating.
coco's ♡ note: hello!! this fic is my baby, I am absolutely in LOVE with it, and it was so much fun to write!! skater!txt is my new favorite concept omfg.
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Kang Taehyun is many things but he is not a liar. He doesn't deceive nor does he trick, but when it comes to his feelings, he's sure to lock them far away. He'd rather die then ever admit his true feelings for you, friendship is as far as you both go and he's finally learned to accept that.
He sits at a bench, arms covered in small scraps, band-aids liter his body as fresh ones roll in. He's trying to learn a new trick on his board but his mind is elsewhere – said elsewhere is you. Not even ten feet away, you stand laughing at some lame joke Yeonjun tells you. It makes his blood boil but nonetheless he stays quiet.
When Taehyun had introduced you to the friends he'd met at the skatepark earlier this year he'd already told them (ever so sternly) that you were off limits. If they messed with you then they messed with him, and no one wanted to mess with him.
"Y/N how about we go out for some food later," he hears Yeonjun ask.
"Oh that'll be fun, we can invite the boys and ask if they want to join. I'm sure they'll be hungry, especially after all the new stunts they're trying today."
Your response has him silently doubled over in laughter as he clutches his sore stomach. Of course you'd respond that way, you're clueless when a males attention is set on you. He'd know, you've been clueless your entire life with him. The last thing Taehyun sees is Yeonjun's sly smile falter as you turn away from him, and it leaves his mind on cloud nine.
Don't get him wrong here, it's not like he's never tried to confess, it's just that when he does try things never seem to go his way. Like the time when you were 13 and he wanted to so badly kiss you in the butterfly garden on your school's field trip, or the time when you both turned 16 and he desperately tried to muster up enough courage to give you his confession letter along with a birthday card, that obviously didn't work out but it would have definitely worked, or so he thinks. You're both 19 now and with so many new friends and new interest around you, it's hard to even get a word in. Taehyun has to sit and watch as you slip through his fingers once again.
Yeonjun thinks Taehyun's a coward and also a little dumb because any sane person can see that you clearly long for him the way he does for you, and he's just trying to help the process. His first plan – flirt with you, backfires completely because god forbid you from seeing his obvious tactics but he's not a quitter and goes on with his plan. Operation: get Taehyun (or you) to confess because you both look like lost puppies following one another around.
Taehyun's annoyed and anyone with eyes can see it. His moves are stiff and lacking causing his body to fall in odd ways. It's hard to watch as he wipes out for the nth time today. His mind is focused on you who's sat opposite him on a park bench and the annoying fly that's been attached at your hip. Yeonjun not be taking the hint that you're not interested and don't want a single thing to do with him and it pisses Taehyun off to no end.
"You know if you're so mad why don't you go over there and tell her how you feel," asks a very amused Beomgyu. None of the boys had ever seen Taehyun act this way, it's entertaining to say the least.
Beomgyu's suggestion goes right over his head as he stalks over to where you sit, fists turning white as he holds his board tighter with each step.
"Move," he says, leaving Yeonjun and yourself speechless at the almost malicious tone he harbors. And with a simple nod Yeonjun is off, his work here is done.
"Taehyun what's wro-"
"I'm in love with you."
The words roll out his mouth before he can even comprehend them but your surprised face says it all. Kang Taehyun, the boy you've known since you were 5, the same boy you've loved for many years now, your Taehyun, had just confessed his love for you.
"Oh well that's great, I'm in love with you too."
"You are?" His voice is an octave higher this time and disbelief is plastered on his face.
"Yes of course, I've always loved you."
"Okay cool, should we like date?" His response leaves you with a wide smile.
"Yeah we should like, date," and in the near distance you can hear the other boys cheer as Taehyun brings you into his arms, placing a soft kiss to your lips.
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coco's ♡ note: you are in love with taehyun. dedicated to my gf sugar plum gum drop cinnamon apple ‐ @bb-fic-rec !
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jinkicake · 3 years
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Shiratorizawa Masterlist (´⌣`ʃƪ)
♡ Fics ♡
SMUT = ★
♡ Goshiki Tsutomu
Unfair, Tsutomu! ★
Goshiki swears he’s not a tease, his actions prove otherwise.
♡ Semi Eita
Everything Is For You ★
In the searches of finding your soulmate, you were lucky enough to find them right beside you.
♡ Tendou Satori
Laser Tag
Tendou takes you on a laser tag date!
The Panty Raid ★
Tendou wants to play a little game~~
All Tied Up ★
Tendou can be such a little shit when it comes to teasing, you set to figure out why it is so much fun.
Professor Tendou
Tendou does a poor job at teaching you Japanese.
Failed To Deliver ★
Tendou asks what you are doing tonight and you accidentally say ‘you’.
♡ Ushijima Wakatoshi
Boyfriends...
Ushijima meets your favorite volleyball player, newsflash: it’s not him.
He is 6′3...
How will the great Ushijima Wakatoshi handle rejection?
Right? Right.
You find yourself in a haunted house with Ushijima, thanks to a certain red head.
Human Anatomy ★
Part Two ★
Ushijima’s med student s/o uses his muscles to study anatomy.
Nope, Definitely Not In Love With Ushijima Wakatoshi
You visit your childhood friend, Ushijima, over winter break!
Ushijima’s Love Language ★
Ushijima wakes up to you having a wet dream.
A Little Bit of Love, My Love Non-Stop!
You’re the well-known girl's volleyball captain and everyone adores you, secretly wanting you all to themselves. Too bad Ushijima beat them to it, but nobody knows that just yet.
Pillow Princess ★
Part Two ★
SFW/NSFW headcannons of Ushijima with a short and curvy/chubby gf ft. size/daddy kink.
What Are The Limits To Ushijima Wakatoshi?
Jealous!Ushijima in which the reader develops a plan with Oikawa to make her soft boyfriend show how rough he actually can be.
Hanabi
It’s your first date with Ushijima and you two go to a carnival!
Really? You Still Have A Boner? ★
Nothing like your family being the ultimate cockblocks.
What Happens When You Ignore Ushijima Wakatoshi ★
Note to self, Ushijima always craves your attention during a game.
Now or Never
Ushijima and his deadpan reactions are going to be the death of you.
Ushijima And His First Impressions
Ushijima isn't always the best with first impressions which is why it comes as no surprise that your protective older brothers hate him.
Heaven ★
Ushijima thinks back to the first time he ever saw you naked.
Oh, Baby!
Even when you catch yourself slipping, your husband is always there to catch you.
Such A Handyman, Wakatoshi! ★
Through a series of unfortunate events, Tendou comes up with the perfect motto for Ushijima.
Blow Out The Candles ★
Birthday smut with our favorite miracle boy, Wakatoshi-kun~
Ushijima Doesn’t Wait ★
Some of my thoughts on a horny Ushijima~
I Give Up!
“This is the end of it, so before I finally stop holding onto these feelings… Just once…. I’ll say it, I love him, I love-.”
