#so whenever i think i have a ship thats just gonna stay true and be easy to just enjoy the damn ride

[tamerahardy]

Intro to Highschool

We ended up moving again into my grandmothers one bed room apartment, my first story I stated that all of us me, my three brothers and my mom in my grandmothers one bedroom apartment. I don’t necessarily remember why but I know my mom stayed close to grandma just in case of emergencies and we needed to return.

A long time ago my mom told me that if you return to my house you failed. So in a way each time my mom failed she returned to my grandmother and she took her in each time. Sadly I had no privacy we were beyond poor, stealing WiFi before you could even think to do it lol trying to make ends meet, I didn’t really go out too much, as you may know bad reputation at school, my mom calling a slut for how I dressed, being poor, not having much privacy at all ….

9th grade began I didn’t have all the popular clothes I looked like a bum,… by that time everyone was wearing Aeropostale, American eagle, true religion etc… I didn’t fit in at all. My clothes came from Walmart. I didn’t have air forces more like dirty chucks. I wasn’t fly at all. My first day of school I was alone and scared. Scared because I was now at the connecting school of McNair middle I was at McNair high. So everybody from middle school transferred over with me and back then things like this would’ve made me happy as I felt robbed of that experience but in this case I had been bullied from 7th- 8th and thats what I was remembered for crossing over. The girls that picked on me were even in my homeroom to make life worse, awkward stares whenever she would walk in because it was like wow there go the girl that bully you.

High school was different though because now you have older kids getting ready for college. Juniors and seniors and freshmens and sophomores, nobody outside of my class really payed attention to it but for me I did. Being bullied scared me it became another highlight of my life. Every day I went to school I was expecting the worst to happen to be embarrassed in front of everybody as it happened before.

In this case the popular girls from middle school made friends easy of course from extracurricular activities staying at school after hours or connected to the right ppl. For me my attempt to talk to one of the popular girls from my class just to get directions somewhere she walked right past me as if I didn’t exist to her at all. By this point I don’t even see value in myself I don’t even know what I’m doing…I’m just existing. I’m crying as I type this because this is root of it all. I was treated terribly in school without an accurate reason to it and it’s a deep pain I buried deep into myself because of it. Something funny about it all the girl that walked past me her name is Courtney Williams. She actually found me on social media and speaks and shares her admiration..funny how things change over the years.

Unlike middle school high school was bigger everybody migrated into different crowds. The people that hung out in middle school they were hanging with different people by then. The only time I saw the girl that bullied me was in homeroom I was beginning to meet other people who weren’t like the people in middle school.

I didn’t see Tomas anymore and that ship had sailed. Simeon would see outside of school I didn’t really see him like that but because of our history it was like a lil sexual passion whenever we saw each other, and because we never had sex that made it more interesting and intense to think about. The first football game to kick off the year was a BIG deal everybody was gonna be there I wanted to go so bad soooo bad that I even ended up telling Simeon I’ll suck his dick and his friend dick if they take me. That was the only way I could get a free ride there I was too broke and didn’t have any other friends. I didn’t necessarily plan on doing it but I just told them what they wanted to hear… so we get to the game Simeon and his friend walk off and I’m alone to go find a seat and watch the game. I don’t recall being too interested in the game but more so in the intensity of the crowd and the cheerleaders. I specifically shifted my attention the varsity cheerleaders. The popular girls from middle school that cheered JV were in the crowd right in front of them analyzing the girls they would be replacing and I was in the far back of them watching as well.

The game ended and I went out to find Simeon and his friend so I could go home. His friend found me and we waited in the car, Simeon not knowing I was in the car got in talking shit saying “we about to get our dick suck by this hoe” I say who are you talking about and it startled him so bad because he didn’t know I was in the back seat already. It was a very silent ride back from panthersfield stadium and I didn’t say anything to them. I told one of friends in the complex what he said and he initially felt bad and apologized. I would only see Simeon at the apartments I don’t know what happened to him but after we hardly spoke or saw each other.

There was this guy his name is Preston Smith I was standing in the lunch line one day and he just made a random joke that the girl that walked passed me Courtney and I looked alike. That became a thing that we looked alike and of course she shot that down out of embarrassment because of who I was. He made a joke tho and I liked his energy.I had a new crush Preston, now as you see my pattern with crushes hasn’t gone in my favor.

Preston was a senior at the time and I was Freshmen. Now you see why it was so easy for him to be comfy with making jokes in lunch lines? I became really obsessed with him. We use to talk on the phone sometimes. He was on the football team as well. I think I was of a toy (hmmm) to him, but I don’t care he would publicly show some type of affection to me because he didn’t care..I liked boys like that that just didn’t give a fuck RAW energy. Type of guy to grab yo ass in front of everybody and it’s like wtf are you going to do about it?

Yea I was very obsessed my freshmen year he’s all I thought and fantasized about. I started stalking him walking into classes he would be in. Figuring out all the girls he dated or was fucking. I wanted to see him because I know passing through the hallway he was going to openly express some type of energy to me and I liked it. His energy and the attention.

Again me with these love notes I wrote a love note for Preston that somehow everybody saw it was basically me saying I don’t care about age and I really like him …what a fucking joke lol. I became a laughing stock to his friends he didn’t really care I guess I was his lil freshmen bae lol.

Anywho I found out that Preston was getting his dick sucked by some chick that was like the water girl for the football team or whatever the fuck she did to support them her name is Minerva ppl talked shit about her but she didn’t care she still gave him head and when I found out or would see them walking downstairs together I would get so mad. He would come back upstairs like yea she sucked my dick and he would stop me from walking away from him knowing I was pissed. Talk about not giving a fuck that’s some sexy ass shit to me….

Anywho I couldn’t stay mad at him for long it was really funny and I was really fucking horny too and wanted this man real bad…he’s really all I talked about. Me being young and naive of course. I started changing the way I looked wearing skimpier clothes doing my makeup finally so I could look like something. It started to draw attention from other guys sadly. I remember this guy name Tristan very weird guy he’s follows me on Facebook. He lift my skirt up in class one time. He was very weird and wanted to hook up with me. He was like an annoying class clown alongside with his minion that just took shit too far. I kept my distance from him he was just too weird.

Me and Preston never did anything I mean he exes that were seniors and he got back with, I forget her name but she was from New York and she dressed fly. I recall walking down the hallway and they kissed in front of me. She knew I liked him too. She was older and more experienced to her I was an annoying lil bug who shitted on. The seniors were always in preparation for getting ready for college, I tried out for the JV football team and I MADE IT.. I made the team I actually recall my dad coming to one of my games… being on the cheer team in 9th grade was okay I managed to get pretty close to one of the popular girls she looked out for me fr but I wasn’t fully accepted and on top of how inched outside of the squad (my crush on Preston) it didn’t do me much good…I had so many embarrassing moments on that team. All the girls had boyfriends except for me. I remember them doing a roll call cheer where they would call each other by their boyfriends or boo name and for me they called me “nobody” when I jumped for roll call… very embarrassing. I remember for our pep rally something I don’t even recall practicing for I messed up so bad in front of everybody because I didn’t know any of the cheers. This was more of a connect with a varsity cheerleader last minute I couldn’t make some of the rehearsals because of what I was going through…in between moving from the apartment at chamblee we stayed in hotels, we moved in with my grandmother and we moved into a townhouse until my mom moved into a home she deemed “her dream home” it became really hard for her to keep up with that house we ended up using a generator my older brother got from one of his friends it kept the power on but by night to save gas in it my mom would cut it off. Some days I just couldn’t stay after school some days I could and my mom or brother would pick me up. Preston was there at the pep rally and laughed at me I was so embarrassed. He actually ended up telling me to my face he laughed lol. Towards the end of the year being on that team I got to see the popular girls a bit closely they argued with each other like dogs they had cliques within their own clique that was interesting but the one that was nice to me she was able to talk to everybody in a way. For school pictures I wasn’t even included in my cheer pics I had forgotten a part to my uniform and ended up not being able to be in the pictures…So really it was more of an experience so to speak now that I look back. Preston was the first guy I cried to my dad about. I remember when he picked me up from school one day and I just cried because I didn’t understand why me and him couldn’t be together. My dad said it broke his heart to see me cry.

[simplystefanie-rae]

There’s some rumors, I have no idea how credible, I don’t know where people find this shit, that there was a casting call for a character that’s a love interest of Wanda’s (he’s obvi way more than that but it’s not important to address for what I’m getting into) for DS2. Regardless if it’s true or not and what I think of that (honestly if he is casted I’d rather avoid him being her love interest, please can I just ship something easy for once, my god, scarletvision already has enough drama) on twitter people have had... some takes on it. I have some things to say lol

First of all the people cheering for Wanda getting a ‘real man’ can fuck right off, like idk how much more human Vision needs to act, how endearing, for people to stop focusing on the fact that he’s part machine. Like, who gives a shit, why is this even an issue still?

