#so now you're gonna be extra sad watching this scene

[ja3hwa]

Morning | WooSanYeoHwa

「Synopsis」 : A typical morning in your house hold. Snuggles, breakfast and teasing all round.

「Word count」 : 695

-> Genre: Slice of Life, Suggestive Fluff. 

Paring: Reader x Wooyoung x San x Yeosang x Seonghwa

[Warnings] : Mention of food, Kissing, Teasing. Smoking, Tobacco, brief mention of other types of drug. If I missed anything let me know.

Note: Thank to my anon for this request. I hope you enjoy it well ♡♡ p.s I know it's a short fic. I'm trying to get all my older requests done but I'll keep trying to make sure they are over 1k but some just won't get there. Sorry for the inconvenience... ♡♡

Part Two -> [Click Here]

The smell of vanilla and pine surge through your nose as you can softly hear faint voices and shuffles in your room. You mentally groan, knowing it must be around four or five in the morning and that means all of your boys would be up and out of bed by now. Well everyone but you and San. Trying to get either of you out of bed was always a mission. So when you turn over to nuzzle in the human cuddle toy you let out a sigh of contentment at the sound of his calm heartbeat slowly putting you back to a slumbering state.

Peace doesn't last long however when Wooyoung comes rushing into the silent room, jumping head first onto the comforter making You and San groan. "Really Woo?" San pulled the redhead up but the arm, tugging into to lay in between you and Him. You both hold the noise box tight, trying your best to calm him down in hopes he will just lay with you for a little longer for some extra moments of slumber. But alas Seonghwa comes into the room to see the three of you dog pilled. He knew he shouldn't have gotten Wooyoung to be the one to wake you up.

"Come on babies. Time to wake." Seong walked over to your side of the bed, snaking his arms under your body, before pulling you off the bed into his arms. You didn't fight it, knowing it would just cause unnecessary arguments. You let Hwa take you to the bathroom, sitting you down on the counter. The cold marble made you shiver, making Seonghwa chuckle at your reaction. You both brushed your teeth. He stood in between your legs, rubbing your thigh lovingly with his free hand. Yeosang joined soon, retching for his own toothbrush while rubbing his eyes from sleep.

"Morning Sangie." You and Seong both sad through the sounds of toothpaste swishing in your mouths. Yeosang couldn't help but smile weakly at how similar you and Seonghwa were. You hopped off the counter, finishing up before kissing both of them on the cheeks. You noted your attire was still a large shirt and panties. You contemplated changing but you couldn't care at the moment, once you smelt the sweet scent of Wooyoung's cooking. You entered the kitchen to see San and Wooyoung. San was sitting at the bar table, speaking to Woo quietly while he rolled his morning cigarette. You leaned against the door frame, watching them do their own thing, oblivious to your presence.

"Something smells good." Yeosang broke the scene, walking past you softly into the kitchen to place himself right behind Wooyoung to give him a back hug while he cooked. Yeosang wasn't one for physical affection but he was more than willing to do anything if food was involved. The sound of San's lighter caught your attention along with the other two making Wooyoung groan in annoyance.

"Hey, Go outside of open a window if you're gonna do that." Wooyoung never liked the smell of tobacco and neither did Yeosang but You couldn't care less if you could smell it. Something about it gave you a weird type of nostalgia, like the smell, brought you memories of him. San lit the stick anyways without care for Woo's empty threat. You watching him take a big inhale, suddenly noted Seonghwa walking up to the dark-haired. He took him by the chin, giving San a long kiss while the smoke still sat in his lungs, pouring into Seonghwa's. The action made you tingle. Don't get yourself wrong, you would never smoke tobacco as you are afraid you will become addicted, but maybe wouldn't mind joining in on the fun with other smokables.

"Honey, Can you help me here." Yeosang's voice caught you out of the fantasy you were in the middle of having, suddenly seeing Seonghwa smirking in your direction while smoke left through his nose.

'Jesus is he trying to kill me?' You thought before making your way towards Yeosang to help set the dining table up so you can eat the delicious meal Wooyoung has so lovingly prepared.

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[internetgremlin-writes]

Omg I almost missed this by thinking I was gonna actually sleep tonight, good thing I checked tumblr first 💪🏽but please could I request #132 and #137 for my mans, carlos sainz jr? I just want a really romantic carlos for sad lonely me :) sorry if this is long, I just really like interacting with authors I love- anyway, congratulations!! sending much love <3

132 - "I didn't think it was possible to love someone this much,"

137 - "Do you know how beautiful you are? It's truly distracting,"

Hi, hi hello!! Aww you're an angel, thank you so much for this!! And YES thank you for interacting - speaking from the other side I cannot express how much it means when people interact with your posts, and it's even better when you see the name multiple times, it's like little pals you look for <3

Anyway I hope you like this one, I worked extra hard to make it as fluffy as possible after the last one haha

also we are not going to mention the fact im using a wheel of names to decide the order of what's getting done now

that smile will be the death of me

Waking up in bed with Carlos Sainz was one of your favourite things in the universe.

You'd been together for a while now, and his friend long before that. Your relationship was one of those where the lines blurred together. You couldn't remember the exact day high fives turned into intertwined fingers, or celebratory hugs turned into making out in his driver's room.

It was actually the fans that had gotten you together. Working so closely with him for years meant that there were always pictures of you two together, and through being caught on behind the scenes videos and in the background of paddock coverage, you became a fan favourite amongst the non-drivers of F1. You were fairly used to being caught by paparazzi, especially as you were often escorting Carlos, who was the object of anyone with half a brain's attention. It was Carlos who picked up on it, and that day you did remember clearly.

He'd given one of his signature shrieks, the one you knew would be immediately followed by that ridiculous squawking laugh he only did when he was completely comfortable and totally amused. It took him a moment to compose himself before he showed you the video he was watching. It was a TikTok, obviously, because only TikTok had the ability to create chaos like that. The video was titled "My Favourite F1 Conspiracy Theories", which you thought was pretty funny in itself.

They were mostly silly, things about drivers losing seats and FIA biases towards certain teams, and a certain Monegasque driver with a home race curse. You were just starting to wonder what was quite so funny about the video Carlos was showing you when you recognised the set of images that outlined the penultimate theory.

"Carlos Sainz and Y/N Y/L/N are secretly dating," the creator was explaining, and in the background was a collection of paparazzi pictures of yourself with Carlos. Individually you'd thought nothing of them, but when they were collected together like that the image was clear. His hand on the small of your back, guiding you through a door. You hugging him, his hands on your hips and your arms wrapped around his neck. The pair of you out to dinner, you laughing at something he'd said, him leaning forward with that killer smile and his attention solely on you. You walking so close together that with the blurred image it wasn't clear if your fingers were intertwined or not. Carlos, holding you, his mouth pressing a kiss on your forehead.

"Must be a big secret if I didn't know I was dating you," you'd murmured, your mouth dry and suddenly very, very aware of the lack of space between you. He made a noise in the back of the throat, and just watched you for a second, those big brown eyes fixed on your face.

"Are we?"

"What?"

"Are we dating?" you stared at him because who asks that? Your expression must have given away the bewilderment. "I kiss you," he said simply as if that cleared up everything.

"I think there's a bit more to dating than just kissing, Carlos," his eyes focused on something behind you, zoning out for a moment and then coming back to you.

"Yes,"

"Yes?"

"I think we are dating," if this was his way of asking you out it was weird, but Carlos was a little weird (and incredibly adorable).

"Me too," you said because after a moment's reflection you realised that you'd been playing the role of Unofficial Girlfriend without even knowing it, for who knows how long.

"Okay then," he nodded and that was it. Carlos never brought it up again.

But you did notice he was a little more touchy with you in public. He was quicker to hold your hand. You stopped creeping out of his room in the middle of the night.

The feeling of his arm snaking around your waist, pulling you gently into his back brought you back to the present day. Your bare skin pressed against his hard chest was a heavenly feeling. He was always so warm, it was like having the best electric blanket in the world. He made a low grunt in his sleep, which only made you snuggle deeper into his arms. Mornings like this, when he had a day off and you were allowed to wake up without ringing alarm bells and instant activity, made everything else you did with him so worthwhile.

"Good morning, mi sol," ever since he'd accidentally called you a nickname in Spanish instead of English and you'd practically jumped him on sight he made a point to allow more of his home language to infiltrate. You squirmed in his arms, partly in pleasure at the nickname, and partly because he was peppering your neck with feather light kisses and the combination of his scruffy beard and long hair was tickling you.

"Good morning," you turned in his arms, not able to resist his kiss any longer. He met you with equal enthusiasm, his large hand coming up to cradle your face as you melted into him. When he pulled away it wasn't far, your foreheads touching and noses brushing against each other.

"I didn't think it was possible to love someone this much," God, he was such a romantic. It made your heart swell because you felt exactly the same. Everything in your life revolved around Carlos, and you wouldn't have it any other way. Even if the both of you were teased mercilessly in the paddock because Carlos was like a puppy with separation anxiety these days.

It was a slow kind of day. After a morning of fooling around in bed, the pair of you finally stumbled into the shower because his stomach was growling so loudly that breakfast had to become a priority. He insisted on cooking for you, even though you were more than capable of fixing the food too.

You were wearing one of the dress shirts he'd worn over the weekend, only half the buttons done up and it only just grazing your thighs. Your legs were bare as the only other item of clothing you wore was your panties. Carlos was no better, a pair of light grey sweatpants slung low on his hips. It was too hot for a shirt, he claimed, and you weren't complaining. You were leaning on the breakfast bar in his house, watching the tanned Adonis you were lucky enough to call your boyfriend making you breakfast.

He was focused on the eggs, his head tilted down to give you his incredibly sharp profile, his long hair shining in the sunlight and flopping into his eyes. He'd shaved in the bathroom, so he was back to a perfectly shaped stubble shadow.

"Do you know how beautiful you are?" You asked him, his attention snapping to you with a raised eyebrow and a slight quirk of his lips. He loved compliments. "It's truly distracting," which made him break out into a grin, forcing him to look away for a moment as you spotted a light pink hue creeping up his neck. He put the pan of eggs down away from the head and came over to where you were, lifting you onto the counter with ease and settling himself between your legs.

"I think I'm supposed to be the one to call you beautiful," his voice was a low rumble in his chest, his accent made the words sound like cursive.

"You can show me," you offered, earning yourself a raised eyebrow and a very smug look.

"It would be my honour,"

#1.3k prompt night #please please tell me i did the fluff good #i am bad at fluff #carlos sainz jr #carlos sainz #carlos sainz x reader #carlos sainz imagine #formula one #f1

[polkadotpatterson]

For the ask game:

For Dot + Workman: 4 (in general types or specific shows, 12, and/or 25 (🥺) 

And then also and/or Salt coven for 15, and/or 37 bc now I'm thinking of salt movie night

4. Their favorite show to watch together?

I'm gonna be real I am perpetually bad at knowing what media any characters would like. I could see them both enjoying documentaries tbh? That's my vague answer lol

12. Who prefers calling to texting (& vice versa)?

I think when Dot was away in the Core and Dallas they tried to call each other whenever possible so they could properly talk!

