#someone hug me i got emotional

[drawnfamiliarfaces]

I've been utterly fascinated by Good (better? nicer?) Chase design by @lizard-color4 from this post and desperately wanted to know more. Who's this man? What's his story? Why is his hand bandaged? Why is his fashion taste is so much better than Original Chase? And why the hell does his hug looks so nice??

so i um, decided to explore his design a little ;D

also bonus+ sorta?? continuation / my take on the after hug because i really craved more of that

bonus++ a silly doodle of my first attempt on his design because why not

#xiaolin showdown #chase young #jack spicer #chack #im low key waiting for a fanfic based on og post but so far noone delivered so I made fanart MYSELF HAH #i started drawing these like 3 months ago but got too embarassed by my attempt in drawing someone else's cool design #but didnt want to go into new year with these in my wips so imma just post it why the hell not #Lizard-color your og post was so good i periodically look at it because the hug looks so ??DSdsk;fjasfsd??? i love it sm and the coloring < #makes me weep and makes me breathless with emotions! u r such a great artist <3<3<3 #hope its ok i tried to desconstruct/reconstruct chase's design i love it sm #and i made up a lil au in my head that this Chase is from a universe where he is less of an asshole and Jack is more loyal #so they actually worked together more but that Chase lost his Jack so when he saw this universe Jack he just couldnt stop himself from #hugging him because he really missed him. And also that bandage is some sort of momento from his jack and i made myself saaaad D;

[garrettwrites]

When someone tells you they don't like hugs, that's not an invitation for you to "cure them". It is not a "you" thing, although sometimes it might be. You thinking "they have to get used to it" because "your hugs are different" and "that's how you show love" is not a valid argument. Hugging them out of the blue as a goodbye is not cool either. Fuck off.

#ok to rb in case someone is in the same boat but thinks the post is too personal #this friend of mine... #pretends he's great but can't respect one basic thing #he's lucky I have grown to control my emotions and not lash out #i hate it #don't hug me or touch me end of line #i am honest to god feeling sick #this dude and I have history where I borderline felt incapable of saying no and had sex with him #afterwards I told him how I felt #yet he still pulls this shit #hugs make me sick to my stomach I don't even hug my family #and I really don't wanna hug a man who pretty much made me hate sex (for myself) as a whole #i feel disgusting rn #twice he hugged me and got mad when I refused to hug him again #even after I already told him I hated it #then asks if I'm scared of him because of that like you piece of shit I wanna rip my skin out where you touched it #I may pretend to everyone that I'm a strong confident man but good lord #sometimes I wish I had an over protective boyfriend so he could kick him in the teeth over this shit #it's ridiculous I know but fuck #apologies if you read all these tags but I over drank after this and none of my friends are awake and I needed to vent #garrett.text

[rubenesque-as-fuck]

Listen I know I shouldn't need validation from outside sources but I would give anything just to have someone I trust wrap me up in their arms for a while and tell me that I'm doing a good job 😭

#i would start sobbing immediately #even since I got the promotion news I've been feeling more hopeful but also there's just this big knot in my chest of mixed up emotions #i just want to sit down and celebrate and hug and be hugged by someone #to have someone sit with me and understand how big of a deal this will be for my life #someone who I can cry some tears of relief with #but i have nobody #I don't have anyone nearby who I'm even comfortable touching for longer than the length of a short hug #much less someone who I'm comfortable with seeing me have Emotions #life of faye

[redpiperfox]

But mainly, and really:

#red's week in music #STORYTIME WITH RED GATHER ROUND KIDDOS! #was at kids club tonight and went in knowing little 8 year olds mom had her baby this morning and lil girl was now big sis if two #and knew she hadnt come from home bc her hair was a mess of someone who didnt know curls trying to do it lol #shes generally emotional and dramatic but we can all see that shes a lil more so tonight. understandably. lotsa change #well she kinda hinges on this one thing of not getting the verses said to earn a jewel bc she wasnt able to say them-- totally fine! we'll #practice and get them later! but shes distraught bc she worked on them with mum and wont get jewel so i keep telling her when we'll work on #them together and when ill listen to her and we can get it done. cool. then lesson time shes up and down sniffly and the lesson says smth #about childbirth-- bursts into disarray. i ask her if she wants to step out and we blow her nose and she keeps talking about the verse so i #tell her solutions for that and then shes working herself up so i work thru calming down and she goes from #“i think im mad” to “mom would let me do what i want!” and i know the real issue isnt the verse but thats what shes telling me so... #adult shes staying with cautiously steps in and she calms down to tell me “its not the verse... i think i miss my mom” #oh my heart i know honey i give her a hug and we talk about the sleeover shes going to have and when shes going to see mom #and shes sleeping next to lil sis so shes going to give sis a big hug and tell her theyre going to see mom in the morning #and then i ask her if she wants to go back and she does and i just hold her and hug her the whole time #i give her another squeeze when she leaves and tell her to enjoy her sleepover #her friend shes staying with i should not did a very sweet of coming over and saying “hey lookit this new book i got do you wanna color it #with me maybe?“ which was such an emotionally mature thing for her and to see lil kiddo cheer up warmed me #teachers we debriefed and talked about kids going thru stuff at home and not being able to tell and process their emotions and stuff #and then i shared with mum on the ride back and she goes “yup. lil toddler will just miss mom-- its trauma at this age. this is why i #panicked and called my mother to come for your sis's birth bc dad said he could handle you but my heart couldnt for what you would go thru.“ #i was six when my sister was born. my grandma being there before consistently made me giddly excited in that time waiting for dad to bring #us to the hospital. #anyway my heart was full and im praying extra hard for two lil girls in a sleepover missing their mom tonight. #red's personal sitcom #Spotify

