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#soft sundays where both of you don’t wake up early and instead enjoy the comfort of the covers for a bit longer
harryhandstan · 3 years
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prompt: harry wakes up early on starbucks cup release days and surprises you by buying all the ones he thinks you’ll like. he’s usually able to escape the paps but this time they catch him and he ends up having to explain it in his next interview and gets all shy and can’t stop blushing.
a/n: hello all!! first I want to apologize for my 4 month long writing absence. life just has not been kind to me lately and unfortunately zapped a lot of my creativity energy, but I’m happy to have something done now! hopefully I can continue and keep a more consistent schedule for the remainder of this year!
immense thank you’s are owed to my kind friends @tobesolonely and @meetmymouth for the encouragement to find my creative spark for writing again and for being amazing betas! and to @taintedwonder for the lovely idea! @theharriediaries​ was so sweet to beta for me as well!!
word count: 2.1k
writing tag | masterlist | tiktok inspo 
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Harry was usually smarter than this. He had a schedule, a plan, a way to get in and out pretty quickly without being seen. 
But today, he’d lingered too long at the mugs, curious if you’d want one of those as well. Your go-to was iced coffee, even year round in the winter you would prefer something cold over anything warm. He was thinking though, of the nights you were stressed and wanted a cup of soothing tea before bed, or those slower mornings where you don’t have to rush and a mug of coffee fits nicely in your hand while he admires you from across the kitchen table.
By the time he’s decided that yes, you do need this mug with the pastel rainbow print to add to your collection, along with a few of the other cups he thinks you’ll adore and a fresh bag of your favorite flavor of coffee, there’s already a small crowd of people forming in the lobby of the coffee shop and he hopes that he can get through them without being recognized as usual; prays that it’s only the regulars filing in for an early morning fix of caffeine before they rush off to start their day.
The barista thankfully is quick, skillfully giving him his total before rushing off to make the drinks he ordered for the two of you as well. He sees the way her eyes keep darting to him though, knows after years of experience that she knows who he is and is trying to work up the courage to say something to him or ask for a photo. He almost considers offering, she’s been so nice not to draw any attention to him, maybe something discreet could be pulled off. 
In the end he chooses not to, not wanting to assume that’s why she keeps looking over at him. It could be that he still has the hood of his sweatshirt tucked over his beanie or the fact that he’s now walking out of the shop with a small handful of the brown shopping bags with the familiar green logo imprinted on the front.
He breathes a sigh of relief when he makes it back to his car without anyone stopping him. He’s so distracted by securing the bags in the backseat he fails to hear the small clicks of the camera not too far away.
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There’s a small comfort in the quietness of your shared apartment when he returns. While he loves coming home to the sound of you dancing around the kitchen making breakfast, his favorite is getting to wake you up himself. There’s a sweet softness in the way the side of your face rests against your pillow, mouth parted slightly and a gentle snore vibrating through your chest. It never fails to make him smile. He cherished the way you inhale faintly, stretching your limbs before blinking a few times, adjusting to the new day you’re waking up to. If he was there, already awake, your eyes always found him before anything else.
This morning is no different, except for the confusion on your face when you find him sitting on the edge of the bed instead of snuggled next to you. 
“You’re up to something, I can tell.”  You’re propped up enough now to accept the coffee he’s holding out for you. You take a few small sips, sighing and letting your head fall back against the headboard as you savor the taste.
“M’that easy to read, huh?” He chuckles, his hand on your thigh now, warming your skin even through the blanket, “Well..would you like your surprise here or will you be joining me in the kitchen while I make you breakfast?”
“Oh I get a surprise and breakfast today? What’s the occasion? Little early for my birthday, H.” 
“Don’t need an occasion to spoil my girl, do I?”
“I guess not.” 
You shrug, trying not to let the guilt bubble up enough to where it flashes across your face. One of his loudest love languages had always been gift giving, a quality about him you thought was wonderful, but still had a hard time accepting. You had to be careful about mentioning things you may want around Harry, he would use any excuse to treat you.
He’s rambling off his reasoning already as he leads you into the kitchen and settles you in one of the tall chairs next to the counter. He always ends his explanation with “I know you told me not to, but…” followed up by what you’re sure to him sounds like a very logical justification for why you need/deserve whatever he was gifting you. There’s nothing out of the ordinary of your regular kitchen set up this morning though, so you do what you normally do when he announces a surprise for you; let him take the lead, not wanting to take away from his excitement. 
“So..surprise or breakfast first?” He stands on the other side of the counter now, his hoodie and beanie discarded, wearing a t-shirt you were sure you bought for yourself but he seems to have laid claim to.
“Breakfast, please. If you don’t mind.” 
“‘Course not. Any requests, baby?”
Your heart flutters for a moment, just as it does each time he uses that particular term of affection for you. He’s already opened the refrigerator, scanning over options for what he could make for the two of you. You recover long enough to tell him no, that whatever he wants to make would be fine, sitting back and enjoying the view as he cracks a few eggs into a bowl.
You don’t even notice that you’re staring until he turns and catches your eye, “What? Did I get a shell in the eggs or something?”
You giggle as he even picks up the clear bowl of eggs that he’s already scrambled and seasoned, even going so far as to swirl his finger through the liquid to double check before you can stop him.
“No, it’s just..I can’t get over the fact that you’re making breakfast for me while wearing my t-shirt.”
“S’it yours?” He glances down at it, “Thought it was mine, sorry..”
There’s a smirk on his face as he turns back to the stove, and you know just by seeing that he knows you don’t mind; you love seeing him in your clothes as much as he adores seeing you in his.  
It’s not long before he’s presenting you with a plate, sitting next to you with his own plate in front of him. When you don’t immediately dig in, he leans over to inspect the food, worried that maybe he’d overdone the eggs or your toast was slightly more brown than you liked. 
So when you say, “You’ve forgotten something very important, haven’t you?” he panics, thinking maybe he should’ve taken the time to include fruit to balance the meal. You take pity on him, not making him wait too long before you lean in and he instantly softens, realizing what you’re asking for. 
He meets you the rest of the way, lips soft against yours, the taste of the coffee you’ve both had lingering for a moment before he pulls away, “Very important. How could I ever have forgotten?”
When you’ve both finished eating, he downs the last of his coffee and stacks your now empty plates to take to the sink, pecking your forehead with another quick kiss, “Alright, close your eyes. Count to 20.”
You begin to count off in your head, and you hear his voice, a bit further away, “Out loud, angel.”
There’s a rustling of bags getting closer as you count, and you can even hear a few clinks as they come closer. You can feel him moving around you, positioning things perfectly for when you open your eyes. 
He’s still behind you when you finish counting, hands squeezing your shoulders to urge you to open your eyes. When you do, you immediately recognize the bags and know exactly what he’s done.
“Oh no. Absolutely not. This is too much, Harry. I let you spoil me with little things here and there, but I cannot accept this.”
Sitting in front of you are..you stop to count them now; 1, 2, 3, 4..6 bags from Starbucks. You know from experience that each one of them contains 2 cups or mugs. You’re sure at least one of them also includes your favorite roast of coffee. He had done this before around Christmas time, when you’d mentioned how adorable a few of the ones from the holiday collection had been, not thinking that he would go back later without you and buy all the ones you’d touched or admired.  
He ignores your refusal, “You can take back any you don’t like. Go on,” He peeks inside one of the bags closest to him and then pushes it closer to you, “Start with this one.”
“Harry, really..”
“Don’t think, just open. If you really won’t accept any of them then I’ll take ‘em back and buy you something from somewhere else.”
“That’s not what I meant and you know it.” You try your best to look serious, but you can’t stop the smile from spreading across your face, “Thank you, H.”
You finally go through most of the bags, offering oohs and ahhs and even a few squeals of joy at certain ones. 
“I think I got all the ones you’d pick for yourself. Saw you eyeing one or two the other day and the others I just guessed.”
He had done very well in choosing for you, even going so far as to get the two of you a matching pair of the kind that changed colors with the temperature. 
“For our smoothies.” He explains when you give him a particularly soft look at the idea of matching with him. 
“Also got us a matching set of these,” He skips to the last bag, too eager to wait for you to open it yourself, revealing the mug he’d taken the extra time to select, “For our Sunday morning tea. Or if you change your mind and ever want a hot coffee.”
All you can do is repeat the same expression of gratitude as before you had opened them, “Thank you again, H. I love them all, really. No more though, alright? We’re running out of cabinet space. Did you go to our regular spot or a different one so you wouldn’t be recognized?” 
“Different one. Can’t believe I wasn’t spotted though. Must’ve been too early for the paps to be out and about.”
“Or maybe you aren’t as interesting as you think you are, babe. Harry Styles coming out of a Starbucks is old news now.” 
His eyebrows shoot up in mock surprise, “Oh is it now?”
“Mhmm. You’re just plain boring now, H.” You shrug, peeling at the price tag on the bottom of one of the cups, avoiding his gaze; knowing if you look at him you’ll break into a fit of laughter. 
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He’s impossibly calm, just like he is before any interview he does. 
You sit across the room from where he’s currently getting his hair done. The stylist was nervous, understandably so, her hands unsure at first. It only takes a few moments of being near Harry; working his quiet, delicate magic of putting anyone he’s near at ease. By the time his hair is finished he’s pulled a few laughs from her and she leaves the room with a big beaming smile and a wave to the both of you.
Now that you’re alone again, he beckons you closer and tugs you down to sit in his lap, despite your protests of the possibility of wrinkling his incredibly expensive suit. 
“Don’t care,” He leans up to press a kiss to your neck, keeping his face tucked there in your warmth, “Just want you close for a moment.”
Normally you would run your fingers through his hair, but you don’t dare do that now, hand drifting to the side of his face instead, “Not nervous are you, H?”
He lets you gently push him back enough to see his face again, “Never. Just happy to have you here with me, that’s all.”   
It’s not until he’s in front of the audience, presented with the evidence of just a few days before, displayed on a screen for all to see. He had been caught, despite his confidence of getting away. He falters for only a beat, head down in hopes to hide the blush spreading high along his cheeks. He finds you in the crowd, sending a bright smile your way before he shrugs, turning his attention back to the host.
“What can I say? My sunshine likes her coffee.” 
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avengerscompound · 3 years
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Small Gods: Lazy Mornings - 1
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Lazy Mornings:  A Captain America Fanfic
Lazy Mornings Masterlist | More Small Gods
Buy me a ☕ Character Pairing:  Steve Rogers x F!Reader
Rating: E
Word Count:  2361
Warnings: Mentions of injuries.  (smut on series)
Synopsis: Steve Rogers has trouble taking time for himself.  When his friends set him up with a person with a very unusual skill, perhaps he can learn that the quiet moments are just as important as everything else.
A/N: Reader is a minor god.  Idea expanding on the one in my fic Lazy Sundays though it’s a completely different story (just same minor god x steve).
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Chapter 1
Steve was on edge.  The Avengers had just come to the end of a very long, and very grueling mission.  With the lack of sleep, niggling injuries, and stress of battle, that would have been enough to have him anxious and exhausted just by itself, but Tony had insisted that they have a party to unwind while Steve still had government agencies to liaise with, paperwork to fill out, and people to question.  So instead of getting his work done so that he could sleep off his injuries and actually unwind, he had to be ‘on’ as the public figurehead of Captain America for a bunch of strangers while he was still running on less than four hours of sleep and had a cracked rib.
As he made his way through the large, open room, Steve became aware of a strange phenomenon.  The people around the door were in full party mood.  People were dancing, talking animatedly, and playing games of darts.  But as Steve moved through the room, the mood got more relaxed.  There was less dancing and more just talking and sharing drinks.  The level of the music dropped so it was more muted and even though the song never changed it somehow felt like it went from an upbeat dance number to a soothing ballad.  The light changed in the room too.  Closer to the elevator bright-colored disco lights cutting through the dark.  Whereas, by the windows, there was a soft diffused gold light, almost like early morning light coming through a gauze curtain.  By the time Steve reached the couches that were set up on a platform against the windows on the far side of the room, everyone was just lazing back on the couches, casually drinking in the soft light.
Thor, Bruce, Wanda, and Clint were all sitting together with you.  Steve didn’t recognize you, but the soft glow in the room seemed to both highlight you and make you seem like you were in soft focus. You had a slightly ruffled look like you’d woken up recently from a very good sleep.  Clint was practically curled up next to you like a cat.
“Steven!”  Thor boomed, making everyone near him jump in surprise.  “Come here, I have someone I wish for you to meet.”
Steve tried to hide the frustration that suddenly bubbled up inside him.  His friends had been trying to set him up with people for months and months now.  He’d been on countless blind dates with people he had nothing in common with, and even more dinners with surprise guests he was forced to be on with.  He hadn’t expected it from Thor and he resented the fact that even after such a grueling few weeks he needed to now play a round of the dating game.
Thor got up and approached Steve, clapping him on the shoulder as he gave your names.  He leaned in, bringing his lips to Steve’s ear.  “You may feel the urge to pull away.  Resist it - for me.”
Steve sighed and nodded as you looked up at Thor.  “You’re not staying?”  You asked.
“Not tonight,” Thor answered.  “I wish to celebrate.”
You gave him a small nod.  “Well, you know where I am if you need me.”
“I do.  Thank you,” Thor said, letting Steve go and heading back into the party where Tony was talking animatedly with Hill.
Steve took a seat near you.  Clint looked up at him with hooded eyes, like Steve had just disturbed his sleep, but not enough to properly wake him up.  There was an odd feeling of lethargy around the couches.  Not in a bad way exactly.  Just an overly relaxed sleepiness that made Steve wonder if they’d been partaking in marijuana before he’d gotten here.  Along with the sleepy-looking Clint, Wanda had her legs tucked up under her and was staring absently out the window, while Bruce was relaxed back with a goofy looking smile on his face.  It strangely had the effect of making him want to get up and leave in case he’d forgotten to do something.
“So what do you do?”  Steve asked as he resisted the urge to go back down to the office and get his work done.
You smiled and shook your head like you found the question funny.  “I like to paint,” you say.  “And I make a mean breakfast.”
Steve looked at you puzzled.  He’d never come across someone who answered that question with their hobbies rather than their job.  He wondered if you didn’t have one and were embarrassed or if you did something you didn’t think Steve would approve of.  The thought you were a HYDRA agent passed through his head and he looked over at Thor.  “How do you know Thor?”  Steve asked and Wanda started to giggle.
“We run in similar circles,” you say.  “Though I admit, I do not know him well.”
“She’s not HYDRA, Steve,” Wanda giggled.
That knowledge made Steve relax a little and you smiled at him.  “You’re holding a lot of tension, Captain Rogers.”
“Please, call me Steve,” he said.  “We’ve been on a mission for weeks now.  It takes a lot of me.  Everyone really.”
You placed your hand gently on his forearm.  He normally didn’t like when strangers invaded his personal space like that.  He’d had a fair amount of sexual harassment since becoming a supersoldier.  However, there was nothing even flirtatious about the moment.  It was genuine and kind and made him relax even more.  “It can be hard to let it go,” you said.  “But you are done, and now you can take the weight off your shoulders.  No need to carry it tonight.”
Steve tilted his head.  “Are you a therapist?”
You chuckled again.  “I guess - of a sort,” you said.
Steve was perplexed by the vague nature of your answers and couldn’t help thinking people were hiding something from him like this was some big trick.  Though he couldn’t see any reason why Thor of all people would be the instigator of such a trick.
“Will you relax, Steve?”  Wanda chided.  “She’s just a girl Thor thought you’d like.”
Steve tried to do as he was told.  He had to admit that it wasn’t easy though.  You definitely had a calming influence.  Despite the loud music and drinking happening in the rest of the room, at the couches, it was like a slumber party.  Bruce looked as relaxed as Steve had ever seen him, his whole body open and still as he talked calmly.  Clint dozed on and off, waking to join in on the conversation and then dropping back off to sleep again, while Wanda was giggly, and about an hour in she said she was going to go to bed and paint her toenails.
Whatever it was that was affecting the others, Steve could feel it too, but in the middle of what was a raging party, Steve was unwilling to completely relax.
“You don’t like it here much, do you?”  You asked.
Steve shrugged.  “I don’t mind a party sometimes, but no… not today.”
“I bet it’s been a long time since you’ve had a home-cooked meal,” you mused.  “Would you like to come back to my place?”
“No,” Clint whined as Steve balked.  “Don’t go.”
“I don’t… that’s probably not a good idea,”  Steve said.
“I meant for dinner, Steve,” you said.  “I promise, no funny business.”
Clint sat up and stretched.  “You should do it, Steve,” he said.  “Live a little.”
Steve looked at Clint and Bruce who were both nodding in approval.  He sighed and gave a small shrug.  “I guess I’m coming then.”
You got up and offered your hand.  “Come on, I won’t bite.”
He let you lead him out of the Tower and down into the street where you flagged down a cab.  “I don’t usually do this,” Steve said, as he sat in the back with you.
“I know,” you said.  “That’s why Thor set us up.”
“You’re not…” he stopped, not sure how to ask the question that was swirling in his mind right now and have it not come out as either offensive or judgmental.  “Are you a sex worker?”
You smiled and shook your head.  “No.  I like my bed though.”
“Why are you being so vague then?”  Steve asked.
“I can tell you if you really want to know,” you said.  “But Thor thought you might fight it more if you knew.”
Steve tensed up and shifted away from you a little.  “Do the others know?”
“Oh, yes,” you said.  “And I know you don’t know me well enough to trust me, but I promise what it is, won’t hurt you.  I’m not evil or malicious.  I am not here because I have to be or I’ve been paid to be.  You truly have just been set up with a woman.  And I am that.  I like you and I just want to take you somewhere you can relax and just enjoy a comforting meal.  That’s all.  If you don’t trust your friend on this, just say.  I’ll tell you.”
Steve looked you over, trying to see the lie or the trick.  All he could see was genuine kindness.  He gave a nod.  “Okay.  Will you tell me eventually?”
“Of course,” you said.  “When we’re both sure of how we feel about each other, I’ll tell you.”
The cab pulled up at a block of apartments on the upper west side.  It was a large pre-war building, the kind that has been romanticized in hundreds of films and costs more than most people could dream of earning to live in.
He followed you in and the two of you rode the elevator up to your floor quietly.  The tall ceilings and recessed walls of the hall brought him right back to his childhood.  You let him into your apartment and for a moment Steve felt like he’d stepped into a storybook.  The light was soft and diffused, filling the room with a hazy golden luminescence.  The furniture all looked inviting and cozy, the deep soft-looking couches all had cozy mink throws on them and a collection of fat plush cushions.  There were a few large bookshelves both filled with a mixture of books and board games.  Your TV was large but not obnoxiously so, and your coffee table was littered with candles, magazines, and books.
“Get comfortable,” you said as you headed into the kitchen, leaving him alone in the living room.
Steve took a moment to look around your apartment.  There was something about the room that reminded him of the way he and Bucky decorated.  You had a different taste to either man.  Steve was more into straight lines and dark wood, and Bucky like black and chrome, whereas you seemed to lean more into creams with splashes of color here and there.  However, like with him and Bucky, you had a mix of old and new.  Steve liked to keep things from his past whether they be actual things he had owned or just items that reminded him of his mother or times with Bucky.  The things you owned seemed to go back further than what he owned, but there was a lot that seemed to center around the nineteen-twenties.  Though they didn’t stop there.  There were items representative of various decades littering your apartment.  From depression-glass bowls to porcelain animals from the sixties to a lava lamp and a small collection of Pez Dispensers.
Steve noticed a copy of the Hobbit that looked remarkably like the copy he got when it came out.  Picking up several books he noticed that many were first editions.
He went and sat down more confused about who you were than he had been before.  You came out with a tray and placed it on the coffee table in front of him.  Each was laden with pancakes, eggs, hash browns, and fresh fruit.
“It’s a little late for breakfast,” Steve said, looking at you with his eyebrow raised.
You shrugged.  “I’m good at a few things, but this is the one that’s quickest,” you explained.  “Otherwise we’d be up for a few more hours while I cooked.”
“Breakfast food it is,” he said and started to eat.  You took your plate and sat back, crossing your legs under you and balancing your plate in your lap.  “You have an interesting collection,” Steve said, gesturing to one of your bookshelves.
“Thank you.  I try not to get too sentimental about what I keep and let go,” you said.  “I know it’s a little eclectic but there are some things I just can’t let go of.”
“How long have you lived here?”  Steve asked.
“A long time. Practically forever,” you answered
Steve wanted to ask you what you did for you to be able to afford living here but knew that would meet the same vague answer - so he let it drop and ate.  The food was good.  Warm and sweet and full of fat.  It wasn’t long until Steve began to feel sleepy and content.  You took the plates back away and when you returned to the living room, Steve was practically asleep on the couch.  You came over and gently touched his arm.
“It would be more comfortable in bed,” you whispered.
“I don’t… I never sleep with women on the first date,” he replied, sheepishly trying to fight the drowsiness pulling him down.
“I have a spare room if you want it,” you said gently.   “Though I just mean sleep.”
Steve stood slowly and followed you down the hall.  You opened the spare bedroom.  “This is my guest room.”
“And your bedroom?”  He asked, part of him wondering if you’d drugged him.
“The end of the hall,” you replied, taking a few steps toward it.  He followed you down and as he stripped down to his undershirt you changed into a soft pair of pajamas.
He climbed into the bed with you and you wrapped him in your arms.  As he drifted off to sleep, he thought how strange it was that he felt as comfortable as he did right now.
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Lovedust Epilogue || Peter Parker x Stark Reader
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Epilogue: The end to a new beginning
Word Count: 1.3k
Author’s Note: PLEASE READ!!! And just like that, that concludes this series. I want to thank you all for supporting me and my writing, I couldn’t ask for sweeter followers to have along the way and because of you guys, this story has grown into something that has stuck with me through my everyday life. Every comment, every like, every reblog means the world to me and it is thanks to YOU that I felt comfortable enough to continue to share this story. I love these characters so much and I’m sad to see them leave but I can rest happy knowing that things ended the way they should and with that, I have my peace with them. Also peep the last few lines that are the same as the first few lines of the series ouch. Sorry to get so gushy but wow, after over 30k words, 8 parts, and many tears/laughter, lovedust is officially over. 
Warnings: Fluff because you all deserve it
part one || part two || part three || part four || part five || part six || part seven || part eight || epilogue 
[five months later]
‘Some things never change’ you thought to yourself as Peter’s music slipped its way through your bedroom walls. You had asked for a lazy Sunday morning and the promise of being woken up to sweet but inevitably burnt pancakes. 
The music wasn’t dreadful; you didn’t recognize the melody but it was eerily similar to something you would hear Steve play in his room from time to time whenever he wanted to feel nostalgic. Go figure, you and Peter had always teased Steve to ‘drop the oldies but goodies’ playlist so you couldn’t complain now that Peter got his hands on it. 
You slipped on your robe over the pajamas you had no intention of taking off for the remainder of the day before exiting your room. Once you had made it to Peter’s room, you didn’t bother to knock and instead, opened the door to find your boyfriend scrolling through his phone to change the song. 
“ I was promised breakfast in bed so unless you’re looking up how to make the pancake batter, you better make your way into the kitchen Parker,” You teased lightly, causing Peter to throw his phone to the side of his bed. 
“ I didn’t think you’d be awake so early,” Peter stretched his hands out to you and just like second nature, you stepped into his arms and leaned against his chest,” you never wake up before twelve on the weekend.”
“ Well I was working on my paper but someone had to play their music so loud,” You looked up at Peter who only gave back a sleepily, sympathetic smile. 
Peter hummed a soft apology as he moved his hands down to your waist to pull your frame closer to his. He could smell your shampoo- no- he was sure you had used his shampoo yet again but decided to spare you from another lecture of stealing because of how relaxed you felt in his embrace. 
With the music playing in the background, he started to sleepily sway side to side which only made you laugh again.
“ Are we dancing right now? What about my pancakes?” 
“ In a second, I just want to hold you for a little bit longer.” 
“ These better be some pretty bomb ass pancakes then.”
“ Just be quiet and let me dance with you.”
You huffed but didn’t resist, instead, you melted into his embrace even more and closed your eyes. 
With your summer drawing to an end, you could only hope to savor these precious moments with Peter, especially since you had no idea what the following fall would have in store for the two of you.
You knew he would always be around but things wouldn’t be the exact same. You two had taken advantage of living only a few feet away from each other but it seemed like life was moving too fast for your liking now that you had college right around the corner. 
The past couple of months had been nothing short of a blessing. It was a lot to handle at first as the two of you sorted through whatever insecurities or mistakes that occurred before the relationship but slowly, you two managed and tied up any loose ends that were still poking out. 
You weren’t afraid to say it outloud, of course you loved him. But there was something even stronger that helped you two through it all and that was forgiveness. There was no point in holding anything over each other’s head because the end goal was as clear as day and you were relieved knowing that the past was the past. 
Although you would catch yourself thinking back to the terrible memories you had of tormenting each other, it almost felt like you were looking back at ancient tapes filmed through a different lens. You both grew from it so now, when you looked back, all you could see was growth and effort.  
Your heart sunk for a moment as you swayed in his arms. You held him tighter at the thought of change and how different things would be in the future. Who’s to say that you two would even be together forever, of course, you wanted to be with him forever but this life wasn’t guaranteed. 
You could hear his voice right now, telling you to stop thinking of your morbid hypotheticals and so you did. You wanted to enjoy this moment right here and now, you just wanted it to last a bit longer. 
You hardly flinched as you felt Peter’s bare foot step onto your toes, only smiling at the apology that slipped out of his mouth. He could tell he had snapped you out of your daze and Peter, being the ever so curious one, asked you what you were thinking about. 
“ We’ve come a long way huh?” You said as you felt Peter nod above you,” I’m going to miss you.”
“ Hey, hey, don’t be sad. You know I’m always going to be around baby,” Peter pulled away to study your sad expression, his thumb coming up to wipe underneath your eye to make sure you weren’t crying. 
“ I know I know. It’s just...this is the end of a chapter and I don’t know if I’m ready to say goodbye to it just yet. What happens after all of this?” You asked as Peter pressed a soft kiss on your temple to ease your mind. 
“ Like you said babe, breakfast in bed,” He teased, knowing that it would make you laugh. 
He felt his heart skip a beat when his attempt had done the trick, even if the laugh was short, it was still a tally in his book. 
“ Things will change and that’s okay,” Peter said after a moment as you stayed quiet,” we’ve changed a lot and look where we are now. Did you ever think months ago that you and I would ever be this close without killing one another?”
“ Definitely not.” 
“ Exactly, but you know what won’t change?” You looked up at your boyfriend as he smiled back at you,” I’ll always love you, no matter what.”
Your heart swelled at the profession. It was almost like a talent of his to find the right words to say to make your anxieties seemingly evaporate off of you. 
Even though it came out as a whisper, you meant it with your whole chest, those three words you couldn’t find yourself ever getting tired of saying. It slipped so easily out of your mouth, almost as if someone was asking you something as simple as your name. 
“ I love you too-”
Peter barely professed all of it before you pressed your lips against his, his shoulders instantly relaxing at your action. He has kissed you over a hundred times within the last couple of months but each time, he still felt over the moon when given the chance to be intimate with you. 
It was always when you pulled away that suddenly, he was grounded but in a way that still made his heart feel feverish with pure adoration. 
You always smiled after pulling away from his lips because just like the first time you two ever shared a kiss, he always wore the same loving but goofy grin on his face as if he was a schoolgirl. And you loved it. 
Peter couldn’t help himself to kiss you again and for the next few minutes, you found yourself either swaying with your boyfriend to the soft sound of the instrumental love ballad or stopping for a moment to press your lips against his. 
The moment was fleeting after your dad had barged in a minute later, grumbling about how the door needed to be opened at least five feet but even so, you knew the feeling would stay in your memory for life. 
So as you came out to the kitchen to watch your ‘super-family’ attempt to make an edible breakfast, you couldn’t help but smile to yourself. 
You weren’t sure how much room was left in your heart but you knew a person who you would always have space for. Peter Parker.
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iliveiloveiwrite · 3 years
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Moments of Tenderness
Ron Weasley x Reader
A/N: This isn’t a full fic, I don’t even know if it’s a drabble, it’s just something cute and I haven’t written for Ron in such a long time. I’ve written this on my phone so I apologise for any mistakes and that! I haven’t tagged anyone because I’m on mobile.
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One:
It’s what pulls you to consciousness. It’s what has your nose wrinkling in sleep as you stretch out your arms and wiggle your toes.
A soft press of lips to your bare shoulder; another to your neck before more are pressed to your face.
Your eyes flutter open as Ron kisses the tip of your nose. A sleepy smile crosses your face; very much enjoying being woken up this way.
“What did I do to deserve a wake up like that?”
Ron chuckles, “Nothing. Do you need to have done something to deserve that?”
You hum, still smiling as you consider your answer. “No, I don’t think I do. In fact, I’d like to be woken up like that more often.”
Morning breath disregarded, Ron laughs as he leans in for the first kiss of the day. The first kiss of many, no doubt about it.
The blankets are soft and Ron’s smile is loving. His hands are warm and his touch, tender as he gathers you in his arms once more.
The morning is still early; neither of you have any pressing need to leave the bed, so you don’t.
Two:
Ron Weasley has never been much of a reader. He read textbooks; he read his homework over, checking for mistakes. Yet, he never understood the magic behind reading.
That is, until you showed him.
Now, he reads a lot. He reads with you nearly every evening, winding down for bed with another chapter of the battered paperback book sitting on the coffee table. It’s one you’ve read a thousand times before, but never with Ron until he asked you to read it with him.
From then, evenings were filled with a new chapter of the book that had captured his imagination and only made his love for you grow more.
Your voice is soft, words proclaimed slower as tiredness clings to your body. The book has drooped in your hands, and Ron ends up holding one half of it up as you rest back onto his chest.
His eyes follow the words you speak, noticing how a yawn interrupts each new sentence.
Ron pats your thigh, drawing your attention from the book. “Come on,” He says gently, “It’s time we head to bed.”
“I haven’t finished this chapter,” You protest, turning your head to face him.
Ron shakes his head, “Love, you’re falling asleep in my lap. We can continue this tomorrow.”
“Promise?”
“I promise,” Ron swears, taking the book from your hands and dropping a kiss to the top of your head.
One look at you and Ron knows it won’t be long until you’re asleep. He shakes his head in humour, feeling the way his heart races in his chest when you automatically reach for him, ready to go to bed.
He’s a sap, but he’s a sap for you.
Three:
Memory had never been your strongsuit. It had become routine to leave yourself notes around the house, reminding you to remember things in your rush to get out of the door on time for work.
However, today, as you sat down at your desk you had noticed you’d forgotten the files needed for your second meeting of the day.
Panic settles in soon after that, and you begin to pace the floor of your office. Your eyes remain on the clock as you argue with yourself, wondering whether you would have the time between meetings to apparate back home to grab the files and get back.
Tears well in your eyes as defeat settles over you. You would not have time, and you would lose this meeting, disappointing not only your boss but yourself as you had worked hard for the last two weeks putting everything together.
Biting your lip, you reach for a tissue, wiping your eyes. Berating yourself so intensely, you don’t hear the knock on your office door.
You don’t hear anything until you feel a pair of arms wrap around your waist.
You jump at the feel of them; turning suddenly to scream at whoever would grab you without permission but all the fight in your body dies the moment you meet Ron’s eyes.
More tears well in your eyes as you face crumples. Ron splutters, somewhat alarmed as you hide your face in his chest, letting a few tears escape. Inhaling the comforting scent of his aftershave, you start to pull yourself back together.
“What’s caused this, babe?” Ron asks, concerned.
“I left some files at home and I don’t have time between meetings to go back and get them.”
“I’m sure it’ll be okay,” He comforts blindly, running a hand through your hair.
You shake your head, a new wave of defeat washing over you, “It isn’t. I worked so hard on them! It’s just typical I forget them.”
“Babe, it’s going to be okay,” Ron presses, “Want to know why?”
“Why?” You ask, despite yourself, curiosity getting the better of you.
Ron grins, pulling out a beige file from behind his back. “Because I grabbed it for you before I left.”
You sniffle as more tears make their way down your face. Ron’s eyes widen, his face alarmed, “What? What’s happened? Have I done something wrong?”
You shake your head, grasping his face in both hands. “You’ve done absolutely everything right, I love you,” You whisper before pulling him in for a kiss.
Memory may not be your strongsuit, but your love for Ron is.
Four:
The cafe never seemed to have much foot traffic. Instead, it had its series of regulars every day - a new crowd of recognisable faces on each day of the week.
Ron and yourself frequented the cafe every Saturday, feeling instantly at home when taking a seat at the tables outside.
It is the same waiter that takes your orders; he greets you both by name and with a smile that screams friendship. He lingers for a moment or two; catching up with you briefly despite only seeing each other just last Saturday.
There isn’t much conversation; simply enjoying being in each other’s company as the both of you savour the fine weather that is often deemed as unusual for England.
Ron watches you tip your face back; letting the sun’s rays soak into your skin, the warmth of them brightening your mood further. You turn your face, feeling Ron’s eyes on you as you peek open one eye, smiling widely at the love of your life before turning your attention back to the sun.
He watches all of this with baited breath. There hasn’t been a day in your relationship where Ron hasn’t had his breath stolen by you. It’s a common feature; he’s utterly enchanted by you - wrapped up in whatever spell you have cast upon him.
Whatever magic it is, Ron is certain he wants no end of it. He’ll take it all; he’ll take every single piece.
“I love you very much. You know that, don’t you?” Ron asks, unable to help himself when stating the obvious but wanting to make sure. His hands reaches for your across the metal table, squeezing your fingers as your hands tangle together.
You hum, “I know that. I love you too, always have, always will.”
Five:
The Burrow had never known quiet; there was always something happening, something sounding. Even at night, the snores of the eldest Weasley boys sounded through the house.
It was tradition in the Weasley household for Sunday’s to be dedicated to family time. The whole brood congregating at their childhood home to enjoy their sibling’s company and the food so lovingly cooked by their mother.
There was no doubt about it: Ron Weasley was a family man. He loved them all separately even if they did get on his nerves. He would do all that he could to help them in their time of need; he had proven that countless times over - the war had proven that for the seven of them.
Ron had been nervous about introducing you to his family; their opinion mattering the most. However, he had no reason to worry or panic.
They loved you. They welcomed you in with open arms and wide smiles; asking you about your life and your job - plans for the future.
It had only added to the warmth in Ron’s chest whenever he looked at you.
Even now, years later, on Sunday afternoons. The warmth in his chest still blooms when he catches sight of you helping out his mother in the kitchen, laughing at one of Molly’s many stories about her children.
Ron watches you pass Molly a plate from the cupboard; a broad smile on your face as you do so. He watches as you meet his eyes, the smile still on your face as you wave at him before beckoning him over.
He shakes his head, content enough to watch you with his mother.
You pout playfully before mouthing, “I miss you.”
It’s that one moment of tenderness that decides it for him.
That one moment that decides it all.
He wants this for the rest of his life. He wants you for the rest of his life.
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labyrinthsofyou · 4 years
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bedside tables and bedsheets
pairing: wong yukhei & female reader
genre: fluff & smut
warnings: blowjob, cumplay, fingering, kneeling, (a) mirror, oral and a little sugary sweet
words: 16, 899
summary: it’s move in day for yukhei.
