#so we're just gonna have to make do 😭

[definitelynotshouting]

It's 2am in the airport and im bored how's ur day been? :D

-☀️

Omg hello sun anon!!! I hope the airport is tolerable for you, gods thats early 😭😭😭😭 dont look at my hypocritical sleep schedule when i say this tho lol

Its about 9am for me rn and im about to wake up ye residents evil™ for presents, also last night i managed to write a 1.5k scarian fluff fic so if all goes well i'll be posting that tomorrow for yall >:]

A crumb of dialogue for your boredom woes, my friend:

Grian sighs; it's Scar's point, now, and they both know it. "Can we at least move closer to the fire?" he complains. "Well, I don't know, we'll have to ask Queen Jellie over there for her opinion." Scar politely directs his next question to her, projecting his voice so it curls around the chair like smoke. "Miss Jellie, can we come sit by the fire?" Jellie's tail flicks, an idle, irritated motion. After a moment, she yawns again, then tucks her head under her paws. "I think that's rather conclusive, don't you?" Scar asks Grian. "I think you're being ridiculous," Grian replies dryly, "and I'm shocked you aren't taking this opportunity to pet your cat." The gasp Scar sucks in is one of sheer, mock horror. "I do believe you're right, Grian! I can't believe that slipped my mind. I can't let my sweet baby Jellie go unpet— let's move, come on, up you go."

Other than that tho i have nothing going on, just a chill day :] my household is very relaxed abt holidays generally; our tradition is that we have a charcuterie board every xmas, so we've got a good spread of cheeses for that this year, including a bellavitano espresso that im VERY fond of. No red dragon tho, which is my favorite 😔😔😔😔 (can u tell i love cheese skdbskdnns) but we preserve<3 /silly

But yeah!! Relaxed day, chill vibes, and i hope i can send some of that your way to the airport!!! May your flight go smoothly and your travels remain easy, i hope u have a good day today and that the boredom abates!!!

#shouting speaks #asks #scarian #hermitcraft #my poor partner is sick and lost their voice today 😭😭😭😭 so im making LOTS of tea and hot choccy #also !!!! my vodka sauce!!!! >:] thas not until later today tho #in all honesty we're probs gonna do presents and then head back to bed for a bit AKSJAKDNKADNKAKS #OH ALSO SUN ANON I DO HAVE UR OTHER ASK #IM WAITING TO ANSWER IT UNTIL I CAN GET SMTH FULLY TYPED OUT HEHE #just in case u wondered where it went :] #txt

[fluffs-n-stuffs]

Under suffocating depths... would it have been easier to just swim down?

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#Destiny Bond comic #no Tricks all Treats this lovely Friday the 13th-- WE'RE BACK BABEYYYYY ✨✨✨ #life seems to keep throwing stuff my way BUT! I won't let it stop me from writing/drawing these beloveds!!! #suffice to say my upload schedule is gonna be absolutely Whack with everything going on here in all honesty SKJDFNSDSNS #but so long as I'm able to work on these tragic gays at the end of the day- at my own comfy pace--- that's what matters to me 💃💃💃 #I want to thank all of y'all who've stuck around even with all my unpredictability---it means the world to be able to share something- #-I really do love making with you all---even if I go a bit slower nowadays huhu 😭🤲💖✨✨✨ #so continuing on right after Morty drowned now he dies irl /j /j /j #Eusine does have a heart attack though pls pray for him he's gone through hell and back just Watching this unfold SJDFHSNDFKSNDS #sacredshipping #morty/eusine #morty x eusine #gym leader morty #morty pokemon #eusine pokemon #mystery man eusine #pokemon #pokemon fancomic #fan comic #comic #pokemon art #pokemon gsc #pokemon hgss #fluff draws !!!

