#someone said 2 me once

[hajihiko]

Yall ready for angst

let's see if THIS readmore works yknow what no no readmore. We suffer

Jojo Voice BREAKDOWN BREAKDOWN

#Cant blame the guy hes got. Like. Every Problem. no way he doesnt have a meltdown at least once #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Hajime hinata #Someone once said 'I like that you draw the sad difficult parts too' and it made me more able to post those parts #An art #Sdr2 #Super danganronpa 2 #Danganronpa #super danganronpa goodbye despair #Kuzuhina

[hammill-goes-fogwalking]

I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI. I HATE AI.

#not dislike. its hate #it made me cry several times today #thinking of how my classmates manipulate our teachers #and chatgpt AIs can EVERYTHING #its so painful to think of it #today I broke down in the bus and cried #idc what people think. hiding my feelings any longer would destroy me from the inside #maybe youve also seen how people use freakin AIs in their exams #the thing is that: #we wrote an exam for which Ive studies for like 2 whole days #this week we finally got the exams back (w the grades ofc) #and ok Ive got a 3 (C in America syste #*m) #my friends who used chatgpt throughout the exam got way better grades (I didnt expect it otherwise) #PLUS #the most provocating messages from the teacher: #“10/10 POINTS :)” “YOURE ROCKING THIS” “YEAH” #💔 #seriously #this breaks my heart #dont the teacher see something suspect in the exam?! #why cant they open their eyes and get modernized to reality. #& they KNOW- the students Im talking of. they usally have bad results. #once our teacher came to a chatgpt student and said the most miserable thing: #“youve been using duolingo a lot lately hm? thats where your nice grades come from 😉🥰” #you get it? #no- this peoson didnt learn. #no- this person isnt even interested in the stuff we learn in lessons #AWFUL feeling to hear the praisings of da teachers when *I* gotta sit among the gpt-students and look like Im a worse student than *them* #[writing this at almost 1 at night] still have some tears. this topic really has the power to destroy someones day. 💔💔

[macadam]

Throwback to when someone referred to me as the matpat of transformers

#very few will remember this because it really happened so casually and also... almost 2 years ago now #in the era I like to refer to as this blog's prime #on a little post someone tagged me in #and I was such a champ about it. I was so normal and did not make a scene #but I think about it at least once a month #it really was so crazy. what did I even do #I still don't know if I should be offended or not. I know it was written to place me in high regards #but that somehow made it hit so much harder #it's the type of thing that happens and you gasp and talk about it in discord but it doesn't feel that crazy. and then you look back and go #I can't believe that was a real thing that was said to me #I can't believe.. if only for a moment.. that is how I exist in someone's mind #Mac mumbles #the titles I was given in 2021... the range #chill laid back guy #bug in a jar anon wants to study #uptight annoying prick #insane individual trying to pass off as a chill laid back guy #<- favourite one btw #and lastly #the matpat of transformers #what an era

[francy-sketches]

that thing people do where they write essays and post book quotes to prove how hot their favorite fictional little girl of choice is but it's me pulling out receipts of everytime joffrey and tommen are described with long beautiful curls bc someone said they 'canonically have fuckass bobs' and I'm drawing them wrong

#.txt #funniest vague of all time actually. I love the effort to make it customized. throw my meowmeows in there. unfortunately it is inaccurate ☝ #'but in the canon art-' only the books are canon actually 🤓 #WHAT canon art girl they're all inconsistent. oh no jaime was drawn with straight hair once guess he doesn't have curls anymore #over the costume tweet btw. still #someone convinced that I was bashing artists clapping back by. bashing my art. if I had a nickel for everytime that happened i'd have 2 etc #also said smth about how I can't draw the targs in byzantine fashion bc they reigned for 280 years. what #'ugh stop telling people what to draw 🙄 anyway tudor targs are in the True Canon art so they're the Correct interpretation' #not even fully true btw bc the 'canon art' also has them in medieval/vague fantasy fashion. it's really not consisntent #I never even brought up canon. or what people should draw in their fanart girl that was all YOU lmao #and to be wrong about it on top of that. embarassingggg #vagueing again sorry throw me in posting jail. but like they vagued first let me petty

[gardenofnoah]

hey. i got into grad school this week

#i keep feeling like i should downplay it for some reason #like because it's not columbia i shouldn't be proud of getting in #idk someone said something once and it gave me a complex #idk what that's about because it's important. i really didn't think i was going to go back to school #so yeah. that happened 2 me