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wong yukhei loves his sleep.
he sleeps early when it is possible. he will pull the comforter high up to his neck and curl up into a ball and ignore everything else while his eyes close, his breaths even out and he goes off dreaming.
in the mornings yukhei rather stay in bed. it will take him several alarms ten minutes apart and someone shaking his shoulder and calling his name before he rolls over with a groan. he’ll sit up with his hair messy and eyes squinting at the sunlight filtering into the room and wish he can go back to his dream.
but if yukhei has no schedules he will sleep in. his soft snores will slip from his slightly parted pillowy lips until it’s lunch time or later. he'll catch up on all the rest he has missed in hopes his mind and body forgives him for all he puts it through at times. 
it’s a little different today though. 
yukhei has no schedules. he can sleep in until whenever to make up for not getting enough sleep these past weeks and last night because he slept late. but he doesn’t because he’s been awake since dawn. that one alarm he sets is enough to do the job today and makes him sit up in bed with the morning rays seeping pass the curtains. yukhei gets out of bed and after waiting in line for the bathroom, he greets his friends as they all meet in the kitchen and living room. 
then the seven of them partake in a little of the chopping, stirring, pouring and setting up before the hot breakfast is place on the table. the food is shared with lots of loud laughter and past memories until it’s time to clean up. 
yukhei gets ready soon after. he checks the boxes. he makes sure what he wants and needs are together. 
everything is in place because six weeks have passed since you had asked him that very night to move in with you. each moment free of recording and practices have been filled with well thought out discussions, wondering questions and long lists between you and him together before it had been all figured out. 
he is really doing this with you and a new adventure you will begin together. 
and when the rest of the city slowly wakes on a peaceful sunday morning to enjoy the leisure day, yukhei holds onto two stacked up large containers. each is filled with jackets and coats. he peeks to the side to make sure of the clear path for his feet. he carefully follows you down the quiet floor until you see the familiar numbers on the front door. 
you stop and yukhei nearly walks into you with a short laugh. you prop the box with his t-shirts and sweatpants against the wall as you press in the code on the keypad. once you hear the beep, you open the door and hold it with your foot for yukhei to follow in behind you. sneakers are left on for the moment as your feet move against the wood floors of the short hallway and you make a mental note to remember to clean them later. 
“we can just set everything in the middle of here now. is that okay with you?” you question, standing in the living room. 
yukhei nods. “yeah, that fine. i'll sort it all out when everything is up here,” he says as he gently puts down the containers. you place the box in your hands down next to his and turn to him. 
“how many do you have again?” you ask, stepping closer to him and taking a few deep breaths. 
he faintly shakes his head and places his hands on his hips. “not many. i think we can just take two more trips downstairs and that will be all,” he tells you with a small grin. 
a short nod you give him. “let’s go then,” you whisper, tiptoeing and pressing a quick peck onto his mouth before you begin moving down the hall again. 
it ends up being three more trips though. but you think it’s okay because when the last of the boxes and bags are hauled into the apartment and the sneakers are finally toed off, you and yukhei stare at all he has brought with him. it looks like a bit like mess right now. 
yet it’s a beautiful mess that has your heart skipping and you rambling. 
“so which box do you want to start with first? i can help you sort whatever you need and you can put them where you like. i moved my clothes to the third and fourth drawers on both dressers so you don’t have to bend down too much. you know, in case your back or your waist is bothering you. if you don’t have enough space, i’ll see what else we can do to move some stuff around. or if we really need to, we can pick up another dresser and squeeze it in somewhere. and also-” 
his strong arms suddenly encircle your waist and cut off your words and your thoughts. yukhei holds you close, your back pressing against his chest. you hear the deep inhale he takes, that scent of vanilla from your body wash and shampoo and the floral hints from your perfume you have dabbed behind your ears hit his senses as he lowers his head to rest his mouth alongside your skin. 
and then he chuckles, the low sound tickling you. “calm down, babe.” 
you shift in his arms and turn to face him. almost instantly yukhei presses his forehead to yours and you wrap your arms around his waist. there’s a sparkle in his large eyes and a tender beam playing on his mouth while he stares at the nervous pout on your face. 
“and also i cleared the refrigerator too and we can go food shopping later…if you want.” 
yukhei shakes his head, laughing at you fondly and loudly and bringing a hand up to cradle your warm face. you grip onto his shirt when he bends down to leave a few sweet and affectionate kisses onto your lips. a shy smile little by little emerges out and you let out a slow sigh.
“i want you to be comfortable and have everything you need.”
he lowers his head again and places a quick peck to the tip of your nose. “i feel comfortable, great actually.” yukhei isn’t just saying this to pacify you because he really does. “and if i need anything i will let you know. but as of now i have everything i need, okay?” he quietly reassures you.
yukhei’s staring intently at you then with a little goofy lovestruck smile that illuminates his whole face and your whole heart because his words mean more than just the boxes and bags of his things. his arm around you tightens and his face warms up too fast and you feel the butterflies swarming in your stomach. you stand on your toes to brush your mouth to his. he hums softly in response when you pull back and rest his forehead alongside yours again.
your bodies sway together, melting against one another for a moment before you remember.
“i have something for you.” 
you unwrap his arms from you and yukhei watches you walk back down the hallway and making the short turn to left, only appearing seconds later with something grey in your hands.
“i forgot when you first walked in,” you glance down at his sock covered feet and giggle as you show him the brand new fuzzy grey slippers in your hands. “i know you already have a pair before too, and it’s really not much.” you look back up to meet his eyes and lightly shrug. “but i don’t know, i thought it would be nice to have a new pair since you will be here every day instead of just sometimes,” you tell him quietly, feeling a little ridiculous at saying it aloud. 
yukhei chuckles, his heart warming at all you are trying to do and make him feel. he takes the gift in your hands and gently plops them onto the floor. he slips his feet in and it’s a perfect fit. his gaze finds yours and he leans forward, his smiling mouth right next to your own grinning lips.
“thank you,” he whispers, bestowing you with a short and tender kiss.
there’s a bashful beam on your face. “and we match, too.” 
your words make him look down briefly and you wiggle your foot that is in the fuzzy pink slipper. he’s still smiling brightly and giggling now too before giving you a quick kiss.
“you ready to help me start finding a place for everything?” 
and you grin widely because you are.
you take out his clothes, laying it into piles on the bed and fix any wrinkles that has occurred during the packing process. yukhei places them into the drawers, making sure they fit in neatly. long sleeves and t shirts go in the top drawers. jeans and sweatpants are in the second drawer of one dresser while shorts and all his simple and colorful underwear are in the second drawer of the other. you pull out the new packs of hangers you had purchased. yukhei hangs up his shirts, hoodies and sweaters in the bedroom closet and his jackets and coats in the entrance closet. he drops his rolled up socks into the basket next to yours behind the standing mirror placed in the corner of the bedroom by the window. 
“how much did you leave behind?” you ask, leaning against the door as yukhei puts the small jewelry box with his necklaces and watches on top of the dresser. 
because after the discussions and going through all the scenarios and considerations of his schedules at times, yukhei leaves some things back at the dorms. during promotion periods everything becomes too packed. he barely gets a few hours of sleep. he will always be on the go. it will be best for him to stay at the dorms then. 
yukhei had hesitated at first. he should be staying with you because the whole point of moving in with you had been to actually live with you when he was in the same city. but you had placed your forehead to his while rubbing your hand down his chest. 
“it’ll be okay. you don’t get much rest during promotions and the going back and forth on the tighter schedules will be too hard.” you had smiled reassuringly. “it’ll be like any time you have to travel for filming. so it won’t be always, just sometimes. think of it like that, okay?” you had leaned closer in, your fingertips moving up to graze against his warm cheeks and sharp jawline. “and besides, when you come back, the reunions are the best.” 
a sweet and teasing curl of your mouth and kiss you had given him as the corners of his lips faintly twitched up. and in the end, it had taken yukhei another two days and a long conversation with you and a discussion with his members before he had finally agreed. 
“enough clothes to last me a little over a week. the auntie comes to help with the laundry so i don’t have to worry so much about not having something to wear,” he says while placing his bottles of cologne on the dresser top. “but i left just a little of everything i have here with me that i will need when i am there.”   
you nod and watch as he takes out his glasses cases and a scented candle with notes of jasmine and rose that has been halfway burned away so far from the storage container. he sets them up on the opposite side of his jewelry box and colognes with a smile. 
“i did leave that picture of us though,” he says with his cheeks flushed. yukhei turns and finds your curious gaze. “from the fanmeeting.” you faintly bob your head, immediately knowing the photo he’s talking about. 
the one where his smile beams so brilliantly on his face it rivals the sun. yukhei is hugging you backstage after the event because you had surprised him. he doesn’t remember who had taken the photo. he doesn’t even remember it being taken. he just remembers feeling incredibly happy with his heart so full from the fanmeeting and your unexpected presence, he had been pumping with adrenaline for the entire night.
you tilt your head and your face heats. “don’t you have pictures on your phone though?” 
yukhei laughs lowly, running his hands through his hair. “sometimes it’s not the same as a photo in a picture frame next to you,” he reasons. even if he will not be staying there for the most part, when he does, yukhei wants it to still feel personal. 
that photo will help.
you move to stand next to him, tiptoeing to give him a tender peck against his bashful smile. “you’re a romantic, you know that?”
he nods with a teasing raised eyebrow. “or maybe i just really like looking at your pretty face before i fall asleep.” you playfully roll your eyes and yukhei giggles infectiously and warmly. “i left my toothbrush there too, so maybe we can just go buy one later after we finish here.” 
“i have an extra one in the bathroom closet.” a habit it is of yours to keep an extra of the little things for emergencies. “unless you have a color preference, you can take it,” you suggest while you lean your head against his wide shoulder, staring between the two tops of the dressers.
a his side and a hers side. 
you hum quietly and delightedly at the sight.
yukhei chuckles. “i actually do have a color preference.” 
you angle your head to look up at him, watching a mischievous smile form on his face when he turns to you. “and what color would that be?” you go along with soft laughter and a twitch of an eyebrow.
“well what color do you have?”
you playfully narrow your eyes at him. “it’s green.” 
he lowers his head and brushes his mouth against yours. “hmm, that’s just the color i wanted.” 
you lightly hit his chest while he puckers very sloppy and wet kisses to your cheek that makes you squeal and squirm. when yukhei eventually stops, his mouth rests against your skin and he whispers quietly, “thank you.” 
a smile comes out in front of him. “you’re welcome.” 
and then the unpacking continues on. 
his set of weights is placed right next to your rolled up yoga mat in the corner of the living room. his bath towel hangs besides yours in the bathroom while his extra ones are folded and placed in the bathroom closet on top of yours. the handful of caps, hats and beanies he has go into the closet with the jackets and coats. his rolling suitcase stands alongside yours in the closet underneath all the dresses, sweaters, hoodies and shirts. he lines his sneakers up in rows right besides yours in the shoe closet. the few schoolbags and expensive bags he brings with him hang and sit next to yours in the hallway closet. and the two pictures he brings of him with his members stand right next to the three pictures of you and him on the desk besides the television.
it takes the rest of the morning and lunch of a large order of green onion chicken and beef rice noodle soup with his favorite cola to share to get through it all. 
the floors have been wiped. the containers are stacked up and against the wall inside the storage closet. the bags have been tied up into balls and placed in the cabinet underneath the kitchen sink for future use. the bed is no longer covered in clothes and the middle of the living room floor is cleared. 
everything finds a place and  all the space and nook and crannies in the tiny apartment are utilized.
you stand by the bedroom door and stare. relief is suppose to fill you but you let out a quiet groan. it almost looks perfect. how you could have forgotten it on the list, you don’t know. 
when you had been thinking about him moving in, it had been one of your first initial thoughts and reasons. when you and him had your discussions, yukhei had even stood in the bedroom with you to observe the space just like you had done. he had even noticed it too.
“yukhei, i think we forgot something,” you call once you hear him exit the bathroom. 
he comes to stand next to you, leaning against the doorframe as his eyes scan the room. you count silently in your head to see how long before he sees what is missing. three seconds to a minute and you hear his deep laugh while yukhei shakes his head because he realizes it now too.
to the left side of the bed, his side, is an empty space. 
“we forgot a bedside table,” he says as you close the gap between your bodies. your arm circles around his middle while his wrap around your shoulder. “was it on the list?” 
“i thought i had written it down, but i guess i forgot. we even talked about it, too,” you sigh. “i really thought we could have had everything done today and it’ll be perfect so you could relax and enjoy your first official day in here and not worry about anything.”
you hadn’t wanted him to come back after a long day of practicing and recording to organize or figure out what else he needed. you had wanted him to feel at ease. you had wanted him comfortable without any worries. so when he had been told about this day off, you and him thought it would be best to make sure the moving in and unpacking would be done today. 
you're not certain when he will get his next day off. yukhei isn’t so sure himself either.
“umm, maybe i’ll just keep what i need on the floor for now.” your brows furrow and there’s a pout on your face when he glances down. “or i use a chair.” you shake your head, not fond of the idea either. yukhei places a gentle kiss on your forehead. “so how are we going to solve this little problem of ours then?” he whispers with a soft chuckle. 
you hum softly and turn to the bare spot. you think for a moment before staring up at him with a grinning face. “would you like to go on a little trip?”
yukhei smiles. “i’ll go anywhere with you, babe.” 
and he does.
your fingers are intertwined with his as you enter the store with the familiar blue and yellow hues covering the outside of the building. 
it is quiet for a sunday afternoon and yukhei hugs your waist on the escalator ride up to the second floor. 
“is there a specific color you want?” 
a response you wait for but don’t receive. you turn to him, only to find him staring in curiosity and wonderment as you step off the escalator with the showrooms coming into view. 
“yukhei?” he glances down at you with a tiny grin when you call his name. realization hits you then. “have you ever been here before?” 
the tips of his ears turn pink and he shakes his head. “i remember ordering some things from here for the dorms. but other than that, no, it’s my first.” and that curve of his mouth almost turns shy. 
you reach up with a bright beam to slightly fix his cap so you can see his face better. your hand finds his soon after and fingers are laced together. “c’mon, babe. let's go take some mini house tours,” you whisper with a tug. 
those beautifully staged pictures he has seen on a screen becomes a reality then. 
yukhei walks through the clean and modeled kitchens. he likes the feel of the cabinet doors’ wood grains against his hands. once he’s standing by the stove and stares at you sitting on one of the chairs at the kitchen island, he finds himself thinking about breakfasts and dinners with you.
“what would you like to eat?” he stirs the wooden spoon in the large empty soup pot. 
you throw him a playful wink. “as long as it’s made with love, baby, anything.” 
yukhei saunters into the decorated living rooms. he examines the bookshelves and the lamps. he sits and lays on the soft couches and chairs with a pleased smile. when you take a seat beside his reclining body, quickly kissing his puckered plump lips, he envisions the date night ins of movies and your and his favorite take outs. 
“you know these feel like great make out couches.” he stares dreamily at you. 
your bottom lip catches between your teeth to keep from smiling wide. “i think we should buy what we need before we get banned from coming here.” 
yukhei enters the cozy bedrooms and your hand is firmly in his. he fluffs the pillows and looks into the wide spaces of the closets and the bedside tables that match. he snaps a quick giggling selfie picture with you in front of the familiar standing mirror in the corner of the room. then he catches you grazing and studying the soft bedsheets, he imagines how every morning and every night will be like with you.
“it’s going to be nice to kiss you when i wake up.” he squeezes your hand.
you hum softly and serenely. “it’s going to be nice to kiss you when i go to sleep.” 
and all yukhei wants to do then is to kiss you right underneath the fairylights decorating this space until he can’t catch his breath and you feel dizzy. but you move away too swiftly before his lips brushes yours. he listens to your faint giggles with eyes fixed on your sweet smile while you pull on him to follow you. 
“we’re never going to find what we need if we don’t keep going,” you tell him with a glint flickering in your gaze.
yukhei takes the two long strides to be side by side with you. but he drops your hand within seconds, favoring to hold you close with his large hand settling on your waist. a little more walking and admiring of the kitchen tables and chairs and office desks before you finally come into the section of what he needs. 
his brows scrunch up as he studies the different styles and colors. yukhei looks between the traditional and the modern. he notes the black browns, grey stains, medium browns and white oak. or perhaps he should lean towards the clean white like the one he remembers on the right side of the bed. 
he’s not sure what to pick. 
“should i pick something that matches yours?” yukhei questions while turning to glance at you. 
you shake your head though. “it’s your room, too, baby.”
almost instantly you feel your heart skip then because those words feels different yet extremely nice to say out loud. you watch as a boyish grin gradually spreads across yukhei’s face. to hear the sentence roll past your pretty mouth makes him feel excited. 
“it doesn’t matter to me if they match. just pick whatever you like.” 
and this time you don’t move away when he erases the small distance between your mouths. the kiss is chaste and soft but it still leaves your face warm and the quicken rhythms in his chest. 
it takes a little time sorting out the possible choices and asking for your opinion too before he makes a decision. yukhei ends up almost matching with what you already have. he chooses the same two chest drawer style with clean lines and smooth running drawers but in the black brown instead.
“we have to go downstairs to the warehouse to pick it up,” you inform him while taking a quick picture of the tag for reference. “i still have the tool kit i bought with it last time so we don’t have to worry about that.” 
yukhei takes your hand as you make your way out of the section. you take a look at the shelves and closets he rivals in height. he sits on the couches and pulls you down with wiggling eyebrows so you can test how comfortable they are. when you're looking for the descending escalator, you hear the excited laugh beside you. 
he spots all the pretty and vivid colors and decorations of the children’s section. you feel the tug on your hand and follow him towards all the mini tables and chairs and to so many plushies.
puppies, pandas, elephants, monkeys and more, yukhei laughs and hugs the harmless zoo surrounding him. 
“you know what we should do,” he starts and you hum, turning to look at him when he speaks. he picks up the big lion plush, petting the soft mane and stuffing filled body as if it is real. “we should get this one.” 
your giggle yukhei hears amongst the shoppers around as you place the polar bear in your grasp back on the shelf. “and why is that?” you question curiously, your fingers reaching out to the wildlife in question.
the corners of his lips curl upwards while he looks down at the lion. “so when i’m not there, it’ll be like i am. you can hug him while you sleep and pretend it’s me.” yukhei lets out a short laugh.
for a brief second, you chew on your bottom lip wondering what he is thinking about and having an inkling of what he might be. his gaze find yours and you give him a tender smile.
“you’re not scared of the competition? because i might end up hugging him every night no matter what then.” you quietly tease him. 
yukhei chuckles then, his eyes dramatically shifting between the stuffed plush and you. he playfully and sadly shakes his head and puts the lion back with the rest of them. “sorry, buddy, i can’t share her with you.” 
you close the space between your bodies with a laugh and wrap your arm around his waist. you lean against his tall frame as he waves goodbye to the lion. his hand settles on your hip, two fingers sneaking into the loop of your jeans to press you close.
“in case you don’t know…” yukhei stares down at you, catching the tiny twinkle in your eyes. “i don’t need another lion. just one.” you murmur truthfully. 
instantly he feels the warmth across his face. he presses his mouth to your forehead and you feel the growing smile against your skin. despite the conversations and talking from the people surrounding you then, it’s silent for a minute between you and him as your eyes finish taking in what’s around you. and when you nearly walk around in the full circle of how the store is set up, you remember. you pat his stomach lightly and look up. yukhei turns his attention to you and quietly hums. 
“i forgot to bring you to one of, if not the best place here,” you tell him as you quickly take a glimpse at the signs and arrows and motion him to follow along 
the journey just takes a quick minute towards the up escalator to the third floor and then you hear the faint gleeful chuckle next you because you know him all too well. a way to yukhei’s heart and how to always make him smile is food. and how has he not smelled the food until this moment, he’s not sure. but yukhei definitely smells it now and it smells delicious. 
you pull on his hand to look at his watch and note the time. “this can be our dinner.” the gentle tug on his shirt takes his interest away from the café and he looks at you. “and then we’ll go pick up what we need. how does that sound to you?” 
yukhei smiles and nods in agreement before turning to read the menu in front. it takes a few minutes of deciding and counting the number of dishes he wants to eat. you have to laugh at the amount of food you and he order together because it can feed at least four people.
but he laughs beside you. “don’t worry, i’m sure we’ll figure it out.” 
and you do.
yukhei grins blissfully at the taste of the meatballs and potatoes with the bit of jam. he claps his hands in approval at the pork ribs and fries. he gives you a thumbs up at the fried rice when he takes a spoonful of it. he happily holds the piece of fried chicken to your mouth for you to take the first bite. you laugh, smiling at how relaxed he looks as each plate of the food is shared and gradually disappears into your mouths. and once he tries the slices of blueberry and apple pies at your giggling insistent because of your insatiable sweet tooth, yukhei stares at you with his stomach almost as full as his heart.
“i love you. you know that, right?”
your gaze on him under the bright lights softens while you feel the tugs on your heart. slowly you bob your head and close the small distance between your mouths. apples, cinnamon and a hint of blueberries linger between the gentle kiss and you watch yukhei lick his lips when you pull back. 
you tap on the bill of his cap. “you like the pies?” you mischievously question. 
he hums faintly with a boyish beam that makes the corner of his eyes crinkle and your cheeks warm.
“my favorites, babe.” 
when there are just crumbs left of the desserts and the plates are put away and the table is clean of everything, the mission to finish the reason for this trip continues. you take the escalators down with your fingers tangled to his. your feet land on the polished grey floors and you peek up at the signs. yukhei takes a glimpse at you while your eyes dart to the store transit map too. 
“it says the warehouse is this way. are you looking for something though?” he curiously asks. 
you nod slowly and turn to him. “yeah, i forgot to pick up something before.” you give him a slight pull to the left. “it’ll be quick, okay? and i’ll need your help.”
yukhei raises his eyebrows at your last statement but follows your lead. it takes a few left turns and some right turns and in between getting lost within the light fixtures and the artwork he’s admiring before you stand where you want to be. 
“i didn’t know you needed bedsheets,” he reaches to feel the soft material of them. 
you stare up at him momentarily, your bottom lip caught between your teeth when he focuses on you. “i didn’t know either until we were upstairs looking at the bedrooms. in case you haven’t noticed, my sheets are currently a shade of strawberry ice cream pink.” you shrug slightly with an embarrassed smile as your gaze faces back to the item in question. “i just thought maybe this could be something new, too… for us.” even if he has slept in your bed many times before today, it will be his too. “and it’ll be fitting to have new sheets to make you feel comfortable in the bed.” yukhei laughs at the tiny pun you make and what you also don’t seem to realize. “so maybe you can pick a new set.” 
people around you are talking, but the voice you want to hear is silent. your eyes and touch skim the different colored bedsheets waiting for his answer when yukhei lets go of your hand and his strong arm suddenly snakes around your waist. he holds you close. you feel his warm breath against your ear.
“as long as it’s you in that bed with me, i don’t care what color they are,” he whispers. his voice is low, teasing and honest because it really is the truth. 
the faint squeak escapes your lips immediately and you turn to find his gaze intense and shining at you underneath the cap. yukhei bends down and kisses you tenderly. he pulls back and licks his lips with a charming beam. 
he readjusts his cap. “you still want me to choose one?” his tone is soft and playful. 
you squeeze his forearm and the way your lower lip slightly juts out all the while giving him a puppy stare has yukhei laughing because he gets his answer. he leaves a quick kiss to your temple and turns to the options in front of him. it takes him a moment to remember the powder blue comforter on your bed. then his long finger taps onto the crisp white with an endearing smile. 
“it’ll go with your comforter in case you’re wondering about that, too.” 
his words tease, but yukhei feels nothing but gratitude for you as he presses his lips to the apples of your cheeks. 
then with the set of new bedsheet and matching pillowcases in the correct size tucked underneath his arm with your hand connected to his, it takes another round until you’re reading the signs again. yukhei pushes a cart to stand beside you with the bed sheets already inside. a quick peek you take at the picture of the tag on your phone and the numbers before you amble towards the aisle together for what you want. he locates it first and you watch as he nearly effortlessly pulls the heavy package from the shelf and puts it in the cart.
“is there anything else we might need?” you ask, your feet moving in a slow paced unison towards the checkout. 
yukhei thinks for a minute, eyes scanning the products piled around him before he shakes his head. “no, i think we’re good.”
the lines are short for today and it doesn’t take long before the receipt is in his hand. the sun is going to set when you walk out. there’s a light spring breeze in the air as you make you way back home. and once you step into the apartment with the bed sheets in your arms and the bedside table package over his shoulder, the sky is a mix of oranges, pinks and purples. 
it’s silent in the apartment as yukhei sits on the bedroom floor studying the pieces laid out in front of him and the images on paper. but then he hears the water running from the washer. the new bedsheet and pillowcases will be washed today but they won’t be able to be used until tomorrow when they dry. he glances up momentarily when you walk into the room, noting the jeans you had been wearing all day replaced by a pair of short cotton shorts. you take a seat on the wooden floor and place the toolkit in front of him.
“it looks easy,” yukhei says with a confident grin and threads his long fingers through his hair. “the pictures seem clear enough so it shouldn’t be too bad. how long did it take you to put it together?” he motions to the white one. 
you giggle. “three afternoons.” your answer draws an immediate amused snort from him and he covers his mouth to muffle the loudness of it as you playfully pout and swat his thigh. “in my defense i did it alone and it was my first time putting any kind furniture together,” you reason as he pulls you to him.
his large hands settle on your naked thighs and he gives it a light squeeze. yukhei kisses you softly half a dozen times before your tiny grin surfaces alongside his lips. 
“it’s one more you built than me though,” he says proudly and his words earn him a pleased hum and nod from you. “maybe we can finish this in one and a half nights with the two of us instead,” yukhei murmurs with a teasing smile on his face and a glow in his large eyes. “are you ready to help me?” 
you wrap your arms around his neck and give him a quick kiss. “always, baby.”
but the time that has passed since you put yours together feels too long ago and building it together now feels like a brand new experience. 
your brows furrow simultaneously with his when trying to find the correct pieces in the pictures. his satisfied grin matches yours when the screws are twisted and pushed into their designated places. your laughs mix together while you and him try your best at hammering the nails into the back board without it being too loud in fear of getting complaints from the neighbors. 
it feels nice to work together to put it together. 
and in the end, it doesn’t take you one and a half nights to finish. when the bedside table is standing on the left side of the bed, only three and a half hours have ticked away. the sky outside is dark now and all the streetlights are illuminating the city. the cardboard box is folded up and by the door ready to throw away in the morning. the few extra screws and toolkit you store back away in the storage closet. the bedsheet and pillowcases you have taken out of the washer and it drapes over the drying racks with the humidifier turned on ready to be changed tomorrow. 
you lean against the bed, head slightly turned while the corners of your mouth curl up. you watch yukhei pull open the two drawers. it’s quiet in the bedroom and he watches and listens as the drawers rolls out and back into place smoothly and soundlessly once he pushes it close. 
yukhei turns around to face you. “that wasn’t so bad. we should buy more furniture to build together,” he suggests with a chuckle. he scoots until his back hits against the bed like yours and finds your eyes. “thank you for the help. we make a pretty good team.” 
you hum in agreement, feeling the skip to your heart. you take his hand and thread your fingers through his and lean your head against his shoulder. you stare at his phone and charger and that scented candle he has already placed on top of the space. 
“so what’s going to be the first thing you put in there?” 
yukhei purses his lips. “you have any suggestions?” he asks, nudging you softly. 
thinking for a moment, a giggle abruptly slips from your lips. “i have something.” 
you let go of his hand and push yourself up. his head turns and he watches as you climb onto the bed with your slippers dropping from your feet beside him to you crawl over to the other side. yukhei stares after you, unconsciously  licking his lips at the sight in front of him because your shorts are short. you reach your bedside table and open the top drawer. the rectangular box you want is in your grasp.
“close your eyes, babe,” you instruct. 
yukhei raises his eyebrows at you but does what you say. you take out the box then, crawling back and opening the top drawer of the newly built bedside table to drop it in gently. you push it close and then lay on your stomach, wrapping your arms around his neck. 
your breath tickles his ear as you kiss the shell of it right beside his earring. his hands come up, tenderly grazing his fingertips across your skin. “can i look now?” 
you nod even though his eyes remain shut. “you can look all you want.” 
the chuckle into his ear is sugary and almost seductive while he opens his eyes. his head slightly angles to narrows his eyes at you suspiciously and he notes the mischief in yours. yukhei shifts a little and pulls open the top drawer. his low and deep laugh instantly comes from his chest and he feels the warmth dusting his face when he sees what it is.
the brand new box of condoms he had purchased last week comes into his view. 
always he keeps them here for himself to prevent him from forgetting it every time he comes to see you. always he puts them in your bedside table because it was your space, your home. 
but it is different now. 
you giggle and your arms around his neck loosen to give him enough space to twist his body around so he can look at you better. his expressive eyes shifts between  the sweet and devilish beam playing on your lips to the spark glimmering in your eyes. 
yukhei bites the corner of his mouth and swallows the tiny lump in his throat. “you trying to tell me something?” he whispers dangerously low. 
you nod slowly and lean in to kiss him gently on his soft lips. “hmm, just that i love you.” your tongue teasingly comes out then to swipe his bottom lip. you feel the anticipation and nervousness of what will be in store for you and him. he hears the quiet and tantalizingly noise from your throat. “and that maybe i don’t think i have properly welcomed you yet.” 
a faint groan emits from yukhei. his hands come up and cradle your face and he moves bit by bit forward. “how do you plan on that?” 
he doesn’t wait for an answer because his grinning mouth teases yours before he finally connects them. you smile into the kiss, pleased at the way his thumbs are caressing your cheeks and how he slightly angles your head to deepen the kiss a little. your arms drop from around him as he slowly gets to his knees. you grip on his shirt while your mouth continues to move alongside his with delighted sighs when he rises and pulls you up with him.
yukhei stands on his feet and you’re on your knees on the bed. his tongue grazes your teeth before it gently prods into your mouth. you swallow his groan when your hands travel up to thread your fingers into his hair. his hands descend, sneaking underneath your shirt. his touch is so warm and he squeezes your waist while you leave him with a nip to his upper lip. 
your breaths are labored and so are his as yukhei finds the hem of the shirt you are wearing. you give him a tiny smile and he pulls it over your head and drops it to the floor. his gaze sweeps across your face and travels down to the melon colored satin covering your supple breasts. they look so full and soft and just so squeezable. you let out a breathless chuckle at how he stares and the sound draws his attention back up to your face. he presses his forehead to yours and cups your face. the corners of his wet lips twitch up.
“is this what you had in mind?” yukhei hums while your hands journey to grasp the bottom of his t-shirt. “this kind of welcoming?”
you bite the corner of your mouth but he still hears the little squeal. “hmm, maybe.” your tone is sugary and his chuckle makes your stomach flip. you tug on the material and he gets the hint, helping you remove his shirt. 
once it joins your shirt on the floor, yukhei is certain your eyes are lighting up more than before. your touch grazes down his chest, his tattoo and the muscles of his torso before reaching his sweatpants that hang low enough on his hips to give you a peek of the yellow lettering on the band of his boxer briefs. when your fingers are just about to hook onto the edge of them, yukhei takes a hold of your hands. he brings them up to his mouth and puckers a kiss onto the palm of each of them. 
“lay down,” he breathes out, nudging you back. 
there’s a playful pout on your face he catches because something else is on your mind. he nods and chuckles softly though and lifts your arms to drape over his shoulders. you shake your head and his hands find your hips and his mouth momentarily brushes against your forming grin. yukhei slowly climbs onto the bed, kicking off his slippers too and little by little, moves and lowers you onto the bed with light sweet giggles slipping from your mouths. 
your head hits the pillow and you part your legs for him to settle comfortably between them. yukhei leans over you with forearms resting beside your slightly tilted head. there’s a charming beam on his face that makes you feel shy like the first time being noticed by a crush. the spark flickering in his wide eyes as they dance over your face causes the warmth in your chest to bloom. the tip of his nose tickles yours briefly. your fingers reach to push his hair back and lightly scratch his head. yukhei sighs quietly and delightedly at your soft touches. 
he leans down to give you a small kiss. “you know all day you have been making sure of everything for me to feel comfortable and that i have what i need.” his words are low and calm. “i don’t know if you realize it, but i just need you.” the heat rushes to your cheeks. “as long as you are here with me and you are happy when i walk through that front door, it will be enough.”
a little shy yukhei feels at his confession. but then the tiny squeak that comes from you as you hug him makes it okay that the tip of his ears are red and he feels a bit embarrassed. his arms move to slide under you and wrap around your waist. he buries his face into the crook of your neck, his laugh muffling into your skin as he breathes in the vanilla and flowers again. 
once he raises his head up a minute later, yukhei is met with the beam on your face. it is so pretty and bright and he is left wondering what in the world he doing to be deserving of where he is right now. 
your gaze is a little hazy but your heart is a lot full. you wonder if he will always find a way to make you love him more than you already do.
“you’re such a liar when you say you aren’t romantic,” you whisper as your hands slip to grasp onto his arms. his muscles are strong and hard underneath your fingertips. 
you lift your head, gently connecting your mouth to his. the kiss is sweet but passionate. yukhei lets go of your mouth with faint nibbles to your bottom lip. he releases a deep breath with a boyish and soft smile on his face. 
“but just in case i haven’t said it enough to you today, thank you.” 
and his words make you hum softly. they cause the corners of your lips to twitch. they make your breath hitch in your throat. you feel the rhythm of your heart beat a little quicker yet you feel so calm. you cup his face and he watches as you faintly shake your head. 
“actions speak louder than words, baby.” there's mischief glittering in your eyes. “show me,” you softly and coolly command. 
instantly yukhei lifts an eyebrow and a smirk emerges on his handsome face. you stare at his eyes that slowly turn dark at your challenge. 
the teasing curl of your lips coming out encourages him to make his move. yukhei moistens his lips while his hands begin to slide up your body and your feet glide up the back of his legs. his gaze stays on yours while he gently squeezes your breasts. the whine you squeak out causes the beam on his face to gradually widen. 
yukhei leans down and slowly brushes his mouth against yours. your hold on his face firms a little as the kiss bit by bit becomes a little more enthusiastic and messy. he gives your breasts another squeeze and he swallows your moan. his mouth trails off yours and you turn your head while he leaves the wet open kisses on your jaw. you run your hands into his hair as he sucks on the base of your neck briefly. yukhei continues an excited path down, drawing sighs from you when he dots kisses over your collarbones and the exposed skin of your chest. 
your hands leave his hair and you try to slip them to your back underneath his weight. it takes him seconds to notice your movements and he shifts back a bit, stopping you when you attempt again. 
“let me do it,” he murmurs with a small smirk. 
a soft chuckle escapes. “be my guest.” 
you slightly arch your back and yukhei slides a hand underneath and unhooks the clasp with a simple flick of his thumb and index finger. you raise your arms as he pulls the bra off of you and drops it onto the floor. 
there’s a delighted smile on your and his face at the lost barrier. he runs a hand over his mouth, groaning happily while he stares at how you start pushing and cupping your breasts together. you bite the corner of your lips but he still hears the faint little mewl as you play with the supple flesh in your hands. 
yukhei likes all parts of you. he really does. he can caress, kiss and hold every part of you for hours on end. but sometimes in times like this, he thinks he might favor some parts more than others.