Second, there’s this idea that if Wanda ever gets back with Vision, it’ll negate her development, and to that I say, very emphatically, what? Wanda’s arc in Wandavision was about coming to terms with her grief and her trauma, and it wasn’t just about Vision, it was about all the tragedy she’s suffered in her life. Grieving healthily was the point of the show, and accepting that Vision was dead. This wasn’t a break up she had to come to terms with, it wasn’t letting go of a bad relationship, it was his death. 

But guess who’s not dead anymore? 

You could argue that Wandavision itself negated the grieving process for Wanda by bringing Vision back, but it would be a weak argument. Ignoring that Wanda might not know Vision is still alive, and if she does, thinks he’s not really her Vision, him being alive doesn’t undo the new perspective she has on how to grieve, it doesn’t ruin her newfound acceptance of all the tragedy she’s suffered, and the strength she’s gained to start moving past it. Her development lets her go through her more painful emotions in a more healthy manner, it wasn’t to just... get over Vision and move on from him as if he’s old news. The utter disrespect of this notion got me so fucked up. 

So yeah, I don’t know if this casting rumor is true or not, and if it means a new love interest for Wanda. If it is true I hope the love interest angle is dropped (at least in this movie because way too much is happening already, it would have zero room to breathe, and also just looks way to fast for Wanda after Wandavision), but if not, I won’t be mad at Wanda getting another chance at happiness, I suppose. But I really do think she could eventually find it with Vision again, and that they would both deserve it after everything they went through. Wanda being allowed to be happy with the man she thought she lost forever, after all the people in her life that died and stayed dead, would be an absolute fucking triumph for her character arc, despite what some people are saying.

#wandavision #scarletvision #wanda maximoff #vision #the vision #scarlet witch #i am very much not a multi shipper #except when it comes to sakura haruno whatever dont @ me #so whenever i think i have a ship thats just gonna stay true and be easy to just enjoy the damn ride #a curve ball is always thrown at me lol #im sorry for anyone who ships wanda and jericho i just #i love SV a lot and i cant handle the stress of wondering if theyre gonna ever be endgame now lol #but again this was a rumor so this could all be based on nothing #but uhhh can the mcu and people in general stop disrespecting vision #pls bring him back soon i cannot with this lol

[batarangsoundsdumb]

guess fucking what? my inbox is so fucking full right now i'm unloading all of this shit in one post.

For the 11th gotham memes: gothamites react to bruce being jacked in a tiktok he made with kids, like super yoked, ripped as hell

fucking hilarious thanks. i think i did it in one meme post, but i genuinely don't remember which one

i dunno which of the batfam would do this but one time i was sleeping over at a friends house and ended up on the floor bc the bed was so very small and i just stayed there because the rug was soft

that's a drunk jason move i don't know what to tell you

tim and jason are "i listen to pop punk" solidarity. whenever jason highjacks the batmobile theyll go on long ass car rides blaring mcr and paramore and then never talk about it again

as they should!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tim: no jason it's my turn using the aux cord i gotta put on my jams jason: don't you dare put on weird shit tim: don't worry, you're gonna love this *plays fearless (taylor's version)

hear me out hear me out, red hood stans 🤝 nightwing stans t h i g h s

holy shit yes.

SNL au: Bruce breaks character when pretending to superman and says something like "I'm not superman! You've seen his gps!! It's from 2001!!!" @sabeanybabe

superman flies past the snl building the next day just to say 'actually it's from 2005, i'm not a heathen'

does your back hurt from carrying the batfam fandom

it hurts more from the exotic rock collection i keep in my backpack, but thanks for the concern.

I love your posts by why would you always leave the best parts in the tags?

as a treat for the people that check the tags ;) (and also because i'm committed to the short post aesthetic)

somehow your playlist was everything i never knew i needed. i mean it. this is my new favorite playlist.

and don't you dare get a new favourite playlist!

babe ur stoner tim playlist is exactly too perfect, earth is literally blessed by ur existence

babe thanks so much! i love my stoner tim playlist because it's just my usual playlist but people think it's an artistic choice that i put taylor swift and britney spears in there, when it's just what i unironically like listening to

JANDKSKDK BILLY RAY CYRUS ON THE STONER TIM PLAYLIST I LOVE IT IT

again it's not even an ironic choice, i know every single word and i genuinely like the song

The last chapter of Fundamentals of Casework has me crying at work. Thanks I love it @dudelookitsalesbian

oh babe, i'm sorry, but also, not sorry i love chapter 4 so much it's my lovechild with the 'mental illness' tag

soooo....stumbled on your tumblr by some stroke of fate??? read your DC fanfic first. which is PHENOMENAL btw. then found all the batmemes; the funniest thing EVER bc everyone forgets about regular old gothamites. kept scrolling and your blog pops up as recommended. clicked on the ao3 for shits and giggles and waddaya know?!?!? it's YOU!!! you're LEGEND!!!! ever seen that meme? it's a video of a cat that got into a baseball field and the two announcers get really invested in his escape attempt and start giving a play by play of the cat instead of the game. memeable moment: "GREAT stuff from the Cat!!!"

i seriously think about this ask every single day and it's so fucking funny to me that i've never seen the meme you're referencing, but i still find myself going 'GREAT stuff from the Cat!!!' whenever i see something funny. but wow i'm glad you liked this steaming pile of garbage

Fav dc character overall? And fav batfamily character?

don't ask me to pick between the loves of my life, but i can tell you i've cried about every single batfamily member and also wally west (my beloved)

What's your opinion on fans having a problem with batfam being "too big"? And some even claim that batfam is just "Bruce Alfred Dick Damian" and the rest of them are just "friends and allies" (source: reddit) Personally, I like batfam because of this reason but idk

stupid. a family can never be too big. i'm not that big a fan of like huge batfam stuff with everybody from every single universe, because as much as it's funny for bruce to have like 30 kids, it just feels a little too OOC for me.

This is the best tag I've seen involving the batfam, thanks for thinking of it

This is canon now @nctxrejects

lmao yeah i think at that point alfred has had to sit through like at least a dozen coming out talks and just has a pride flag collection in the attic that he pulls out whenever a kid comes out

idk why batfam hits different as compared to any other superhero family

bc it's found family and usually the other superhero families are almost all genetically related in one way or another

I don't know if you watch the umbrella academy but I saw your last post about batcest and saw the similarities. But the thing is (although I think it's weird) in TUA, they addressed it by saying "they were raised as weapons, not siblings" or something along those lines, which is simply not the case with batfam.

yeah i watched tua but i also thought it was ridiculous and they still treated each other as siblings so i didn't like the luthor/allison thing, and am glad they stopped doing that shit bc it fucking sucked.

Hot take: Batcest shippers are the same people who believe adopted siblings are not actual siblings

smoking hot take: batcest shippers are the people who watch 'my sister got stuck in the washing machine' porn

Duke was adopted by Bruce?

not technically no, but do i, tumblr user batarangsoundsdumb, look like i care?

True story but I had to change my freaking name because it used to be "Damien" and most people would go "OH LIKE DAMIAN WAYNE" like please I'm just tryna live

true story, but i don't actually think of damian when i hear the name damian, literally the first thing that pops up is damian darkh like bruh what?

apparently dc comics company supported comic stores by giving out new titles and stuff during the beginning of the pandemic to help them run and I just think that's wholesome

ah yeah that's so fucking cool, still don't like dc, the company, because this world is a capitalist hellhole and we're all owned by warner brothers or disney with no in between.

ayo looking at tumblr head canons and finding out bruce is actually a terrible father is a punch in the gut

lmao yes, in like 50% of comics bruce is a terrible father and it gives me whiplash

oooh I just saw the jason todd vs winter soldier post and the real question is: batman vs iron man

while iron man has like hundreds of cases of armor, batman could throw out an emp and have the guy dropping out of the sky in 2 seconds.

dickfast = fastdick = quickdick = quickie

magnum hot take

hey bata(?) just thought I'd let you know I have copied the obnoxious emoji and Billy Ray post for use on simping men going forth

thank you 😘🌷 (@spacebarsidecar)

why would you do that to your followers???? i get why i did it, but why would you???

what is scarecrow made the nightwing funko pop himself, like those diy-ers that paint over other ones

oh god no, horrible take, horrible take, that's a disgusting thought oh no

I see your HC that Bruce and Oliver fucked and raise you this: Dick and Roy ALSO fucked

yes they did and it was a horrible moment for jason to find out dick has fucked both of his best friends

"at this rate bruce adds like 1 child to his family every decade or so" Duke is introduced in 2013, Damian as Damian, not as an unnamed child, in 2006. And he is already 14 years old, Robins rarely remain Robins after 16 😬 It looks like a new Robin and Batkid will appear in a couple of years

i mean i can't wait? but somebody will probably die first tho, we're due for another major character death. my money's on either cass or duke this time.

