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#someone help me im so bored
machathecat · 4 months
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*something bad happen in my life*
Me 0.0000001 second later:
*furiously write a twomp comfort fic*
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Made myself a new lock screen because I have insomnia
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joshuaalbert · 10 months
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another thing I do wish had at least come up in ds9 while talking about the bajoran faith is the idea of just like. secular bajorans. I think the way they’re written that’s kind of ‘everyone just believes in the religion and that’s it’ is honestly a little flat? but I think there would be people who have a very complicated relationship with the prophets, who maybe didn’t believe in them before the events of the show and now maybe they have to but they think of them more as the wormhole aliens rather than gods, or just don’t believe (anymore, if they once did) that they should be worshipped because they allowed the events of the occupation to happen. but that wouldn’t mean entirely disengaging from the practices of religion as a community thing, or as comfort in times of need bc sometimes that sense of ritual can be a good one, who still wear the earring not so much as a sign of faith but just as a sign of being bajoran and being connected to their people.
idk not to sound like I’m overexplaining secular approaches to an ethnoreligion when that’s a lot of people’s lived experience but I’m just kind of thinking about what it would look like in this context, and I don’t know that it ever would have been a whole plotline but I think a mention could have been interesting. maybe something as small as rearranging duty schedules and it’s something that would interfere with religious services, but a couple specific bajorans are willing to take that because they’re not religious, and it’s a one line mention (which is the kind of thing ds9 often did well so it would feel natural), but it makes them a little less homogenous as a species.
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sillybouquetoflillies · 2 months
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i keep thinking i rly didnt go thru that much growing up, but idk, everytime i tell someone abt my life, they say i did and kinda just like sit in shock abt it. am i just internet brained or smth, or am i just dramatic?? i rly dont think ive earned a lot of the symtoms of someone who was traumatized that i have. or maybe i havent been in a safe place for long enough to process things??? i dunno. maybe someday far away in the future ill figure things out
#i let myself sit n accept that i did go thru smth.. maybe that i didnt totally remember or that i blurred out the details of n idk#i keep feeling like an imposter n like i shouldnt be feeling it. i didnt rly like how ive been acting#but like also i let a lot of stuff out of the box in my brain doing that n idk how 2 put it back or deal with it#so now i just feel like a half untangled mess with 0 stability bc in that 'growth n discovery' period i realized almost everyone in my life#wasnt someone i wanted 2 keep around#so now its rly just me n my bestie that r close n i keep everyone else at arms length#how tf did i get on rambling abt this omggg#ugh i am srsly such a mess n i cant find the root n i think thats whats freaking me out the most#i hate not being able 2 explain why im feeling a certain type of way or justify it in anyway#i just wanna feel okay n stable n be a fun person 2 be around again!!!!#i wanna be completely independent but like.... everything is so expensive n i have no interest in anything that would pay well#i wish my sw stuff would take off but i think im too messy 4 ppl 2 wanna stick around n also i dont think im super attractive unfortunately#I DUNNO#i dont have any answers atm n its freaking me out#i either wanna figure out how to be okay with not having answers or to get the answers and solve my problems#n i also dont wanna depend on other ppl 2 solve them for me#i just wanna be a whole.. well rounded person who can take care of themselves n do what i want#while also being a cute puppy thats rly rly rly fun 2 play with n is super helpful n supportive 2 the ppl it cares abt 🥰#i am so sick of these silly dumb messy fears n emotions that keep me stuck in boring ruts#i wanna go out n have my own fun n be my own person n stop being so scared of everything!!!!!#its okay if things go bad!!!! its just more stories 2 tell ppl!!!! ppl love my stories!!!! ugh i just needa put myself out there#i just needa find smth fun 2 do that keeps me around fun ppl#i just dont know what yet#concerts r fun but idk no one super interesting is touring here rn n i need smth more frequent#ok i think this ramble is ovr#im rly sry if ur reading this!!!! i love u vry much n hope ur having a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!