[mellotronmkll]

Would love to work my way back up to being the type of person who can do more than 2 or 3 things per week and in fact possibly even does multiple things in the same day but boy I am not there yet

#Still make one plan and then need 5 full days to recover and I'm in awe of people who are like #Yes I had my yoga class this morning then I'm gonna go grab lunch with a friend then I need to go home and work on this thing for a few hou #Then gonna go to a party like that is so far from my life just thinking about it makes me feel anxious but #I would genuinely love for that to be my life but it feels so unthinkable rn #But I just have to keep slowly working at it I guess #Because I've been like that at points in my life however right now we're at the #If I leave my house for a 30 minute walk every day and see one other person besides my partner in a 7 day period #And do One hobby for like 20 minutes a day then that's all I can manage and the week was a success 😭 #But i guess we all have to start somewhere #I. Am literally just so fucking exhausted all the time

[raveartts]

i should try and draw all my old characters

#raveartts #rave.characters #tw blood #this guy isn't that old i bought him in uhhh 2 years ago #the arms look so broken oh god #i just don't care anymore #bad drawings be upon ye #because i refuse to practice properly anymore #i miss 2019 i was a drawing MACHINE back then #and i was like. actually trying different things and doing studies all the time #now i'm just too unmotivated to make more than 1 drawing every other day #and there's gonna be no ref it's just gonna have bad anatomy and we're all gonna have to live with that #....i hate it #but i just really really can't seem to bring myself to draw more properly #i know i know i know i need the practice #literally anything would help #girl just do some gestures and you'll feel better 😭

[loverboyromanroy]

i too have thought "oh well maybe firing gerri is not the task they're talking about" but then we have logan talking about "cleaning out the stall" and tom that says "roman knifes gerri". and i don't really know how he could possibly blackmail her? i don't think he has anything on her (apart from what she's done in waystar's interests in the past). maybe he can't legally fire her but he's just bing the messenger boy for his dad

yeah the "cleaning out the stalls" bit and tom miming cutting the puppet strings does concern me!!

i guess the hazy thing on the legality is like...if she's still interim ceo, which i've seen mentioned in j interviews, then logan can't legally fire her because he's still outside of it? that's why i was wondering if instead of straight up firing her, maybe they're demoting her somehow...like kicking her out of the interim ceo spot (but that feels like it...doesn't matter? except for the fact that it puts logan back in the top spot if the deal goes sideways). on the other hand, if it's blackmail coming from logan, it could be anything from their long history of working together (much of which we technically don't know anything about...)

i was also thinking that tom's little voiceover part could be like a hypothetical for future steps of the plan? because he talks about cyd, but cyd isn't shown in the teaser at all, not even like in the background of a shot...so maybe the idea is that tom is filling greg in on the fact that roman is laying groundwork in this episode (again, demotion? threat? blackmail?) and saying the next steps of that "strategic refocus" will be getting rid of cyd and gerri? and we know how tom gets when he's talking to greg (overdramatic)

if you want to go really off the wall, we actually don't know who tom is addressing – maybe he's extending an offer to shiv to come in at atn??? there's a scene in the "weeks ahead" teaser with tom and shiv where shiv is wearing the same outfit as the wedding...so what's THAT all about???? 👀👀👀👀👀

#the thing about trailers...is that they're supposed to drive you crazy haha #and there's a whole kendall thing going on in the ep 3 trailer with NO indication of what's going on so like...how can we know haha #ultimately i just don't think gerri will be fired because we have so much of the season left...lol #unless it's like...they fire her and matsson picks her up? but i don't think that makes sense either #because again she's with frank and karl in the og trailer and in her own office in the og teaser ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #in reality we're doing all these guesses and it's gonna be something batshit in the other direction because that's always what happens 😭 #answered #anonymous #succession chatter #succession spoilers