BRO you're so right all of your Bruce's ex headcanons are amazing but they aren't ships, that's kinda wild. Like I don't want any peeks into how their relationship was I just want to see everyone make fun of them

lmao YES it's just i love bruce being a slut, like good for him.

I am in love with your posts your honour thank you

omg thanks are we like,, gonna kiss now?

The justice league needs to have a meeting to discuss how many of their members/partners have slept with bruce. Because through a combination of cannon & fannon (if DC wasn’t homophobic) we have AT LEAST: 1) clark 2) lois 3) oliver 4) dinah 5) john

Thats not counting villains or random civilians @dudelookitsalesbian

yes yes yes, they'll have a yearly meeting about how many of their collective exes could be out for revenge and batman's list just keeps getting longer.

tim was like "i'm drake now" and everyone was like ahh so your fursona is a dragon and tim was like pffffft no. ducks.

and what about it?

when steph's fighting livewire and she zaps her with lighting and nothing happens and then they both just. stand there awkwardly for a second and talk. yeah i couldn't stop laughing at that batgirl steph is the BEST

oh yeah that was fucking hilarious and i think it would be so cool and sexy of dc to give steph a little comic series,,, as a treat

Hi I absolutely adore all of yours "Bruce and Oliver very badly pretending they didn't fuck each other" memes

lmao i do too

I need you to know that “Bruce Wayne had frosted tips” is one of my favorite Bruce takes of all time it’s so galaxy brained. you’re right and you should say it

he also painted his hair blonde once when he was travelling and in conclusion, this is why he's being blackmailed by the gotham gazette.

you know my thing about gordon being branded as the only good cop in gotham is its a load of shit like arguably he's a good person and not working to screw people over or anything but the fact that he also works w. batman makes him a shit cop. like yea batman is better than the mob but its still illegal its still an abuse of power he just not making bank

babe, all cops are bad cops. (but yeah youre absolutely right, working with vigilantes makes you a shit cop, but also working against vigilantes just makes you an asshole cop yanno?)

ruh roh i think i’m about to add “so not yeehaw” every time i don’t like something

that's a very good vocabulary upgrade

somehow i feel like steph already knew. like babs obviously knew but i feel like bruce got high/drunk in front of steph and started telling his boarding school stories and steph was just like “oh you fucked up i’m never gonna forget this”

steph and bruce have weird uncle/rebellious niece dynamic and they just hang out sometimes and bruce will be like 'i once broke my arm when i tripped over a hedge when i was drunk so oliver drove me to the hospital on an electric scooter' and steph will just have to sit there with that knowledge in her head.

Hello I just wanted to tell you you are So right in all your steph opinions bc she is, in fact amazing and I think that's very sexy of you. Ps. Your Bruce/Oliver fic is hilarious

babe, thank you so much and yes steph is amazing and i love her and she deserves the world and she's the best member of the batfam hands down. also thanks

In Supersons we see a couple of kids that are implied to be Damian and Jon's children and the boy has laser eyes and can fly, so I asume he's not adopted. The girl, who calls Bruce grandpa, can also fly, btw. So it's canon (probably by accident) that Jon can have kids and he must have married one of Bruce's kids. (I'm hoping for Damian, mostly because any other of his children would be waaaaaaaaaaaaay too old.) @artemisa97

lmao that was probably an accident seeing as jon is a 17 year old superhero in the year 3000 (by the jonas brothers)

You know, I'm a die hard fan of your memes, but I gotta say one thing: if Gothamites actually took gas mask everywhere with them, then the Scarecrow would just be a weird dude in a weird costume, and not a villain oh so scary. DC really should just takes notes from you.

bold of you to assume there's no gothamite anti-maskers

How does it feel being the funniest person on this app?

horrible, next question.

I can't listen to Green Day or Billy Joel without thinking of your post about how Bruce got arrested at a Billy Joel concert @nightwings-kid

yeah that's your mistake, i on the other hand can't enjoy billy joel without thinking about the glee rendition of 'uptown girl'

I've FINALLY been watching the Batman animated series and I gotta say, after watching "the gray ghost" I am CONVINCED that Batman is a closeted super hero geek who was 100% freaking out the first time he met Superman and is just REALLY good at hiding it.

superman: so what do you do in your free time? batman, thinking about the superman fanfiction he's writing on the batcomputer: i have no free time

bruce and oliver be like boyfriends to co-workers 401k (do the justice leagues get 401ks??? not that bruce and ollie would need them, but-)

lmao yes just 400 thousand words of bruce realising 'oh dip oliver is such a fucking dumbass' (also i don't know what a 401 k is but i assume they don't?)

Gothamites would totally boo superman as he saves Gotham while batman is out. @meenje

he's like 'okay think about that next time you want to be saved from an alien octopus'

I just took long break from dc comics and I come back to see ric grayson ??

i think it's very cool and sexy of dc to see dick and just think 'you know what? let's just give him a traumatic brain injury' and then didn't develop his character in any real way

SPEAKING OF RIC GRAYSON, gothamites making confused memes out of ric grayson is much needed

'dick grayson is my taxi driver? can anyone explain what the fuck happened he looks like an italian plumber?'

i hate to say it but batfam are def "marvel characters" in that sense they are characters who are human but become superheroes unlike most dc characters who are gods trying to be human maybe this is why I like batfam

fair enough

#this is only like half of it #but at least you can get like a few answers #yanno fuck it #bataranswers #ask #asks #anon

[vanityloves]

anyways im gonna listen to/read the fuckin...rise of the ogre shit bc ive been putting it off 🪓🥴 im gonna put stuff under the cut bc im gonna be TALKING n dont wanna make a new post everytime

piss

ok he performed for 2 pounds 50. which is basically $3 today i- well it was absolutely a power play on his father behalf that also had the promise of money so.

also lol he said Rejection fueled my ambitions which, yknow,, i already knew but it still hurts and i will continue to talk ab it xoxo

AH HELP. "...if ebay had been invented at the time he would've sold me online there and then,"

"man hands on misery to man, yknow"

THEN PROCEEDS TO CONNECT IT TO MUSIC/HIS CAREER. this man said :) the one thing i truly have a passion for. the one thing i fucking like.

oh yeah. bullied by students AND teachers.

oh god hes 42ish during this interview? ok.

the fuckin school bully saying he wouldve acted differently if he knew what hed become

getting called "faceache", then proceeds to call 2d that. jfc he really does just repeat what everyone says. really "treating others how i was treated/how they treat me"

maybe thats why? hes kinder to fans? bc :] you support me and like me so, ok ill return that energy

MURDOC GETTING HIS ASS BEAT N PARADING HOME LIKE WELL I WON BC 'I PISSED YOU OFF' SJDJD

a real rowdy boy. absolute nasty boy. fraud and arson... shooting ppls windows with his air pistols

black sabbath being a huge inspiration? fucking absolutely.

became a satanist n shit at age 16? "it fitted me like a glove" "heavy metal and devil worshipping became my favorite past times" ajsj funny that ppl in trying times often seek religion or following of some sort

heavy metal being his favorite, n loving the clash, while hannibals was more punk based

hannibal breaking murdocs nose for the 2nd and 3rd time for playing his music on hannibals turntable

he doesnt sound that bitter? ab hannibal? he doesnt sound incredibly fond but he talks ab how he got him into a lot of music. so, i imagine they we're a bit closer than i thought?

international baccalaureate in antisocial? anthropology?

MURDOC IS ACTUALLY SMART HE WAS JUST. NOT INTERESTED IN THE SUBJECTS? I GUESS? (also,,, he literally Built cyborg noodle and i think he had a PhD too lol. but its always nice to hear hes actually...yknow, interested or good at other things)

alright but murdoc having a fascination w/ other cultures - or at least some interests, that lead him to actually study the damn subject and "pass with flying colors"

'fuck college though. im gonna be a rockstar'

he sold his soul at 18ish? whenever the fuck he got kicked out but college was mentioned so my brain goes to 18ish idk

he lived with his father still and paid rent via low paying jobs one including 'part time dressing as santa'

help he was ab to take a Personal Job for quick cash and uhh well, "still made me call him sir though" he really said 20 dollars is 20 dollars, huh "that story was totally true"

alright, 1997,,,

2d stuff

loves zombie stuff? thats really cute, and is freaked out by the way they move. god he rambles

both he and murdoc are horses in the chinese zodiac

[[jfc ok if the official shit compares them a lot i understand why ppl ship them but Dont. its a narrative foil and that doesnt always mean Romance jfc.]]