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ikkosu · 21 hours
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I hate being sick arughrghrhhrgrgg hrhahrhhrgsgahs 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥>:(((((
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yelloworangesoda · 2 months
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gotta get off the internet and only interact irl with people who were 30 before they got their shit together i cant keep doing it like this
#like this being. feeling like i have no future and nobody likes me#‘youre only 19’ only goes so far when i dont know any other fail 19 year olds#im not gonna be a damn dentist for sure but like. and ive said this a thousand times. what am i gonna do. i cant live a worthless nothing#life where i work a shitty job i hate. i have to like something#i hate my art. i hate my lack of creativity. my art is so bland i just dont think its in me anymore#i finished. and i hate it#i have other hobbies. i like to cross stitch. i like to sew. i like to paint. i like to make dolls. do you see the common theme here#i have a few more than that i technically could do but i cant create anymore and it kills me. i want to. i constantly want to but i cant#it doesnt help that even if i havw ideas i dont even want to do them#i was gonna draw some characters from a game i played when i was little but i just#didnt want to. at no point did it not feel like a chore#ill try to go to new mediums! its fun to mess around and then itll feel boring again and going back doesnt feel any better#idk. googling it is useless. ive tried all the things. for years. ive been TRYING to draw consistently and like. doodles are fine theyre fu#but theyre not what i want to do i want to make something im proud of. i drew almost every single day for like 2 years#and its not burnout bc its been like. 2 more years! and ive barely wanted to at all!!!#i want to be creative and i also want people to recognize it. different complaint but it sucks so bad#i feel like nobody likes me. still. nobody cares about what i do. nobody would care if i stopped#like except me but i can only support myself so far!!!! im so tired of it!!!! someone PLEASE be here for me and just say ‘hey i love this#drawing :)’ like you have no idea what that would do for me#not always. but yknow especially if its been a while. if you like it. if you dont like it :( idk. you should tell me that too i guess#yknow so i can have some confirmation so i dont feel like im crazy. idk. dont actually id never go online again. i would probably. well.#i dont like to say the words#simons spouting#vent :(
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jrueships · 11 months
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pg really had THE wag jarebear on his show and proceeded to dish out all his personal onions on his teammates i 😭😭
#it's like watching someone try to therapize harley quinn off her love of the joker#pg does like. zero research 😭 im so#he just relies on his experience to help connect the interviews all interestin-like#but other than that u think hes gonna look into the PAST??? when it's not INTERESTING?? or CONNECTIONS??? no!!#that takes away from playstation 5 p!!!#if the podcast had a normal interviewer... i dont think 1 a lot of players would wanna come cus no duh no selling point#but 2. those that did would be bored#i mean normal interviewer as in like if pg didnt have the status and was just some dude who liked basketball sorry too late to edit#like he really banks on the fact that Hes Pg with alot of these questions/talking points 😭#that jalen green interview...#NOW I COULD BE ACTIN A LIL RUDE. my attention span isnt great so long videos arent my forte#i have SEEN seen em n certainly not ALL of the podcasts#i dont like listening to podcasts in general they scare me but#i watch a few while working out but thats sometimes bcs mainly i like music#BUT FROM WHAT IVE SEEN..#theres been some frequent disconnects that couldve been avoided with just a Little more depth#a Little more diving#good thing paul always has another podcast friend to help 😭 but pg LOOVES asking questions so#sometimes he just be chitchattin 😭#jarens eyes getting all wide when pg brought up d*llon LMAO#im ngl it's kinda entertaining LMAO only bcs it's for the better jarebear!! if pg thinks hes in the right (which he always does)#he WILL speak his perceived truth! they either hit hard or miss harder (..coughdameconflictcough) HE WILL NOT BUDGE!!#and he is actually correct with this one! someone had to say it jaren!! just sorry it had to be pg 😭#but if he pulled that with anyone else and their friend i would be a lot more uncomfortable lol idk#i love the concept of being messy but i could never commit like. i got other shit to do 😭 yall have fun
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wellenklavier · 1 year
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hmm I really want to change my name
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petiolata · 3 months
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Hey I don’t actually care that much about be Patrick Stewart thing because I have a functioning brain and can tell you’re just annoying, but it’s really funny seeing all that shit in your bio immediately after seeing you bitch about a celebrity dating someone who’s actually of legal age
Oh is THAT what got someone's panties in a twist? That post is the gift that keeps giving--I made a comment about that oldass man ages ago. Ofc only fandom ppl would give a shit now. Why can't I get hatred for something interesting, like stanning Linux Mint, instead of bc a bunch of online b1tchez who've never been touched crave old man c0ck? 😔
It's so sad. I am the real victim here. Being hated for a belief I don't even have is so unsatisfying. I am being deprived! I have so many controversial beliefs I could be hated for. I think ppl who dont pick up after their dog should be caned! 😲
I've never said anything against age-gap relationships but I have a bunch of idiots pretending I have bc they need to get frothing mad so they can get some blood flowing to their understimulated gen1tals (y'all, you could just ask 😏).