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#the thing abt me is that if u complement me in an academic context i will melt #me walking into every interview: fuck this school. i dont wanna go there. im sad. on one is gonna want me. i can hardly function. fuck this #me walking out of every interview: fuck. the project is cool and they said nice things abt me 😭 #fuck. the guy from the lab i interviewed with basically said if u wanna be here i can make it happen. i like ur style and i think ur a #super good candidate 😭 and he quoted my wanky writing bc i got a bit flowery and idealistic lol #and hes on the admissions committee so he was like: yea i can support u if u want just let me kno #and fucking hell the project is cool. but the thing is i think id have to be less of a sad sac bc i think he expects a lot and is hands off #but it is a big institution with a lot of creative ppl and theyre good abt supporting interdisciplinary work #so like the opportunities there would be pretty fucking great i think. hhhhhh god. theres no way i could take the uk one now #fuck. wtf am i gonna do abt that? do i bow out now before ive committed so they have a shot with another person #or is it too late for that bc they already put my name forward to the committee #god dammit. this was the one i was supposed to b like yea no shot am i getting this. and now im like fucking considering it like #the opportunities.... but id have to live in new jersey... it would b closer to home i guess. id b back on east coast time #and i could work with Yellowstone organisms. and i bet the classes r pretty fucking rad education wise #god. decisions. im gonna play Choices by the Hoosiers like a million times #thats what i did wjen i was deciding to go for undergrad. and then i didnt even decide. i was just like... well i dont wanna go to the #place all my classmates r going. i will go 3hrs away. then 12hrs by plane for my masters #fuck. at least it went well. everyone was nice and the 2nd guy i talked to was like: #even if u dont go here. email me if u end up working with zinc and i can help. and i was like 😭 #i got a bit rambly with him but whatever he was 15min late so we're even lol #i was way too nervous. but it was ok. but also i dont understand wtf other incoming phd students r like?? #like they say im a good candidate and ive got good background and im like ??? what sort of losers r u looking at if u think im good? #i just think maybe what i wanna do is unique and very specific so im like not trying to do just anything. i have standards lol #and apparently im more coherent than i give myself credit for. i talk good sometimes and i have enthusiasm when i dont feel like im dying #god. i was not expecting this. i dont belong at a school working with tech startups like wtf. i come from a place of slightly trash #universities lol. well my undergrad uni wasnt so bad... well i mean the city is the butt of a lot of ohio related jokes tho. im looking at #u klinger. fucking mean streets of toledo. whatever the school im at now is worse. couldnt even keep my boss here smh #anyway what the fuck. and i got a lotta writing done today what the fuck #me being competent???? unheard of. god. imagine if i had my shit together. i could kill god. algae and other scientists would fear me #unrelated

[bunnyb34r]

So my car feels like you need to really gun it to get up to speed and then there's a downshift when you slow down

But apparently the mechanic can't feel that and I had to go on an awkward test drive to show him and he still was like idk man

So they're gonna add some fluid to it and see if that helps but augh like man idk it just feels OFF

#marquilla #i mean if they think it's fine then i guess it's fine?? i just wanna make sure bc it feels weird to me #like i just dont wanna have my car break down man 😭 especially since i go on long drives #they didnt do anything for it when i came in for an oil change/check up last time and theyre thorough to the point where it #is frustrating only bc you go in for an oil change and theyre like hey uh do you want us to fix this while we're here? #and then its $1800 😭 but i dont think theyre scamming us i think it's just that they check over everything #hes always like you can refuse it's alright but it's gonna need fixed sometime so...

[toastsnaffler]

not always great at small talk but sometimes I get so used to being asked the same little questions that throughout the day im mentally accumulating tiny happenings into enough material for a decent answer just to condense it into a one word reply bc I know theyre just being polite by asking. but anyway today I didnt get asked how my day was + now im surprisingly sad abt it I had so much to say even if I was only going to deflect the question as usual :-(

#like I just got so used to it.. dont take my brief moment of connection + feeling like someone cares away from me 😭 #im spending a lot of time alone + in my head lately which is making me kinda crazy but I never get asked sincerely how I am #so it never goes anywhere it just clogs up my brain and makes me feel lonelier than ever #but its ok I like hearing abt how other ppl are and what theyve been doing even if theyre a bit disinterested in me + my life #this makes me sound ungrateful I really don't mean it like that but sigh #anywayyy gonna take some ibuprofen + read a bit then go zzz goodnight everyone <3 #.diaries #like not to sound like a whiney little baby but im having a rly rough time and itd be nice to have someone meet me in that space but- #even if they dont want to know abt it or its not that kind of relationship its still nice to be asked how I am so I can lie and- #they know I'm lying but just for that moment we live in a more hopeful world where we're both doing OK now im actually going to bed bye