SUMTHINK.

truly... a lil stinker. super cute bouncing baby and a "bit thick" which is stull so endearing to me. hes just a happy man!

excitable 10 year old and would dance around his room

jfc the fact he has normal/caring parents. i kinda forget how opposite hes supposed to be from murdoc but i think thats another thing jsjsysg (murdoc said why isnt my tragic story making me famous why does he get to be the Star. no wonder he acts like a loon)

i still dont get how gettin bonked by a tree branch made him go bald and also turn his hair blue

big tiddy nurse mommy,,,

went to the same school as The Cure and got decent grades despite hittin the noggin quite hard. WANTED TO BE A STORM CHASER... OMG??

oh thats really cute, hed bond with his dad by building keyboards toegther 🥺💕

messed around with paints and graffiti? artistic king

MURDOC AGAIN: QHDJ 'VILLANOUS' GANG HELP

oh yeah d day...new instruments, new band, new singer - and 'had to be the best or no dice' and absolutely CONFIDENT that his songs were bangers ajsjd

but on that same note, had absolute faith (or desperate) in 2d which i love

ransacked the fucking music shop jdjdj and 2d said he was Just Standing There behind the counter the whole shift hdhdh

"thats when your eye came out, yeah" "yeah!-" HELP WHY DOES HE SOUND SO HAPPY AB IT ?? yes he said ut hurt but he sounds...ok

jfc murdoc ragdolling this poor mf around. dunking him and slapping him around. actually? so incredibly terrible and abusive and i hate him for that 🔫 im sorry 2d stans. we dont condone that behavior here ong.

how and why the FUCK did 2d's parents allow that fucker near their child after that i??? help. wtf. his moms a nurse why didnt she just have murdoc sit in plain view of other people. god damn.

2d flying out the window n hitting the curb "whoops"

"just two black holes...[ah] it looked great...a blue hair, blacked eyed GOD- the girls would go wild-" "pretty boy looks" ???? HELP. HE DOESNT GO LIGHT ON THE COMPLIMENTS, HUH

RUSS TIME

oh yeah, he straight up kiddnapped this man help. idk how he managed that, russ is a Big Man??

AND MURDOCS MUSIC WAS SO FUCKING SEXY GOOD that russel said hm alright ill stay, :] out ifbhis owm free will im screaming.

"oh this is one of them febreeze commercials" "uh . yeah sure. *murdoc turning on his Sick Tunes*" but that either means? it was just his guitar playing the convinced russ? unless he and 2d recorded sumn?

"2d was the looks, murdoc the brains, then russel truly was the heart"

'while 2d and murdoc liked music, this man was a MUSICIAN' god fucking bless this book holy shit ny man russ getting some respect. he said back hurts from carrying this band.

murdoc basically heard this guy had big trauma that gave him So Many Skills n said "thats what i want" ok idk thats actually really? inch rest ting to me. seems that murdocs fine handing out compliments but i guess that where his charisma really helps out yeah?

"he was going to be in my band whether he liked it or not" ...murdoc-

HELP. 2D IS LIKE BRO GO ON IM LISTENING 🥺 despite hearing the story 50-60 times and murdoc said fuck off you lil shit.

ok irrelevant but i love his voice! its super comforting n nice to listen to 🥺

HELP MURDOCS SO BITTER. "NOTHING THAT HAPPENS TO US IS NORMAL" WELL YEAH. THIS IS TRAUMA CENTRAL.

idk how/why he sucked up all his friends souls though ... how are they all possessing the same person. they said "its my turn on The Russ"

DELL IS HIS ACTUAL, LITERAL SOULMATE...KING...😭

went to a private school,,, and was already possessed? and the thing where he gets bigger and smaller is a reoccurring thing?

was in a coma for 4 years?

hiphop machine...time and history...the ultimate set i guess.

his knowledge was infinite and hes a "Renaissance man" hes so fucking smart our king. jack of all trades but a master of drums. he said i know im good and what of it

PAULA.

HELP. HE RMBRS THE STALL: CUBICAL NUMBER 3 🥴 IF I DO RECALL 🤤

yes russel our king. fuck up his nose 5 more times. probably stunted his growth too. he shrunk after russ gave him a wallop im sure

why dies paula sound like tracer overwatch

also only dated 2d for 2 months before joining the band?

HELP SHE REALLY WAS THE FIRST MURDOC FUCKER: "but when i saw murdoc with his thick greasy hair, green teeth and yellow skin i thought 'oh this is the ine for me!'" "OH HES SUCH A DANDY-" HELP ME IM HQJDHD

sick in the head...like i want to hurt people help girl. shes fucking Crazy. but she rly said damn i didnt hear back from him again 😭 and my purse is gone JSHHD

MURDOC: SHE WAS DEPRESSINGLY UGLY *still fucked her*

NOODLE TIME

"small japanese person!"

2d: we werent gorillaz until noodle arrived!

im dying the reason he chose gorillaz. 'swinging through the jungle baring my ass'

noodle really said "im just happy to be here" and she balanced everyone out 😭 "she gave off pure love and the fact that she could laugh at murdoc REALLY helped too" RUSS... IS BABY

JFC MURDOCS SO FUCKING CONFIDENT IN THIS BAND IM LIVING FOR THAT. HE SAID YOU WANT US SO BAD IT MAKES YOU LOOK STUPID. THE CHARISMA

2d rambling ab some girl he met and "ssSs" "whats the s stand for hawhaw" "i dont know!".

THE RECORD LABEL GUY.

one song is all it took i ❤ good for them

just murdoc talking ab the party that they threw for thier deal and saying "you dont know how much of a dick i felt like [when carrying one of those huge checks]" like oh thats whatll make you a dick? alright.

A FOOD FIGHT THAT WENT SO HARD THAT IT KNOCKED 2DS TONSILS OUT? WHAT THE FUCK

ahshdj damon and murdoc not getting along bc of Rival Band One Uppery + damon calling murdocs cuban heels crap since ge wore steel ones with gold spurs.

MURDOC FEELIN EMBARRASSED BC HES 'QUITE PROUD OF HIS SHOES'

but the band and damon getting over music and their ambitions and became a "paternal figure"

HELP MURDOC SAID AWIOGA @ RACHEL WHICH MADE HER THROW HER DRINK IN HIS FACE AND SPLIT FROM 2D. kinda sad actually, she said i still like 2d but murdoc kinda ruined it by trying to get it in with me, it put a strain in our relationship :/ oh god murdocs That Dude

nov 31 1998: started recording :]

40 tracks that got cut down to 15 holy shit

KONG STUDIOS 🤲

hooking up cameras in every room ejdjsu

webby artist of the year in 2006? holy shit

noodle learning ab kong studios omfg

JFC. YES I KNEW KONG WAS BUILT ON/IN A CEMETERY BUT I DIDNT KNOW PPL FOR THE FUCKING PLAGUE WHERE THROWN THERE HDJD

built in 1739?

the ghost of the first owners ghost still roams around in the kitchen in the early hours and moans 'aaa glass of water'

theres some rotting bullshit near the studios and in the summer its fucking TERRIBLE

the former owners were a biker gang, and they all died in a fire

murdoc said this place has bad vibes. i want it.

grim weather

the building feels impossible to escape from huHgg

#rip lol i feel annoying but my blog my rights ig #brainworm ivy #gorillaz rambles

[demyrie]

Maybe someone’s already asked, but do you have any other BNHA OTPs/Ships?

NO HISS ERASERMIGHT ONLY I AM A MONOSHIP GREMLIN no really that’s what it feels like sometimes looool, but I do have other ships I genuinely enjoy and cheer on! I’m a basic bitch though. No edgy shit here, just the FDA approved Standard Queer BNHA Ships. But thanks for asking even if I’m boring!!

SILLY SHIPPING BLA BLA TO FOLLOW

Kiddo shippos! *DAB*

I love love love TodoDeku. Like. Todoroki just breathing steam through his nose every time oblivious Deku enters a room, shining with friendship? YES. Shouto hangs the moon by his gaze and their vibe is so soft and centered on healing!!! Shouto needs it. He needs the green boy love and it’s pretty much canon he’s never had a friend before and they both come from backgrounds of neglect and HE DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO PEOPLE OR BOND and *nodsnods*

MOMOJIROUUUUUUU *SCREAMS* PREP PUNK TWITTERPATION NATION they’re so in love and fashionable i cant, the sheer amount of blushing involved in a first kiss I jUST

Shinsou/anyone pretty much? in my hc he has a crush on the entirety of 1A and it gives Aizawa a fucking stomach ache of nerves and dread just like CHILD AT LEAST PICK ONE but no not that one not deku anyone but deku SHIT

TSUYURAKA OR WHATEVER ITS CALLED *SCREAMS LOUDER* FLOATY FROG LOVE HOW ARE THEY SO SOFT AHHHH guaranteed they just binge netflix and eat cake and popcorn and cuddle and Uraraka gathers tsu to her tummy fluff so her frog girl can stay warm and happy aaaaaaaaa it reminds me of me and Rae!

canonically I do appreciate Dekuraka because just … *squints* if we’re gonna have a het midoriya it’s mcfuckin whoppercute ai’ght let him blush and be a twitterpated kid ok… 

IIDA/ANYONE LET MY BOY BE HAPPY. TodoIideku is pure bliss and any fractal of the triad is bliss. TodoIida is hilarious and wonderful -- their personalities are so funny, with Iida being SO EXTRA and Todoroki being singularly unflappable but also secretly Soft. But I also like Iida + Uraraka in context of tododeku?? Like ... they would be so cute ...