[skunkes]

unsure how to word this but there is something about having ocs with unsavory events happening in their past where it's like. talking about it, even when asked, seems almost gratuitous and inappropriate. and i'd much rather describe it through the oc themself and/or draw Them saying it. which is like. fitting for the subject matter? like of course its weird to talk about somebody else's business...!

and falls back into humanizing em/exploratory writing and development where u consider the impact of words said/words unsaid/HOW those words are said etc etc

#because not all real persons would give u every detail of their trauma obviously #which makes sense but im an overexplainer but also it feels inappropriate to overexplain when it comes to dis #i hope that makes sense #talkys #i once described what went down with al as just directly as possible and it still felt weird. ykwim?? idk why. #well i do know why! i dont want it to seem gratuitous or like That Cheap Writing Element. fine line #same with talon so he'll just keep implying it thru text + dialogue which is how it should be ! #the only difference is i think with al i wrote it like he would've said it bc he has more access to that side of himself #and is aware of how it affected him #whereas characterwise talon absolutely would just speak in riddles about and around it #i don't even think he's conscious about the direct effects of it #(but i wouldnt know bc he hasn't made that known to me in my brain) #people respond differently to different things and all that #also im so sorry if half the shit ive said recently is so like. Well Duh. i havent made a new oc in a decade gimme a break LOL #also i realize the. irony? of me even vaguely talking about it in the way i did but 1. i think that's also realistic when you #dont want to do a whole deep dive on someone else's business and 2. people are becoming #curious about my oc(s) and im just thinking about well; significant events and how to handle not speaking about em #FOR them. <- weirdly #idk. they're real to me. #its just so much more interesting to leave it up to them! people can lie people can downplay

[queerofthedagger]

my 'hey yes we have an all-consuming brainrot going but let's try and do something actually productive this week that I'm having off of work' project is sorting through my bookshelves, rigorously throwing things out (little miss I own over a thousand books in my one-room apartment is reaching the breaking point aka I'm finally and utterly running out of space) and i think i threw out almost a hundred books today and it's still not anywhere close for sorting shelves by genre without having to stack and put things second row. how am I supposed to live like this

#*mine #mona rambles #I've already put a book buying ban on myself until i catch up with my tbr of owned books #unfortunately for me then tolkien took over my brain so while i /am/ only more or less buying my 2 allowed books per month #they're all his stuff and I'm not making a dent in said tbr at all while also having very little hope that this is going to change anytime #soon #i do have a rough sorting now by like.... #fantasy / other fiction / queer + feminist + antiracist theory / other non-fiction / poetry / classics / philosophy / language + travel /et #but it's really more of a suggestion and really testing the limits of like.... shelf space lmao #i'll have to catalogue all of it too once i'm done to see what my actual tbr is at and like. man. terrifying #but also i just think someone should pay me money in exchange for 5-50k words per month so that i can move and have a library. it's time

[seventh-fantasy]

“乖！等我买了房子就娶你！”

我可能遇到了救星 HI VENUS EP. 21: 把院长玩弄于股掌！( • ̀ω•́ )✧

#我可能遇到了救星 #hi venus #cdramagifs #cdramanet #asiandramanet #asiandramasource #dailyasiandramas #曾舜晞 #joseph zeng #jielin's edits #my posts #TO ELIMINATE ALL DOUBT. IF YOU CAN READ THE CAPTION. FL SAID THAT TO HIMMMMM #YES BE GOOD PUPPER DOGGO I WILL MARRY YOU INTO MY FAMILY <3 #some love for 西西 bc the show is actually barely gifed here #it's such a good one #i too want so badly to knead lzx's face like a blob of dough #i've alr been thinking of gifing this since watching the show but phew finding a working source for this show was TOUGH. #lzx is basically fdb but more 狼狗ish #he also clings onto someone to 闯荡江(商)湖(场)伸张正义 i love him #once again. if you told me last year i would be watching zsx in not 1 but 2 dramas. AND gif smth from it. i would tell u u r crazy

[rainswept]

saving u all from the asshole fuckboy aventurine agenda half of this fandom is so hellbent on portraying