[sysig]

See you everywhere, now that you’re gone (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #Ft. Wally West and Xigbar again - they're good to him <3 #Hhhh ;; The sads :'0 #ZEX never got to fully show off his uniform ;; #I was so hoping for that! He deserves to show off and feel nice and be praised </3 #At least he'd surrounded himself with good people - the dynamics around which are also interesting #Wally lovely <3 He's so sweet honestly just wants to offer a shoulder if he's able any small bit of comfort #He's injured and he's still trying to hug ZEX weh ;; Any bit of solace ♥ #Xigbar's way of cheering him up is his own kind of misplaced sweetness haha I love the care put into everyone's quirks <3 #Ugh the whole thing of Nobodies trying to (and failing to! To varying degrees) convince themselves that they don't have emotions #Clearly Xig is unbothered by this so it's better to just flirt and not worry about it! It's a shame but it happens to everyone #I see you Xigbar #Really tho him being a bit flippant and silly and tactile with ZEX did seem to help haha #''Let me comfort you'' pfft - sad silliness hehe #And then Dexter showed up!! I was so unprepared for that!! #Honestly I only expected him to come visit The One Time so I was so not ready for him to be here after All This #He made ZEX cry last time and this time he came to it already crying ;; #Ughhughgh ZEX's unshakable trust for DAX - even just his voice - being the breaking point of his self control I jfdlksahfds #Someone he can be weak in front of since he doesn't want to be seen by anyone that way - only to DAX ;;;; #Offering any bit of familiarity as comfort weh I'm fine this is fine ;; #Poor ZEX :( Being so powerless and helpless in this situation is so sad!! At least when he was in the War he was in control to an extent #He only touched his cheek with his uniform later that night which I do honestly love the imagery of soft and tender <3 #I like drawing people holding things fully to their face more than I remembered haha #And then the fact that his roommate changed the same night and it was /Kirk/ of all people fjdslahfdsfd wehhhhh 😭 #Kirk is genuinely the sweetest to him he is absolutely best boy but to have a Captain after all that ;;;; #It cuts so deeply ironic oww <3 <3

[tvrningout]

the way i teared up instantly and chiyo wailed from the backseat of my mind

#and nari staring from the front seat like are y'all okay--- #absolutely not ;;;;;;; #tw for mental illness talk! #the rain metaphor is what got me and the lil side hug i'm just!!! AHHH like it's casual but sincere and i'm so soft #and the distinction between being the one who holds an umbrella and someone who stands in the rain too #like don't just shield chiyo from the rain but be there in it with her and help her through it ;;;;; #granted this is talking about depression? and i wouldn't say chiyo is depressed? i think?? she just struggles internally a ton #there's a lot she keeps in and deems too much to let others see #and there are days that are bad for her #i dunno it's just a metaphor than can definitely apply with her situation and i'm emotional thinking about it #i don't think i'm explaining myself very well though asdfg #get ready to ramble | ooc

[ersatz-anomaly]