...and now I'm thinking, what if Dot's fingers aren't particularly compatible with phone touchscreens, so they have to make a lot of extra effort to text either bc they have to wrestle with the screen, or bc they had to get an ancient nokia or something similar with buttons, and texting that way is its own kind of struggle. so, calling!

25. (a lil sappy, but..) What do they like about each other?

ough... I think the main thing has always been that they just Get Each Other in ways that other people can't. They both have that love of the sport and that great synchronicity when they play together, and they understand what it's like to be irrevocably changed by it in more ways than most players, to have their old lives stripped away and have their bodies made into something unfamiliar. and they help each other deal with that and work through it! it's good to have someone around who just understands you. kindred spirits. you know how it is

Beyond that, Dot likes that Workman is just such a warm person, someone who brightens up the room and makes them smile, makes them feel more at ease in any situation. Workman likes all the little things about Dot that the blessing tried to hide but couldn't, like their sense of humour and their devotion to their team, and of course how good they are with Beasley and how Workman can trust that Dot is the right person to take care of him when they're not around :')

SALT COVEN MOVIE NIGHT!!! this is such a fun concept. has everyone read the salt? read the salt

15. Who's the first to cry during movies that don't seem sad?

I think this definitely depends on the movie! Like, they can't watch anything with ocean scenes in it when SomeThing is around bc it gets upset and bad things happen when it gets upset!!! I think Dian would probably cry at some things in movies. Yado will cry at cute animal scenes. Phoenecia might cry a bit at a scene that reminded her too much of her old life and then she'd have to insist that this isn't crying, it's the new Moisturization Ducts that she gave herself, they're very efficient

37. Who wanted to see Oppenheimer; who Barbie? Did they switch opinions after?

I feel like this is a bit harder for me to answer when I still haven't seen either of them, but here's my best attempt at sorting them:

Team Barbie: Dian, Yado, Jenkins, Elodie, Carson (edit: KEVIN I forgot about Kevin)

Team Oppenheimer: Mehr, Austin, Weston, Phoenicia, Minh, SomeThing

Really doesn't care about any of this: Milo

I know Elodie and Minh aren't part of the coven (and technically neither is Carson) but I think this is funnier if it's Team Movie Night Double Feature and Elodie is happy to go bc yay team bonding! and meanwhile Minh is like what is the secret plan, why are you dragging me out here for this, is this an ominous threat about how you're building your own atomic salt bomb or what??? he's not having a good time

#thank you beloved <3 I am happy to talk about Dot and Workman all day but I am also happy to talk about anyone else #garden squad or simon/lachlan or CV and jesus or ziwagenia or terrible square (jenkins/greer/amos/tyvi) or more salt characters etc #answering moistly #polkadot patterson #workman gloom #the salt #mossy-kit

[mlobsters]

supernatural s9e10 road trip (w. andrew dabb)

didn't realize we were on a 'road so far' episode already. oh did we really need a funeral pyre? buh. okay what irritates me about that is it can lean on the emotions i associate going back to john's pyre. as much as i warmed up to kevin, his death did not really make me feel anything. and now they can borrow against my fucked up dead parents feelings that got shaken up via john. don't like it.

also borrowing against my thoughts on dean's feelings via john's death, having this long zoom out from dean at the fire, licensed music playing. oh, it gets worse! the cleaning up kevin's footprint in the bunker. no more extra little brother at home.

was thinking today actually about mrs. tran, how crowley said she was dead but i couldn't remember if we ever confirmed if she was actually dead?

thought of it because of the phone. the logistics of the aftermath of someone has died. i was too young to deal with anything from when my dad died, but i was 32 when my mom died (fun fact i guess that would make it a year before this season aired) so my brother and i dealt with the house and belongings. damnit. now i'm upset about that, buncha cheap shots, show. sigh. too much thinking, more watching.

dean guilt++ and no sam because he's off being ridden around by a fucked up murdering angel

all right the picture with kevin and his mom got me. don't throw the fucking phone, asshole. break everything else, but not the phone, come on. this is like bobby burning the family picture with jo and ellen in s5e10 (brain, stop it)

so we go from this scene to.... this one.

okay tonal whiplash. they could have had a rockstar character and not making it into a cheesy joke. weird choices.

DEAN Sammy was dying. What was I supposed to do?

can't blame a shark for being a shark. can't blame a dean for doing anything to save his sam.

CASTIEL You kill an angel, its vessel dies, too. DEAN Think I don't know that? If I don't end Sam and that halo burns him out and I... God, I was so damn stupid. CASTIEL You were stupid for the right reasons. DEAN Yeah, like that matters. CASTIEL It does. Sometimes that's all that matters.

castiel is banking on it being the something that matters for personal reasons too :p

CROWLEY I told him this was gonna happen. I was the only person who tried to warn him. I told him to run. DEAN From what? CROWLEY You. How many times am I gonna have to say this? People in your general vicinity don't have much in the way of a life-span.

don't let him make you feel worse, dean (even though it's true)

will admit i wonder what crowley does chained up for days, weeks?? at a time between visits from someone.

definitely. good levels of quippy crowley

CROWLEY Looks like we need a tiebreaker. Go get Moose, squirrel. Unless... Unless, of course, you can't. That's why you're here, isn't it? The poor giant baby's in trouble again, isn't he?

i will admit he made me laugh at that. poor giant baby samoose

dean is Very Sad and Very Guilty but i would like to take a moment to say i like the plaid he has on today. it's pretty. not covered up by a jacket so i can actually appreciate it

okay that made me laugh too

CROWLEY Shotgun. DEAN Uh, wrong. You're in the back. DEAN Hey – you, too. Keep an eye on him.

so dumb but i cackled. more cas and crowley bickering please

dad!dean yelling at the kids fighting in the back. here for it

all right. mega confusion. so i was like this dude, why do i know this dude, is that ezekial/gadreel, was he in an older episode of spn? anyway i apparently didn't look him up when we first met him but he was one of the dimi's in s1 of altered carbon... and dimi 2 was in an spn episode (s4e5 the black and white one). i had forgotten that while dimi is the same dude, it was different meatsuits (sleeves, in the show).

s9e10 / altered carbon s1e1 tahmoh penikett as dimitri kadmin

wonder how padalecki felt about playing an even more different character now. recall reading something recently about jackles talking about how it was harder when he was playing soulless!sam etc because it wasn't that same dynamic

I've shared this before, it did make it a little bit more difficult when Jared was playing soulless Sam or Dean was playing demon Dean or Michael. It made it a little bit, well, it was different because that person that you rely on who brings their character to life in a way that supports what you're doing and that is relatable and that is almost, is somebody that you rely on to fulfill—he completes me. Great, that's the headline tomorrow... "Jensen Ackles finally admits... ...that he really does love Tom Cruise movies." So yeah, to get back the question, it it did make it a little bit more difficult to do what we were so used to doing when you take that element away and but again that's I think that that was one of the great things about Supernatural is that we took chances like that, we swung for the fences on a lot of different things.

-from 2022 JIB 12 Jensen Sunday Morning Panel

LOL i just realized i had the wrong era license plate in the painting i just did. cue me flushing and sweating. i did something wrong on the internet where people can see, the HORROR

CROWLEY Your phallus on wheels just ran a red light in Somerset, Pennsylvania, 10 minutes ago.

lol. classy

this whole gadreel/abner thing. i dunno, man. there's just too much shit going on to care about everything

no judgement, i pet my car too

great, jabbing holes in sam's brain and wiggling a big needle around in there. like trying to find a recessed reset button with a paperclip

DEAN Pretty much, yeah. How are you doing? CASTIEL You want to talk about me now? DEAN I want to talk about anything that's not a demon sticking needles into my brother's brain.

oh dean. i'm feeling the feelings, jackles

CASTIEL You thought his life was at stake. DEAN Yeah, I got played. CASTIEL I thought I was saving Heaven. I got played, too. DEAN So you're sayin' we're both a couple of dumbasses?

me three

CASTIEL I prefer the word "trusting." Less dumb. Less ass.

sorry but i laughed. that was a weird watery delivery

now crowley gets to tromp through sam's brain too, greeeeaat. this is just great.

DEAN If you mess with Sam, if you try anything– CROWLEY I keep my bargains. Besides, I don't want to be inside your brother any longer than I have to. I'm not one for sloppy seconds.

classy as ever

DEAN This don't make us square. I see you again– CROWLEY I'm dead. Yes, I know. I love you, too.

kisses, byeee

SAM What you do want me to say – that I'm pissed? Okay. I am. I'm pissed. You lied to me. Again. DEAN I didn't have a choice. SAM I was ready to die, Dean! DEAN I know. But I wouldn't let you, because that's not in me.

it doesn't excuse what dean did, but sam knows this. neither dean nor i can tolerate sam being okay with dying. just like sam and i can't tolerate dean being self destructive and ready to die at the drop of a hat

at least i can tolerate it a little better when they have these little mini breakups, now that it's happened so many times. and i don't think they're committing to a long separation onscreen? but i don't know honestly

quality time for sam and cas?

#supernatural #spnwatch #spn 9x10 #spnhiky #hiky #altered carbon #tahmoh penikett #gadreel #kevin tran #rip kevin jo ellen ash bobby pamela benny meg rufus #probably forgetting people #jib 2022

[toastess-with-the-mostess]

Let's Rewind! Toast watches Voltron: Defender of The Universe (1984)

Season 1, Episode 4: The Missing Key

Now I have a snack to get me through this episode so let's get started!

Haggar cat is kind of cute but in a decrepit way lol

oh right the boys are presumed dead Allura is crying once again, this time I get it she gets to cry

I'M SORRY, ARUS IS IN CONTACT WITH THE GARRISON?? AND THERE'S NO EXTRA HELP SENT TO THEM?? "If only they weren't so far away" YOU ARE LITERALLY A GALAXY WIDE ALLIANCE IM SURE YOU CAN SPARE MILITARY FORCES TO HELP ARUS

Not to say you shouldn't rely on Pidge, but Pidge shouldn't be the only chance left to protect the universe at this point

Oh poor Pidgey, he's stumbling all over the place trying to get back into the control room I know he's ok but ow my heart

Either an animation error or another scene being reused for this one, Pidge falls to the floor and the mice jump over him to get into a hole in the wall, as we see pidge he's in his civvies instead of his flight uniform

oh god now he's sobbing because he's worried about the rest of the team,, my heart cant take him being sad

NO PLEASE I'm GONNA CRY WITH HIM The boys are alive (obvs) and got into contact with Pidge, and now he has happy tears Also, the first thing Keith asked when he woke up was if Pidge was ok,, Keith is a single mother in the middle of a war

What a cutie, I'm protecting this kid with my whole life he deserves everything and has never done anything wrong ever

God more happy tears, I know he's happy, but I never want to see a tear on that face AGAIN unless it's from laughter damn it

"Pidge has a funny sense of humor" I'm so glad the team knows him well enough to know what pranks he plays found family and incredibly believable that they really care about each other

Can mice make holes through stone? Either way the space mice being able to do that through A COFFIN is insane

Not the mice doing a line dance for Allura, cute but funny svnosd I wonder if Allura has very small telepathy powers that let her talk to the mice specifically, magic is probably why the team was able to see Alfor in the first place too

The last key is found! Time to start up the final kitty cat!

