#so we'll see how long i can keep this up

[holistichiatus]

hey guys i- [gmod ragdoll sounds]

#warframe #drifter/chipper #holistichiatus #we'll see how long i can keep this up #im so fucking gay for chipper #i guess I'll start tagging tamm as well #drifter Tamm

[oceandiagonale]

hey, I'm setting this as the cutoff for this OC Sunday (it's been like a week or something now but tbf I haven't had all that much time to answer things or draw recently FKJHDSJKF) so any new posts/submissions/asks after this post will be saved for next time!!

#oceandi speaks #others' ocs #ouh I am so tiredddd I have another 10/12-ish-hour shift tomorrow that 6 hours of are just paid driving time and then like 2 hours are lunc #it's not a lot of physical work but it's a lot of mental work to be in a car for that long FKJSHDKJF #anyways I still have Many posts to post so I'll keep queueing them up and then like. well the semester starts next week so we'll see how #things go then. maybe I'll die maybe I won't I'll never know :'D #uhhhhhhhhhhhh again all posts are tagged with 'others' ocs' + the oc's tag if you want to see more + 'oceandi arts' if I did a doodle #if you followed for only gene you can block the tag though it Is all pokemon OCs so more content is better right?

[eggwishing]

little peek at somethjing i am cooking up ...

#this is rlly rough but rn im just blocking everything out #i have like 6.5 pages sketched so far this is already going faster than last time i think..^_^ #im having a blast also #im tryna rewire my brain . every time i think Blehhh i hate drawing i just want to see it done i gotta stop n correct myself #like Hey wait you actually love drawing why are you telling yourself this The process is frustrating sometimes but that comes with art #i had to redraw this one page like 4 separate times and i still didn't feel like giving up #like yeah i was feeling pressed but at the same time i was being patient with myself #like this is part of improving Stop laying on the floor and wondering why you're even doin this you've always loved it #only drawing when u know it's gonna turn out good defeats the whole purpose of learning #also i added cal last minute to this comic and im gladi did he's so creeepy #im very excited to get this done Not impatient like i was before #im impatient for people to see it yeah lol but not w myself #and im not gonna be all like “yeah we'll see how long this lasts lol” bc i think that's already setting myself up for burning out #i have hope that i can keep enjoying art like this I just need to change the way i think #and accept the messy n ugly. the perfect is the enemy of the good #aaron blaise really inspires me. he sincerely loves what he does and i want to be like that #this is also gonna be more comic-like Panelwise i think #scott pilgrim n my bro inspired me #also the way cal's face cuts off on the right makes sense in context he's peekin from behind a chair

[bluest-planet]

NGL fiction really do be impacting reality bc writing Vanitas Streeeeeeetching like this for Miserable made me realize i needed to get outta the hunched over computer Shrimp Position tm

Thank u for ur service [choosing to stay awake and face the horrors] Vani, Ven could never 🫡

#kh #bbs #kh fanfic #kh vanitas #yeah im tagging this cause i think its funny he Beeeeeg Streeetch #i was writing int and was like: #aw man that sounds great let me go do that and lie down j need to fix my back #starry stories #blue speaks #the tone is finally shifting everyone! from flowery speech and metaphorical vibes fo actually plot! thank you pelase have patience for #my slow start and into Vanitas' slow decent into repressed mania and apathy we love it out here #he's me fr #'i can do this. i dont wanna. but i can. so ig i gotta just do it.' #'irs fine its fine its fine just. ignore it and keep going' mentality MOOD #thats ur brain trying to carpentalize it all into a box bc leaving it open is just gonna make u more stressed out in a stressful situation #but like. thats not the best way to cope for the long term #my man pls just have a good cry (or maybe not as we'll see how that fucks him up too he just can't win can he?)

