#so y’all have to deal with my ramblings

[send-me-a-puffalope]

guys i really like drew some insane vanessa fanart and i’m like gripping my seat about the fact that i can’t post it until later. so um. REMEMBER TO PURCHASE YOUR VERY OWN HAPPIEST DAY FNAF ZINE WHEN IT COMES OUT 🫵

#guys i’m actually like going through my five stages of grief #i want to show y’all so so so so bad #but i think it’s gonna be really really cool in print #so y’all are gonna have to deal with the wait (<- suffering with the wait the most) #nat’s rambles

[someonetooksendnoodles]

it’s my favorite time of the year: putting my emotional support childrens animated shows with impeccable themes back in the viewing rotation

#y’all ever be like damn life be lifing again? #so to deal i am returning back to media that is partially (if not almost entirely) responsible for the person i am today #yeah anyways back to my little children’s shows with shockingly impeccable themes #almost done with my #vld #voltron #rewatch and i have THOUGHTS #up next on the roster is #spop #and then quite honestly probably #carmen sandiego #idk yet tho but like oh and potentially also #hilda #oh and #moon girl and devil dinosaur #but i’m going for the nostalgia but i’m not writing off the rewatches just yet #ah i’m rambling in the tags again #oh well anyways if you made it down here hi and also #y’all see that post i can’t find it now but y’all see that post that’s like ‘purposefully not engaging with my comfort media #but then being scared that by not engaging with comfort media will cause you to lose interest in said media’ #bc that’s so real and i’ve been putting off a willow rewatch post cancellation bc i know i will be so sad about it again and anyways yeah #that’s all i gotta say for now #peace

[gregmarriage]

feel like i always have to have something to say™️ when i text my friends, but like, i always have to remind myself that i could just say hi, or like send funny image™️ and it will be fine ☺️ <(clenching fists)

#gwen attempts friendship #<title of my extremely unpopular memoir #i feel like i have to say big things™️ #like something needs to be happening #i need a topic #and i also have to remind myself that my friends love me and don’t find me as annoying as i think they do #it’s fine!!!! #*bites inside of mouth until i draw blood* #anyways i’m a adult and i’m soo normal at human bonding x #idk i’m having weird brain time™️ again lately and i’m just dealing with that #or trying to in the healthiest way i can #people enjoy talking to me #people like me and even love me #said to the bathroom mirror as i grip the sink so hard my knuckles turn white #i feel like i’m avoiding my friends but it’s also fine if we don’t talk 24/7 #they will not forget me #their object permanence of me isn’t that bad please calm down #we will catch up at a later date and it will be nice #it’s only bad if i’m deliberately isolating myself #and i’m not so it’s fine #just kinda dissociating and forgetting to reply or that i meant to tell them things etc #honestly it’s my object permance that’s the problem #i’d literally forget my brain if it wasn’t inside my head #it’s fun <3 #anyways another fun gwen ramble for y’all

[lesbiansanemi]

Can Twitter finally just fucking implode I am so sick of hearing about that stupid ass website

#I also just fucking hate it and want it to die anyways #I’ve always hated it due to the insane influence it got in the publishing industry that makes it damn near impossible for some ppl to get #published or involved in the industry at all #like if you’re not on Twitter 24/7 or don’t have the right Twitter connections you literally cannot land a publishing deal el oh el #it was also the shift of so many writers having to do MOST of the marketing for their books rather than the publishing houses #which was ridiculous #like I dunno I literally don’t have the time/energy/socialization or networking skills to try and land an agent via the right fucking tweet #and I think it’s fucking stupid that that was a thing that started happening at all #ppl shouldn’t be pitching fucking books on TWITTER writers shouldn’t have to be public figures on Twitter for the sake of marketing #so I hate that stupid app and want it to fucking die so that new part of the industry goes down with it #like that is actually the main reason for my indescribable rage for Twitter #I hope it dies. and I hope I can stop reading shit about Elon musk for like two fucking minutes #also y’all sound fucking stupid with your ‘Elon is actually THIS dumb’ shit #because like yeah obviously he’s an idiot don’t get me wrong #but he’s not accidentally running Twitter into the ground just because he’s stupid #he’s deliberately trying to kill it because he never wanted to buy in the first place and wants it to become a write off #like yeah he’s still goddamn dumb but he’s NOT doing all this to try and make Twitter profitable el oh el #anyways. I’ll be quiet now y’all are just being annoying about this #kaz rambles

[vvalengogh]

i’ve been meaning to write a thing where piper goes around trying to get the scoop about whether lecter is a synth or not. she has her suspicions but she can’t just outright ask people, let alone lecter himself. so she has to sleuth around and form the puzzle pieces together but people know what she’s doing. they know she Wants To Know.