♡ Reactions ♡
SMUT = ★
♡ Goshiki Tsutomu
How He’d React To A S/O Who Loves To Leave Hickeys On Him ★
How He’d React To His S/O Cheering Him Up After A Game
♡ Semi Eita
How He’d React To His S/O’s Semi Colon Tattoo
How He'd React To His S/O Being Really Good At Riding Him ★
How He’d React To Mistaking Acne For Freckles On His S/O’s Face
How He’d React To His S/O Cheering Him Up After A Game
How He’d React To His Team Seeing Scratch Marks On His Back
How He’d React To His S/O Sending Him Dirty Texts In Public ★
How He’d React To Getting Caught (By His Team) In A Secret Relationship ★
How He’d React To A Quiet S/O ★
♡ Shirabu Kenjirou
How He’d React To His Team Seeing Scratch Marks On His Back
♡ Shiratorizawa
How They’d React To Finding Out Their Manager Is Bisexual
How They’d Comfort Their Manager
♡ Tendou Satori
Seeing Him After A Break Up
Quarantine With Him
How He’d React To A Clingy S/O
How He’d React To A S/O Who Deals With Sensory Overloads
Headcannons For Doja Cat’s Freak ★
How He’d React To His S/O Wearing Bunny Lingerie ★
How He’d React To A Bratty Sub ★
How He’d React To An Innocent S/O Who Is Actually Dirty Minded And Kinky ★
How He’d React To A Short S/O
College Party Headcannons
How He’d React To His S/O Dominating Him ★
How He’d React To A High School Pregnancy Scare
How He’d React To A Sensitive S/O Who Gets Aroused Easily ★
How He’d React To His S/O’s Semi Colon Tattoo
How He’d React To His S/O Sending Him A Dirty Text In Public
How He’d React To A S/O Who Isn’t Familiar With Physical Touch
How He’d React To A S/O Who Loves To Leave Hickeys On Him ★
How He’d React To A S/O Who Has Never Received An Orgasm From Another Person Before ★
How He’d React To His S/O Ignoring Him To Play Video Games ★
How He’d React To Having Sex While His S/O Is On Their Period ★
How He’d React To His Darling Finally Breaking Up With Their S/O ★
How He’d React To A Dancer S/O That Dances Just For Him
How He’d React To A S/O Who Is An Artist
How He’d React When His S/O Is Very Stressed Out And Anxious
How He’d React To Finding Out His S/O Is Pregnant
How He’d React To Accidentally Giving His S/O A Viagra Instead Of A Painkiller
How He'd React To His S/O Wearing Nothing But His Jersey And A Pair Of Panties ★
How He’d React To His S/O Wearing His Favorite Type Of Lingerie ★
How He’d React To Hearing His S/O Speak Spanish For The First Time
How He’d React To His S/O Getting Into A Fight Because Of Him
How He’d React To His S/O Who Gets Really Emotional On Their Period
How He’d React To No Nut November
How He’d React To His S/O Having A Borderline Personality Disorder
How He’d React To His S/O Dominating Him ★
How He’d React To His Quiet S/O Cussing In Front Of His Team
How He’d React To A S/O With Large Hands
How He'd React To His S/O Getting Jealous
How He’d React To Seeing His S/O Wear Lingerie That Matches His School Colors ★
How He’d React To Edging And Overstimulating His S/O ★
How He’d React To Working Under The Same Company As His S/O ★
How He’d React To A S/O That Plays The Drums
How He’d React To A Flirty Dom!S/O ★
How He’d React To His S/O Sitting On His Face ★
How He’d React To Clubbing With His S/O ★
How He’d React To Swapping Bodies With His Soulmate
♡ Ushijima Wakatoshi
Seeing Him After A Break Up
How He’d React To A Clingy S/O
Overstimulating Him ★
How He’d Comfort A S/O With Boyish Features
How He’d React To A Loud And Stubborn S/O
How He’d Comfort A S/O Who Just Got Out Of A Toxic Relationship
How He’d React To A Short S/O
How He’d React To Being Called Daddy In Front Of The Team ★
How He’d React To A High School Pregnancy Scare
How He’d React To Having Sex While His S/O Is On Their Period ★
Headcannons For Doja Cat’s Freak ★
How He’d React To Bathtime With His S/O ★
How He’d React To His S/O’s Semi Colon Tattoo
How He’d React To His S/O Squirting ★
How He’d React To Getting A Blowjob Right Before Practice ★ Part Two ★
How He’d React To An S/O Who Has An Appreciation For His Arms/Back ★
How He’d React To A S/O Who Is An Artist
How’d He’d React To His S/O Having A Thing For His Voice ★
How He’d React To A Sensitive S/O Who Gets Aroused Easily ★
How He’d React To His S/O Sending Him Dirty Texts In Public ★
How He’d React To A Lazy Morning With His S/O
How He’d React To His S/O Throwing It Back For A Tiktok
How He’d React To Finding Out His S/O Is Pregnant
How He’d React To His Artist S/O Going Through An Art Block
How He’d React To His Small S/O Having A Size Kink ★
How He’d React To Cock Warming With His S/O ★
How He'd React To His S/O Being Really Good At Riding Him ★
How He’d React To His S/O Wearing His Favorite Type Of Lingerie ★
How He’d Comfort His S/O Who Self-harms (TW)
How He'd React To His S/O Who Struggles To Show Affection
How He’d Comfort His S/O Who Is Going Through A Hard Time
How He’d React To Being Called ‘Daddy’ ★
How He’d React To Mistaking Acne For Freckles On His S/O’s Face
How He’d React To Taking Care Of His S/O
How He’d React To No Nut November
How He’d React To Falling For His Crush
How He’d React To Doing ‘It’ For the First Time With His Virgin S/O ★
How He’d React To His S/O Thinking They Can’t Achieve An Orgasm ★
How He’d React To Brat-Taming His S/O ★
How He’d React To Edging And Overstimulating His S/O ★
How He’d React To Taking Care Of His S/O When They’re On Their Period
How He’d React To Working Under The Same Company As His S/O ★
How He’d React To Giving His S/O His Second Button
How He’d React To Dating Karasuno’s Manager
How He’d React To A S/O Who Is Insecure About Their Small Chest ★
How He’d React To His S/O Dominating Him ★
How He’d React To Being Needy For His S/O
How He’d React To Accidentally Walking In On His S/O Changing ★
How He’d React To Getting Overstimulated By His S/O ★
How He’d React To His S/O Sitting On His Face ★
How He’d React To His First Fight With His S/O
How He’d React To Swapping Bodies With His Soulmate
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Gift (Gerard Pitts x f!Reader)
Requested: no
Summary: Pitts returns to Welton after summer and talks about his gf (the reader) and the boys (mostly Charlie) don’t believe him, until his birthday when the reader brings by his birthday gift in person
Warnings: none
A/n: I wanted to do something for my other boy
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Pitts was both happy and sad to return to Welton. He wanted to see his friends and tell them about his summer and the girl he met, but being back at Welton meant he didn’t get to see you at all.
“Hey Pitts! How was your summer?” Neil asked as they all gathered around his doorway.
“It was great!” He exclaimed looking at them.
“Great? What did you do?” Meeks questioned curiously.
“I met the most amazing girl.” He started and they all smiled. “Her father and mine work together so we spent most weekends around each other.” He continued, their ears fixed on his words. “Oh and we’re together.” He stated calmly as he placed some books on his desk.
“What’s her name?” Knox asked.
“There’s no way!” Charlie snickered.
“Charlie!” Cameron yelled.
“What I can’t be the only who doesn’t believe in a summer Pitts comes back with a girl.” Charlie stated in disbelief.
“Her name is (y/n).” Pitts answered Knox’s question.
You and Pitts had meet at the beginning of summer. Both your fathers had recently started working together and so when at a work celebration the two of you were introduced.
Both of you were rather shy at but after getting to know one another you tended to open up more.
All summer the two of you looked forward to gatherings that meant the two of you could hangout. You both liked one another and though it was obvious to you he returned your feelings it wasn’t as obvious to him that you liked him and so you were the one to ask him out.
They were all happy for him of course, but Charlie still was in disbelief about it. As the school year started the only sign of you were phone calls that Pitts had talked about and letters. They all wanted to meet you and see you of course, but the only sneaking out they did was to the cave.
A few months went by and the time came for Pitts’ birthday.
The day seemed to crawl by, he had enjoyed the birthday wishes from his friends and the gift sent from his parents, but he only looked forward to hearing from you.
You were going to call that evening, his friends all had planned to go wait with him and talk until you called. However when making their way to the front room where the entrance to the school and where the phone was they all stopped at the sight of you.
You stood at the entrance holding a wrapped gift, looking around at the building before your eyes spotted the group of boys and more importantly Pitts.
“Gerard!” You exclaimed seeing him.
“(Y/n)!” Pitts exclaimed happy to see you and Charlie looked at the others. “What are you doing here? I thought you were going to call?” He questioned happily as he approached you.
“I decided a phone call was not good enough and thought it best to come and give you your gift in person.” You answered smiling as his friends talked and coughed to get both of your attention.
“(Y/n) these are my friends: Neil, Cameron, Todd, Knox, Meeks, and Charlie.” He introduced them each waving or nodding when he said there name.
“Nice to me you all.” You said to them before Neil pushed them all away leaving you and Pitts in the entrance. “They seem a little in shock.” You stated.
“Well you did surprise us, but Charlie didn’t believe anything about you.” He chuckled.
“Well it’s good then that I came by.” You said to him. “But now that I am, I brought your gift.” You added handing it to him.
He looked from you to the gift as he took it and opened it to see the part him and Meeks needed to finish the radio they were building.
“Thank you (Y/n).” He said looking at you.
“You said the last time we talked that you needed that piece to finish your radio, so I hope it’s right.” You told him looking from him to the part.
“Hey might want to hurry up, Mr. Nolan is coming.” Meeks interrupted the two of you.
Pitts nodded before turning back to you, the two of you said your goodbyes before he gave you a quick kiss on the lips before you left just in time not to be seen by Mr Nolan.
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There’s not enough love for him
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lovingumi · 3 years
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hii can i request for a suna angst to fluff where suna hasnt been spending time with his gf cause hes been planning a surprise party for her birthday but one the day of her birthday he decided to not greet her because he wanted to surprise her but then he sees her crying in a corner when they were about to go home and she doesnt tell him why then he brings her home then boom surprise hehe thank you
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— surprise.