Coran is being such a wishy-washy bitch like first you praise that voltron is finally coming back, but now you're like "we can't risk it!" yes you can shut up Coran

Is it weird that Keith's voice kind of reminds me of Sonic?

Black lion joins the pride! No difference to the rest of em other than the color really

NOT THE BATBEAST LITERALLY PUNTING RED LION SDINSVOI

Oh good I couldn't remember if the team could automatically form voltron or not, I'm glad they struggled a bit before they formed up They didn't say the whole interlocking preamble! But they did do it for formation at least

It seems like they were trying to add some GoLion references into the script, but it's not working out so well And there he is! The robot of the hour!

They're just standing there as voltron burns just to scare the robeast and it WORKED oh shit it's the big sword!

And thus begins the adventures of the voltron force! Standing in a very cool pose after defeating a robeast lol

Episode 4 end! Now we're getting into monster of the week territory, and will probably drop another episode review too

#voltron #voltron defender of the universe #voltron dotu #80s voltron #let's rewind! #toast talks #it's not really good at keeping my attention but this is also aimed for kids way younger than me #im very much not their target audience anymore

[amyisherenowitsokay]

*stares very aggressively , I’m foaming from the mouth.*

Howdy-hey! I’m here to pester you abt your works! So I reread “From your memory” and I was like wowza and then I wondered…

What was your inspiration? That concept was just entirely new to me and in the good old year of 2011 I was practically ascending bc I was so invested in the story and it was actually the first fic I ever read from you. (and I fell in love teehee) So what made you write that or inspired yo to do so? Did you have an original storyline that was scrapped, and or changed ?

You don’t have to answer any of this if you don’t want to btw :)

I answer all my asks (eventually lmao) fish! Especially yours!

Long answer under the cut because I'm incapable of giving a short answer. Information about my own fics are constantly on the tip of my tongue ready to be spilled out at their first opportunity, and I'm incapable of resisting.

From Your Memory was actually genuinely inspired by the song mention in the A/N of the first chapter, which is Paramore's Ignorance. This is also where the title comes from.

"I'm not the same kid from your memory Well now I can fend for myself"

I listened to the original and acoustic version on loop. Basically what happened in teenage me's brain did was have an animatic in my head about how this song could figuratively apply to a fanfiction, developed the premise, and went from there.

This is gonna be really funny to explain because there's like legitimate scenes developed around individual lyrics in this song.

Ignorance sounds and sounded a lot to me like a dialogue. It sounded, to me, like one person was saying some parts, and one person was replying in a sort of escalating argument, but at least one party was 'ignorant' (huehuehuehue) of all the details about why they were even fighting in the first place. Based on that premise, the song will (hopefully) make more sense. I'm going to write the lyrics 'assigning' lyrics between two people, and tag them (1) or (2), depending on who I am is talking/replying, with 1 being Zim, and 2 being Gaz. I vividly imagined two people interrupting one another while fighting, hence a lot of the weird breaks.

This is gonna be so convoluted and I'm sorry ahead of time lmao.

Lyric Breakdown

(1) If I'm a bad person— (2) You don't like me (1) Well, I guess I'll make my own way (1) It's a circle, a mean cycle (1) I can't excite you anymore

Just on that dialogue, it's basically like. Zim starts off the story blaming himself for not being there when Gaz was injured, and wars between doing the easiest thing for Gaz, which is to shut up and pretend not to know her, or what he wants, which is to tell her the truth and re-involve himself in her life. Gaz is meanwhile obviously oblivious to his turmoil and is like "why are you even talking to me, you hate me." Zim of course originally chooses to aid her from the sidelines, but he's not happy about it. He essentially is "not allowed" to involve himself in her life anymore.

(1) Where's your gavel? Your jury? (2) What's my offense this time? (1) You're not a judge, but if you're gonna judge me (1) Well, sentence me to another life

Zim's resentment about the situation continues, especially with Dib being irritated about Zim choosing to keep secrets and forcing him to go along with it. Gaz is still like "dude what the fuck is your problem??" while Zim continues to be extra pissy, wishing things were different.

(1) Don't wanna hear your sad songs (1) I don't wanna feel your pain (1) When you swear it's all my fault (1) 'Cause you know we're not the same (no) (2) We're not the same (no) (2) Oh, we're not the same (1) Yeah, the friends who stuck together (1) We wrote our names in blood (1) But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey) (2) It's good (hey), it's good

At this point, Zim's dealing with being incapable of helping, desperately wanting to help Gaz, but not actually able to do so. He's just constantly watching her suffer without ever being able to help ease her pain.

Mentally, this was also just more arguing, but with Zim being forced to swallow the fact the meaningful friendship and borderline-relationship he and Gaz had developed is gone, and she's not interested in developing a new one the way he is. Things are different now. They simply aren't friends. He's done nothing for weeks but try to save her life, has had her literal blood on his hands, and now it doesn't even matter. He's got to move on, and he's got to continue to convince Dib that their situation has changed, and his idea is for the better. Lacking context, Gaz meanwhile is like dude take your angst and fuck off. She's also trying to convince herself that whatever is clearly happening behind the scenes, it doesn't matter, and she's better off keeping her head down.

(1) Well, you treat me just like another stranger (1) Well, it's nice to meet you, sir (1) I guess I'll go (1) I'd best be on my way out (2) You treat me just like another stranger (2) Well, it's nice to meet you, sir (2) I guess I'll go (2) I'd best be on my way out

(1) Ignorance is your new best friend (x2)

This is also another parallel back and forth, with Zim still coming to terms with Gaz genuinely not knowing their formerly intense, meaningful relationship. It's more resentment about what he lost. It's meant really sarcastically and snidely. Gaz, for her part, means it really literally. She doesn't have any relationship with Zim aside from 'that guy my brother hates,' and blows him off.

And of course, "ignorance is your new best friend" is pretty straightforward in its meaning. Gaz isn't Zim's best friend anymore, and all she has to keep her company is her new amnesia.

For this next part, queue Membrane (3). The really fun part is after this analysis, if you wanna go back and listen to this song nearly entirely from a Gaz vs Membrane perspective, it also can fit! From a Membrane-centric perspective, if you think of Membrane as he sees himself (aka not in the wrong), needing praise from the public, shrugging off criticism since it's "for the greater good," etc with Gaz (and Dib) shoving back at his preconceptions, it's easy to hear the dialogue. But continuing on, this part was mentally Membrane for me:

(3) This is the best thing that could have happened (3) Any longer and I wouldn't have made it (3) It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture (2) I'm just a person, but you can't take it (2) The same tricks that, that once fooled me (2) They won't get you anywhere (2) I'm not the same kid from your memory (2) Well, now I can fend for myself

This was more later in the story and/or right before Gaz lost her memory during her confrontation with Membrane, where Gaz knows what's going on, and Membrane's trying to convince her to cooperate anyways. Membrane is convinced this isn't something that needs to be difficult, while Gaz is warning him that she's dangerous now, has backup, and isn't going just hand over her independence at his whim.

Further Development

From that context, you can see that the story just kind of happened from there. I filled in the gaps. Why was Zim so mad at Gaz, and why wouldn't she know why he was mad at her? Originally, I wasn't sure who the (3)rd person in the lyrics was that Gaz was fighting with, but to me, it sounded like an authority figure. There's not a lot of those in the IZ universe, let alone one that Gaz would legitimately be threatened by, and eventually, it started to sound like an argument with someone gloating, and then someone who didn't even notice their gloating was actually cruel. They'd also have to be someone who Gaz knew since she was little. Someone she was invested in. Someone exactly like Professor Membrane. But then what would Gaz be arguing with dumb, well-meaning Professor Membrane about?

And thus, a metamorphosis occurred:

This is a meme I made awhile ago for my Discord friends when we discussing From Your Memory. It also makes me laugh every time I see it because it's really spot on to the vibes.

I started to consider the angle that Membrane was actually the bad guy, which, when you consider how many times 'evil mad scientist who think they're in the right' was fed to kids as a trope (and still is, tbh), it was an easy jump. And THAT was when the story really started kicking in.

This was around the time I started to hear the 'Dib is a clone' theories. If Dib was a clone, why couldn't Gaz be? If you were a scientist whose entire life was dedicated to advancement for the betterment of mankind, why would that just be relegated to advancement in technology? Why wouldn't someone just a liiiiiiittle off find themselves stumbling right into advancing the evolution of mankind as a species, too?

So then Gaz and Dib became experiments. And if you were going to make a boy and a girl, you could argue it'd just be the typical white picket fence dream of having a son and a daughter. But if you're me, and grew up in a religious environment, the creation of a man and woman as a pair sound less like siblings and more like Adam and Eve. And that's where the whole 'Gaz is an angel with wings' things came from.

The origin of evil!Professor Membrane was mostly that I thought that no one would ever see that twist coming, but reading back through it, I can definitely see small-me taking digs at my own super-scientist parent lmao.

Evil Membrane is also so incredibly fun just in and of itself. Professor Membrane is the guy above all guys in Invader Zim. He's respected, well-loved, commanding, imperial in so many ways.

I simultaneously started formulating this idea that Gaz had amnesia to keep her from being too OP and dunking on everyone. So the story pretty much fell into place after that. Obviously, the amnesia had to be caused by Membrane, to reset his 'experiment.' Dib and Gaz, as his own form of Adam and Eve, were abominations. Abominations tend to be malformed in some way, meaning they were imperfect creations. Dib was first, and therefore more of a prototype. It'd explain why he lacked Gaz's powers, why she tended to be smarter, stronger, etc in the show.

I also deeply loved the idea of Zim being in love with Gaz, while Gaz is completely indifferent in a way that was atypical than usual ZAGR stories (including MHNY). Zim wasn't fantasizing for a relationship that could be, but pining for a relationship that had been. It made their will-they-won't-they dynamic painful instead of lovey-dovey-ooey-gooey-sentimental, and ya bitch is always down to mix a good dollop of pain into my stories lmao.

Changes Down the Line

This one I'm gonna preface with to anyone reading this: don't go digging through my reviews. I'm too old and my bones are too tired to stir up shit, or incite drama.

I lost focus/desire to finish this story somewhere around I think when Gaz got kidnapped the first time (ch 19ish). I had a whole (now lost to time/deleted) chapter of her being in a warehouse, losing her shit, and breaking free via her powers.

