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mangosrar · 6 months

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Always, i will be here.

chris sturniolo x reader

a/n: guys this one is lowkey-highkey sad but i love it so much:(

loosely based off always by Daniel Caesar!!!!

My y/n,

I wonder when i first met you, in a way that was more than just physical. I wonder when a line in a song reminded me of you, or the first time i walked past someone who carried a scent so similar to yours, that i questioned if you had just walked past me, or the first time someone made a joke so good i had to relay it to you later and pretended it was my own.

I always thought that heart break was caused by mean words said so harshly they pierce the soul. But in reality, they’re from goodbyes that weren’t told, kisses never shared and hugs never felt. These are the ingredients of a broken heart and they can never be fixed. Broken beyond repair.

The thing is even if you could go back, you wouldnt belong there anymore. I still perform autopsies on conversations we had lives ago. They could hook me up to a polygraph and ask me if i still love you, i would say no, and the line would jump and stutter in the exact pattern of your laugh. It feels better to die at your hands y/n, than to never have felt them at all. The heart has its own memory, and i have forgotern nothing, so dont set me on fire and act like you're the one burning.

I remember once you told me you killed a plant by feeding it too much water, and now you worry love is voilence and i know i always say you hold on to too much and every time you reply; asking me where you should put it down. This is starting to look like a contest of who cares less but i liked it better when you were on my side. Im afraid i will love you for the rest of my life and we will never be in the same room again, and im worried the amount of time we have left together is limited so please lingre near the door or forget your jacket and come back for it later. Please just tell me that im not as forgetable as your absence is making me feel. You only hate the people you love, and i know i could never be someone you dont like.

But surrounded by the churches and the dirt, i fell in love with you here. I had never told you. I wish i was braver. It's okay to not be who you thought you would be. But now summer is almost over, my feelings didnt change, and you aren't coming back. But always, i will be here y/n.

My Chris,

Christopher Owen Sturniolo, you have siezed my spine, took my bones and left me to melt into a sticky pile of mush where my body used to be.

I have spent half of my life loving you, and the other half figuring out my love for you. If i could write a book on all the things i wished you would have said, i would run out of pages. I feel like a kid at christmas whos been hopelessly dreaming about getting a pony,only to be given socks. I pushed you out and now youre so far away i cant even reach for you. I could call you a hundred names and scream and shout about why you were awful. But where would that leave me. I still loved you. I still have to live with that.

Its like youve taken a part of me and left it where i cant find it. I tried to forgive you, so i could move on, but how is that possible when i find you in every song, every tone, every frequency and every static. My brain cannot move an inch without bumping into some part of you. You are just a burning house that i want to live in, so why can't you let me put you out?

I wish you had left me wondering. I think it would have hurt much less if i never knew what made you fall out of love with me. You held me tight as i weeped like a little girl who had just dropped her ice cream, you kissed the top of my head and rocked us back and forth. You muffled my sobs with your lips. You whispered sweet nothings to me as i cried in your arms. You wiped the tears that fell for the heart you broke. You told me there will always be a piece of your heart that belongs to me. You have stained me. Tainted and bruised my soul. You told me that you’ve never had a love like ours and never will. You said that you’re future wife will know about me. Your kids will learn what love is through the stories you tell them about us. And suddenly, im at the kitchen table. Crying. Wondering what went wrong. But always, i will be here chris.

@christinarowie332 @jcwrites-blog @sturnphilia @biimpanicking @sssturniolofart @lividnity

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artsy-book · 4 months

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THE IT IS HERE AND IT IS NOW! GRIAN'S SESSION 8 SECRET LIFE RECAP ^-^

OH MY FUCKING GOD! GRIAN'S TASK! ARE YOU KIDDING ME????

I CAN'T WITH THIS! OF COURSE IT'S TIM

he's already making fun of jimmy I can't with this shit

JIMMY WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!!!!

i love jimmy's silly tasks for grian and that grian HAS to do them

GRIAN I HATE YOU! WHY WOULD YOU MENTION THAT THE PORTAL COULD BE TRAPPED AS YOU ARE GOING THROUGH IT!!!!

love grian being like "we have to have some words with timmy about the words in this book"

grian practically said yes at the same time as jimmy in response to bdubs asking about killing scar. yeah i'll be normal about that

jimmy is the worst angel ever and i both love and hate it. this is so good i love this task

these interactions grian is having with etho and cleo with ghost jimmy are so fucking funny

JIMMY'S YELL WHEN ETHO SAID THAT HE MISSES MUMBO THE MOST OF THE FALLEN PLAYERS! OMG I CAN'T THAT IS SO FUNNY!

grian and etho making fun of jimmy WHILE JIMMY CAN HEAR THEM IS GIVING ME LIFE

I AM SO FUCKING SICK! "if we all turn red today, i'm sticking by ya," GRIAN I WILL SCREAM

GRIAN WITH THE "Heu! Heu!" i love it ^-^

i love that jimmy is still giving grian just weird tasks. its so silly

oh grian is getting some helpful info from jimmy

LMAO MARTYN JUST DISAPPEARING MID SENTENCE

god that crystal almost wiped grian right out...

"you have my heart etho" I WILL DIE OKAY! YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME GRIAN

JOEL BLEW UP HIS OWN TNT CANNON LMAO

"'he got me with a berry bush' YOU got you with a berry bush!" god i love cleo so much

"oh i almost looked at the enderman" etho please, you cant do that to me again

jimmy is being so helpful! i love it! grian is his boy!

oh etho isn't doing his task cause it only works on their team and it requires calling something out. yeah i'm fine about that

OH SOMEONE TRAPPED BDUBS' BEDROOM! GRIAN ALMOST DIED AGAIN!

#artsy.text #secret life #secret life spoilers #grian #ethoslab #zombiecleo #jimmy solidarity #trafficblr #I AM SO OKAY AFTER THIS SESSION LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE #jimmy was so helpful with info on where reds were #and i am so normal about grian AND etho promising to stay loyal to their team with cleo even if they turn red #god i am so excited for session 9

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svatleena-delvera · 4 months

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Avenge me

Shinobu x GN reader

A/N: hey I'm running out of ideas so if some of you have request, please do

Warning: death, kinda mention of blood, angst

🍓as always I don't know much English so correct me if I'm wrong🍓

You ran fast as you could to get to shinobu desperate that she's still alive

You receive a message from shinobu's crow her crow is crying and shouting at

" casa shinobu cwaaa help"

As soon as you get what her crow meant you ran and follow her crow

Once you got there you saw kanao and inosuke

You draw your blade, looking for shinobu, kanao notice you, you saw her crying

"(name)-san"

She stuttered you name, then you got these chill's and your heartbeat became fast, you hold her shoulder and said

"shi-shinobu... where's shinobu?!"

She flinch You didn't mean to scream at her you're just panicking to where shinobu is then an unfamiliar voice is heard

"oh? You mean...this?"