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⤷ hii can i request for a suna angst to fluff where suna hasnt been spending time with his gf cause hes been planning a surprise party for her birthday but one the day of her birthday he decided to not greet her because he wanted to surprise her but then he sees her crying in a corner when they were about to go home and she doesnt tell him why then he brings her home then boom surprise hehe thank you
synopsis: suna surprising his girlfriend for her birthday, only to hurt her in the process because of the lack of communication.
pairing: suna rintarō x fem!reader
warnings: none
+ i’m sorry for taking so long, really. and i’m sorry if you meant this in way that they would be adults and not high schoolers, i realized that it could be that after almost being done with writing it. not too happy with this one, but my skills have gotten a bit rusty </3
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“_____? hey, _____!” you woke up from your daydream and stared in to osamu’s eyes, blinking as realization came back to you. “we’re done, we can go home.” you looked around in the classroom and saw that it was already empty besides the two of you and the teacher.
he was already gone too.
“rin already left and went home, didn’t he?” you mumbled, packing your bags as you glanced at the miya. he grimaced and nodded. “yeah, he’s been kinda busy lately.”
you cocked your head and let out a bitter chuckle. “i’ve noticed.”
the two of you met up with atsumu and started walking home together, since the three of you lived close by each other.
“say, twins.” you kicked a stray pebble, watching it flick to the side of the road as you heard them both hum.
“is he planning on breaking up with me? is that it?” your grip on your bag tightened as you sunk your teeth in to your lower lip, not wanting to get emotional at the thought of losing him right before your birthday.
“what? no—!” your head snapped up to look at atsumu, your brows furrowed as you realized that they wouldn’t say anything to you. they wouldn’t betray their friend for some girl they happen to know.
“should’ve figured you guys wouldn’t say anything.”
the rest of the way was silent, with some occasional jokes coming from atsumu that no one laughed at and osamu just telling him that he should stop.
you were about to go left as the twins were about to go right until osamu called your name. “please don’t doubt him, _____. he really does love you, just be a little more patient.”
your eyes were cast down as you nodded, smiling while waving them off as you were on your way back home.
you didn’t receive a goodnight text either.
the next day the twins arrived at your home earlier than normal with grins and a birthday cake. a sweet smile appearing on your face as you saw these two dorks at your doorstep.
“gonna invite us in and eat the cake or do you wanna stay here and do nothing?”
you giggled, opening the door wider for them to enter and start your day with some cake and two boys that would probably eat everything.
although you secretly hoped for someone else to come.
after having eaten a tiny piece and gotten ready for the day, you left with each twin by your side and started the school day with a smile accompanied by some anxious feelings that were brewing inside of you.
and him avoiding you didn’t help in the slighest.
the day passed with you barely seeing your boyfriend. every time you spotted him and had a split second of eye contact, he immediately dashed and left you alone by yourself. so you just stopped trying for the rest of the day and focused on your lessons while watching the clock tick slowly.
you walked outside to the tree that started blossoming it’s pretty pink flowers after you were done for the day, leaning against it as a soft breeze went through your hair. the sky was blue with faint clouds decorating it, the sun shining bright and giving you a perfect birthday.
if it wasn’t for him acting like this.
yet you decided to wait for him at your meet-up place, wanting to know what this was all about, even if it meant that it would break your heart in the process.
but you just couldn’t stop your frustration and anxiety from tipping over.
“hey, thanks for waiting, let’s g-“
the second his eyes settled on you, he stopped his sentence. he noticed your puffy eyes and red nose, guilt immediately filling his body at the thought of him abandoning you for a day or three having this much effect.
“can you bring me home, please?” you whispered, avoiding his eyes and crossing your arms over your chest.
he nodded, shoving his hands in his pockets and walking quietly besides you. “that was the plan anyways, i’d never let you walk home,” he tried, glancing at you for a second.
you nodded, eyes dead set in front of you as your legs took you to your home.
“i know.”
the birds singing and the leaves shuffling against each other filled the quiet air, your once tensed face easing up at the serene environment around you.
moments later you arrived home, turning around to face suna who shifted his weight from one leg to the other. “thank you fo-“
“can i come in?”
you blinked at him, not understanding why he suddenly wanted to be around you and daring to interrupt you after everything he pulled. you just shook your head, not having the energy to give him an answer and turned around, unlocking the door.
you took off your shoes and felt his chest pressed against your back in the tiny entrance. you quickly stepped into the living room, only to be greeted with your friends and family members with balloons of your favourite colours hanging around.
“surprise!!”
you stared at them, your mouth slightly open and eyes wide.
“.. huh?”
atsumu stepped forward and brought you in for a hug, your side pressed against his as he pulled you further down the living room. “why is our birthday girl lookin’ so sad, huh?”
you blinked, the function of talking having disappeared as you quickly pulled away from atsumu and turned around to suna who stood there awkwardly.
“happy birthday, _____”
you squinted your eyes for a split second and turned to the rest and thanked them, telling them you’d be back in a moment after talking with suna.
he raised his brows and turned around, walking back outside with you following quickly after.
“this is why you ignored me? you planned this?” he nodded, grimacing at the way you were being to straight with it.
tears filled your eyes once again as you punched his chest weakly. “y-you had no reason to do that to me! you could’ve remained how you were, why did you need to make me feel like i did something bad?” you cried, your fists on his chest as your head fell between them.
“i- i thought you were going to break up with me.”
he hesitantly wrapped his arms around you, pressing you closer to himself as the two of you just stood there in front of your door.
“i’m.. sorry. i could’ve handled it better.” you nodded, sliding your hands away from his chest and around his waist instead. “yeah, indeed you could have,” you sniffled, starting to feel better as all the negative thoughts and energy left your body.
“idiot.”
you felt his chest vibrate, his soft and low chuckle ringing through your ears as you lifted up your head and stared into his emerald green eyes.
“but.. thank you. i appreciate it, rin.”
he hummed, leaning down and pressing a kiss against your forehead. “it was no problem, baby.”
you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding and pulled away from him. “now, let’s see if you got a good present that can make up for your stupid way of handling this.”
he grinned and rolled his eyes. “please, my present is easily the best, tsk.”
you cocked an eyebrow and laughed. “oh yeah? let’s find out, mr. i’mthebest,” you mocked, only to receive a lazy mocking back.
and so you grabbed his hand and pulled him back inside with you, immediately being greeted with osamu’s smile that basically told you ‘i told you so, didn’t i?’
and you just nodded, tightening your grip on suna’s hand as atsumu told you to open his present first with a mouth full of onigiri.
these guys weren’t perfect and didn’t necessarily execute the things how they should be executed, but their intentions were always pure and you’d forever be grateful for their presence in your life.
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alexawynters · 3 years
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Venting. Don’t take this too seriously it’s fine I’m fine.
So my recent ex gf of 8 months (I count the time we were fucking around as well as dating bc let’s not lie I caught feels early because I’m pathetic) who broke up with me a little over two months ago is now hooking up with one of my closest friends.
Its cool. I still cry myself to sleep, have nightmares, and wake up crying throughout the night but it’s fine. I spend more time drunk than sober (I had been doing so well! It was two years since I was last an alcoholic) and replaying every red flag, every moment where I thought to myself “you know, I don’t think she really likes me, you don’t treat the people you like this way right?” And then my dumb desperate ass was like “no we’re going to overlook this because surely she would tell me right? Besides I’m asking for too much, I should just be grateful she even expressed any interest at all. Stop being needy. Stop asking for anything other than what she is giving you because you’re lucky she’s even with you, what’s wrong with you?
Like. The first two months we were together? I called my besties every other week crying because I felt like a human sex toy. She didn’t even seem to want to do relationship things. I didn’t understand why she even asked me out, I had told her before we got together if all she wanted to be was fwb that was okay. But she asked me out so I was like okay cool. You want to date me. As in be in a relationship. I’m excited for this. Let’s do relationship things. We didn’t often do relationship things. We did sexual ones instead.
Then after two months suddenly the sex all but stopped. I thought to myself okay cool every relationship hits a plateau, and levels out. This is normal. Little did I know that was the slow death of us. The. I was calling my besties every other week again, still crying, begging to know what I was doing wrong. Why wasn’t I good enough? Why didn’t she seem interested but was still with me? What was I doing wrong? What was I not doing enough of, or too much of, or just not doing right? What was wrong with me that I couldn’t seem to interest her beyond the bare bones minimum?
I found myself begging for her to spend time with me. I lived with roommates who were our friends, and it always felt like she wanted to spend more time with them than me. I had to ask her if we could have some “just us” nights which, rarely were ever actually just us unless we went out. There were times she would literally, every five minutes look out the window to see when my roommates were home, and I was like ???? Do you not want to spend time with me? She would go to the kitchen to get something and be gone for twenty minutes to an hour at a time, having gotten distracted and hanging out with them. Which isn’t inherently bad to be clear but it happened so often and I wondered. I never forgot about her when I was leaving the room and got stopped for a conversation. If I knew I was going to be long I would text her to invite her or let her know.
