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sundrenched-smilez · 5 years
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I see your 'here's a lot!' and raise you: 1, 3-6, 10-13, 17-19, 21, 23, 25
1. what is your gender?
dainty + bubbly
sharp
ethereal
decadent
3. what is your gender presentation like?
being genderfluid, it’s difficult tbh, and i dont always know what my gender is at any given moment? only what feels Wrong and Uncomfy. so i just gotta trial and error until i get tired of doing that and give up, or i find smth good. this can take several minutes expressing the above feelings and aesthetics is essentially my gender pres
4. what is your Gender Euphoria Outfit? 
d+b - smth flowy, soft, traditionally more girly and femme
sharp - punk, black and spiky. metal helps, so do bracelets, and sometimes eyeliner done to a point. mb a lil slutty, but for me, not for others. tank tops, torn clothing, showing skin
ethereal - the above, but more adorned and colorful? like rly unique and confident looks. less edges, more fae
decadent - like shirts w ruffles on them, feeling like a pirate or an old century princess, loose clothes, fancy clothes, feeling a lil like royalty or thinking highly of myself. mb more animated w my actions, more dancy
5. what makes you feel validated?
ppl using my pronouns, or telling their friends “oh look at that person, theyr’e goals/theyre pretty/so hot, etc” and impressing ppl w my beauty and style that way.
ppl not knowing what genitals i have, or being confused on that front!! like i’ve told ppl im on hormones n they assumed T instead of estrogen, and that’s fun. kinda like how u like to confuse ppl 
6. top five favorite parts of your body (n why you love them)?
thighs!! they’re rly good n have recently gotten thiccer bc i put on weight, and that makes me happy c:
i have a cute butt!!
boobs, bc ive always wanted them, nd i have them now, nd im big sexy
legs, esp when shaven, bc that always feels nice. so does my tummy, it’s rl soft
i love my eyes so much, they’re such a dark, deep warm brown!!! they rllllyyy pop when i wear eyeliner w them, and im always consistently happy abt them c: i also have good lips, nd suuuuper soft skin
im cheating but i also rly adore my hair, it gets rly curly sometimes, and i love that abt it 
10. do you have any trans pride merch?
i dont!! i have a gay flag in my room tho c: 
11. recent happy trans moment?
at work yesterday, i had mentioned customers probs find me offputting bc im tall and trans, and my friend josh who i work w, was like “use that to your advantage!! I know that sounds weird, but when i wear a flower crown, it’s easier to sell to ppl, bc im the Bubbly Gay” and i was like “hi, i dont have the genitals you think i do, please buy my fragrance” in a deadpan voice, n cracked him and my manager up 
12. favorite trans headcanon?
samus aran from metroid being trans!! shes powerful and unstoppable, and i love her 
13. favorite canon trans character? (alt: 2nd favorite trans headcanon?)
i rly love elliot from On A Sunbeam, but also alex fierro from the magnus chase series!!! she’s never afraid to let ppl know when her pronouns have changed (genderfluid) and she’s out and proud, and promotes “flaunting the weird” or unique, and she always wears pink n green, which is cool. like everyone was in white snow suits for camouflage, and she still had a pink/green one somehow, nd it was rly silly 
17. something you wish you could tell your younger self?
brush ur teeth more, also dont worry, ppl will love ur dick and wont bash u for having one. you’ll have friends that love and want to b around u
18. what would your Ideal Fashion Look be?
i rly want that rose dress i drew on zuretta, mb i’ll try sewing one when i have money
19. (how) does your gender relate to your sexuality?
if u like me, ur gay, and also i rly want someone (partner wise) to call me their flame, bc that would b rly affirming and gay. like im an urban/modern pirate witch who strolls into town on odd full moons, bringing lavish gifts and showering my love in affection, sex, and laughteri like the concept of sex more than actual sex, but u know,,,, some gay thoughts
21. what makes you feel euphoric?
when i can express my genders the way i want to, or express/hold myself in a way that rly makes me all !!!!!! inside
like a firm and steady connection, resonating in my aesthetic like a beacon or a lightning strike; powerful, brimming with energy, and certainty. 