The upper rank demon is holding her clip...her butterfly clip

"aw how ashame you didn't make it on time"

Kanao is still there standing terrified, you began to whisper a sorry to kanao

You were furious at this man

"and who you maybe"

The upper demon ask

"none of you business-"

"they're (full name)"

Oh great.. thanks inosuke

"ohh what a lovely name and what relationship you have with this kocho..you cant be siblings you dont look alike her let me guess a friend?"

"she's my significant other you shit"

"oh...OH ahahaha thats why your so furious oh my i didn't know someone would date this useless girl"

"after killing her you badmouthing her now you bitch?!"

"(name) please calm down he's trying to get you mad to kill you aswell"

Kanao said you nodded then look at the demon

Then the upper demon looked at inosuke douma's face turns different like he's looking at inosuke checking every detail based on his eyes the douma talk about he's mother

(you can read it on mangago chapter 160 cause I'm kinda lazy)

Then inosuke flew towards douma but then douma slash he's bare chest

---------------------------------------------------

The fight was intense the room was all bloodie mostly to those womans who died, you,inosuke and kanao have many injury you we're there staring where the upper rank demon died you were staring at it with a anger mix up in sadness

You couldn't accept it she died not in your arms, you saw in many books whenever someone dies they died in they're arms and kiss them one last time

But no...this man didn't give you a chance to say goodbye to your lover

You couldn't give this man a chance even in the after life

You look around the room you saw inosuke full of blood in he's chest

You walk close to him, once you get closer and closer you could hear him sob

Once you got there he look up to you with a teary eyes no words came and you kneel down and hug him

You saw kanao walk towards you and hug the two of you aswell

A minutes pass you three break from the hug

And you stare at kanao you saw her right eye blind and her hair...

"you know kanao you should put your hair down sometimes.. you look very pretty with it"

Kanao smiled at your compliment and then she put on the clip on your hair you touch it the smile with a teary eyethen got up kanao was on the right of inosuke while you're at the left lifting him up

while your walking in the hallway you saw shinobu's coat but on the arm part you let go of inosuke and took the cloth that was on the pond then proceed

This isn't the end yet..muzan.... I'll kill you for making these demons and I'll AVENGE those people who have died miserable

A/N: this is the best I can do for now hope you like it🫶🏼

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nerves-nebula · 8 months

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I know this might be kinda stupid but. do you have any music recs. specifically of the child abuse variety because I'd be very interested in that.

*sweats* ok so here's the thing- I have a playlist called "Abuse" and its full of music that is either explicitly about abuse, related to abuse thematically, or just has Abuse Vibes to me (some of which is likely inexplicable to other people)

im also kind of self conscious about my taste in music, cause sometimes it's like. i dunno. the steven universe soundtrack or a fnaf song i really like. and thats CRINGE! and really any genre of song can be about Child Abuse so it's like. idk if you'll like any of the things i recommend.

THAT BEING SAID, here's a selection i guess!! because I'm flattered you would even ask haha. a lot of these are pretty well known already tho so idk how helpful this will be. anyway this got hella long so. under the cut!

songs explicitly about or including themes of child abuse/having shit parents/having familial issues:

Guiltless by Dodie

Black by Okkervil River (narrative about a guys girlfriend telling him about her dad sexually abusing her. one of, if not the first, song i ever heard about CSA and it holds a special place in my heart)

The Mute by Radical Face

Ripple Effect by Scott Helman (kinda more about generational trauma & healing if im honest. i dont listen to it as much as the others on this list)

Poplar St by Glass Animals

Daddy Issues by The Neighborhood

Twin Sized Mattress by The Front Bottoms (classic i know)

The Family Jewels by Marina and the diamonds

Family Line by Conan Gray

Christmas Kids by ROAR (ok technically not about the kids but i find the subtext of how the kids are used in this abusive relationship horrific. also, it reminds me of my parents)

Drift Away - Steven Universe (OK I KNOW ITS NOT TECHNICALLY ABOUT THAT BUT TO ME IT'S ABOUT MY MOM. IT TRACKS TOO EXACTLY TO NOT INCLUDE HERE)

Other Abuse songs:

labour by Paris Paloma

This Hurts by Mindless Self Indulgence (my ex wife says i listen to this song to go joker mode and i hate that because i know she means Straight Joker and not Camp Joker but i do really like the song)

I'm your puppet by Gregory And The Hawk

Eric by Mitski (REAL GOOD)

Believe Me by James and the Shame (more about spiritual abuse sort of)

Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls

Thermodynamic Lawyer esq GFD by Will Wood and the Tapeworms

We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross (less about abuse and more about, like, a healing relationship. still i think you can easily read into the alluded past abuse or sexual issues going here)

Fuck About It by Waterparks

Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want by The Smiths (this is just such an abused person song)

Sex With A Ghost by Teddy Hyde

I Cant Handle Change by ROAR (obviously)

rotting by vivivivivi

rook by sardonica

My favorite "Abuse Vibe" songs (NOTE: some of these songs might be about abuse or toxic relationships but um. im not very smart or good at sorting so. they ended up here):

Take a Slice by Glass Animals (PLEASE LISTEN TO THIS ONE FUCK THE REST OF THIS LIST EXCEPT ANIMALS I LOVE THOSE TWO)

Animals by Stomach Book (SEE ABOVE)

Youth by Daughter

Duck Or Ape by ROAR

Million Dollar Gold Digger (idk what it is about this remix im not even a huge fan of either of the songs its mixing. this is the VIBES part of the rec list i don't have to explain myself)

I'll Be Good by Jaymes Young

Gooey by Glass Animals

Breaking Down by Florence & The Machine

Moby Dick by Jakey

Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon (hard to justify but this song just brings such vivid "abused kid failing to be normal while hanging out with someone and further isolating themself" vibe. yes im projecting. leave me alone)

The Dismemberment Song by Blue Kid (sometimes you just wanna kill your parents)

I'M GONNA WIN by Rob Cantor (this one just feels like anger and bitterness and being suspicious of anyone who tries to help you. I listen to it when im fucking going through it. its also a bop but you prolly already know that, i think it's pretty popular? idk)

It's Alright by Mother Mother (stereotypical i know)

South Dakota by Jakey (honestly i dunno. i dont even know where south dakota is)

My Blood by Twenty One Pilots (for all you sibling havers out there)

My Play by AJR (my parents arent divorced but man i wish they were. Also, this just brings up very vivid memories for me trying to show my parents things and it is fucking crushing haha)

Best Of You by Foo Fighters (idk just more shit that reminds me of my parents)

The Woods by San Fermin (this one is just very "I should have died as a child"-core to me)

JUVY ft. Julia Bard by Nnamdi Ogbonnaya (this guy is weird and i didnt like his stuff at first but then... i came back... and now he holds a place in my heart)

Grape Gil by Nnamdi Ogbonaya (i think this is my favorite song of his. I nearly made an owl house animatic to it)

Obsession by OK GO

Better Than Me by The Brobecks

ARE WE STILL FRIENDS by Tyler The Creator

Dumb Dumb by Mazie (honestly this one just reminds me of thinking "i hate it here everyone is so dumb" and then maladaptive daydreaming for hours to escape the situation hah)

Stone Wall, Stone Fence by Gregory And The Hawk

Never Wanna Fall in Love With U by Nelward

Another New World by Punch Brothers (this one is such an explicit and straightforward narrative i really can't explain it other than like. the emotions.)