I had even told her if she wants to just hang out with them, she could. I genuinely wouldn’t have minded that. Have fun with your friends, you should. I could hang out in my room and be me (I’m incredibly introverted, autistic, and have anxiety, and the living situation had me ~*stressed*~ out) but she didn’t want to do that.
If we were out on a date, she was almost always texting, or snap chatting somebody else. I always tried to make it a point to focus on us when we were in dates, but it never felt reciprocated. I brought it up and then felt like an asshole for already asking for just us time, and now to please not be on your phone when we’re on a date. She looked so sad, like I had scolded her. I would replay it over and over in my head - I tried to be gentle and polite, not accusing or angry. I checked my words carefully and ran them by multiple people to try to be as non aggressive and non accusatory as I could before I ever spoke them to her. Clearly I didn’t succeed.
She has OCD (nothing against it and I usually found it endearing) and would sometimes go into a loop. I always tried to help her but usually just ended up frustrating her. She snapped at me on occasions including in front of my friends and didn’t often apologize for it. Something my friends brought up after she did it in front of them, and I made excuses for it. She was stressed out, I would be too, stop being so hard on her.
She never planned anything with me, I always had to do it. I brushed it off as her having anxiety and not liking planning, but when she asked me “oh we’re still doing that?” for the trip for my nieces wedding in which I was taking her to meet my (extremely judgey) family, the trip that I had been updating her on weekly about the plans trying to get any input from her on, the trip that I had to pull in favors for and grovel to get the time off to go to? I should have said never mind and cancelled it.
She didn’t even help plan my birthday. My best friends did, and showed me the texts where they were getting frustrated with her lack of input on it because she’s my girlfriend and surely she would want to participate in that? Want to help surprise me? It was my first surprise party ever. I told her thank you and she acted like she had absolutely had a hand in planning. Meanwhile my friends all got together while she and I were gone to vent about how pisses they were at her for her lack of effort.
I have some childhood trauma and I don’t like to be touched sexually. I’ll touch my partner and even enjoy it but I don’t like being touched. It triggers me. But she said no less than three times to different people “yeah I’ve still never gone down on a girl or anything” which made me feel like I wasn’t being a good enough girlfriend. So I got sex therapy. I worked through it as best I could. Not for me. I didn’t want to be touched that way but I wanted my girlfriend to be happy. I wanted to do right by her and give her everything she wanted or needed in a relationship. Right about this time is where the sex stopped. She also stopped flirting or doing things she used to do before we started/right as we started dating that were clear indicators that she liked me. (I am an oblivious idiot)
I started to get worried. Why was I working this hard if she didn’t actually want to touch me? I was happy not being touched, but now I was starting to think something was wrong. I was starting to feel like she didn’t even want me. I started asking for sex as reassurance that she was still interested. Still attracted.
She called me a horn dog.
Not just to me but also later to my best friend. I was so mortified I wanted to jump out of the window and run into traffic. *I* was a horndog? All I wanted was affection and reassurance. She said her love language was physical affection and so was mine but she rarely gave me the cuddles I needed. I would ask her for “pets” - where she would play with my hair or just run her hand up and down my arm. This for me is intimacy. I had no problems doing it for her ever but she would get annoyed when I asked, saying it was hard for her to focus on the tv.
Okay? So? I’m not asking much, I didn’t think. I stopped paying attention to the tv when I was petting her. I made her my whole focus so she would feel loved. I mean unless it was like Harry Potter but I would be mindful to alternate so she wouldn’t be left out.
She only introduced me to one of her friends (who I thought was pretty cool but I worry she hates me so I just don’t talk to her now). At first I thought this was because she was in the closet. To be clear I never had a problem with that. I would never push someone to come out before they were ready and I hate movies and media that have the partner doing that. It’s shitty and dangerous. If she felt safer in the closet more power to her. I actively went to bat for protecting that secret for her. Sometimes our friends would forget and tag her in shit that would out her. I would be in their texts and calling them immediately explaining the situation and asking them to untag or take the post down. I’m not saying that as any sort of bragging. That’s literally the least I could do. I’m saying it to illustrate that I don’t have a problem with her being in the closet. But then she told me her friends knew about us. So I was like okay cool you’ve met all of my friends and are part of the group. I’d like to meet your friends. “Um.. they’re just really busy”. I mean. Yeah so are my friends and I didn’t mean like right now I just meant maybe mention it to them and we can some time schedule a hang out. “They’re just really busy”. Red flag but okay. Gonna just. Overlook this one too. It’s fine.
I spent more nights when she visited waiting for her to fall asleep so I could cry myself to sleep over how worthless I felt. Why was I doing this? Everything hurt but maybe I was just asking too much. Had my expectations too high. I’ve been told that before. Usually by people who have left me, those who stay (and my therapist) insist I’ve been asking for the bare minimum. To this day I still don’t know. If all you get is nothing , surely you are nothing? You don’t deserve to ask for more.
By June I started thinking she’s not happy with me. I’m not the one she wants. I don’t think much of myself. I don’t think I’m worth anything. I wrote her a letter that sat in my desk at work, basically saying that she deserved to be happy. She deserved to be with someone who sparks excitement, joy, and romance in her. Someone she wants to introduce to her friends (that she’s out to). Someone that she wants to spend time with and forgets about anyone else (within reason obviously, not like actually forgetting the world friends and responsibilities). Someone she is actually excited to spend time with and looks forward to. Someone that makes her not want to cancel every other date. She shouldn’t settle, even if it’s for me.
It broke my heart to write that letter. I was going to give it to her after her birthday because I didn’t want to be a sick and break up with her right before/on her birthday. Turns out she beat me to the punch and dumped me after I took her home.
I don’t know why I was surprised. The entire relationship things didn’t feel right. I always felt like I was doing something wrong. People in my life always seem to like the idea of me and then when they get to see the real me suddenly it’s like oops too much I’m out. Or alternatively they just.. they think I’m interesting and then lose interest.
My birth mother rejected me not once but twice. My adoptive mother was thrilled at the idea of me until I got to be about 4 and she realized something wasn’t quite right. My dad doesn’t care enough about me to stop drinking. Almost every single best friend I’ve ever had growing up has left usually because of some stupid shit I’ve done or because they’re embarrassed of me. Cheryl thought I was some monster out to hurt my friends (even when said “hurt” friend who was actually there went to bat for me and confirmed that I was literally just in the wrong place at the wrong time). Holly stopped caring. Brie never cared. Johanna only cared when she could use her affection of me to hurt someone else she was being petty with. Lissa only wanted someone she could bully, and even once she had me it wasn’t enough. Jerika definitely didn’t want me, and even my closest friend of 17 years Amy left for three months in which I genuinely thought she wasn’t coming back because I had the audacity to try to help her out of a panic attack. Jocelyn couldn’t stand me for more than a week at a time and roxii didn’t have the time of day for me after Americorps.
I feel like my whole life has just been a game of measurements that’s found me wanting. I tried. I tried so hard and I know I didn’t succeed I know there were things I could have done differently with my latest ex. Things I could have done better. I’ve never wanted anything to work so much in my life. Never tried so hard and still I wasn’t enough. I’m never enough.
I watched her, the woman that I was in love with, slowly lose interest in me over the course of about 4 months. Do you know what that’s like? What that does to you? The more I tried, the quicker she seemed to fade. I kept thinking if I just try harder, I’m just not doing, saying the right things. I read every book on relationships I could get my hands on (blatantly ignoring the parts that told me I should see the red flags for what they were and step away). I took notes. I watched therapy videos. I put to work every therapy technique I had ever learned. I wasn’t perfect but I was going to give this everything I had. Just once I didn’t want anyone to be able to say I didn’t try. I wanted to be as healthy, loving and supportive of a partner as I could because I loved her and didn’t want to hurt her. I knew that I had a lot of personal growth that I had been working on before I met her and I wanted to really ramp that up while I was with her to be good to her. To be good for her.
I’m not even mad. My friends say I should be. They’re mad on my behalf and I’m the one telling them to be nice, and defending her. Part of me thinks they’re right but mostly, mostly I think I’m just a steaming pile of shit and I deserved this.
I wasn’t enough. I’m tired of not being enough. I’m tired of fighting the universe showing me over, and over, and over, and over, and over again how absolutely worthless, not shit I am.
When she broke up with me I told her I felt like I was losing one of my best friends. She said we’re still friends I’m still going to be in your life and we will still talk. Turns out that’s only if I initiate and usually shortly after she shuts it down. So. I guess not.
