#somedays

[b0dy-snatcher]

friday night i needed to walk off the weight of the horrible week i had from my shoulders and i started walking senseless with the goal of not stopping until i had found some peace of mind. i didn't find that, needless to say. but what i did find were L. and S., which talked me into going to dance the night off and i loved every bit of it. even though it didn't make sense.

after the club, after we drifted apart, i started running towards home. my legs were already tired and my back was hurting with all that dancing, but it felt good and it felt right. i felt like it was going to be okay. i loved the morning breeze on my bare legs. i loved the sound of the blood flowing through my ears. i loved not caring at all for a brief moment. i loved how sweaty i was when i got home, glitter all over my face and smeared mascara down to my cheeks. i loved the silence, and i felt like i was part of it. part of something. and i felt like i was going to be alright after all. like not everything has been wasted. like i wasn't trash or to be discarded.

it was brief, but i'm holding it close to my heart. i have it stamped in my brain. i am going to anchor to this. bad days won't wash away the fact that i love being alive

#rant #dacing #running #glitter #mascara #smeared makeup #feeling #it is going to be okay #morning breeze #peace of mind #breathless #i love being alive #somedays

[ash-taylors-version-13]

Some days I wonder what it's like

To live an ordinary life

Maybe I won't feel this way

Some day

Some days I feel like everyone hates me

Some days I question, "Why would God create me?"

Some days I'm holding strong

Some days I'm barely hanging on

#somedays #depression #depressed #idontwannaexistanymore

[kits-shrine]

Emmy skipped alongside him, humming a nonsensical tune, as Trahan watched the pair with a warm grin, “you know, if I didn't know she shifted because of Shakko and Reiko, I’d say Emmy looks much more like your daughter than mine.”

Kuko's ear flicked back at the familiar names but he continued walking as he replied dryly "Marginally yes."

#aizawasluckylady #dear lord #somedays #i want to smack this man #X'D #believe it or not he's trying #he's just a bit miffed atm

[asolitarypickle]

Somedays aren't yours at all

#Regina Spektor #Somedays

[liquidstar]

If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)

At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.

Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.

#i think about this story sometimes like yeah I'm proud of them for that too actually. good job baby brothers #they're not babies anymore of course they're turning 20 next year which is crazy #but they're still the type of people who'd do something if they saw something of this sort happen for sure #respectful of women and everyone else too. they're good guys #I'm glad I ended up with them living in my house against my will for like 14 years #anyway i have no idea where i was for all this but my best guess is probably a friends house given the time period #i was always at my besties house lol #i hope she's doing well too actually. haven't spoken in forever... #bestie from greek elementary school... if you're out there... let's get muffins and fanta at the bakery across the street again someday 💜☮️

[corpish]

#these are from my notes app page of skills I’d like to learn someday #there are others that I’ve already learned #and some more instruments that I didn’t include here bc I already put the harp #poll #100 #1k #5k

[starbuck]

i say i like tragedies and everyone’s all like ‘why do you like sad stories? are you depressed?’ and never ‘how was the catharsis? was the catharsis fun?’

#i don’t know how to explain this to normal people 😭😭 #for the record my coworkers didn’t directly question me on this #but i think i have vastly overestimated the amount of the population who is aware of like. Films. #NOT claiming that i have seen a lot - but i’ve mentioned three *REALLY* well-known films in the past four days #and got blank stares each time #the one of them was a REALLY good reference too… someday my top-notch association skills will be recognized #my first act as Mansion Acquaintance of the [redacted] Director will be to force everyone to watch a 40s romcom i didn’t even like #i’m getting off the point #the POINT is that It’s About The Catharsis

[catmask]

when u go to write a mentally ill person in ur story you are presented two options. the first option is to write your mental illness realistically as you actually experience it with all the ups and downs and people who are like you will resonate with it and feel seen. except every person who reads instagram infographics on mental health that uses the phrase narcicisst for anyone who does anything that crosses them and unironically call themself a dark empath will call you scary and tell you that youre demonizing mentally ill people

the second option is to lie and write inspiration porn for those people to get hard to

#just kidding the third option is i drive myself insane #trying to find a way to write someone like me in a way i may be respected as a human being #without shaving away the more frightening aspects of my experience or life #challenge level . impossible. i will die. or they will make youtube 3 hour long rant videos about it someday #scratchpost #txt