I love KiriBaku / Bakushima because it’s just s-s-s-so pure. Like, Kirishima is such a Good Boy that he melts Bakugou with the brightness of his smile and that’s a canonical miracle. The way the shippers portray it is just so emotional and the only way I can lock into ships with Bakugou is explosionboy finally chipping a little off of the ice block around his heart and realizing he can Emote Softly. Hopefully after Breaking Down in the Fucking Loudest Way because … necessary. (in the same vein occasionally I’ll reblog a BakuDeku something or other, but I only jive with that when they’re way way older and have obviously done the DIFFICULT work to come to terms with their past and all the abuse Midoriya has suffered. Just to head off the purity police, obviously not fetishizing or expecting romantic relationships to solve, or emerge from, bullying =__= Bakugou is a little shit and has done a lot of harm, and could have done even more, but he’s learning and that’s better than the alternative.)

Well, I’m gonna be honest, I OT3′d (triangle) the big 3 before their anime debut and wanted to write so much dirty fic about Nejire and Mirio basically coaxing and praising Tamaki into a three-way (not like it’s a first time but like it happens EVERY WEEK and they STILL HAVE TO COAX HIM and everyone involved loves it, praise kink +100000%) but now I think it’s Miritama and Nejire + her best friend who worships her cuteness? But I dunno I’ll have to see more Nejire. Man. Writing about the ot3 makes me wanna do it though ugh I’m weak.

Adult ships!

Erasermight shut up

Midnight/me yep thats one of my faves. I’m kidding I mean Midnight/everyone, I fucking dig MicNight and AllNight like woah, but also can’t see her being anything but aggressively and professionally poly. She would D E V O U R a monogamous mate, you gotta spread that hunger out man. I know there’s a Mount Lady/Midnight community but I haven’t dipped my toes in! (*pokes fingers together* I-I have an OC … in fact I think the only OCs I make are Midnight’s current partners or her exes, like in Newsflash … and I think I just realized that … whoops im gay)

I like Erasermic in an ‘Over There’ sense – I loooove the art and I loooove the silly-ass shippers and can see why people adore it, but it doesn’t push my buttons. I never read fic because I exhausted all my ‘pining for your best friend’ tropes in my younger years and that well is dry now haha.

NAOMIGHT. JUST. NAOMIGHT. *jumps up and down* I DONT KNOW HOW IT WORKS IN FICTION BUT I LOVE IT IN ART

DAVEMIGHT? DAVEMIGHT but in the past, and sad, it has to be sad otherwise i don’t cum

Toshinori/happiness tbh

NightMight maybe once I meet the man??? Again, toshinori/happiness always wins you don’t even have to twist my arm let the man be loved

Those are my ships! Sometimes I get asked for fic recs for other pairings but honestly, I absorb all of these in a visual sense, especially the kids. It’s hard for me to sit my ass on one ship and stan it with the same fervor as Erasermight because they’re KIDS. They’re all just so young and have so many defining moments to go through (such zygotes!!!!). I just feel super happy and full of anticipation watching Horikoshi develop them

But hey man!!! if anyone has any really good fic recs for the aforementioned ships, please send them over!! I am always open to wooing and quality and am deeply, deeply terrified of and overwhelmed by the amount of fan material out there. SO. probly not gonna find it on my own without a panic attack. *shrugs*

#demyrie talks #personal #bnha #miserableglassrabbit #kiribaku #bakudeku #uratsuyu #miritama #NightMight #davemight #MightyShield #naomight #tododeku #izuocha #momojirou #i love them all #want happiness for all my children even the grown ass adults

[peachiejihoonie]

ha sungwoon - demigod!au; apollo

he thinks hes cool but in reality hes a loser/dork 

is best friends with noh taehyun from the hermes cabin and they’re both loving playing pranks

like during capture the flag, they’re in charge of setting traps but they do more then just set simple traps

they always do stupid things like leave a trail of whoopee cushions in the river and it pissed off guanlin, the child of hephaestus, so much that he burned the ends of their shirts

they tried to prank the demeter cabin by mowing the roof but it would just grow back on its own??? and the two of them are extremely confused but they keep trying to mow it?? 

and thats when you come out you’re even more confused

“uhm, excuse me, what are you guys doing to our roof??” 

“we just thought the grass on your roof was getting long!” sungwoon laughed 

“so were mowing it!” taehyun finished 

“why? it’s just gonna grow back? its charmed?”

it doesn’t help that you’re a newer camper too so you’re just really really confused at this point 

and your head counselor, lee euiwoong comes out angrily 

“leave our roof alone! you always do something stupid to our home okay just go away our mom ended up charming it you idiots, we’re gonna end up planting velociraptors if you keep going up there”

and they’re snickering as they come down but you’re kinda just ???? like whats so funny ??? 

when you have that confused look on your face sungwoon frowns and hes about to speak but euiwoong got a head start 

“those two are the stupid pranksters of this camp. i mean all the hermes campers love to pull pranks but these two just get so into it. just ignore them” euiwoong rolls eyes and is about to push you in the cabin to finish the tour 

“god you demeter kids are soo booooring, laugh a little jeez” taehyun starts 

“but i don’t get it, whats funny??” your face is deadpan is too. 

euiwoong hold his laughter but taehyun can see him grinning and glares at him 

sungwoon kinda just sits their, a little distracted, cause you’re just kinda, sorta, really, jeongmal jeongmal jinjja daebak real heol wanjeon pretty. 

like flowers are literally blooming behind you and there’s a flower in your hair as tradition of all demeter new comers

“c’mon lets go sungwoon, euiwoongs being a meanie again” taehyun sticks his tongue out at him 

did i just start a euiwoong and taehyun ship??

and sungwoon is just looking behind him, watching you go back into the demeter cabin as hes getting dragged away mumbling an “uh oki” 

and hes just sorta mesmerized by your beauty like omg he’s such a day dreamer but obviously you would never ever notice him

oh but honey boi u do

you noticed him at the campfire one night and he has such a sweet voice when he sings, like it was so soothing that you almost fell asleep on euiwoong’s shoulder 

he saw you with your eyes closed and he almost had a heart attack, was he making you fall asleep??? was his voice that boring?? 

the next time he sees you, you and the entire demeter cabin were harvesting the strawberries 

he watches you patiently wait for the strawberries to grow as you use your chlorokinesis

“if you can control the plants, why are you going so slow??” he asked bluntly, squatting next to you 

“because its healthier for the plant, if i rush, i might rip out roots, especially since i’m harvesting” you mindlessly input, not bothering to look at who it was 

you picked out one of the berries and offered one to him and that’s when you guys meet eyes and you realize who it is

your heart is banging against your cracking ribs

hes slightly flustered because your noses are just about to touch 

both of you red face step back and you just go back to your strawberries

he notices how awkwardly balled up you are now, hugging your knees as you raise the strawberry stems 

“w-why are you here again? here to attempt so pull a prank? steal strawberries and give them away? even though that’s our intent??”

awe u smol bean gettin all nervous 

“no i came to visit you” he smirks, his cocky apollo side is showing and you’re blushing all over again 

but euiwoong had already prewarned you, telling you to stay away from the aphrodite and apollo boys as they are just a bunch cocky fuck boys that love playing with people’s feelings

and euiwoong was definite that sungwoon was not an exception 

“that’s sweet of you,” you just blandly respond, hiding your true colors

he’s scrunching his nose, highly unamused by your mild tone 

“stop being so boring” he huffed and got up and trotted off in his puff of arrogance 

and you just shrug it off 

but he comes back because honestly he’s such a little pup and he really wants your attention

so you’re carrying a huge basket of strawberries to the big house while the rest of your siblings go off to the mess hall to fed everyone else

and as your walking, sungwoon walks by your side, taking strawberries from your basket 

“stop,” you tug the basket away from him, pouting “these are for mr.d and chiron” 

and you were so cute he didn’t even bother to argue and just nodded

and hes reaching for the basket and you pull away, looking at him with disbelief

“i literally just tol-” 