[selffagellation]

i am literally going to cry why is this not in my hand right now

#.............now we're gonna have to see if the formatting of this post works #but i seriously miss longswords so much 😭 #just the google images tab makes me wanna cry #yall dont UNDERSTAND how GOOD THEY FEEL #so #fucking #satisfying #please i am begging you just take a second to really imagine the kind of stimming you can do with a nice solid sword #IMAGINE IT #F E E L IT #god im gonna explode im literally just gonna explode

[okcat]

#guys im rlyyy into him this is bad #like based on my track record i feel like im just gonna end up getting hurt again #but that doesnt make me wanna stop n keep my guard up 😭 #IDK WHAT TO DOOOOO like going with the flow maybe not the best bc its a fast flow. we're a WhirlWind #but slowing it down is... idk if i have the self control for that HAHA #im so doomed. what do i do #i cannot stress enough how fast this is going

[tobe-sogolden]

I’m sure the outcome will be fine and I have no stake in this movie outside of the fact that because I pay for Netflix and it will end up on Netflix, I’d give it a watch but could you imagine if an actual somewhat trusted film insider had posted something like this about dwd: https://www.worldofreel.com/blog/2022/6/baumbach

The fact that Olivia deals with so much backlash off the strength of tumblr anons who only somehow end up on the Harry side of thing is crazy. I’m not even saying it was a perfect set or anything but damn.

😬😬😬

#ask #it's gonna be so annoying when dwd comes out GOD #i wish everyone could just put their feelings aside and come together to support the person we're supposed to be supporting #but that's not gonna happen lol we will be fighting misinformation constantly #and surely having to deal with people making hit tweets about how terrible and embarrassing it is #im already preemptively annoyed like i just wanna enjoy the movie/promo without all of that 😭😭😭 #ill probably have to do another big unfollow so i dont see the discourse bc i literally dont even wanna know

[arsonist-chicken]

I am once again asking for the tiniest bit of self-discipline to finish stuff on time so I don't start it at 2:15am when it's due at 9am and I'll have class the whole day until 7pm afterwards.

#and then i have to go to the library to finish (start writing) the stupid expose that's. three months overdue. and the final final deadline #is this sunday #so... i guess we're going in for another round of 36+h of not sleeping? #thought i'd left at least that behind. i mean my brain is already lagging now #please i want to cry why can i not do stuff on time for once in my goddamn life #or even just early enough to have it done at 2am and not start it at 2am when i have to get up at 8 😭😭😭😭😭 #there's three of us in that class and the other two i don't know and i'm gonna fall asleep in class 😭 #and then at the library probably too #i hate this i hate it here i hate my brain i hate everyone who cheerfully goes 'but there's upsides to adhd :)' #how nice! i didn't get those! i just got the executive dysfunction slowly leading to depression and exhaustion and possibly burnout! #like man i want to be happy for adhd people who get the high creativity or whatever but i didn't get that either #i'm also not good at improvising or reacting fast in emergency situations like man. where's my positive sides of this bs #okay okay okay. now. opening the window and making some black tea and hoping the caffeeine will work for me not against me #and maybe i'll still catch an hour or two of sleep before class #it's even a good one but god i hate presentations in front of people i don't know #especially if it's only two like where am i supposed to look. give me at least a bunch of people so i can disappear in the crowd afterwards #and also not look at a bunch of people instead of doing the awkward trying to make an appropriate amount of eye contact #or whatever. okay okay. off to the presenation. or something #mine #vent post #prioritisation who? it was not more urgent to find train routes back from gdansk that it was to start that presenation #so i wont be dead on my feet trying to present it and also get through the 10h class before going to the library #i hate my brain does anyone wanna switch

[gunpowder-gemini]

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm anxiety

#trying to get unemployment has been unsuccessful for unknown reasons #so now I'm having anxiety attacks and/or straight up panic attacks when trying to do anything involving it #which ALSO includes applying for jobs #but having no money is making things MORE stressful #and I can't go curl up in my husbands arms til I feel better because he has the plague again 😫 #and we're trying to quarantine him so I don't get it bc when I got it I ended up permanently sick 😭😭😭 #so I'm just sitting here paralyzed and my chest hurts #i feel like i'm gonna start bawling but also can't