lecter is ESPECIALLY very aware of this going on so he avoids her ( hoping she will eventually lose interest on the matter ) but ohoho this is piper wright we’re talking about and she’s gonna get to the bottom of this.

the problem is trying to find a way to start it and actually write it lol

#corvid chatter #it’s late i’m not sleepy (plus i work closing tomorrow) and my bf is asleep so y’all have to deal with my ramblings #also another writing bump here is that i’ve never written piper before and fo4’s writing rlly doesn’t give me a lot to go off of on. weeps

[tundrakatiebean]

Ok bright side of having to stay in the hotel: I really like their body wash so I’m gonna buy some to replace the one I have been using that just changed it’s formula (again) so that I don’t like it anymore

I have also realized how horrible this hotel is for people who are menstruating so I’m gonna write and email the company about it with my extra time today.

#Katie is rambling 2k23 #had to ask at the desk for tampons #which is bad #just have some available in the rooms or the convenience store #if you don’t want to have guests pay for them then just have them available and don’t track them #you could even put them in the room with the ice maker and vending machines on every floor #and none of the trash cans in my room have a liner #so my options for dealing with biohazard items #is to put them in an unlined trash can that doesn’t look like it’s been disinfected #and make the maid service deal with possibly touching that #or I can flush the tampons but not the applicators #which you aren’t supposed to do and is a risk for causing a serious clog for them to deal with #or I can use some sort of makeshift container which is what I’ve elected to do #I would have used the bag that came with my ice bucket #but there wasn’t one #so I’m using one of the plastic cups from the bathroom lol #and I saved the wrapper from the cup to put over the top #like this is not a great thing from any angle #menstruation mention #sorry y’all are really getting the tmi tour

[ryles-comfort-room]

I think as a person I truly live to love. Whether it be a person, flowers growing on the side of the highway, the acoustic version of my old favourite songs, myself, the moon, I always feel so much more alive when I let myself be overflowing with love.

#Shout out to a buddy of mine who occasionally sends me pictures of the moon when they see it #Bro’s a real one for that #We both do it and just go “her :)” 10/10 interaction #I know you see this mf I love you o/ #Also rip my partner as well #I have to restrain myself from just sending them paragraphs like this on the daily #Sometimes I do but I think shit like this ALL THE TIME so I don’t want it to get overwhelming LMAO #But this is my chunk of void to yell into so y’all have to deal with it <3 #ryles rambles

[raeofgayshine]

Because I’ve been dealing with so much shit late, especially medically, I have decided that I’m going to get my hair cut some time in the next month (have to work around appointments though) so that I officially have dead boy hair. Aka the Jason Todd look. Aka shorter then I have ever gone before.

And I’ve been putting off going really short because I’m afraid of how people will react, especially if it comes out how I want and I wind up looking more masc (more gender also). But like, after all this shit I’ve decided to say Fuck It

And this haircut is my reward for all the pushing I’ve been doing to find answers (and all the war crimes I didn’t do every time someone said I just needed to exercise to fix all my problems). And also kind of a birthday present to myself, because you know that day and the time around it is kind of not great for me and usually I buy myself a game I want but this time I’m going for hair.

#ravenpuff rambles #I don’t really know what the point of this was #I just wanted to say I was treating myself to a hair cut as a reward for dealing with shit but y’all know I have words #anyways I deserve a treat for all the fucking times I’ve been told I could magically fix myself with exercise #as if everyone ever hasn’t suggested it and I hadn’t tried it (more then once!!) just to prove it didn’t work #swear to fucking god if the neurologist tells me there’s nothing wrong with me and my pain is fake and I’m making it up or I just need to #exercise or lose weight to help #swear to god that’s going to be my motherfucking Joker moment #fucking need to move to Gotham to become a supervillain just so when Batman asks me why I can tell him how much the medical system has faile #me and now I’m taking my pain out on the city #and then Batman will hook me up with care and people who will work to get answers #because if they give up I go back to blowing up the bridge and causing crime level chaos

[multikore]

My friends on discord already saw this bUT I JUST WANNA SAY HERE- BC TUMBLR SO-

Story rant thing beneath cut ig???