Julep by Punch Brothers (once again, the emotions)

Always Sayin' by The Littles Man Band

A NIGHT OUT ON EARTH by Waterparks

Consequences by Lovejoy

Scum by Lovejoy

SMELLS LIKE TEEN SECRETS by lil boodang (another hard to justify one. idk. it just feels like it ok. sue me)

anyway i'm sure there's more but thats just a quick selection from my Abuse playlist. and by quick i mean you better appreciate this cuz i put way more effort into this than i needed to.

#nnstuff #ask #music

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queenie-blackthorn · 18 days

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Do you have a favorite passage of the Quran?

i dont have favorite passages as much as i have favorite ayat (verses)

so, surely with hardship comes ease.

Surely with ˹that˺ hardship comes ˹more˺ ease

these two verses from 94:5-6 has helped me calm down more than you can imagine. i cant explain the calming effect that remembering these two has on me.

do not let their words grieve you.

as someone who got bullied, 10:65 helped a lot.

Allah is the Guardian of the believers—He brings them out of darkness and into light.

this is 2:257 and also rlly comforted me

then this one is kinda different:

and We have put a barrier before them and a barrier behind them, and have covered them up, so they are unable to see.

(side note: the "we" here is the royal we, just in case thats confusing lol)

this is a verse that protected muhammad pbuh from being killed when he was fleeing mecca, and it has protected me from my parents. whenever i notice my parents starting to get angry and i get scared, i just whisper this verse (but in arabic – this is the pronunciation if anyone at all wants it) and they always, always get distracted. either my brothers start fighting and my mom has to attend to them, or my dad gets a phone call from work, i swear it works (for me at least). its become my mantra atp <3

oh and theres one more; the entire surah (chapter) of ad-duha (the morning hours). this ones a long story

abt a year ago (back when i was at the lowest point of my life, sh'ing, having regular panic attacks at school) i dreamt of being in a cave, and there was an old man with a long white beard wearing a thobe next to me, but he was focused on something and mumbling to himself. i focused and i saw he was compiling the quran into a book, and i looked in front of me and i saw scattered pages of the quran. i started compiling it with him, but it kinda compiled itself and then flipped open to a random page, which was open to ad-duha

for reference, ad-duha is short, so this is what it looked like:

its that big block in the middle, it fits comfortably on a single page with room for other chapters above and below.

so i told this dream to my moms friend whos good at interpreting dreams, and she told me to read the surah. so i did.

this surah came down on the prophet pbuh in a low point in his life when he thought he was abandoned by god bc he hadnt received any messages from the angel gabriel in over six months. in this short 11-verse chapter, here are a few of the verses:

Your Lord has not abandoned you, nor has He become hateful ˹of you˺. (verse 3)

And the next life is certainly far better for you than this one. (verse 4)

And ˹surely˺ your Lord will give so much to you that you will be pleased. (verse 5)

Did He not find you unguided then guided you? (verse 7)

i cannot explain the feeling i got when i read these verses. i cannot properly formulate into words the effect that reading this had on me.

keep in mind, this surah is taught to us as children bc its short. ages 8 and below. i had memorized this long ago but i never really focused on the words? cause its classical arabic, which is largely different from my dialect of arabic, so mostly i know the words but not their meanings iykwim. like i know the word "qala" but i dont know what it means.

so i dont think it was my mind grasping for things of comfort in order to make me feel better; i didnt know that this surah was meant to be reassuring until after the dream.

to this day, i read it whenever i feel kinda low<3

#now that i think abt it #a lot of these are comforting #maybe its bc im usually the one who does the comforting #so its nice having something / someone comfort ME for a change #quran #holy quran #quran kareem #quran ayah #prophet muhammad #muslim #islam #islamicpost #allah #islamic #allahswt #quran quotes #quran translation

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lindseybots · 1 month

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OHOHOHOHOHO THIS IS A WHOLE AU???? This is INCREDIBLE my heart is MELTING LOOK AT THOSE SWEETIES!!! A thought to keep Wind away from the Tower of Spirits, in the Septimus Heap books there’s a rule where “when dead you only tread once more; where living, you have trod before” so perhaps Wind being a natural ghost unlike Zelda isn’t able to go above the lobby of the Tower. Cause let’s be real, he would totally go through the dungeons but Anjean would have his hide if he tried to go up the Tower.

Also, is this LU? Totally cool if not! Just the two of them having fun together is enough to get me bouncing off the walls!

Ooooo a lot to unpack with this one!

First of all, THANK YOU! I’m so happy that you love the au!! I’m having so much fun making it, so I’m glad you’re enjoying it.

Next, I’m gonna answer the LU question because that answer is going to be shorter.

Honestly, I’m kind of glad you asked because I’ve seen people mention it a few times in comments, reblog tags, etc of some of my AU posts before, which made me wonder if there was some confusion about it. So, I’m glad I’m getting an excuse to clear this up.

While LU is super great (seriously go check it out if you haven’t) and I am incredibly honored that you think they are worthy of standing together on the same playing field, it is a separate thing.

The Wind’s Track AU is not associated with Linked Universe in any way. That is to say: in the “canon” of The Winds Track AU, the events of Linked Universe DO NOT AND WILL NOT EXIST.

Of course, if y’all want to make fan content that is a blend of the two AUs, that’s fine with me. All I ask is that, if you could, please make it clear somewhere that, normally, the AUs are separate entities to avoid any confusion for people who don’t know. Also, it’d be really nice if you’d give credit to the au creators so newcomers know where to find our AUs. (Also tag me so I can see it 👀🤭)

Again, I don’t mind if people make that kind of content to combine the aus, but I would hate for people to come here expecting LU due to miscommunication and then not get it. Y’know?

Now, I can talk about Wind and the Tower of Spirits.

I never actually considered him NOT being involved in solving the floors. The idea that he CAN’T is REALLY INTERESTING. Ohhhh that’d kill him inside.

This boy is so used to being at the center of the adventures, and now he has to leave it to someone else? AND HIS LITTLE BROTHER AT THAT?? AND YOU MEAN TO TELL HIM HE CANT DO ANYTHING BUT WAIT??? OHHHH.

Not to mention the fact that this is the location in the game that you revisit the most for the story.

The way I can picture this poor boy ready to just race up those stairs, regardless of potential consequences. Anjean would probably be tempted to tie him down if he wouldn’t just phase through the ropes.

I LOVE THIS IDEA. Not only is it angsty, but it fixes so many of the potential issues I’ve been trying to solve within this AU.

I don’t think I mentioned this before, but I was also trying to figure out a way to get Zelda to go help in the Tower of Spirits in the first place. The only reasons she goes at first in the game is because Anjean tells them that it’s too dangerous for Link / Spirit to go by himself, and during that time, she is the only one available to fill that role. If Wind were able to go, then there wouldn’t have been any reason to essentially force her in the role. There would need to be a new reason made.