WikiHow: how to explode by wishing really really hard

#all I see is people talking about sex and sex positivity #but when *I* desire intimacy I’m a ‘freak’ who should be happy to die alone #amazing how it’s a metronome of ‘we all need sex’ to ‘erm actually you should be happy having no one before you’re worth being loved🤓’ #everyone deserves love and sex unless you’re autistic and socially awkward af then you should just Perish like an Amoeba #I still haven’t had a first date #first kiss #first hand hold #and I’m 24 💀 #i miss the apathy #which is ironic #but still true #I miss not caring about anything #even as I felt myself rot and crumble inside #now I feel it all and all I have is weed and games to distract me from myself #i want post nut cuddles in the dead of night #tight hugs and emotional reassurance and someone who will hold me and tell me what negatives I feel are bullshit #someone to show me that the reality in my head doesn’t align with every arduous second of my life #had my first dream in years on Wednesday #i got fired but didn’t care bc I got to fuck someone #my exceptionally rare dreams always involve me finally ridding myself of my v card #finally being able to separate myself from all the insults of Matt and Holly and summar and Jamie and annabel and kye and liz and libby and #and all the rest #i was finally someone different #no traits anchoring me in my past #pulling me under like the water tower to the Xenomorph Queen #i was Free from myself #but like all dreams it ended with me back where I was #i just want to die. #abandon hope all ye who enter #delete later

[savage-rhi]

I'm very much a, "fuck yeah and fuck you, I don't need validation! I'm me, cunts!" kinda fella, but sometimes I could use support.

#today i fucked up by reactivating my fb account which i haven't done in 2 yrs just to check on some folks id been sending good thought to #place is depressing everyone is miserable and everything feels fake and my mind is like #LOL this is why we left bitch byeeee #so i deactivated again went to work and idc what anyone says there are folks like me that can and do feel the energy and emotions coming of #people and it can fucking suck especially when so many are disregulated so i got a sensory overload and boss was nice enough to let me take #a bunch of breaks today and even scream in her office cause She Gets It (TM) #the weather is rainy and cold i'm getting so many fibro flares idk how i'm moving anymore #ive missed so many days of work already and it's not even fully winter yet i still have my job and im thankful i have an understanding team #but that doesnt pay the bills im still trying to find a way to pay for that doctor appointment coming up #graduate courses began for college and i think i'm gonna be okay but damn did they throw too much info all at once at me and that made #my adhd brain go WELL SHIT #ive been feeling incredibly lonely and not wanted in so many spaces that im struggling to even communicate with the few that i know do #love me for me and nothing else im trying so so so hard to keep being there for people and to keep loving #people that need it cause i don't ever want another human being to ever feel as miserable and unwanted as i have felt #but im also tired because i feel like thats all anyone ever sees me as just this being that can take their woes away and make them feel #amazing and i love that i can do that and listen to so many traumatic stories and help folks process that trauma my boss and many throughou #life have told me i have a gift for healing people and a vibe to me thats different than most and it feels good being around me but today i #just felt like people keep taking and taking and taking and i dont expect anything back thats not who i am id rather give than receive #but damn it i just wish someone could just give me the biggest hug in the world dont even have to say a thing just hold me and be present #and hold space for me to just feel weightless id cherish that more than anything in the world right now #on a positive note... #my dinosaur vo stuff got traction im getting a new cosplay put together i havent done that in 4 years i got to pet a wild deer i made #a coworker laugh so hard his juice went out his nose and my boss peed a little #im slowly taming another wild flock of turkeys and i got a bag of my favorite takis the guacamole flavor #i got a lot to be thankful for and i acknowledge it #but damn it im tired #thank you for coming to my Ted Talk rant and rave #if you made it this far: you're an incredible human being and i love you #please go treat yo self to something nice and know i love you for you

[thedeadthree]

🌸💕

I FEEL OKAY !!!!!!!!! I FEEL FINE ! REALLY!!!!!! THE HUG SCENE HAD NO EFFECT ON ME IM NOT CRYING!

#leg plays bg3 #bg3 spoilers #leg.txt #crying on the floor!! and crying on the floor bc i fixed the save shenanigans!!!!!!! yay! #godd okay the scene i almost feel like in the case of yana was that she didn’t want him to hear her thoughts skjzjzhz #how she’s morning someone she doesn’t remember no one in particular hehe <3 so she chose to hug him instead !! #i yelled about it in twt but I found a mod where you can wear g*ortashs gauntlet and it gave me THOUGHTS !! #and i thought what if he made one for yana (it’s more decoration than functional but yk !!!!) and the BRAINWORMS I GOT FROM THAT #the thought she is the way she is with ast is things she instinctively remembers from him and its SO #even the unhinged can be soft and mourn lovers they don’t recall bc I SAID SO!!!!!!! she has range!! #oc: anasyana an enaviryn #ITLL hurt like NO ONES BUSINESS when i save to write the scene where their tryst comes to an end RAHH #did it mean anything was it just her imitating what she had with someone else to bring back a semblance of what she lost WHAT WAS IT 🥀😵‍💫 #i mean either way they’ll both walk away better and worse for it in the end so!! #but i mean i think he is resigned to that their history was something he knew would be an undertaking to keep up with ✨😭🥀 #(though his resignation won’t last long as it’s the one where he ascends so it’s fight night at wyrms for yanas hand or something 🥀😵‍💫) #(i mean it’s not like THAT that ofc but the besties get it <3) #not to worry vampire pookie you’ll get the sweetest romance ever with sarspira JUST U WAIT MY LOVE!! #oh i cant wait for her playthrough RAHH i am so excited it’s the one i have planned where sarspira’ll resist her urge ill be EMOTIONAL #in that one scene especially where yk he sits with them the whole night while they’re tied trying to zero them GAHH