ORIGINALLY, in a world where that version of the story happened instead of what's published, this was going to lead to Gaz being an actual, active threat to humanity incapable of controlling her powers. There was going to be a scene where Dib has to really debate on killing his own sister, or let her destroy the world in a fit of grief. Zim and Dib turned against one another because of it, with Zim fully willing to let her destroy as much of the Earth as he needs to as long as she stays alive.

It was undecided whether or not I was going to make Gaz kill Membrane, or just get really close. Most of the end of From Your Memory was me winging it and losing steam, so I was going back and forth on it.

However, I did know Dib would eventually manage to get close enough for the 'moment of truth,' so to speak, but find himself unable to actually kill his little sister. That moment of humanity would snap her back to cognizance. She'd realize just how much both Zim and Dib care for her in their individual ways, and sort of collapse. They'd eventually disappear, and the rest of story would play out pretty similarly to the published ending (assuming Membrane didn't die).

This all was scrapped legitimately because of one singular review.

Someone, and I genuinely do not remember who but I vaguely remember getting into it in my A/N's with them a few times, wrote this really rude review about how predictable the story was getting, and wrote out basically that it was obvious that Gaz was about to have a power freakout, how played out that was, blah blah blah. In 2011/2012 however, I was like 15, so instead of rolling my eyes and/or patting myself on the back for leaving enough narrative hints that the entirety of my story could be devised from what was already published, I got really mad lmao.

So in an effort to not be 'predictable' and prove that person 'wrong,' I deleted the entire chapter and rewrote it to what's now ch 20. That whole storyline was gone just cause one review really rubbed me the wrong way on the right day lmao. I think there's even an A/N even at the end of 20 that mentions offhand the scrapped rewrite.

As a reminder, this fic was finished over 10 years ago. I am not interested and would in fact be really irritated by anyone digging up the review to go harass someone who probably isn't even active on fanfiction anymore (I mean god, is anyone? Lmao). But that is what happened, and it is relevant to the question, so there.

Additionally, I was debating on writing out a few prequel chapters and inserting them somewhere in the story. Maybe 1 - 3(?) chapters written out, with a beginning, middle, and end of how Zim and Gaz's relationship developed. Like a lot of small, detailed flashbacks of when Zim first started treating Gaz, some middle bits when they stared falling for one another and really began to allow themselves to lean on one another, and then the final kiss scene, just before Gaz lost her memories.

I don't know quite remember where I intended to put that. I had vague ideas of Gaz being knocked out, those 1 - 3 chapters of flashback, and then her 'waking up' right after she slips into a coma, back in the present. These chapters were never written, partially because I couldn't figure out where to put them, and then by the time I got to scenes that could work for that kind of transition, I was really burning out with the story and just wanted to be done with it.

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I think that's everything! Hopefully somewhere in this mess was a cohesive answer that answered your question! If I missed anything specific you were looking for, please let me know, and I'll be happy to answer! <3

#ravenfollower13 #zagr #zim #invader zim #iz #fanfiction #amyisherenowansweringyou #gaz #from your memory

[kithtaehyung]

RYEN u really wanted to break my heart huh,, u wanted me to feel soul crushing sadness from this interlude didn't u. it's a double edged sword getting into yoongi's head bc i know i def wanted to see what he was thinking and how he feels about/around reader and what went down at basketball but poor baby :(

it's so upsetting that he thinks so poorly of himself and that he feels like he isn't enough ,, he puts so much thought into how reader must have been treated badly in the past and recognizes when she starts feeling off because of it but then turns it on himself saying he should do better :( like BABE ?? who hurt him in the past i'm so ready to fight for him he's doing his absolute best like GOD when he's thinking about his GUITAR. no. i'm stopping that right here. it doesn't exist in my brain i just erased it i can't take it. someone give him head scratches rn lay him down and treat him gently for a minute he's so. GOD RYEN i'm actually going to cry thinking about it i'm moving on LMAO

i'm really excited to go back and reread this side by side with all the other pars because getting to see both perspectives and compare how reader and yoongi were feeling/thinkng,,, they're so similar fr. i wish they could see that they're both MORE than good enough for each other and that they're both feeling the same way </3 me telepathically communicating that to them rn it'll get through eventually don't worry i got this !!

but seriously, from what i can remember from my (v recent hehe) reread,, everything ties in so well and adding that extra Flavor and Depth to the scenes UGH i love it here, seriously. i don't think i've ever felt such a strong emotional connection to a published book, let alone a fanfic?? and i'm a bitch who ANNOTATES books, ryen. highlighters, sticky tabs, notes in margins. there's just something about your writing and the way you weave everything together and build on top of the past things you've written that hits just right. it all feels so relatable and real it's DELICIOUS.

i loved seeing the friendship between jimin and yoongi !! i wish yoongi would LISTEN TO HIM tho fr,, reader is so into you AND YOU'RE SO HAPPY WITH HER LIKE ?? i get that bro (did i officially announce myself as team namjoon is bro bc yes) finding out is something that he's worried about, and i get that fr. bro has been there to watch all of yoongi's mistakes, it makes sense that bro would be concerned and maybe even upset, especially about them keeping it a secret for so long but like,, bro even dom admitted that yoongi was different with her. i rlly think he would come around after he saw them together bc god they just,, they both are just so good to each other and they care so much for each other </3 heart hurty

anyways here take the lines that i would highlight tf out of if this was anywhere that i could do that lol

"Just this once. Let him be the only one that worries." OUCHIES

“I did what I thought you would do.” yes yoongi would in fact go to the ends of the earth to make sure she was safe thank you for pointing that out and hurting me jimin .

“What are you gonna do once you stop?” um hahaha who said there had to be an end ahahahahahaha nooooo ahaha stop jimin ahaha dw i'll distract bro for the rest of forever he will simply not find out !!!

"What the fuck are you doing to him?  If you came up to him right now? He’d give you anything you wanted. All you’d have to do is say it." i am punching a wall right now btw :-) "Once a space that saw many destructive arguments and silent, unfinished meals, your appearance started giving it new life. New energy. Energy that he can physically feel as he passes it on the way to his room." i can't take this one actually "Lips at your temple, he vows, “That won’t happen again, love.” okay so this was a personal attack and i can't accept this i want to get you back for this so bad i am crying i can't take this this is kind of like embarrassingly long and if i tell u i've reread this 2.5 times already you WILL pretend it's been longer than a day. ig i could copy paste this into the feedback form but <3 it's already here so i will apologize for the wall of text . i did indeed get carried away but such is life -loona anon (should have a character limit fr)

LOONA ISTG THIS REVIEW IS DAMN DELICIOUS. apologies for not getting to it sooner! i needed the right amount of energy to respond bc holy hell you typed so much and i appreciate it sm :')) did i wanna break hearts? yes and no. i didn't wanna write yoongi's inner thoughts like that, but that's what they were. so i didn't wanna disrespect his character by writing it lightly. rest under the cut bc i have an essay lol

you're right. it's completely upsetting to know this is how he thinks of himself. whatever happened before seemed to really stick with him, to the point where he doesn't even give himself credit for anything good - only the bad (like being the reason the threat was made, etc.) when he's thinking about the guitar? i wanted to cry and i did tear up a lot. so. yeah. i understand if you cry while thinking about that bc i know i did. especially considering the song he played for reader in dalo.

OOOH yes!! they were actually meant to be read side by side if you have the time/resources to try it. i had to make sure they lined up well, despite their thought flows being different. i hope your telepathy works! the flavor worked? i'm glad.

oh my gosh.. a strong emotional connection to something i've created? that is one of the highest compliments i could ever receive, truly. maybe it can be printed someday so you can annotate it and keep it forever! i would love to hear commentary like that. i'm glad it's all woven together in a coherent way. i'm having so much fun and i hope you continue to enjoy the rest!

JIMIN AND YOONGI MY BOYSSSSSS UGH. i love them so fcking much it is absurd. (putting you on team joonie!) i know we all see that reader and yoongi have huge chemistry and care between each other, and the people that are around them enough can see it. but the thing with bro is that he's not actively looking for that. all he sees is his best friend and his sister, and they've had banter between each other ever since the old days. coupled with the fact that he's been gone and is thinking about so many other things. i just think it would be one of the last things on his mind, whereas people like dom and jimin can see the slipping bc yoongi and reader act different without bro around.

now for your annotation worthy lines:

"Just this once. Let him be the only one that worries." YEAH THIS ONE BROKE ME.

“I did what I thought you would do.” oh god... yeah. you picked the hard hitters, didn't you.

“What are you gonna do once you stop?” REALITY IS A BIIIIICH

"What the fuck are you doing to him?  If you came up to him right now? He’d give you anything you wanted. All you’d have to do is say it." i am punching a wall right now btw :-)

"Once a space that saw many destructive arguments and silent, unfinished meals, your appearance started giving it new life. New energy. Energy that he can physically feel as he passes it on the way to his room." you know what they say about unfinished meals in literature...

"Lips at your temple, he vows, “That won’t happen again, love.” HE SAID IT AGAIN. HE DID. THE SECOND TIME AND ITS WHEN READER IS ASLEEP dklfjdkvj

thank you so much for all of this, love. i thoroughly enjoyed it all and read it a shameful amount of times before finally putting this hopefully coherent response together. seriously, thank you!

#an essay AGAINNN #wow #loona anon #aka hyunjin's gf<33 #lovely people #3tanDS #asks:3tan #*ryenfictalk #mailbox💌 #long post

[sparklingsin]

73 questions

i was tagged by @justapurrcat lysm bb

on a scale of 1-10, how excited are you about life right now? about 5.

describe yourself in a hashtag? #tiredawkwardanddesprateforloveandafuckingbreak

if you could do a love scene with anyone, who would it be? probably tom.

if your life was a musical, what would the marquee say? "i wanna die but i want to eat a tteokpokki"

what’s one thing people don’t know about you? that i am a smut writer lol

what’s your wake up ritual? wake up feeling exhausted, ponder if i even need my job, check my phone and then go have a bath.

what’s your go to bed ritual? i wash my face with cold water, brush my teeth, drink water, maybe watch a movie or read r if I'm tired scroll through tumblr and sleep.

what’s your favorite time of day? the night, sunrise.

your go to for having a good laugh? watch an episode of brooklyn nine nine or watch daniel sloss.

dream country to visit? Greece.

what’s the biggest surprise you’ve ever had? all of my friends showing up for my birthday when I was 11.

heels or flats/sneakers? prefer sneakers but adore heels.

vintage or new? both.

who do you want to write your obituary? my loved ones.

style icon? probably zendaya and blake lively.

what are three things you cannot live without? my laptop, my loved ones, sweet food.

what’s one ingredient you put in everything? idk lol, salt? 💀

what 3 people living or dead would you want to make dinner for? I'm gonna go for the famous people route and pick d.b. cooper, j.f.k and one of the Alcatraz escapees - to know their story yes

what’s your biggest fear in life? being a failure.

window or aisle seat? window.

what’s your current tv obsession? stranger things/ heartstopper.

favorite app? tumblr.