This idea, however, FIXES THAT. THANK YOU!!

I also love that it reserves a portion of the game’s events to just be for Spirit and Zelda. They have such a wonderful relationship in the game, so having the events of the Tower be for just the two of them could really help in maintaining that strong bond that helped make Spirit Tracks so special.

I’ll make a point to find ways for Wind to be more helpful in other parts of the game to make up for his exclusion from the Tower of Spirits’ floors.

#lindseybot answers #the wind’s track #the wind’s track au #wt au #linked universe #the wind's track #the wind's track au

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amber-michaelson · 2 years

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The First Discovery

part 3

Series Masterlist

Hogwarts x reader

Summary: it was never supposed to be like this you were never supposed to be there just took a wrong corridor.

Added/Edited Characters

Read at own risk

Warning: swearing, murder

part 1

part 2

Yn pov

i smiled as i waved bye to clara and vanellope “see ya later” i called and slowly made my way to the library i forgot to get one of the books i needed for class tomorrow at home “night yn” a few hufflepuffs passed me “good night” i smiled i came to a hallway that split into two “which one was it again” i murmur quietly to myself looking down each one i shrugged my shoulders and choose the left one i walked down the hall and a smell filled my nose it smelt like death and blood ‘what the heck’ i continued forward and stopped as i saw the site ‘the chamber of secrets has been opened enemy's of the heir beware’ written in blood and Mrs Norris hanging by her tail ‘i have to call someone’ i sprinted to mcgonagall’s office “professor” i shouted breathing heavily “yn whats the meaning of your shouting” professor sprout murmured “someone killed mrs norris” i cried dropping to my knees my legs aching and my heart pounding against my chest “where” mcgonagall demanded “down the corridor to the right” i explained panting i never cared for filch or mrs norris but losing a pet is hard and i know how it feels “professor spout stay here and help her i’ll go look” professor sprout nodded and kneeled down beside me as mcgonagall hurried off “its gonna be ok breathe” she whispered rubbing my breath “i-i cant br-reath” i whimpered this always happened when i witnessed someone or something dying “im taking you to the hospital wing” she murmured lifting me to my feet “your gonna be ok” she said and led me to the hospital wing, i felt dizzy and my eye site were starting to fill with black dots “d-dizzy” i whispered and collapsed onto the floor.

professor sprout pov

i called madam pomfrey over and we carefully placed her onto the bed “please say shes ok”.

cedric pov

i followed the commotion and gaped at the site “perfects please lead your houses back to their dormitorys” mcgonagall shouted waving her hands into the air “except for you three and cedric come here please” she spoke to harry and his friends before turning to me, i turned ice cold she doesn’t think i did this does she? i hurried to her “profes-” i stopped talking as she raised her hand “you are not in trouble” she explained sadly “then may i ask why you called me over” the same cold ran through me again “unfortunately young yn was the one to find this and is in the hospital wing and you ar-” i didn’t let her finish i took off running to the hospital wing ‘how could this happen, why did she have to find it’ my thoughts running wild as i neared the door i slowed to a holt and gently knocked on the door panting, professor sprout opened it “come come” she ushered me in and directed me to yns bed “shes been whispering your name” she patted me on the back smiling a sad smile before leaving “you’ve been asking for me” i murmured and sat next to her bed and carefully held her hand “i wish it was me that found it not you” i whispered kissing her hand gently and carefully put it back, i leaned back in my chair ‘i’ll wait as long as i have to’.

yn pov

i slowly opened my eyes and did a little stretch and gazed around the room before they landed on a sleeping cedric “ced” i murmured but no response “cedric” i said a little louder and tapped his shoulder causing him to jolt awake and get into a fighting stance “its just me” i giggled putting my hands up “yn” he asked in a delusional and sleeping tone “the one and only” i laughed doing jazz hands “yn” he smiled and hugged me “hi” i murmur hugging back “i see you to are a wake” cedric pulled away as i looked at madam pomfrey “is she gonna be ok” he rushed out “yes she is but i’ll keep her in bed rest till tomorrow and she’ll be right as rain” she smiled and turned to me “you have some guests” she singled them in and i was greeted by all my friends asking if i was ok if i needed anything “im fine guys seriously” i smiled "I brought you some breakfast and I'll help you with homework later" hermione smiled handing me my favorite breakfast "thanks mione" I said kindly "and I brought you your book I know your gonna be bored" Clara murmured and layed my book next to me "guys I'm gonna be fine I'll be out tomorrow" I laughed "well to bad we got you these" the twins shouted and handed me some of their prank gadgets and the others put their stuff on my bedside table before running to get off to class "it's fun being treated like I'm gonna die" I giggled sarcastically looking at cedric "I guess you have to get to class" I added sadly I am gonna be so bored without someone here "yeah I guess I do" he said and stood up "goodb-" I was interrupted with a kiss "see you later yn" he smiled pulling back and left without hesitation my face turned red and my cheeks became hot "I was just kissed by cedric diggory".

??? pov

I watched from the corner of the room, she wasn't supposed to be here, she wasn't supposed to find the scene she was supposed to be in the library and now she has to suffer with that image I guess I just have to be better next time.

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hanniluvi · 9 months

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what do ur moots remind you of?! (ex. places, color, song, etc)

ooo another moot game ! tysm anon :) <3 ill only do a few cause im on a brainrot rn 😭😭

@flwoie — bad by wave to earth

bc u literally make my day 100% better. i always look forward to talking to you!! like you’re someone i can talk about anything with bc you wouldn’t judge me 🙁 like im prob on disc most of the time talking to u or waiting for a dm back. but yeah, i could never be bored when talking to you 🤗 love u lots pooks 🤍🤍🤍

@wvnkoi — one and only by enhypen

i was truly lucky to have you in my inbox (or for me to being in yours) 🙁🫶 like u acc put up with my bs and im so glad for that </3 U R MY ONE AND ONLY FR !!!! like who does it like u tbh … im always looking forward to our convos whether u think otherwise 🤍 but yes please be more active bc i cant be missing one of my ramyeonz 😊

@haknom — jolly ranchers but green apple

this is SOOOO random but HEAR ME OUT i love love LOVE jolly ranchers, just like how much i love you (ohhhh was that smooth 😍😍😍) which is a lot LMFAO. but i love green apple sm u dont understand…its pretty unexplainable why ure so fun to be with but us 08z r js like that!! UNBREAKABLE BOND!!!! #jolly-ranchers-w-soph-foreva #just-like-sola (soph + kayla .. get it)

@yeokii — nail polish 😊

listen hana ure prob like … erm What the freak!!! but just hear me out. nail polish isnt good for u (js like how ure not good w/ me /j) to smell but its addicting. thats like u and me cause ure addicting to talk to u (or make fun of) AND ITS GETTING OUT OF HAND!!! but its like a guilty pleasure soooo be glad i only had good things to say. love ya official 08z goofball !!!