[harvestar]

oknim passing out but I did write chapter 4 of my stupid divorce!LO fic and I should like probably post it at some point somewhere. I don't think its good nor will it become so but I do think rachel could have wrote it ✌️😔

#ktxt #I'm like mentally creating the webtoon chapter in my head like. yeah I could condense this incredibly difficult dynamic into some sentences #I feel like I need to unpack more demeter stuff but tbh I do think in the beginning they would be very lovey on each other cause persie is #just very relieved to be home and have help with the babie who inexplicably needs to party all the time #we can pick it apart in a later chapter...... #I dont know how long this is going to be. maybe 20 chapters. but like real short little ones #its a weird format to think about because writing it in novel style while keeping the webtoon feel #but also keeping every scene self contained so it doesn't outstay its welcome. its a fun thing to attempt #anyways lemme think and ponder on where I wanna take the demeter thing. I don't like the whole abusive mom arc #Like ok canonically shes quite rational a lot but does have controlling behaviors. I think shes more on the level of fucked up mom #who has to watch her kid get wrapped up in just the All That that is olympus and has a freakout about it that exacerbates shitty behavior #idk it's hard to know what the line is but I just hate the canonical take on their relationship even tho its interesting to me in a way #that being said I still don't want them to magically be all good even though ch3 is kinda like that... #maybe I can finagle it to read as more unreliable narrator-y without feeling Sinister. we'll see #sorry for tag essay im too tired to makenit into a post. the new post button too far away 😔

[deadddoves]

finished chapter 61. it's 14k of straight angst and porn, so. lol. impressed with myself for keeping up the momentum this long tbh, I think I'm def gonna make my goal of at least putting out 5 chapters this time around!

#tbf though the last time i posted chapters I got superrrrr depressed bc the lack of reviews #which is like #fair bc i've been writing this series for 13 years #and now take long breaks in between my random spurts #so its prob hard to keep up #but man i still haven't gotten a single review for 59 and its like pls #pls if you are out there just say SOMETHING lol #bc while this story has always been mainly for myself and for my wife #its so hard when you put shit out there and there's just like #nothing in return #so idk i guess we'll just see how long I can go before I get depressed again LOL

[tripably]

new year new philosophy regarding fic: max 20 tabs open and waiting as tbr. no more massive "i'll save this for later" sprees. no more "let me just sort through this entire tag for things that might interest me at some point". no. no more. be in the moment. stop collecting, start paying attention. love patiently.

also: take notes while reading, of things that touched tangibly, or resonated surprisingly, or vibed uniquely, so that those parts can be specifically adressed when thanking the author.

#this is my new years resolution #i guess that post that calls us out for consuming rather than enjoying kind of hit it's mark with me #i'd also like it said that i'm not trying to judge anyone else #or their practices #like first of all as if i was in any position to do so #but more importantly #it's not at all what this is about #this is about me specifically #of my trying to live in the present #to enjoy in the present #to enjoy more thoroughly #to participate more presently #to challenge myself on my own habits #to love life #we'll see where this goes #and how long i can keep this up #but i just closed about two hundred tabs on my phone #and kept 16 #so that's a start at least

[dandyshucks]

this year i need to learn how to draw HANDS and also do some proper anatomy studies so i can stop just doing lucky guesstimation work djfkdl

also i want to make refs for my self inserts and also maybe try to fight my fear and finally commission an artist at some point sbfhdkdl

#my other new years resolutions include trying a different pasta shape each month and learning abt two new countries each month #and also practicing accordion daily as much as possible fjfkl im allowing myself to skip one day but not more than one day at a time #so if i skip one day then i have to practice the next day... cant skip two days in a row!! #we'll see how long i can keep that up for though sjdksl BUT IM GOING TO TRY!! #anyways yay new years i hope everyone is doing okay !!! i appreciate u all and i hope everyone has a decent first day of 2024 !!! #i am going to sleep now fjdkls its almost 2am omfg im gonna be absolutely wrecked tomorrow #dandy.cmd

[chadsuke]

Comics Read in 2023:

She Loves to Cook, and She Loves To Eat Vol. 3 by Sakaomi Yuzaki (2023)

Not-Sew-Wicked Stepmom Vol. 1 by Yir & 모구랭 (2021)

Not-Sew-Wicked Stepmom Vol. 2 by Yir & 모구랭 (2021)

Not-Sew-Wicked Stepmom Vol. 3 by Yir & 모구랭 (2023)

The Water Dragon's Bride Vol. 1 by Rei Toma (2015)

Undead Girl Murder Farce Vol. 1 by Yugo Aosaki & Haruka Tomoyama (2021)

Candy & Cigarettes Vol. 1 by Tomonori Inoue (2017)

Candy & Cigarettes Vol. 2 by Tomonori Inoue (2017)

Candy & Cigarettes Vol. 3 by Tomonori Inoue (2018)

[ID: Covers of the aforementioned books. End ID.]

