#so we the people are getting screwed

[cicadaemon]

Im making a separate post on it cause I don't want to make a long thread but this guy is so much fun to draw I had to keep going!!!

Just 'Baby Boy hiding those Brain Worms' to 'Whatever the Fuck this Dude has going on in his head I hope it's not infectious'

#hellsing #alexander anderson #I am having so much fun thinking about the sort of kid he was like when he first joined up #Like in my head he had to join the church before he was considered an adult #I know we have the Angel Dust backstory #which some people seem to like to use #but idk I just figure he's always had several screws loose and being with the church knocked them around in his head even more #making the same noise you'd get when you dangle keys in front of a baby #also I dont think he's always lived in Italy cause like the appeal of him getting to live in Glasgow is too much for me #also I you can tell I was rushing with the second drawing lol

[20001541]

we lost so bad today afo fans....

the volume 40 cover just released and afo did not appear on it

#not surprised but at the same time ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ #he's never getting one is he 😂😂😂😂☹️☹️☹️☹️ #no one talk to me I'm devastated #at least the cover looks nice I guess.... #yeah I just can't see him getting a cover after this volume considering we had his backstory and death here and it still wasnt enough #I'm whining but man I wouldn't be surprised if he got screwed over in the extra content as well #I'm not even going to hope for more stuff on him in the volume extra content authors got something against him I'm convinced atp #I thought people were exaggerating but yeah this convinced me #anyways I'm just feeling very 🤡 rn so just ignore me

[smile-files]

oh yeah i watched the new ii and it was pretty wack. my only two thoughts are

i love cabby

they had to neutralize clover?????? hello?????????

#melonposting #ii spoilers #clover continues to be one of the only good people here. like hello thank you for saying that cabby didn't do anything wrong #(though at this point ae's probably just kinda backpedalling after the ableism allegations so. yeah. anyway it's really the bare minimum) #also it made me so angry to see nickel again. nooooo we just got rid of him!!!!!!!!!! boo tomato tomato tomato #i did find it funny that they were gonna have the dumb fantube-bot family thing and then blueberry interrupted it. ha ha ha. ha #yeah about the other thing. now i'm worried that any victory cabby gets out of this will only be a result of ae backpedalling #it's already pretty weird that the show's general perception of cabby did a complete 180 out of nowhere #i dunno. everyone ganging up on mephone was kinda strange #like okay springy and walkie talkie have their beef with him. but the cameras? zoetrope?? #forgive me if i'm being dumb but i can't remember anything so horrible mephone did to them to warrant (gesturing vaguely) all of this #i dunno it's just kind of silly to have the big-bad be 'all of these random guys mephone kinda annoyed' #like huh. huh? #idk i'll see where they'll go with this. hopefully cabby doesn't get screwed over <3 that's really all i'm hoping for haha

[delightful-69]

i just fucking hate this neighborhood

#sorry to vent #but not really #just want to get st off my chest #my best friend is already like a stranger so really #no one here is like...decent #bunch of fake ass bitches #a fucking camera and they decided to steal it #''how do you know'' #oh idk. the alarm went off around fucking 8 in the evening #it's not even midnight #fucking eight pm #when there was literally bunch of people around sitting there #people just want to screw each other for a piece of land #''you can't prove it's me. the camera didn't even caught the thief' #listen. #listen. you were literally selling stuffs right fucking under the camera. and STILL active at fucking 9 and a half pm #the event happened at fucking 8 #so the asshole who stole it. HAD to walk up to you. HAD to stand right next to you. STOOD nearby other assholes. #HAD to stand on st AND HAD to manually unscrew the camera and removed bunch of wires #before getting away #so if it wasn't you #then you purposely just...fucking ignored a thief #the houses next to us has fucking camera too. and it has been there for decades! #and yet the moment. we installed it. suddenly it just vanished the day after. #''it's new so the thief like it more'' #then explained why this ''genius'' stole this at fucking 8pm when there were people around. #like. the camera was right under them #there is no fucking way #this shitlord wouldn't get their attention #sure. fucking fine. it's just an object

[hecksupremechips]

The 999 cast is very important to me and there’s so much good about them but I think one big thing they have is that they’re all smart and contribute to the story