[kuiinncedes]

bfskflkdsjf

#why do i make such a big deal out of everything in my head #i feel like every once in a while i just come on and make a post like this LOL #but like why does it feel so big and bad and then i just gotta talk abt it for a sec but like #bro it all stems from idk what my relationship w this person on board is #i don't think she dislikes me and i like her but we're not close at all and i just kinda like don't know where i stand #i just like did technically her task for her bc she has two exams today and i feel bad that i like kinda overstepped #but i'm sure she's probably fine w it #but also idk bc i dont know her that well lol #but like it's rly not that big of a dealllllllll 😭😭😭 #also bc i feel kinda awkward around her for no good reason just bc we never rly bonded dkjnfbdhsfkgjhdff #but i dont have her number so i can only dm her over discord and i dont think she checks that often #so anoter person on board who i was talking to abt stuff was like i'll just text her #and then like it's a whole thing when there's indirect communication coming one way and other direct communication the other way #and it just felt awkward bc she said one thing to the other person and then saw my message being like sorry jk im jus gonna do it #bc time sensitive 😭 and ik u have exams to worry abt and she told other person she would do it in a bit #but before that to both of them i was just like i'll just do it so we have it sooner rather than later but they didnt see that until after #and it literallyyyyyy DOESN'T MATTERRRRRRRRR but i hate that and it makes me feel bad lmfao #i just need to chill 💀 #i'm happy i didn't have my lecture/lab section today bc i haven't done anything in that time #and i can say that it's fine bc i usually wouldn't have done anything in this time LMFAO #i just wish i was better friends w this person so i don't overthink every interaction i have with her like why is that necessary @ brain #idk how to liek make that happen tho i feel like we're both similarly like #comfortable in friend group and then don't branch out that much #or like a little awkward w branching out #idk bro i also feel like their friend group seems like the cool kids in our club lol not in a bad way #but for some reason i'm kinda intimidated/awkward around them #ugh anwyay .... i need to like get over this w her and def the prev director who i would also say is big in that firend group #bc i feel so awkward talkign to them and asking them things but they're probably the ppl i need to talk to the most #but my own fucking awkwardness is stopping me and i just need to shut up to myself lmao #anyway fucking that's over i need to go write 1000 words :DDD

[no-one-hears-me]

broooo I hate when people can't just give a solid answer to plans

#my friend told me he was gonna stop by so I was like okay cool I'll be done in a bit #bc I made cookies and I was gonna give him some #so he texted me to ask if I was done and I said yes #and he's like I'm so tempted to come over.... okay???? so do it???? I literally invited him #so I was like okay just lmk what you're gonna do and he hasn't answered. like bro.... #I kinda wanna go to bed soon but I'm gonna stay up if he's planning on coming over #PLUS he usually brings his one friend and like 👀 I want him to. but he said his friend isn't allowed at my house anymore #bc he wanted to hit on me. so what??? I'll flirt with him too he's a baddie #but if not. he'll prob bring a different friend and I wanna know who bc we have to be quiet and ik his friends are rambunctious #except for the one that isn't allowed to see me. he's very polite and quiet #it's so funny that he's not allowed at my house according to my friend bc like. he texts me now #if my friend wasn't so protective I would be hanging out with this guy with my friend there BUT now we're unsupervised #he still hasn't answered my text I'm gonna fight him #also I don't want him or any of his friends showing up to my house drunk. and I'm pretty sure they're drinking rn #idk why but alcohol is making me uncomfortable tn??? that's how I felt when I was younger but then I got over it and started drinking #like. I love alcohol why do I feel weird about being around it #who knows. maybe the trauma is coming back hard idk #but fr where is my friend #also he does this fairly often like dude 😭 just tell me what you're gonna do #he can just say he's busy and can't come over? I would like that better than waiting around for him #his parents are chill and he just doesn't understand that people with strict parents can't be as spontaneous as him #Sera