secret talent? I am a decent dancer and singer lol

most adventurous thing you’ve ever done in your life? held a snake? drove through the night in pelting rain?

how would you define yourself in three words? artistic, calm, sad

favorite piece of clothing you own? my royal blue velvet gown

a must have clothing item that everyone should have? black leather/denim jacket

a superpower you would want? teleportation

what’s inspiring you in life right now? not much, ngl

best piece of advice you’ve received? "expect disappointment and you'll never be disappointed"

best advice you’d give your teenage self? everything you're going through will seem almost insignificant in the future.

a book everyone should read? ahh i haven't read in so long, and honestly i can't think of anything rn.

what would you like to be remembered for? my art and how much I loved my people :3

how do you define beauty? you'll find it where you want to.

what do you love most about your body? on most days i hate it, on days I don't - my height and lips

best way to take a rest/decompress? hot milk, paint something, a blanket, sleep

favorite place to view art? in a loved one's company

if your life was a song, what would the title be? "why am I like this?" by orla gartland

if you could master one instrument, what would it be? guitar

if you had a tattoo, where would it be? inside of my forearm of my hip bone.

dolphins or koalas? dolphins

what’s your spirit animal? an owl

best gift you’ve ever received? anything that was ever handmade by anyone. it means the world to me when people put in that extra effort

best gift you’ve given? i am known to give the best gifts, but personally, a set of hand painted postcards.

what’s your favorite board game? monopoly the hp version

what’s your favorite color? blue and black

least favorite color? pink

diamond or pearls? diamonds

drugstore makeup or designer? idk????? i haven't gotten into makeup yet

blow-dry or air-dry? blowdry

pilates or yoga? Yoga.

coffee or tea? neither

what’s the weirdest word in the english language? English as a whole is weird af.

dark chocolate or milk chocolate? milk.

stairs or elevators? stairs.

summer or winter? Winter.

you are stuck on an island, you can pick one food to eat forever without getting tired of it, what would you eat? burgers or any indian curry with roti <333

a dessert you don’t like? pie

a skill you’re working on mastering? being a better daughter

best thing to happen to you today? had my boss at work praise me a lot

worst thing to happen to you today? i didn't recieve my new laptop and i am pmsing

best compliment you’ve ever received? a visually impaired person told me i was beautiful.

favorite smell? rose, petrichor, old yellowed books

hugs or kisses? hugs

if you made a documentary, would it be about? probably true crime.

last piece of content you consumed that made you cry? final episode of stranger things vol 2 😀

lipstick or lipgloss? lipstick

sweet or savory? sweet

girl crush? every woman ever? ok but my tshwriternet girlies, blake lively, zendaya, gemma chan, lizzo, doja cat

how do you know you're in love? when they're the first person to cross your mind for anything

a song you can listen to on repeat? whatever I'm obsessed with at that moment

if you could switch lives with someone for a day, who would it be? a dog

what are you most excited for about this time in your life? not much really? making them bills for my parents?

tagging: @runesandmoons @rayisthehoe @ebureon @spideysbae @cutetomholland and whoever wants to do this!

#tagged #this was so much fun

[ice-sculptures]

I JUST WATCHED FEAR-O-PHOBIA AND I HAD SEEN GIFSETS ABOUT EDDIE DESTROYING HIS STUFF BUT WATCHING IT!??! WHAT THE FUCK!!??!?!?! EDDIIIIEEEEEEEEEE

I had comments about other eps (like the accidental kiss? I fastforwarded through everything relationship drama like that is NOT for me!), and probably some other stuff. But. EDDIE. EDDIE FINALLY BROKE AND /ME/? I AM ALSO NOT FEELING SO GOOD

watching the next ep and oh my god. BOY. DON'T YOU DARE SIT HER ON THE RAILING OF THAT HIGH RISE TO MAKE OUT WITH HER!!! THAT'S SO RISKY annnnnd YUP there it is! (the other luck calls weren't as nerve-wracking for me. But on this show, the tough part is knowing that sometimes people DO die)

Now I'm worried tho bc when I see the episode description only covers the small event at the very beginning of the episode? Yeah something's gonna go down. I worry for what it will be

Subtitles, I KNOW you know Ravi's name. So why did you put ROBBY? The newish guy's name was Jonah but I'm pretty sure that he's somewhere else now that Chminey's back. (also. please do not spoil if anything happens to Ravi bc I love him. Babie. I want a Ravi-centric ep but without him dying for real).

Bobby comforting Eddie ;.; I try not to make a found family a nuclear family but like.... Bobby just has Dad Vibes. They cannot be contained.

"The things that make you sad... am I one of them?" "NEVER."

Skipping forward to FOMO- how DARE they use You Are My Sunshine lyrics for this scene!!! Of them prepping the mom who fell down the shaft for transport while her girls are in the firetruck waiting and ajsdflasjdf (I love so much of the music for this show, even when it hits me in the gut) and watching the oldest girl figure it out before the others makes me so *so* sad. That poor girl.

"Why aren't the sirens on?" "Mom doesn't need them anymore" ;.; ;.; ;.;

Karen and Hen pursuing the credit card thief! Karen and Hen getting down in the CLUB! GOOD FOR THEM!!!!

Claudette! Drives! Me! NUTS! I love Bobby for being a bit of a Papa Bear about it, and Athena respecting May's wishes by telling him to stand down, too <3 I keep hoping that I'll eventually come around to it, tho I'm a little worried that might come at the expense of her dying (I'm on s5e16 May Day). bc you never know

PAINFUL BACKSTORY UNLOCKED! I knew there would be something! Things are clicking and making sense!!!

"Wait! That's my dad! I wanna ride with him." "You didn't have to lie." "I didn't. I have two dads. You're one of them."

Again, I have seen the gifsets, but it doesn't compare to watching it!!!!

I'm glad that Chimney got a chance to save Albert the way he couldn't save Kevin. I hope that helps him heal somehow ;.; And I'm glad that Albert has stuck things through so far, and now he's learned that he's ready for a different path.

I KNEW IT! I FUCKING KNEW IT I KNEW THEY WOULD PULL THIS WITH CLAUDETTE!!!! I called it!!!!

i watch way too many of these kinds of shows

Also, I should not condone Taylor's jealous behavior. But like. I get it. (Also, I couldn't tell- does Lucy NOT remember the kiss? bc it feels like she doesn't remember).

Okay it is time for me to sleep! I hope you enjoy my extra long real time commentary on eps 13-16 (with a sprinkle of the eps I watched earlier today, 10-12).

let me tell you that i CANNOT watch that call with the girls and their mother. it destroyed me the first time around and i have to skip it on my rewatches unless i want to casually start sobbing out of nowhere. i adore this show's ability to make me feel so much for the victims on calls. we've known them for two, maybe three minutes and i'm still a fountain of waterworks when i press play.

HENREN IN THE CLUB!!!! i love them i love when they get to be all silly and goofy and in love. give me more happy henren in s7 please!

lucy doesn't know who taylor is to buck. she wasn't aware that buck had a gf when she kissed him, so she was confused about why taylor came up to her and started warning her about buck out of nowhere, especially when until then she'd only known taylor as the reporter who was interested in her lucky catch in 5x14 😅

also the way that so many characters get to have a second chance in may day completely RUINS me. and may calling bobby her dad? that scene is permanently tattooed in my brain 🥺🥺

i'm excited to hear what u have to say about season 6 :)

#n mhm. subtitles tend to...not be very smart. or racially conscious #answered #anon #tws anon

[eriexplosion]

Clone Wars - Destroy Malevolence

And finishing out the three parter!

There's something so funny about the slow speed chase they have going with The Malevolence. Yes it's literally on fire right now but it's still only mildly bothered by all the lasers being fired at it. It's just a big ship okay.

And then we cut to Grievous and he's going IT HAS NOT SUSTAINED EXTENSIVE DAMAGE! You have no hyperdrive or primary weapon and are, again, literally on fire if this doesn't count as extensive damage what does?

Speaking of massive understatements though, Padme arrives on the scene and says "This isn't right! That's a droid warship!"

Like I think the exact kind of on fire warship that you just appeared in front of is the least of your worries right now.

lt does not look safe out there, my lady.

Yeah no shit 3PO thank you for the analysis. Obsessed with him.

Anyway, this scenario I'm sure featured in 20 different Anakin nightmare scenarios. He's terrified of losing Padme but can function as normal because usually she's completely out of the line of fire. And here she is. Teleported directly into said line of fire. The sheer mental horror he must be going through when Ahsoka contacts the ship and his WIFE APPEARS.

I love that the rail station that Grievous is using to get around has a recording going MIND THE GAP. MIND THE GAP. MIND THE GAP. Things you only need because battle droids despite being expensive don't apparently come programmed to mind the gap.

That's your plan? Just fly there, land, hope they don't spot us, and walk in the door? Basically. Oh! Brilliant. Let's get going.

The perfect team. Obi-Wan and Anakin are simply built for each other. I love how Obi-Wan goes from sounding offended to just OH LOVELY LET'S GO in the blink of an eye. Definitely the man that wanted lightsaber nunchucks right there.

Kind of surprised by how fast they found Padme because there's still eight minutes left in the episode, but we still have some destruction to fit in there I guess.

Behaviors for when you have a very secret relationship.

This is definitely more of a light hearted episode than the other two, just from the presence of C-3PO undergoing his usual Torments From An Uncaring Universe. Obi-Wan full on got him hit by a TRAIN. Bullying him.

It also helps that there are no clones in danger, I become much less distressed when there are no clones in danger.

One thing I love from Obi-Wan is DROIDEKA BOWLING where he sends it rolling with the force into like 10 other droids. It's a delight to watch but Grievous' defense is downright pathetic he's got one blaster and he's not even being all that determined in firing it. Come on lightsaber blender man, put up a fight.

(He does finally pull out the lightsabers later but Obi-Wan is pretty much unbothered about it)

I feel like this episode is kind of on the rushed side - while the 3PO bits are fun, I think that it could have been just as effective wiithout him and it would give us a few extra minutes to use on fighting Grievous and booby-trapping the ship. As it is, Grievous just looks so sad and pathetic here, which I guess he is but like, MORE sad and pathetic than usual.

Also kind of stupid. Shout out to loudly going I WILL MEET YOU AT OUR SECRET BASE IN SECTOR FOUR sure hope no one bugged your ship or anything. Would you like to give the exact address while you're at it? And the way he HANGS UP ON DOOKU when he realizes the Malevolence is just going to drive straight into a moon. Just. Click. Not having this conversation right now.

This was definitely a fun little ending to the three parter, but I can see why it didn't stick as hard as Plo Koon assuring the clones that they're more important than finding the weapon. I'm just always gonna be a sucker for clone feelings.

#the clone wars chrono rewatch

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Ay

AY

WHERE'S MY PROMO

The promo has now been released lol - I'm back xD

It was part of the reason I put this off lol but also it was a show week so even there had been one I wouldn't have done it xD but this was extra motivation to wait

Anyway though it is currently Sunday and I'd seen tiny bits of the tiny trailer, I have now seen it! So,

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

MAYDAY??