#zero escape #999 #this is where the other ze casts really lack I think #like all the 999 characters are there for a reason they were hand picked by zero #and all of them were really smart and they all worked together to solve the mystery #in vlr we got characters who just willingly participated in the game for shits and giggles #even more so with ztd like they didnt even try to make the q team important #plus just like so many of the characters are wasted and pointless #quark contributed nothing. alice was needed only for a math problem. tenmyouji was just screwed over #clover is the one who really makes me mad cuz they did the aini thing where they erased her whole arc #and reduced her to a ditzy joke of a character #shes not fucking ditzy shes smart and her bond with junpei is literally why everyone survived 999! #without her your ass would be dead #makes me so mad 😤 #they only added her to vlr just to get people interested in the first place since she was popular #ztd is the same like none of the new characters introduced mean anything #and all the stuff they do with the old characters is just awful none of it is good #honestly 999 is too good of a game to be attracted to the other ze games #in my mind 999 ended and everyone lived happily ever after and idk quark can magically be there somehow cuz hes a good boy

[sisterdivinium]

I'll be posting a little drabble party starting on Dec 8th and ending on Dec 15th to try and explore some other relationships and dynamics between the characters of the show we love.

Here's the schedule if you want to keep up (or even post something of 100 words for the same pairing along with me!):

Dec 8th: Jillian/Suzanne

Dec 9th: Mary/Shannon

Dec 10th: Camila/Lilith

Dec 11th: Ava/Beatrice

Dec 12th: Ava/Lilith

Dec 13th: Ava/Camila

Dec 14th: Mary/Lilith

Dec 15th: Jillian/Suzanne

They will all be tagged "mini drabble regatta" since they deal with, well, ships :)

(yes, both Fridays are reserved for my traditional "doctor superion drabble Fridays", for those who are familiar with my blog -- I allow myself the liberty of giving my OTP emphasis :))

#i kind of don't like to post these on the main tag BUT i won't be using the ship tags for each drabble since i don't know them all #so in order to inform people i'll be doing this AND informally invite them to write small things for the ships too i begrudgingly tag: #warrior nun #they'll all be posted at the same time each day -- same time this gets posted -- and they're all already set to go #before anyone asks why i've included avatrice the truth is that i would otherwise never write it lol so it's a rare ship TO ME on MY blog #i'm a firm believer in exploring multiple ships. screw fandom popularity we do it for the story potential lol

[gammija]

i keep constructing elaborate political speeches in my mind. as if somehow if i could just talk to pvv-voters compellingly enough, explain to all of em why this is moronic on every level, they'd all suddenly find out that they're actually leftists at heart who just heard a few facts wrong

#as if the racism is an accident instead of the driving force #i spent too long looking at twitter replies and there are a lot of people who voted for wilders so obviously a lot of different types too #theres the naive ones who genuinely seem to regard politics as kind of a game thats being played to the sidelines #you cheer for your team but it doesn't ACTUALLY have an effect on reality. So stop complaining! cheer up! #theres the dumb ones who 'just wanted something different' and who thought 'well the Left screwed things up' #- weve had a centrist/right government for over a decade - #'so lets try the right ¯\_(ツ)_/¯' #and then theres just the unapologetically islamophobic who DEFINITELY are NOT racist~ #they júst want all brown people to go back to 'their own' country #and if you call thát racist! well then! you are protecting the fundamental rights of muslims right to religion so obviously you also suppor #extremist governments in the middle east! and those are also discriminatory! which somehow makes the pvv nót discriminatory even though #they're drawing a direct comparison between themselves and these extremist governments! so there! #... anyways #very very very minor point but this also once again strengthens my resolve to not reblog or dive into every terrible news story from #usamerican politics despite how guilt-trippy posts about them get; #cause the only people on tumblr ive seen reblog aaanything at all about these results are dutch themselves #ik its not like we have a similar influence to the entire usa at all. but neither does random kentucky county elected official number 9 and #i still hear about them all the time #it makes sense for the circles im in dont get me wrong. just annoying. #joos yaps #delete later