I asked her one thing and that was when (not if because obviously when, I mean if you saw her you would understand) she moved on if she could just not bring the new person around for the first few months so I didn’t have to see it immediately I would appreciate it and she was like yeah for sure. I told her I wanted her to be happy and I meant it. I just didn’t realize it was going to be barely over 2 months and with one of my good friends.
To be clear she can date whomever she wants. I just thought there might have been more time between them showing up publicly and honestly? Even if her friend was single, interested in me, and I interested in her, I wouldn’t have dated her friend. Even if the positions were reversed and I actually broke up with her first, I wouldn’t have dated her friend. I would imagine that would hurt and I never want to hurt her. Ever. I just.. I wouldn’t have done it. And then she told my one best friend to not tell my other best friend or me and I’m like?? So you know this is a little shady and you’re still gonna?? Like you literally couldn’t wake a couple more months? Just til after Friendsgiving so I don’t have to come to a group event and plaster on a smile when it makes me want to stab myself in the heart.
Alright. Well. Good for her. And I mean that. I just.. can’t see that right now so I’m not seeing any of them. I heard the song Reminds me of you by Kim petras today “cut off all my friends because they remind me of you” and literally felt punched in the gut. Like yep. Too right. Because what am I supposed to go go hang out with my closest friends, where she and her new partner are, and fake a smile? I’m barely holding it together. There’s literally not a day in which I don’t want to kill myself.
Not because she broke up with me. Because I’m tired of being worthless to everyone I care about. Like why the fuck am I even here? Is this what I was born for? To be trash? To be used by people until they find someone better? Or to be someone’s quirky new friend until they find out my quirks are not an act? Or for people to think Im interesting only to slowly realize that I’m not and want nothing to do with me?
I think about all the things I’ve survived that I shouldn’t have and get frustrated because wHY? Why couldnt I just have died and been done with everything? I said to Nathan the other day that at some point I have to realize that the common denominator here is me. Clearly I am the problem. Clearly I am worthless and it’s time to fucking accept that. His reply was that it’s easy to think that you’re the common denominator when it’s your life but that’s just because you’re stuck in it. Idk man. I don’t think I have just extraordinarily shitty luck. I think it’s just me.
I am worthless. Not shit. To anyone. There are some who have stayed but it’s literally just a matter of time until they leave. It’s inevitable, and I’m tired of trying to pretend it’s not. I’m tired of trying to pretend I’m worth something to anyone. I’m tired of begging people to care about me, family, friends, partners. I’m just tired. So tired. Im tired of being tired.
Fuck my life insurance policy. The majority of the people on it don’t care about me anyway, so fuck it if it doesn’t pay out. It wouldn’t be my problem. Sitting here trying to think of ways that wouldn’t traumatize my roommates, would be guaranteed, relatively pain free, and wouldn’t put anyone else at risk. And then I remember I’m a coward and if I fuck it up then there goes what little I have made of my career, I’d lose my job (not that I’m thriving anyway), I’d probably be permanently damaged in ways that would then make me a burden to my parents.
Maybe I can’t kill myself, but somebody else sure could. I could find somebody abusive and just throw myself into that until one day they take it too far. That’s about what I deserve. And then my policy would pay out and the people I live most would be taken care of, regardless of how their treatment of me makes me feel. Maybe I could do some good in this world. The only good I’ll have ever done but it has to count for something right? Who am I kidding nothing I do counts for anything but I’m crazy and keep doing the same things expecting different results.
It’s funny. The one person who wants to leave me the most, can’t. I wish I could though.
Don’t take this too seriously I’m venting. it’s fine, I’m fine.
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alovesongshewrote · 4 years
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Hiiii idk if you’re taking requests or anything rn but!! My birthday is coming up in a few days and I wanted to ask if you could do a cute one shot with douxie celebrating his witch gf’s birthday 🥺 pls don’t feel obligated!!! I just love your writing SM hehe ❤️
BIRTH(Day) | Hisirdoux Casperan x Reader
Plot:  Your friends tried their best, and you had to give them that.  Besides, fire was your thing!
Word Count: 1,621
Warnings:  Pyromania
A/N:  Happy birthday anon!  Hope you enjoy this!  Also, fun fact, on my seventeenth birthday i got hit by a car, rip :/
Tag List: @furblrwurblr
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“Wizard Dad, is the Witcher distracted?  Over,”
“War hammer, the Witcher is very distracted, are you sure this was a good idea?”
“Absolutely, don’t let her know what’s going on!  Over!”
Douxie sighed, “Over,”
The plan was pretty simple.  He was supposed to keep you distracted while the guardians of Arcadia set up a surprise party in your apartment.  He could only hope that things were going well on their end because distracting you was more difficult than it seemed.
But he’d managed!
You were now helping him fight off at least twenty shadow mephits, and you were not at all focused on the fact that it was your birthday.  
He wasn’t sure how it had happened.  You’d been walking through Arcadia, just vibing, when suddenly, mephits.  Douxie didn’t know if that was inconvenient or not.  On one hand, it was a distraction that he didn’t have to put any effort into.  On the other hand, you both had to wrangle the mephits.  It was, in his opinion, a draw.
“Douxie!  A little help please!?”
“I’m on it!”  
He blasted a few of the mephits away from you before rushing to your side.  You kicked one of them in the face before spinning around and firing a spell at two more.
“There’s too many of them, do you have a plan?”
He did have a plan, but that plan involved coming out of this unharmed and getting you back to the apartment.  It was not useful against shadow mephits.
“No, just keep fighting,”
You did for a few moments more before you remembered the can of hairspray and the lighter at the bottom of your bag.  Why did you have those things on your person at all times?  For situations like this, of course.  You were actually a little disappointed that you hadn’t thought of this earlier.
“Cover me!”
“Wait, (Y/N), what are you doing!?”
“Just trust me!”  you yelled, diving for your bag and digging through it.
Douxie covered for you to the best of his ability, but he was one wizard, and there were way more than twenty mephits now.  This was no longer a draw between inconvenient and otherwise, it was straight up not a good time.  He was seriously wondering what ancient deity he had pissed off to have this as a distraction, or what deity you had pissed off to have this happen on your birthday.  It could have been puppies.  There could have been puppies in the road for you to gawk at and play with, but no.  Some god out there had decided on shadow mephits.
One of the creatures jumped at you, but before Douxie had a chance to call out a warning, you spun around setting the thing on fire.  The wizard was pleasantly surprised by this, although he was a bit concerned by the fact that you had the tools to craft a flamethrower on your person.  Did you carry those on you all the time, or-?
You carried them on you all the time.  Aside from joining to form a successful flamethrower, hairspray and lighters were just important tools to have on hand.  You only used them to build flamethrowers though.
“Doux, watch out!”  The wizard jumped out of the way as you turned the flames in his direction, singing the edges of his hoodie and setting the mephits around him ablaze.
You cackled with utter glee as you set fire to the world around you.  To a bystander, it would be concerning, but you were having the time of your life, and Douxie was used to this.  He was actually more than used to it.  He’d been dating you for years, this is what he’d fallen in love with.
The fire jumped around you, seeming more alive than any other fire on the planet.  It moved almost at your command and burned brighter and longer around you.  It didn’t take Douxie too long to figure out that this wasn’t regular fire.  It was magic fire.
When you were done, you set fire to the sky for a moment, laughing still as the flames continued their dance above you.  And then, you were done.
With the mephits defeated and the fire out, you tossed the hairspray and lighter back into your bag and calmly walked over to Douxie, kissing him on the cheek, “That was the best birthday present ever.  Thank you, babe!”
You sounded so sweet, and not at all like a woman who had just set fire to a bunch of monsters.    
It was pretty hot.
You made your way back to your bag, making sure everything was in its place before zipping it up.  Out of earshot, Douxie spoke to someone you couldn’t have seen even if you were looking.
“Wizard Dad, we’re in the clear, send in the Witcher, over,”
“Perfect timing, Toby,”
“War Hammer!”
“Yes!  Right, sorry,”
“Who were you talking to?”
Douxie nearly jumped out of his skin, “Nothing!  No one!  Come on, love, let’s go home,”
“Aight.  Are you okay?”
“Yes, darling, never better,”
You bit your lip, looking at the singed edges of his hoodie, “Cool beans.  Let’s get gone,”
He smiled at you as you spun around, heading in the direction of your home.  
To anyone else, it might just be a regular apartment, but to Douxie, and to you, it was everything.  It was a place where safety was confirmed, where the two of you could be yourselves and just exist without the pressures of being known by anyone but each other.  And Archie.  Douxie loved living with you, spending time with you, all of it.  Even if some of the towels were singed, he wouldn’t want to live with anyone else.
