#so yeah this one's coming home with us

[soft--dogs]

sorry sorry sorry commissions are behind again, this whole fucking month has been one thing after another. my grandma has been in the hospital since yesterday, she's ok for now but she's had health problems for a while now and the doctors never seem to know what's going on :/ anyway just wanted to say i'm here and still working and everything, i might just be like a week or two behind schedule for a bit >w<

#also today is my birthday! #and yesterday was my moms birthday #we spent all weekend doing family stuff (for us birthday people) #and honestly the whole thing was so stressful #i'm the only queer person on my moms side of the family #and definitely the only trans person #and there's a lot of religion on her side #soooooooooooooooooo yeah #my grandma though is like my number one fan #she rules and i love her and i hope she comes home from the hospital safely

[hella1975]

just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW #AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL #we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam' #like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things #i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE #so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr #and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle) #are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year #(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with #in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN #so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up #before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me #and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition #(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them #and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future #AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please #hella goes to uni

[nymphaforesta]

c.

#there has been this thought bugging me for a long time #how i get inspired by what surrounds me #may that be the little snail in the grass when i’m going back home after a long day #or seeing people holding hands on the bus #i sometimes wonder if i too am part of the little wonders that people get to experience in their daily life #i wouldn’t say i’m obsessed with the internet but i love seeing videos that people make with snippets of their #and how they get captured by their friends or loved ones in a very movie style look #but i never have this? #this coming out of my mouth might sound SO stupid and oh god it is but #but i would love for my loved ones to have secret pictures of me in their phones #photos they took because they thought i was pretty #videos of us dancing when no one’s watching #little documentations on life that bring us all together #but i never get that it’s like i’m the only one seeing life the way i see and it’s quite sad sometimes #it’s like i’m craving inspiration and romance but i’m the only one to feel it #this probably doesn’t make any sense and these tags are SO LONG but yeah

[ad-hawkeye]

artem's whole story being trying to make his parental figures proud as a neurodivergent child is very personal to me

YEAH I'M LIKE. AUGH. i hope tot keeps up the whole "hey new artem stories are actually pretty good" trend bc pleaaaase PLEEAAAAASEEEE i want this to be good and actually nuanced and interesting omfg

#tears of themis #tot spoilers #cn spoilers #asks #anon #because its like. what if you fail? when do you start living for yourself? #and his father - he's never around. what about him? who are you doing this for? #does artem still feel this way? how about with neil? even though he's missing... does he still try to make him proud? #on the off chance he DOES get to come home one day? and see who artem has become years later? #there's so many routes this could take and i'm so used to tot just being like. haha : ) yeah he just wants to make them proud. #and he did! The End <3

[softceleste]

The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce) #and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition) #otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl) #im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

[newtness532]

im so annoyed with everything today, i think i need some tasty food and a million hours of sleep and then I'll be back to normal

#the teacher at the first class today was so dibsjdhdhdhdhsgs 😫 #like she was teaching us things that are like unrelated to the class that shes teaching so idek why she was teaching it #but also its things that we have been learning since the 1st semester and we've done them in at least 10 classes and she was acting like #this was the 1st time we were hearing about it #like oh yeah we're on the 7th semester of studying nutrition but no one bothered to tell us how many calories are in a gram of fat #and she gave us homework 'to see if we know this' like #oh yes i can make a meal plan for a child with crohns or cystic fibrosis or celiac disease or everything else we've done this semester and #all the other semesters but i guess i cant tell you what micronutrients are in this one breakfast meal #like fuck off and stick to what you're supposed to be teaching #anyway i know im getting more annoyed than i should but she was just even more annoying than usual today #like she interrupted the lesson every 5 minutes to yell at someome to be quiet i wasnt even aware there were people talking until she yelled #anyway #also my new earphones aren't working well idk why ive definitely not been mistreating them that much for them to break in less than a month #like i had my old pair for at least 4 years until the broke and i dont think the wire got cut in them like the sound was coming out weird #but there was sound coming out. in the new ones you need to hold them in a very specific angle for sound to come out #and like im careful with how i put them away so what is up with them? #my theory is that they make wired earphones shitty on purpose so that you will spend a lot of money and buy wireless #also we had said from Tuesday that we would hang out with my friends today but i guess they forgot or idk and they made other plans #(to go home and sleep) and during the weekend the one friend wont be here and next week my family will be here so we probably wont hang out #again until next year and we have exams almost immediately so we wont be hanging out much then either #also my period is supposed to come soon and i hope that it will either come today or it will wait until after Christmas #ideally it will never come ever again but we cant always get what we want #anyway im gonna go eat the rest of my μεσογειακό and go take a nap #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[perenlop]