@yenqa — strawberries

u just do 🤨🤨 like idk strawberries taste vary depending on the harvest / kind u get .. like sometimes u can be vv sweet and super kind 🙁 and then we have the sour kinds where u used to (and still do) hate on me and fight me 🤬 at least ure not bad like hana ALL JOKES but strawberries r a superior fruit so ure superior in my book 🤗🤗🤗

@yswon — hi-chew candies

hi-chews r too good n need to be talked abt more!!! js like ur blog (it deserves all the love) idk how to explain it, but u remind me of the candy in a way…like could be sweet if u pick the right ones 🙏 and u cant tell me hi-chews dont fit ur blog rn!!!! like its a comfort candy + super soft = amazing type of candy i tell u. nobody does hi-chew like this which makes u awesome n unique 😍 … what am i even saying urm but u get it (hopefully)

@soov — beaches

beaches r really pretty (just like you) and i really like how calming they can be. but sometimes, they can get violent as the waves of the ocean crash and could nearly drown u (js like how u could kill me w/ ur pics ohhhh) LMFAO but i really do love them!!! and i just get that beachy vibe from your blog too :)

guys i swear i was gonna do more than this but i really cannot think rn 😭 sorry i may have not tired my brain out writing (soph cb???) so its hard to come up w/ reasons why i think ure this etc etc. i could prob edit this post or js say in the comments what u remind me of if u do wanna know ^^ <3!

#🍰 — sophs asks !#💞 — sophs anons !#🐼 — games !

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y’all get ready this about to be the new declaration of independence

okay number one DRINK SNOB

THEY ARE SO FUCKING IMPORTANT TO MEEEEEE I CANT DO THIS ANYMOREWWEWEEEHEIDHDJ WHY ARENT THEY REALLLL

hope lupin the woman you are. i’m actually gonna pass out. i so see reader and hope getting along so well it makes rem fucking dizzy cuz like, oh the woman of his dreams and his precious mom are besties? someone dig his grave already

ugh our snob is gonna be so happy she has a family and people around her BUT THE ANGST ONCE SHE TRUELY FINDS OUT THE DANGER REM IS MEDDLING IN??? DONT DO THIS TO MEEEEEEEE

number 2 poly wolfstar

are you done. are you okay? do we need to sign you in to the mental hospital? what’s with the angst? why are you doing this to me?

(i secretly want more angst LOL WHAT IF HER INSECURITIES WERE ACTUALLY TRUE LFMOAOA kill me)

WHY IS EVERYTHING U WRITE SO TRAGIC?? STOP WHO HURT MY WIFE???

ALSO CAN I PLEASE HAVE 2 HOT DOTTING BOYFRIENDS WHO RUN AFTER ME PLEASE?? IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK???

number 3

YOU my darling wife ARE TURNING ME INTO A REGGIE GIRL STOP. I CANNOT DABBLE AND FALL FARTHER INTO THE MARAUDERS WHOLE I WILL NET GET BACK UP they’re so lovely :((( reggie is everything to me stop it rn

i’m gonna binge the rest of ur reggie fics now.

i feel like i’m missing things hold on ILL BE BACK

😭😭😭😭

1) I would die for hope lupin, no questions asked. She is going to be so important to the reader like it’s going to hurt a little almost.

And yes, it’s going to cause major issues for our boy Rem when those two gang up together hahaha

2) also I hate writing angst (that’s a lie. I hate JUST writing angst - I need happy endings or hurt/comfort or I refuse to read it or write it - not even joking I WILL NOT READ books or fics with sad endings.) but these hoes (affectionately) keep asking for angst??? What am I supposed to do? NOT give them what they want??? Mother delivers, babes.

3) I’m sorry re: Reggie that poor tragic boy 😭😭😭 he deserves you frostooo, give the boy what he wants 🥹🥹🥹 (also my phone now autocorrects your username automatically lmfao it knows my wifey)

CANT WAIT TO CHAT AGAIN SOON IVE MISSED YOU MEVER BE AWAY FROM ME THAT LOMG AGAIN PLSSS

#ask elle #remus the drink snob

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undressmewithyoureyes · 3 months

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Let There Be Light - Forty

**Ghost’s POV**

I swear it felt like my heart had stopped. My breathing sure as fuck did. Her green pools stared into mine and in that moment, nothing could separate us. It was like our eyes connecting were a string connected to one another, but when she broke the contact, the string was cut in half, and it all went down hill from there.

I had to remain calm, but dammit if I didn’t want to kill everyone else that wasn’t her or Nik and bring her home. I couldn’t jeopardize her life or mine.

“Is this to your liking,” I heard Michael’s voice through the speaker in my room. My body stiffens from the high pitch in his voice – indicating that he wasn’t don’t talking. “Mr. Riley.”

Fuck.

Everything in me stops as the color drains from my face. The air around me was a heavy fog as time stood still. I didn’t even move or flinch when the door to my room was kicked in and three guards came in – two of Michaels and Nik. Two of Michaels guards stood behind me, one of each side, while Nik stood to my right against the wall – all had their guns pointed to me.

My eyes are still focused on Harley as I see her start to shake her head and tears spill down her face. I try to speak and reassure her, but nothing comes out. I cant fucking speak, but everything inside me is screaming.

“I’m a lot smarter than I look Simon Riley.” Hearing Michael say my name caused me to ball my fists by my side. There were only two people who were granted to say my name casually – Price and Harley – everyone else suffered. “It took some digging to find you, but I managed. And then, you come here under an alias with an exposed face,” he continues to taunt me but shifts his gaze to Harley. “Now that’s love. He did all of that for you.” I wanted to slit his fucking throat at his words. He was right, I’d do anything for her but the way he said it didn’t sit right with me.

“See, everyone thinks that love stories end with Happily Ever After, but in my book, there is no such thing.” I watch as Michael nods his head to someone in my room and before I could even think, my ears were ringing and wall in front of me to my right was repainted in red. Nik’s lifeless body slid down the wall slowly leaving a trail of blood the was seeping out of his head. I shut my eyes harshly as I try to fight back the tears.

“Nik come in, how copy?” I hear Price through my earpiece. “Nik come in.”

Silence.

“Ghost, can you hear me?” Price asked me. I couldn’t respond. I couldn’t even hum. I couldn’t do anything. “Ghost come in. Is everything okay?”

“Thought you would try to be slick with one of your guys, huh?” He taunts me rhetorically. “An eye for an eye, yeah? You try to play me, and I played you. Checkmate.” Oh, it was checkmate when I get my goddamn hands around his neck. I was seething. My chest is heaving up and down.

“What do you want from me?!” I yell out at him. I couldn’t hide it any longer. I was worried. Kill me if you must, but please spare her. Spare our child.

Michael looked up at me with a shit eating grin, “I want you to sit back and enjoy the show.” Harley jerks her head to Michael and furrows her eyebrows in confusion. I jerk my head back slightly confused wondering what in the hell he meant by that.

A tall figure caught my eye as my eyes shifted from Harley to…König. “No,” I whispered out under my breath to where only I could hear it. My eyes darted from König to Harley and then back and forth between the two.