[dykefaggotry]

every time i am around older queer people the more i am convinced i was meant to be an older queer person. not bc i have this fantasy of living in decades past that were much worse but bc i get along with and agree w them so much better. so much of modern queer discourse is painfully white, binary, and completely regressive while painting itself as revolutionary and i just want to crack jokes w some cool older butch lesbians every time i encounter discourse that makes me want to bash my head into the wall

#my professor in this one class is a lesbian in her 60s #and so many times she will say things that immediately either piss off or confuse the very lgbtqia+ alphabet mafia crowd in the class #while im sitting there like no no let her speak shes literally correct #and do not mistake me i am accepting of my lot in life as a 24 year old dyke okay i know the community i am going to be in and around #and love them all dearly and will stick up to their right to exist #but i will say. some of them annoy the living fuck out of me and we cannot have productive conversations #bc i always end up feeling like i need to take a walk to calm myself lmfaoooooo #AND ANOTHER CLARIFICATION BC WE NEED 20 CAVEATS ON TUMBLR.COM #this is not abt r//adical feminism im not talking abt transgender ppl existing as smth that annoys me abt the modern community #i just think older queer people actually have their heads screwed on and don't get as caught up in The Bullshit as we do #and i envy them for it

[r0semultiverse]

A message to the recent & future transgender pick-mes.

If you’re a trans pick-me (no matter where you align with gender) there’s a special place in Hell just for you & I don’t even believe in Hell. Having trauma isn’t excusing your actions of going out of your way to hurt other people actively. It explains that it comes from a place of hurt potentially or you’re just turning into a rage-bait influencer because it makes you money. Either way you come after trans people who don’t do being trans exactly like you so they “aren’t really trans.” You get a taste of the right-wing rage-bait money pot & you wanna keep going because money & maybe some weird part of you thinks this will save you from transphobic attacks? Honey, we’re all just fags to them no matter how we look or act. Even if you’re a cis person not following the norm or unaware of the politics of it all, you’re still just a faggot to them who they will eventually want to snuff out. I’m saying this as a tranny fag just to be clear! You can’t be playing these exclusion games & thinking it’s going to make you powerful! Even Milo Yionnapolis or whatever that fucker’s name was got dropped by the Trump Administration! They do not like us & they never will like us! Democrat, republican, whatever it is; if it’s capitalist, it doesn’t like us! No matter how much you lick those boots, it’ll do you no good. You’re a faggot/tranny just like me & the rest of us, that’s how these suits see it & always will see it no matter how much you try to prove “I’m one of the good ones.” They aren’t going to save you, we’re all on the chopping block to them no matter what our politics are. These government folks don’t see any of us as “one of the good ones.” Get over yourself, grow the fuck up, and stand side-by-side with your transsexual siblings! All we have is each other, these cis people aren’t shit! 💜 Down with cis! 💜

#if you don’t know what a pick-me is read the post and or look it up #I’m not going to name names because I’m not a pick me bich with a big following #& unlike the money making influencers I don’t have the luxury of people demanding my account be brought back on other sites #hate that word ‘influencer’ but it serves the purpose of this topic in particular #this goes out to certain Kellys & Bucks & Kalvins & all the other sniveling whiny irrelevant pick-mes who play the I got mine so screw you #card & betray the very people who supported them & for being a traitor to their wider community of trans siblings #imagine wanting to be a bitter angry obnoxious influencer until you eventually pass away; that is honestly a skill issue #grow some compassion & learn to love the people & things around you; that’ll do you much better than a life of pointless performativity #I think we should bring back the phrase #down with cis #& I mean that genuinely #these self hating trans circles much like the people crusading after trans people will only eat themselves & each other alive #you’re better off supporting & sticking by your trans siblings; yes even the ones who you think do gender weird or have neopronouns #get over yourselves please; neopronouns aren’t even probably new tbh but this isn’t a history post #mine #op #trans #transgender #nonbinary #enby #tw slur #tw slurs #cw slurs #slurs tw #tw t slur #tw f slur #f slur #t slur #slurs cw

[1o1percentmilk]

i want to tell u guys abt my weredog oc... hes like if patrick bateman sucked and wasnt a nepo baby and worked a middling dead end office job..i give all of my trauma and worries and fears to him about fitting in and not getting to have an impact and yet not having the personal strength to make things better,