i remember when people were saying mewtwos inclusion in the genesect movie felt random and pandering to the gen 1 crowd that was uncommitted bc this wasnt even movie 1 mewtwo, and i dont think anyone says that now but wow i think they were wayyyy off the mark there lol. mewtwos the perfect choice for them that couldve existed at the time and she made for perfectly good xy teasing too

#i remember the mewthree ppl freaking out when we first saw that form and didnt know what mega evolution was #but yeah mewtwo being someone who was forced into existence and had a terrifying beginning to her life and despised humans #and was initially so much more hostile but has come to accept her place in the world and made peace with other pokemon #while the genesect as basically in the same position she was- and even worse bc theyre revived fossils #they died- were brought back to life- and now theyre in new bodies made for destruction #and one of them is a CHILD one of them is a baby that doesn’t understand whats happening and just wants to go home but they cant go home #bc its all gone. they should be gone. they shouldnt be here none of them should #mewtwo is a GREAT character to use for them to help them through that #bc shes grown past what happened- even if shes still got her trauma and distrust to work through #and she can help them see the beauty in and make the most of what they have now #fuck dude this movie is so underrated #echoed voice

[sysig]

Did you expect Rescuing Rusty in 2023??? (RR is @zeejax‘s ♥) (Patreon)

Trick question! Even I wasn’t expecting Rescuing Rusty, but since it was up next on my fics to vet for construction, I had to give it a reread!

Didn’t it turn out lovely 💕 There’s not a lot of sky-related imagery in RR, but I couldn’t not go with this colour - it’s an even richer rust colour IRL :D

The spine ended up being big enough that I was able to sneak in two bookmarks! One for Zoom (the black) and one for Rusty (the red)

Even though they sit separately, Rusty’s still crosses over Zoom’s hehe ♥

#My art #Rescuing Rusty #Rusty #Zoom #They get a digital doodle since I was rereading while in the digital warmup mindset haha #They just barely snuck in! Good for them ♥ They are still good lads :) #Nowadays the miasma of positive feelings has gotten very fuzzy and indistinct but boy do I still remember how Big those feelings were lol #NPG good! EX good! NPG and EX being friends good!! #Rescuing Rusty is charming as always :) It's a snuggle-up kind of fic I just feel cozy thinking about and reading it ♪ #It's funny as well since I started rereading before picking out the cover - looking for which one would be the most thematic lol #And I ended up just reading a few chapters all at once 'cause I was having a good time with it! Oops reading lol #It was also an experiment >:3c Since out home printer is kinda ehhhh currently - the poor old thing haha - I took a trip to the library #Our local library allows up to 10 free greyscale prints a day so ♪ Slowly but surely I'd walk to the library and come back 10 pages richer #I've figured out how to take books out of the library and not have to return them! Libraries hate this one weird trick! #Lol ♪ #So yeah :D Other than the cover and the first page (since I hadn't figured if the library could use the Minecraft font yet - they can!) #This is a ''free'' printed book :D I mean - other than walking to and from the library and construction and ribbons lol #The guts of the book were paid with taxes lol ♫ #It was well worth it :) It's good to walk! #And I am happy to have it physically :D

[real-life-cloud]