“Douxie?  You sure you’re good, babe?”
The wizard smiled at you, “I’m more than okay, I promise,”
“Then come on,” you grabbed his hand, “Let’s go,”
Douxie was glad to follow you home.
He was less glad to open the door to your apartment to see a bit more than the towels singed.
“Oh, fuzzbuckets,”
“What?  I didn’t do this?”  you entered your apartment, trying to figure out who burned literally everything in your home if it wasn’t you.
“SURPRISE!!!!”
“OH MY GOD!!!”  you screamed, flinging your bag in self defense.  It hit Krel, knocking him out even though it didn’t hit his head.  You weren’t sure how that happened, but there was no time to think about that.  At the moment you were focused on the faces of your very embarrassed friends, trolls, aliens, changelings and humans, all of whom were probably responsible for burning everything in your apartment.
And it wasn’t only burnt.  Behind them, a white banner hung on the wall, the word, “BIRTH” was written on it in large red letters.  Someone had thrown glitter at the sign in an attempt to make it better.  The glitter, however, had not stuck to the banner, instead, it coated everything in your apartment.  You were pretty sure there was frosting on your ceiling.
“Happy birthday?”
“Aww, you guys!’  You exclaimed, looking around your apartment, relishing in the chaos, “Thank you so much!”
They all visibly relaxed, thankful that you weren’t mad about the mess.  But why would you be?  You were a witch, you could clean it.  Also, fire was your thing.  You were fine with a little soot.
Your eyes were wide as you took it all in, “You’re all so amazing!”
“It’s no problem at all, (Y/N),” Jim said, his nerves slipping into his voice as he scratched the back of his neck.
“You heard her guys!  She’s okay with the scorch marks!  Let’s party!”  Toby yelled, eager to stop stressing after what had been a very tense and flammable party set-up.
And so the party began!  It was pretty chill, there were many vibes, I don’t know how to describe it because I’ve been to one party in my entire life, but let’s just say it was dope.  Halfway through Krel woke up, and was totally fine.  Everything was going well.
And it kept going well.  
It seemed that the universe decided that a metric ton of shadow mephits and a burnt apartment were enough for one day. By the end of the night, you were pretty tired.  You’d sent the children and trolls home at a reasonable hour because you were a pyromaniac, not an irresponsible influence.
You and Douxie used magic to clean the apartment after everyone had left.
“Are you actually okay with the burns and the glitter?”
“Okay?  It literally could not be better,”  you looked at Douxie, smiling brightly, “Our friends tried their best to do something nice for my birthday.  Did they burn the apartment?  A little, but I don’t care.  It was sweet, and,” you picked up a handful of glitter, “They gave me free ammo,”
You threw the glitter at your unexpecting boyfriend, hitting him in the chest.
“Oh no, you don’t!”
The glitter fight that ensued was glorious.  You both fought bravely, not stopping for anything.  Your tactics were well thought out and nearly fool-proof, but alas, you were battling against the person who knew you best rendering all strategy moot.  After a fierce and shiny battle, you found yourself cornered by your wizard.
“Surrender, love?”
“Never,”
Before Douxie could throw more glitter on you, you grabbed his face and kissed him.  He melted into it, not noticing your hand reaching back for more glitter until it was too late.
You came away from the kiss before throwing glitter into your boyfriend’s face, giggling at the displeased look on his face.  Your laughter made him crack a smile before he kissed you again.
“I love you, Doux,”
“I love you too.  Happy birthday, (Y/N),”
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Gift (Gerard Pitts x f!Reader)
Requested: no
Summary: Pitts returns to Welton after summer and talks about his gf (the reader) and the boys (mostly Charlie) don’t believe him, until his birthday when the reader brings by his birthday gift in person
Warnings: none
A/n: I wanted to do something for my other boy
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Pitts was both happy and sad to return to Welton. He wanted to see his friends and tell them about his summer and the girl he met, but being back at Welton meant he didn’t get to see you at all.
“Hey Pitts! How was your summer?” Neil asked as they all gathered around his doorway.
“It was great!” He exclaimed looking at them.
“Great? What did you do?” Meeks questioned curiously.
“I met the most amazing girl.” He started and they all smiled. “Her father and mine work together so we spent most weekends around each other.” He continued, their ears fixed on his words. “Oh and we’re together.” He stated calmly as he placed some books on his desk.
“What’s her name?” Knox asked.
“There’s no way!” Charlie snickered.
“Charlie!” Cameron yelled.
“What I can’t be the only who doesn’t believe in a summer Pitts comes back with a girl.” Charlie stated in disbelief.
“Her name is (y/n).” Pitts answered Knox’s question.
You and Pitts had meet at the beginning of summer. Both your fathers had recently started working together and so when at a work celebration the two of you were introduced. 
Both of you were rather shy at but after getting to know one another you tended to open up more.
All summer the two of you looked forward to gatherings that meant the two of you could hangout. You both liked one another and though it was obvious to you he returned your feelings it wasn’t as obvious to him that you liked him and so you were the one to ask him out. 
They were all happy for him of course, but Charlie still was in disbelief about it. As the school year started the only sign of you were phone calls that Pitts had talked about and letters. They all wanted to meet you and see you of course, but the only sneaking out they did was to the cave.
A few months went by and the time came for Pitts’ birthday. 
The day seemed to crawl by, he had enjoyed the birthday wishes from his friends and the gift sent from his parents, but he only looked forward to hearing from you.
You were going to call that evening, his friends all had planned to go wait with him and talk until you called. However when making their way to the front room where the entrance to the school and where the phone was they all stopped at the sight of you. 
You stood at the entrance holding a wrapped gift, looking around at the building before your eyes spotted the group of boys and more importantly Pitts.
“Gerard!” You exclaimed seeing him.
“(Y/n)!” Pitts exclaimed happy to see you and Charlie looked at the others. “What are you doing here? I thought you were going to call?” He questioned happily as he approached you.
“I decided a phone call was not good enough and thought it best to come and give you your gift in person.” You answered smiling as his friends talked and coughed to get both of your attention.
“(Y/n) these are my friends: Neil, Cameron, Todd, Knox, Meeks, and Charlie.” He introduced them each waving or nodding when he said there name.
“Nice to me you all.” You said to them before Neil pushed them all away leaving you and Pitts in the entrance. “They seem a little in shock.” You stated.
“Well you did surprise us, but Charlie didn’t believe anything about you.” He chuckled.
“Well it’s good then that I came by.” You said to him. “But now that I am, I brought your gift.” You added handing it to him.
He looked from you to the gift as he took it and opened it to see the part him and Meeks needed to finish the radio they were building.
“Thank you (Y/n).” He said looking at you.
“You said the last time we talked that you needed that piece to finish your radio, so I hope it’s right.” You told him looking from him to the part.
“Hey might want to hurry up, Mr. Nolan is coming.” Meeks interrupted the two of you.
Pitts nodded before turning back to you, the two of you said your goodbyes before he gave you a quick kiss on the lips before you left just in time not to be seen by Mr Nolan.
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I didn’t know how to end it but I wanted to do this imagine
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shananigans402 · 3 years
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1-65 will do, please. Thanks fuck face :)
I knew exactly who this was and I was so tempted to not reply, but your punishment is having to read through all my answers and remember them forever or you fail the friend test. To everyone else, please do not click unless you want to be very bored, my answers are not interesting lol
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1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? Nope
2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you? Assuming 5 is the most, 1. Maybe 2. 
3. The person you would never want to meet? The person who sent me this (jk I’m excited for our eventual meet up where we hit up a strip club first thing 🙏)
4. What is your favorite word? I answered with ‘conniption’ the other day and still have not found a word I like more.
5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be? Already answered this, fruit tree! I also like palm trees, maple trees, and willow trees. I know that’s not the question, I’m just saying random shit now.
6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought? It took me a long while to remember where I was this morning. I honestly don’t remember, I was rushing to get ready for an early morning meeting.
7. What shirt are you wearing? My Orlando Strong shirt 
8. What do you label yourself as? Lesbian
9. Bright room or dark room? Bright room
10. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping? Possibly checking on a feverish little beeb who was going through it with her second dose of the vaccine.
11. Favorite age you’ve been so far? No idea. I like various ages for different reasons, but this age so far is not bad. 
12. Who told you they loved you last? Probably my sister 🤷‍♀️
13. Your worst enemy? The person who sent this ask.
14. What is your current desktop picture? The apple pic of Catalina island that changes based on time of day (yes it’s the default, don’t judge me)
15. Do you like someone? Lol yeah I hope so 😂
16. The last song you listened to? Pretty Girl by Hayley Kiyoko 
17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? Definitely @raginage
18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? I feel like I can only attack Raginage so many times. Can I pick a fictional character? This week I was real mad at Dave in The Darkness. BaBe!​
19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? Lol no one, you’re talking to a person who feels very uncomfortable with anyone doing anything nice for them.