“baby…” 
your needy voice draws him out of the trance. yukhei gently shakes his head with a deep short laugh and soon enough his touch replaces yours. his large hands fits around your breasts so perfectly as he massages and squeezes them just how you like it.
how soft they look never compares to how soft they really feel. 
yukhei rolls your nipples between his fingers as he shifts again and lowers his head. with his eyes connected to yours, he latches onto a hardening tip. he sucks and nibbles on one while playing with the other. you slide your hands into his hair again and tenderly move your fingers, stroking his scalp with every action of his mouth. you moan as his tongue flickers across your nipple for a few moments before he switches to lavish the other with his mouth and tongue. 
when yukhei finally parts from your chest, he leaves appreciative presses of his mouth to your skin. you catch the faint curl of his plump lips but then he lowering his face, kissing a simple straight line down your stomach until he stops at the edge of your shorts. he moves back again while reaching for the last two articles of clothing concealing you. 
but yukhei removes only the shorts though, leaving you only then in the simple lace trim underwear in the same color of your bra that just covers enough of your pussy. he grabs the other pillow besides your head. he gently squeezes and nudges your hips to lift up. you do and he slides the pillow underneath, the added height bringing what he wants closer and higher. 
“you okay?” yukhei asks while his hands grips tenderly at your thighs and you spread them wider. 
a tiny noise comes from you and you smile faintly. “i’m good.” 
yukhei scoots himself down and glances up to find your chest rising and falling steadily as you softly pinch your nipples in anticipation. he lowers his head completely then and turns his attention to what’s in front of him. 
you sigh when you feel him press a kiss over your underwear. he nuzzles his nose into the thin and delicate fabric and inhales deeply. you might not see it, but you sense the smile etching across his face right now. he removes one hand off your thighs and brings it to your covered core. he rubs it, his hand creating a warm friction and you whimper quietly at the stickiness that builds. 
“how wet are you, baby?” yukhei teases even though he feels it himself. 
he finds your gaze for a second and your bottom lip juts out almost innocently when you meet his. “very,” you breath out. 
a quiet hum and sweet smile he gives you in response before his head disappears back down between your legs. within moments you feel soft and slow kisses placed along your left inner thigh. yukhei stops right at the edge of the lace and then switches to the other side and does the same. 
then he spreads your legs a bit more and pushes the fabric of your underwear to the side. his eyes eat up your soaked folds. you sigh in relief at the removal of the sticky material and the air that grazes your core. but it’s short break because yukhei parts your folds gently to slip a finger into you. you moan immediately and he lets out a chuckle. he’s watching with pleasure at how easily his finger goes in your pussy. 
yukhei takes a moment teasing you, his long digit working you before he slips a second one in. your eyelids flutter at how good it feels to be touched and you gasp quietly while your hands begin massaging your breasts.
“baby, you’re so soaked for me,” he coos, while sitting up a little. 
yukhei moves to hover over you, his fingers continuing to go in and out of you at a nice steady pace. he softly latches on your parted lips. you let out a needy moan. your hand comes up to cup his face and his tongue is gently sliding into your warm mouth. once he has you a little distracted from the kiss and his fingers, yukhei slithers a third digit into your core. 
you whimper at the additional stretch to your walls and your mouth drops from his. but you continue to hold onto his face as you get use to the three fingers in you. he watches the satisfied smile gradually come out before him. soon enough your hands descends to grip onto the comforter beneath your heated body as you slowly begin rolling your hips. 
“oh, that feels good.” you let out a breathless laugh. “mmm, baby, your fingers feel so good,” you pant out. 
the sticky slick sounds of his fingers drowning in your wetness makes him grunt. you feel the slight cool metal from his rings and smile and whimper at the thought and image of just how deep he is in right now. 
“can you take one more?” he whispers 
yukhei chuckles at how fast you almost nod and glances down as his pinky goes in too. he feels the pride at the way your eyelids are fluttering and your hips move faster while you gulp for air. yukhei holds down your thigh and curls his fingers then. the high whine you let out and your eyes widening has him smiling devilishly. he does it again and again and the high whine turns to desperate long moans. 
you huff, feeling the dampness on the back of your neck. “yukhei, my god- yeah, like that, baby.” 
he scoots his body back down then with a grin that makes his cheeks hurt and your gaze follows him. you stare as yukhei removes his fingers from your pussy. your cheeks heat when he sticks his index finger in his mouth with a hum to suck your juices. you whimper at the sight and give him a sugary smile. he slowly nods and moves closer, bringing his hand between your mouths. 
there’s a smirk on his face. “here, baby,” he murmurs as you hold onto his wrist. 
your eyes locked and your tongues dart out together as both of you lap up what’s on his fingers. 
yukhei shifts away first after a minute and you take the last lick with a pleased sigh. he groans happily and moves back, reaching to grip onto your underwear with both hands. you raise your hips a little to help him and the tiny piece of fabric finds company with your bra.
you’re naked now and settling your hips back down onto the pillow. yukhei admires every curve of yours for a long moment. he watches with a proud look as you plant your feet onto the bed and spread your legs. your dripping folds are glistening underneath the lights for him. you run both hands down over your breasts and your stomach until you reach your pussy. you rub the sides of your core, just centimeters from plunging your own fingers in there.
“you know what would feel really nice?” the playful but seductive question brings his gaze back to your face only to find your tongue slowly sweeping over your smiling lips. 
yukhei laughs, the deep and low sound making his chest vibrate a bit and you mewl. 
“funny because i was thinking the same thing,” he says as he shifts his body down again and lowers his head until he just centimeters away from your pussy. 
and at that first lick against your very wet folds, the whimper you let out has yukhei so satisfied and smug. 
his hands settle on your thighs, tenderly yet firmly holding them down. he takes another lick and then another, each leaving you craving for a little more. you reach over to put your hands on his head, gripping onto his soft locks. 
yukhei hums softly. “so good, baby,” he murmurs in between kitten licks. “you taste so good for me.” 
you let out a needy sound and yukhei thinks it’s just melodic. all he wants is to hear more. so he dips his tongue into your pussy and it draws a loud moan. the smile on his face is so wide he can’t help but do it again, going even deeper. you bless his ears once more with a desperate and blissed noise and soon enough he begins a steady pace of diving and swirling his tongue into your wetness.
“baby, don’t stop,” you mewl. 
yukhei doesn’t, pushing his mouth into your pussy. you whine and try to close your legs around him, but he stops you. he sucks on your clit then and the action immediately causes you to arch your back. he lets go of your thigh, his large hand splaying on your stomach to keep you down.
“you’re fucking delicious, you know that?” you bring the freed leg to drape over his broad shoulder. he flattens his tongue and drags it up so slowly, the pressure making you squirm. “taste like heaven.”
he’s eating you out to his heart’s content as if you are his final meal. 
you feel the tightness forming in your stomach. “yukhei,” you whine. “baby, i want more. please make me come.” 
he groans at your request and lets go of your other thigh to bring his fingers to join his mouth in your pussy. you whimper loudly and grasp for his hand on your stomach, shakily bringing it up to cup breasts. he moans into your core at what he can play with now too. each lick and swirl of his tongue between the hard sucks to your clit has yukhei rolling your nipples and squeezing your breasts. the stimulations feel stronger with the passing moments. your sounds come out needier and higher while the fire in your stomach is burning.
“fuck- almost. baby, please don’t stop,” you cry. “i’m close, yukhei. fuck, don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t stop.” your desperate pleads has yukhei working twice the speed with so much enthusiasm. 
you come with strangled whines and the corners of your eyes a little wet. both his hands move to your quivering thighs. he’s massaging them as you ride out the wave. you feel the continual gentle touches of his tongue as he cleans you off in between the sweet whispers to take deep breaths.
when the quivering stops and yukhei finally lifts his head and sits back, the smile is soft on his face. his lips and chin have a coat of shine to them and you watch as his tongue proceeds to come out to clean it off. but you hum, pushing your body up to get close to him because you did not get enough the first time. you cup his face and with a enticing smile, your own tongue darts and lightly swipes over your juices that remain. you finish with a tender kiss to his smirk. 
“i don’t think i can ever get tired of your mouth and tongue.” your compliment makes him chuckle softly and a little bashfully. “and i also don’t think i’m done welcoming you yet,” you tell him with a pout when he moves and stands up beside the bed. 
yukhei shakes his head because he’s not going anywhere. 
“really?” there’s the fake surprise lacing in his tone and it makes you giggle. “what else were you thinking of then, babe?” he questions with an all too knowing beam and you gape as he begins  to push down his sweatpants and underwear. 
you shift on the bed to go to him and even if yukhei doesn’t need the help, you glance up at him with a grin and rest your hands over his. each tug down together makes you excited and it isn’t long until his cock is out. it slaps softly against his toned torso and you stare for a moment with your bottom lip caught between your teeth to conceal the squeal. he hears you though. 
even if this scene of you staring at his cock and anticipating it has occurred too many times to remember anymore, it leaves the pride in his chest. 
you still want him as much as he still wants you. 
everything is pushed pass his knees and yukhei finishes the job when his bottoms bunch at his feet. you reach out to hold his hand in one of yours as your other softly grips the base of his cock. you look up briefly through your lashes before you lick the precum covered slit. you hum at the taste and yukhei takes in a deep breath before letting it out slowly. he watches with an amused grin as you get into a comfortable sitting position with your legs bent out before beginning to take kitten licks and pepper kisses along his length. 
“i didn’t eat you out expecting you to suck me off,” he whispers, caressing your cheek with his free hand. 
your head shakes in response, feeling the tugs in your chest. you smile innocently up at him. “well i was about to before, but you had another idea.” your tongue swirls over the tip once and twice before you suckle on it for a moment. 
yukhei chuckles lowly, entranced at how much you are enjoying this. “fair enough then, baby.” 
you spit a little on his cock for a bit of extra wetness. you stroke him with one hand, your wrist rotating expertly as your other remains in his. “and besides, you always taste so delicious,” you tease him and his jaw clenches. “why wouldn’t i want to?”
he gently and affectionately pats your head and you hum softly. the wink you throw his way before your lips descends over the tip of his cock has him moaning. he feels heavy in your mouth yet it’s so comforting. you begin to bob your head for a minute, drawing deep grunts from his parted lips.
yukhei moves his hand to rest behind your head when you suddenly take him little by little more into your mouth. the quick glimpse up to see his head slightly thrown back leaves you thrilled as you feel a rush into your core. his tip hits the back of your throat and you moan, the vibrations making him shudder for a second. your free hand reaches to hold his taut thigh. 
he rolls his neck once before looking down at you. “you ready?”
the faint nod yukhei makes out as you steady your breathing has him slowly starting to thrust. 
your mouth is so warm and it feels like velvet. he groans and your grip on his hand tightens. “fuck, is this what you wanted? yeah, you like how i fuck your mouth like this, baby?” he pants out with a grin while his hips begin to jerk quicker. 
you moan at his words, feeling more of your wetness pool in your pussy again. each thrust follows with your head bobbing and cheeks hollowing. yukhei watches, amazed at how you can take him back into your mouth with such ease. your gaze finds his briefly and the curl of his lips looks too pleased.
he gasps. “you’re beautiful.” how he wishes you can see it for yourself like this.
yukhei pushes your hair back, continuing to push in your mouth deeper and deeper. his eyelids close momentarily and his composure falters for a second at the pleasure flowing in him. you let go of his hand, both of yours now gripping on his muscled thighs and curling your legs underneath you to sit on them for a better stance. 
upon your movements, yukhei opens his eyes and catches the reflection of your ass and the back of your head bobbing in the standing mirror at the corner. he smirks and admires the sight, wondering how he has never fully realized how the mirror has faced this angle towards the bed. he bites his lips, groans still slipping out loudly as he focuses down on you again. he feels the twist in his stomach. the pace of his thrust quickens and tears prickle your eyes. 
“baby, fuck, i’m close. yeah- fuck,” yukhei huffs out. “can you take it?” 
you moan and that close is closer than you realize because it’s barely a minute before he lets out a choked sound and mutters a string of curses. the thick, warm and slightly salty liquid glides down your throat. his hands moves to caress your cheeks once more as you try to catch your breath through your nose. you glance to see his chest rapidly rising and falling while his hip gradually slows. your hands lovingly rub up and down his thighs as you suck and swallow. 
“hmm, you’re too good to me, you know that?” yukhei whispers serenely with a smile.
when you finally pull your mouth off his cock with a pop, a few pearly white droplets of cum flick onto you grinning lips. the tip of your tongue peeks out to clean it up and yukhei leans down to kiss you almost immediately. the pad of his thumb skims your jaw and your arms wrap around his neck. his tongue slides in and he tastes himself. you hold him closer and sigh into his mouth. he nips and tugs on your flesh and parts from your puffy lips. 
his nose brushes yours and you smile teasingly. “do you know what i was thinking of? what i kind to want to try now?” 
yukhei hums as he nudges you back. the bed dips a little with the added weight. he’s sitting on his heels and you move to him on your knees. one arm remains around his neck while you glance down at his cock. yukhei stares with a smile at your fingertips running up and down his length.
“what?” there’s curiosity laced in his voice. 
you swipe your thumb across the slit and the corners of your mouth coil up when your see and feel the faint twitch of his cock. you look up at him then. his gaze on you is loving and soft and it’s hard to miss the mischief in your eyes. 
“i want to try waking you up by blowing you.” 
and you think the opportunities to do so now will be so much more. 
the revelation has his eyes widening and his breath catches in his throat. yukhei wouldn’t need those alarms ten minutes apart. he'll wake up with a grin instead of a groan.
you watch amusingly at how he bites his lip, trying to hold in the moan and failing miserably because the image of being greeted with your warm mouth encasing his cock while your bodies bathe in the morning sunlight looks really good in his head. and as good as the picture looks, yukhei is certain it will feel even better. 
the sugary giggle makes him shake his head and he can’t stop his own chuckles from mixing with those cute sounds of yours.
yukhei feels the blush covering his cheeks. “don’t tease me, baby.” he lowers his head while his hands snake behind you. you squeak when he grabs onto your ass. 
you smile brightly and wrap your hand tenderly around his cock. it’s still a bit slick from your saliva and you slowly begin to move your touch up and down. “i’m not.”
he grunts at the new sensation and takes a deep breath with a pleased and thrilled smile. “then i’m looking forward to it, babe.” he leaves a quick peck on your mouth and rests his forehead to yours. one hand lifts off your ass to cradle your jaw. “hey, do you know what i just noticed?” his voice is so calm and soft.
you simply shake your head, wondering what yukhei has seemed to discovered. there’s a sweet and almost shy smile on his face as he shifts his head back. he juts his chin out and motions to something behind you. your brows furrow for a fleeting moment as you turn your head.
and what you meet is your reflections and the sight of his hand caressing your ass. you laugh softly because that has always been there. that mirror in that corner of your bedroom facing your bed has never changed. you giggle and shift your position a little for his cock, still in your hand, to come into view of the mirror. you watch while his hand lowers a touch and his fingers disappears underneath. you whimper when you feel the faint graze against your folds. his hand on your face descends to cup your breast and your hand over his cock suddenly moves a little faster. 
yukhei shifts his mouth beside your ear, his warm breath fanning your skin. “is the welcoming over yet?” he inquires teasingly. 
he chuckles when you turn your attention back to him with a tiny smile and don’t miss a beat in shaking your head. immediately he leans forward to crash his lips to yours in a messy and fervent kiss. he brings his hand back up to cradle your face for a brief moment before he pulls back.
“turn around, baby,” yukhei breathes out. 
you let go of his cock and do so with happy beam. you sit on the heels of your feet then with your legs parted while your head tilts the slightest. yukhei rests his chin on your shoulder and your stares connect through the mirror. his hands come up from behind you to massage and jiggle your breasts. he moves down to gently cup your pussy, his middle finger reaching to dip a little into your core. you bite the insides of your cheeks as yukhei leaves short kisses along the curve of your neck before he moves away from you.
your head turns to watch him fisting his cock, giving it a handful of quick pumps with one hand as he reaches into that top drawer of the black brown bedside table. he pulls out that box of condoms you had dropped in earlier and you can’t help but turn around fully then. yukhei looks at you with a prideful smirk as his cock is getting heavier and looking bigger with each stroke of his hand. you stare with a watering mouth and rushes to your pussy at how hard he can quickly get sometimes. 
the curl of your lips is sweet as you reach for his cock. “baby, let me,” you whisper.
your touch replaces his hand and even though his cock stands hard and ready to plunge into your dripping core, you can’t resist the feeling of it in your hands. 
yukhei slides a finger under the glued flaps of the box. he tears a condom from the strip and places the box back into the drawer. 
he rips the foil. “so do we keep them in there from now on?” yukhei asks with a quiet laugh. 
you release his cock, your eyes shifting between his glowing handsome face and the condom being rolled on. “hmm, only if you want, babe.” 
a quick kiss you press to his chest before turning back around. his arms wrap around your waist. the tip of his nose grazes the shell of your ear and he takes a deep breath. the activities of what you’ve been doing combining with the scents of your body wash and perfume has him feeling a high.
yukhei exhales slowly. “can you get on your hands and knees for me, baby?” his request is low and soft and he catches the excited whimper from you. 
he watches for a moment as you lift the corner of the comforter and fold it back. the grip on the bedsheet will work so much better with this position. you bend over happily within seconds and crawl up a few inches to get nearer to mirror. the little shake of your ass before you slightly spread your legs has yukhei grunting softly as he follows behind you on his knees. his legs on either sides of yours, he stares with a dreamy smile at how nice your ass looks. 
your workouts are really treating you and him well. 
he brings his hands up to smooth over and squeeze your soft flesh as his eyes find yours through the mirror. 
yukhei licks his lips. “you good?” he reaches between your legs, slipping two of his fingers into your pussy. you see his eyes widen and the satisfaction blooms in your chest.
your grin is near devilish as you clutch onto the bed sheets and jut your ass out against his cock to rub it. “please.” 
he gives his a cock a few pumps and then with one hand gently gripping your hip, yukhei lines up to your pussy. his gaze stay fixed on yours through your reflections as he slowly eases in. you moan at the wonderful stretch of your walls and he groans at how tight you are even after his fingers and tongue. once his cock is fully nestled inside you, his hands run up and down your spine before it stops at your ass. he squeezes it and you whine, wanting him to move already. 
“yukhei.” 
he catches the pout on your face and yukhei chuckles at your impatience when he thinks it should be him that should be the impatient one with what you are giving him right now. 
you see him softly nod and with both hands now resting on your hips, you feel him pull out a little before pushing back into you fully. your instant moan pleases him and he grins, starting with shallow thrusts that draws whimpers from your parted lips. 
“you’re so damn tight,” he huffs out. 
yukhei slowly begins to pick up a steady rhythm. “mmmhmm, yeah, i want more,” you gasps. “yeah, mmm, please.”
your wish he grants because the pace of his strokes picks up a little speed. your whimpers come out higher and in shorter intervals. yukhei looks down, staring with pride at the sight of his cock disappearing into you.
“fuck, baby, you feel amazing,” he groans. “yeah, you’re taking my cock so fucking well.” 
your grip on the bed sheets firms and your back arches while yukhei glances up. he watches you through the mirror as your eyelids shut. 
“open your eyes.” you try your best to do so, to look at him and to just observe at how a mess you are right now as he slams into you with a proud smile. “look at how beautiful you are when i fuck you, baby,” he coos in between the thick gulps of air. 
his hold on your hips tightens. you feel the slight dig of his short nails into your flesh. he's pounding into you at a relentless pace. the room fills with the sounds of skin slapping skin and the strangled words from your throat. 
“oh fuck, yukhei, don’t stop.” you desperately moan. “you feel so fucking good. mmm, go harder, baby, don’t stop.” 
despite what you want, your arms are tiring and you slip for a moment, unable to hold yourself up. yukhei slows down his hips a bit. “you okay?”
you whine, wanting him to continue slamming into you. you try to push yourself up on your arms that feel like jelly.
yukhei catches you though before you completely fall, his arms encircling your waist and his hips stop. he pulls you up onto your knees with his cock still nestled in your warm pussy. you immediately reach to hold onto his arms around you, trying to catch your breath and get comfortable kneeling. he pushes your hair to the side. your very damp back presses to his heaving and very damp chest as your head leans against his broad shoulder. 
you turn the slightest to find him watching you. his eyes are soft and loving and you bite the corner of your lips to keep yourself from smiling too much. 
“hi,” he whispers. 
it'll be a lie to say the colony of butterflies aren’t residing in your chest right now and you feel your face heat for different reasons. 
“hi,” you respond back. 
yukhei tips forward, crushing his mouth onto yours for kiss. it’s wet and eager but the passion and want is there. he pulls back with a sweet peck onto your swollen lips. then his arm stays wrapped around your waist while the other slips under your arm to come up to hold your shoulder, securing you to him. 
you know how he wants it now. he presses half a dozen kisses to your shoulder, then to your neck and lastly your cheek and it draws a light sweet giggle that tickles his soul. one hand grips onto his arm around you middle while you bring your other arm back and around his neck. you turn to him and swallow the lump in your throat.
“i love you.” 
your sweet words and that shy smile on your face makes his heart want to combust with joy. yukhei presses his forehead to yours and within seconds you feel his cock slide out a little before slowly thrusting back in. you whimper at the new angle he hits you. 
unlike minutes before when his thrusts were rough and quick, they’re gentler this time. 
the buildup will be slow but the release will be intense. 
and you will welcome it. 
his hips move languidly as his hand angles down to cup your breast. he pinches and rolls your nipples between his fingers. his mouth settles beside your ear and you hear every low and pleased grunt escaping him. the tantalizing and steady pace has you dizzy and whining at how fucking amazing he’s making you feel. you close the gap between your mouth to kiss him messily.
yukhei releases your lips and puckers an open kiss to your cheek. he turns to stare at the mirror. 
“look at yourself,” he murmurs so calmly. you moan, twisting your head to find his large eyes transfixed on your reflections. “baby, look at how gorgeous you are.” his compliment makes you whine before a small grin slowly appears. “so fucking fucked and gorgeous.”
your heartbeat skips, watching that teasing beam on his face while he squeezes one of your breasts. you let go of his arm around your middle and bring it up to your other breast, your motions on your flesh mirroring his. he smiles delightedly at the scene. you whimper at the slight peek of his cock sliding in and out of you. and slowly then you begin to bounce up and down gently to his deep strokes against your walls. the choked moan escapes from his throat as yukhei briefly throws his head back. it makes you smirk proudly. 
he gulps. “oh fuck yeah, baby, just like that.” the arm around you firms, holding you close to him while he finds your eyes in the mirror once more. “keep going for me, baby.”
for a minute then you continue to move along his thrusts as your eyes stay together. it’s romantic, intimate and you and yukhei feel the calm despite the rushes in your bodies and the fast rhythm of your hearts. 
you grasp his arm again for the balance as you push down harder. the room feels too hot and the sweat on your bodies feels like glue. your mewls and his groans fill up the bedroom and the pit of your stomach gradually tightens. 
your whimpers are needy. “mmm, fuck i’m – i’m close, yukhei.” 
you watch him nod and the arm around your waist loosens. his hand shifts down, finding your clit. then it’s his thrusts and your bouncing and the added stimulations as he rubs small circles quickly on your clit that has your world is spinning. your body is in overdrive. your arm around his neck tightens and your eyes momentarily shut again.
but you sense the shake of his head. 
“look at me,” he tenderly demands. 
it takes you a moment, the pressure increasing bit by bit in your stomach as you finally do so. your gaze finds his again in the mirror. the whines and whimpers come out faster and yukhei licks his lips and struggles to breath deep. the sweet and needy noises from you are making the coil in his own abdomen start.
he moves his mouth to your ear, the friction on your clit intensifying. “come on, baby. come for me.” he encourages softly. 
you do a minute later with a desperate cry of his name and you swear you see stars. yukhei presses a kiss to your skin and his hips stop as the shiver runs through your body. he holds you so closely, crushing you to him that you see the flexes in his arms. you turn your head and his eyes are dark and you nod as your tongue swipes across your mouth and your hands hold onto his forearms. your wave is still coursing through you, but your sweet bounces on his cock start up again and his steady rhythm of thrusts continue once more.
“yeah, you fuck me so good,” you gasps. “mmm, so good, so good, baby.” 
you’re sensitive, your body already gone through euphoria twice now. but the look on his face and that stream of short and heavy grunts tells you yukhei is so close that you don’t care how spent you are. you want him to have another high for the night. your arms drop and move backwards, your grip managing to find his ass.
an innocent smile appears on your face while you coo. “baby, let it go for me.” 
the sound yukhei releases when he finally comes is low and deep and right into your ear. it sends the chill down your spine and you lean your head back because you’re clenching around his cock intensely again. 
you’re whining loudly as your body is trembling and little crescent moons are pressed into his skin. yukhei remains hugging you tight, whispering sweet praises of how well you did and how good you are. he slowly rides out his wave with a satisfied smile and fills up the condom as you take deep breaths and begin to roll your hips a bit. carefully and gently, he latches on your mouth. you whimper and melt into his kiss that is sweet and warm. you reach up, cupping his jaw with one hand while the other settles over his arms. you sigh into him and slowly part as both your hips finally come to a halt. 
it feels like a hot and sticky summer night without air conditioning. there’s a shiny sheen over your bodies and your damp hair matches his. an affectionate peck to your shoulder yukhei leaves you. 
“you okay?” the concern is lingering in his tone. 
humming and faintly nodding your head, the corners of your mouth twitch up and you feel the tugs on your heart. 
always so attentive he is afterwards. 
“i’m okay.” 
two more kisses he leaves on your skin before he gently lowers you. your hands brace onto the bed before you’re laying down. 
his body hovers over you. you hear the deep breath he takes and behind you, yukhei smiles blissfully. you smell so heavenly and inviting, all he wants is to cuddle you right now. his mouth rests next to your ear.
“i’m going to pull out, okay?” yukhei tells you softly. 
you nod again and with one arm still around you, he reaches down and tugs his cock out. you whimper at the missing stretch to your walls. he moves away from you and you make your tired body turn around. slowly you prop yourself on your elbow to watch him sit against the heels of his feet and pull the condom off. he hears the soft hum and looks at you staring at him and his cock. 
“that was nice,” you murmur with a pleased smile. 
yukhei shakes his head and quickly ties up the condom with a chuckle. “that was more than nice. it was amazing. you’re amazing.” 
your giggle is light and bashful but the satisfaction fills your chest and paints across your face. yukhei reaches over to grab a tissue on your bedside table. you watch as he wraps it up and stands, taking the foil wrapper still on the bed with him to drop into the mini trashcan in the bedroom. he turns and makes his way back to you. 
“do you need anything?” 
you shake your head. “just you,” you whisper loud enough for him to hear. 
the warmth spreads in his chest as yukhei climbs back into the bed and reaches for a pillow, laying down besides you. it doesn’t matter if you’re currently at the foot of the bed instead or that your bodies are a sticky mess. he wastes no moment in plopping his head on the pillow and raising his arm for you to curl into his side with a charmed grin. you rest your head on his shoulder and he presses you to him as if you aren’t almost stuck to him. his fingertips are soon grazing your skin. there’s a soft and long pucker of his mouth to your forehead that makes you look up with a tiny delighted beam. 
your hand settles on his chest, your short nails gently scratching him while you hum. “what time does your schedule start tomorrow?” 
“practice is at one.” yukhei lets out a breathless chuckle. “maybe we can have an early lunch… or a late breakfast together,” he quietly suggests with an boyish smile. 
he can’t remember the last time he had breakfast with you. there are the occasional lunches every now and then when he has a day off. there are the dinners whenever schedules end early enough. and then there are the late night dinners when he and you have missed each other for too long and you wait up just to eat with him. 
breakfast together is a rarity. 
his idea makes your stomach flip while you slowly bob your head. “breakfast sounds nice.” you softly brush your mouth at the end of his collarbone. 
it's quiet for a minute, the peacefulness enveloping you like his touch. one hand moves to rest on your thigh as you bring it over his. the other takes your hand on his chest and he brings it up. yukhei’s staring, entranced almost at your hand in his. you watch in silence as he threads his long fingers through yours and his thumb lightly caresses back and forth. once he finally stops, he presses kisses along your knuckles. 
you chew on the inside of your lip briefly. “what are you thinking about?” you whisper alongside his skin. 
the question is simple but it still causes you to feel a bit nervous. 
and yukhei contemplates his response for a moment because as easy as the question is, what he will say to you will mean so much.
“right now…” yukhei turns to face you. the corners of his mouth are coiled up and there’s a sparkling glimmer in his eyes. “i’m thinking about what we can eat for breakfast tomorrow.” his words bring an instant smile to your face and laugh into his ears. he leans closer to yours. “i’m thinking about how much i love you. i’m thinking about how much i’m in love with you.” his voice dips and it’s so deep and calming. “i’m thinking about how i am really happy and really excited to be here with you, start this with you.” he licks his lips and takes a slow deep breath. “and i am thinking about how much i don’t want to mess up.” 
you don’t miss the faintest crack in his words. you feel the immediate tugs on your heart. 
yukhei loves you and he doesn’t want to hold back from you. 
a brief smile comes out momentarily.
you shift, moving up the slightest to lay your head right besides his. you lean over, brushing the tip of your nose to his while his arm encircles your naked waist. yukhei lifts his hand up to cup your face affectionately. you clear your throat as a fond and tender beam appears before him.
“do you want to know what i’m thinking about?” you question quietly. 
he chuckles lowly and shakes his head slowly. “tell me.”
you softly hum. “i’m thinking about a  pre breakfast snack before the actual breakfast.” his sudden laugh is infectious as you give him a teasing smile and he recalls your desire on how to wake him up. “but there are eggs and ham in the refrigerator and i have the milk bread that you like....” the grocery trip with him will wait another day. “so we can have that if you like.” 
yukhei nods at the idea and smiles brightly. “is that all you’re thinking about then, babe?”
“no.” you shake your head. “because i’m also thinking about how much i love you. i’m also thinking about how much i’m in love with you.” the curve of his mouth widens. “i’m also thinking about how i am really happy and really excited to be here with you, start this with you.” you tip forward and rest your forehead to his. “and i am also thinking about how much i don’t want to mess up, either,” you finish honestly because you want him to know too.
soft and relieved chuckles about your confessions are rolling pass your lips and his. he slides finger under your chin to bring your mouth to his. it’s a sweet and chaste kiss that leaves you satisfied and him grateful. 
yukhei stares at you for a long minute before bobbing his head faintly. “let’s make a deal then.” he clears his throat in the quiet bedroom. “if there is a problem, i want you to talk to me.” there will be adjustments and some getting used to with living together he is sure. “but whatever it is, we’ll figure it out together.” his tone is gentle yet strong. “even if schedules are hectic, even if i cannot be physically here at that moment, i want you to tell me. i want you to know i’m there for you. and if you think you need a moment to just think and collect your thoughts alone, tell me. i will still be there for you and i will wait until you are ready.” 
you nod slowly, hearing the heartfelt genuineness in his voice. he lets go of your face and you giggle lightly when he’s holding up his pinky in front of you.
so many qualities you admire about him and how he always makes an effort to do the best in every aspect of his life is one that you love the most about him. you clear your own throat and hold up you own pinky then next to his. yukhei immediately and cutely chuckles at the size difference and finds your gaze.
the smile gracing your face is affectionate and sincere and for only him.
“that’s the same for you, too, okay?” you whisper, watching him softly nod. “if you’re stressed or tired, i don’t want you to think it’s a burden when you walk through the door. tell me how i can help. whether it’s wanting me to sit or lay with you or you need some quiet… even if it’s just food you want, let me know.” he laughs shyly, loving how much you know him. “if it feels like you don’t have the space for something, be honest. this place is yours now, too.” a light kiss you press to his cheek. “and when you go away for schedules…” yukhei stares at you with wide eyes and a boyish smile. “as long as you leave me a sweater, i’m good, okay? so i want you can stop thinking about that too.” you end with a sweet twist of your lips.
your pinky shifts and you hook on his that curls down instantly. 
“i will leave you all the sweaters you want,” he murmurs as he closes the distance between your mouths.   
you melt into the kiss and him. breaths are heavy in between the slick sounds of saliva. his tongue sweeps across into your parted mouth. yukhei hugs you closer and you turn your body slightly for your chest to press against his. he lets go of your pinky, cradling your face as your fingertips grip onto his shoulders. after a minute he pulls away first with a dreamy beam as air flows into his lungs.
once he finally catches his breath, yukhei hums when you reach up to brush his hair. 
“it’s you and me, baby.” 
your movements stop and your face heats at the words he remembers from that night you had asked him to move in with you. you nod faintly in confirmation. 
“yeah, it’s you and me,” you whisper confidently.   
you bury your face into the crook of his neck. but it’s not quickly enough because he catches the smile you are trying to hide from him. yukhei laughs and  turns his head, kissing your temple once and twice before resting his mouth against your skin. 
it stays like this for a while and yukhei thinks he can get used to this every day. even if everything will not always be perfect, having you near him when it’s night and being next to you when it’s morning, is more and better than he can imagine for himself. 
yukhei grins. 
but right now he thinks it’s pretty perfect and he will enjoy you in his arms as he listens to your breaths. his fingertips draw circles on your soft skin while your eyelashes tickle his when they flutter shut. 
his heart is so full, he is certain the seams will burst.
he feels the sudden yawn from you. you do your best to cover it even though you are caged in his embrace. “you’re tired, baby?” yukhei laughs lightly. 
you hum softly. “a little,” you mumble into his neck. 
the day has been a lot. and how tired you are, even if a little, you are sure he is twice as tired. his first day off in weeks and he has not stopped at anything until now. you don’t know how he does it, how anyone in his position does it. you leave a few short puckers of your lips against his neck before you lift your head. 
“aren’t you?” you question while his hand comes up to hold your jaw and the pad of his thumb strokes your cheek. 
yukhei hums too. “a little.” 
a tender and serene smile appears before your eyes and you can’t stop yourself from kissing it. 
“i love you.” 
“i love you more.” 
you playfully roll your eyes that unexpectedly turn a bit glassy at his cheesy words and smile. taking a deep breath to calm your rapidly beating heart, you turn to look at the clock on your bedside table. you blink a handful of times to see the bright red numbers clearly.
it’s after midnight now. 
your attention returns to yukhei, chewing on the inside of your cheeks for a second before speaking. “your first official day has ended. did you like it?” your eyes glisten with the tears and love for him and that cheesy smile on his face grows into a lovestruck beam that the corner of his eyes crinkle. 
“it was better than i could have ever imagined it to be. i don’t think i’ve ever felt so welcomed before.” yukhei winks at you teasingly and you feel the heat creeping onto your cheeks. “but do you know what we should do now?”
you shake your head with a sugary chuckle, curious what he is going say. 
yukhei brings your face closer to his. noses touch and hearts beat slow and steady together. his mouth stops just centimeters away from yours. 
“i think we should go take a nice warm shower to clean up…” his voice is soothing and gentle and he playfully raises an eyebrow to see what you think. he lets out a breathless chuckle when you grin faintly and nod, wanting him to continue on. “then afterwards we can come back in here, into this comfy bed with these pretty pink sheets…” an infectious giggle escapes from you. “and go to sleep for my first official night here.” he brings his arms back around your waist and hugs you to him. his eyes glow and you feel his warmth and love radiating off of him. “and if you want, i’ll even hold you like this as you sleep. how does that sound to you?” 
you slowly bob your head again and then tilt it. “that sounds good,” you whisper, your face glowing. 
and yukhei gives you a quick yet sweet kiss to make the plan official.
you move off of him and push yourself up. he follows within seconds and you get off the bed and stand. your hand you hold out for him to take and he does. his hand is warm and strong and you chuckle and help him out of the bed. you expect for fingers to lace tightly together but they don’t. 
instead yukhei lets go to stand behind you, pulling you to him. your laugh is sugary and contagious because he’s laughing too. your back is pressed to his chest and his arms loop around your shoulders. slippers are forgo and bare feet slowly make their way out the bedroom and across the wooden floors.
it’s so much harder to walk with the extra weight attached to you, but you don’t mind. you reach up to grasp his arms and bend your head to press your mouth to his skin. you’re almost to your destination when your steps suddenly freeze.