My heart was ripping in half watching the tears spill down her face. With each step König took, her shoulders flinched with each sob. I shake my head rapidly as my eyes widen – knowing what was about to happen. The two guards behind me took a step closer, but I didn’t care. She was mine and nobody else was allowed to touch her.

“On your knees,” König’s voice demanded through the speakers. My little mouse didn’t move, and I was partially proud of her while the other part of me was hoping she would obey and not get hurt. The metallic sound of a gun cocking made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up from one of the guards on my left cocking his gun. With every second it took for him to do that and point it at the back of my head, icy chills ran down my spine. “Don’t make me ask again Liebling.”

My knuckles cracked from the amount of pressure I put on them from his pet name. ‘Darling.’ This tall motherfucker wanted to be like me so bad, but there’s only one Ghost and that’s me. I watched Harley take a deep breath – not wanting to do it, but it stung my heart that she was willing to do whatever to save my life.

Her shoulders shook from her uncontrollable sobs and my heart broke into a thousand pieces. König kneels behind her and grabs her roughly by the back of her neck – pushing her on all fours. She was wearing a large black shirt – just like she used to wear mine and taunt me with. Her small whimpers and sobs came through the speakers and when the sound of a zipper mixed in with her sobs, my blood ran cold.

König roughly grabs her hair, jerking her head up to look at me. Her soft pleas would make any mans knees weak, “König please don’t. Don’t do this.”

My vision was becoming blurring with the picture in front of me I was forced to watch, and my mind blanked out. I couldn’t. They couldn’t do this to me. She was my everything and here I was being forced to watch her with another man. Her screams shook me out of my blank thoughts and disassociation as I fell to my knees. One of my worst nightmares is coming true.

I watched her as König fucked her from behind and cooed at her. Michael stood off to the side – his eyes darting back and forth between me and the explicit scene before him. Harleys small whimpers hit me like a ton of bricks as I could hear König enjoying every second of this. I couldn’t take it anymore.

I drop my head, but was soon readjusted when one of the guards walked over to me and forced my head up to look. König was fucking her hard and with each thrust, moans slipped past her lips. Her eyes found mine once again as tears spilled down my face. König pulled out and flipped her over before reentering her harshly. I watch her as her back arches, just like it does for me and a gasp comes out of her mouth.

“That’s right Liebling. Look at you submitting to me,” König taunts her. I knew it was natural for her body to react this way, but deep down I knew she hated every moment of this. Their wet skin slapping on each other made me want to cut my ears off and never hear another thing ever again.

“Who do you belong to now?” König asks her and I freeze. I didn’t want her to answer. I couldn’t hear this answer.

“Si-Simon,” she moans out as our eyes meet. My girl. König asks her a few more questions as he roughly fucks her and her moaning out my name trumps over all of it. She was still mine.

“You’re so close darling. I can feel it,” I hear König grunt out as his pace picks up. “Who do you belong to now?” he asks her again.

“You.” Her voice cold and full of hate that sent a spark within me.

“What’s my name Harley?” he asks her as if he wasn’t satisfied with her answer before. König changes his pace from rough and fast to slow and hard thrusts. Harleys arms fly up to his and squeeze. She was close. I knew that look that was over her face a mile away. I had seen it so many times and it was one of my favorites on her.

“König,” she whispers out.

No.

“Louder,” König demands as he yells it out.

“König!” her scream sent me into another blank void. All I saw was this black place. No light. No hope – just a dead void.

“It’s a shame your baby is already in there Lieutenant.” König’s voice bringing me back to the harsh light, “Cause there would definitely be on in there after tonight.” As fast as the rage filled me, it left – and I was calm. Broken, but calm. I slowly look at the man who held my girl in his arms with daggers. Her head slowly looked at me with heavy eyes and I knew she had never seen this look before. It was a look and a feeling that I dared to not ever bring out again. Shit, it even scares me.

Harleys eyes shut as König turned and walked out the same way her came in. I thank whoever that I was the last thing she was able to see before her eyes closed. The other man behind me walked over and they both lifted me to my feet.

“You can escort Mr. Riley out of here,” Michael said as he stared at me. Both of the guards had their hands around the upper part of my arms.

“Oh! And Simon,” he says clicking his tongue, “That will be the last time you will ever lay eyes on her again.” My body stiffened at his words as I watched him turn around and head out where König took Harley.

The guards forcefully pulled me towards the main entrance of the door, before pushing me through the entrance – making me fall to my knees. The doors shut and I heard the lock click in place. It was dark by this point with no SUV to take me where I needed to go.

“Price,” I say under my breath.

“Fucking hell. What the fuck is going on?” Price demands over the earpiece.

“I-I need you to come get me,” I responded the best I could. Tears filled my eyes yet again and I tried to push the feelings aside and get into the mindset that I needed to be looking for her – and I couldn’t do that with my emotions in the way.

“Watcher is around the corner. Bravo one and the guys are out,” Price responds before the earpiece went dead.

Tires rumbling down the road behind me perked my ears. It was a black SUV, like the one I had been escorted in prior. It came to a stop and the driver’s window rolled down. Laswell.

I walk over to the passenger side of the SUV, get in and drive off into the fucking darkness with two things on my mind.

König and Michael Gravely.

#ao3 fanfic #fanfic #john price #gaz cod #simon ghost riley #price #simon riley x you #captain price #john soap mactavish #simon riley x reader #lettherebelight #smut

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My conclusive overall review of RWBY Vol 9

Now that my feelings on the finale have had half a day to settle. I feel it is time to give my opinion on the season overall instead of just the finale on its own.