#what untreated adhd and gifted kid burnout does to a mf #i dont have any drawings of him. i forgot how to draw again #when my self insert is the worst version of myself #im so worried ill turn out like him. like for all of my posturing ill never really get out of this hole #like i can try and do everything perfectly to reverse original sin but i will never be able to do that #he is soo transgender coded. dogboy who wants to become a humanboy #hes a border collie bc hes smart but other than that he doesnt really have a lot going for him #one of the few weredogs who have mastered temporary transformation into a human #nearly fulltime supression of his dog traits.. #ah well he also turns out to be a bad person and screws a bunch of people over by trying to be a human #idk.. im still trying to figure out what i want to say #perchance.. sossiety #*wizard brame voice* we live in a society #in the end. i think he really just wants to be left alone and be himself (even though he has lost himself) #-away from other people #why did i type this? i was thinking about the gaping hole in my heart again. #yap #if i ever wrote a book abt him itd be 80% him having a mental breakdown and the other 20% not being a good person

[kyouka-supremacy]

WAIT YOU AREN'T AMERICAN???

#Sorry akdbrvekkdbrjekbdke this is just. not the first time I receive an ask of this kind and I really can't figure what makes this idea– #come across and how to stop it akdmbrkskdbbeksbdbeksk #I am. very much not. Besides I feel like my English is super broke so I thought at least *that* would give it away!!! #people asks me stuff #It's just. There's a big modern cultural colonization by the usa of my and other European countries– #which... Eh... Doesn't make me... Well... Uh... Very fond of the usa to put it that way #And I KNOW it's unfair towards the people and I love all of my friends from the usa deeply and truly #But like. I totally get this is just a small thing but like... It's hard to explain. #But you need to understand the influence the usa has on Europe is BAD. And at least in my country it's utterly terrible. #And it's more of an extension of a deep capitalist structure than all usa's fault but like... My country is currently undergoing a– #privatization of healthcare and education following a blatantly american model which is BAD. There's like one (1) thing that our country– #has going on which is free healthcare and some of the current leaders want to change that just because for them if that's how it works in– #the usa then it must be good. It's bad. it's screwed up. Once every year someone brings up making of the country a federal state– #like what the fuuuuuck what is wrong with everyone. Not to mention all the media we consume comes directly from the usa and contributes– #spreading the idea the usa is on top of the world and all other countries are underdeveloped compared to them. You see why it's bad #But like. God this is an awful and faulted way to reduce an extremely complex subject I really can't dwell on because an entire thesis– #could be written on it. But there's a huge cultural colonization in Europe that makes people feel like there's no possible alternative to– #late stage american capitalism which is sooooooo so so so fucked up. #Because capitalism wins the moment people start believing no alternative is possible

[daz4i]

anti self diagnosis discourse (abt mental illnesses, idk physical stuff) still blows my mind, esp coming from ppl who live in countries where you can't get psychiatric medicines without prescription, bc like i genuinely do not see the harm in it at all. ig there's the whole pathologizing aspect i see ppl talk about but like that can (and often does) happen if you have an official diagnosis as well so does it really count. teens diagnosing themselves with serious mental illnesses 1 aren't always wrong 2 if they /are/ wrong, they often do this bc they have some other serious problem that's worth looking into anyway (except it's often brushed off as "everyone has anxiety" and stuff like that, which is why they lean into the less common disorders in the first place), but using a label of some personality disorder isn't gonna negate that somehow if they have someone looking out for them. even adults who self-dx, like, likely do it bc they have no way to get an official diagnosis, and again it's not like latching onto a label for now particularly harms them (if it does, the problem is not the label itself. like if they do bad shit to others, then instead of excusing it with "i do that bc i have x disorder" they'll just say "i do that bc that's who i am/that's how i was born" or shit like that, lbr. what I'm saying is the issue isn't the seld-dxing here but the behavior itself that could exist even without it/with an official diagnosis just the same)

and yeah i mean all this even if the person in question DOES have the means to get an official diagnosis, bc that shit is still difficult and scary, and if you're a woman or a person of color or lgbt (esp trans) or even just fat you're already gonna have a hard time getting one (or getting an *accurate* one, at least) anyway bc medical officials and esp psychiatric ones seem to dismiss or mishandle those groups in particular

like. from my own personal experience here. getting an official diagnosis that later ended up being wrong hurt me way more in the long run than self diagnosing with something and being wrong ever could (also, i self-dxed and ended up being right, too, so like maybe we can trust people to know what they're talking about when it comes to their own psyche and consider that maybe they can do their research about mental illness just fine)