20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional) Not this again. Last time I said eyes? Still no pics, sorry
21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do? What would I look like? Do I get to design myself like a sim? I honestly don’t know what I’d do because I doubt the world needs another clueless white man walking around, so maybe just stay at home. 
22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it? Nope. And my last answer to this was awful. I do think I have a fantastic ability to annoy my friends but in a way that’s just amusing/endearing enough to make them still want to talk to me 😌
23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? Unique? Uhm well my two big fears are confined spaces and deep water so a submarine is like my worst nightmare.
24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal. Oh this is going to sound so odd. To be clear, I’ve had better sandwiches, but my go-to is provolone, turkey, roast beef, and spicy brown mustard or whole grain mustard. Please don’t judge me.
25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it? Travel budget for future trips to visit my buds and get into trouble and eat food. I know $100 won’t go far, but it’s something.
26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? Well, after my last answer I want to visit my friends! But there are too many people to visit and I only have one ticket. So change of plans. I’m going on a solo trip to Greece. Or Argentina. Or Iceland. Or Bali. Damn, I’m indecisive. 
27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be? Rabble red blend. Just a solid red wine. Also because @viola-lloyds stole my answer the other day (Juneshine; to be fair I asked her this question but whatever) and I don’t want to copy her.
28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? Oh I answered this one, something about respecting others. Yeah, a nice rule like that. Want to establish some healthy communication on this island.
29. What is your favorite expletive? It’s still fuck
30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno? But what about my PLANTS. Can they count as loved ones? Probably my laptop, I know that’s lame but like...I have a lot of stuff on here. Or the collection of cards I have that my granddad drew little drawings in, I want to get them all framed.
31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? To be honest, I don’t know if I’d change big life events in case it altered the trajectory of where I ended up. So idk maybe the ending of Bly, let’s give those lesbians have a happy ending!
32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world! Italy! But wait, let’s get back to this sleeping with celebrities and super-powers bit...
33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back? Oh that’s a really tough question. I always wanted to meet my great-grandma Olga because she seemed like a really awesome lady. 
34. What was your last dream about? I can’t remember, this is bothering me because I wish I could! I’m sorry. My gf recently had a dream where I kissed a dude right in front of her. It made us both very uncomfy lol
35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]? I hate this question because I can only think of one thing.
36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital? For surgery, yeah
37. Have you ever built a snowman? But of course!
38. What is the color of your socks? Not wearing any? I was wearing blue ones earlier. Jfc my answers are so boring.
39. What type of music do you like? Lots! I tend to listen to indie, classic rock, and some pop
40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunsets!
41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Chocolate or a variant (chocolate peanut butter, chocolate caramel)
42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer) LA Rams or Seattle Seahawks. I know they’re in the same division. It’s tough. (Please don’t ask me why these teams)
43. Do you have any scars? Yep, mostly from burning myself on ovens. I simply get too excited for my food.
44. What do you want to be when you graduate? I...have graduated? 
45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Well bestie recently said I have “lesbian hands” and I think that’s code for man hands so maybe that hahaha
46. Are you reliable? I try to be!
47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be? How many more times will I watch The Darkness before I learn my lesson? (Related: When does other bestie finally admit to her fetish?)
48. Do you hold grudges? Not typically, no
49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create? A dog and an otter? Can we domesticate otters? No, a horse and a large bird, create a pegasus and then free travel.
50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had? Oh god. I don’t even know where to start today tbh. Damie and pokemon and cosycon and looming and feet and [redacted] and developing apps for VP. So many fantastic conversations. 
In real life, probably the time I was at a laundromat in Italy and this guy wandered in with a beer, sat next to me and my male roommate, assumed we were a couple, and proceeded to give us bizarre life advice. I wish I could remember more of it, but it was so odd.
51. Are you a good liar? Hmm I’m okay at it I think, that is, I can convince people I’m serious when I’m actually joking. But I don’t like actually lying if it’s not just teasing someone. 
52. How long could you go without talking? Probably a few days if I had to.
53. What has been you worst haircut/style? The haircut I got before studying abroad! It was too short and I was so sad.
54. Have you ever baked your own cake? For a birthday? No. For fun? Absolutely.
55. Can you do any accents other than your own? Not well, no
56. What do you like on your toast? Butter and/or honey and/or jam
57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of? My beautiful depiction of a scene of chapter one of Private Dancer. 
58. What would be you dream car? An electric car of some sort. I don’t know enough about cars tbh
59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain. Nope but sometimes I’ll play music and dance and maybe softly sing.
60. Do you believe in aliens? Yep! Definitely 
61. Do you often read your horoscope? Almost never unless someone sends it to me.
62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet? Already answered, A
63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons? Dinosaurs! 🦕
64. What do you think about babies? What do I think about them? They’re pretty cool. Just tiny little humans. 
65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of. I was very nice and let you correct your mistake and submit one after the fact:
In your opinion what is the best thing you can cook, like your speciality? My favorite thing to make is pasta, I started making my own sauce and I’d love to make pasta from scratch sometime.
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probably-writing-x · 4 years
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Misspoken.
Arón Piper x Reader
Request by anon: can i request a very specific aron piper imagine where y/n is a london college student and she is secretly dating him while visiting him in spain for her birthday they have a big fight where he says something like thats why you don’t deserve to be loved, she gets back home heartbroken , he is really sorry about what he said, he tries to apologize several times in her college to her but at the end he decides to surprise her with a cake and a very sweet message
Request by anon: Hi! I love your fics! Could you write Arón being protective of his gf?
Gif is not my own
Requests are open 🤍
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You were relieved as you finally set your bags down in Arón’s flat and knew that this week away to celebrate your birthday was actually going to plan. With you studying at UCL in London and him working and living over here, it was difficult to ever find enough time to see each other. But Arón had been completely set on spending your birthday with you.
“Welcome back!” He grins as he turns around to face you, having carried your suitcase up.
You laugh and walk over to kiss him strongly, cupping his face as you do, “It’s good to be back.”
He grins and lets his hands fall to your hips as he walks you back, “You know, we’ve got some time before my first plan of the day...”
You cock a brow as your legs hit the edge of the bed frame, “Enough time for me to unpack?”
He laughs at your suggestion as you fall back onto the mattress with him, “Definitely not.”
- - - - - -
As Arón had said, he’d set up plans for the entire week that you were here - saying that your birthday deserved to be celebrated over the course of seven days. The first day consisted of the two of you going on a hike through the countryside and the second consisted of a long lie in with breakfast in bed. Now, that evening, you were heading out for a meal at a restaurant in town that he’d said he always wanted to take you to.
“You’ve done too much Arón,” You sigh as he fixes his tie for the evening and you finish getting dressed too, “It’s not even my birthday yet.”
“It is in Australia,” He points out, gesturing to the clock that hung on his wall.
You roll your eyes as he reaches over and takes your hand, “Ready to go?”
The restaurant was only a short walk away so you decided that the warm evening called for an excuse for the two of you to walk down to the restaurant instead of calling a cab. He held your hand so contentedly, baffled as to how he’d spent so long without it. You always managed to make long distance work - you both just knew you had to make the most of the pockets of time that you did have together.
You arrive at the restaurant and the hostess takes you to your table, right by the window with a warm candle and low lighting.
“Tom will be your waiter for the evening, he’ll be over shortly to take your order,” The lady smiles before walking back to the door.
You glance around at the fancy interior, knowing full well you’d already feel guilty about the price he’d be paying in a place like this.
“Arón...”
“Don’t even say it,” He chuckles, “It’s the night before your birthday, I want to treat you.”
You smile gently at his instant response, knowing you too well.
“Good evening, I’ll be your waiter for this evening,” A young boy, about your age walks over, speaking in a clear British accent, “What drinks can I get for you?”
“We’ll have a bottle of champagne for the table, please,” Arón nods, glancing at you with a light smile.
The waiter still turns to you and it’s only then that you recognise him.
“Hey, I know you, right? UCL?” Tom frowns, “I think we took a class together.”
“Yeah, of course,” You smile, “How are you?”
“I’m good thank you, you look great.”
It’s an innocent comment. Nothing more than a polite remark really. But you see the way Arón shifts in his seat like it’s suddenly the most uncomfortable thing ever.
“Well, it’s really good to see you,” You nod, “We’ll have to catch up soon.”
Tom dismissed himself after that and you turn your focus back to Arón.
“Who’s that guy?” He asks, trying to seem nonchalant as he scans across the starters in the menu.