im GOING to write today ........ i WILL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the sky speaks #i havent used twitter in so long and lemme say i missed using tumblr like twitter. just putting my long rambly notes into a single post #anyways onto the rambling #i havent been writing or drawing like at alllll #too busy #also was so sick #but now that i have my new job and i know what my schedule is gonna sorta look like #3 days at joann 2 days cleaning w mom and 2 days nothin #PLUS i dont have to spend money on therapy til after the new year now #and mom is coming home and she seems rly optimistic abt sobriety #im feeling like i can finally create again !!!! #i have 2 creative presents i need to do before christmas #but aside that and 1 prompt still in my inbox (that i rly wanna do anyways) everything else i wanna do is all for Me :) #im kinda put out bc a lot of stuff i wanted to do this fall got shelved.. i wanted to make bday art of kirishima xinyan and kazuha. #i wanted to open comms. but im way too rusty w art rn to be confident doing that. maybe after new years? #god i wanted to come out to my parents properly. the day my mom went to rehab was national coming out day. #it was also one of my last therapy sessions. i came out to her instead #i still managed to do stuff tho. started my new job and got together with friends TWICE !! and i've kept up w doing my moms job alone #idk where im going w this anymore ive lost steam. but yeah. i wanna write today! idk what yet. i hav so many wips i could work on..

[sketchy--akechi]

i missed you. i was worried you just didnt care about persona anymore.

awww :> dw my akeshuake brainworms are still alive and kicking lolol

#its VERY rare for me to stay in one fandom for so long tho i will say that #i used to hop between fandoms a lot #but the shuake fandom feels like coming home :') ive met so many great ppl and i love drawing these two so much #so yeah ill likely stick around longer lol #asks #txt

[otaku553]

God I have so many thoughts about suzume,,

#I thought it was maybe like an 8/10 coming out of the theatre #bumped to a 9/10 on like analysis of themes and stuff and just generally appreciating the fact that they didn’t focus much on the romance #but oh my god??? my Japanese teacher gave some context on the themes and it just hits so much harder now #some post I saw said that this film is so intrinsically Japanese in the idea of living on a hostile land and yeah I truly did not realize it #my teacher showed us the image from the tohoku tsunami with the huge boat on top of the building #and the parallel frame from the movie’s afterlife area and god #it’s such a powerful and sad image to look at with how surreal it is and I would not have noticed it unless it was pointed out to me and I w #I wish I did have this context going into the movie because that would’ve made it hit so much harder #the way they emphasize ‘ittekimasu’ when leaving home and how this directly translates to ‘going and coming #with the intrinsic sort of meaning that they will return and yet the land is dangerous and hostile and sometimes doesn’t let you return!!!! #and the way the chant to close the doors ends with ‘I return them to you’ as a nod to these people who left and wished to return and never #could return in the end because of the danger and natural disaster…. #and this on top of the sort of idea of how kindness and human compassion is what carries one through trauma and grief #god it’s such a good movie

[cloud-somersault]

constellations chapter 3 is SO GOOD idk what the fuck happened there, but go OFF!!!

#i know everyone's in chapter 4 land but 3 is SOO GOOD #bro the stone forest alone....HELP #ugh it was so hard writing wukong's rage form but HOLY SHIT!! reading it after is so hype #do u ever just sit in a pavilion as the rain gently falls...with your ex-husband and mentee....and it's quiet and peaceful but #there's a strong turbulence going on deep inside you :3 #the way wukong always dusts MK off and wipes his tears away and makes sure he's clean faced and ready to go #speaks to how much wukong cares about vanity #i mean he also is expressing comfort and compassion but. he also cares about appearances a lot #but anyway -- do you also ever have a conversation with your ex-husband through eye contact alone? #i think they've done that four times in this fic... #mk the entire journey: every day i get a little more homophobic #HE'S SO TIRED!!!! #MK after talking to wukong and macaque at the inn: yeah haha! i seriously wanna go home now! 🙃 #MK on the phone: DADSY /PLEASE/ COME PICK ME UP!!!! #macaque seeing Wukong's eyes for the first time and actually stopping everything that he was doing #and just looking at wukong and being like “haha...heeyyy what the fuck?? did they do to you??” chef's kiss #wukong and macaque just talking while macaque captures that random man's shadow...please #as they reminisce about how things used to be...how easily they talk to each other when they're not guided by hate #that's the thing it's how easily they fall into step with one another #that's shadowpeach. they'll be off balance or one will be running and the other walking. they'll get distracted or whatever. but #they'll always fall back into step with one another #and that's why they've got to walk with each other. step by step...so they can stop being afraid 😌

[andromedasummer]

this shit sucks. tomorrow is a stay in bed and set up a writing blog day. mend my clothes day. move some boxes day.