The new cast of characters is also somewhat wanting. While one-off characters Jinxy, Herb and the King fulfill their purposes perfectly well. some crucial characters important to the seasons overall narrative (Cat, Lewis, Alyx and Little) were with all either one-note (little), Hollow shells of plot serving to sell a future spin-off book(Lewis and Alyx). The cat was fine though, and fulfilled its purpose well. For the first half, Volume 9 suffers from a major disconnect as the plot relies on the characters familiarity with the fairytale. which makes it sort of unsatisfying to watch cause we have no idea how the fairytale even went. As a result we spend half the season wandering around, seemingly aimlessly, while neither characters nor audience have a clue what they are doing besides vaguely advertising an RT’s eventual spin-off book release. Sort of like the early Sherlock Holmes books, where the plot is moved by sherlock but we only have Wattsons’ knowledge of events to guide us through. Its a clueless mystery with no fulfillment to it. Then moving into the later-half of the season, Where the show attempts to handle difficult topics and, in true RWBY style doesnt always handle it well. While the eventual handliing of ruby’s self-acceptance issues is in the finale is good . The decision to have Jaune’s problems of self-worth be solved by “yes you werent the hero, but would you like to be one now?” leaves a bad taste in my mouth. It feels like its trying to say “Ruby, your impostor syndrome was a bad thing, you should learn to accept yourself for who you are. You’re actually fine as is dont worry about it you are good enough”. meanwhile to Jaune the tree’s messaging is: “yes you’re right, you do suck major ass. and while we dont have any tips on how to improve yourself as a personi can put you in the right time and place to be usefull for just this once because your woodshell happens to be above the cat RN.” and now for the origami-paperes elephant in the room. The race of little star-shaped Alexanders-the-Great, who commit mass ennui-motivated suicides because they ran out of acre to conquer and/or decorate, and are portrayed as right for taking the easy way out of their boredom. Now i’ve had someone respond to me on an earlier post about the stars, that they believed the stars were meant to be an allegory for people with terrible wasting diseases that leave them frail and in terminal misery, and the process of them making the difficult choice of euthenasia, as well as the difficult path of a family member to come to acceptance with that choice. Which is a heavy, nuanced and important topic that I do not want to make light of in the slightest. So please take no offense when i say that; While I could see the space in which people with those experiences could project themselves into Jaune’s struggle with Penny’s death. I cant actually see that as being the actual situation facing the paperstars themselves. Because the way the stars explain their problem to RWBY is verry much one of boredom and listlessness rather then any state of terminal misery of which only death could possibly grant relief. So the star-subplot either tried to tackle euthenasia and missed the mark by a mile due to framing issues (which is dangerous), or it just said “Remember suicide is an acceptable cure for boredom” which is actively evil. as messages go. Add onto that the fact that, in the long term their solution doesnt actually work, as they’ll redecorate the acre with gems instead of paper. Run out of acre to decorate again like they did the first time and have find a new way to kill themselves again and this subplot fails critically. And because the latter half of the plot is trying to tie 3-or more such heavy topics together in quick succession all together (Ruby’s attempted suicide, Jaune’s grief over Euthenising Penny, Ruby’s self-worth issues, Jaune’s sisiphean hell, Jaune’s self-worth over failing Alyx) the toxic messaging given by the stars subplot spreads across the adjacent plots like a malignant viral infection. Tainting all of them with a “pro-suicide” undertone that i can only hope was never RT’s intention. Top that all off with a the rather unsatisfying finale, focussed more on loredumping then tying together or resolving the seasons emotional beats and I can only say that, Despite its promise for the tone of the series going forward by presenting hope as an actual thing instead of a mere nebulous concept, This season was in my opinion nonetheless, the worst season of the series so far.

#rwby vol 9 #rwby #rwby spoiler tag #rwby spoilers #tw suicide #tw suicidal ideation #tw self harm #tw self worth #tw euthanasia #rwby critical

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night-market-if · 1 year

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AHHHHH The last chapter, just AHHHHHH, it was expected, but unexpected, I, I just can't.

I think, I dont know if this was an error or purposely, but when you are talking with <3Malcolm<3 and you have the options "I do/I'm sorry/ I could" talking about Milo and if you love him, in "I'm sorry" option, you go to the same page than "I could", again I don't know if you wanted in that way or not, but just in case I told you xD

SPOILEEEERSSSSSS

I'm so hyped for the next chapter, I can already see my MC, someone who really are a "Kuudere stereotype" (more or less he is a "serious and sarcastic type of character who is often cold, blunt, and cynical without showing any signs of emotion". But this is all facade, inside they are very affectionate, at least when it comes to their loved ones) losing his shit with all the things happening and busting in flames and drama because:

"really, I was wandering like a lost puppy all over the market for so long meanwhile people here were busy making necromancy shit, broking spines, buying-selling people as prison system and my f-ing lover/boyfriend whatever we are, (BECAUSE I EVEN DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL WE ARE) were more worried hiding the secret I almost died for a couple of times and telling shit like "be careful" ohhhh im going to be careful, dear of course im going to, I'm going to be very careful when I catch you cause im going to kill you" and "all the people here are just worrying about keeping their secrets and making shit decisions instead of worrying about the end of the world so f u guys"

The meme of a doggo saying "Im fine" meanwhile siping it's cafe in a house in flames? That is my mc outside, inside is the meme of "gimme yo f-ing money!!" CHAN CHAN LAW & ORDER Special victim unit Being the girl my MC and all the other character and drama the doll.

Can we please choose to lost our shit? I will love my usually calm MC losing his cool and exploding in a flurry of pent up emotions (I love drama)

The worst of all? I know im going to feel so bad about Milo that, surely im going to choose the meaner option only to know the way he will react but then im going to go back and choose the better option for his mental health cause, lets be honest, the poor guy needs not a therapy, but a whole psychological office, poor baby boy.

PS: Malcolm is the sexiest, charmer cutest boy ever and every time he talk my MC simp, a lot. I loved the head?canon about him talking with the lamp lights and now I cant stop thinking about it

Okey, maybe its better for me to stop rambling, thank you so much for all your hard work! Really, you are writing a master piece, I hope you have a beautiful day

That was for sure a bug! I got it all fixed up for the next update. Kicking myself that that one got messed because the "I'm sorry" portion was kind of important for a future romance. But! I guess that's why we have wips. LOL

I like the headcannon MC you got going. That is awesome. And oddly works really well I think for a Milo romance. I think Milo needs someone that can put him in his place occasionally and who is not afraid to call him out on his bullshit. In chapter twelve, it is going to much more be about getting the information he is holding back. There are going to be some moments to get angry with him but there is a lot going on in the last chapter that it won't be the focus. But I promise you, it is going to happen in book 2. There is no way Milo could even be in the game anymore without a confrontation of some sorts. I'll let the reader handle how they would like to see that confrontation but it will be there.

🪷✨🪷✨ If you want to support me 🪷 ✨🪷✨

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#the night market #bugs #fixes #end game spoilers

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gender-isafuck · 3 months

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I wanted to say, that I’m pro-Palestine, pro-peace really, anti-war. That’s how I was raised, I’ve spent my life surrounded by historians who are a bit anti-yankee.I can’t do much more for this conflict, except spread kindness. I feel like it’s silly to just reblog pictures of martyrs on the internet, it borders on porno-misery.

But I want to say, I hope you know, most of my community doesn’t think Israelis or Jews should die.

I hate when people scream nonsense, and just ask for Israelis to die on the internet when we’re trying to defend and free Palestinians from a genocide.

I feel like such calls radicalise people on both sides of this conflict and radicalisations lead to world wars. Yes fighting for a cause must be done relentlessly but let’s not forget to be kind, to have empathy.

I wanted to say that, because I went through your blog, and no, most people with sense doesn’t want to see more dead or displaced people. I’ve only read one book on jew history by Paul Johnson, which doesn’t make me an expert or even knowledgable, but I can see why you think it’s the world against the jew community.

I want to see a free Palestine, and for people to stop dying from carpet bombings, I want to see peace in the middle east. I want to see a two state solution and Israelis and Palestinians living peacefully and safe, but what power do I have in all of this?

All I want to say is, I do see the Israeli suffering, the hostages, and the threat of terrorism. And insufferable losses. I don’t think you are all represented by what the western news and internet trolls say.

Please don’t succumb to anger and hate, anger turns us mean and blind to suffering. (That can be say to both pro palestinians and pro israel) and someone has to give and break a cycle of violence that started since even before the egyptians.