THAT DOES NOT SOUND GOOD

B R I D G E C O L L A P S E??!?!!!?

ALSO UHH HEY LUCY XDD

AAAAHHHHHHH

A H H HEN

EDDIE

CHIM

AAAHHHHHH

MADDIE 😭😭

Hey now where's Buck

A A A A A H H H H H H H B O B B Y

Like hi to you too Athena but 😭😭😭😭💔💔😬😬😳

Anyway AAAAAHHHHHHHHH in short I'm stressed :'))

That's the last of my last thoughts! Now it's time for the. . .

REVIEW

I looved this episode!!! It was really great :D. I loved all the different storylines 🥰. Although PLEASE EDDIE you have BUCK!! XDD Anyway! By the way "looved" is supposed to have two o's, three just didn't quite fit right. But it is not a typo lol. Also, as of the start of this sentence, it's Tuesday. I had to sing at a graduation on Monday so I still haven't seen the next episode, but I need to do this before I can watch lol. So since it's been a week and I don't have too much time, this may be short. Anyway! Buck's storyline was hilarious, and honestly I'm glad that girl's gone xD. She kinda like immediately dipped and honestly no offense to her but. . . Buddie xD. Anyway, AAAHHHHH MADNEY IS/ARE ENGAGED!! YAYYY :'DDDD!! I'm so happy for them :))). And the calls were great today! Even though most of them were really sad 😭 xd. Well, the first one wasn't really sad I guess, I just felt bad for the guy xd. Like, yeah, she shouldn't have to say yes, but oof xd. And you're leading him on too! Anyhoo xD, the one with Athena was just 😭😭😭😭💔💔. I couldn't with that one <333. But the wedding one was super sweet :')) :D. I loved all of them 🥰.

Now it's time for the individual parts!

Ravi! As always, he slayed :D. We didn't see him too much, but he was great for what we did see :). I love him 🥰. And he was great at his job! Also, we didn't see him in the promo but I hope he's okay!

Athena and Bobby! They were great this episode :'D. AAHHH I can't believe they've been married for four years!!! That's so crazy :')). And the fact that they both got each other flowers :'D 🥰🥰❤️. I love them so much :)) <33 🥰. The call Athena responded to was super sad though 😭. I felt so bad for that poor woman :'((. And for it to be a reminder for Athena? Oof, honey :((. But she was great at her job <3. And Bobby was great at his job :D. Also try BETTER be okay next episode xdd. Bobby especially, since he looks to be in more danger. Anyway, I just loved that scene of them at the end :')).

Hen! She was great this episode :)). I'm glad she made herself clear to Maddie as well, not just talking with Chimney. And that they kind of made up from that :). Also that after that they just immediately went to trying to figure out what to do xD. I love them so much :)). Chim and Karen underrated bestie-ism and Hen and Maddie underrated bestie-ism. Lol xD Anyway! I live in FEAR for the next episode, she better be okay xdd 😭. All of them better be xd. But yeah! Hen was great at her job this episode :)). I love her 🥰.

Eddie! Get RID of her!! Anyway xD. He was great this episode :). I loved his montage at the beginning, it was hilarious xD. I saw someone put like a medication commercial over it and it was GOLD lol I died. Accidentally spelled golf there but that works still so xD. Anyway lol, this idiot man <33. But honestly guys xdd, Buddie, please. As in please give it to us lol. Also, his scenes with Chris were so cute :DD. Your honor I love them so much 🥰🥰. Also, as with everyone else, MY MAN BETTER BE OKAY!! So scared of next episode lol xdd. Anyway, Eddie was great at his job this week :D. I love him 🥰❤️.

Buck! YESS girl DROP HIMM!! I think I was gonna be telling Buck to drop her even though he didn't really, but this is what my brain wanted to say so eh whatever xD. Anyway! He was great this episode :D. Poor man was going through it in the exes department though xDD. Honestly I found it SO hilarious LOL XD. Especially Taylor's xD. Like they were just there at every turn XD. Poor Buck lol <33. What's-his-face's wide (who's name I also can't remember) showing up was interesting though 👀. I don't think Buck would get with her, but just in case right now I'm telling him no xD. I do hope her and the friend work it out though :)). Anyway, we didn't see Buck in the promo o.o. He BETTER be alright xdd. I will say I saw a picture (and saw a bit of somebody theorizing a bit) and like a tiny bit of a clip where it seems like he'll be doing the rescuing maybe? Idk, I just hope he's okay 😭. Anyway, he was great at his job this episode :)). I love him 🥰🥰.

Maddie and Chimney! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY'RE ENGAGED!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED FOR THEM :'DDD. Speaking of, CHIMNEY BETTER BE OKAY 😭😭!!! I mean Maddie too but I think she'll be fine lol. Talking about next episode xD. Anyway, I'm glad Maddie got to talk to hen herself :) - she deserved a chance to defend herself 🥰. And I'm glad they made up (kinda? It's not quite what happened but you know) :)). Also poor Chimney looking at signs the whole episode 😭❤️. His call with what's-her-face from the insurance company was HILARIOUS though lol xDD. I love her <33. She's my favorite character now :)). Anyway, THE PROPOSAL!!! AAAHHHH!!!!!! I'm still not okay over that :')). It was just so beautiful :'D, and I feel like it really makes sense to have Maddie do it. Like, that's not again anything about Chim, but just the fact that she's choosing it, you know? Choosing then, choosing hm :')). After everything she went through, she gets to choose :'D. Not that I would've minded Chim proposing, I would love it either way, but this is just really nice :')).And Jee being included too 😭😭❤️?? Y'all how am I supposed to take this <33. Oh also I loved seeing Maddie panic over the ring xD. And then panic over getting it off LOL. It was nice to see her just as nervous as Chim though :')). And going back to the proposal, AAHHH it's so cute that she just held it up :'DD. But, yeah, I just- they deserve it <33. There's really nothing else to say :')). I mean there is but you know xDD. Anyway, Maddie was great at her job this episode :). I believe we did see it lol, but even if she didn't, I'm sure she did :)). And Chimney did great at his job too 🥰. I just- aGH!! I love them so much :'DDD 😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰.

Overall, I really enjoyed this episode! I thought it was great :)). The calls were amazing, and I loved all the different storylines :D. Even if I'm still hoping for Buddie xDD. Relating to Eddie's plot, but also Buck's lol. And I'm so happy everything worked out :')). Mostly with the proposal, but for everything else too I guess :)). Though Buck's didn't really xDD - for him at least. For me, no too bad lol. But seriously, I loved the storylines and the theme was super cute :')). I am terrified for next episode though :). Just so you know :). Seriously xD, I just hope everyone's stuff 😭😭. Anyway, yeah, I thought this episode fit together really well :)). It had a bunch of great moments 🥰🥰.

So yeah! I loved this episode, I thought it was great. I'm scared for the next episode! This has been my review of. . .

9-1-1, Season 6, Episode 17: Love Is in the Air

It was really great! I'm super excited for the next episode, but I'm also very nervous. I'll be back next week for my review of. . .

9-1-1, Season 6, Episode 18: Pay It Forward

See you next week!

#9-1-1 #911 #911 on fox #911onfox #gayfirefightershow #oasis's 9-1-1 chatter

[sirens-grotto]

TW

Alcohol, nudity, swearing

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This one is light hearted and I'm gonna draw it soon. My sof gay bois.

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Scene

Late night in the Cloudbank Inn. A few patrons still linger. Minnie cleans tables. Lyza and Cian sit close together in a corner, remnants of a late dinner and drinks in front of them. They're laughing together.

Cian (taking a swig from his mug): No! I swear it's true! He had me, dead to rights, on the ground with a sword to my chest making all the usual threats 'give us the gold blah blah blah'-

Lyza (interjecting with a sarcastic chuckle): Because every Druid of Elen is filthy loaded with Her secret treasure.

Cian (equally sarcastic): Right. Anyway. (He drinks again) So. I'm pinned. He's demanding. And out of absolutely nowhere! A flock of geese pass overhead and they collectively shat! All. Over. Him. And only him! 

Lyza (giggling): That's disgusting! And impossible! You didn't get any on you at all?

Cian (Incredulous and throwing his arms open wide): Not a drip! And everyone froze and stared at him for what felt like ages before I just couldn't help it. It was disgusting and also absurd to such a point, I forgot my life was in danger! 

Lyza (gasping): You laughed at the man about to run you through?!

Cian: I did! And I didn't just laugh, I sounded like a donkey choking on a sponge! Just side splitting, roaring, hard to breathe laughter. And after a minute, all his men were laughing with me!

Lyza (taking a drink): Oh I bet he didn't like that.

Cian: Not at all. Turned beetroot red and ran off without a word. I took the opportunity to slink off in the other direction back to warn the shrine. They never did come though. 

Lyza (putting a hand on Cian's shoulder): I'm glad it turned out that way though. Could have been much worse. 

Cian (finishing off his mug and setting is down): Mm. I'm glad it turned out that way too. Come the spring, I saw him working in the O'Regan's orchards. Ran right up to me and said- and I'll never forget this til the day I die- he says (Cian giggles) "Thank you for telling those birds to shit on me."

Both Cian and Lyza laugh hard.

Cian (steadying his breathing and taking a slightly sad tone): Turns out, he's a widower with two small children and thought that was his only option to feed them. The O'Regans found him scavenging rotten fruit- still covered in bird shit!- and offered to put him and his family up in exchange for the extra help in the spring. Of course (Cian smiles wide and giggles again) I didn't have the heart to tell him I had absolutely nothing to do with that. So yeah I'm now feared by bandits as the one that makes birds shit on people.

Minnie (Approching with a dishpan): I wouldn't have believed it if I hadn't heard it for myself. (She clears the dishes) Hate to chase you boys out, but some of us actually want to get to bed before dawn. 

Cian (helping stack them in the tray): Do you want me to–

Minnie (jerking is away from him and walking off): Nope. You just take care of your guest. 

Cian chuckles awkwardly, still standing. Lyza gathers his cloak and staff.

Lyza (standing): We, uh, could keep talking upstairs? Zurgri insisted we spend extra for separate rooms for… for some reason… so… (he gestures to the staircase)

Cian (flushed, stutters): Y-yeah sure. I mean. If you're uh, not too tired or something…. 

Lyza smiles nervously, leading Cian up the stairs. Cian watches Lyza's tail twitch, resisting the urge to touch it. They stop at a door not far from the stairs. 

Lyza (fumbling with the key): S-sorry… must have drank a-a bit much…. 

Lyza opens the door, gesturing for Cian to enter first. Cian steps half into the room, pausing to gently touch Lyza's face, almost to pull him in. Lyza's breath catches. He walks after Cian, quickly shutting the door. Cian brushes Lyza's cheek with his thumb, other hand resting on his shoulder. He takes a moment to look into Lyza's green eyes for permission, then leans in to kiss him. Lyza drops his things and puts his hands on Cian's biceps to pull him closer and reciprocates, allowing himself to be led away from the door. As Cian removes his leather vest, Lyza runs his hands down the back of the cotton shirt underneath it. Cian reaches for the hem of Lyza's shirt.