#ironically the thing i bring up in that last paragraph is smth that started with me self diagnosing #and then getting an official diagnosis for what i suspected. but then being in a mental ward and the doctors there insisting - #- that diagnosis was wrong and so giving me treatment for a different disorder instead. which def screwed me in the long run #not medically thankfully but definitely mentally. I'm still suffering bc of their bullshit 8 years(!!!!) later #so yeah can we please trust people to understand their own brains the best. thank you #ajskflglh feels like I'm posting more rants than usual these days. sorry i have a lot of rage - #- and expressing it over topics that won't get me death threats for expressing is a safe way for me to let it out i think.

[worstloki]

I absolutely love how Loki hit Thor with gungnir on the face 'now fight me' and Thor just took it. HE JUST DID IT. WHAT? He was just taking Loki's blows until Loki brought Jane (smart af because he knew Thor wouldn't hit him otherwise) but still.

I feel like Thor thought it's one of Loki's angry phase and he can use me as a punching bag to channel his frustration out. He is my little bro. 👀

I want to know more about their relationship. Its intriguing

Thor can see that Loki's not thinking straight and he thinks oh he'll just get his anger out and everything will be fine (but it's not going to be fine)

#i think both the brothers use each other like punching bags #and Thor knows this so he sees Loki's distressed and he's like hey maybe this will help. MAYBE i can avoid a full brawl #because Loki is REALLY out of it #like he's trying to destroy Jotunheim while two days ago LOKI was the one arguing with Thor not to #Thor has no context for anything so he thinks Loki's angry and is ready to take the hits for it but Loki doesn't even want to hit Thor lmao #Loki keeps trying to get THOR to attack him jsafhgbsg #it's so funny #Loki starts dragging other people in and Thor is like screw it we fight

[doomed-era]

I do feel annoying posting about my AU on main but my excitement for it often overrides it

anyways: boys! from left to right we have pre-resurrection gaffen, post-resurrection gaffen directly after waking up, 18-19 year old gaffen, and gaffen a year after hearing hylia for the first time (he's 20)

#man i love gaffen. he's just so screwed up #like both pre and post calamity his whole thing is basically ppl going #woah cool sword bro. anyways you're not actually human anymore #botw proper seems perfectly content treating him like a stoic alien #like yeah we get those tiny tidbits but then we STILL get an unnaturally stoic link post resurrection #the game will literally not let him have emotions except at specific points #gaffen's been taught that he is worthless unless he performs a specific task #not intentionally but by how people unknowingly treat him #and by people who are projecting their own failures onto him unwittingly #especially impa who i adore in this au. she's deliberately meant to parallel gaffen #like no one in this fic is truly evil except the calamity they're just...flawed!! #even hylia who is projecting her own loss and expectations onto gaffen #she's emotionally abusive yes but she also just doesn't understand mortals and tends to take a big picture approach? #also she's not over her dead boyfriend who she never truly understood #everyone in this au is just super duper flawed and AAAAAH #i could go on for hours #my art #loz au #botw #golden blood on his hands #botw link #loz

[piedoesnotequalpi]

The temptation to write a vent fic about the disaster that was how set strike was run is very strong

#isabel.vent #the whiplash of yay we did a show! to get your stuff out of the green room right the f*** now or I'll kill you was... something #and then some IDIOT used hex screws on the set and i couldn't find the right size bit #so i spent most of set strike hiding in a stairwell crying! i love having a brain that doesn't work quite right! #turns out other people thought it was unreasonable too at least #honestly i feel like doing the strike the next day would've made a huge difference #because then we wouldn't have been frantically trying to finish after a two show day y'know #was this reasonable/normal? or am i just too thin skinned? #vote now on your phones!