“why are we stopping, babe?” yukhei chuckles and you turn your head to glance up at him. 
your heart skips a beat. “you’re going to smell like vanilla. is that okay?” 
you had remembered putting away an electric shaver for him. you had unpacked a bottle of hair gel. you had counted two combs. you had opened the new green toothbrush and placed it in his rinse glass next your pink toothbrush in your rinse glass. but there had been no shampoo, no conditioner and no body wash because he shares them at the dorm. 
and it takes a moment for yukhei to connect the dots before his chuckle turns into laughter. under the lights, the pink on the tip of his ears is apparent and his cheeks are flushed. he takes a deep breath and lets it out slow. with his smiling lips grazing yours, yukhei delightedly nods before kissing you softly.
“yeah, it’s definitely okay.”
then with a gentle nudge, your feet begin to move again. yukhei follows right behind you with the smile on his face spreading. he nuzzles against your warm cheek while his arms tighten around you. and within seconds wet and sweet puckers of his pillowy lips are pressing onto your skin. your laughter and squeals soon surround him. the pretty sounds seep into his heart and flow throughout the tiny apartment. 
vanilla he will smell like but home it already feels like.
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Sunday Mornings || M.C
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A//N: I actually wrote a Michael blurb??? I don’t know why I haven’t done it before but I just never had the desire to but then a conversation with @loveroflrh happened last night that carried on until 3am before continuing for the majority of this morning :) So, a lot of this is Lauren’s fault! But yes, welcome to Michael’s family in my dad!sos universe! I hope you fall in love with this family as much as I have and I cannot wait to write more for them. I have a lot of ideas for this family :) Enjoy!
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Waking up to silence was never a good thing in your house. Silence only ever usually only meant one thing – trouble.
Turning over onto your side, you began to open your eyes, groaning softly as you gave yourself a moment to adjust, blinking slowly to allow for your eyes to get used to the light that was flooding in from the open curtains on the right side of your room. You stretched your legs out beneath the duvet, curling your toes inwards, allowing you to feel the minimal pop-like sensation from your bones as you fought to rid yourself of the tension that had settled within them overnight.
It was early, you could tell, the orange glow seeping in through the window painting your bedroom in shades of orange and gold, the shadows of the objects of your dresser standing tall as they stretched along the wall. Sleeping in had become something you struggled to do, usually being torn from sleep against your will by the sound of a baby who required your attention or the loud boisterous exclaims of your older boys who would bombard into your bedroom first thing in the morning.
You knew that you weren’t going to get back to sleep, your body deciding that it had all the sleep that it required and now it was time for you to get up. Although, ‘getting up’ was the last thing you wanted to do until you physically had to, especially when nothing or no one was asking you to. Pulling the duvet further up your body, you snuggled into the warm bedding, closing your eyes and pulling the clean-smelling sheet up as far as you could get it, bunching it in your closed fist and secured it comfortably beneath your chin. If you weren’t going to be able to go back to sleep, you might as well be comfortable for as long as you were going to get away with staying in bed.
Or at least that’s what you had planned.
“It’s quiet,” You heard a familiar voice stir from his sleep, a tired smile spreading across your face at the feeling of his arm slipped around your waist as you felt his warm chest press against your back from beneath the cosy duvet, “It’s too quiet, babe.”
You couldn’t help but chuckle at his suspecting words, his tone carrying a sense of weariness to it as if he were sussing out suspicious silence. You knew he was just as suss as you were about the level of quiet in the room, both of you knowing that the house was never quiet and hadn’t been such a thing ever since Josh was first born.
It left you suspicious and waiting, as if you were preparing yourself for something or someone to break the silence abruptly.
“Shhh,” You pushed the air past your lips, almost as if it were a light breath. You moved back a little in your bed, pressing further back against Michael. You decided to free one of your arms from beneath the duvet, ignoring the slight chill that sent a small wave of goosebumps up your skin, blindly finding his hand that rested limply over your waist. You smiled to yourself as you slid your hand along his, your fingertips brushing along the bracelets that adorned his wrist before moving along the skin of his knuckles. The gaps between his fingers was familiar, your own digits dipping between them, and slotting perfectly into place where they belonged next to his. “It’s not quiet anymore if you keep talking, baby.”
You felt Michael’s breath on the back of your neck, the warm air tickling your skin as you could hear the sleepy laugh that he fought to keep at a low volume. You squeezed his hand fondly, the smile on your face leaving a pleasant ache in your cheeks as you moved both of your hands upwards, pulling them closer to your face. Nuzzling your cheek against the heel of his hand the best you could, you pressed a kiss to his palm, letting out a content sigh at the contact. 
The time that the two of you had alone was limited, you both knew that. How limited – you were unsure of, so you knew to take advantage while it lasted. Although taking advantage of your alone time with Michael didn’t involve the activities it did once upon a time; the days when the two of you would be adventurous and risky were behind you, instead they were now replaced with romantic holds and silent kisses that were shared in the few private moments you could grasp. But you knew you wouldn’t change it for the world, and neither would Michael. 
You felt the smallest amount of Michael’s body weight press against your, ignoring the light pressure you felt against your back, feeling his arm brush against the top of your head as he reached above you. He grabbed hold of your phone, lifting it in the palm of his hand as he checked the time. The quiet grumble he released told you everything you already knew – it was early. Very early. 
“I hope you realise we have approximately an hour before one of the three boys decide that it’s time to get up,” Michael whispered to you, keeping his voice down to prevent waking the baby who lay sound asleep only a metre or two behind him. It amused you how quiet Michael always tried to be since you had changed River’s crib from one that stood proudly at the bottom of your bed to one that attached to the side of it, linking directly onto the soft surface of your own mattress. “And my bet is on the middle one.”
“He’ll go and wake Josh up first before he comes through here,” You kept your eyes closed as you lay comfortably against Michael, “When has Hayden ever come through into our room alone in the morning without his partner in crime?”
Michael knew you were right. You were always right when it came to your boys and their habits. 
“I guess you may have a point there,” Michael chuckled, his lips splitting just enough to let his teeth show. You felt the arm that rested above your head move, feeling the pressure that was once against your head lighten before you felt a feather-like touch grace your skin. Michael’s fingers made light work of brushing your hair from your face, each delicate swipe of his finger moved a lock of hair as if it had been moved by the most pleasant breeze. 
It was something you knew he liked to do, enjoying the way your hair curled around your ears when he would move it out of your face, revealing your soft cheeks to him and giving him full access to the skin where he would plant his routine morning kisses. His lips against your skin was one of your favourite things, the soft presses that he left whenever he could lit a fire in your stomach, leaving small tingles in their wake as he scattered them over your face, neck, shoulders– 
The sound of a familiar soft whine caught your attention as soon as it sounded. You felt Michael’s face press against the crook of your neck, a muffled groan sounding from between his lips and your skin. Fighting the laugh that was desperate to break through your closed lips, you ran a hand through Michael’s hair, soothing the ever so slight frustration you knew that he felt in that moment. 
Good timing, River, you thought to yourself. 
Michael pushed himself upright, sitting up against the headboard of your bed, hesitantly pulling his hand that was linked with yours free from your hold. He turned his head to the left, his eyes falling to the crib that was attached to his side of the bed, his gaze settling on the babe that was slowly beginning to wake up. 
“Are you sure that you don’t want me to get him?” You asked through a yawn, grunting softly as you turned over onto your other side, facing Michael now which allowed for you to see him in all his morning glory as well as the sweet sight of your youngest wriggling happily away in his crib. 
Michael just shook his head, reaching a hand up as he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes with the heels of his palm, quietly assuring you that he was happy to tend to your son. Pressing his palms to the mattress of your bed, Michael shuffled over to the far side, moving closer to where the crib attached to the soft sheets. 
You didn’t have to see River to know he had a smile spread across his face from the moment he saw Michael, hearing the sound of his sweet giggle erupting from the little body the moment his green eyes met Michael’s. He looked so much like Michael in every way, you had noted since the day he was born, from the shade of green in his eyes to the little freckle that could be found on the back of his left ankle. He was a miniature Michael in more ways than one, and it truly ached your heart in the most loving way when you saw the two of them together. 
Slipping a hand beneath River’s back with another just behind his head, Michael brought River out of his crib and against his chest, adjusting the happy baby in hold so his small head rested in the crook of Michael’s elbow. Michael moved a little, shuffling back on the bed so he leaned against the headboard once more, resting his head back so it was supported by the wall behind him. He gazed down at the happy baby, his hand coming up and allowing for his thumb to brush against the soft skin of River’s cheek, the touch being so soft it almost tickled the two of them. 
“Sometimes I really can’t believe he’s really ours,” You admitted aloud, your hand coming up and gently adjusting the foot of River’s baby grow, pulling it up his leg so it was more comfortable for him. He was so much smaller compared to his older brothers, his little feet being barely the size of your palm, his tiny toes being smaller than a bean, but his heart was bigger than anything you had ever seen. “He’s so quiet compared to what Josh and Hayden were when they were his age. It makes me wonder if he’ll always be like this.”
“You mean quiet and cuddly?” Michael’s voice held a hint of a chuckle, his eyes gazing down at River who was sucking happily on his pacifier, the red piece of rubber and plastic being his favourite one, loving how brightly coloured it was. “Let’s hope so.”
River was completely unlike your older boys. Completely. Where your older two were boisterous and energetic, River was quiet and content. When Josh and Hayden were babies you were lucky if you got a cuddle out of them, the two always wanting to scramble away from you and Michael and explore, investigating all the places in the house they knew that they weren’t supposed to, making noise and creating chaos wherever they went. But River… River wanted nothing more than to stay with you or Michael, to be wrapped up in your arms and be held. River adored cuddles, he loved being tucked up next to you and to have you near to him. 
It was strange at first how quiet River was compared to his older brothers. It was something that you and Michael had to get used to, learning how to adapt to having a somewhat quiet baby instead of one who was similar to the two you had had previously. The change from having two babies who swore never stopped making noise to one who only ever cried when they were hungry or left alone was one that definitely left your head spinning. 
You watched on in admiration as Michael quietly chatted away to your son, his finger coming down and playfully tickling the little one’s belly and neck, resulting in a laugh of his own filling the room without much effort alongside River’s giggly one. 
It seemed like the perfect morning in your eyes; the sun was rising, a new day was beginning, and everything was peaceful. River had seemed to drift back to sleep against Michael, his cheek pressing up against Michael’s bare chest while his full lashes fluttered as he dreamed happily, a little fist curled around one of Michael’s fingers, holding onto it as he slept, refusing to let go. You had moved upwards in your bed, joining Michael to sit upright against the headboard, resting your head on his shoulder as you looked down at your little boy, your heart aching with every beat at the sweet sight of him slowly sucking on his pacifier as he dreamed of things you could only begin to imagine. 
The sound of a muffled crash sounded from behind your bedroom door, the sound travelling across the hall to where you could hear it. 
Remember what you said about everything being peaceful… You might’ve wanted to take that back.
You didn’t even lift your head from Michael’s shoulder, a heavy sigh sounding from each of you as your shoulder rose and sank with the breath. Of course, the quiet wasn’t going to last, you knew this, yet there was still a small inkling of hope that there could maybe be one morning that didn’t start off with a crash. You waited for a few seconds, glancing to your bedroom door in your peripheral, awaiting a familiar yell from either of your boys. 
When a yell didn’t come after a moment or two, you knew that you were going to have to investigate. A crash without a yell was never a good sign. Especially not with those two. 
“I’ll go and see what chaos they’ve somehow got themselves into this time,” You couldn’t fight the semi-amused laugh that slipped as you pushed back the duvet, freeing yourself from the warm confinement. Just as you were about to swing your legs to the side, readying to move yourself to the edge of the bed to stand to your feet, Michael’s leg stopped you, locking around one of yours and preventing you from climbing out of bed. 
“You stay in bed and catch up on some sleep, sweetheart, I’ll go and deal with them,” Michael assured you, nodding towards the door where you knew one of the boys would be heading towards shortly. Michael offered you a loving smile, leaning over and pressing a kiss to your forehead before he quickly made the effort to get out of bed, freeing your leg from the entrapment of his and standing to his feet. “I figured it was about time I had a Sunday morning with my boys anyway and we both know there’s no time like the present.
“You won’t be saying that when you go into their room and find a whole box of Hayden’s dinosaurs tipped into the floor and Josh refusing to help him clean them up,” You rolled your eyes, admiring Michael’s optimism of having a typical Sunday morning with your kids. You and him both knew there was no such thing for your family, the energy levels always being too high. 
“You’d be surprised at what my power of persuasions can do, babe,” Michael gave you a subtle raise of his brow, a smirk plastered across his face at the memory of the last time he claimed to use his ‘power of persuasion’ on someone. The product of that ‘power’ being asleep in Michael’s arms.
Michael left the room before you had the chance to respond, your scoff-like laugh being cut short as Michael walked down the hallway towards the bedroom of Josh and Hayden.
“Boys, you’ve got until the count of three to clean up whatever mess I’m about to walk into.” Michael spoke through their bedroom door, knocking softly to alert them of his presence. 
It was another day, another day of chaos. But you knew you’d have it no other way.
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“Close” - A Streetlight Sequel
F/M Pairing: OC x Seo Changbin (SKZ)
Warnings: Soft!Dom Changbin; Light Smut?; Language
Genre: Family AU; Streetlight Sequel
Word Count: 4.4K
Summary: She’s like a a new world waiting to be discovered, and Changbin wants to know everything about her. But maybe they could start by moving in together with the rest of his family.
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A/N: As you can tell by the song choice title, this is a much more upbeat story! But I love the lyrics that Han wrote 💙
Also, I don’t know what’s up with the gif I chose, but I like it, okay!
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On Sundays, Changbin had the rare honor of sleeping through his usual alarm clock - and he decided that noon was an appropriate time to wake-up when his hunger eventually got the best of him. But it was still with great reluctance that he drug himself into the shower, standing beneath the scalding water with his eyes closed to savor the warmth. Ever since Chan replaced the hot water heater, Changbin had done everything in his power to savor the welcoming change.
Afterward, he walked downstairs to greet Jeongin and Y/N who were both sitting at the kitchen table while engaged in a fierce game of battleship. “Hey, you two,” Changbin said, grabbing a piece of toast from a platter on the counter. “What’s going on?”
“A bet,” Y/N said, leaning in across the table to glare at Jeongin. “But he’s cheating.”
“Am not!” Jeongin decried, slamming his hand down on the table. “How can you cheat at this game?”
“Shall I list it out for you?” Y/N asked, and Changbin smirked at her competitive tone.
“Please don’t do anything crazy while I’m gone,” Changbin said, ruffling Y/N’s hair on his way out the door.
He passed by Chan and Minho who were both out on the porch as the two of them studied the broken swing that laid in shambles after Jisung attempted to use it for nefarious purposes. “Should we even bother replacing it?” Chan asked while Minho attempted to adjust the chain with no luck.
“If you do, then Jisung isn’t allowed anywhere near it,” Changbin remarked, looking over the sad remnants of the swing one last time before walking to the SUV waiting in the driveway.
He was only working a short shift that morning, and there was some relief in knowing that he wouldn’t have to deal with persistent customers for longer than a couple of hours. Changbin was convinced that most people simply complained for the hell of it, especially considering the fact that their questions almost always concerned trivial matters. But at least he had gotten better at managing his expressions - doing his best not to betray his annoyance.
There was also something else for Changbin to look forward to this weekend, and it had motivated him more than anything else for the past week: Sara was moving in with the rest of them, and Changbin would no longer have to make special trips out of his way to visit her apartment on the other side of town. It was enough for Changbin to get through anything that might come his way, and he even offered to help one customer carry their packages to their car even though that went above and beyond his current job description. “Thanks for coming,” he told the woman who simply grunted in response.
However, nothing could ruin Changbin’s good mood, especially when he received a surprising visitor during his lunch break. “Hey, you,” he said, greeting Sara with a gentle kiss when she brought them something to eat.
“It’s not much,” she admitted sheepishly, but Changbin was touched regardless. He even made a big show of enjoying the meager offering, keeping their fingers intertwined across the table as Sara talked about one of her most recent projects.
It was decidedly domestic, and Changbin couldn’t wait until he got this on a regular basis. Ever since he met Sara for the first time, he had felt this peculiar insistence to learn everything about her - even the most insignificant details. Because they all mattered to him, and he was slowly falling into an endless void where there never seemed to be enough answers to the constant questions.
“I love you,” Changbin whispered against her sweet lips as they kissed outside in the parking lot. It had only taken Changbin one month into their relationship to admit his truest feelings, and he was relieved to hear Sara reciprocate since he was very much aware that some might consider that much too early to declare such things. And maybe Changbin had never been in love enough to really understand what it meant, but he was willing to take the risk with Sara to figure it out. 
“I’ll see you tonight,” Sara said from the window of her car, and Changbin watched her leave before he re-entered the post office with a renewed enthusiasm to leave on time that day.
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The next day
When Changbin woke-up that Friday morning, he was momentarily disoriented before he remembered that he had spent the night in Sara’s apartment. He turned his head to the side to admire her sleeping form, grinning at the hold she maintained on his arm as she held him close. Changbin had learned that Sara liked to wrap around him during the night, and it was nothing short of endearing.
But it was also hot in the bedroom, and Changbin gently extracted their limbs before rolling over to the edge of the bed. He ran a hand over his exhausted face before reaching over for his phone. There were a few messages from Chan, but Changbin figured the older was trying to ask his opinion on a new wall paint color.
Instead, Changbin forced himself to leave the comforts of the bedroom for the kitchen where he started making a fresh pot of coffee. Since they were officially moving all of Sara’s things into the house, Changbin wanted to make sure that they got an early start. Based on the number of boxes currently stacked in her living room, it wouldn't be a simple endeavor, and Changbin imagined that it would be well past sundown before everything was finished.
“Good morning.”
Changbin grinned when he reached for two mugs out of the cabinet, spotting Sara emerging from her bedroom with a yawn. “I made us something,” Changbin said, pouring a cup for Sara and placing it down at her spot near the counter.
“Thanks,” she said. “You didn’t have to.”
“I think we both need it for today,” Changbin said with a smile, brushing a soft kiss across the pout of her lips.
“Ugh, it’s not that I’m not excited,” Sara said. “But I’m also not impressed with the idea of dragging all my shit in the cars.”
“That’s what you have me for,” Changbin said with a wink, carefully rolling up the sleeve of his t-shirt to flex his bicep.
“Is that supposed to impress me?” Sara teased him, squealing in delight when Changbin retaliated by pulling her into his lap.
“It’s your last day in this place,” Changbin remarked, humming in delight when Sara made herself comfortable against his chest. 
“It’s also our third month anniversary,” Sara revealed to him, and Changbin arched an eyebrow in consideration.
“Should we have chosen a different day to move?” 
“Actually, I think it’s perfect that we’re doing it today,” Sara said. “What does the rest of your family think?”
“I guess it’s something different,” Changbin said. “They might ask you a thousand questions.” Changbin rolled his eyes at the idea of their antics, but Sara didn’t seem at all bothered by the possibility.
“Is everyone at home?”
“Minho and Chan will be late,” Changbin said. “They couldn’t afford to take the day off from work.”
“Well, that’s fine,” Sara said. “We’ll manage with our limited options.”
Changbin chuckled, reaching out with one hand to grab his coffee cup, wondering if he’d ever get used to mornings like this with the person he loved. Would anything change after they moved in together? “I want you to know that you can always come to me,” Changbin said. “My family can be a handful, and I’m not gonna be offended or anything if they get on your nerves.”
“Changbin,” Sara said, tilting his head to the side to meet her steady gaze. “Everything will be fine.”
Changbin nodded, leaning in for another kiss because there was no better way to reassure himself than by tasting the sweet chap-stick on her lips.
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Graciously, the weather was mild when Changbin and Sara pulled into the driveway outside of his house, and Changbin rolled his eyes to see everyone already gathered on the front line in a perfect formation - like they were soldiers awaiting orders. “You’re late,” Hyunjin said, impatiently tapping his foot against the grass.
“Thanks for the reminder,” Changbin said, shutting the door to his SUV as he went around to open the trunk. 
“She’s here!” Jisung gasped, and Changbin winced as he imagined his younger friend bombarding Sara with his endless chattering.
“Be nice,” Changbin warned him, and he started arranging boxes on the sidewalk - pleased to see Y/N take control of the situation and grab two of them between her arms before walking towards the house.
The others followed suit, even though Jisung was keeping a close eye on Sara who stretched her arms once she opened the door of her car. “Welcome home,” Changbin said, but he immediately regretted the words when he recognized how cheesy they sounded.
But Sara only laughed in response. “I see you’ve already ordered everyone to start working.”
“It’s no big deal,” Jisung chirped, even as he fumbled back against the side of Changbin’s SUV under the weight of the boxes he was balancing.
Thankfully, Jisung managed to find his footing long enough to adjust his heavy load, rushing into the house behind Seungmin while Y/N walked back outside. In the brief amount of time that Sara had been apart of his life, he was amazed to see how close the two had become. It all started when Changbin agreed to entertain Y/N’s suggestion of a double date with Minho, and Changbin was completely unprepared to discover that Sara and Y/N had a lot more in common than he initially perceived. They talked for the entirety of their dinner reservations, and Y/N insisted on riding home with Changbin and Sara even though Minho wasn’t happy to lose her company.
Nevertheless, it also made Changbin incredibly happy to see the two of them getting along so well, and Sara opened her arms wide for an eager Y/N who returned the embrace with a smile. “How’s school?” Sara asked when she pulled back.
“I’m glad that I get to graduate at the end of the month,” Y/N said, glancing back at the pile of Sara’s boxes with a curious expression. “What’s in this one?” Y/N asked, pointing at a box labeled VHS.
“I always forget that you’re younger than me.” Sara laughed before explaining to a puzzled Y/N about the concept of VHS films from the 1990s.
Meanwhile, Changbin could hear Jeongin whining about something to Seungmin, and he frowned when he noticed that Jeongin was sauntering back to the house without any boxes. Changbin decided that it was best to figure out why one of his helpers had already abandoned their duties, and he crossed his arms over his chest when he caught up to Jeongin. “Why are you moping around?” 
“Changbin, I’m hungry! We skipped lunch because we thought you were coming earlier,” Jeongin replied, and he sat right down on the porch steps as if there weren’t several more boxes to carry inside. “Hey!” he cried when Hyunjin knocked him on the back of the head while walking down the steps. 
“Hyunjin, don’t do that,” Changbin said, looking back at Jeongin with a sigh. “We can eat after everything’s moved inside.”
“But that could take all day,” Jeongin pointed out, and Changbin reluctantly agreed to call in a pizza so that Jeongin could quickly recuperate and help with the remainder of Sara’s belongings. 
Of course, he didn’t anticipate everyone stopping when the pizza arrived, and most of the boys crowded together on the front porch while eating and chatting away like they didn’t have unfinished work waiting for them in the driveway. “I think you’re all just lazy,” Changbin grumbled when he navigated around the maze of drinks on his way inside with another set of boxes.
“You expect me to drag those heavy ass boxes around when I’ve got cheese pizza right here?” Jisung asked with an incredulous tone that it made it seem like Changbin had just proposed something entirely preposterous. 
“That was part of our deal!” Changbin exclaimed. “Unless you want me to stop bringing home your snacks?”
“You always get the wrong brand anyway,” Jisung dismissed him with a wave of his hand, and Changbin fought hard to remain composed. 
At least Y/N was still working diligently, talking to Sara like she had been saving up on topics all week for them to discuss. But Changbin didn’t mind their easygoing conversation, and he wished that the other boys had as much desire to help Sara like Y/N. Of course, Chan should also be home soon, and he wouldn’t tolerate everyone else dawdling around on the staircase when there was still a lot to drag inside the house before nightfall.
And Changbin’s observation proved entirely accurate when Chan parked his car on the side of the street - marching across the yard to where Jisung noticed his approach and immediately abandoned the others to rush inside. “Oi,” Chan said, pausing as he examined the mess that had been left behind. “We don’t have time to sit around all day!”
“It was just a break,” Hyunjin said, but he cowered away at the look in Chan’s eyes and both Jeongin and Seungmin started to shove all of their trash inside the pizza box.
From there, Minho’s eventual arrival gave them a much-needed boost to organize everything into Changbin’s upstairs bedroom, and Changbin was pleasantly surprised to realize that it was only 5:00 by the time they were finished. “I’ve already had to change my clothes twice!” Hyunjin complained to Felix who merely nodded his head as he drank from his soda can.
“One day of manual labor won’t break you,” Chan said, opening the door for Hyunjin who was still moping about the condition of his hair. 
“I think that went well,” Sara remarked from where she was leaning against the side of her car next to Y/N. “You did good, babe,” she added, offering Changbin a gentle kiss which he willingly accepted. 
“I think we worked the hardest,” Y/N said.  
“Maybe we should go for a drive,” Sara suggested. “You want to come, Y/N?”
“Sure!” Y/N said, and she was already calling dibs on the front seat of Changbin’s SUV. 
“Are you sure?” Changbin asked, sending Sara a questionable look. “We can always relax in our room.”
“It’s fine,” Sara said with a nod. “We can go get a snack or something.”
“Okay...” Changbin said, giving Sara another lingering moment to change her mind until she opened the back door of the SUV.
Changbin shrugged his shoulders and situated himself behind the wheel, grinning at Y/N who was already using the car’s bluetooth feature to play her favorite music to fill the silence agreeably as they started down the road at a moderate speed.
They only drove a few miles before Sara pointed out a small diner that she insisted was one of her favorites. But Changbin wasn’t entirely convinced based on the spare amount of cars surrounding the somewhat fading exterior of the restaurant. Still, Changbin parked outside of the local diner and observed the building with suspicion. “This looks questionable.”
“Don’t worry about it,” Sara said, reaching over to squeeze his hand. “We can grab something quick before we go home.”
“That sounds nice,” Changbin conceded, and he also couldn't ignore the fact that his heart had skipped a beat because it was lovely to hear Sara claim his precious Haven as her new home.
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However, they were only inside the restaurant for an hour before Y/N received a suspicious text upon which she insisted that they needed to leave. In response, Changbin glanced over at her with a mouthful of french fries that he had been sharing with Sara. “Is something wrong?”
“N-no,” Y/N stuttered, which she only ever did when she was nervous. But what did Y/N have to be so nervous about?
“We can stay until everyone’s done,” Changbin said, but he noticed Sara and Y/N exchanging a quick nod from the corner of his eye.
“It’s alright,” Sara said. “I think we’re all ready.”
Changbin was slow to process the sudden change in their demeanor - altering quickly from complacent to urgent right before his very eyes. “Are you sure?” he asked, but Sara was already dragging them both out of the booth while Y/N walked ahead to take care of their bill at the register.
“Thank you for this, Binnie,” Sara said, and Changbin’s suspicions instantly melted away at the sweet nickname.
“You can thank me later,” Changbin flirted in return - leaning in for a kiss that was interrupted by Y/N who was urging them into the car.
“Come on, let’s go,” she said - making it very clear that she wasn’t in the mood to linger around in the parking lot. 
But Changbin decided not to question Y/N’s strange behavior - maybe she was picking up on bad habits from Minho. In any case, it was better to let things go because both Sara and Y/N seemed more relaxed during the accumulating mileage back to the house. They listened to Y/N’s eclectic mixture of music on her phone and talked about how much work they still had to do when they organized Sara’s things into the available space in Changbin’s room.
“Maybe you can build like a storage building out back for the stuff you don’t need,” Y/N suggested, and Changbin grimaced at the thought of all the work required to build something like that.
“Oh! That’s a great idea, Changbin,” Sara said, and Changbin sighed but nodded his head regardless.
The topic in question filled up most of their conversation for the duration of the drive, ending abruptly when Changbin parked along the sidewalk and frowned when he noticed an unusual absence of his housemates. “Where is everyone?” Changbin wondered aloud, groaning in complaint when Y/N rushed to his side and practically drug him out of the SUV.
“Follow me,” she said in a conspiratorial tone.
“What’s going on?” Changbin demanded because both Y/N and Sara were giggling and he was feeling increasingly left out of their plans.
“You’ll love it, Changbin,” Y/N insisted when they walked inside the house, and she lead everyone to the back porch, pulling open the door in grand fashion. “Ta-da!”
At first, Changbin wasn’t sure why Y/N was making a big deal out their simple backyard. But then, he wagered a step outside, and he paused when he finally realized what Y/N had meant. Because, instead of their usual bland set-up, everything had been drastically transformed, and all of his family members were waiting with enormous smiles.
“Surprise!” Jeongin shouted, clapping his hands together in delight as he gestured at the decorations - balloons and streamers, glittery tablecloths, aromatic food dishes, and even a fire-pit in the middle of the grass.
Changbin’s mouth was practically dragging the ground at this point as he observed the elaborate display. “What’s all this about?” he asked, holding out an arm when Sara glued herself to his side.
“It’s for our anniversary,” Sara said. “They helped me get this ready!”
“Really?” Changbin laughed because it had definitely taken him by surprise. But it was a sincere gesture that spoke to his heart.
“It’s a surprise, dude,” Jisung said from where he was already helping himself to the candy bowls on the table.
“I can tell you worked hard,” Changbin said, but he decided that it was one of the nicest things that he had seen. 
“Just enjoy yourself, baby,” Sara said, pulling him along as Y/N flitted away into Minho’s arms.
“Is this why you drug me to that restaurant?” Changbin asked as he sat down across from Jisung.
“I had to give them some time to get everything ready,” Sara said, nuzzling closer into Changbin’s neck.
“Man, you should’ve seen the look on your face!” Jisung exclaimed with a laugh.
In return, Changbin narrowed his eyes playfully. “Now, I’m definitely not bringing home your snacks.”
“Changbin,” Sara said, drawing his attention into the endless constellations which had formed from the flecks of gold in her brown irises.
“Whatever, but Changbin,” Jisung said, interrupting their intense staring contest. “The snacks were never real.”
“You little shit!”
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It was late when Changbin and Sara were finally able to escape into the solace of their bedroom. Despite the exhaustion that he felt from the day’s events, Changbin was still quick to trap her between his arms against the door - connecting their lips in an all-consuming kiss. Sara sighed in contentment, and Changbin was absolutely delighted by the sweet sound. 
“Is this a sign, Changbin?” she asked, pulling away so that they could both catch their breath. “Are you gonna have your way with me tonight?”
“If you’ll let me,” Changbin replied - studying the sensual pools of her eyes as he leaned in to feather a kiss across her flushed cheeks. 
“On the bed,” Sara requested, and Changbin held her tight as they both navigated the intricate maze of Sara’s boxes which were loitered across the floor of their room.
Changbin was careful when he laid her down on the mattress, watching as she removed her t-shirt and jeans before he decided to do the same. “You’re beautiful,” Changbin told her earnestly, smirking at the way she turned to the side in embarrassment. “I’m serious,” Changbin added as he moved on top. “You know that, right?”    
Sara managed a nod this time, and Changbin left a kiss across her forehead. Changbin was gentle because he loomed over Sara with broad shoulders and defined muscles while she was all delicate form and features that deserved to be treated with respect. Yet, at the back of his mind, Changbin couldn’t help but want to order around someone who always acted so meek and submissive. “Touch yourself for me,” Changbin said, and his voice was deeper and more commanding than his usual tone. 
Sara moaned at his words, but she spread her legs and circled her fingers around her clitoris. It was an obscene sight, and Changbin could watch this all day - stroking his cock in time with the slow penetration of her fingers inside her wet opening. “Changbin, please,” she whined, looking up at him with tear-stained eyes.
“Use your words, sweetheart,” Changbin said, reaching down to wipe away the salty evidence. “Tell me exactly what you want.”
“Please touch me,” Sara said, and Changbin was more than happy to oblige - replacing her fingers with his own and crooking them up in search of the elusive g-spot that would surely bring her the most pleasure. He also focused on stretching her out - ensuring that she would be ready to take his cock which hung heavy between his legs.
“How good does it feel?” Changbin asked, thrusting his fingers to mimic the same effect of his cock.
“It feels so good,” Sara said, and her hands reached out to grab his shoulders, holding him close so that she could connect their lips in a messy kiss that was satisfying nonetheless.
“I’m gonna use my cock now,” Changbin said, and he pulled out his fingers and brushed them across her lips. “Taste yourself.”
Sara nodded, opening her mouth and allowing Changbin to stick his fingers inside, groaning low in his throat when her tongue moved between each digit. “Such a good girl,” he said, aligning the tip of his erection with her swollen pussy. “Don’t keep those noises to yourself, sweetheart,” he said, and Sara was already moaning before he was even buried to the hilt - and her tight walls clung almost desperately to his erection as if ensuring that he couldn’t pull back out.
“God, you’re big,” Sara said, and Changbin allowed the compliment to feed his ego, pulling back out to just the tip before snapping his hips and plunging into the familiar embrace of her heat. “Changbin!” Sara cried, and Changbin froze for a moment before glancing at his door - remembering that he shared this place with his other roommates.
“You gotta be quiet,” he said, and Sara looked at him like he was making an impossible request. But he found it endearing nonetheless, reaching back for her discarded panties. “Use these,” he said, and Sara reluctantly allowed him to push them into her mouth. 
Thereafter, Changbin felt more confident in himself, and he braced most of weight onto his forearms because it allowed him to penetrate his girlfriend in long, full strokes that had him reaching places deep inside that he was certain he had never accessed before. But it only spurred him to go even faster, and he was entranced by the image of Sara’s breasts moving in time to each successive thrust as he started to chase his own high.
He could tell when Sara came because he knew her signs by heart - the way her breath would hitch around a moan, and how she always closed her eyes while arching her back into the air. She was left panting and overstimulated while Changbin picked up the pace, driving his hips in thunderous grinds while feeling his entire body tip over the edge.
He eventually came like that - grunting into Sara’s shoulders as his hips gave a few more feeble rolls before stopping as his cum ran down her thighs. “What a mess,” Changbin remarked, chest heaving up and down as he removed the makeshift gag from Sara’s mouth - studying his girlfriend who looked seconds away from completely drifting off. “Are you okay?” he asked, moving onto his side and holding her close.
“I think you just sent me into the next dimension,” Sara remarked, and Changbin chuckled at the hyperbole.
“That was the idea,” he said, wrapping one arm around her waist as he pulled her tight to his overheated chest. “It wasn’t too much, right? I didn’t mean to force you to do anything.”
“I like when you take charge, but it wasn’t fun to have my underwear in my mouth, though,” Sara said, but she was smiling when she turned around to look at Changbin from over her shoulder. “Maybe we should consider installing sound-proof walls?”
“Now, there’s an idea,” Changbin said, and he could feel his eyelids grow heavier with the weight of his exhaustion. “The party was great, by the way. I can’t believe you did that for me.”