Lyza (grabbing Cian's arm, panicked): No! (He's shaking, looking up at Cian) I'm not… I can't…

Cian (smiling gently and pulling his hand away): Okay. (He kisses Lyza's forehead, picks up his leather, and steps to leave)

Lyza (voice breaking): Wait! (He takes a shaky breath) wait, please….

Cian turns back around with a soft expression. Lyza strips off his shirt with his eyes closed, crossing his arms in front of him, then turns slightly to reveal a scar across the side of his ribs and around to his back. Cian puts one hand on a still-shaking Lyza's waist, examining what he knows from experience to have been a very painful wound. He traces the trajectory, recognizing how close to deadly the injury almost was. Cian recalls Lyza telling him years prior when they first met about being the only survivor of a massacre, but refusing to speak about any details of the event.

Cian (other hand gently stroking the scar): ….you aren't hesitant about the way it looks, are you? 

Lyza (strained): No.

Cian: Do you want to tell me about it?

Lyza: No.

Cian (pulling Lyza into an embrace): Then I won't ask. But (he kisses Lyza's neck) if you ever do want to tell me, I want to listen. 

Lyza embraces back, letting out a few quiet sobs into Cian's shoulder. 

Cian (whispering): Do you want me to stay with you?

Lyza (squeezing Cian): Yes, please.

[tragedy-for-sale]

Do you guys actually understand how traumatic this must've been?

Especially since Rex collapsed to his knees?

Do you know the amounf of pain it would take to bring Rex to his knees? To just completely fall apart right there? Really, do you know what it would actually take? Captain Rex had survived so much of this hellish war and he keeps out-living his brothers. But never does he break on screen. When Echo dies, Fives doesn't fall and break right there, but we know he wanted to. Fives lost his best friend, but he can still stand, to continue to serve.

But this? This is so painfully different from all the deaths of their brothers before now. It wasn't Fives who blown up Echo, but it was Rex who shot his brothers. Tup who killed a friend. Kix who shot trooper after trooper, brother after brother. Rex had thought he'd seen it all, that he could handle his pain and trauma, but not this. Never had this happened, the trauma was fresh. A new wound across his heart, a pain so deep he can't process it. All he could do is fall to his knees. He doesn't even have the strength to stand.

While he holds his head and sobs, the battle plays over and over in his head. That for every kill he added silently in his head were brothers, that every precise shot he took was aimed at someone he loved. The crippling truth hit Rex so suddenly that he nearly suffocates his brother trying to prove it, he's in such shock over the fact that he killed his brothers that all he can do is fall to his knees, forever forced to remember: ' This was my fault.'

If he had listened to Fives when Krell was dangerous, if he had taken matters into his own hands, if he had just listened to his gut that this wouldn't have happened. If Rex had just done something none of this wouldn't have happened. But he didn't and his brothers paid the price.

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[yungisstar1117-writes]

hi, this is the anon who sent in an ask about how wonderful your yandere mingi miniseries is! since you have a request thing going on (congrats on 1k, by the way!!), i was hoping i can send in a request? <3

pairing: yunho x fem!reader

genre: yandere, smut, college au (for extra spice, if you want: they became friends because y/n was assigned to a paired project with yunho for a class)

specifications: stalker yunho, voyeur yunho, consensual sex (maybe y/n likes yunho too but doesn't know he has yandere behavior), daddy kink, name-calling

prompt: "you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel."

thank you for reading this! i hope you're doing well, and even if this doesn't get answered, i want to thank you for writing and providing us with good ateez content <3

Oh hey I remember you <33 tysm love and I hope you’re doing well anon :]

Tw: Non-consensual filming and Mature scenes ahead, proceed with caution.

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“For fucks sake.”

Holding your bag over your head, you cursed at the sky as the heavens seemingly opened up above you. The flimsy material done little to shield you from the torrential rain so despite not being the most sporty of people, you sprinted across the pathway to the dorms on the other side of campus. Typical that the one person who didn’t seem like a dick in your class had to be the furthest away from you. Fucking typical.

When you finally reached his dorm, you knocked rapidly on it until Yunho answered, his eyes wide as he quickly ushered you in. Completely soaked to the skin, you had a scowl on your face that could make a grown man shiver as you stood in his hallway. Holding in a chuckle, he ruffled your hair and with a look of disdain, shook the water off it.

“You’re soaked, let me grab you a towel.”

Unable to control your flaring temper at the absurdity of the situation, you shouted after the boy as he walked away.

“Wow Yunho, you’re a real Sherlock Holmes!”

Coming back to you with a smile and a surprisingly fluffy towel Yunho threw it to you, managing to land it on top of your head and turning you into a ghost with very colourful language. Pulling the towel off your face, you started to dry your face and hair as you glared at him.

“You’re lucky there’s no one else to work with boy, but you’re on thin fuckin’ ice.”

Yunho rolled his eyes and nodded, his playful smirk fading when you started tugging your joggers down.

“Wha-“

Stripping yourself of your wet clothes, you thanked whatever God or deity there was that you’d kept your dance clothes on underneath. Looking up at Yunho with a raised eyebrow, you glanced at his bright red ears and stifled a chuckle.

“What, sad you’re not gonna get a striptease?”

“N-..No!”

Yunho sputtered to himself in shock before turning away with a shake of his head and guiding you out of the hallway, hand on your back as he lead you further into the dorm. His roommate, recognisable as San from your dance course, was sprawled out on the sofa, completely immersed in the tv as he tapped furiously on his controller.

“Wooyoung hurry up! The bunker! I said the bunker you deaf bitch! Mingi you fucking shot me you stupid fucking giraffe!”

Your eyes widened and Yunho chuckled nervously, slapping the back of San’s head and sighing when the boy slipped his headphones off without taking his eyes from the screen. Yunho hissed at him, just loud enough that you unintentionally heard.

“Y/N’s here, pause that damn game.”

San whined as his friends shouted through his headphones, clearly trying to talk to him.

“Yunho it’s a live game! How the fuck do I pause a live game?!”

Before Yunho could reply you rested a hand on his shoulder with a small smile, your mood brightened slightly from watching the two interact.

“It’s okay, it’s not as if we’re doing the project with him anyways.”

Yunho turned to you in surprise, his eyes looking for something in your face as his expression was unrecognisable. You just couldn’t place how he felt right now.

“It’s just.. we don’t have a kitchen table cause we always eat in here so…”

You raised an eyebrow at Yunho in confusion, looking between him and San who was already immersed in his game once again.

“Well unless San’s got you sleeping on the couch, ain’t you got a room?”

A flush spread across Yunho’s face at your words, the man coughing nervously as he stared at you dumbfounded for a second. When you waved a hand infront of his face, Yunho clicked back into gear and smiled widely, nodding.

“Okay then! Lemme just go tidy a little first, I wasn’t exactly expecting you.”

You chuckled and patted his shoulder.

“No need, with my manky ass brothers I’ve definitely seen it all.”

Yunho however grabbed your wrist with an urgency, his tone rushed.

“N-No!”

Your brows were furrowed as Yunho lead you around the sofa, practically forcing you down on it.

“Yunho it’s fi-“

“Stay here with San, I won’t be long.”

The finality in his tone left your face burning, gulping before nodding.

“Okay..”

Smiling, Yunho patted your head before walking away, leaving you to deal with the fire ravaging your body. Not even glancing away from the screen San sniggered, smirking in a knowing fashion.

“He likes you too you know, like really likes you.”

You turned to him in surprise, pushing his shoulder as you spoke.

“Who said I liked him?”

San tore his eyes away from the screen to look you up and down before turning back again, kissing his teeth.

“A unicorn riding a scooter through Buckingham palace would be less obvious than you lovesick fucks.”

Cursing and throwing his controller to the side, San stared directly at you as he spoke in an irritated manner, the black screen displaying a ‘Game Over’ drenched in blood.

“Get it out the way and fuck already, I’ll keep my headphones on to give y’all some privacy.”

There was truly nothing you had to say to the man infront of you, completely dumbfounded by his words. Luckily however you were saved by the bell when Yunho called out to you.

“Y/N?! You ready?!”

San turned around and ran his hands all over his back like a teenage boy, earning a middle finger when he turned back around with a smug smirk.

“Coming!”

“Already? Thought you’d last longer to be frank.”

You let out a frustrated sigh and stomped away in the direction of Yunho’s voice.

“Fuck you Choi San!”

“Nah thanks, get Yunho to sub in for me!”

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Yunho raised an eyebrow when you came in with a scoff, grabbing your laptop from the bag slung over your shoulder before setting it down next to you on his bed.

“Something up?”

You shook your head and sat down, opening your laptop and clicking away.

“Nothing, just San being stupid.”

Yunho’s eyebrows creased at this, drawing your attention away from the screen when he spoke.

“What happened?”

You looked up in surprise and patted Yunho’s hand when you saw his concerned expression, chuckling quietly to yourself.

“He thinks you’re madly in love with me and we should fuck now since he’ll be on call with his friends.”

Shaking your head, you let out another scoff before redirecting your attention to the assignment.

“So what-”

Your eyes widened when your laptop slammed shut, looking at Yunho in silence as a new expression took over his features. One that didn’t look as innocent than you’d expect from the shy, friendly giant.

“And what if I was?”

You stared blankly at him for a second, struggling to process his words.

“What if you were what?”

Yunho chuckled and it sent a chill down your spine, goosebumps starting to rise as the room suddenly felt very hot.

“What if I was madly in love with you? Like utterly insane, deranged in love with you?”

He slowly took the laptop off your thighs, gaze hungry as he replaced it with one of his large hands.

“Would you let me show you? Show you how fucking crazy you drive me, Y/N?”

When you opened your mouth to reply Yunho’s connected with yours, the kiss sloppy but passionate. You instantly melted into his embrace, not fighting him when he laid you on your back. His body hovered over yours as his hands travelled your body, stopping at your wrists and catching them with one hand whilst his free hand grasped your chin. Nibbling on your bottom lip, Yunho pulled back triumphantly when he saw how beautiful they looked swollen. Now images of them wrapped around his cock plagued his mind, but he couldn’t do it. Not without your permission.

“Say it Y/N, tell me what I wanna hear.”

His thumb now stroked your lips, weighting down on them slightly to part them as you stared up at him in awe. All your bravado from before had been quickly taken from you by Yunho’s hungry stare, the boy’s eyes gleaming at the prospect of making you his. Yunho’s tone almost became whiny when he was met with pure silence however.

“Please, I gotta hear you say it.”

His thumb slowly moved from your lips to your cheek, caressing it as he eagerly awaited your answer. You gulped and nodded, breath hitching when Yunho’s grip tightened on you.

“Please… Daddy.”