“calm down, i’m helping you carrying the basket idiot” he snatched the basket from you

and your red again, stomach fluttering with butterflies and fingers fidgeting 

but when you get to big house he leaves the basket on the porch and steals a berry 

you’re about to scowl him but hes already off running with the biggest grin on his face and a berry between his lips 

when he turns around you can’t help but touch your warm cheeks as a small smile spreads across your face

and as he biting the strawberry his flushed cheeks are redder than the fruit itself

he starts to wonder if your lips are that sweet probably are tbh 

the next encounter is at the stables as you’re cleaning the pegai as punishment 

you may or may not have been on the big house porch and accidentally wondered how big a bean stalk was and grew one through the roof

you notice that there’s only one golden white one which, its pretty, but yea just one?? why is he so special ?

and guess who’s about to go a pegasus ride??? sungwoon!!

and he sees you and slyly walks over to you, leaning against the low wall that surrounded the pegasus, 

“i see that you’re cleaning my pegasus, solace.” he smirks “that’s too kind of you” 

you just rolled your eyes explaining your situation which led to him bursting into laughter, making fun of you 

“you’ve been here for how long??? and you still can’t control your powers?” he snorted 

hes lucky your’re patient

instead of continuing his teasing, he starts climbing the pegasus and offers a hand

you, with your hair stuck on your face, dirt smeared on cheeks and a dirty brush in your hand, is confused all over again 

why is he so c o nfu s ing  ???

“c’mon, lets go on a ride” 

“i’m kinda not allowed to, ya know cause i’m in trouble” 

“you’re doing it again, you’re being a boring demeter kid.” 

you didn’t have time to fight back since he threw the brush out of your hand and pulls you onto the pegasus 

“hang on!” he’s joyfully laughs as you slightly squeal and you guys fly out

in the sky, there is a brief calm silence, eyes closed, wind tangled within your hair 

and you finally sigh and ask him 

“why are you doing this?” 

hes avoiding your glance as he mumbles into his reins 

“i dunno,,,,,” 

he’s not used to liking someone, feelings feel kinda foreign to him 

he’s used just checking girls out, think they’re fine af and that’d be it

you made him feel soft and chummy in the inside, and he just wasn’t to used to it, almost afraid of it

and you just sigh and your grip around his stomach tightens and your cheeks rest against his back 

“thats fine, i’ll just wait” 

blushies on both ends!!!!! 

and you he settles the pegasus back at the stables and (lucky you!!!) you don’t get caught 

and he just awkwardly stutters away, but of course not without giving you a small smile 

god he’s such a sleaze, but hes so cute?? can i really betray euiwoong’s warning 

and so you guys resume your daily lives once again, occasionally speaking to each 

whenever you passed him when he was with taehyun, you could see the boy nudging sungwoon while snicker and giggling 

omg and taehyun would the obnoxious ‘heeEELLlllLLOOOOO y.n!!!!!” 

but one day, one of your demeter sister tells you about how she really likes sungwoon

“like he’s so sweet, he helped me up the climbing wall when it was my first time and he eve-” 

and just keeps rambling and you’re forcing you smiles and lot of over excited “uh huhs”

and you kinda throw yourself into a black hole and get slightly insecure 

because she’s so perfect for him there’s no way he could possibly like me if he could have her or just anyone else, so many girls are willing to do so much for him anyways forget him omg sungwoon isn’t worth 

and so as you walk through camp now, you avoid his gaze, you don’t clean up the stables, you dont even bat an eyelash at the apollo cabin anymore 

of course he notices i mean the boy stares you 24/7

and he panics 

he thinks he did something wrong so he ends up asking taehyun to ask euiwoong what the heck is going on

and when euiwoong just utters the first syllable of his name, you just roll your eyes, admitting defeat and agreeing that sungwoon is bad news; he just has way to many girls on him

and euiwoong’s like goddamnit but he isn’t omg why can’t you listen to me now the boy likes you !!!!!!

but he obviously can’t say that now so instead he’s like 

“well maybe you can give him a chance??” 

“that doesn’t matter anymore, he’s too popular, and plus he needs someone who would be willing to go wild with him, someone who would hop fences, sneak out in the middle of the night, climb the highest trees, and steal strawberries with, not someone boring demeter kid” 

euiwoong: fuck

but at least the camp leader managed to get you to go to dinner !! in one piece !! in a kinda sloppily lw mess !!!

this continues for the rest of week

taehyun has had enough of panicked sungwoon and euiwoong is getting sick of depressed you

so the two of them decide to sit next to each other in hopes to lure their partners together

you arrive first and you’re good at blocking out your feelings so you just keep it casual, greeting euiwoong and taehyun 

someone how it didn’t correlate with you that taehyun = sungwoon 

so when sungwoon sat down it got awkward

the tension was tHIcK

you cleared your throat, feeling uncomfortable you got up and excused yourself 

taehyun nudge sungwoon and he hurriedly runs after you 

you’re speed walking towards the cabin but sungwoon easily catches up to you 

“wait wait y.n please wait” 

so take a deep breathe and turn towards him 

“yes, whats up” 

“did i do something wrong, you’re avoiding me” 

“i’m not avoiding you, and you did nothing wrong” 

“okay, then talk to me” 

“i’m just trying to get over you because i know someone else is better for you okay?” 

you both can’t believe that you just confessed, now you really can’t look him in the eyes

and you’re about to escape into your cabin but he’s already engulfed you in his arms 

“why would you ever think that??” 

he sighing into the back of your shoulders. 

and you’re sighing too, feeling his warmth surround you

“you knew i liked you, so why would you bother?” he asked 

and now you’re red, he liked you ???? 

and he laughed and flicks you on the forehead 

“don’t ever doubt yourself again, i like you, and it doesn’t matter if someone else likes me or they’re a supposed “better fit” for me okay?” 

i’m not crying ur crying

now you guys do everything together

he takes you on pegasus rides, helps your harvest eats all the strawberries 

he still plays pranks on you every once in a while but they’d be really cute 

her once charmed your blanket into a garden and your freaked out cause you were like omg wheres my bed 

even euiwoong was in on it was cracking up him and taehyun are exchanging high fives

he’s been exposed to world of pranks

it turned out to be some 3d blanket the hermes and hephaestus cabin was working on 

well they wanted real life fire but sungwoon modified it to become a garden cause fire kinda scares you

he figured out the coding to add roses and would change it that when he was just feelin some lovin 

and when you get hurt he’s immediately there, since he has vitakinesis 

you’ve definitely became a little bit of a daredevil now that you’ve been dating him

he snuck you out after curfew once and you guys climbed up a tree to watch the stars and just talked 

you giggled when he told you how he’s super cautious when he walks around camp now, afraid of stepping on the flowers 

“you know, its like having a pet pig and eating pork” 

“so i’m your pet pig now?” 

“nOOO” 

and it’s past 12 and hes tired and tired sungwoon means clingy sungwoon 

he doesn’t let you go when you guys make it to the demeter cabin

you end up having to drag him into the cabin, praying that no one was awake 

and you guys snuggle under the sheets, legs tangled and noses bumping

he hums a simple song into the back of your neck which helps you fall asleep

and when euiwoong finds you both in your bed all cuddled up the next morning, he sighs

yall lucky he’s the one doing cabin inspection today

sungwoon is literally the sun to your flower

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[cacowhistle]

i love you too much

Chapters: 1/5 Fandom: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Rich Goranski/Jeremy Heere Characters: Jeremy Heere, Rich Goranski, Jake Dillinger, Michael Mell, Brooke Lohst, Chloe Valentine, Christine Canigula, Jenna Rolan, Ms. Lohst Additional Tags: Hanahaki AU, ye it's hanahaki, SQUSBANDS, thats the ship name, I love it so much Summary:

rich doesn't have a crush.

he doesn't, he doesn't, he doesn't.

oh god, yes he does.

read it on ao3

The clock on the wall read 4:31, and Rich was sitting in the auditorium with Jake, Jenna, and Christine, going over lines for this year's show, The Little Mermaid. Rich got to play Flounder, and he was fucking thrilled.

"This is dumb. If she really had a crush on this guy, Ariel would just - fuckin' - ignore her father even more and swim up to the prince whenever he's nearby. Long distance relationship. Make it work. Dedicate yourself to this. Don't go make deals with a shady sea witch who probably killed your mother." Rich had his chin resting on his hand as he read over the lines, eyes half-lidded and the words tumbling out without thought.

"But it's love, Rich! She is dedicated, she's giving up her voice for the prince!" Christine grinned at him from where she sat, perched on the back of the seat rather than in the seat itself, still going over her lines.