“There’s not a lot that I wouldn’t do for you,” Sara told him sweetly, and Changbin could feel his entire heart warming at the confession.
He closed his eyes and inhaled her sweet perfume - thanking whoever was watching over him that he had finally gotten his chance at finding his better half.
His soulmate.
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Give & Take | Chapter 9
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pairing: kacchako
genre: slowburn/fluff
words: 4.5k
summary: Ochako's grades are slipping. Bakugo is dangerously nearing suspension, or worse, expulsion. A certain twist of fate pairs them together for tutoring sessions. He teaches her math. She keeps him from getting suspended. A simple exchange, but what if this only brings them closer than necessary?
header credits: @alexbenedetto
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Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine: Mornings with Bakugo
Ochako was a morning person, the kind who purposefully wakes up before the sun does just so they could witness the day start. She had always loved early mornings back at home since it gave her the chance to cook her parents breakfast and see them off to work soon after. Getting a head start to a new day was a principle and routine she had stood by before her father got hurt on the job. 
Ever since her father’s injury, Ochako somehow morphed into the night owl she never thought she’d become. Despite this, the only reason you would catch her up late at night was either because she just got off of work or because she was finishing up some homework, both being tasks she was not too happy to do. She rarely got the chance to enjoy being a morning person, since late nights would require late mornings, which were much different from the early mornings she used to love.
Today was a blessing. Ochako had spent her entire Sunday holed up in her room to study for all her subjects, finishing all of her homework early on before it gets the opportunity to steal away precious hours of sleep later at night. Those precious hours, she made sure to spend them wisely by actually sleeping early that time.
Ochako takes another crunchy bite of toast, looking over to watch the first rays of sunshine spill from the rows of tall, glass windows. A soft, honey, morning glow bathe the dorm’s kitchens, tables, and common area. She takes a deep breath, basking in the comforting silence of the empty dining hall. She closes her eyes and groggily smiles into another sleepy bite of her toast, It’ll be awhile before I get a time like this again.
“Hey.” A familiar voice huffs.
Ochako drops her toast and almost jumps off her seat, a surprised squeak escapes her as she whips her head to see Bakugo standing beside her. He had both hands tucked in the pockets of his sweatpants, red eyes peering down at her waiting for a response. 
“God,” Her whole body sags in relief as she brings a hand up to her chest, “You almost gave me a heart attack.” She breathes out.
His eyes narrow, the rest of his expression unchanging, “What’s the derivative of cosine?”
Ochako tilts her head as her eyebrows knit together in confusion, “Good morning to you, too?”
“You’re still not answering the question.” He says impatiently.
The cogs in her mind have yet to completely wake up in order to fully function and comprehend what’s going on. Bakugo doesn’t usually wake up until much later so why the sudden change in schedule? Ochako rubs her tired eyes to double check if she’s seeing things right, but alas, Bakugo was still standing in front of her, proving that she was in fact not hallucinating.
“Wait, what is this again, exactly?” She asks.
His lips curl in disdain, “What does it look like I’m doing? I’m obviously quizzing you.”
“At six in the morning?” She hears the morning rasp in her voice. How, where, and when did he get the idea of doing this on the earliest crack of dawn and on top of that, how is he managing to not sound or look like someone who just woke up?
“So?” Bakugo prods, one eyebrow raised.
“I’m barely awake, Bakugo.” She says hoarsely, her words slow and steady much like how a person still coming out of sleep would sound like.
Two seconds hardly pass after the last syllable of her sentence when Bakugo swiftly leans towards her until their faces are mere centimeters away from each other.
“Hey!” Ochako yelps, hastily leaning back before their noses could touch.
“You look pretty awake to me, round face.” He deadpans, the space between their faces still a finger’s width apart.
She places both hands on his chest to push him away, which unfortunately didn’t do much since she might as well be trying to move a statue, “Okay, jeez, I get it!” Her face turns to the side to hide the deep shade of red flooding her cheeks. “Personal space, Bakugo, have you heard of it?”
“Answering the goddamn question, have you heard of it?” He fires back, finally stepping away to give her some room to recover.
“Fine,” She drags her fingers through her unkempt hair, Ochako’s self-consciousness wasn’t awake enough for her to care how haggard she looked in front of him, “What was the question again?”
Bakugo folds both arms across his chest, “Derivative of cosine.”
Ochako looks away for a moment, squinting her eyes in concentration as the tiny Ochakos in her head scurry about in her head rummaging for an answer. Her eyes find their way back to his expectant ones once she has the right one, “Negative sine.”
Bakugo nods, walking away to head for the kitchens. A sigh of relief escapes her lips as she thanked her lucky stars that she somehow managed to give the correct answer without being a hundred percent sure of it.
She picks up the piece of toast on her plate, taking another bite while her eyes follow Bakugo’s movements as he moved around the kitchen, grabbing some items from the fridge and cupboards. His back was to her as he settled in front of the stove, grabbing a pan in preparation to cook a meal.
Ochako’s thoughts wander to more obvious questions such as why Bakugo was up this early in the morning when he usually wakes up around the same time Kirishima does, which was much later than now. Bakugo was the type to sleep early, so maybe he had coincidentally woke up and got hungry the same time as her today? Did she somehow mess up her alarm’s volume, accidentally setting it off on full blast, thereby waking Bakugo up since they’re on the same floor? No, that’s not it, she would have woken up the entire fourth floor if that were the case.
She drops the thought soon after, deciding that it was none of her business. Her eyes shifted to Bakugo once again as she took another crisp bite of her toast. From afar, Ochako notices the dampness of his hair, its usual explosive nature had it spiking through every direction, but now they were more down than up. He must have just gotten out of the shower before he got here.
Ochako’s gaze drop to the shape of his back, his muscles flexing as Bakugo reached for one of the spices on the top shelf. It was easy to look at since his tank top left the skin on his arms and most of his back bare. She wonders how much of his free time was spent training since it would certainly take a lot of time to sculpt and tone muscles like his.
Her eyes widened as she realized how inappropriate her thoughts were getting. She shakes her head free of those unnecessary thoughts, bringing her attention back to her breakfast and calls out to him, “So was that the last question or...?”
“No.” Bakugo says, setting his spatula aside, “I’m quizzing you the whole damn day, round face.”  
“The whole day?” She sputters in disbelief. Ochako had thought that this was just something he planned on doing this morning.
“What did I just say?” He bites. She doesn’t need to see his face to know that he was frowning, she could already hear the scowl in his voice.
“When?”
“When I say so.” He says with finality. Bakugo turns around, holding two plates of the meal he had just finished cooking. She had expected him to move past her to sit at one of the tables behind her, but instead, he places his meal beside hers and takes the seat on her left.
“Um, Bakugo?”
“What.” He asks through a mouthful of rice.
“Why are you sitting next to me?” Her question was out of genuine confusion and had no intention of sounding rude, but it seemed to come off that way nonetheless.
“The hell kind of question is that?” He bites, shooting her a nasty look, “You got a problem with me being here?”
“No!” She shakes her hands nervously, “It’s just that, um, you usually sit over there.” She says sheepishly, pointing to the tables behind them.
Bakugo’s eyebrows draw together, his lips twisting to a frown, “I can do whatever the hell I want and I--” He scoots his chair nearer to the table in protest, “feel like sitting here.”
“Why--”
“What’s the derivative of negative cosine?” He interrupts.
“Sine.” She instinctively answers.
“Good.” He says, returning to his meal. Ochako chooses to do the same since he had made it quite clear that he wasn’t answering any more questions from her. She thinks about how Bakugo could have done this whole quizzing thing of his during their sessions instead of breaking off of their regular tutoring schedule. Come to think of it, Bakugo and her don’t usually interact that much outside of their sessions, so him eating breakfast with her is definitely something new.
Ochako hears a strained yawn coming from the staircase and sees Kaminari stretching his arms in the air. He walks past the kitchens, eyes widening to the size of saucers when he spots the both of them. Kaminari’s face morphs to that of someone who had  just uncovered the holy grail, his mouth forming the beginning of a sentence only to be interrupted by Bakugo.
“Keep walking, Dunce Face.” He hisses, eyes not leaving his plate.
Kaminari turns to Ochako and she shrugs as if to say, “I don’t know what’s going on either.”
He walks towards the couches, wide, questioning, eyes still trained on both of them, “That’s all your gonna eat?” Bakugo asks, pointing his chopsticks to the piece of bread on her hands.
“Yeah?” Ochako’s breakfast had always consisted of the cheapest alternative, but it’s not like she was starving herself. She thinks back to days when she’d be eating costly food like tuna and salmon whenever she’d receive an especially good tip from patrons the day before. Ochako’s mouth waters at the memory.
A pair of chopsticks place a helping of fish on her plate, “Tch, You’re an idiot if you think that’s gonna last you through the day.” Bakugo sneers.
“Oh, you don’t have to.” She quickly tries to decline, that is very expensive looking fish.
His eyes stare daggers into her soul, “Do you really want to argue with me about fucking fish?” He snaps.
“No, but--”
“Then just take the damn thing already, Jesus.” Bakugo grumbles.
Ochako hears a faint squeal coming from behind them. She turns to see Mina with Kaminari peeking from the couches, both of them whipping their heads back to the television as soon as she catches them staring. When did Mina get here?
She directs her attention back to the meal before her, unwrapping the spare chopsticks on the table before starting to pick the fish apart.
“You’re doing it wrong.” Bakugo suddenly bites, his face scrunching up at the sight of her work.
“No, I’m not.” She protests. She was just preparing it just as she’s always done before and as far as she knew, there was nothing wrong with it.
“Yes you fucking are.” He argues, “You start here and work your way to the tail.” Bakugo's arm brushes over hers as he leaned towards her, pointing to the back of the fish’s head to its tail. He turns to her, “Got that?”
“Yeah” She mutters, ignoring the slight contact of skin. Ochako does as she’s told, working her way to the tail. She takes her first bite of fish and her eyes widen twice her size, “This tastes amazing.” She takes another bite before turning to him, “How did you do that?”
She knew he could cook, but she didn’t know he was this good at it. She scarfs down another couple bites of his cooking, her taste buds bursting with joy and delight.
“Why the hell do you look so surprised?” Bakugo’s face scrunches up in confusion, “It’s basic ass seasoning.”
Ochako can’t help but close her eyes and smile as she savors every single bite with gusto, “Weirdo.” Bakugo mutters with a bewildered expression on his face.
She starts to debone the rest of her fish under Bakugo’s guidance when she hears another strained squeal from behind them, this one being louder than the last. She turns to see that the couches  were now occupied by Kaminari, Mina, Kirishima, and Sero, watching them as if they were a newly opened attraction at the zoo. Kirishima slaps his hand to his mouth as four of them whip their heads back towards the TV.
She feels Bakugo bump her shoulder, “Focus.” He snaps impatiently, “You’ll end up choking on a fucking bone if you don’t do this properly.”
Both of them eventually finish their breakfast, with Ochako making a conscious effort not to get distracted by their peeking audience. Bakugo collects his empty plates, standing up from his seat, red eyes landing on hers.
“What’s the derivative of tangent.”
Ochako sighs, “Secant squared.” I almost forgot about that one.
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“You two have gotten really close, Ochako, ribbit .” Asui observes, sitting beside Ochako’s desk, Hagakure in tow. She didn’t notice her approaching since she was preoccupied with a practice question on her textbook. Yes, I study during free periods in between classes, sue me.
“Who?” She asks.
“Bakugo.”
“Oh no, not really.” She replies dismissively, “We don’t really do much other than argue and study.” She chuckles nervously. She wasn’t lying, the only reason why they seemed so close was the fact that they were studying together, no more, no less.
“He literally ate breakfast with you!” Hagakure squeals, her uniform bouncing up and down in excitement.
“Come on, Hagakure that doesn’t mean anything.” She looks away, her hand scratching the back of her neck.
“It does when it’s Bakugo!” Hagakure insists.
“She’s right,” Asui agreed, “Bakugo usually sits alone during breakfast ribbit.”
Ochako shakes her head in response. It was just breakfast, there was no subliminal message between two people eating together, plus Bakugo probably just sat next to her so he could do his little quizzing plan with ease.
“You should see the way he looks at you all the time!” Hagakure adds, her skirt vigorously swishing from side to side.
“With annoyance and distaste?” Ochako quips. She couldn’t exactly recall a time when Bakugo had looked at her fondly or even longingly, so it's puzzling for her to be hearing such claims from her friend.
Before Ochako could add to her argument, she’s startled by a voice that booms from the back of her seat, “Oi.”
She whips her head to face the frowning blond behind her, “You have got to stop sneaking up on me like that, Bakugo.” She exhales.
He squints his eyes at her, ignoring her remark, “The limit of one over x.”
Ochako narrows her eyes right back at him. This was the eighth time, probably more, that he had come up to her unannounced to randomly quiz her. He wasn’t even asking questions at this point, it was just an unfinished statement waiting for her to fill in the missing blank, “X is approaching what?” She asks.
“Zero.” He continues to stare her down, as if to pressure her into spitting out the wrong answer.
She lifts her chin, immune to his intimidation tactics, “The limit doesn’t exist.”
Bakugo nods and wordlessly heads back to his seat. Ochako only then notices the dumbfounded looks on their classmates’ faces.
“Is this a new kind of flirting I haven’t heard about?” Kaminari asks, eyes shifting back and forth from her to Bakugo.
“I don’t know, looks pretty hot to me.” Mineta shrugs, leaning against Kaminari’s desk.
“You’d think a lamp post was hot if we put a skirt on it.” Kirishima retorts, giving Mineta a genuinely concerned look.
The purple-haired student crosses his arms in mock offense, “Oh shut up, I have taste.”
Boisterous laughter erupts from Mina and Jirou, both girls’ arms grabbing at their sides as Jirou almost falls from her seat, “He says he has taste!”
Thankfully, the spotlight shifts to Mineta, away from her and Bakugo, as he continues to defend himself. She glances at his direction to see that his eyes were already trained on her, an unreadable expression hanging on his face. Ochako quickly turns away to face her friends once more, sputtering a new topic for them to talk about. Despite this, Hagakure’s words still echoed from the back of her mind.
Ochako had definitely seen the way he looked at her.
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The resounding ring of the lunch bell marks the end of fourth period. Ochako put away her books and started to make her way out of the classroom when Midnight suddenly calls her to the teacher’s desk.
“Yes, Ms. Midnight?”
“Uraraka-san, would you please be a dear and bring these papers to Aizawa,” she gestures to the stack of paperwork bundled in her arms, “I have to rush over to a meeting with Principal Nezu in five.”
“Of course!” Ochako takes the papers off her hands without hesitation, a bright smile stretching over her face, “I’ll bring it to him right away.”
“Thank you so much, dear.” Midnight purrs. Ochako gives her teacher another warm smile before heading outside, “Fabulous job on your essay by the way!” She calls out from the classroom.
Ochako looks back at the grinning brunette, “Don’t tell anyone, but I gave you an A plus!” She adds, bringing a manicured finger to her lips as she winked at her.
She chuckles at this, Midnight had said that quite loudly for someone who meant for it to be a secret, “Thanks, Ms. Midnight.”
Ochako rushes to the hallway to catch up to her friends. She nudges Iida with her shoulder since both of her hands were occupied as of the moment, “Uraraka! There you are!”
“You guys can go ahead without me,” she gestures to the bundle of paperwork she was carrying, “I’ll be at the teacher’s lounge for a bit.”
“Sure, we’ll be waiting.” Deku says, offering her a small smile.
She musters an awkward, tight-lipped smile before heading towards the other direction. Ochako had only gotten a few steps in before feeling a tap on her shoulder. She turns to see Bakugo, fierce, red eyes zeroing in on her once again.
Ochako was somewhat glad to know that he had learned to not sneak up on her anymore.
“Cosine of pi.” He says flatly.
Her lips curl into a smirk, “Negative one.”
“You guys are the weirdest couple ever.” Kaminari announces as the rest of Bakugo’s friends caught up with him and as if on cue, both him and Ochako objected.
“We’re not a couple.”
“Aw, they’re so in sync!” Kirishima gushes, “You sure you didn’t rehearse that beforehand?”
Bakugo sends a spine-tingling glare to the redhead’s direction, “Kidding, kidding.” He says, laughing nervously.
Ochako turns to Bakugo, “Got anything else you want to ask?” She urges. He might have another question ready to throw at her for all she knows.
“Yeah, what the hell is that? ” He barks, gesturing to the stack of papers in her arms.
“Let me rephrase,” She began, “Got anything else you want to ask nicely?”
Bakugo rolls his eyes, “What’s that?” He asks through grit teeth. All three boys behind him bring their hands to their mouths to stop themselves from laughing, “Shut the fuck up.” Bakugo hisses at them.
“Some papers for Mr. Aizawa,” She smiles, satisfied with the change in his tone, “and speaking of, I gotta go.”
She turns to Bakugo, “If you have any more questions, you know where to find me.”
Ochako quickly waves them goodbye as she briskly walked towards the faculty room’s direction. It wasn’t a long way from where their classroom was located, but the journey felt like forever because of the weight on her arms. This was a heavy stack of papers.
She finally reaches her destination when she feels another tap on her shoulder. Ochako half expected to see Bakugo’s frowning face again, but she turned to see a tall, lanky boy with a seemingly crooked nose smiling at her, “Uraraka, right?” He asks.
Her eyes shift to the shorter, pudgier boy beside him, then back to the lankier one, trying to recall if she knew them, “Yes?”
“It really is you!” The shorter one beams at her.
Ochako smiles nervously, “Can I help you?” Her eyes were still shifting back and forth between the two boys, her mind trying to figure out why they looked so familiar. Had she seen them before at the sport’s festival? Or maybe walked past them in the cafeteria one time?
“This is Shintani,” The tall one gestured to his friend, “And I’m Kai.” He turns to her, still smiling, but something about the glint in his eyes tells her that he had something else up his sleeve.
“You’re in Class 2A, right?” Kai continues, “With Katsuki Bakugo.”
Bakugo? She thought to herself. Why bring him up all of a sudden?
“Yeah, I am.” She replies cautiously, the first signs of suspicion snaking its way to her gut. Ochako still couldn’t put her finger on where she had seen them before, but now with the  sudden mention of Bakugo, she had all the more reason to stay on alert.
“Must be tough being classmates with someone like that, huh?” Shintani says sympathetically, like he felt the need to console her as if she had been dealt the worst hand of cards in a game.
“What are you talking about?” She asks quizzically.
“Oh, come on,” Shintani sniggers as if she had told him an inside joke, “You know how that animal gets.”  
Kai nods in agreement, “A borderline savage, if you ask me.”
“But nobody asked you.” Ochako retorts, blinking back her shock afterwards. She hadn’t meant to say that, but a couple of strangers badmouthing Bakugo was getting on her nerves.
He turns to her, the kind smile on his face slips into a smug, lopsided grin, his facade instantly crumbling to partly show her what his true colors really were, “See this?” He asks, pointing to his nose, “That bastard did this to me.”
Ochako’s steps back, eyes widening in realization. The students from Class 2C. That’s why they looked so familiar. They were the ones she saw in that fight with Bakugo.
“I don’t even know why this school still lets him stay in the hero course.” Shintani adds.
Kai laughs before turning to her once again, “He only gives the rest of us a bad image, don’t you think so?”
Ochako’s grip on the stack of papers tighten as she takes a step towards them, “If both of you think that I’m going to join in some petty rant about Bakugo, then you’re barking up the wrong tree.”
She attempts to walk past them, but Kai steps aside to block her path, “You were matched up with him during last year’s sports festival, weren’t you, Ochako?”
“He was truly out of line treating you like some ragdoll he can throw around so easily.” Shintani adds.
Ochako’s face twists in annoyance, “First of all,” she begins, turning to Kai, “Do not call me by my first name.”
“Second,” She turns to Shintani, “He was fighting me seriously. That’s what you do in a competition.”
“And a piece of advice,” She steps closer to Kai, shoving a finger onto his chest. She didn’t know where she had gotten the strength to be able to carry the weight of Ms. Midnight’s paperwork with one hand, but it was there. “Don’t talk about someone like that when you don’t know the first thing about them.”
“And you do?” Kai challenges.
“I may not know Bakugo from head to toe, but I have enough decency in me to not walk up to random strangers to badmouth somebody I don’t know.” She bites back venomously before turning the other direction.
Before she could get any farther, Kai grabs her arm, his ironclad grip almost making her wince in pain, “Hey!” She protests.
“Come on, just hear us out--”
In a blink of an eye, Ochako is suddenly pulled away from his grasp. A tall, looming figure stood in between them, shielding her from both students.
“Don’t you fucking touch her.” Bakugo growls.
Ochako stares at him, wide-eyed. Bakugo’s back was to her, his shoulders rising and falling along the furious rhythm in each of his breaths.
Kai and Shintani fall back, fear and surprise flashing in both students’ eyes. Despite this, Kai nervously grins and takes a brave step forward, “Speak of the devil!”
“Shut the fuck up and piss off while you can still walk.” Bakugo snarls, his voice seething with malice.
Shintani follows in his friends footsteps and also steps towards Bakugo, “You’re all bark and no bite.”
“Walk away or I break your nose next .” He threatens. Ochako places her hand on Bakugo’s shoulder, her grip firm, “Bakugo, let’s just go.”
Bakugo doesn’t move, his body still rigid with rage, “You heard your girlfriend!” Shintani calls out.
“Unless you want to hit me again, I’ll show her what a real man looks like!” Kai taunts, making sure to look behind Bakugo to give Ochako a suggestive grin.
She feels him tense up even more under her palms as he begins to pace towards them. Ochako takes his hand and for the first time, Bakugo looks back at her, his expression livid, “They’re not worth it.” She warned, adding weight to every word she spoke.
Ochako holds his gaze as she gives his hand a gentle squeeze and for a moment, the anger in his eyes subside.
Kai takes another step forward, ready to hurl another insult at him when the door to the faculty’s office opens, “What seems to be the problem here?” Aizawa asks, hooded eyes flickering between Bakugo and the two students from 2C.
A bright smile works its way back to Kai’s face, “Nothing at all, Mr. Aizawa!” He beams, “We were just about to leave!”
Kai paced towards Bakugo, pausing so that he was directly beside him. “One of these days, when you least expect it, you’ll get what’s coming to you, Katsuki.” He says, barely above a whisper, but loud enough so that only Bakugo and her could hear it. Cold eyes still aimed forward, Kai walked away, Shintani in tow.
Aizawa turns to Ochako, his tired eyes dropping to Midnight’s paperwork, “Those must be from Midnight, bring them over here.” He instructs, walking back inside the office.
She feels Bakugo let go of her hand as he walked away, not even giving her the chance to talk to him. Ochako’s hand fold inwards as she stood there with a million questions swarming in her head.
“Uraraka.” Aizawa calls out from inside.
“Coming!”
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universe-n-3276 · 4 years
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Carrying the Moon
Chapter 10
Notes: There is a little soft smut part at the beginning, but you can skip it. Also I wanted to thank you for all the suggestions I got for this chapter. They really helped my creative process. Thank you @cleocc who came up with the idea behind this. Lastly I wanted to tell you that all the love I’m getting from you guys is really making my days. I’m so grateful!
It was Sunday, the last day of the best weekend Robbe and Sander had spent in months. It was strange how those months apart had appeared so long to both of them, but now that they were together again, it seemed like not a day had passed. They hadn’t forgotten each other’s habits. How they liked to sleep, how much sugar they wanted in their coffee, who was the big spoon, who’s the little.
After putting Hero to sleep, they decided to take a bath, together, of course, because since their reunion on Friday night, they hadn’t been able to stay away from one another, not even for a few seconds. So, while Sander finished washing the dishes in the kitchen, Robbe started to run a bath. He filled the bathtub and made sure to put enough soap to form some bubbles. He took off his clothes and was about to slip into the water, when Sander walked in the bathroom and hugged him from behind, pressing his lips to his neck, making him shiver.
“Hi."
Robbe smiled, enjoying that soft contact. He tilted his head a little, and Sander took it as an invitation to continue what he had just started.
"Are you happy to see me or is there something in your pocket?"
Sander stifled a laugh against his boyfriend's skin.
"I don't have pockets."
They made love there, in the bathroom. Robbe was slightly bent forward while holding the sink with his hands. The sounds he was making, Sander thought he had never heard anything more beautiful, more arousing. They were his favorite thing in the world.
After that, they both got into the tub. Sander was sitting between Robbe's legs. His head resting on his boyfriend's shoulder, eyes closed, while Robbe played with his hair, kissing his face sweetly and delicately, in total contrast to what had happened a few minutes earlier. It was beautiful, comforting, familiar.
"How long it will take for him to start to see me as his parent?"
"I don't think he knows what a parent is."
"But he knows you are his papa."
"Because everyone keeps referring me as “papa” in front of him."
"Hmhm."
Sander knew Robbe would have started asking questions like that eventually, and he felt guilty for denying him his relationship with Hero for so long, but he was also sure that ultimately, those eight months, for Hero, had been meaningless, in the bigger picture.
"Look, I haven't read books about babies, but in my experience, I think he feels safer with me because I'm the one who spends more time with him. But I swear, I’ll do everything I can to make him feel safe with you as well. At that point, he will see you as his dad."
"So you're papa and I'm dad?"
“Yeah, of course. Come here."
He turned his face and pressed his lips to his boyfriend's, slipping a hand through his hair and cupping his head, to make him come closer. They kept going like that, kissing languidly for a while. Neither of them had yet made the slightest attempt to grab soap or shampoo to wash themselves, and the water was now starting to get cold.
"I have to go back to my flatshare tomorrow."
"Why?"
"Because I live there and I can’t go to classes wearing your clothes."
"I thought you wanted to do this parenting thing with me."
"I do."
"So stay. Move in with me here."
There were still so many things to discuss, and they both knew it, but they had made sure to put all the talks aside and take that weekend just to heal their relationship and love each other, without a single worry in their mind.
"And your mom?"
“My mom lives with her boyfriend and comes here when I need some help with Hero. It will be only the two of us and our little one, of course. Please say yes. There’s no rent to pay and my parents take care of the financial stuff since they didn’t want me to leave uni to look after the baby."
Sander knew how to make something sound good, but that proposal would have been tempting even if it was just him and Hero on the plate.
"I want to say yes."
"Look, baby, it won’t be easy as it was before, because dealing with Hero can be stressful, but I promise I will take care of him when you have to study, or you just don’t wanna him around. And there’s a spare room if you need your space. "
“I would never let you take care of him alone. We're in thins together now. Remember? "
“Yeah, I do. So is that a yes? "
"Yes."
Robbe managed to make his way into Hero and Sander's routine. It wasn't always easy, sometimes Hero would cry in the middle of the night when Robbe had to wake up early for a class in the morning. When he had to study for an exam, he felt guilty leaving Sander to take care of the baby alone, but, at the end of the day, the happiness he was feeling, outweighed those moments of despair. He started to think how stupid he had been, for letting all those months pass, before coming back to the love of his life and their son.
For once, Robbe didn't feel guilty about accepting the help of Sander's parents, and whenever he could call a babysitter for Hero, he felt very lucky.
Growing fond of Hero hadn't been difficult. After the first few days together, the joyful, warm, and radiant manners of the baby had managed to break through Robbe’s heart, who often found himself wishing he could be with his baby, when he had to be the whole day at university instead. He couldn't wait to go home and spend time together.
The chemistry with Sander came back automatically. From the first moment, it was like picking up exactly where they left off. Sander knew exactly how to read Robbe and it was mutual. It was like sharing emotions and thoughts. Robbe felt the need to give all of himself for their relationship and promised himself never to take the other for granted. Not after realizing how precious the way Sander loved him was.
It had been over a month since Robbe had moved in with Sander, and they had started their life together again. By now, he knew Hero, and that morning there was something wrong with him. He had lost the happiness that distinguished him, he was nervous and whiny.
"He doesn't want to eat, I even tried to give him a bottle of formula but he pushed that away too."
The two boys looked into each other's eyes, both were very worried. Sander took Hero from Robbe's arms and placed his cheek against his forehead.
“I think he has a fever. Can you take the baby thermometer?"
They took Hero's temperature and when they found out that it was indeed way above the norm, Sander started to panic.
“We should have known sooner. We have to take him to the hospital right away."
“Baby, calm down. I’ll call his doctor while you try to make him drink some water, okay?"
Sander took a deep breath and closed his eyes, trying to regain some of the rationality he had lost. Robbe knew that at times like that, he had to take the lead and give him a list of tasks to do so that he could focus on the present moment. He went into the kitchen, cuddling the baby, trying to carry out the instructions he had received from his boyfriend.
After a few minutes, Robbe joined them again and gently stroked Hero's back, who was leaning against Sander's chest, pouting with his eyes full of tears.
“The doctor said we should try to take him under the shower with one of us for at least 15 minutes. He said we should use lukewarm water, and added that he will probably cry and scream a lot."
"Shoot. Is that the only option?"
"Not really. We could give him paracetamol, but the doctor said we should try the shower first since he's so little."
Robbe kissed Sander's cheek and rested his forehead on his shoulder, wrapping his arms around his waist.
"It's gonna be fine, Sander."
"I hate this situation. I just want him to feel better."
“I know, baby. I’ll shower with him if it’s too much for you."
"No, I think he’d feel safer with me."
"Yeah, I was thinking the same."
"Okay, let's do it."
As the doctor told them, Hero started to scream as soon as he felt the first drops of water roll down on him. Sander kept his shirt on and Hero had his little romper on as well because Sander feared he would otherwise slip out of his hands. The child was crying, screaming, and struggling, so much more than the two boys had expected. It seemed they were torturing him, but they both knew that the hospital would be even more traumatic. Sander and Hero both looked in pain, and the baby kept trying to reach for Robbe every minute. When his boyfriend bowed his head, Robbe knew he was close to the tears.
"Baby, don't cry, it's for his best."
"I know but seeing him in this way just breaks my heart."
"Two more minutes and it’s over, c’mon."
He wanted to get in the shower and hug them both but they had a plan and according to it, he couldn’t get wet.
When the timer they set up warned them that the time was finally up, Robbe grabbed a big fluffy towel and took Hero from Sander’s arms, trying to comfort him, showering him with all the kisses.
Sander turned off the water and got rid of his soaked clothes, wrapping himself in his bathrobe.
"He's gonna hate me for the rest of his life."
"That’s not true, and you know it. At least now that he wants to stay with me, you can get some rest."
"Yeah, I definitely could use it."
Robbe took Hero into the nursery and kept cuddling him, whispering sweet words to him.
"You're such a brave boy. Let's dry you up and put on some clean pajamas, alright?"
The baby was so exhausted from screaming and crying so much in the shower, that he fell asleep while Robbe was dressing him. He sat down on the rocking chair that was in the nursery and kept holding him against his chest until Hero's breathing became more regular.
He did not know at what point he had fallen asleep, but when he reopened his eyes, the room was dark, and the only light in it, came from the small lightning bolt-shaped lamp that Sander had hung on the wall. He felt a hand caressing his cheek, realizing that his boyfriend was at his side and that he was whispering something.
"What?"
"I said hi, baby."
"Hi."
He smiled, and kissed Sander's lips, feeling so much calmer than before.
"I think he's better."
"Yeah, he woke up a couple of times, he took some milk with crumbled biscuits in it, and then fell asleep again."
"And his temperature?"
"It was back to normal so the shower worked."
"I'm so happy to hear it. Wanna switch?"
"No, that's okay. I love feeling him sleeping so peacefully on my chest."
"At least come to our bed, or you won't be able to stand up tomorrow."
Sander helped him to his feet and guided him to their room. Robbe felt so tired he barely understood what he was doing, so he was happy to be able to count on his boyfriend. Sander arranged some pillows so that Robbe could stay seated to keep Hero on his chest. Shortly after getting into the right position, he closed his eyes again and went back into a deep sleep.
When he regained consciousness, it was late morning, and the room was bathed in daylight again. He turned his face and saw his boyfriend's eyes staring at him, a stupid smile on his lips that didn't quite match the way he was feeling at that moment. Every inch of his skin hurt and his head was about to explode. He wondered if Hero had felt the same way.
"Good morning, beautiful."
"Hmm, I feel like shit."
"Ow. Let me just..."
Sander pressed his lips to his forehead, and Robbe fought the urge to push him away. When he was sick he just wanted to be left alone.
“Yeah. You're burning."
"Fuck. Everything hurts. Where's Hero? "
"He's in the other room with my mom, and he's great!"
"I'm happy to hear it. Now go away."
"Why? You're the worst patient."
"Shut up, you took a cold shower and I get a fever? I hate you."
He pulled the blanket over his head to hide and slid onto the mattress, curling up. Obviously, Sander didn’t let him go, in fact, he felt his boyfriend come closer and try to hug him as he could, leaving little kisses on the blanket.
"You're kissing my butt."
“You know I love it. And so do you!"
Robbe uncovered himself again, coming face to face with his boyfriend, giving him a death glare.
"I want to punch that stupid expression out off your face."
Sander laughed out loud and Robbe's head began to throb even more. He closed his eyes and remained silent, trying to calm down, when someone knocked on the door.
"Yes, come on in, mom."
Sander's mom walked into their room, holding Hero in her arms. He looked better, and Robbe was a little relieved. He had gotten sick, but at least it was worth it, and he would have done it again thousands of times, just to get the same outcome.
"Guys, guess who ate all his food?"
"Hi, Alice!"
"Hi, sweetheart!"
"Robbe’s a fever."
“Ow, no! Poor thing!"
Hero saw his dads and stretched out his little hands to reach them, but Alice kissed his cheek and smiled quietly.
"No, baby Hero, you can't go with them. Your daddy is sick."
"But I wanna hold him."
"You need some more rest, baby. Mom, can you help me make some soup for Robbe."
“Sure! Say nighty night to your daddy, Hero! "
Alice waved her hand to Robbe and Hero did the same. Sander gave his boyfriend a kiss on his forehead and the three of them left, so the boy was finally able to rest. Robbe closed his eyes, turning on his side. It was the first time that Hero got sick and there would be many more. When he saw the baby cry and suffer so much, he just wanted with all his heart to take his pain away and make him feel better. For the first time, perhaps, he understood what being a parent meant.
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bnha-mcu-requests · 4 years
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Request : #kissmybestfriendchallenge
Hi could you make a Bakugou or Todoroki one-shot where the reader does the #kissmybestfriend challenge from tiktok? Fluff or Lime.. Um thanks..
Ask and you shall receive! This was really fun to write and I hope you like it!
I could feel every cell in my body tingle, as though Katsuki’s explosions were effecting my very soul, the sensation spreading rapidly through me from the point of contact.
This….this…what?
Waking up this morning was not on the top of my bucket-list, particularly after such an intense round of battle simulations that Aizawa had us going through last night, something about ‘villains don’t care what time it is’.
As much as I agree with that statement, any villain that attacks at 2 in the fucking morning can actually suck my toes…wait no…a villain that ATTACKS can suck my toes. Yeah, that’s better, I nod to myself, slowly dragging my aching body out bed, trying desperately to ignore the siren calls of the still warm bed sheets.
Mornings can suck my toes as well, at least it’s a Sunday so no ‘surprise’ training sessions today.
Outside the dorm room I can hear the tell-tale signs that the others are getting up as well, Kaminari and Sero’s loud conversations floating uninvited into the sanctuary that is my room… it’s too early for this bullshit.