And have some kindness, maybe the internet doesn’t keep the best of people fighting for palestine. And let’s be honest, tiktok is just plain stupid. So don’t forget the others on the opposite side of this conflict, even if sometimes people will wish you merry christmas by accident, is not done out of malice. 😅 I’m agnostic, so I don’t really celebrate.

I like to think people are generally good. So this is me, wishing you a good day. Thanks for letting me rant in your askbox.

i think you might be looking at your community through rose colored glasses.

i appreciate your kindness but with the massove rose in antisemitic hate crimes using palestine as their excuse the free palestine movement has kinda become the new "the jews killed jesus"

and while i understand why you would tell me to be empathetic and not succumb to anger and hate, i cant rly control my emotions in response to things this completely life shattering. i dont hate palestinians, i have made this clear, but i cannot be empathetic to them on any level. it doesnt matter at all. i see what you were trying to do here but it honestly doesnt come off very well

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i'm just saying if I was apart of the Harry Potter verse, shit would be different. I would ask the important questions.

"if the guys so dangerous why hasn't anyone tried shooting him yet?"

"hey, dont shit on the USA, people who lost the war aren't allowed to speak. I'm allowed to shit on it cause i'm from the United States bitch."

"I'm just saying, ive never seen someone get up after being shot in the head."

"Y'all ever wonder how big his wand is? Like i know hes evil and wants to kill us all, but do you think hes evil, wants to kill us all, and a virgin?"

"Cedric Diggory? More like Cedric-get-that-dick-in-ME-"

"Wait, our professor is a fucking WEREWOLF?! LIKE FROM TWILIGHT?!"

"No Ron, muggle pictures dont fucking move.....Wait if wizard pictures move does that mean-FRED GEORGE, PLEASE TELL ME THAT WIZARDS HAVE THEIR OWN VERSION OF PLAYBOY-"

"In my defense, the little bitch was being a racist prick and where i come from we beat up people who talk shit."

"Lockhart? more like LockSHART am i right?"

"That Luna girl is so weird and off putting, do we know if she's single?"

"For the last time Ron, no, Americans don't use bald eagles, we use owls same as you guys."

"That's Virginmort? Where's his nose?"

"So, do you think his nose was all he lost when he got revived or do you think that he lost....other things as well."

"I wonder if Voldemort ever gets diarrhea? Don't look at me like that, it's a serious question!"

"Hey, Ginny, is your friend Luna single? I wanna ask her to the Yule Ball thing!"

"Luna you are the weirdest girl I have ever met, it's amazing, will you go to the Yule Ball with me?"

"Dude Hermione looks good as hell, whoa. Ron's a fucking idiot."

"Luna, I wanted to ask if- ("Yes, I would like to date you Juni.") well alright then, glad we got that out of the way."

"Wait, so you guys were just gonna skip a year of school and go off on some grand ass adventure across the country and you DIDNT INVITE ME?!"

(The poly juice potion scene in the 7th book.) "Ewww, this guy has wadded up tissues in his pockets, what the hell!"

"Holybshit this is just like that movie flushed away, I cant believe i'm about to flush myself down a toilet-"

"Y'all have issues, not saying I don't, but i'm better than y'all."

"I had my parents send me a glock. Just in case."

"EVER HEARD THE PHRASE 'NEVER BRING A WAND TO A GUN FIGHT' BITCHS?! EAT MY FUCKING AMERICAN MADE LEAD-"

(7th book when The Golden Trio goes back to Hogwarts): "Omg Luna! You look even more off putting than you did the last time I saw you! Its amazing!"

"Yknow, if we had shot this Virginmort guy like I suggested, Harry wouldn't be dead right n-HOLY SHIT HE'S ALIVE?!"

"YEAH MRS.WEASLY YOU TELL THAT BITCH WHO BOSS!"

(after the battle): "Damn how y'all gonna get the funding to fix this shit?"

anyways tell me if y'all want more of this tomfoolery

#harry potter #luna lovegood #i had a crush on luna lovegood as a kid #hermione granger #ron weasley #draco malfoy #goblet of fire #order of the phoenix #harry potter incorrect quotes #the sorcerers stone #prisoner of azkaban #harry potter and the deathly hollows #chamber of secrets #halfbloodprince #harry potter memes #america #america BITCH #CAWCAW

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jupiterseemsnice · 1 month

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oops its me again

I literally posted one thing on here then bounced apparently lol.

i fell down the rabbit hole of depression again oh man.

living with depression is so crazy because internally your telling yourself you need to get up and do things and its like your body is on vacation. I hate being the way I am. all messed up in the brain. I have good days I really do but sometimes the bad out weigh the good. which is so stupid because my life is a blip on the radar compared to a lot and I do mean a lot of other peoples struggles. And some people are literally dying right now and I'm posted up in my bed upset because of some chemical imbalance.

Now I'm not shitting on mental health because it is real I.e me, but its foreal wack. like its like an out of body experience when someone with a PHd tells me I have something wrong with me I'm like welp lol.

i just cant believe all of my life choices have led me to where I am now in life. Im 28, unemployed at the moment, No education like shit man I didn't even graduate highschool. Truthfully I wish just for one single day I can go back in time to slap the shit out of my 14 year old self and tell her to get her shit together. My school days consisted of boys and friends who weren't really my friends and gaucho pants. I'm not even kidding I am not even friends with the people I spent the entirety of my pre pubescent life with. My childhood bestfriends are just facebook friends, I cant even remember the names of the boys I used to chase around at recess. Then in highschool I was more concerned about older boys and what I was gonna wear to the school dances,which I wish the fashion in 2012 weren't so well I guess now they're an "aesthetic" vibe for kids today. Yikes.

BUT I will always hold onto my skinny jeans till the day I die lol.

finally killed off the side bangs when I was 22.

I finally took the initiative to go back to school though. signed up for classes cause 10 years out of highschool I've learned I've retained nothing except for stuff that isn't going to take me anywhere. like PEMDAS. did anyone else learn it as " please excuse my dear aunt sally"? or did I just grow up weird. even though I know what it means and can tell you what it stands for, if you put a problem Infront of me using that formula I'd look at you like a deer in the headlights.

I doubt anyone will ever read this but if by some chance you do... I cant promise its gonna get better, but you have to fight the battle more then once to win it. So keep fighting, keep loving, and never accept less then what you deserve. truly, I know trust me I know its easier said then done, but the universe needs you.

I really do be rambling on here lol.

its nice to get the internal thoughts...external? lmao.

I'm trying to find joy in the things I used to love.

I started reading again, I haven't gotten very far in the book I just got but I'm gonna get there. have been finally giving myself a proper bedroom. when I moved into my apartment the only thing I had for my room was a bed. now I got a big girl bed frame AND a new mattress oh and I replaced this giant desk I bought off market place for $30 dollars with a smaller one, more simple. and I got fairy lights for my curtains and today I bought a led salt lamp. very vibey in here. even as I'm dumping all this into endless typing I have lofi playing in the background. I hope oneday I can just breathe without a heaping pile of bullshit on my imaginary plate. fingers crossed.

I love you.<3

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