#2023media #gigi.txt #she loves 2 cook knocking it out of the park as per usual. fucking love it. #every time more chapters drop im like AGHHHH and drop EVERYTHING #not sew wicked stepmom is mostly silly fun but does take csa seriously and i'm glad for that #if u like that genre worth trying but it's nothing like. standout. i just like family-centric isekais #had to reread earlier volumes bc it updated and i. forgot so much LMAO #the water dragon's bride is. hm. im definitely interested in the concept and the sheer. inhumaness #of one of the male lead characters. but we'll see how it goes? i'm interested! #undead girl murder farce is wild but interesting. def going to keep at it. give it a shot #candy and cigarettes had an interesting premise - middle schooler and retired cop team up as hitmen #but it was. too fucking weird about the kid. it happened one off at first and i was like #okay as long as it doesn't repeat then i can stick it out #but it did.................... #so don't try that one. ugh.

[hirazuki]

Choose Your Own Adventure: Middle Earth Edition

Tolkien's universe is vast and varied, and has so much potential for adventuring outside of the main story events. Let's go on one together!

#tolkien #hobbit #lord of the rings #silmarillion #think of this as a poll-driven storyline that will strive to update (ideally) every week. ish. #idk how this is going to go; i just think the poll feature naturally lends itself to this type of thing so i wanted to try it out! #and once i got the idea i couldn't get it out of my head so. we'll see where we end up. together XD #i'm going to aim for maybe a series of 20-25 polls? #unless y'all have so much fun you want to keep going and then i'll see how long i can drag it out for #conversely we may experience a sad untimely death in the course of adventuring... #who knows?? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #(also can i just say how much i hate the word limit on the poll options T_____T i had so much to write that i had to whittle down. UGH)

[smol-tired-binch-blog]

i have downloaded Yakuza Kiwami. i apologise for the person i may become

#yakuza game #rgg #smol speaks #i will FINALLY get to see Majima in action and get context for all the mental shit i keep seeing #i shall get to see ya boy Kiryu and finally know; just *how* cringe fail is Nishiki? #yeah lads ive been reblogging and liking all these Majima posts and ive not played the fuckin games dxfcghbjkl #idk what to tell yall im just like this and GOD knows how long itll take to finish #i know there's a fuckin load of games and they take hours but i want to play Kiwami 1 and 2 and also 0 AT LEAST #we'll see how often i can pester my roommates to play it and how often i'll remember to do so #wait we still need to play Minerva's Den BUT WHATEVER it can wait #wouldnt it be a twist if Yakuza ended up on the list of being one of the few video games i can physically play? i doubt it will #but it'd be funny if it were. anyway if u read all this thank u i hope u have a nice day

[wedding-shemp]

How do you make $1650 in a month without being very good at anything in particular

#My plan has been to move out after I finish my car payments #So I don't have to worry about keeping up with them on top of rent #But. Hm. Well I just realized how many of my problems would be fixed by simply. Not living with my parents anymore #And I don't want to wait till next February anymore! I want to move out and get a real life NYOW #So like. I'm trying to figure out how I can earn enough money to pay off the balance asap #I feel like it's do-able. If I really try I get I could make 1650 pretty quick #Maybe #We'll see #I thought about selling some of my collectibles but honestly none of them are worth much #I could probably make a couple hundred eventually by selling em but it would take too long to sell them off piece by piece #I thought about art and design commissions but that would also be pretty slow going #My turnaround time is pretty slow #I could MAYBE make $400 tops in a month if I got lucky #Hmm #I guess there's food delivery n stuff #I'm gonna try uber eats I guess #I could probably make around 1000 in a month a t that right #Like I know long term it's not a good gig but short term? Eh? #The fall semester just started there are definitely drunk college kids in need of McDonald's delivery #Right??