Deciding against getting dressed, I threw on a bathrobe, tying the cord loosely around my middle, too tired to care about my appearance, and swung open the door, allowing the aura of death to seep from my very being into the common room down the hall, warning the others of my mood.
Conversation quieted rapidly, for that I was grateful and things were starting to look up until I walked into the room.
“Y/N!! IT IS HIGHLY INAPROPRIATE FOR YOU TO WALK AROUND DRESSED LIKE THAT! I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU MAY BE TIRED BUT IT IS HIGHLY DISRESPECTFUL TO YOUR CLASSMATES WHO MAY BE UNCOMFORTABLE ABOUT YOUR STATE OF DRE-”
Slowly, calmly, I raised up my middle finger and trudged past Iida, unwilling to grace him with a response. He sputtered and flailed his arms in that weird chopping motion he does -I wonder why he does that?- as I walked into the kitchen, nodding at Katsuki who was stood at the stove flipping what looked like pancakes. Without saying a word, he slid me a mug full of the life giving bean juice, grunting at my muttered thanks.
A few sips in and I was already feeling better, drawing myself upright and releasing the heavy aura that had permeated the room previously, sending the others in the common room an apologetic smile at the sighs of relief, yeah my control is not great first thing in the morning.
The day passed quite peacefully after that, some of the class having made plans to go to the mall, had left soon after breakfast, calling out quick thanks to Katsuki as they passed the kitchen, grinning at his customary, “YOU THINK I NEED THANKS FROM FUCKS LIKE YOU?! OF COURSE IT WAS DELICIOUS, I MADE IT!”.
Everyone else continued to mill around the common room, talking among themselves and watching the TV or drifting back to the dorm rooms to get on with any last minute assignments. Momo and Jirou were sat watching videos on Jirou’s phone and occasionally giggling or blushing. My interest peaked, I walked over to see what they were looking at.
I could feel my face lighting up when I saw the girl lean over and kiss her ‘bestfriend’ leading to an intense make out session.
“W-what the fuck is that?” I asked, unable to keep the shocked stutter out of my voice.
“Oh! Y/n I didn’t know you were stood there!” Momo gasped, face flushing in embarrassment at being caught. Jirou on the other hand seemed unbothered, fixing me with a deadpan expression before saying,
“It’s the #kissmybestfriend challenge on TikTok, it’s really popular at the moment.” I shifted under the intense gaze she and Momo suddenly fixed on me, as cheshire grins suddenly crept across their faces.
Whatever was about to happen, I wanted no part in it and I carefully began to inch backwards, very aware of how close the two were getting. I could feel the room begin to heat up and the others sat on the couches began to shift uncomfortably under the weight of my aura as it once again began to fill the room. Momo and Jirou to their credit seemed mostly unbothered by it as they continued their advance.
“Say, Y/n, you and Bakugo are pretty close right?” Jirou asked
“Very close, one could almost call you best-friends, no?” Momo continued, both of their smiles turning from cheshire to shit eating.
“W-what are you talking about? Katsuki and me? N-noway! We’re just friends!” I managed to stutter out as images began to flood my mind, unbidden, from their implications.
“Friends that call each other by their first name even though you’ve only known each other for a year or so…”
I tried to stutter out a response, the air becoming even heavier still from my increasing embarrassment and confusion.
“WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON IN HERE? EARPHONES, PONYTAIL, BACK THE FUCK OFF, Y/N CALM THE FUCK DOWN, I CAN’T FUCKING BREATHE IN HERE” saved by the bell, kinda.
Momo and Jirou do back off at this but their smiles widen at the use of my name instead of a nickname. Thanks Katsuki but did you really have to prove a point in the process?!
I took a deep breath and once again, released the room from my aura before taking the opportunity to split and race back to my room.
I spent the rest of the morning sat on my bed thinking over what Momo and Jirou had said. Sure, Katsuki and I were close, but we weren’t like that. We just got each other, we were on the same wavelength, we vibed. That’s all, right?
Unable to let it go, I let myself slump back onto the bed sheets that only hours ago I had felt so comfortable in. I grabbed my head and rolled backwards the forwards, groaning and lamenting at my apparent inability to function as a normal human being.
I was so busy feeling sorry for myself, I almost missed the sound of my door opening. I looked up only to slump back down as I registered just who it was that had invaded my abode.
“HAH??” was the eloquent response to my deflated sigh. I couldn’t even bring myself to snap back with a quick comeback, so busy trying to hide the inappropriate thoughts from showing on my face.
He looked good.
A redundant statement, he always looked good. But right now, with this rose tinted filter over my eyes, he looked almost edible.
I blinked uncomprehendingly at him as he finished speaking. I hadn’t listened to a word of what he had said. I gulped at the look of annoyance that flickered across his face, flinching silently as he launched himself onto the bed next to me, almost certain this was the start of another loud and typically harmless argument.
“I said, what got you in such a state earlier?” he growled out, eye contact so intense, I couldn’t tear myself away from it.
“N-nothing, it was nothing Katsuki,”
“I’ll be the one that decides that thanks” he said, voice flippant.
Frustration licking at my nerves, I did something that under normal circumstances, I would never even consider. I whipped out my phone and opened up my TikTok, quickly setting it to record.
His eyes widened in confusion as I placed it on the bedside table facing us both. So concerned about what the phone was doing, he didn’t get the chance to stop me as I grabbed his face and pulled him in close, our lips meeting briefly.
No matter how fleeting our contact, I felt fireworks spread through my entire being, lips tingling. I looked back up at him, dreading the look of disgust on his face. Oh… what had I done? I had just ruined this perfectly good relationship by being an idiot-
I squeaked as I felt him grab me and pull in, eyes sparking and face warped in a snarl - goodbye world, you were shitty.
I squeaked at the feeling of his warm lips pressed against mine, movements rough and passionate and I couldn’t help but let my eyes slip closed, enjoying the intensity and fervour behind the kiss, allowing myself to indulge in the bliss of his surprisingly soft lips.
His tongue brushed fleetingly across my bottom lip as his hands tangled in my hair and I opened my mouth, permitting him entry, head still spinning at the impossibility of what was currently happening. I could feel my grip on my quirk slip and suddenly, the room was filled with fireworks, bursting flashed of happiness, surprise, excitement and, small hints of arousal. This was like nothing I had ever experienced and not for the first time, I was thankful that while others could feel the pressure of my aura, they couldn’t immediately recognise what it meant. Though, if Katsuki continued with his ministrations,  it wouldn’t be too long before the aura was strong enough that he could see it as well as feel it.
He pulled back, both of us gasping for air, his face flushed and a smug smirk on his face as he took in my dishevelled appearance, clearly proud of the mess he had made of me. His gaze travelled down my body before his face lit up like a tomato and he looked swiftly back up to my face. I looked down to see what had caused his sudden embarrassment and noticed that at some point during our make out session, my bathrobe had slipped down, the tie in the middle coming loose and exposing more of my chest than I had realised in the heat of the moment.
Gasping, I shoved him off, pulling it closed again to protect what little dignity I had left before looking back up at him, suddenly shy now that the situation had lightened.
“Not that I didn’t enjoy that y/n but what the fuck?” he asked, voice lacking the bite it usually carried and I couldn’t have stopped the fond smile even if I had wanted to as he reached behind his head to rub at the back of his neck where his blush was the darkest.
“Well, Momo and Jirou-” I sighed at his blank expression, “Ponytail and Earphones” his eyes widened slightly in remembrance.
“Wait, was this about those shitty videos they were watching?” he suddenly got another smug look on his face as he leaned in closer, so close I could feel his breath on my face and I felt my heart rate spike again, “If you wanted to kiss me so badly, you didn’t need a stupid excuse like that,” he said and I felt myself flush again.
“Nope! Absolutely not! Out! Get out!” I shot up, blushing uncontrollably as I began to push him out of the room, trying to ignore the shit eating grin on his face as he allowed himself to be shoved across the threshold. Before I could slam the door on him however, he grabbed my arm and pulled me in for a quick, but no less intense kiss.
“One for the road” he said when I looked up at him. I felt my blush explode across my whole body then, and threw the door shut with such intensity the pictures on the walls began to shake precariously on their fixtures.
I almost missed the soft, fond chuckle from the other side of the door as he began to walk back to his own room as I slumped against the wall and slowly sank to the floor.
I help my clenched fists to my chest, trying to calm down my racing heart as my blush slowly began to recede. I lent my head against the wall with a muted ‘thump’, taking in the room that suddenly seemed brand new, despite nothing having changed. My eyes caught on the phone propped up on the bedside table, repeating video showing that it had finished recording.
I crawled over to it, knees still shaking and clasped it close, watching the video, slightly disbelieving what had just happened and reminding myself to thank Momo and Jirou for pushing me into this situation, even if I didn’t think I was ready for it.
I smiled softly, cheeks pink and heart full as I clicked ‘save to drafts’.
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vangoddamn · 4 years
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You make it easy
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Requested Quarantine fic!!
Warning- hints to oral
Your eyes opened carefully, wary of the light that may hit them and blind you back into a sleepy state. To your weery suprise the room in which you lay was a sort of orange filter, sun beams poking through the blinds, revealing the dust that floated in mid air. The heat surrounded you like a blanket and you basked in it.
Your body ached for some reason, which you soon found out the cause, being you were laying on the floor. You wriggled around beneath the arms which tightly held onto you, needy with sleep. Your arms stretched out to feel the rug beneath your finger tips, the soft bristles tickling your palm.
The room smelt of pizza from the night before, where you and Van had shared. Fond memories replayed of the evening in your head and a smile crept onto your face.
"vaaan! Stop it.." you yelped, hoping he'd give up tickling you. Instead you both rolled off the sofa you been occupying all night in a mess of giggles and cries.
The room was a mess off pizza boxes, cushions and a bed sheet teepee that covered you both. The air was thick and steamy from both of your breaths and the flat was quiet, the only sound was the giggles that escaped your mouths. It seemed as if, when you were in the makeshift den alone, it was your own world. You didn't have to worry about the Corona virus or your best friend who was a nurse. It was your little sanctuary.
He stopped for a second, just smiling down at you, taking notes of your frame, to remember them later. A soft kiss was placed to you nose, and then your lips and then it grew into something more. His kisses became hungry and even more playful then before, letting out giggles when his hands skimmed over new skin.
Your clothes were already minimal, from lazy days one after another, so it didn't take long for you both to be naked. Clothes strewn across the mess of cushions and blankets.
" I'm glad your my quarantine buddy" he mumbled into your skin of your torso as your hands reached into his soft locks that could've done with a shower.
"me too" you wimpered through a heavy breath as his kisses found your core. Everything then on was hazy, a blur of kisses and swearing. Pure bliss and ecstasy.
That lead to here, on the rug of your living room, in a tangle of arms and legs and the teepee which had partly caved in the night or was it the ruckus you both caused.
Quarantine had been filled with many things. It started out exciting, thankful you finally had time with Van to yourself, uninterrupted. He'd decided to stay away from social media (not like that was hard) and was completely yours.
He'd embarked on teaching you FIFA, which usually lead to sex. Well everything lead to sex. Being bored out of your mind the sexual tension definitely heightened and it was a great way to pass the time.
Then the work started to pile in when offices realised this wasn't a short lived thing. Your stress level increased stupid amounts making you even more glad Van was there to help, this meant lots of back rubs, comforting words and tea.
Face time quizzes with the band were held every Friday night including Benji's cat, bobs girlfriend and Larry if course! It was nice to see them even if it was on a screen, Van was hopeless with it all but you managed to be of great help.
Your favourite part was the long nights and lazy mornings, full of smiles and big cups if teas. There was no need to head out early for work and no stupid interview that Van needed to rush to. It was all very calming, it felt natural and you couldn't help but imagine your future together. Imagine if one day Sundays would be like this and maybe you'd have some kids to wake you up instead of work.
A croaky voice snatched you from you dreams, bringing you back down to reality "your so soft and cozy"
"hmm" you mumbled turning your head to notice his body laying on yours, lazy and happy. You kissed his head moving the hair out of his face.
"what's the plan today" you heard him whisper.
"I think a shower is in order" your giggle was quiet, but in the empty apartment it was just audible. You felt him nod and murmur something into your stomach. "Come on angel face" you tried to coax him up, pushing up from the floor.
He gave in, following behind you to the bathroom where you turned on the shower, running the cold water hot. Van attached himself to you again, clingy as ever when he was tired.
The warm water soothed your muscles, which had been tense and sore from the ground you lay slept on. "What are you doin today?" You asked cheerily reaching for the shampoo and washing his hair. His arms rested on your hips gently, his fingers making little patterns on the skin.
"watching you work" he chuckled.
"Vaannn " you moaned, feeling bad. "Come on let's think" you giggled playfully.
"well I was thinking of mentally undressing you in my head whilst you worked but I wasn't going to tell you" he said with a cheeky grin plastered on his face.
You wiped it off quickly when you slapped his chest telling him off. "Van! Your such an idiot"
"you love me though" he smiled before placing his lips on yours and stealing the bottle of shampoo from your hands to then apply on to you.
"I was actually going to mess about in the studio until your done and then take you on a date to Asda, if you'd let me" he smirked massaging his hands into your scalp slowly.
"that sounds lovely" you smiled up at him with a stupid grin and bubbly hair.
"mary also wants me to face time her" he mumbled, you knew how much he hated tech and was much more comfortable on the phone.
"I know" you spoke often with Vans parents, mainly because if you didn't they'd know hardly anything of Vans wellbeing or whereabouts. But you also enjoyed your little conversations, often making your day.
"what! How?" He looked suprised bit his mouth curved into an uneven smile, curious and slightly amused.
"Van, it's not like I don't talk to your parents, if I didn't they'd assume you dead" he ignored your comment, knowing you were right, you smiled to yourself in accomplishment.
Quarantine should've been harder than it was, but with Van things were made alot easier. Stressful supermarket shops were made into a laugh and not being able to see your mates gave you an opportunity to focus on Van. You shared secrets and found things out about each other even though you thought you knew everything already. He made things easy and you were glad you had him.
A/N: hi anon! I'm so sorry I didn't post this last week, I couldn't finish it and wanted to get it right. Hope this was ok, I could imagine alot more but didn't want to write on forever aha! Hope your all well my lovelies xx Em
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the-one-eighteen · 4 years
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You asleep? I just feel calmer. When I’m with you. Stay For the soft conversation starters. You can use them together or separate! It’s up to you ❤️
I am. So sorry this took so long! But, I finally got it to a point where I like it, and enjoyed writing it, so I hope you enjoy!
(read on ao3)
Eddie couldn’t say when he fell asleep. He vaguely remembers getting out of the showers at the end of his shift. Blearily recalls catching Buck’s eye across the locker room, and answering a questioning eyebrow with a signal for five more minutes. Knows he got in a car at some point.
But the line connecting point A to point B ends about the time Buck unlocked the door to his apartment and they both tumbled inside, if he’s being honest.
What little he can now make out of the dark living room seems to suggest their normal night in - open, empty take out containers from the Chinese place down the block on the table in front of them, tv screen black from where it’d powered off after too long sitting inactive. The light streaming in from the windows is flickering off and on, that same damn lightpost that’s needed it’s bulb replaced for the last two months or so - longer, if he takes Buck’s word for it.
The night around them is quiet at this point (though, what actual point that is is anyone’s guess. He’s groggy as hell, so...late is about all he’s got), with only the occasional rumbling of a car coming down the road, and more distant but ever present white noise of a city that never truly sleeps.
If Eddie tries really, really hard, all of that fades out pretty easily, leaving him in just this moment.
In the warm dark. On Buck’s familiar couch. With Buck’s achingly familiar warmth pressed against his side from where they’d fallen asleep leaning against each other. God, Eddie could melt back into sleep, just like that, if given the chance.
He didn’t get this often. Didn’t let himself get this often. It was too close to something he wanted - something he couldn’t have but was so tantalizingly close that if he didn’t know better, he’d bet Buck was toeing the same line he was.
But he wasn’t. Because that wasn’t Eddie’s luck. And Buck was a tactile bundle of electricity that pressed up against anything he could and anyone lucky enough to be caught in his wake just needed to hold on tight.
And looking too closely at how often he ended up on Buck’s couch - or, God forbid, how often Buck ended up on his, with Chris between them, all three of them curled into their own little bubble that made Eddie’s heart hurt with the comfort - well...that way madness lay.
So. Eddie didn’t allow himself this often. Or, so he told himself.
If only because his heart couldn’t take it.
But he was only so strong. And if the opportunity was going to land in his lap, who the hell was he to fight it.
He’d just about relaxed back into the couch, carefully tilting his head back against Buck’s where it was resting against his shoulder. If he was quiet enough in his want, maybe he could keep this a little longer. Stretch the moment out into the golden illusion of an early morning, if only for a breath.
But then he feels Buck shift against him. Feels the set to his shoulders stiffen as he wakes up slowly.
Eddie’s quiet in that moment. It’s selfish, and he knows it, but…
“You asleep?” It’s so soft that Eddie knows he could get away with pretending to not hear it. Is left to wonder why it’s so quiet for only a moment before Buck carefully shifts again.
“...Yeah.” Eddie finds himself murmuring back, even as he wishes he could pull that quiet sleepiness back around them. Knows it’s slipping between his fingers even as he pulls himself away to stretch. Like he hadn’t been up for several too long, too short minutes. “Looks like we missed the end of another movie, huh? Think we’ll ever make it through one that isn’t animated?”
There’s a soft, tired laugh, and Eddie grins. Can’t not, in the face of the sheer contentedness he can feel rolling off the other man.
“Not until Chris is too old for ‘em.”
And there’s the other reason Eddie toes that line, but never...quite makes the jump. Buck is always, always there, in their future. And Eddie would rather bury his own heart than take that chance away.
Simple as that.
“Speaking of, I gotta pick him up from Pepa’s pretty early, so I should probably get going.” He’s still smiling - can feel it in the curve of his mouth. Can’t quite feel it in any way that matters.
Something flashes across Buck’s face - still tired, his eyes shiny and his mouth curved sweetly and Eddie needs to look away - but Eddie can’t parse it in the dark, and, frankly, doesn’t want to try. Reading too much into things is practically a Diaz family tradition and he’s got enough tormenting him as it is, thank you.
“Yeah, alright. Drive home safe alright? And see you tomorrow night.”
Eddie hums softly in acknowledgement, standing and stretching again - less for show this time and more because the age where sleeping well on couches regularly is slowly but surely passing him by. He sees movement out of the corner of his eyes, just manages to turn in time to see Buck flop over the rest of the couch in his place, looking for all the world content to just. Stay there.
“Nice Buck. Try to make it up to your actual bed at some point will you?” Eddie asks around a laugh - too fond, even to his own ears - even as Buck grabs the pillow from that side to bury his face in with a vague grunt of acknowledgement. “Don’t complain to me tomorrow when your back is cramped then.” Eddie adds, only getting a muffled laugh and a blind shooing motion in his direction in response.
Eddie rolls his eyes, but leaves Buck to it. If the man wants to sleep on that dumb couch, let him. Eddie’ll just ignore his complaints during their shift.
And if he’d give a whole hell of a lot to be complaining about it right there with him, well, even he knows that sounds weird.
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The knock at the door isn’t a surprise. Probably should be, given that it’s two-thirty in the morning on a Sunday.
But, Eddie’s been following the news all day. Been waiting for a call, all day.
(He’d finally gotten sick of waiting around nine, and had called into the station. Only to be told they had plenty of hands on deck, and that, by that point, everything was under control, and the news was just milking everything they could out of a sensational, but ultimately, nontragic accident.)
But, even through the shit footage the news had been running on repeat for hours, Eddie could see that just because it hadn’t been tragic, didn’t mean it had been easy. Construction project downtown had gone up in flames. Jumped to the building next to it. The only reason it hadn’t ended in tragedy was because that building tended to be empty on Saturdays. The building next to that one? Not so much.
So. The knock at the door is no surprise at all.
He answers the door and just raises an eyebrow at the sheepish look Buck shoots him. “Why do you still knock? You have a key.”
“Look, not everyone’s you Diaz. Some of us were raised with manners.” Eddie’ll give Buck this - he manages to hold the serious face for about thirty seconds before they’re both laughing at that.
“Get in here. There’s beer in the fridge, and some left over Thai.” And Buck grins at him, big and bright, and cracked along the edges in a way Eddie’s not even sure Buck realizes. But, in Buck comes, heading straight for the kitchen.
It was a thing.
Eddie couldn’t say when it started. But it was definitely a thing.
A long shift. A hard shift. Sometimes even just one out of left field. Mud and grit and smoke and ash. Some tangled mess of emotions or adrenaline or weathered nerves exposed for too long...and they’d both find their way to each other. Eddie would drop by Buck’s after making sure Chris was safe with his abuela or Peppa or Carla or, sometimes, bring him along, because nothing soothed the tangle like a night in with his family. Or Buck would drop by their place. And they wouldn’t talk about the shift. Talk about everything else around it, sure. Everything under the damn sun except the last twelve hours.
And it worked for them.
Even if Eddie always, always wished it didn’t have to end like it always, inevitably, did.
Look, he knew he was reaching the edge of pathetic and taking a dive right over the edge. He was aware.
He can hear Buck digging around in his fridge, rolls his eyes at the sound, even though he knows he’s still grinning at the sound. “I think there’s also some-”
“Cupcakes!”
Eddie snorted, shaking his head and heading to the couch. “Yeah, those. Chris wanted to make some for Carla’s birthday. Those’re the ones that didn’t pass the visual test. Still taste pretty good though.”
There’s a muffled ‘mmph’ that he’s pretty sure is Buck stuffing one in his mouth, so he felt okay assuming he agreed with him on that. “Bring me a beer while you’re raiding my fridge, would you?” Another muffled ‘mmph’ that Eddie’s pretty sure is acknowledgement.
It’s another couple of quiet moments after that before Buck actually follows through though, eventually shuffling into the living room with two beers, one of which he hands to Eddie as he collapses on the couch next to him.
Eddie pauses in his channel flicking long enough to glance over, raising an eyebrow. “Decided you weren’t hungry, or did you eat all the cupcakes instead?” He barely ducks the couch pillow aimed at his head in response, grinning back at Buck cheekily.
“I only ate one - and you were right, they were good, remind me to tell Chris that later - but...not really hungry.” He says, shrugging, and looking for all the world like he didn’t just tumble into Eddie’s house at fuck-all in the morning.
Sucks for him then that Eddie knows his tells like the back of his own hand. Can point out the stiffness in his shoulders, the minute jitteriness in his knee, the soft frown pressed down between his eyebrows with an accuracy Eddie likes to blame on time rather than any special attentiveness on his part.
Likes to. Really can’t.
“Mm. Well, it’s there if you change your mind.” Is all he says about it though.
They don’t talk about the shifts.
They drift into each other's orbits and let things work themselves out. Talking about it when there’s nothing to really...be done, just never really seemed to help. Shifts were going to suck, no matter how prepared you were for the job. That was just life.
Eventually, they’d settle on a crappy movie, one of them would fall asleep, the other probably right behind them, and, in cases like this, they’d wake up to Chris excitedly yelling at them about Buck visiting.
It was a thing.
And it looked like Buck was going to be the first one to pass out tonight, from how quickly his head is listing to the side, and how quickly Eddie gets worried about having to possibly clean beer stains out of his carpet from the way Buck is holding the bottle.
“You doing okay there, Buck?” Eddie asks, softly. Buck never dropped this quickly. Nervous energy didn’t dissipate this quickly. They had a routine, and they both stuck to it pretty well - falling into habits well worn and settling into groves well travelled.
“Huh?” Buck asks as he pulls his head back up, blinking blearily at Eddie before gracing him with a lopsided smile. “Yeah, yeah, just...tired man. And the nerves are already gone, you know? I just feel calmer, I guess. When I’m with you.” And that last part is said around a yawn, and Eddie swears his heart skips traitorously in his chest.
Before the feeling can fill the empty space in his lungs, he hums and pushes himself to his feet. “Lemme get you a pillow and a blanket then man. No point in trying to stay up if you’re already tuning out.” This time, Eddie doesn’t miss the flash of disappointment across Buck’s face.
Can’t quite convince himself he saw it right. Can’t quite convince himself he didn’t. Instead of examining it further, he’s turning on his heel down the hall to escape the doubt.
And Eddie wants nothing more in that moment than to drop the act. Invite Buck down the hall instead, where they could both curl up in the soft quiet of the night and stop pretending it was the not talking about it that made it better, at least for him.
And maybe...maybe for Buck too.
But, he doesn’t.
Can’t.
No matter how bright his heart burns at Buck’s small smile. At his soft thank you. At the sharp look in his eyes as he chases Eddie’s gaze.
But they don’t say a word about it.
It’s a thing.
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Eddie doesn’t really know why he’s on Buck’s doorstep right now. Knows he should’ve called. Just as he knows he’s never needed to before.
It wasn’t a bad day. Shift was quiet - as quiet as a fire station in LA can ever be. Bobby had made lunch and they’d all actually been able to eat at least half their plates before the next call had come in. Every call had ended as well as they could.
Chris was on an overnight field-trip with his class to the natural history museum, and Eddie had a picture to show just how bright and excited he’d been about it that morning.
All in all? It’d been a perfect goddamn day. Well. No, not perfect. It’d been Buck’s day off.
...Huh. Maybe that’s why Eddie was on Buck’s doorstep.
...who the hell was he fooling anymore anyway? Definitely not himself.
Hopefully, still Buck though.
He doesn’t even get a chance to knock before the door’s opening and Buck’s grinning at him. “You know, when I said I was the one raised with manners, I wasn’t expecting you to take it to heart. You have a key too.” And then he’s gone again, leaving the door open behind him.
And Eddie has no choice but to follow.
“Was wondering when you’d stop by,” Buck calls out from the living room, where there’s two beers and a pizza box on the coffee table, “Pizza’s cold by now though. You missed your chance.”
“...Did you actually expect me to come by, or did you just grab that second beer just now to make it look like you did?”
“Wouldn’t you like to know?”
And Eddie...Eddie just laughs, feels the strain he’d been carrying in his shoulders since about noon (for no goddamn reason, why was he like this) smooth out with each step towards the living room.
“Chris make it on the bus okay this morning?”
Eddie hums as he collapses on the couch next to Buck, feeling what was left of the tenseness in his muscles melt away as he settles into his spot. “You saw the pic this morning, what do you think? He’s gonna talk your ear off when he gets back. Which reminds me, I’ve been ordered to make sure you’re at dinner tomorrow. Chris’ orders.”
Buck grins at him, slow and soft, so bright and so fond Eddie has to look away. Excuses it by grabbing for the beer in front of him. “Well, Chris’ orders, guess I’m crashing dinner tomorrow then.”
“Hope you didn’t have plans.” Eddie says, for the sake of it.
“Well, I mean, I did…” Eddie feels his stomach drop - a sharp twist of discomfort as he quickly tries to figure out how to backpedal. There were joking expectations, and then there was seriously disrupting his best plan’s day just because he and his kid wanted to, and - “I was planning on dropping by your place for lunch, probably stay for a Disney marathon, since I’m pretty sure Chris is still on that kick, maybe make some lego disasters...but yeah, I think I can manage dinner.”
Eddie stares. And Buck just grins. “You need to get your blood pressure checked, Eds. Pretty sure people aren’t supposed to go that pale that quickly.” And then he’s cackling at Eddie’s expense, and Eddie kind of wants to strangle him, even as he finds himself laughing right along with him after less than a breath.
“You are such a jerk. I should leave. Actually, yeah, no, for that, I’m leaving. You can enjoy your cold pizza alone, you jacka-” Eddie’s halfway off the couch - with the intention of getting a plate, because like hell he was actually leaving - when he feels a hand clamp around his wrist, and suddenly it’s very, very quiet, and Eddie’s not entirely sure why it feels like all the air’s been sucked out of his lungs as he looks at Buck’s suddenly very serious, very sincere face.
“Stay.” Buck says into the quiet - so soft and gentle it can’t help but shatter the stillness around them.
And Eddie wants to laugh it off. The mood switch is too much, too dramatic, too...everything and he wants to break it so it’ll snap back to normal.
Wants to. Can’t quite manage it.
“...I was just getting a plate.” Eddie tries, weakly. Knows it’s not enough as the quiet settles back in around them.
But, then, Buck’s smiling at him, and his grip is loosening, and Eddie can breathe again.
The quiet stays in place, but the air between them is bright and fizzy instead of still and hard and Eddie couldn’t explain it if he tried.
So, he doesn’t. Instead, he goes to get the plate, because he’s not sure he can look at that smile and not take everything at face value.
He doesn’t hear Buck come up behind him. But he’s kind of hard to miss when Eddie turns around and Buck’s right there. Eddie doesn’t jump, but it’s a close thing. One Buck definitely notices if the shine to his eyes and the quirk to his lips is anything to go by. But, points to him, he doesn’t actually say anything about it.
“...You know. I’ve had this...big speech, in my head, for the last like. Month. Never quite manage to get it right twice.” And Buck’s talking, but Eddie’s not quite understanding. “Always seemed too...showy, you know? Or stiff. Or practiced. But that?” Buck gestures vaguely back to the living room like Eddie’s supposed to know what that means, “That gave me an idea.” And then he’s leaning into Eddie’s space and Eddie...Eddie can’t say no to Buck. Can’t deny him space even if all he has to give is his own.
“Eddie, stay with me?” Buck asks into the bare space between them, so soft and gentle it can’t help but shatter Eddie on the spot as the question clicks into place.
Eddie thinks back. To staying still in the comfortable dark in the hope that neither of them were going to move, for just a moment longer. To knowing silence and willing comfort in familiar orbits. To the want straining his heart every time he so much as looks at Buck, in the hope that the look he’s seeing in the man’s eyes is a reflection rather than a delusion.
He doesn’t know who moves first, but the next thing he really knows is the feel of Buck’s lips against his own in a slow, languid kiss that doesn’t quite line up until it does and all Eddie can do is melt.
“Do you even have to ask?” Eddie’s heart is burning when they pull away, breathless in the quiet, his voice too loud and too quiet.
And oh, that first kiss has nothing on the second.
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my-fanfic-soul · 4 years
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No Need to Regret: Chapter 27
From the Beginning
Being in London with Niall still felt like a dream. That first night had started the process of my emotional tank refilling. I hadn’t realized just how empty it had become.  I was so drained but everything about being here was helping me recover.
We had all walked down to a local fish and chip shop for dinner, Olivia’s hand laced through mine and Bethany chattering about what she knew about British history through what she had learned in school. Niall had looked so at ease, his hand occasionally reaching up to brush against my lower back. Every time we went to cross a street, his hand went up almost protectively, and it wasn’t just for me. He wouldn’t let the kids go until he was certain the cars were going to stop or pass us by.
At the shop, he had belly laughed when Olivia had made the realization that chips were french fries, not potato chips and he had bantered playfully with Ethan over where the appropriate place to put ketchup on fries was. He was good natured in his loss when the shop owner took Ethan’s side, even as Ethan and Olivia teased him mercilessly.
On the way back to his flat, though, was when my heart had really started to feel the effect of what this trip would do for me. The sun had gone down and the temperatures had dropped. My siblings weren’t used to it being cold in March and Beth was wearing a thin jacket. When she shivered, Niall didn’t even seem to think about it before he was slipping out of his own coat and handing it over to my little sister. We were still fifteen minutes from his house and he didn’t complain once about being cold. He didn’t make a comment about her needing to remember to bring a better one next time.
How did I manage to find someone like him?
We have fallen into a comfortable schedule for while we’re here. Niall wakes up and goes down to the gym while I shower and get dressed. By the time he gets back, I’ve woken up the kids and started the process of getting everyone fed and getting ready for the day. While he has work commitments in the morning, my siblings and I head out to see some of the more touristy parts of London.
The afternoons are spent with Niall. On Saturday he had taken us to a museum, Sunday we relaxed in a park while he passed a soccer ball back and forth with Ethan and Olivia, Monday we had all gone to see a movie together, and Tuesday we took a trip to Windsor. In the evenings we would make dinner in his kitchen and he would do things like play video games with Ethan or teach all of us how to play poker, minus the money part of it. It was easy to focus on the good moments and look past the moments where Ethan whined because we were going somewhere he didn’t care about, Olivia whined about her feet hurting, or Bethany whined because the other two weren’t getting in trouble for whining.
There were so many more good moments than bad.
It was easy for my mind to wander, to imagine this as life all the time. The practical part of me knew it wasn’t possible, the kids were normally with dad and Niall is gone so often-- this is more of a tease than anything else. But the bittersweet feeling of knowing that there was a potential out there in the world for my younger siblings to know a good life, a life full of love and attention, was a near constant presence.
Our schedule on Wednesday was completely thrown off from the moment I woke up, though. Instead of waking up to Niall slipping out the door of his bedroom in his workout clothes, I woke up to fingers tracing down my neck and a gorgeous, blue eyed Irishman staring at me lovingly.
“Happy birthday, Kendra,” he whispered softly before peppering my cheeks, forehead, and finally lips in soft kisses.
I closed my eyes again and stretched, groggy and surprised by the greeting but pleased. “Thank you,” I murmured, my voice deep with sleep as I caught his lips with mine. He grinned, his hand sliding from my neck, down my shoulder and my side to rest at my hip. He squeezed gently and swallowed the soft moan that escaped my lips. As wonderful as it was having my family here getting to truly know Niall, I was trying to calculate how long we had before they woke up if we stayed quiet.
“None of that,” he whispered. “The kids are already awake and making breakfast.”
Every trace of tiredness evaporated immediately as I opened my eyes to give him an exasperated look and started to sit up, pushing the blankets off of me as I went. “You left them alone in the kitchen? Bethany burns cereal!”
A swift kiss put a halt to my attempts to get up. “Don’t worry so much, they’re fine. I’m doing the hard part; they’re just washing fruit and getting all the ingredients together. They love you, they wanted to do something special for you.”
“As much as I’m enjoying the kissing--” another one was planted on my lips for the compliment, “Don’t you think you should get back in there before one of them finds their ambition and burns this entire flat to a crisp?”
“I just wanted to make sure you were awake and let you know that you need to go ahead and shower. I’ve got a busy day planned for you, birthday girl.”
I sat up at that. “Don’t you have work this morning?”
His mischievous grin made my insides melt. “I rearranged some things.”
My brain was waking up now and making better sense of what he was saying. “Wait. You’re telling me you woke them up this morning, early, and they all just cheerfully went to make my breakfast?”
“No, they knew the plan.”
“When did you have a chance to plan this with three kids?”
He kissed me gently as he grabbed my hands and pulled me out of bed. “Now, darling. A man should never share his secrets. Go shower. Take all the time you need to do your hair. I’ve got breakfast and the kids covered and a full day of exploring London with you.”
“What are you…”
“Go.”
I wanted all of the details, but the draw of the shower was stronger. One thing I had learned to appreciate about Niall’s flat was his water pressure. It was a thing of true beauty and I stood using all of his hot water for as long as I could stand it, washing and conditioning my hair. Leisurely stealing his expensive soap. Allowing the stream of water to massage out the pleasant exhaustion Niall assured me was normal for a vacation.
I’d sleep on a thin mattress full of nothing but feathers if it meant I got to use that shower every day.
There was a crashing sound from the kitchen as I finally stepped out and I almost rushed to see what had broken but paused at the sound of deep laughter. He was spoiling me in ways I never could have imagined. It was a relief to be able to pick up a hair dryer and take time brushing out my hair knowing there was another adult who had it handled.