My mom’s sick or something now so she asked me to get some food, and she also asked to make carrot sticks for her-

So I’m in ze kitchen getting her rice and fish cause she wanted that too,

then my dad comes in asking like “Oh you’re eating again?” And I said “Not it’s not for me I’m making food for Nanay” (Nanay is just mom in another language)

So he like helps me, he gets the fish for me and puts it in a small plate and I put the rice and fish to the side while I get a cutting board and I’M JUST CUTTING CARROTS AND HE SOMEHOW TRAILS OFF TO LIKE- HOW BEING YOUNG AND HAVING MONEY IS THE ONLY IMPORTANT THING??? AND I’M THERE LIKE- JUST EXISTING?? TRYING TO CUT CARROTS?? (I’d like to say that it isn’t and you’re perfect the way you are anyone who’s reading <3 )

FATHER I JUST WANTED TO CUT SOME CARROT STICKS FOR MY MOTHER.

Anyways she ended up getting her carrot sticks thankfully :D (She put salt and vinegar on them as well, and tbh it seemed kinda good but I didn’t get to try them -w-)

#rambles #random shit #shit post #maverick’s misogyny :[ #this is what I have to deal with #HE IS WHY I CANNOT HAVE GOOD THINGS. #I JUST WANTED TO MAKE SOME CARROT STICKS FOR STAR’S SAKE #anyways #It’s not important don’t worry you just be you guys <3 #Wether you’re poor or not or old or not you’re amazing and deserve love so my father can be quiet #y’all good #fr fr and I hope you have a good day #or night- evening too #afternoon as well?

[vampstel]

Hey ho, quick rant cause I keep seeing this discourse pop up on Twitter…

Self diagnosis is perfectly valid for a myriad of reasons. Many people (including myself) can’t get a professional diagnosis due to our income, where we live, our gender, our race, etc. I wish getting a diagnosis is simple but truth be told… it isn’t. This applies to physical illnesses too, not just neurodevelopmental or mental health disorders.

For example, I’m chronically ill. I’ve talked about that a lot on here. I am diagnosed with GERD and have suffered with it for 3-4 years. However, it took me a whole year to get myself properly diagnosed and medicated.

I went to multiple doctors and had several checkups. They all told me I was fine when I obviously wasn’t. I didn’t know what was wrong with me until I took it upon myself to research about multiple gastrointestinal diseases. I stumbled upon GERD and noticed I had all the symptoms. Then boom, when I mentioned that possibility to a doctor, they finally got me diagnosed and I got medication.

Self-diagnosis is one of the first steps to getting a proper diagnosis. Some of us can’t afford to do the next step, though. I personally believe that’s okay as long as you do extensive research on what you think you have.

Afterall, you know what you deal with. I know damn well I’m neurodivergent and I don’t want to waste thousands just to get someone to tell me what I already know. Plus, I’d risk getting my healthcare and privileges taken away.

Just know that not every self diagnoser is “trying to be quirky”. Majority aren’t like that. They just want to understand themselves better and realize what’s wrong with them. No one wants to be ill and no one wants to be apart of a minority that gets oppressed and misunderstood.

And don’t blame these people because “they make real diagnosed people look ridiculous”. We’ve always looked ridiculous to “normal” people regardless. A piece of paper isn’t going to stop that.

Thanks for coming to my TED talk. I have more to say but ehh this is long enough lol I’ll just ramble in tags

#꒰ v’s rambling ꒱ #I self dxed myself with ADHD when I was 14 maybe and it was the best decision I’ve done #wanna know why? #It’s because it made me understand myself more. #I’m no longer hard on myself for not functioning normally #I always wondered what the hell was wrong with me #why can’t I do basic tasks #why do I have issues with focusing #why do I have sensory issues #and the list goes on and on. #I suffered with these problems ever since I was young but my country has so much stigma around these conditions #So even a self dx was enough for me to feel better about myself #I learnt ways to cope and even found out how to deal with exec dysfunction and focusing issues #Still wish I was diagnosed though. Dont get me wrong. Medication would help me a lot tbh #I really wish it was simple to get a diagnosis. I really do. #It took me years to accept the way I am. Some of y’all clearly don’t understand the pain #the pain of being poor. the pain of being in a country where mental health and neurodivergency is stigmatized #It’s fucking terrible man #it’s why I wanted to move to the UK. cause the healthcare here isn’t shit #but yeah that’s all bye

[calswildflcwer]

The temptation to come back here but not write fics is actually hitting hard rn, but who’d even care at this point lmao 🤷🏻‍♀️

#I no longer talk to the friends I made here anyways #my fault mainly as I stopped contact and kinda distanced myself when I went inactive #and the ones I could still talk to kinda deactivated their accs #and the followers I have that I don’t really talk to only came here for the Encanto fics anyways #and I’m kinda outta my Encanto phase rn and more #sorry a LOT more #focused on my ocs rn #so yaaaah #it won’t be a big deal to anyone if I came back here #but idk lmao #anyways #imma dip out again #see y’all in a few months probably lmao #unless I receive an ask before then 😂 #bee speaks #bees thoughts #camilosunshxne speaks #spideysgxrl speaks #bee rambles #spideysgxrl thoughts #meh #idk #I can barely even remember any of my tags lmao