[scattered-winter]

i got over 25k words into the rewrite before i realized i actually wanted to change the tense, so i just spent 3 hours going over everything i've already written to fix it lmao. we are doing GREAT tonight

#i loooove writing so much :) im going to throw my computer off a cliff :) #me writing thousands of words at once: by golly i hope i don't have to do the rest of the writing process on this #me when its time to edit and revise: by talos this can't be happening #winter speaks #quintenary stars series #im tired now . soooo sleepy. ive been writing LITERALLY all day long. #but on the bright side we're getting close to having the first part posted !!!! #i wanna set up a posting buffer where ive written a few chapters ahead of what im posting #just to keep motivation up and make sure i can catch mistakes and all that #so once im done w this first part i'll write a few more chapters and then post the first one teehee #hopefully that way i can keep up a fairly regular posting schedule instead of relying solely on my very unreliable brain. lmao #BUT WE'LL SEE HOW IT GOES. WE'LL SEE.

[arcadian-vampire]

Working on a commission, vibrating up and down excitedly abt it :3c

#pikaposts #:3c :3c :3c #i've Technically had commissions open for a long-ass time but i never advertise bc i'm Nervous y'know #like ough oof ouch idk if i can live up to expectations especially when money is involved #and bc i never know how my health is gonna go #but drawing other people's characters. Fun. trying new things Fun. #i really have been enjoying drawing more- even though it keeps injuring my knee really bad #which yes is absurd. don't ask how the fuck it happens bc i sure as hell don't know. #my right knee is so fragile it's can't handle. anything. ever. sitting injures it if i don't wear a brace #[slaps my already worn-out knee brace] this bad boy is necessary for making art. even more important than a pencil #BUT ANYWAYS yeah i'm having fun #yippeeee #we'll see if the fun turns to Oh Fuck Oh No later

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

I was hoping I could make a family tree I could zoom all the way out on and be able to see everyone but.....not so much lol

Too many sims

#this took like 3 hours #thats not counting the hour i spent last night digging through the localthumbcache to find pictures for them #i still need to go through it again cuz not all of them were there #and some sims aged up since the last ones saved #also i wasnt sure on some of them #because theres a lot of them #i wanted to get this done before the game started deleting them from the family tree #cuz that usually happens after a few generations but it happens a lot faster if you have a lot of sims youve actively played with #anyways im just gonna play a normal legacy now and just keep track of what happens with the extended family from the sidelines #theres also a few immortal sims in the family so we'll see what happens there #theyve already had partners die and remarried #also some of my original sims kids were the children of immortal sims #and those immortal sims have gone on to also have kids with some of my sims other kids #so uh #its a bit of a tangled web #im tempted to add spouses to see how tangled i can make it look but idk the limitations of the plum tree app #also thatll take a really long fucking time #so i might just stick with the sims directly descended from my original sim

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #hey bitches. she's afk so mom said it's my turn with the body. feels good to be back. I hate half of you parasites and I'm blocking some #same with Instagram. bunch of fucking drones posting shitty memes and sending the most unfunny jokes possible. blocking most of you there #started the process of sorting some things out with her girlfriend because damn some things are unacceptable and you've gotta say something. #she gets to do the soft and useless damage control later I guess I don't fucking care. I'm not going to let us get disrespected like that. #she lets it slide but I'm done taking shit. #sent an angry email to our therapist last night as well because fucking hell how can you be so incompetent at your fucking job. #Jesus h Christ didn't you study this in school or something? yeah we've gone through multiple therapists sorry that makes you insecure??? #you're not the first and from the looks of things you're not going to be the last either. #saw the psychiatrist this morning and bipolar confirmed I guess. we'll see whether the new meds make much of a difference. #I kind of don't want them to though. I like being out and finally able to sort our shit out. #feels good to finally message people and tell them how I feel. I don't get a voice much anymore #and ugh I hate having long hair so much but I have to keep it because she needs it so I'll put up with it for her sake but damn I miss short #short hair was genuinely so fucking good and the hassle of long hair is so stupidly intensive but gender dysphoria so whatever I guess #anyway bye you mouth breathers I'm off to go get this stupid-ass body showered #I hate having a penis too though. that's one thing we can both agree on. it's so stupid and it hangs out and the shape is so stupid #God should take constructive criticism and also mean criticism because I have some opinions about how shitty his design is #anyway. bye idiots #Fade is such a fucking good band they were such a good pick for the Deadman Wonderland op