Almost seeming shocked for a second, Yunho’s eyes widened slightly at the new name you’d given him. The effect of the title soon wore off however, especially when your eyes glistened with lust as you spoke.

“Show me.”

Wasting no time Yunho had already begun ridding himself of his sweatshirt while your hands tugged your tight shorts off. The boy’s smirk was almost crazed when he saw your underwear, lowering himself down slowly while you gripped his shorts. It was a mad struggle to pull each other’s clothes off, both of you desperately tearing at the fabrics. Eventually you were both left in your underwear, Yunho now fully on top of you, pinning your arms as he feverishly kissed your neck.

“Such a good… little slut.. giving yourself.. to me so… easily.”

You whimpered quietly and nodded, body jolting as Yunho’s clothed member rubbed against your core. It was like you were in high school all over again, your body moving against his almost automatically. The hisses and grunts leaving Yunho’s mouth as he shamelessly rutted onto you had your panties soaked, eyes tightly shut as you moaned. The heat radiating from the two of you already hung in the air, mixing with lust as both of your sweat mingled on each other’s skin. When you felt a little blossom of pain on your neck, you let out a pleasured cry, whimpering quietly as Yunho licked the spot he just bit.

“Pretty little..shit- whore… G-gotta mark you up... Make you mine.”

You let out a breathy moan of the male’s name as his hands gripped your legs, pushing them apart with ease before pushing his boxers down and pulling your panties to the side. One hand on your hip, Yunho slowly pushed into you with a groan, jaw clenched when you cried out in pain.

“It’s okay pretty… I’ll shit- I’ll stretch you out.”

You nodded quickly, hands finding his forearms and nails digging into his skin. The male simply let out a breathy laugh at this, glancing at the little red dot hidden on his shelf before pressing messy a kiss to your lips, making sure they were even more swollen by the time he pulled away.

He had to make sure his little slut looked picture-perfect for the camera after all.

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[swearyshera]

Asks part two!

Ooh, yes! I did hear about this and you reminded me! Didn't he also say that he headcanons that they probably did kiss at some point during that episode?

But that scene came purely from the first time I watched it and being absolutely convinced Scorpia was going to admit she loved Catra. I had no other option but to make it happen here.

@fallinforaguyfelldownfromthesky You have no idea what you're in for. This morning I did a scene from the next episode that I needed to take a break from because it got heavy....

@weirdbutnicesblog I felt so bad for her when she said that (even though that line had been in my notes since season 1 and I was expecting it). Scorpia just hasn't realised that loving Catra is only what she thinks she wants, and that it will only end badly.

@specter79 "I love you"... "OK, I'm gonna go talk to my ex now". Can't really blame her for being sad.

I don't, sorry. The fees are astronomical, especially when you factor in import duties and local taxes. Then there's the customs declaration... like, do you put it as a gift? Do you put it down as sold goods and pay the extra fees? Honestly it's just not economically viable.

Then you've got the problem of packaging. You don't want it to get damaged in transit, but if you put too much packaging on it increases the size of the parcel and you have to pay more in shipping costs.

So thank you for your inquiry, but it's collection only.

[spacebarnes]

does he get deja vu? ✧ t.holland

summary: and when you see them, you always wonder if he gets deja vu.

warnings: sadness, angst, breakup(?

a/n: so this song is pretty famous so i thought about this ya know? send some requests! english it's not my first language so i'm so sorry about any mistake. take care of yourself please <3 (not my gif)

"Are you paying attention to me?" Hemsworth asked and rested his hand on the table.

"Huh?" you asked, returning your puzzled gaze to him.

"What are you looking at?" he asked and then turned his body to see where your gaze was directed. Soon his eyes collided with Tom and his new girlfriend sitting at another table.

"You almost drop my lemonade!" Anthony arrived next to Sebastian and Evans, making a lot of noise.

"Such a drama queen, oh my god." the blue eyed rolled his eyes and took a seat next to you, while Anthony and Sebastian sat across from you. "What's the matter? Why the puppy eyes?" he asked you when he saw you didn't look too happy.

"Isn't obvious?" Sebastian asked without waiting for an answer. "The spidey boy has a new girl and they are eating like three tables behind us."

"You're sad because that kid?" Anthony asked in disbelief, you didn't answer. "Teenage love it's gross. At your age nothing is real."

"I knew Elsa when I was her age," Chris said, taking a piece of his food into his mouth. Sebastian smacked him lightly on his arm for what he said. "Sorry."

"Just-" the man next to you spoke and put his hand on your shoulder. "Lift your ass, go to a party and fuck some random guy." he said as if it was the most normal thing in the world.

"Chris!" Sebastian immediately scolded him for what he had suggested to you. Hemsworth and Anthony started laughing together.

"What i'm supposed to say?!" he shrugged and looked at him.

"She's 23!" he reminded him and you held in the laughter you had been provoked to laugh. "Ignore him, he's drunk," Stan told you and took your hand so he could talk to you. "Just don't look at them, and don't cry on set because you're gonna ruin your makeup and that would be awful."

The mood had improved a bit until a shout from Tom reached your ears.

"Can you ask them to put sugar in the edges? Thanks, love!"

[ "C'mon Spider-man, c'mon," Tom's voice practicing his dialogue reached your ears as soon as you opened the trailer door. "Oh, hey lovie." he greeted you and smiled brightly at the sight of you.

"What are you doing?" you asked and dragged a chair over to sit across from him.

"Practicing my dialogues," he smiled proudly and diverted his gaze to the drink in your hands, exactly to the edges of the glass. "What's that on the edges?" he asked with great curiosity.

"Oh, it's sugar," you pointed to it and took a sip. "Taste better with this, wanna try?" you stretched out your arm so he could drink from the glass, but he pushed it back towards you.

"Take another sip and don't lick your lips," he ordered you and you did it immediately, not knowing why he told you that. "Great, now kiss me." he stood up from the other chair and put his hands on your legs for support and leaned into you.

"Tastes good?" you asked once you two were separated for a moment. He nodded and took the drink out of your hands, both of you knowing where this would end.

"So good." ]

°•°•°•

"Can you call Tom for us? He's in his trailer." Joe asked politely and you nodded, feeling the nerves coursing through your blood.

You dragged your tennis shoes across the concrete as the wind whipped against your black jacket that covered half of your body.

You knew exactly what Tom's trailer was because of all the times you had spent in it.

The melody of a song filled your ears as you stood in front of the door, took a breath and knocked. No one opened, until the fourth time.

"Yeah?" Melissa opened the door instead of Tom, and that's when you could hear the words of the song well, instantly identifying it. Everybody Talks.

"Can you say to Tom that we need him in the set? We're gonna record some scenes, so yeah." you tried to say as quickly as possible so as not to make the moment more awkward than it already was.

"Sure, he will be there in a minute."

"Thanks." you thanked her and started walking as fast as possible back to the set, as you knew Tom would be out any minute and you didn't want to bump into him.

Tears began to fill your eyes as you remembered the words to that song and the reason why it was so special.

[ "Shut up and listen!" you pushed Tom's body away, causing his body to fall backwards onto the bed.

"I'm listening!" he shouted back and sat back up to listen.

Everybody Talks was playing in the background while you and Tom sat on the edge of the bed, paying attention to the beat and lyrics.

"Why do you like that song so much?" he asked and you leaned your weight on your hands, pressing your palms to the mattress.

"I like the beat, it's fun." You answered simply and started bobbing your head to the beat of the melody.

Tom didn't say anything else and just stood watching you, admiring the little moments passing in front of his eyes. He liked the way it was just you and him in that moment, and always.

"Wait!" The song ended and you immediately got up to walk over to your cell phone and put it back on play. "Let's dance!"

You stretched out your arms and with your hands you grabbed your boyfriend's, helping him off the bed so they could dance properly. His movements were not precise and he was just moving without any sense at all.

It was a sweet moment that you wanted to stay in for a lifetime. ]

°•°•°•

"Y/N!" Anthony called out to you from behind the cameras and you looked up. "Did you call Tom?"

"I did, yeah." you nodded your head and continued to play a little with your feet since you were hanging from the harness.

"Did you really call him?" Chris asked at a volume where only you could hear him.

"I really did," you told the truth without taking your eyes off him. "I don't know why he's not here."

Some five minutes later, a disheveled and agitated Tom appeared in front of everyone. His suit was ill-fitting and traces of lipstick adorned his lips.

"Horny boy." Chris said in a whisper and turned away so he wouldn't see how they would tell Tom that he was misrepresented.

"Oh great." your lips formed a line and you started playing with your hands as you waited for Tom's harness to be put on.

[ "Tom, stop," you said between giggles and kisses as Tom was on top of you and wouldn't let you go. "Someone it's gonna see us."

"The door it's locked," he said in a whisper and with bated breath before moving to your neck to leave wet kisses there. "Just enjoy it, my pretty baby."

Tom's hands were positioned on your hips while yours were on his curls, tousling them a bit. He broke away, seeking your lips to kiss them again. Your legs wrapped around his hips making the separation between the two of you minimal.

Tom's soft lips felt cooler and cooler, his tongue beginning to sneak in between the kiss, asking for access. You opened your mouth a little wider to make the kiss even more intense.

You pushed Tom's chest a little to make him pull away from you, your hands reaching for the edge of his t-shirt, pulling it away and returning to his make out session immediately.

"You're so pretty." you murmured between his lips and wrapped your hands around his neck to pull him closer to you and reconnect your lips.

Your hands ran over Tom's skin slowly as your lips began to swell a little from the intense kisses you shared.

"Tom!" a knock on the door made you two separate instantly. "We need you in makeup in ten mins!"

"Seven more minutes of kisses?" ]

°•°•°•

"Good morning, can i get a hot chocolate with extra milk and whipped cream? Thank you." you asked the cashier for your order and moved a little so you could wait and not get in the way of the line.

"Why i'm not surprised that you always ask for the same thing?" the unrecognizable voice of Tom sounded behind you.

"Hi to you." you turned and greeted him quickly, wanting this moment to end.

"Do you want to go to the set together? Melissa it's not coming today." he asked in the nicest way, was it necessary to name Melissa?

"Sure, just let me get my order and we can go." he nodded and headed for the door so he could wait for you outside.

Thousands of thoughts went through your head at that instant. Where is Melissa? Why is she being so nice? Should you walk out alone?

"So, how are you?" he asked to start a conversation between the two of you.

"Good and you?" you answered as dryly as possible so he could see you didn't feel like talking to him.

"Great too," he smiled and took a drink of his coffee, remaining silent for a few moments. "Can i ask you a question?"

"You already did." you shrugged and he just laughed uncomfortably.

"Why are you avoiding me? Did i did something wrong?" he asked innocently with a tone of concern. You clicked your tongue and shook your head.

"I'm not avoiding you, it's just," you lowered your gaze for a few seconds. "We're not a couple anymore, so."

"Oh, i get it."

"Can i ask you a question?" now it was your turn to ask, he nodded quickly.

"Of course."

"Do you get deja vu when she's with you?"

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