#looks like racist grandpa is weaseling into parliament with right wing and Extra Right Wing #so all three of these parties is gonna be a clusterfuck of a govt because they fucking HATE each othet #nats have only got themselves to blame got not scrounging up enough votes to make a majority without the fucking gutter scum #to bolster their numbers #i dont want to even begin to think about how bad the housing market is about to become now foreign buyers are gonna be able #to come in and buy holiday homes again while most people cant even afford to buy their first house #and no cause evictions are gonna come back #our new pms hero is david cameron and he raised his family in fundementalist christian organization in the us #before coming back here. taking over our biggest airline #and proceeded to either 1. actively make the decision to underhandedly sell plane parts yo the saudis #2. was so incompetent he didnt notice that his company was underhandedly selling plane parts to the saudis #and national went ''yeah this guy who runs away mid-interview when he doesnt like the questions and who is a doormat in debates will do'' #we have a wet fucking mop of a bigot for our pm now and we're stuck with him for the next 3 years and THATS THE GOOD PART COMPARED #TO EITHER ONE OF THE RACISTS WHO ARE GONNA BECOME DEPUTY OM #*PM #hhhhfUCK

[crybaby-bkg]

I just finished my first public piano performance since the pandemic and I’m so TIREDDDDD!!!!! but I did pretty good :) my first song was great and I stumbled a little on the second but overall it went by very well!!!!!

#best part about it was going home tho LOL #one guys song was literally 28 mins no exaggeration #everyone was getting so irritated and restless and kept whispering that he was taking too long #I felt kinda bad but almost 30 straight mins of piano is a lot lmfao #but yeah!!! second best part was coming home and taking my hair done #my edges HURT that shit was so tight #I don’t wanna touch ANOTHER MF piano for like two months after this #and everyone looked so bored lol the energy that used to be there before the pandemic just wasn’t there #also my family is full of niggas cause why did they immediately leave when I finished skdhfkdj #literally don’t blame them tho cause if I didn’t have to stay to the end I would’ve left too #okay bye I’m sleepy and haven’t been on here since this morning so I’m gonna catch up :) #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[caffeinatedopossum]

Oddly specific but did anyone else's parents describe brutal torture methods in excruciating detail to them (under the pretense that they could/would happen to them) or was that just me?

#if anyone is wondering the context for telling a child (yeah i was about 8 or smthn) these things i shall explain #tw for holocaust mention #so my parents were pretty extreme in their religion- they called themselves Christians but were perhaps closer to some cults #and my parents held the general belief that a lot of shit would go down during or before the rapture- that is the second coming of god #not just plagues wars and pestilence but also a second holocaust #in which gunmen working under the antichrist would break into every home and shoot anyone who didnt renounce god #(btw this was considered the only 'unforgivable' sin in their religion meaning you either get shot or go to hell) #so i was of course encouraged to get shot in this scenario. at 8 years old #not only that but apparently for some reason they (the gunman/antichrist people) were going to take us to... camps essentially #and use various torture methods trying to get us to join them #a lot of those torture methods were described to me- things like removing fingernails the brazen bull and rat torture #and i was always terrified of those things #i was also told very emphatically that this WOULD happen in my lifetime. the rapture that is not necessarily torture #but it was just always a possibility that one day i would have to be a martyr #i used to have a lot of nightmares about the rapture happening and how i had chosen wrong and denounced god #scared me half to death #oh yeah i was also told there would be nuclear war? so i was always irrationally afraid of that too #everytime i heard an airplane i would think it was a bomb #anyway this is why i appreciate people not trying to reconvert me as you can imagine this sucked

[pettyprocrastination]

do we want “experimented on by the government” werewolf or “was born in the deep south were mama and daddy knew there was something wrong with their little angel but they simply believed The Lord made you different and that’s okay we just gotta teach you a few things” werewolf

#either way the ending is 'weapon for the military to use and order' so #but yeah. something something a husband and wife living a thirty minute drive from the nearest town seeing that their baby aint quite right #but that's okay they just gotta teach her how to be safe and hide herself and let her run out on a full moon because theyve got acres #of land for you to run around on honey just always come home before morning #mutt core #thats my tag for this oc #tj talks #in one universe shes a cod oc in another universe shes a slasher oc who has hot hot gross sex with ladies after killing their mean husbands #who took a wrong turn on their anniversary road trip