"Yeah, but at the very least she could've like, learned sign language or something - or fucking written stuff down ? She knows how to write. She could've written what she wanted to say, she's a dumbass." He flipped the page, eyebrows furrowed.

Jake leaned back in his seat, snorting. "Crushes are dumb anyways."

"Says the guy with a crush on Dustin Kropp," Jenna piped up as she idly flipped through her script, smirking. Christine glanced over at Jake with wide eyes, giggling.

"Oh, shit, Jenna's revealing all sorts of good stuff today. Anything else to report, Jen-Jen?" She leaned forward eagerly, half-focused on the script, half-focused on Jenna. Her knee was bouncing as she turned the page of her script, going over the lines under her breath, head cocked to listen to Jenna.

They all knew that Jenna and Christine were hardcore pining for each other.

"Brooke and Chloe were making out in the girl's bathroom during lunch today. If you were wondering where they were. I had the brilliant luck to walk in as they were doing it." Jenna looked up at Rich and Jake, raising her eyebrows. "Wonder how much longer they're gonna last."

"Knowing Chloe, not long." Jake shut his script, leaning forward again, obviously done with trying to be productive - normal for him. "Although, it is Brooke."

"That's true." Rich flipped the pages of his script back and forth, gaze flicking over the words, but his mind not registering them. "It is Brooke. Chloe's head over heels for her, I'm sure they'll last for a good long while."

He was confident in his words - Brooke had loved Chloe for years, and Chloe had just started to return the sentiment. The two were incredibly happy and seemed to have everything they wanted. They planned to move up to Boston, get an apartment and two cats. They had everything planned out. They'd already started looking for places to move to. In the meantime, Chloe was staying at the Lohst household (well, the Lohst-Goranski household at this point - Rich lived there too, Ms. Lohst knew his dad was shitty and had taken him in almost immediately. She was a goddamn angel in Rich's eyes). They all knew Chloe's parents wouldn't approve of the relationship.

Rich loved Brooke like a little sister, and so naturally he had to threaten Chloe. If she hurt Brooke, Rich would be hunting her down and beating the shit out of her. Of course, he knew Chloe would never try to hurt Brooke on purpose, and that thought calmed him a little. Nobody in the Lohst house would actively try to hurt anybody. It had not been that way in his old house. He was relieved to be out of that shithole. He was loved in the Lohst house. They cared about him - all of his friends actually cared about him. It was nice. It was really, really, really nice.

Rich snapped back to attention at a hand waving in his face, and he snapped at it. Christine jerked her hand back, rolling her eyes. "We were talking to you, dumbass."

He shook his head, blinking away his previous daze. He got lost in his thoughts like that far too often for his liking. "Sorry, sorry. What were you saying?"

"We wanna know who you, " Christine jabbed him in the chest, and he yelped, "have a crush on."

Rich rolled his eyes. "Chris, I don't have a crush on anybody. We've been over this. Several times."

"Liar." Jake didn't even look up, he was flipping through his script again. Rich shot a glare his way.

"You're the one lying," He retorted, rolling his eyes.

As he spoke, his eyes flicked up as Jeremy and Michael walked into the theater, talking. He found himself staring for much too long as Jeremy laughed at something Michael had said. The boy buried his face in his hand, shoulders shaking, eyes bright. Upon realizing that he was, in fact, staring, Rich jerked his gaze away, knowing that he'd probably gone red. He felt like his heart was crawling up his throat as Jeremy and Michael walked over, and he gripped the hem of his tank top with his hands.

Shit, he didn't have a crush on Jeremy, did he? It wouldn't be a bad thing if he did, he just… didn't think he had any crushes at the moment. Shit, maybe he was wrong. He coughed into his hand, the coughs harsh and grating against his throat. He was surprised that it hurt so much. Maybe he was just getting sick, who knew?

He looked down at his hand, his heart stopping at the three smooth, white petals that rested in his palm. He swallowed nervously, tongue darting around his mouth, running over his teeth as if searching for other petals that might've gotten stuck in his mouth. Upon finding none, he hastily shoved the petals into his pocket, trying to pretend that nothing had happened. He was fine, he was sure of it. People had probably randomly coughed up flowers before. He'd eaten flowers on a dare before. He'd done it the other day because Michael had bet him ten dollars he wouldn't do it. They made plenty of bets like that.

Well, Rich "Is That A Goddamn Challenge" Goranski went home with ten dollars that day (and Brooke "My Brother Is A Trainwreck" Lohst judged him for eating those flowers).

He was snapped out of his confused haze by a voice. "Rich? You okay over there? You look like you're gonna get sick." Michael furrowed his eyebrows in concern as Rich hesitated with his response.

"Yeah, I'm fine." He flashed a smile, hoping it was reassuring. I already am sick.

He pushed that thought away.

His confidence practically vanished as Christine spoke up. "Hey, Michael, we're talking about crushes. We want the dirt, who are you into?"

Rich found himself getting nauseous at the mere thought of crushes, and looking at Jeremy just made his head spin. His heart was pounding, the sound in his ears getting louder, and louder, and louder, and eventually it was too much as Jeremy began to answer the question. Rich didn't want to hear it - he didn't, he didn't, he didn't. He kept himself calm on his exterior, but inside he was a disaster. His thoughts were swirling and buzzing, raging like a thunderstorm, panicked and tangled and mixed up. He tried to keep himself steady, not wanting to cause a scene or something.

So. He liked Jeremy. That was a fact. Did he like Jeremy as more than a friend? He still wasn't sure.

At least, he wasn't sure until he looked up at Jeremy again, who was grinning, face flushed red from embarrassment as Michael droned on about something - probably something stupid, not that Rich cared. And Rich felt himself getting lost in those blue-gray eyes, and he cursed himself inwardly. Oh god , he was so fucked, he was so fucked. He was a gay mess right now, that's what he was. He forced himself to look down at the script in his hands. Hoping for a distraction, he tried to focus on the words, focus on something before he got lost in his thoughts (and Jeremy) again. Anything to get his mind off of Jeremy and his budding crush.

"Rich, dude, are you sure you're okay?" It was Jake this time, and the conversation had come to a halt as everyone noticed how strange he was acting.

Rich forced a smile. "Been… sitting for too long. Gettin' kinda restless. I might take a walk to the costume closet and chill for a bit." That was a believable lie, right? And maybe he could find out if Jeremy currently had any crushes or not.

"Sounds good, dude." Jeremy tilted his head. "Want someone to come with you?" He ignored how his heart pounded when Jeremy spoke, at how his hair flopped down over his eyes when he tilted his head like that.

His gaze flicked over the group, and his eyes landed on Jenna. He grinned. "I'll take the Jen-meister with me. If she wants to come, that is."

The girl looked slightly taken aback but shrugged. "Sure, why not. Y'all are wearing out the conversation. We get it, Jake has a crush on Ed Sheeran."

Christine giggled, rolling her eyes (she was so into Jenna). Jake just groaned, burying his face in his hands. "You're all terrible people. I make a joke one time, one fucking time. "

"Say that to the Ed Sheeran poster in your closet. I have pictures." Rich laughed, getting to his feet. "Alright. C'mon, Jen. Racks of shittily organized costumes await."

Jenna stood up as well, leaving her script behind as the two wandered in the direction of the costume closet. Jenna was the first to speak on the way there, although Rich barely heard what she said, and just hummed in response.

"Rich, dude, that's not an answer. Why the hell did you ask me to come along?"

They entered the costume closet, and Rich began to sift through costumes, busying his hands - a distraction, something to keep him occupied so he could keep it together. "Uh, I - what do you know about Jeremy? Like, relationship wise? Who he dated, all that stuff. If he - uh, likes anybody now?"

Jenna looked offended, scowling. "What, you brought me along just to get information out of me? That's shitty, Rich. Just ask him yourself."

Rich felt his chest tighten at the mere thought. "No, no, I'm sorry. It was pretty shitty of me, Jen, but - but it's important. It's really fucking important." He coughed twice into his hand, shoving the slick white petals in his pocket again.

Jenna looked at him with a strange expression for a moment - bordering on concern, curiosity, and nervousness all at once. "Uh - okay." Her face twisted back into a scowl, and she started listing information. "He dated Brooke for two months, Christine for five, and he briefly dated Michael for three weeks. Happy?"

Rich felt his heart race. He liked guys. Thank fuck, he was into guys, praise the goddamn lord he was into guys. "Almost. Is he dating anybody now? Have any crushes?"

Jenna shook her head, and Rich felt almost relieved for a few moments. He could actually do it. He had a slight chance. "Thank you so much, Jen. This - this is really helpful."

She frowned, studying him for a moment. "If you don't mind my asking, why do you care about this?"

Rich hesitated, debating on whether or not he should tell the truth. He opted not to. "Uh. Not really a specific reason. Just… curious."