When I finally joined them there was flour all over the counters, stray raspberries scattered across the floor, and four grinning faces greeting me. “Happy birthday!” they chorused together before my younger siblings attacked me with hugs.
“No cake,” Niall said, holding out a plate in front of him. “But we made you waffles with all of your favorite toppings.” Sure enough, there were thick waffles with syrup, whipped cream, chocolate syrup, and raspberries on top-- completed with a single candle.
“I told him that if we put all 21 candles on it, we might set off the fire alarm,” Ethan teased. I pushed his head playfully and he grinned again.
Even with Niall leading them, there still managed to be six different keys between the four of them for singing happy birthday to me, and they ended in three different places, but I couldn’t get the smile off my face. It was by far the best birthday I’d ever had and it was only the morning. Behind the residual smoke from my single candle being blown out, Niall’s glowing face promised a day that I’d never forget.
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And how could I? He had planned everything out perfectly with my interests in mind. He remembered conversations I would have never thought to hold onto. He thought of everything and expected no work on my part from beginning to end.
Breakfast was homemade waffles made to perfection with scrambled eggs and sausages that I watched Ethan scarf down as fast as he could. He participated in a video chat with each of my siblings still in the States so they could all wish me a happy birthday, as well. He took charge of cleaning up and directing the kids on what to do to streamline everything. Once he and the kids were dressed, he ushered us out the door and down to the car.
“Where are we going?” Ethan asked as he crawled into the back with his sisters.
Niall shook his head, “Does no one in this family enjoy a good surprise?”
“No,” all three kids chorused together.
“Get used to it.”
Traffic was as hectic as ever but we eventually made it to a parking garage in London near all the tourist attractions. “Won’t you be recognized?” I asked nervously as we all piled out of the car. Niall pulled on a ball cap and gestured to his nondescript clothing. “I really hate to break it to you, but you’re no less gorgeous dressed like a frat boy than you are when you’re standing on a stage in skinny jeans.”
Ethan wrinkled his nose. “Ew.”
“As long as we’re moving, I should be fine.”
We walked for nearly ten minutes, keeping the kids close to us, Niall’s hand firmly gripping both mine and Olivia’s. Seeing him so protective of all of us did things to me. When I saw where we were headed, I couldn’t help the smile that was starting to hurt after half a week of it being nearly constant.
“The Tower of London?” I asked and he nodded. It had already been on our agenda for today and Niall had remembered, even though I hadn’t been detailing our plans to him much before the day of. I had mentioned it a few weeks ago, in passing, that it was the plan for the morning of my birthday.
He wasn’t playing around, either. We were met near the start of the line by a woman who introduced herself as our guide. He had arranged a privately guided tour for all five of us, allowing plenty of time for me to absorb every detail that I wanted.
And we did. Between the four Americans, we kept her on her toes asking questions and looking at everything we could. Niall kept track of Livy so I wouldn’t have to worry constantly about where she was. Ethan and Bethany did their part to not wander too far away and only squabbled a little, which I still had to manage but I couldn’t think of a better way to spend my morning.
When we were done, we wandered down the street towards a sandwich shop and I got my next surprise in the form of a familiar face. “Mark!” He wrapped me up in a friendly hug with a happy birthday. “I thought you’d be spending time with your family, not slumming it in London on your break.”
“My family’s in the city while I’m here. Don’t worry about me.” Niall introduced him to my younger siblings and Mark joined us in the shop for lunch.
When we were done, Mark took the kids back up to the counter to buy sweets and Niall turned to me with nervousness in his eyes for the first time this trip. “Mark’s actually here for a reason. I want your trip to be special and today to be all about you. I want the rest of the day to be just you and me.”
My heart squeezed in my chest. I wanted that, too, but… “Niall, the kids. We can’t just leave them to their own devices, even at the flat. It’s not right.”
“I know, I thought about that. That’s why Mark’s here. If you’re comfortable with it, Mark has agreed to take the kids for the rest of the day. I figured you’d be happier if it was someone you knew and trusted.”
“But, his time with his family…”
“They have their own stuff today.”
I sigh, wanting so desperately to give in because I want it, too. Time with just Niall outside the moments we stole before we fall asleep at night seemed like a dream. When they came back to the table, I laid it out on the table for them. “Are y’all comfortable spending the rest of the day with Mark?”
Ethan, predictably, eagerly agreed. He was convinced the man was more than he let on and had been asking about exercise in ways that implied he believed Mark had killed a man. Nothing was cooler to a twelve year old boy. Bethany nodded her own agreement, seeming unconcerned with the plan. “You and Niall need some time to do whatever it is adults do in this city.”
Livy was the only hold out. She glanced nervously between me and Mark. Abandonment issues were a real and constant thing with her these days and I couldn’t blame her. If she said no, I’d tell Niall we needed to reevaluate the plans. But she quietly asked, “Are you coming back tonight?”
“Yes,” Niall assured her. “And if you’re asleep before we get back, I’ll make sure she goes and wakes you up long enough to know she’s home.”
She chewed the inside of her lip and asked, “Will Bethany be there all day?”
“Absolutely,” I tell her, wanting to touch her, reassure her. It’s hard to give her the space she needs to make decisions on her own in an attempt to prevent any more codependency issues. My first instinct is to make everything better for her and it’s hard to let that go.
Finally, she nodded. “I’ll go with Mark.”
It was huge for her, but I couldn’t make a big deal about it without making her take another three steps back so I settled for smiling at her and assuring her that Mark was very nice and that I knew him well from his time in Texas and when I had visited the band.
It’s still hard watching them walk away and back towards Niall’s car, which he gave Mark the keys for. “I’ve got a service picking us up tonight,” he explained when I questioned it. “Mark hasn’t got a car big enough for all four of them.”
I set my shoulders and smiled up at him. “So, what’s on the plans for an adult’s afternoon?”
He wrapped an arm around my shoulders and steered me down the street. “We’re gonna take a little stroll before our next tour.”
I glanced up at him, taking in his relaxed features. He was happy, content. Well rested even though I knew tour was exhausting for all of them already, and this had only been the first leg. “I bet it’s boring playing tourist in a city you already know so well.”
“I’d play tourist in Mullingar if it meant I got to spend the day with you,” he replied easily. “Besides, I don’t get many opportunities to explore London like this. It’s nice to be a tourist, again.”
“You do nothing but travel.”
“Ken, you’ve been with me on tour before. There aren’t many opportunities to get out and see the sights. Last year they had to put us in a bread van just to get us out of a hotel to go see the Christ the Redeemer statue in Brazil. It doesn’t exactly allow for taking pictures in front of pretty buildings.”
We walked quietly while I wrapped my head around having to sit in a delivery van in order to leave my hotel. Things had been hectic when I had visited him on tour, but it had never been that bad. “How is it that you have to hide to leave a hotel, but you can walk through London without any problems? Why do we need two security guards to go around New York, but I haven’t even seen Howie since we got here?”
Niall kicked a coffee cup out of our way, keeping his head down as we moved. “It’s different when we’re supposed to be somewhere. When they can anticipate us leaving an airport or showing up to a venue, that’s when it’s the worst. And some countries have fewer restrictions on what the paps are allowed to do and that makes it inherently more dangerous. When we’re off, it’s easier to blend in.”
I looked around, taking in the blend of modern buildings with older ones mixed in, like they had forgotten them when they were cleaning the streets. It spoke to the nature of London as a whole, tradition laced into a fast paced, modern world. “Do you ever wish you could go back and do the normal tourist thing? Just walk down the street, taking pictures of obscure trellises without worrying about ending up in next week’s magazine print?”
“More often than you know.”
We rounded a corner and Niall led me up to a modern building. “What are we doing here?” I asked skeptically. Modern anything was more his taste than mine and so far the entire day had been geared towards my interests and likes. I was trying to not feel selfish, but this had been his idea of a birthday gift for me.
“Just trust me,” he urged me, gave me a soft kiss, and pushed the doors open for me.
 Niall:
If I could spend every day watching the way Keni’s eyes light up in the face of historical information, I’d die the happiest man on Earth.
When I led her down to the basement, she’d given me a funny look and said, “You do realize you’re famous, right? People are going to know it was you if you kill me in a basement.”
“If I was going to kill you, don’t you think I would have done it back in the woods in Texas? Just trust me.” Fact was, I was nervous. This hadn’t been on her list of things she wanted to do while she was here. Nothing about the rest of our day was something she had wanted to do, but I was ready to shit myself with anxious hope that she’d love it anyway.
Either I knew her, or I didn’t, but I was sure she’d love her surprise.
The moment she saw where I’d brought her, she was speechless and I knew I’d been right. It filled me with a certain amount of pride when she looked at me with glowing eyes. “I didn’t even know this was here,” she told me, gesturing at the sign declaring that it was the Billingsgate Roman House & Baths remains.
My girl likes old things, and I’m here to provide.
“I didn’t either until I started planning for your birthday,” I confess. “I know it’s not a castle, but I thought you’d enjoy it, nonetheless.”
“It’s perfect.”
She nearly hugged our guide when she learned that taking photos wasn’t prohibited inside, as long as she didn’t use flash. But best of all was the soft “Oh!” she uttered and the wonder that filled her eyes as she looked at the 2,000 year old remains for the first time. It just looked like a collection of dirt and rubble to me, but I would have bought her an entire excavation site just to see that look on her face for one minute longer.
Drugs had nothing on the way she made me feel.
It wasn’t that I found the tour to be boring, because it really was full of information on London when the Roman’s still had control here and the way the bath house worked, but I didn’t find it interesting in the way Keni did. She asked questions constantly, her eyes taking in details that I would have ignored completely. She asked questions about social structure that even with a textbook in front of me, I wouldn’t have thought to ask.
Watching her mind work was as attractive as watching her clothes come off.
She was beside herself with giddiness an hour later when we made our way back up to ground level. “I can’t believe that it was in such good condition! Just… there. Right below London. It’s amazing! Who could even imagine?”
She could, if she gave herself enough credit. The thought made me smile as I looked at her fondly. “Well, we’re not done here, yet. Do you see that church door?” I ask, pointing up a walking path. Her lips purse as she nods. “Walk up that way.”
For a girl who had just joked about me killing her in a basement, she was awfully trusting. She didn’t even hesitate as she walked up towards what looked like a church building. I kept close enough that I could hear her gasp when she got her first glimpse at the church ruins. “Oh, they’re magnificent!” she breathed. “I would have never thought to look back here. And with all those business offices all over the place…”
“I know. It’s an oasis. Keep walking, there’s a gate up here.”
“We can go in?!”
I grinned at her and her face positively glowed with light as she rushed up the path. I followed behind her, watching her explore among the ruins and the ivy. “The church was ancient,” I told her as her fingers brushed along a window frame. “I don’t know much about the history, but it was bombed during the Blitz. The church of England made the decision not to rebuild it and at some point, they decided to turn it into a public garden.”
“Our government would have just torn it down.”
I chuckled, watching as she nearly tripped over a paving stone as she stared up at a higher window. “Don’t start thinking too highly of the British. There was plenty of that, too. But these walls have stood for a thousand years, why tear them down now?”
But she wasn’t paying attention anymore, her focus was on the ruins surrounding us.
She was too beautiful for words and I couldn’t help myself. While she was distracted wandering around, I pulled my phone out of my pocket and started taking pictures of her. The wonder in her eyes. The way her hair blew lightly in the wind. Framed in doorways. Through what was left of a window. I could see her mind working, imagining what it had looked like. How the stain glass would have looked. The way people would have walked through the doors for centuries, looking for faith in faithless times.
I had pieced together Keni’s love of history bit by bit over time, through conversations and other pieces of her life that I knew about. Her working in a museum and her fascination with Greek Mythology had been the most obvious, but there had been more. When we talked, she always had random bits of trivia for a lot of the places I was traveling to. She watched documentaries fairly often on Netflix and the majority were history related. She had never met a museum she didn’t love and when she was planning this trip, she had been the most excited for the tours of all of the historic places in the area.
It wasn’t hard, if you were paying attention.
I’m glad that I was because I can tell how much she’s loving this. I was worried that I was trying to shove too much into one day, but we needed this. She needed this; being able to enjoy the history of a place without worrying about how bored Ethan was or if Liv had wandered off or if Bethany was starting to get hangry.
We’re both going to be exhausted but it’s worth it to experience what it would be like if we could travel together.
Keni was reluctant to leave, but I had another surprise up my sleeve, more that I thought she needed to see. More that I wanted to show her. 
 “You really love this sort of thing, don’t you? History and all of that.” We were plodding our way down a sidewalk, hand in hand, towards the street. She had just trailed off from talking about what the buildings that were still standing had seen.
“History, culture, how people live and used to live… It’s always been a passion of mine. Getting that job in the museum was like a dream come true. Where are we going, now?”
I gently nudged her and pulled her back against my side. “Have I supplied any clues so far today?”
“No.”
“And did you like it all, anyway?”
“Please? A clue?”
I shook my head and gestured to the car with a business emblem on a sticker in the windshield pulling up onto the side street. “We’re getting in this car.” She turned wide eyes to me and I chuckled. “It’s a car service. They’re supposed to be picking us up, Keni.”
“I think you’re trying to get me killed.”
Opening the door for her, I grinned. “That’s not a very good birthday present, is it?”
The glare she gave me before she slid into the backseat of the car held no heat and yet it sent heated desire through me. I was starting to think that she could do no wrong. There was nothing about her or the things she did that made me want to duck and run. If I wasn’t so sure that where we were going next was going to be the best part of her day, I’d skip straight to the end of our day where I could finally get her alone after everyone went to bed.
That peaceful look on her face as she holds my hand across the middle seat and gazes out the window at the buildings passing by… I’d sell everything I own to have this moment forever. It always feels so right but so surreal to be in her space. To breathe in the scent of my soap on her skin as she brushed past me. To be able to reach out and touch her whenever I wanted.
 Kendra:
The car turned onto a small street off Piccadilly and pulled to a stop. “A bookstore?” I asked, looking at the display window of a shop with a sign declaring that they sell rare books and prints, interest and confusion swirling around in my mind.
“Antique books, to be precise,” Niall said, his face neutral but a smug look in his eyes. “Prints, too. I thought you might want to look around for Noah. And before you get fussy about how expensive something is, it’s a gift to him from me, since he couldn’t make it on the trip with the rest of ya.”
Noah’s art. He always remembered Noah’s art.
Stepping through the doors was like walking into a warm embrace. It was like a library had been condensed and intensified. All around us were cases full of books, the familiar musty smell overpowering and riddled with age. They weren’t anything I had ever considered for myself-- why buy books that were so old you couldn’t even read them for pleasure? I found myself drawn to the nearest case, however. From surprisingly vibrant covers with finely embedded gold lettering to thick leather cracked with age, long life marked by discoloration.
“I hoped you’d like it,” Niall said, his hand brushing lightly across my lower back. “Take your time, Ken.”
Everywhere I looked there was something new drawing my attention. The way covers were painted. The detailing on leather bindings. I was touched that Niall had not only remembered my love of history and books but found a way to combine them in a way I hadn’t expected. “How did you guess I would enjoy this?” I asked as I took in the details on a book called Bill the Minder, light green with gorgeous gold detailing.
He shrugged like it was the most obvious thing in the world. “I’ve been in a library with you, Ken. And you always have a book on you when you leave the house. Too many sometimes, but that’s an old argument.” We both smirked at the memory of us arguing about how many books it took for me to write a paper.
After looking at all of the bookshelves, I went to look at the prints. I won’t lie, it’s not really something I’m overly interested in but I knew Noah would be all over it. He paints and draws, but he’s interested in every art medium there is. In the end, I find a vintage Olympic poster from the 1972 Olympics in Munich and a piece entitled “Gentleman Commoner & Nobleman, Pro Proctor” with three men wearing what looked to be graduation regalia from some time around the Victorian era, if I had to guess. It wasn’t my major area of interest when it came to history but it fits with Noah’s high school graduation coming up and I knew he’d appreciate it.
I had thought to argue with Niall about the prices until he gave me a look that promised his full stubborn rebuttal. I left well enough alone. In the end, it wouldn’t be nearly as much as buying Noah a ticket here and back would have been.
When we made our way up to the counter, I noticed a book sitting casually on its surface. I perked up instantly as I saw the black lettering embossed on the deep red cover: A Collection of Greek Mythology. There was an image that was taken from a Greek vase depicting a battle in the same black under the title and my fingers itched to pick it up.
“You can look through it, if you’d like,” the man standing behind the counter offered as he started on working up our order. I hesitated, not wanting to damage something that probably cost a fortune. In the end, curiosity got the best of me.
The top edge of the spine and the corners were frayed in a way I was familiar with-- the sign of a frequently used book. When I gently opened the cover, I discovered a list of names, previous owners I’m sure, in fuzzy pencil markings. The text was in clunkier letters than what you’d see now, and the spacing was different. Like it had been done on a typewriter. All of the most popular Greek myths were present, with pictures depicting key scenes at the beginning of each story. Occasionally, written in the margins were small notes or lines would be underlined. It was like peeking into someone’s textbook notes.
“How old is this?” I found myself asking the man who had been helping us.
He typed something into his computer and said, “The item intake says this edition was published in 1852.”
I would have ripped my hands away from it if they hadn’t been supporting the front cover and the pages I’d already turned. It wasn’t as old as some of the other books in the shop, I’m sure, but it was the oldest thing I’d touched in my life besides maybe a rock or a building.
I shut it gently and sighed.
“Do you like it?” Niall asked, leaning against the counter as he watched the man carefully pack away Noah’s gifts.
Nodding, I pulled my hands away from the cover. Every history documentary I’d ever seen had antique pieces handled with gloves. While this book wasn’t that old, I felt weird leaving the oil from my skin all over it. “I love it.”
“Good. Cause it’s yours.”
I stared at him blankly, my mind rushing to catch up. “Niall, you can’t. It’s too…”
Warm, thick fingers reach out and wrap around mine. “Don’t start in on the price again. It’s your birthday, Keni and I know how much you love Greek mythology. I already bought it.”
Today had already had too many surprises and my brain was struggling to keep up. “You already…”
His eyes were dancing. He knew he’d done well. “That book right there is the real reason we came, I needed to pick it up for you. I scoured every rare book shop in London looking for a book on Greek mythology for you. Had to use the online catalogues since I’ve been out of the country and you wouldn’t believe how hard it is finding one.”
My hand spasmed in his, gripping his fingers tighter as I looked at the book laying in front of me. “Most guys get a girl a bear or a cheap necklace for her first birthday after they start dating. You’re setting the bar way too high, Irish.”
His smile matched the delight in his eyes. “I’m planning on outdoing this birthday for many years to come.”
I stepped into his chest, wrapping my arms around him as the smell of him mixed with the smell of books in my senses. “It’s perfect. I don’t think you’re going to be able to top this one.”
“We’re still not done.”
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Not being done included walking around looking at all of the shops before taking me to dinner at a nice French restaurant. I felt ridiculously underdressed but Niall either didn’t notice our relaxed attire or simply didn’t care. His attention was solely on me.
He flipped back to the wine selections and pointed at them. “I know you could drink here legally yesterday but it still seems momentous.”
I wasn’t even sure what to get, but our waiter was more than enthusiastic about helping me decide based on what I had enjoyed in my limited experience and what I was ordering to eat. Once he was gone, I asked Niall, “What did you do for your 21st birthday?” I thought about it for a minute and then corrected myself, “Probably what you do for all your birthdays. I forget that it’s not that magical number in most countries.”
Niall chuckled and shook his head. “We made a pretty big deal of it, alright. We had a concert day of, but I went to Vegas as soon as I could, since I could finally have the full experience. Don’t remember much of it, to be honest.”
“How very rockstar of you,” I tease. “Six months later and you’re having to be home in time to put a 7 year old to bed. My, how the mighty have fallen.”
Blue eyes lock onto mine. “There’s nowhere else I’d rather be, Ken.”
Say what you want about the man, but Niall knows exactly where to get good food. The waitstaff are all attentive and in no time at all, I have a steaming plate of food right in front of me. He waited until I had a mouth full of fish before asking, “If you like history and anthropology so much, why aren’t you studying them?”
I nearly choke and take a few moments to chew properly and get my mind in order. “I have taken courses for them.”
“You know what I mean, Ken.”
I spin my fork around on my plate, half wondering if there’s someone with impeccable manners watching me and about to have a stroke. “I love them, but it’s not easy to make a career out of them. The financial risk is too great, especially with me helping out so much with the kids. I need something that has better odds of me finding a well-paying job.”
“Even if you’re not passionate about it?”
Thumbing the stem on my wine glass, I mulled over how to respond. “It’s not like I don’t care about helping people, it’s just not… my biggest interest. I don’t think there’s any harm in allowing your passion to just be a hobby in the name of doing what’s best for you and your family.”
“If you could have any job in the world, what would it be? Don’t worry about risks or your siblings for just a few minutes. What would it be?”
“I’d love to work in a history museum as an archivist or curator. Or take on a research position about ancient civilizations. Artifact research. It doesn’t really matter, as long as culture and history are involved.”
“So, you want to be Indiana Jones?”
I scrunched up my nose at him. “Would you hate me if I told you that I’ve never actually seen those movies?”
He stared at me, his jaw hanging slightly loose. “You’ve been living under a rock. Hurry up and finish your food. We’re going to go pick up cupcakes and get back to my place to fix that. Tonight.”
It wasn’t Vegas, but I couldn’t imagine a better day that he could have planned for me.
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Chapter 28
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“I’ve never skipped school before.” You confessed as Taeyong led you out the school’s main building by the hand. The school was pretty lenient about students coming in and out as they please as long they swiped their ID’s for security purposes at the entry/exit points.
He lets go of your hand and turns to you, “You don’t want to leave?”
“I… I mean,” You already had your bags with you, taking your ID out, “Where would we go?”
He’s pensive for a second, “I have a place in mind.”
Taeyong doesn’t hold your hand when he leads the way and you’re grateful for that, he must have guessed the root of your problems already. He ignores your questions about where you two were heading off to, hopping onto the bus, and asks about the upcoming Jeju trip after finding a seat. He’s careful about mentioning Jaehyun, skirting around any topic that could possibly bring him into the conversation.
After half an hour, you get off and walk a few minutes until you reached an animal shelter.
“A shelter?”
Taeyong nods, “They’re all rescues; the shop is always looking for volunteers to help around. When I’m sad, I come here to be surrounded by puppies or kittens that just wants to love a human.”
He leads you inside and he greets the man behind the register, bowing slightly and you follow after him.
“Taeyong-ah! Isn’t it a little too early for school to be out?”
“Ah… it is, but it’s sort of an emergency.” He gestures to you, “My friend is sad and I know a few little friends who can help.”
You offer a polite smile to the man when his attention is brought over to you and he exclaims, “Oh! You must be the girl Taeyong talks about! Jangmi—”
“No!” Taeyong cuts in, cheeks blushing and using both hands to dismiss him, “This is [Y/N], she’s just a friend.”
“My apologies! Hello, [Y/N]. I’m Dongju, the shelter’s general manager. The puppies have been bored with each other the last few days, I’m sure they’ll enjoy your company. Taeyong, don’t give them treats! They broke into their snack bin this morning so luckily for you, they’re all freshly bathed.”
The phone rings and Dongju gestures for them to head on back while he answers the call. You follow Taeyong to the back door that leads to an open space with multiple play areas for the animals. There were puppies chasing each other that stopped when Taeyong opened up the fence to let you in and started running towards him.
Your heart melted at them, dropping to your knees when some of them paid attention to you instead and jumped onto your lap to lick your face. “Oh my god! They’re so cute!”
He sat beside you, trying to entertain three pups at once. “That’s Pretty, she’s been here the longest.”
The small dog was white with a light dusting of tea colored fur on her ears that spread out to the top of her head. She was soft, too, forcing your hand to pet her by nudging her head under your palm. “Hello, Pretty.”
She sits on your lap and just looks up at you, panting with her tongue out while her tail wagged vigorously.
Taeyong introduces to the pups he remembers, telling their back stories and things they liked and hated, funny anecdotes he knows of them. Both of you played with them — throwing sticks, discs, and balls for them to fetch, handing them chew toys — until they were tired and napped around your seated bodies.
With a mixed Jindo pup named Geumgang on your lap drifted off, you curiously asked, “So you talk about Jangmi with the people here?”
He looks away from, probably hiding the color rising to his cheeks, “They’ve been trying to match me up with their sisters or nieces when I first started volunteering here. I only used her as an excuse so the matchmaking won’t push through, but… in the end, I couldn’t stop talking about her.”
Silence befalls both of you, letting the sound of nature and distant car engines take over. A few pups snored and whimpered in their sleeps when you spoke up again, “Aren’t you going to ask me what’s wrong?”
“Do you want me to?” Taeyong cards his fingers through the long fur of the pup beside him, “If it was enough to convince you to ditch school for the first time with a panic attack about to happen, then I’d rather wait until you’re ready to talk about it.”
“I kissed Jaehyun.” You blurted out, waking up Geumgang, who moved off your lap to continue his slumber.
He smirks at you, “Nice.”
“No, not nice!”
“Oh, okay… not nice.” He wipes the grin off his face and clears his throat, “Uh, what happened?”
You pull your knees up and hugged them to your chest, “I mean, the kiss was nice, but… I pulled away in panic a-and when I turned around Jangmi was there and she was crying and—”
“Jangmi was crying?”
You nod, burying your face in the crevice between your knees, “God! I told you! They don’t have to tell me. I know they’re dating! You should have seen their faces— Jaehyun’s after I kissed him and Jangmi’s when she caught us. He must have been weirded out with me… he didn’t even chase after me.”
Taeyong is quiet as you simmered in your emotions, replaying the entire situation in your head despite yourself. After awhile he shakes his head, “No, [Y/N], I think Jangmi was crying because of me.”
“You,” You sniffed, “What did you do?”
He lets out a heavy sigh, “I might have snapped at her. I just… panic when she’s too close or being too friendly. It’s either I think I don’t deserve her or my paranoia from middle school is still lingering.”
You watched him fold his legs like you did and leaned his chin on one of his knees, “She came up to me after our class and asked me to join you guys for lunch so it wouldn’t be awkward on Sunday — and I would have agreed if she hadn’t said Yebin sent her. She terrifies me — Yebin, I mean. She has the same vibes as the guy who liked Jangmi back in middle school.”
“What did you say to her?”
“To stop trying to force me into her friend group.” He mumbles, “Stop acting so buddy-buddy with me… I might have asked something along the lines of why they didn’t send you instead.”
“Oh, Taeyong.” You lightly scolded, “I think you’ve gone too far.”
He exhales harshly, clicking his tongue, “Well, that’s my mess to deal with. Now you know that she was crying because of me, not because she caught you and Jaehyun. Where did she see you guys?”
“The greenhouse.”
“The greenhouse,” Taeyong repeats, “The one she likes to sneak off to.”
You drop your head in embarrassment at the realization of what he was trying to say. Jangmi was crying and they were at the one place in school she can run off to for some peace of mind.”Okay, she wasn’t crying because of us, but… how about Jaehyun’s reaction? His face was just… surprised… not in the good way and when he said my name… he sounded so concerned like… an older brother talking to his younger sibling.”
He snorts at you, prompting you to punch his shoulder. “I’m sorry! Listen, I promise you that the last thing he’ll see you as is a sibling.”
“How do you know?”
“No,” He laughs, “How do you not know?”
“Whatever! I know what I saw and I felt it.” You check your phone for the time, seeing one text from Jaehyun. 
“We need to talk about what happened, but only when you’re ready.”
The thing is, you might never be ready to talk about it. You’re hoping it could blow over and both of you would just forget it ever happened. “I should get home before Jaehyun arrives.”
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There was an hour of school left when you get home and it gave you a sense of relief to know Jaehyun wasn’t home yet. As you trekked up to your floor, you faltered a step when you catch someone waiting outside your door. If weren’t for her ponytail, you would have ran away thinking it was Jaehyun.
You approached Jangmi as she leaned on the front door, spaced out as she stared at the ground until you meekly greeted her and she jerked upright.
“[Y/N].” She pauses, “I’m probably one of the last people you want to talk to right now, but if I didn’t say anything I don’t think I’d be able to sleep tonight.”
“Okay. Let’s go in?”
After unlocking the front door and letting her in, you ask her if she wanted anything to drink or eat and she only wanted water. You usher her to sit on the couch before grabbing a glass of water from the kitchen, setting it on the coffee table with a coaster when you returned.
“I’m sorry.” She starts as soon as you sat down, “I didn’t mean to walk into… you and Jaehyun. I didn’t think you two were going to be there that day.”
“N-no, it’s okay… you gave me a reason to leave.” You remember Taeyong’s words from a while ago, “Are you okay now?”
Her lashes flutter as she comes up with a response and the glint in her eyes tell you that she’s not. You might not have known her as long as Joohyun and the others, but you don’t think you’ve seen her so… upset before.
“Am I unlikeable? You probably hate me.”
You immediately shake your head to rebuff her accusation, “No! Not at all— I think you’re the hardest person to hate in school. Why would you ever think that?”
Jangmi falls back into the seat and twiddles the hem of her skirt between her fingers. “I used to be jealous of you, you know.”
“Me?” Did you hear her wrong?
She nods, pressing her lips into a thin line. “You’ve been hanging out with Taeyong these days… He’s not exactly the most social person so it comes off as a surprise to me. The only reasons I can come up with as to why he suddenly changed is because either likes you—”
“He doesn’t! I swear, we’ve talked about it—”
“Then it’s to keep me away.” She cuts you off and you’re taken aback by her statement. She chuckles, mostly to herself, “I’m sure he’s either told you himself or you asked about our past in middle school; how I confessed to him and he rejected me.”
Jangmi’s voice cracks at the last words; her jaw tense for a moment until she releases an exasperated breath and lets her face fall into her open palms.
Instinctively, you put your hand on her shoulder to comfort her but you don’t know what to say.
“You must think I’m so pathetic for still being hung up from a stupid crush I had from middle school.” She softly cries, “But I really tried to forget about him; I tried to date other guys and he even transferred to a different school! But it got worse when he left and I was so miserable, [Y/N]! Yeah, he rejected me, but at least I still get to see him at school. Even though we live across each other, we barely cross paths because he’s either cooped out playing computer games or out at the PC rooms — playing computer games.”
“I even transferred into your school to follow him and I don’t know if it’s mean of me to say that I was relieved to find out he still hasn’t dated anyone… until that stupid auction happened and he got a date with you.” She glances at you with eyes teary and wary, “So I was jealous of you… but what’s my right to be? Taeyong was never mine to begin with. He can like whoever he wants, even if it’s not me.”
“I’m so sorry, Jangmi. But I really don’t like Taeyong that way… and please believe me when I tell you that he doesn’t either.” You bite down on your lip, not wanting to confess for Taeyong.
She manages to give you a small smile, “I believe you… only because I know you like Jaehyun.”
“What— how’d you—”
“Back when you sang on stage with him, I had an inkling and then when I got closer to you two, how you two interacted just confirmed it.” Jangmi finally takes a sip of the water you brought her. “I guess it helps that I’m in the same position as you; in love and all. It’s like looking in a mirror.”
You make eye contact with her and she shrugs, “But you still have a chance.”
“With Jaehyun?” You asked, incredulously, “No, I… He doesn’t… He likes you.”
This makes Jangmi laugh; heartily enough that even you would have joined her if you weren’t talking about Jaehyun’s feelings. “No, he doesn’t. Trust me, that day we met up for the date I got; we made our intentions very clear. We don’t like each other that way.”
You should have been relieved by what she’s telling you, but it still doesn’t explain Jaehyun’s reaction after you kissed him. “Why did you… bet 800 on him for a date, by the way?”
“There was a girl that I butt heads with before the event started and she had her eyes set on Jaehyun.” Jangmi recoils at the memory, “It wasn’t my best moment to be so petty and stoop down so low like that… but at least I can assure you that Jaehyun is all yours, right?”
“I… I don’t know. What happened in the greenhouse… I just want to forget about it.”
“You don’t want to be anything more with him?”
You let your posture slump over, defeated by the conflict of your heart and mind. “O-of course, I do, but when I pulled away from him, he just looked… alarmed?”
“This isn’t a romance novel or romcom movie, [Y/N]. Almost anyone who is kissed out of the blue by the person they least expect would be surprised — especially if you pulled away so abruptly.” She says with a slight tease in her tone before turning solemn, “I just wish I hadn’t interrupted you two. You didn’t even give him a chance to talk. You were out there so quickly.”
“I panicked.” You admitted, “I was just so convinced that you two were secretly dating and with all the kissing and you catching us while crying… my mind just came up with the entire scenario and stuck with it.”
“So you’ll talk to him about it?”
“Eventually. I just need time and space to… recollect my thoughts about everything.”
Jangmi stares at you, blinking repeatedly as if you sprouted a new head.
“What?”
“Nothing… It’s just… He said the same thing.” She shrugs, “I wanted to run after you but he stopped me because he knew you needed time to think about it.”
For a few minutes, you both sat in silence; processing everything you’ve talked about. Not wanting to end the conversation with a somber mood, you asked if she had skipped classes to wait for her and she tells you that she did after finding out from other students they saw you leaving with Taeyong. 
She receives a text and she shows it to you.
“She hasn’t replied. I told you. I’ll have to wait until she’s ready to talk about it.”
“You should really tell him how you feel.” She quietly comments, closing her phone.
It’s not like you had a choice at this point. You initiated the kiss; you can’t pass that off as a ”caught in the moment” type of thing and still claim to having platonic feelings for him. “I’m just scared of the consequences. What if he rejects me like Taeyong?”
“I confessed to Taeyong because I had nothing to lose. You and Jaehyun have years of friendship between the two of you; you can’t just lose all of that for a confession. He’ll always love you — and I know because he told me himself. He’d always try to choose you over anything.”
At the little phrase he keeps telling you, you knew she wasn’t saying things to cheer you up. “He told you that?”
“He makes me wish I had a best friend like him.”
Next door, you hear Jay barking and you’re sure that Jaehyun was home now. A quick glance at the wall clock tells you that you and Jangmi had been conversing for an hour.
“I should probably go.” Jangmi starts, picking up her bag and putting it on. You stand up with her and she holds your hand, “Thanks for listening to me. I came here to explain myself, but I think I ended up overstaying.”
“No!” You dismissed, holding her other hand, “I’m glad you came over. You answered a lot of questions I don’t even know how to ask in the first… I’m sorry about the whole Taeyong misunderstanding.”
“And I’m sorry about the Jaehyun misunderstanding.”
You pull her into a hug, which she graciously accepts. As you pull away, you hum, “Uhm… in case that Jaehyun gets… impatient with me, can you distract him? Especially if I’m still not ready.”
“Of course.” She coyly smiles at you and playfully winks, “But if I personally think that it’s been way too long for you to quote-unquote think about things, then I won’t stand in his way.”
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Lee Jinhyuk x y/n
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friends-to-lovers au (if its not yet clear, im a sucker for these kind of au lol)
“Oi! Let me in. They’ve released a new episode for Shokugeki no Soma. Let’s watch it on your TV!”, you woke up after hearing his loud voice and continuous knocking on the door.
“Get away. Watch it on your house.”
“Come on! It’s much better to watch it with someone. Let me in!”
You tried to ignore him but he’s not stopping knocking the door. You groaned and forced yourself to stand. You opened the door and you were faced with a grinning Jinhyuk.