[sing-you-fools]

me: this is a background character who's in one scene, has two lines, and is completely irrelevant to the rest of the story. i am going to stop obsessing over what to name him and use the random name generator on behindthename.com. i am going to accept the first thing it gives me and move the fuck on.

behindthename.com:

#guess i can call him charlie #i'll know what it's short for #and maybe someday i'll have a Fandom and someone will deep dive this far and find out the truth #a bitch can dream #writing #writeblr #naming characters #behind the name #names #character names #my writing #charizard cockburn #pokemon #sing-you-fools #1k #5k #10k #25k

[yazzydream]

Gojo not taking care of brats more

#jjkedit #jujutsu kaisen #gifs; jjk #satoru gojo #jjk season 2 #fyanimegifs #dailyanime #yuji itadori #nobara kugisaki #megumi fushiguro #yuta okkotsu #noritoshi kamo #kasumi miwa #kento nanami #difficult finding non-yuji moments tbh #there's a ridic amount of parallels btw yuji and riko actually #maybe i'll make a post for it someday #my gifs #5k #10k #my jjk

[acsanpascual]

Some Days

Some days, we live for fun and adventure. Some days, we stick to one corner, mainly empty and quiet, because, at times, the presence of silence is everything we need.

Some days, we seek the most connection. To be with our people or to find a new friend in a stranger we met across the street. Some days, we would instead choose to be alone. We need to be in the comfort of our own space and do the things we have always loved without fearing judgment or embarrassment.

Some days, we will be happy. Some days, we will live with regrets. Some days, we will live with both. Perhaps we can never know what we will feel seconds after this moment. And tomorrow, it could all be the same again. Or maybe not.

That's one of the million truths about life. There are days when you will have to enjoy the company of other people around, but on some days, you just have to embrace the company of yourself.

Truly,

AC San Pascual

#inspiration #acsanpascual #writing #realization #thoughts #somedays

[jelloworld]

#poor things #somedays

[sircesarer]

got the motivation to draw a cult of the lamb fanart

#ill probably make more cult of the lamb fanart in the furture someday #art #fanart #artists on tumblr #cesar art real #artwork #digital art #drawing #cult of the lamb #cotl narinder #cult of the lamb narinder #cotl lamb #cotl #cotl fanart #cult of the lamb fanart #praise the lamb

[taxi-davis]

#bandcamp #music #audio #vaporwave #lofi #beats #eevee beat tapes vol. 1-10 #eevee #somedays #hiphop

[liquidstar]

Yes, Greece still exists, we didn't all die 2000 years ago. Yes, people speak Greek. You people are so fucking stupid for real. So many of you claim to love ancient shit but can't even acknowledge the actual living culture of the people whose mythology and classics you romanticize. You keep leaving annoying comments about how you just forget Greek people still exist, thinking you're being quirky because you love ancient stuff soooo much that you forgot about the people it came from. You think about it so little you don't even realize that an actual Greek person has to read this shit, making it clear how little you actually care about the culture beyond the romanticized (and westernized) mythology. Don't claim you love Greece, don't use our mythology anymore if you can't acknowledge that we're still around without making it about how little you think about us. It's mind boggling that you'd think a Greek person would read this and think you're anything but obnoxious. Explode.

#this post is edited because you're all annoying. maybe I'll turn it back someday #it sucks that people can't even be normal about a funny family story once the fact that we're greek comes into the fold #suddenly its all about blorbofied mythology shit and idiots saying ''GREECE IS REAL???? 🤯🤯🤯🤯'' yeah percy j*ckson didnt make it up #maybe it would be less annoying if they weren't all saying it like I'd think it's funny that they don't know we exist instead of like #disturbing on a personal level. like what the fuck #man if you can't acknowledge we exist in real life just name your oc Icarus something else idgaf #so yeah explode. Skase. Voulos'to. Valto mesa sto katamalakismeno mouni tis mana's sou. Psophise. etc.

[mylittleredgirl]

that moment when you cross the point of no return with a character should be accompanied by a specific chime i think. like 🔔 congratulations! this one has been installed in the Permanent Collection and you will never stop thinking about them as long as you live

#that just happened to me in real time btw #they should maybe also consider a warning tone #unfollow that tag and log off right now or that's it for you. no going back. you're gonna name a pet after this one someday #i headcanon'd too close to the sun #containment breach