[floral-hex]

I’m so over emotional right now. read that Jimmy Buffett died surrounded by his friends and family and started crying. not that he died. that everyone he loved, that loved him, was there with him in his final moments. and his dogs! his dogs were there, too! something about it is so beautiful and nice and fuck, I am bummed he died, but that he went out surrounded by his loved ones makes it seem okay. I’m glad he got that in the end. That knowing you’re loved and you’ll be remembered. I think that’s all we can really hope for in the end.

#hi I am in emotional crisis #I can’t say I was a HUGE Buffett fan buuut… #I do have at least one of his books (ironically?) and who can’t get down on some of his music? #but also my dad is a big Jimmy Buffett fan and so it feels like a part of his has died now #I love my dad but in a distant diety way. the kind you prayed to as a child but now you only really know in memory #I never talk to him but I love him and whenever one of the few things I know he enjoys dies it’s like I lose another little connection #he loved Anthony Bourdain. He loved Jimmy Buffett. god please someone watch over Chris Isaak for me! #I’m a mess #my emotions are everywhere tonight. #I was angry and disconnected for hours and now I’m just sad and lonely and anything could make me cry #I need a hug #I don’t want pity but I do want love #blegh #anyway… my brain is slowly coming back online. I can read a bit better now. #just needed to take meds and eat and whatnot #going to take a shower and I went and got some snacks to treat myself #but whatever. I love you stranger #or I don’t but pretend I do. I’ll pretend too. I want you to feel good. #you can ignore this #hug your pets please #hug me too if your arms can reach #text

[pepprs]

not to keep liveblogging the retreat but it’s over now (it has been for most of the day). i cried so much today and it was amazing. im so sad and so happy and so relieved and so tired and so proud

#purrs #retreat tag #i was rly anxious facilitating today and overwhelmed bc we had to pack (i didn’t help at all and felt terrible) and i didn’t finish writing #notes to ppl and i had to facilitate and i was nervous abt the emotions. and then we got there and i said the final words and started crying #and this time EVERYONE was looking at me. but it wasn’t sad tears it was like…. wow. look at this. we made this together. we went through so #much this week and also for three years and we did it and it all mattered so much and we’re here together. and i felt all my past and future #selves and pods and cohorts in that moment and all the ones i didn’t get to see too. and it was so… wow. and then i was bawling when we were #hugging goodbye and someone in my pod hugged me for like a solid 2 minutes it felt like and we were just rocking each other and crying 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #it doesn’t even feel real but also it was SO real. i can’t believe it’s over. not to keep talking a but crying but i cried for like an hour #when i got picked up and we went back to the hotel omg.. like this was MONTHS of intensive prep and planning plus 2 years of the heaviest LY #lifts to put on diminished versions of this magical thing and we got to do it this time and everything that led up to that mattered and the #ripples will roll out forever. im a little scared bc part of me feels distant from it bc i know so much now and have a lot of experience w i #it but like.. this program changed my whole life. introduced me to so many of the people i love. exploded my world into light. and i got to #be part of doing that for 43 other people. i feeel so lucky and warm #i feel cringy for talking abt it on here liek it’s disingenuous / just for performance but i rly mean that its just thisis my public diary 🥴 #like omg. 5 years ago. and 3 years ago. and last semester. and now it’s over???? but also it’s just beginning. wild #naur also im a staff coach now and it was kinda sad the distance i felt. like they were scared of me / felt like i was untouchable a little #bit but it’s like… im only a couple years older than you. someone in my pod was a year older than me! so that was sad. but it was good

[swordwife]

e.. erik...

#i'm such a mess rn #an emotional lil baby over here #the actor that played him was so good at channeling True™ erikcore #he was overdramatic. he was a bit goofy. he got super worked up over banging out tunes. #the flair.. finally. someone who understands how he must be portrayed #so it was a real treat for me :) #anyway ovusdhjkkjwadjkdfsvkxjck I love hiiiiimmm 😩 #I need to hug him so fucking bad. need to hold him tight #he needs to be loved so bad #and i'm just the girl for the job

[roaring-eeveen-louder]

This whole Hisui thing has been hard on both of us, but I’m really worried about Mars. She’s trying so hard to be strong about all of it but I can tell it’s taking a toll. I don’t know what to do to help her. She won’t even talk to me about it.