“Tom, I sat next to him in a class during second year but he’s been studying abroad for this year so I haven’t seen him in ages,” You explain, looking through the endless food choices on the menu.
“Hmm, you never mentioned him,” Arón points out, not once glancing up to you.
“I don’t really remember to mention every person I sit next to in class,” You laugh a little, “He’s just a friend.”
Arón looks up and sighs a little, “I’m sorry.”
You shake your head with a smile, “It’s fine, honestly. I’d be a little cautious too if it was someone with you.”
Tom comes over and places down the ice bucket with champagne and two glasses for both of you.
“Okay, and how about food?”
Arón allows you to order first as you pick out your starter and main from the menu.
“Great choice,” Tom shoots you a wink, “And for you, sir?”
Arón shifts in his chair again before reaching out one hand and linking it with yours across the table. Tom’s eyes fall to your hands but he’s likely just in confusion like you are.
Arón reels off his order and closes the menu, “Cheers buddy.”
As Tom walks away, you turn to Arón with a sigh, “Can we please not let this affect the evening?”
Arón takes a deep breath, “You’re right, I’m sorry.”
“I just want to make the most of our time here,” You comment, “Come on, tell me how filming’s going.”
Just like that, the two of you fall back into your old ways and everything and everyone else seems so far from your little bubble. He tells you all of the little stories from set, anything he feels like he’s struggling with for his character and most definitely tells you more than he should do about the storyline for the next season.
“How’s Omar doing?”
“He’s good, yeah,” Arón nods, “He told me he’d have loved to see you this week but we were thinking we could maybe do something in summer with a bunch of us.”
“Yeah, that sounds great,” You agree, taking a bite of your starter, “Like a holiday or something?”
“Yeah, maybe, even if we all head to the beach and rent out a house,” Arón explains, “I’ll let you know. How has uni been? Did you manage to get those projects done in time?”
As your starters arrive, you chat him through everything about university - the best parts, the stresses and the work. You forget all about Tom or how Arón had reacted to his presence, maybe you would’ve done the same if it was someone unknown speaking to him. But there was nothing between you and Tom, just friends.
As the evening comes to a close, Tom comes to collect your plates. Sure, he’d made a few comments as he’d seen you through the night but it was never anything more than that.
“How was everything for you this evening guys?” Tom asks as he leans over to pick up the empty champagne bottle, “At least you can hold your alcohol better than that night in London!” He shoots you a smile.
You laugh it off and roll your eyes.
“What’s this?” Arón frowns, glancing between the two of you.
“She gets wild on a night out, such a lightweight!” Tom exclaims, going to pick up the last of the plates before walking off.
Arón turns to you, “Wild, huh?”
You roll your eyes, “He’s just being silly, it was one of the Christmas balls and I-“
Tom walks back over with the bill and sets it down onto the table.
“Here,” Arón sets down a few notes before he can walk away, “Keep the change and keep your eyes off my fucking partner next time buddy.”
Toms eyes widen a little as he looks to you and back to Arón.
“Don’t look all innocent now, I wonder what your manager would think about you flirting with someone all night whilst their boyfriend sits across from them.”
“Arón!” You warn, trying to keep composure in the public eye, “Thank you, Tom, you were great tonight. I’ll see you around, okay?”
Tom fumbles and quickly takes the money with him to get away from you as quickly as possible.
Arón clenches his jaw and stuffs the receipt into his pocket, not once looking at you.
“We’ll talk about this when we’re home,” You state, standing up from the table and grabbing your jacket.
He reaches for your hand as you step onto the path, never really walking anywhere without a small gesture like that. But you pull away almost instinctively.
“(Y/n)...”
“We’ll talk about it when we’re home.”
- - - - - -
And, as soon as you step into the flat, your patience wears thin.
“You had no right to act that way Arón,” You state calmly, coldly, “You were completely out of line and it was humiliating.”
“Humiliating?” He scoffs as he tugs the tie from his neck, “What’s humiliating is having someone flirt with you when I’m sat right across from you!”
“He wasn’t flirting Arón! He’s a friend from class!” You defend, “Believe me, Id tell you if it was anything more.”
“You’d tell me? Seems like there’s a lot you’re not telling me if you think there was nothing going on there.”
“I’m not saying it again Arón. Tom is a friend. Nothing more than that. I’m here with you, I want to be with you,” You turn around to face him, “Isn’t that enough?”
“You’re oblivious (Y/n)!” He’s losing his patience now, “God! This is why it’s so hard to love you sometimes, you don’t deserve-“
“I don’t deserve what? I don’t deserve to be loved?” Your voice breaks at the words as the clench on your heart tightens beyond repair.
All of his anger drops instantly, “No, no, babe, that’s not what I meant.”
“Forget it,” You shake your head, “Let’s just go to bed.”
“No, no, come on, love,” He goes to reach out for you but you snap your arms back instantly.
“Don’t call me love. The one that’s hard to love, huh?” You swallow the lump in your throat, “I’m going to get ready for bed.”
You change out of your clothes in silence, do all of your typical routine in silence and eventually settle into the bed without a word too. It’s cold in the apartment, too cold for such a warm evening. You wrap your arms around yourself in the place where his should be.
“Please talk to me (Y/n),” He sighs as he sits on the edge of his side of the bed, “I can explain, l didn’t mean-“
“It’s fine, Arón. I don’t want to talk now.”
- - - - - -
The following morning, even though it’s your birthday morning, you make the decision to book onto the earliest flight available and start collecting up the few things you’d actually unpacked since being here. Things would only get worse if you stayed here, and you couldn’t put yourself through that. Arón was still asleep just as you were picking up your bags to meet the Uber outside.
“(Y/n)?” He frowns as he reaches out to your side of the bed and feels that you’re not there.
You glance over at the innocence of his sleeping form and feel such a reluctant desperation to go and lay back next to him.
“Whe-where are you going?”
“I found an early flight, I thought I’d get out of your way,” You explain, “I didn’t mean to wake you.”
“Get out of my way?” He scrambles to sit up, “(Y/n), it’s your birthday.”
“Right, and I don’t want to spend it with someone who finds it hard to love me,” You state coldly.
He sits on the edge of the bed and looks toward you, “You really think that’s how I feel?”
“I think that’s what you said last night, and I don’t care if you didn’t mean it. Words like that can’t just be dismissed by you saying that you didn’t mean them,” You shake your head, “So, I’m going back to London.”
“So, what does this mean? You want to end things with me?”
You glance down at his bare torso, looking so innocent in his appearance, the moon and sun tattoo on his chest always being your favourite.
“I don’t know Arón,” Your voice trembles, “But I can’t risk being with someone who would ever tell me that it’s hard loving me. I’m sorry.”
- - - - - -
The next few days in London are the real killer. You chose to skip out on celebrating your birthday at all and had instantly been wallowing in your own self pity ever since you’d got back. Arón had been trying to call you relentlessly but nothing had worked. You couldn’t imagine picking up the call, knowing yourself too well to think you’d ever be able to resist hearing his voice so pleading. Part of you regretted leaving that day. But he’d hurt you. And you couldn’t just let that pass.
You’re just about to leave to go and get a coffee from the local Starbucks when there’s a knock at the door of your flat. You expect it to be one of your friends, trying to encourage you once again to come out with them.
When you open the door, you’re met with something completely different. Unexpected above anything.
“Arón, what are you doing here?”
He’s in your doorway with a rucksack over one shoulder and his hands held around a brightly coloured cardboard box, “Nobody deserves to celebrate their birthday on an aeroplane.”
He hands over the box and you open it to find a birthday cake inside with the numbers of your age in candles placed firmly in the centre. It’s decorated simply and he’s managed to pick your favourite.
“Thank you, you didn’t have to,” You smile politely, setting the box down onto the side as you’re still reluctant to let him inside.
“No, I did. And there’s a lot more that I need to do,” He sighs, “Just hear me out, okay?”
You hold firmly onto the door handle like it’s going to steady you at all.
“(Y/n), it’s not hard to love you. From the first moment I laid eyes on you on a beach in Spain, to the time you tried to teach me to surf, to now. It’s never been difficult to let my heart do what it was always meant to, fall for you. You make every part of that easy. And you give me another reason every single day to love you. I don’t know how, but you do. It’s so fucking easy to love you, and you deserve every piece of you to be loved and adored and cherished,” He says the words so confidently that you believe them over anything else he’s told you, “It’s not hard to love you. What’s hard is letting myself love. Letting myself be so fucking vulnerable that I give half of myself to somebody else. It scares me that you’ll ever find someone who can give you more than I ever could. That can be more for you than I am. But I promise you I’m getting there, and I also promise you that - if you let me - I’ll prove to you that you will never be hard to love, ever.”
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