23. claim something as trans culture. 
running a joke into the ground until it's unrecognizable from what the original one was (i’m about to end this man’s whole career > me, about to fight someone “i’m about to end this man” >me answering if i’ve entered the building yet “i’m about to” > me, when i’m a muscle underneath someone’s stomach fat “i’m ab”)
editing ur friends into memes
25. what’s your favorite part of being trans?
tbh i dont rly identify as trans, just nb, bc ive always felt nonbinary; used to b rly grossed out by being called anything masculine, felt uncomfortable to take my shirt off from the age of like 6, in public spaces. called myself an individualso like im definitely not cis but i’ve always been nonbinary, so i dont feel the need to categorize myself into like “someone who isn’t as they used to be” if that makes sense. 
plus idk, uncomfy term for me specifically, doesn’t feel right. same w transfeminine, like im androgynous in the first place, and if i were feminine, i dont see the need 2 arbitrarily add trans in front of it, as if to say “im artificial”obvs those terms r affirming for others, and im rly happy abt that and encourage them to use em, but for me its just like. mmm. thats how it feels, a lil nasty nd not me. wrong, ig? feelings. its 1 am almost so im in a slightly off mindset, but also fine bc i just took like a big nap from 3:30ish to 8no gender roles, im free of constriction and can dress however tf i want bc fuck fashion trends? its just money in the pocket of a corporation. now i do like fashion, but only in that i love to see how ppl express themselves, not so much following trends and rules abt it. it’s better to b unique and have ur own style, what makes u u, what makes u comfy and happily expressed
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saorintranslations · 5 years
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I prayed♪ (2018-11-08)
🍋 She who wants a nap、I’m Saori♪
  Ncha(*´꒳`*)
      Yesterday’s blog comments、I read them all!
  For the loーーーts of comments、thank you very much😊
  Soーreally my condition was good、so we took a lot of photos。笑lol
  My birthday event costume、look forward to it okay(*^▽^*)
  Ah!The period for applications will close soon、、、
  Everyone、have you already appliedー??
  I want you to comeー。。
  Aーnーdー
  Nabe is great rightー!!!!!!!!
  Since there are so many types of nabe、I end up wanting to eat them all🤤
  I want it to warm me during winter。
  Again、comment neーn📝
         Today、I went to Oguni Shrine with Papa and Grannyー!
  I made a wish for something、and drew a fortune!!!
  My fortune、was great luck!!!!
  I’m glad😆
  The contents were nothing but good things、、、
  Yay✌︎
  After that、we went to Kotomachi Yokocho✨
  And the main part of Kotomachi Yokocho is、、、
  Lookie lookieーー!!!
  I ate warabi mochi and、warabi mochi ice creamー✨
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  The matcha warabi mochi、was suーーーper matcha-ey!!!
  It was kind of bitter!
  But、it was delicious、and the warabi mochi was soft so it was easy to eat🤤
  After thatーーー
  We found an 「uploadable」 thing。。
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What do you think??
  It’s cute rightーーーーー
  After this、we ate nureokaki and senbei♪
  We did nothing but eatーー笑笑lollol
  But in shortーーーーーー
  I could make a wish、and eat delicious food so I’m happy✨
  And、listen!!
  Nature is super pretty!!!!
  Forests!!!!
  The forest air is deliciousーーーー
  They must have been growing for agーーーーーesー、there were trees so big I thought this、
  It calmed my mind and heart😊
  Once in a while、nature is good too。
  Anーyーwaーyー
  I want to go again!!!!
  Everyone、what are you wishing for right nowー??
       Today too、is a Saori selfie♪
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    A notice〜♡
  💙Tsubaki Factory Live Tour 2018 Autumn -Binetsu-
✴︎It’s Tsubaki Factory’s 2nd live tour♪
We’re waiting。
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 I wanna eat ice cream!!!!
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 Bye bye♡
#saori#nature#ilove#forests#kotomachiyokocho#ogunishrine
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