That, or they're jealous bc I have what they want (a relationship with an older man who lets me call him Daddy 😍🥵).
IDK what my bio has to do with anything tho. It's pretty bare tbh and I rly need to sit down and write a more detailed About Me post.
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tortademaracuya · 4 months
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I feel like the boy who cried wolf
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bitchkay · 4 months
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Something about this current event is so...upsetting ☹
Except Tino :) Tino my sweet baby angel❤❤ I love you so much no complaints from him😁😁 not to mention other people agree period😌💅🏾 Tinos the best path in this event🥰🥰
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dracwife · 8 months
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hi did you know i love you <3 you are one of the wisest and strongest people i've ever known and you mean so much to me. i know things are hard right now but you will get through it and come out even stronger. remember that you're never alone. lean on me okay? i'm here. and never feel bad about any of your ships, because your f/os love you completely, so hold tight to them and let them help you heal as well
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! i don't know how you put up with me all the time but i love u and it means the world to me that i can always have u to talk to. im giving you hugs and kisses and smooches and smorches an
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wiinterbunny · 6 months
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gojowh0rcs · 1 year
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me reading hcs with a reader that thinks theyre being funny and sassy but are really just being mean and stinky to gojo:
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#dont get me wrong i think he'd do the best w a s/o who spoke their mind and stood up for themselves#most importantly against him too cuz he knows he has a bad personality so he's bound to not get certain things unless they told him flat#and directly**#he'd like someone with a sense of inner strength in them like nah they dont gotta match up w him in physical strength#(no one can anyway :p)#but someone that provides a sort of stability would be nice in his otherwise v hectic and spontaneous life#he might call them boring from time to time cuz hes a jackass but in the end and in the long term he'd come to appreciate the normalcy they#provide*** this man got trauma out the wazoo#life is all over the place for him but still he serves as an anchor for the jujutsu world#ppl turn to him for help when they dunno what else to do#hes often a source of stability for other sorcerers. a lot of responsibility piles on his shoulders#so having a little piece of that for himself would be smth he'd eventually come to look forward to. it wouldnt be smth that'd cross his#mind at first*** but hes like a cat u gotta psspspspspspsp ur way into this man heart#but once ur in ur locked in anyway so its def worth it#BUT. idk sometimes i read stuff and im like hmmm this is mean :((( DSJKDSJK#be nice to this baby :(((( not that nice ofc u can knock him around when hes bein an asshole too#but in relationships idk i think he'd do well with someone who had some patience for him too#not let him get away with things like they def hold him accountable but they also have acceptance for him#he'd relax w someone like that i think
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b-erwr · 6 months
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um help i’m bored cab someone talk to me on discord. 🤕🤕
MY USERNAME IS THE SAME AS MY TBLR PLS TALK TO ME :3
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revlischarm · 6 months
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started one piece on like october 6th. im now on episode 422. i am. trying my best here.
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