“I knew you can’t resist me. Come on, come on. Let’s watch”, he said as he dragged you inside your room. He made you sit beside him while he turned on the TV. You were dozing off and he noticed it. He shook you profusely. 
“Wake up already sleepyhead. Where’s your passion? We love anime, if you have forgotten.”
“Dude, I still love anime but I also love sleep. I slept late because I was watching an anime! I can just watch this later”, you informed him and you pushed his hands away from your shoulders.
He sighed. “Fine.”
He gently pulled you closer and made you sleep on his lap. He continued watching while you sleep. 
You felt someone touching your hair. You opened your eyes to see Jinhyuk looking at you with a smile.
“Already awake?”, he asked as you sit.
“Wash up and let’s eat breakfast. It smelled delicious but I can’t go down because you were sleeping”, he reasoned.
“Eat breakfast in your house. Why do you always come here during the weekend?”, you said as you washed your face.
“Because it’s comfortable here. Do it faster, let’s go down.”
“Yes yes. I’m done, master”, you replied sarcastically.
You followed him downstairs and you greeted your parents. Your younger brother was also there. When he saw Jinhyuk, he ran to him immediately.
“Jinhyuk-hyung, you are here? Why do always go to my sister’s room? Come to mine”, he said as he glared at you.
“You -- how dare you glare at your older sister?!”, and you were about to chase him but Jinhyuk held your wrist. He laughed and told you to stop.
You had a happy breakfast. Jinhyuk, as usual, is full of stories. He’s studying in a different university and even though you don’t know his classmates personally, it seems like you almost know everything about them because of him.
“Hey, are you listening? Are you daydreaming again?”, he asked as the two of you are washing the dishes.
“Huh? What was it?”
“I said, if you want to come with me to the university today? There’s a school activity going on and we can bring outsiders.”
“Hmm..”
“Don’t even think about it. You’re coming with me. I’m sure you’ll have fun. I will also introduce my university friends to you.”
He looked so excited and you don’t want to burst his bubble. You nod and after washing the dishes, you two decided to meet at the intersection just right outside your house.
Along the way, you two chatted some more about the anime you were watching early in the morning. To tease you, he was about to spoil the episode he had watch on your room. You covered your ears while saying random words, an attempt to not hear his story.
“Okay okay. I won’t tell you.”
Before you knew it, you are outside his university. It seems like the event is quite popular. There were plenty of people just in the entrance. After some time, you’ve finally entered the school grounds. 
It was quite beautiful. There were laughter everywhere. The weather was also perfect for the event, not too hot and not too cold. You have noticed that Jinhyuk is quite popular with his peers. As soon as you entered, he was greeted by group of men. He was popular among men and women and it was not surprising to you. Jinhyuk’s approachable and humorous. 
Jinhyuk led you to a lively room. The room is not yet opened and yet, you can hear the murmuring inside. When he opened the room, you recognized some of them and again, it’s not because you met them personally but you met them through Jinhyuk’s stories.
“y/n, come. I’ll introduce you to them.”
“Guys, this is y/n. I have told you about her before.”
“Oho~ you’re y/n, huh? It’s good to finally meet you. Jinhyuk’s stories were all about you. I’m --”
“Seungyeon, right?”, you finished his sentence.
“Uh yes, how did you know?”
“Jinhyuk mentioned you plenty of times”, you reasoned.
You suddenly remembered when Jinhyuk shared that Seungyeon once tripped in the middle of the hallway because of a bubblegum Jinhyuk placed on the floor. Jinhyuk was warned by the school authorities for doing that. You laughed as the story came to life on your mind.
“Why are you laughing? Wait, did Jinhyuk mentioned anything embarrassing about me?”, Seungyeon asked. Him and Jinhyuk bickered for a while because of that. 
Jinhyuk left for a moment to buy some snacks for you. You wanted to come with him but he insisted that you can rest and then you can roam the area with him later in the afternoon. You were left with Seungyeon and some of his other friends. 
“y/n, right? Are you not with Jinhyuk?”, Kookheon asked.
“Huh? No. Not at all. Jinhyuk and I are like siblings.”
“Eh? Really? It would be nice if you can be with him though. He always talks about you and it came to the point when we don’t have to hear his story because just from his expression, we know that he’ll talk about you.”
It’s not surprising to you. You have heard the same talk when you were still in junior high. Some even bet that you will be together at the end of senior high but nothing happened. You stayed as friends.
Jinhyuk is a great guy and his narcissistic self also knows that. You recognize all his good qualities and accepts his problematic qualities but you have never seen him as a man. It’s a platonic relationship.
“What are you guys talking about?”, Jinhyuk asked as he gently placed the snacks on the table.
“They were talking about us having a romantic relationship”, you blandly replied.
“I have already told you before that y/n is like a sibling to me”, he replied.
Before you brought the snack closer to your mouth, you noticed the red tinge on his left ear. You did not mind it.
“So how was it?”, he asked as you two were walking around the neighborhood.
“It was fun. Your friends are really nice. They made me feel like I’m one of them”, you replied with a smile as you reminisce the activities you did in the afternoon.
“I knew you would like them. They’re great friends.”
You two enjoyed the soft wind touching your skin. The sky has a faint tinge of pink as the sun is setting. Jinhyuk rested his arms on your shoulder and you let him be. After quite some time, you noticed that some of the women in your neighborhood has been murmuring. Well, you understand them. It may look like you are lovers in their point-of-view. That didn’t affect you though. The most important thing is you know what kind of relationship you have with Jinhyuk.
You were awakened with the same reason again. You groaned hearing his voice. Does he need to go here every Saturday and Sunday?!
“Oi, open the door.”
“What is it this time?”
“I just want to stay in your room”, he replied.
“Just stay at Minhyuk’s (your brother) room first.”
You heard the thumping of his feet. His knocks grew faint but he’s still knocking and it doesn’t look like it will stop any moment from now. You forced yourself to stand.
Contrary to what he usually does, he is leaning on the door when you opened it. You saw his shocked expression as he pushed you to the ground. He was on top of you and he was close, too close. You both gazed at each other for a few seconds before you pushed him.
“W-why were you leaning on the door? That was dangerous!”
“Right. Hahaha. Sorry about that.” His laugh was awkward, evidently trying to make the atmosphere light. The two of you stood up and you jumped to your bed and covered yourself with a blanket. 
Why is my heart beating so fast?
Apparently, your brother saw what happened and he announced it on the dining table. You and Jinhyuk were coughing when he mentioned it.
“I saw Jinhyuk-hyung on top of noona this morning.”
You immediately hit his head.
“Are you stupid? It was not like that!”
“Mom, Dad. It was an accident”, you reasoned.
“You two... if you are in a romantic relationship, you don’t have to hide it from us. We already know Jinhyuk well. He’s a fine man”, your father said.
You were waving your arms gesturing that he thought wrong.
“Dad, it’s not like that at all! We’re like siblings and it was an accident”, you insisted.
He sighed. “Fine but don’t hide anything from us”, he replied.
After breakfast, instead of going to your room, Jinhyuk went to Minhyuk’s room. You can hear them playing video games. You thought that it is better that way. You need some time to calm down.
Why is it suddenly like this? It should not have that kind of impact to me. I have been with him for a long time already but why suddenly..?
That day, he did not enter your room again. With the door closed, you just heard him say goodbye, meaning that he was going home.
The next day, you were walking along the road towards the bus station when you passed by Jinhyuk’s house. A woman’s voice called your name. It’s Jinhyuk’s mother.
“y/n, do you have some time?”, she asked.
Well, you do have time. Your class will start in 2 hours and you simply wanted to go early because you wanted to stay in the library.
“Yes. Do you need anything?”
“That’s great. Can you bring this to Jinhyuk? He left it and he wanted me to bring it to him but I need to attend to the shop.”
Eh? Wait. What kind of fate is this?
You wanted to protest but you also don’t want her to know that there is an awkward atmosphere between you two. You held the notebook on her hands and promised that you’ll deliver it to him. 
Once you were outside the university, you called his mobile.
On the other hand, Jinhyuk was chatting with his friends when he felt his phone vibrate. He saw your name and for the first time, he was quite hesitant to answer it.
“Hello?”
“Jinhyuk, come get your notebook. I’m outside your school”, you said.
“W-why are you the one here?”
There was some silence. You went all this way and you’re feeling unwelcome.
“Oi, are you getting it or not? I’ll leave this on the ground”, you threatened.
 “W-wait. I’m getting it.”
When he came, you immediately gave him the notebook and went away.
“Where did you go?”, Seungyeon asked.
“Ah, y/n brought my notebook”, Jinhyuk replied.
“Oho~ now that you mention it, you haven’t talked about her today. Did something happen?”, he teased.
“Nothing and do I really have to talk about her every day?”
“This is interesting. Jinhyuk not talking about his favorite girl in the world?”, he continued teasing him.
“She’s not my favorite girl in the world!”
His friends laughed for his outburst. 
It’s already Sunday and he has not visited you yet. It’s not like I miss him, you told yourself. 
“Noona, where’s Jinhyuk-hyung? Is he not coming here?”, your brother asked.
“I don’t know. He might be busy.”
You can’t resist anymore and you sent him a message.
I’ve downloaded the full season of Seven Deadly Sins. Watch with me.
Jinhyuk saw your message and that was his signal. He was uncertain if he should visit you but since you are inviting him, then it means that he can go. 
“Hey, I brought some snack”, he said as he sat beside you.
Good thing that the anime you were watching had plenty of fighting scenes. These made you two jump and scream while watching. The awkward atmosphere disappeared and as if nothing happened.
After that, everything went back to normal. Good thing it did. You don’t want that to happen again. He went back to his habit of spending his weekend with you. If there’s anything that changed, it’s the distance between the two of you. Well he still wrap his arms on your shoulders but you don’t do holding hands anymore. He also used to sleep beside you when he’s at your house but that doesn’t happen anymore.
You hate to admit it but the skinship that you felt normal before has been something that you anticipate with.
One Friday night, Jinhyuk visited your house to play with Minhyuk. After some time, he noticed that your parents are not present.
“Hey, where are your parents?”, he asked.
“Ah, they visited my grandma. Both me and Minhyuk had classes this morning so we can’t go with them.”
“Oh~ wait”, he had a grin and went outside.
About an hour after, he came back wearing sleeping pajamas and he had yoru, his stuff toy, on his arms.
“I’m going to sleep here”, he announced.
“Huh?!” “Yey!” Both you and Minhyuk reacted. Obviously, you did the former.
You wanted to protest but he told you that he will stay with Minhyuk. You agreed. The three of you were quite tired that evening due to playing the whole night. You said your good nights and retreated to your rooms. 
Later that night, Jinhyuk had to use the toilet. The toilet is at the end, beside your room. After that, he went back and fell asleep.
You opened your eyes when you heard clicking sounds. The first thing that you did was to look for the source of that sound. You saw Minhyuk holding his mobile and taking a picture of you.
You raised your feet to kick him then suddenly, you felt someone’s movement. You looked at your side and saw that familiar face. You stood up immediately and threw a pillow at him. He rubbed his eyes and sat up.
“Hm.. What’s the commotion all about?”, he said, still half-asleep.
“Why are you here?! You said you will sleep beside Minhyuk!”
This woke him up and he searched around the room.
“Wait! I’m sure that I was --”, then he realized that after taking his time in the toilet, he immediately entered the room next to it.
While the two of you were panicking, Minhyuk sent the picture to your parents and you instantly received a call from your mother.
“No, mom. It’s a misunderstanding. He was half-asleep when he went here”, you explained.
The truth is, your parents do not find it as a problem. They actually want you to be with Jinhyuk so they are trying to indirectly push you to him. 
“What’s the big deal? We used to sleep together”, Jinhyuk said.
“Well, it’s a different thing now. We’re adults.”
The breakfast that day was quiet and Minhyuk obviously noticed it. As a curious child, he asked questions why we are not talking to each other, why we are in the same room, and is it normal since he only saw your parents to stay in one bed.
You tried to answer some of his questions but refrained some. After breakfast, Jinhyuk went home and thank god he did. Why is this happening again? My heart is beating fast again.
You haven’t met Jinhyuk again after that. 
You were walking towards your university gate when someone tap your shoulder. It’s Wooseok, a classmate of yours.
“Hey, did you make the assignment?”, he asked. You gave him an eye.
“I’m not letting you copy”, you told him.
“Come on~ I completely forgot about it and I might fail the class without it”, he explained.
“You still got 30 mins to answer.”
He hugged you and insisted that you help him. You let out a smile. You find it cute and you just handed over your notebook. He jumped for joy and hugged you tightly.
Then somebody pulled you away from Wooseok. You looked at his direction and you saw Jinhyuk with furrowed eyebrows.
“Who are you?”, he asked, clearly irritated.
“Uh, I’m Kim Wooseok, y/n’s classmate”, Wooseok replied while looking at you for help.
“Why are you hugging y/n?”
You just gently pushed Wooseok and told him to just give the notebook before the professor enters.
“Oi, why are you angry? He was hugging me because I let him copy my assignment. He was just thanking me”, you explained.
“And he had to hug you?! He can just say it and he’s just your friend.”
Seriously, what is wrong with him?
“Jinhyuk, we hug all the time and we are friends”, you made him realize.
This made him calm down but later on, his face grew red in color. He covered his face with his right hand and gestured, with his left hand, that he’ll get going. You held his wrist.
“Wait, why did you come here?”, you asked.
“Uhh.. nothing. I need to go”, and he pushed your hand away.
The bell rang and it was your signal that your class is starting. You ran to your classroom and Wooseok gently passed your notebook with a “thank you” note.
During lunch, you received a message from Jinhyuk.
I’ll eat dinner at your house. My parents are not at home.
~ when did you ever ask permission? lol . you’re welcome to join us
By 6 PM, Jinhyuk arrived and your mother invited him to eat. After dinner, Jinhyuk went with you to your room to watch an anime. Only the sound from the television can be heard. Jinhyuk, from sitting for a long time, changed his position. This made him accidentally touch your hand. Both of you flinched.
Why does a simple touch make you feel this way?
You kept on questioning yourself but you knew exactly the reason why you felt that way. You’re falling for him, for your best friend. You were lost in your thoughts when suddenly, Jinhyuk took the courage to hold your hand. You looked at him immediately.
He turned off the television and it was silent.
You just continued looking at him. What is he thinking? You were wishing that he can’t hear your fast beating heart. Then, you felt his hand gripping your hand tighter and everything just stopped.
You felt his lips on your cheek and from shock, you did not breath for a moment. You touched your cheek with your free hand. Soon, the feeling sank in.
“W-w-w-wha--”
“If.. I ask you on a date, will you go?”, he asked.
“Huh? Wait, what’s happening??”
“I like you okay? And I mean, not as friends but you as a woman.”
Doesn’t this only happen in shoujo manga?
You saw that familiar red tinge in his ear again. His hand was sweaty, showing that he is nervous. 
You are unfamiliar with this feeling but you knew that for some time, you were seeing Jinhyuk in a different light. You wanted to know more about this feeling, this emotion.
You gave him a nod and held back his hand. The both of you were grinning wide.
Click!
You saw Minhyuk taking another picture.
“I’m going to show this to Mom and Dad!”, he announced and ran downstairs. You wanted to chase after him but Jinhyuk held you back and you are now lying beside him.
“Oi, you just invited me to a date! We’re not yet going out!”, you told him as you pushed him away.
“Not yet?”, he teased. You blushed and pushed him outside your door. Before he can leave, you told him “I’m only available on weekends!” . This made him smile.
When he went downstairs, your parents were waiting for him. Then your father held out a thumbs up to Jinhyuk, completely supporting this change.
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Chaos of Life
Summary:
Yoongi doesn't do things he doesn't like to do. He doesn't talk to people he doesn't like. He doesn't go to class if he doesn't want to. He doesn't even bother to look at those he doesn't think deserves his attention. So, Jimin can't help but wonder what on Earth he did to deserve this strange boys attention.
Chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19
Chapter Twenty:
“Hey… Thanks for inviting me to come with you guys to the theme park.”
Jimin glanced to the side, his eyebrows raising in surprise at Moonbyul’s words. He still wasn’t really used to how grateful she always acted to be included in the group. Jimin had always felt like it was pretty cut and dry. She had been best friends with Namjoon and Yoongi. It just made sense that she would join the group and fit in with everyone the best she could.
And she fit the dynamic well. She was snarky, and fun to be around, and honestly, Jimin had never questioned her presence with them. She was perfect for them, in a sense.
“Couldn’t imagine coming without you,” Jimin stated surely. He felt Yoongi stirring at his side, which surprised him a bit. The amusement park was a small drive from their University, and Yoongi had not been excited about how early everyone wanted him to wake up for the event. Jimin thought he had been sleeping, but apparently that wasn’t really so.
“I could imagine it,” he murmured back. “I’d be able to actually sleep in peace.”
Moonbyul rolled her eyes at Yoongi’s words and reached across Jimin so that she could smack Yoongi in the head.
“You’re a brat you know that?” She teased.
He hummed and rested his head back down on Jimin’s shoulder, but a mere glance to the side told Jimin that he wasn’t in the least bothered by the hit as he had a small smile settled over his lips.  
Just to make this journey, the boys had to ask Jungkook’s mom if they could borrow her minivan- after all no normal car could seat eight people comfortably in it. Moonbyul, Yoongi and Jimin were in the furthest back row, right behind Jungkook, Taehyung, and Hoseok.
In the front seat Seokjin was driving, and Namjoon was directing....
Luckily, Jungkook was also directing because already Namjoon had tried to lead them down four wrong streets and get off at two wrong exits. Moonbyul had appeared to be a tad bit stressed at Namjoon’s continued inability to direct them well to the right location, but she also seemed to be enjoying the chaotic atmosphere either way.
Jimin was glad that she seemed comfortable, he was sort of worried that she would feel left out of the group and honestly hadn’t expected her to agree to come today but he was glad, nonetheless.
Jimin and Taehyung had stayed up until... At least four in the morning working on their homework for the weekend so that they wouldn’t have to worry about it on Sunday, so they were both pretty tired when they woke up only a few hours later to go to the theme park.
Luckily Seokjin had supplied them with a large amount of caffeine- enough so that Jimin was certain he could make it through the day without letting Yoongi see just how exhausted he truly was.
It was only about a forty-minute ride between Seoul and Everland, so when they finally got to their exit the whole car was buzzing with excitement.  Jungkook, for one, couldn’t stop talking about all of the things he wanted to do and all of the rides he wanted to ride.
It had been a while since the group had gone to Everland so Jimin understood the excitement. Usually when he went, he just wandered around trying the different sorts of food and watching his friends have a good time while grooving to the songs playing over the loudspeakers.
It would be the first time he came here with a significant other.
His eyes wandered over to Yoongi and he idly wondered what the day had in store for him.
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“Let’s ride a roller coaster first,” Jin suggested, his eyebrows raising as he made the suggestion. Jin could almost swear that half the group tensed at the mere suggestion- himself included. Normally when they all came to amusement parks they split up and just sort of met to eat together every once in a while, but this time around, it was clear that Taehyung kind of wanted them all to spend the time together.
Jimin wasn’t sure exactly what it was... Maybe it was the resurfacing of Moonbyul in Namjoon’s life and the realization that once upon a time Yoongi, Moonbyul, and Namjoon had all been close friends but as of recently Taehyung had been extremely clingy. He didn’t seem to really want to let anyone out of his sight- not even Jungkook.
While Jimin thought it was particular, he knew that whatever Taehyung was doing through he probably wouldn’t be very willing to talk about it, and if it was feelings of insecurity it would likely pass quickly. He wasn’t very worried about his friend.
He was worried, about riding any of the roller coasters at this theme park, however.
He wasn’t sure what it was. The height, the speed, the sheer insanity of it all. Really, who built roller coasters? Who was the person who had been sitting around wondering how to spend their time and had genuinely thought it would be fun to build giant dangerous fast train tracks in the sky for people to risk their lives on every day?
“Are we sure we want to ride a coaster first...?” Hoseok voiced, swallowing thickly as he looked at the paper map that Seokjin was holding. “I mean, it’s not that I’m scared I just... I would hate for Moonbyul- yeah Moonbyul to get overwhelmed or something.”
Moonbyul scoffed, her cheeks growing a little pinker as the attention of all of the boys turned to her.
“What? Me? I ride roller coasters all the time,” Moonbyul insisted, crossing her arms over her chest. “Kind of sounds like you’re the scared one.”
“Well... It is... Tall,” Namjoon commented, clearing his throat nervously. Jimin followed his line of sight, and his heart dropped at the sheer height of the drop on the roller coaster.  “The T Express is 56 meters high.”
“Wasn’t there an accident on the ride too? The roller coaster just stopped, and everyone was stranded for ten minutes,” Jimin added, his heart thumping in his chest as he stared at the roller coaster looming over the horizon. Moonbyul fell in step beside them.
“Someone died at one of the rides here, got hit by a spinning barrel,” she whispered.
Hoseok took his place beside them all, looking at the coaster as well.
“Really?” He asked. “M-Maybe we should start off with a smaller ride... To ease Jungkook into everything!”
Jungkook- who had been gazing longingly at one of the nearby stands of cotton candy looked over at the mention of his name, his eyebrows raising.
“What?”
“Yes! Let’s start with Racing Coaster for Jungkook! So that he doesn’t get scared!” Namjoon agreed. Jungkook still looked wildly confused by the accusation.
“I’m not scared of roller coas-”
Moonbyul rushed over to him before he could finish what he was saying, hooking her arm around his neck and giving him a sympathetic look.
“Don’t you worry at all, we’ll ease you into the roller coaster life,” Moonbyul said assuringly. Namjoon took off leading the pack, confidently directing them with the map towards Magic Land where the alleged coaster was kept.
“Isn’t Racing Coaster in Kids Village...?” Seokjin asked hesitantly.
Racing Coaster was in Kids Village and it was a kids roller coaster. That after all was the point. Starting with a small roller coaster, would be the way to start to keep everyone’s heart from beating too hard off the bat.
Of course, a glance at Yoongi, and Jimin could deduct one terrifying thing.
Yoongi wasn’t scared of roller coasters.
It wasn’t really anything he said, but Jimin could tell just by the way that he was acting... He was being so quiet, just looking around at all of the attractions as your small group passed them and looking at all of the people as they went about their activities.  
He seemed to be lost in his own world, completely oblivious to everything that was unravelling around them. It made Jimin’s racing heart slow down just a little bit, unreasonably comforted just to see his boyfriend at such ease. Jimin walked over to him, quietly slipping his hand into Yoongi’s hand. Yoongi looked over at him at the action, giving him a soft gummy smile.
It was clear he couldn’t tell just how terrified that Jimin was to be going on a roller coaster, and God was he thankful for that. He didn’t want Yoongi to know that after all they had been through, after some of the genuine scares that the two had faced, and the struggles of college life, that he was actually scared of a roller coaster.
But he just couldn’t help the fear that gripped his heart at the mere thought of being strapped into those metal death traps. Sure, he knew that it was rare to die on one, but he still could die on one and that was a scary scary thought.
So instead of thinking about the roller coaster, Jimin tried to think about anything else. Namely, the boy right beside him. He watched in admiration as Yoongi took in the park that he had never visited before, and watched the way that... Yoongi’s face didn’t really change to express his emotions, but his eyes did.
Jimin couldn’t really explain it, but he could only tell what emotions were going through Yoongi by the way that his eyes flitted from one place to another rapidly, full of nothing but pure awe.
Jimin wasn’t sure he could quite place a time in which Yoongi had been so excited around him.
Of course, it was his own negligence to pay attention to anything other than Yoongi that made him miss that the group was not in fact headed towards Magic Land or Kids Village or Racing Coaster.
Maybe if he had paid even the slightest attention to anything other than Yoongi’s eyes he would have noticed that.
“It’s even taller up close,” Hoseok choked out wringing his hands out behind his back. Jimin barely prevented his head from bobbing up and down in agreement.
Namjoon truly was awful at directing the group.
Somehow, they had ended up European adventure, standing on the path right in front of the tall wooden roller coaster.
“You know the T Express was once the steepest ride in the world?” Namjoon asked. The whole group turned their attention to him.
“It has a top speed of 104km per hour, and dips to a 77-degree angle.”
As if to confirm Namjoon’s words, the roller coaster came rushing past the long line that they all somehow found their way into, the rides occupants screaming in horror.
“Can wooden roller coasters even go that fast?” Moonbyul choked out.
“This one can,” Jimin murmured.
Seokjin burst out in laughter at the words.
“How come you guys look like you have all seen a ghost?” He asked. Jungkook’s eyes widened at that.
“If someone did die at this park, could there be a ghost?” He blurted. Taehyung laughed at the accusation.
“I’m sure there isn’t a ghost,” he responded. “Not at this ride at least, this wasn’t the one that the person died on.”
As if sensing the tension that was building up in Hoseok’s body, Seokjin crept up to Hoseok, letting out a quick “boo” as he got close to him. Hoseok shouted in surprise, making Seokjin collapse into a ball of giggles, clearly amused by Hoseok’s absolute horror.  
“You guys are ridiculous. It’s just a roller coaster.”
“It’s a wooden death trap,” Namjoon mumbled.  
And god did he seem right. The closer that you two got to the roller coaster, the more that Jimin’s heart pounded. It didn’t matter how close he was to Yoongi. He was scared, he was terrified.  
He told himself it was going to be okay. Because Yoongi was there beside him.
But then as soon as they got into the ride, he knew it wasn’t. The ride was loud and as the conveyor belt pulled the coaster up the rails, it felt like the whole coaster was being yanked forward.
Jimin was honestly terrified that the ride wouldn’t make it up to the top of the hill and the full trip from the bottom to the top was a twenty second ride from hell. Luckily for JImin he wasn’t very close to the front of the roller coaster, closer more to the middle. It felt almost safer to be there, versus the second row were Seokjin and Taehyung were or the back where Moonbyul and Namjoon were.
Yoongi sat next to Jimin, still pretty quiet as the roller coaster reached the top and for a split second Jimin thought that the rollercoaster was going to stop just then. He braced himself for the impending drop towards the Earth, more than relieved to find he still had a good few seconds before all hell broke loose.
He looked at Yoongi, a gentle smile crossing his lips.
“Are you nervous?”
Yoongi gave him a pretty calm look and he shrugged.
“Not really. You?”
Jimin swallowed hard and looked away from his boyfriend.
“Nah.”
And then the roller coaster began to tip forward.
The thing about the T Express was that along with being loud, and fast and scary was that the ride shook like a literal Earthquake situated in just the coaster that the two were in. Jimin could feel his body shaking hard against the restraints of the ride as it roared down the tracks.
In one hand, he wasn’t really aware of anything that was going on around him. On the other hand, he could faintly hear himself screaming for his life. There was only really one small moment in which he was able to pause, and breathe easily, and that was when the ride levelled out for a brief second, and he looked over at Yoongi.
Yoongi was laughing, the widest smiled spread over his lips as he felt the wind in his hair and enjoyed the pure exhilaration of riding so quickly through the air.
For a millisecond, Jimin felt calm. He was just happy to be there with Yoongi. Happy to see him so happy.
And then the roller coaster dipped again, and tears pricked at the corners of his eyes.
It felt like an eternity before finally the ride came to a stop. The roar of the coaster came down to the quieter tiks of the cart rolling along the track.
Jimin felt dazed from the sudden loss of wind in his face. His head fully ached from the rush of him screaming so loudly for so long, and when he turned his head, he could almost swear that he felt a small tear roll down his cheek.
He couldn’t find the words to speak, so instead he just looked over at Yoongi, who still looked like a child who had been given candy for the very first time.
“Let’s ride it again,” Yoongi exclaimed excitedly.
“Huh?”
Unluckily for Jimin, as it turned out he was too whipped for Yoongi to tell him no when it came to riding the roller coasters.
He ended up riding the T Express with Yoongi, Taehyung, Seokjin and Jungkook six times before they moved on to the next roller coaster. And then a VR Roller coaster.
Namjoon, Moonbyul, and Hoseok eventually got to break out from the group, going to play arcade games on their own while Jimin was presented with relentless torture as he rode the roller coasters with his friends again, and again, and again. He honestly believed that the only thing that got him through the whole mess was how purely happy the rides seemed to make Yoongi.
No matter how many times they rode them, he laughed and smiled. Not that Jimin could really hear it over his own screams of fear.
Jimin knew that Yoongi could tell just how scared he was by the way that he looked at him between every ride.
“You sure you want to ride it again? We could always do something different?”
But Jimin couldn’t ruin Yoongi’s first time at Everland just because he was a coward. So, every time that Yoongi asked Jimin would smile politely and tell Yoongi that he really was having a good time and that Yoongi surely didn’t need to worry so much.
Despite it being a boldfaced lie.
So after one of the seemingly countless times that the two of you had gone on the rides with the others, when Yoongi took his hand and told the others that they wouldn’t be riding with them this time, Jimin was unsurprisingly put off.
“What’s wrong?” He asked. “Aren’t we going to ride again with Taehyung the others?”
Yoongi hummed and shrugged off-handedly.
“No,” he mumbled. “I think it’s about time we spent some time together just the two of us.” Jimin’s eyebrows rose.
“Are we going back to the T Express?” He asked. Yoongi snorted.
“Jimin I think if you were to ride another roller coaster you might actually die in the seat beside me,” he teased lightly. Jimin felt color spreading over his cheeks at the comment.
“I hadn’t thought you noticed...” He mumbled. Yoongi snorted.
“My hearing is out on my right side,” he mumbled. “No... I’m taking you to the scenic gardens now. We can grab some churros and just see what the place has to offer.”
Jimin laughed, at the way that Yoongi’s face lit up at the mere mention of Churros, suddenly being reminded of the fact that Yoongi was a bit of a foodie at heart. He leaned happily on the boys' arm.
“Okay, if you insist. I guess I’ll let you take me on a cute amusement park date,” he murmured.
“Well.... I really just want to take you away to a corner of the gardens and put your lips to a different use then screaming,” he mumbled teasingly. Jimin snickered at the suggestion behind the words.
“That’s hardly innocent,” he stated back. “And here I just wanted to take a stroll with my boyfriend through the park.”
Yoongi laughed, his shoulders bouncing as he tugged Jimin closer to him.
“Uh huh,” he agreed quietly.
The two of them weren’t quite to the gardens yet, but even so Yoongi started talking as to Jimin as if the hustle and bustle of the park around them wasn’t going on at all. Jimin was kind of amazed by the way that Yoongi could just tune out all of the things that was happening around him to focus on one thing and one thing only... It was a talent he didn’t think a lot of people had.
One that he adored.
“You like cute things, don’t you?”
The question understandably threw Jimin off guard, he looked over at Yoongi, simply raising an eyebrow at him in silent question. To answer that, Yoongi pointed across the way at what looked to be your run fo the mill carnival game.
Hanging around the frame of the wooden game display was a large pink fluffy teddy bear. Jimin looked back at Yoongi his eyes wide.
“I’m going to win that for you,” Yoongi said decidedly. Before Jimin could protest and say that he ddn’t have to, Yoongi was pulling him across the way to the carnival game and was sliding the man there cash.
The game was simple enough, a ring toss. Toss enough rings over the bottles and you win a prize of your choice. Of course, the bear that Yoongi was gunning for was one of the bigger prizes, and as such, Jimin wasn’t really sure Yoongi would be able to win it.
He had heard Seokjin mention before that it was no fun playing games with Yoongi- he almost always lost, and never really put his heart into the games so it felt like a strange challenge for Yoongi to put himself up to, but Jimin didn’t question him.
Instead he took a step back as Yoongi threw ring after ring at the bottles cheering on his boyfriend excitedly.
An action that he was happy to see pay off.
“I... I-I... Well... Uh...”
The man at the booth couldn’t hardly get out a word he was so surprised staring at the rings stacked on the bottle that meant Yoongi would get a grand prize. Jimin wasn’t sure why the man was so surprised that he had been able to do it- He figured that if Yoongi had managed it so easily it must be a fairly simple game- but either way the man looked like what Yoongi had done should be impossible.
“I want that one,” Yoongi said, pointing at the bear that he had promised Jimin only a few moments ago.
All the man at the booth did was breathily nod and hand Yoongi that toy.
“U-uh.”
“Thank you!” Yoongi shot the man a large grin and turned his attention back to Jimin, brandishing the bear that was honestly about the same size as him. “Told you I would get you it.”
Jimin could feel his face reddening as he stared at the large bear in Yoongi’s arms, feeling honestly really embarrassed that Yoongi went to the admittedly easy effort of winning him the toy.
Sure, he had always sort of wanted a boyfriend to do this sort of thing for him- it was the classic high school romance date thing to do but to have someone actually do it for him? It was a bit embarrassing.
Even so, he happily reached forward, wrapping his arms around the bear.
“Thank you,” he whispered. Yoongi hummed back and started to walk again so Jimin jogged forward, to keep up with him, his shoulders brushing Yoongi’s. “But you know you didn’t have to.”
“I know. I wanted to,” Yoongi replied pointedly.
Jimin opened his mouth to say something else, but before he could Yoongi had stopped again at another vendor- this one selling Churros.
One thing that Jimin didn’t like about Everland was that the place was really expensive to eat at. The only other theme park he had ever been to was of course Lotte World, so he wasn’t really sure whether or not this was a common theme at theme parks, but it was like ten dollars for a churro, and honestly he didn’t want Yoongi to be spending that much money on him.
Sure, they were dating, but Yoongi did so much for him all the time, that it felt wrong to constantly let him buy things for him.
“Can I have two churros?” Yoongi asked, clearly not paying attention to Jimin’s running thoughts. Jimin’s eyes widened and he rushed forward, placing a hand on Yoongi’s wrist.
“Let me pay for it,” he insisted, his voice soft. Yoongi glanced back at him.
“I’ll pay for it this time, don’t worry.”
“But you’re always paying for me,” Jimin murmured back, a pout spreading over his lips. Yoongi glanced over at Jimin, and his expression softened at the look that Jimin was giving him. He turned away from the churro vendor, and placed a hand in Jimin’s hair, cocking his head to the side.
“Did I tell you? I’m applying for a job on-campus soon,” he told Jimin. “Then I’ll get paid even more then I already do from my parents and you won’t have to worry so much about me paying for you.”
Jimin opened his mouth to say that he would still worry about Yoongi paying for him, but before he could Yoongi had turned back to the churro vendor and was handing him money for the sugar covered fried dough.
“Besides I just really wanted a churro, these things are the best.”
The rest of the day was a bit more relaxing then the morning was. Jimin and Yoongi spent the afternoon n the gardens, walking around and talking for what felt like hours longer then it was, and then as night began to fall they found a place with their friends to watch the parade and settle back watching the firework show.
Jimin had never been the biggest fan of fireworks, due to their sheer loudness and he could tell that Yoongi felt the same way by the way that he had his fingers would squeeze Jimin at every little explosion. But still, Jimin couldn’t help but enjoy the night as he looked up at the exploding lights in the sky above him.
“Hey, Yoongi?” He mumbled softly. Yoongi turned his attention away from the fireworks and towards Jimin, a blank expression settled on his face.
“Yeah?”
“Thank you for today.”
Yoongi smiled and gave his hand a little squeeze- one that wasn’t time for right after a firework had exploded in the air.
“Thank you for today. I had a really good time.”
Jimin did too and honestly for once he was glad that they had let Taehyung drag them all into doing something a little unorthodox so early in the year. He thought maybe Taehyung had been right. This had been exactly what they all had needed.
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