The girl raised an eyebrow, obviously not believing him. "You're a shit liar, Richard."

Rich forced a smile at his full name, gritting his teeth. "I'm not lying, Jen. I'm just curious."

He didn't like this. He had a crush, yes, and he was okay with that - but something felt off. Something about how tight his chest felt, something about how he could hear the tiniest hint of a wheeze in between each breath he took, something about the coughing and the flowers - it all rubbed him the wrong way, something was just… wrong. And he couldn't figure out what, he couldn't put it together - it was frustrating him.

He shoved a few more petals into his pocket.

#squsbands #bmc #bmc fic #i dont usually post my fics here but #yknow what #might as well #hanahaki

[lasiiurus-archived]

thank you !

^^ dis gif isn't mine. but that's totally my face.

Here it is! This is my big dumb 'thank-you' post that I've been meaning to write. So if you weren't aware, I've actually closed this blog (aside from some random posts about Logan and a Batman Podcast - you should listen to it) due to some major, major problems with the DC fandom that I find toxic and quite frankly disgusting. But das stuff that sadly I can't change so I'm doing what's best for me and getting my ass outta here before my love for Batman is forever ruined by blind and immature fanboys.

i started writing bryce around about 2015. My first blog was called surgitisms but I changed it because someone made some burnbook callout about me copying someones url (I had no idea that blog existed rofl - surgit is latin for 'rise'). I then moved to rageinyourbones (shoutouts to joseph gordon levitt) where i spent most of my time, developing this character that wasn't even my idea - it was just a passing remark from a lovely actress by the name of Natalie Dormer. now as you're aware (and as i continually apologize for) i fucked up on that blog, and i've done my best to reach out and make amends with the people i offended (and they were super gracious and accepted my apology). but that negative bollocks aside, i grew up so much on that blog. i learned some amazing things about myself, i learned some bad things about myself, and most importantly i created a character that i personally believe is different to bruce wayne. i ended up headcannoning late at night, thinking about how she would act differently to bruce, about how she would interact with certain characters etc etc etc.

but what really made all the difference was the people i met.

you guys are fucking amazing. i mean lets be real - the tumblr rp community can be fucked sometimes. we've all seen it, but what i love is that we tend to (80% of the time) treat each other as real human beings and see that what we're really here for is just the love of these dumb fictional characters. they give us a break from the savagery of life and its endless woes. i am so, so so grateful and so so so blessed to have known the people i have on here. people whom i met on rageinyourbones and followed me across to here, and people whom i met here. holy bollocks im rambling - im just gonna tag some specific people who really really made my life on here so enjoyable. the rest i'll just lump into one big post because i'm lazy like that.

@fracturedportrait - harmony. i remember meeting you the first time. i remember it so clearly. you were so chill, so spunky (god i feel old using that word), and you had such a passion for your oc. i remember the first plot we had, the inspiration we shared... who knew that it was the beginning of my greatest friendship and my #1 OTP for bryce. you were the first person whom i ever actually spoke to off tumblr (remember when i called you?? and you heard my dumb aussie accent??). i remember legitimately getting teary over memes, i remember smiling so much during our threads, i remember (and still do) laugh about us talking about how our sin is like a lovely vintage of wine. your writing consistently, unimaginably, pushes and has pushed me to better mine. with every post you made, you helped improve my writing. you are such a blessing to me and i am not going to just let this stay as some dumb tumblr friendship. we'll face time, and i'll be sure to credit you when i'm on the red carpet with natalie dormer being like 'so what made you want to write this film about a female batman?'. i'll just be like 'yo there was this really cool chick who wrote a vampire and she told me to just write this film'.

@halysborn - SWAN. ho man. do you remember when i wrote that giant meta about how dick literally changed not just bryce's life, but bruce's? i firmly believe that dick is the most important character in bruce's life. and i mean i'm talking on the same level as alfred - even more. he's the TRUE son. the son whom saved him. like i just cry about how bruce says that line - 'sometimes i think i've never done any good in my life. then i look at dick and realize i'm wrong' or whatever that actual phrase is. i PHYSICALLY VOM WHEN PEOPLE SHIP THEM. but yo that's other stuff. what's important is that you have supported me selflessly and without strings. you've supported me here, you've supported me over on deshibcsara, you've just been a consistent rock, an unyielding foundation of encouragement. i still, and will NEVER delete that voice recording where you talk about me and my love for batman. it gives me such hope and reminds me that, yeah i fuck up, but i've at least affected someone else's life and how they see batman. my only regret is that i was so goddamn slow with replying to our stuff. and that was literally because i felt like you deserved nothing but my absolute best. you are incredible, and from one aussie to another, i love you brocookie!

@femmekill - could u pls stop spamming my facebook wall with memes?? SIKE I LIED. I FUCKING LOVE IT. my mum literally asked me the other night 'who is -insert your real name-?' and i was like 'oh thats my wife' and she was like '???' and i just said 'dont even BOTHER trying to understand'. you have been nothing but optimistic about me. you consistently, relentlessly see the good in me. i dont think there's ever been a time where like i've felt wronged by you? or at the very least felt like i was a burden to you? you never fail to spread positivity. even when you were feeling like shit and i tried to cheer you up, it's like you turned it on me and were like 'nah gus you're not cheering me up IM CHEERING YOU UP - thats how it works'. im so fucking whipped by you, because you're just such a blessing to my life. the day we shared FB's was like the day i realized 'WELP IM IN THIS MARRIAGE FOR LIFE NOW'. when it comes to your writing - i'm just breathless. the tumblr rp fandom does not deserve you. keep doing your thing man - don't ever let douchebag anons change that.

@marblebelow - I SINCERELY HOPE YOU STILL HAVE THE RECORDING OF ME SINGING 'THE CONFRONTATION'. especially with the 'DUN DUN DUN DUUUUUUN'. that shit is lit. yo but mikel really. the days of us writing together - writing fisk/bryce and then writing jim/bryce... i value it so much. you've taught me to pursue every little nuance in bryce's character. and i mean that - you ask me tiny little questions, and holy crap i end up going into a massive internal investigation. and worst of all (or best??) you jsut lavish me with genuine, kind words. i regret that we didnt get to write much more (both of us having major stress/overwhelmed issues), but dude, like, never stop being you - you have such overwhelming, unimaginable depths of creativity. even if you don't realize it, or feel like you don't, believe me - you do. it sounds like -- errr.... arrogant? but ive spent the last six years studying writing/fiction/film and just immersing myself in it so i feel like i have SOME credibility - you really really do have a gift.

@ivyworn - 'yes hello i'd like to report a murder? the victim is ME' aka this is what happens whenever we talk. so we never actually got to do much writing, but honestly? i literally feel like we did writing in the SPIRIT with all of our tumblr IMs and just the amount of shit talking we did. PUMA. LEST WE FORGET. PUMA. no but real talk, i was supposed to send you a birthday gift aka im still gonna get my ass onto paypal and do that SO DONT YOU LEAVE YOUR BLOG. AND YOU CANNOT SAY NO. i've never met anyone whom has such an in-depth love and understanding for ivy. i remember chatting about Cast Shadows with you and the level of complexitity between Batman and Ivy. i mentioned this but Batman/Ivy is literally my OTP for Bruce. i just think it is such an interesting avenue that no writer (post Cast Shadows) has explored. whenever we spoke, i had such a smile on my face, i cannot even begin to desribe it. i really really hope life goes well for you and treats you with the care and respect you DESERVE.

@psyclownsis @scarestress tags both blogs bc i have no idea where you are these days. so i already recorded that voice meme thing talking about you piri - but i literally just want to further express my admiration and gratitude for you. you've stuck by me, you've pulled me aside and been like 'oi gus you're being a douche stop it', and you've just supported me and taken such an interest in this dumb character i write that literally just blows me away. the fact that we barely write but i still feel so close to you and so valued by you is just a testament to the power of tumblr rp friendships. we don't NEED to write together to be friends and to respect and admire each other. AND LORD KNOWS i admire you. i admire your dedication, i admire your 'idgaf' attitude. and honestly i just admire your unrelenting loyalty to people.

because i've literally written an essay - the rest of these tags are people that i admire and love, even if we haven't had much chance to interact.

@agoodluthor | @gunkanjiima | @grincarved | @terrifiesthem | @tcmbraider | @truthpiety | @influencedbyfear | @inexactexpiration | @aftcrshocks | @fallencomrade | @geniusfuturist | @mangledgrin | @shewolveriine | @tragicloss | @unleashedjustice | @volchista | @widowscars 

#long post for ts #im gonna turn anon on just for these last few days #just in case you wanted to share something and you were like 'nah dont wanna do it publicly' #but yo if you send douchey stuff im just gonna brush you off because i aint got time for dat #anyways I FUCKING LOVE YOU GUYS