[hanjisungs-bigtittyg0thgf]

happy birthday to me and george jetson, whom i have exactly 23 years on because he was just born today

#seriously the guy’s like fucking 40 in the cartoon #that makes me around 63 in the show’s timeline and i’m unhappy now #anyways i get my sideways license tomorrow #i never got it renewed when i turned 21 #cause i didn’t wanna spend the money before it expired #but it goes out thursday so i’m going tomorrow #this is the final step into adulthood #aside from the whole brain being fully formed at 25 thing #but like #that’s not that big of a deal #i was gonna write birthday sex but have gotten zero downtime #so i’ll just be indulgent in my delusions today instead of putting them online for y’all to see #alura speaks #actually no #alura rambles #that’s what alura does

[sonder-paradise]

i’ve never been this dead before i got a cold this morning, throat swollen so bad i can’t talk, burnt my hand in hot water while trying to make tea 😭

#[📰] rambles #i was supposed to finish the kitsune fic #🤺🤺 i hate this game #speaking of games #i was playing blooming panic again #cause i’m lonely #and toaster is my fav now #so y’all have to deal with a new hyper fixation #i apologize #but also don’t #anyways #imma go pass out now

[that-pissed-off-tolkien-blogger]

Tbh a small part of me wants to clear out my dad’s 4Runner since his SUV is bigger than mine, but going up and down the stairs to my mom’s basement while wearing an N95 the entire time and then to the third floor where I’m putting everything at my dad’s until his basement is ready is already ridiculously tiring with just the back of my car full. I think doing that with the 4Runner might actually kill me.

#TOLK Man rambles #not fandom #2022 house move #look I just woke up from a food coma nap and I literally cannot think unless I write it down bc my brain is full of fuzzies so y’all just #gotta deal with this thought vomit and I have no remorse

[tariah23]

Also, those birds in the wall are so loud tonight lol.

#whoever else moves into this house after us is gonna be pissed #our landlord is ass and acted like it wasn’t a big deal when we first told them about this issue #I remember even showing her and the handyman she always sends out who’s just some guy she pays to do work whenever we call because she’s too #cheap to call actual professionals ☠️………….. then gets mad when she has to send the handyman out to the house multiple times just because he #didn’t know what he was doing and she wasted her money instead of ya know sending out a professional what a Buffoon #anyway I showed them the hole and when we brought it up again she acted like we never told her lmfao #now the birds are loud as shit and no one is gonna want to move into this house like that #there’s still huge opening outside of our house where the birds can fly into lmfao #they were too lazy to even patch the hole up and she sent the handyman to clear out the bird mite infestation (she gave him the wrong shit #that you use for like ants and stuff ☠️… so of course the mites were never Removed #) #rambling #they were also supposed to paint our kitchen last summer but ghosted us… #then the landlord lied about sending the handyman out to paint and said that he was knocking on our door for 15 minutes which was obviously #a lie because the handyman is a chill dude and he’s usually ready to leave after knocking once and as soon as we open the door he’s always #like ‘I was about to leave! I thought y’all was sleep-‘ even know this negro would ring the bell like once and we’d open the door almost #immediately lmfao like so I knew the landlord was lying about him standing outside our house knocking for 15 min like he’d be ready to leave #in 20 seconds ☠️ #then I remember my mom mentioning her taking her time trying to repair stuff around the house etc and the landlord pulled a “’I have a #feeling you don’t think that I’m doing my best 🥺… I gave you your security back-‘ #and that sounded like a threat to me like do you want us to move lol? very weird just because my mom was telling her that she basically #doesn’t do her job in a nice way #she was probably still mad that she had to give me some money as payback because of the mites getting into my hair that I had just gotten #done #because it was their fault that the mites problem even got to the point that it did lol like I don’t care Idk if you’re upset #should’ve fixed the hole when we first told you about it #we should report her to the city after we move tbh fuck landlords #this was the first house that I’d ever lived in and it’s a decent size too but my fam and I are tired of this place like our landlord sucks #and she gets an attitude whenever we call them about a problem in the house like isn’t it your job to repair shit in the first place or #should we call the city on you 😐? I have a feeling that she wouldn’t like that lol

[mysecret-hideout]

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#i realize i reblog a lot of the same paintings and things #however i would like to defend this by stating my love for art and y’all follow me so you just have to deal LOL #my rambles