#I’ve ‘talked’ to my mom about it. she didn’t understand but it was nice to get it off my chest #it felt good knowing someone else knew and it wasn’t just there in my chest #talking to interviewers and league officials and researchers- well it wasn’t the same #they wanted to know facts #not emotions #but I got to share my emotions and I got a nice hug out of it #I missed my mom a lot #but Mars.. she isn’t saying anything #she keeps smiling and being herself. #but I can see there’s just… none of reaches her eyes #it scares me a bit #unreality #pokémon #-pluto

[iturmom]

KUSHINA SAID “WHEN YOU PUT KONOHA’S YELLOW FLASH AND THE RED HOT HABANERO TOGETHER” AND I SAID YOU GET KONOHA’S ORANGE HOKAGE AND THEN NARUTO SAID “YOU GET KONOHA’S ORANGE HOKAGE” AND I SAID :’)’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’

#i'm a mess y'all i'm still crying i'm actually literally crying irl #i need someone to hold me and tell me 'there there' #naruto rewatch #idk what it is about naruto meeting him mama that got me so emotional but this did not happen when he met him daddy #actually nothing has really made me emotional so far. i mean okay #itachi made me pretty emo but i didn't even cry then #OH YEAH VOTE MADE ME HELLA EMO BUT I DIDN'T CRY THEN #AND KAZEKAGE RESCUE ARC MADE ME EMO BUT I DIDN'T CRY THEN EITHER #and i mean of course sasunaru in general makes me emo but they make me emo every day of my life so................. #also LOL I JUST THOUGHT ABOUT HOW NART'S FIRST REACTION TO MINATO WAS A PUNCH TO THE MFIN GUT BUT #HIS FIRST REACTION TO KUSHINA WAS SOBBING AND HUGGING AND I'M #OKAY I'M GETTING EVEN MORE EMOTIONAL NOW I'M #I JUST LOVE THIS BABEY BOY SO MUCH JUST SO MUCH I WOULD DIE FOR HIM

[kissmefriendly]

I know I’m spiralling when I start drinking energy drinks. I don’t even like them. But here we are, a mental wreck who just needs one (1) friend to help out or somethin, maybe a hug, at 11am drinking Monster

#I can’t even have energy drinks. #I’m on anti epileptics this isn’t smart #coffee? tea? I think I’ve developed a caffeine tolerance #I need my ante upped #just to make it through the day #idk I think I’d probably die if someone hugged me #or break down crying #I really want a friend who isn’t in another country #I miss my friends #two are in America (and I’m totally different time zones) the other in Scotland #guys I am soft #unfortunately #the last hug I got was from a tired man who I assume is also quite lonely #but I need something more than a bro hug #I want someone to hold my hand and tell me they’re there and it’s okay #I’m in a bad spot right now but I’ll get better #and I won’t have to do it alone #basically what I crave is physical touch #and emotional connection #I miss my friends man #and I won’t be seeing any of them anytime in the foreseeable future #I proposed to one of my friends in America but she’s busy and has her own stuff on #even if it had been a courtroom wedding I wouldn’t want to put her through that stress #selfishly I wish she’d said yes #but I love her as friends do so I understand and want only the best for her

[heartbeetz]

🏳️‍🌈♡ GAY OLD MEN ♡🏳️‍🌈

#GAY OLD MEN!!!!! #this is a joke post but also no it isn't at all #making this post unable to be reblogged bc it's mine and all for me and I don't trust anybody #this is literally a gay man. #read j3 and also watch mabelcorn and werid3 (4? sometimes it's split into two episodes) #fellas is it gay to be ''overcome with emotion'' at the sight of another man and immediately try to make your house feel like home to him #and to go to the carnival together and write about the gift he got you there #and to have him say you should start a family and settle down after you've been living together for months #and to not see each other for 30 years but still have him at the front of your thoughts #and then to immediately hug him after finally reuniting with one another #and later write in your journal that he is someone you ''once held so dear'' and ''has one of the biggest hearts [you've] ever seen'' #oh an also that other part in j3 where he was comparing alternative dimension fidds to main dimension fidds #and instead of saying ''the fiddlefօrd from my dimension'' he said ''my fiddlefօrd'' #that is Literally gay people behavior #he is gay and arospec and everything to me and I am kissing him as we speak #roz posts #♡: 👓📚🌲