#i think he’s very Tongues & Teeth by the crane wives but. contrary to popular belief. i don’t think he’d be the one singing #yeah he’s not stupid but i could see him being so in love…… #if someone managed to bring his guard down and was with him for years #not sure if he could bring himself to leave once the kisses started cutting his lips and the touches started bruising #maybe i’m ‼️ wrong but idk this man screams fucked up attachment 2 me #he’s used to pain.. i think he’d put up with it #at first he’d flee. if it was anywhere near the start of the relationship? yeah he wouldn’t stay if he felt he was on “the losing end of #the bet” #but i also personally believe it would take a lot to be romantically involved with him at all #like i think it would have to be a friends first thing. slowburn in fanfic terms. #idk i’m just nottt getting the one night stand vibe from him. #so like i said if someone was with him for a longgg time… and truly tore his walls down.. i doubt he’d be so quick to run #i think he keeps himself closed off. but when he does love he loves wholly and fully to the point of it hurting. #not out of malice but out of sheer intensity.. #yeahhhh tongues & teeth….. #love is love but instead of in the gay way it’s “sure it hurts every time it happens but at least i feel something” #probably the gay way too though

[transmascrage]

It's interesting how whenever I look at a denier's bio 99% of the time they're tme.

#also i think that vaguepost is about me lol #anyways real talk I'm sick of cis people thinking their duty in defending trans women means attacking trans men is fair game #in fact that they should attack us because it's the right thing to do to protect trans women #transandrophobia #also really really sick of my long ass posts being condensed down to a couple sentences of shit i never said #also the post makes no sense #ah yes MRAs are well known for liking feminism and discussing it #so of course a trans man liking a post about feminism means he's a TMRA! it checks our #ALSO i don't trust anyone who says 'i love being evil' or any variation of that l #1. it's edgy as hell #2. it's just an excuse to be an asshole and get away with it just like people who say 'I'm just brutally honest uwu' #also i have mentioned hetalia but maybe once?? maybe this is about someone else idk all ex hetalia fans are trans men now. all of us. #unless this person thinks the 'italian' in my bio is like a roleplay thing

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

#job secured 😛 #it’s full time 9 hour days but Fridays are 4 hours #my nepotism baby arc (paulina helped me secure it at the clinic I go to LMFAO) #well kinda like I applied and they called me back but I missed the call #so when I went to see her (for the first time since September she said she got excited when she saw my name on her schedule bless her soul) #I told her how I called him back but the like didn’t even ring it just went straight to voicemail both times #so she called him from her work phone and pretended I was a stranger she ran into bc patient confidentiality LMFAOEKFK #she went ‘I found someone in the hall who came to ask about a job because she got a call but hasn’t been able to get in contact with you’ #and he came down there and was Iike ‘I’m so sorry I’ve been doing orientations and interviews all day I must have missed you’ #and we were talking in the elevator to his office about the position and he goes ‘do you have time for an interview right now?’ I was :O #and said yes ofc #interviewed with the 2 pharmacists then and there and he called and offered me the position the next day!! #and I’m making more than I did at my previous job and it’ll go up once I get certified in like 2 months #they’re willing to train me and everything?? #and the reason I wanted this job so bad is bc it counts towards my healthcare experience for grad school SLAY #2 birds 1 stone baby

[deus-ex-mona]

the lxl situations radio sure was. ✨a thing✨

#(spoilers in tags here shhshdhxhsjhdjsjsjshs) #the lxl situations radio lmfaoooooooooooooooooooooooooo #most of the solo situations were at school of all places lol #yujiro’s were 1) the after school tutoring from the crossfade 2) sharing an umbrella on a rainy day 3) trying out for stuco pres(???) #aizo’s were 1) carrying an injured julieta to the infirmary 2) confessing at a summer festival 3) welcoming someone home* #*’dinner? a bath? or me?’ style and all #(aizo made fireworks sound effects during the confession scene though. admire the commitment to the bit tbh) #but the paired situations. LOL. LMAO. AHAHCJSJZJSJZJSJAJSJJXJSJSJSS #the first one was an idol self intro as ‘ai♡yuu’. the second one was literally butlerxbutler (with a julieta as the lady they serve) #and the third!!!!!! LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO they had to act as each other’s pets #yujiro had the most unenthusiastic ‘nya’s i’ve ever heard lmaooooo ‘you’re gross nya’ lmfaoooooo #and aizo was *way* into acting as a dog lmaoooooo #‘we’re going on a walk!’ ‘WOOOF WOOOF WOOF’ ‘loljk we’re going to the hospital’ ‘[sad whimpers]’ i can’t even with them lmfaooooooo #the last situation was just ‘happy birthday julieta’ though. disappointing. #and the bonus situation was ‘what if lxl were an angel and a demon’ #aizo said that he’d be the angel and yujiro’d be the demon. yujiro was *not* happy lol #but. g o d. i hate them smmmm. whyyyy are they like this ausucjsjdjskjsjsjsjshs #染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—

[sunflowercandie]

Sometimes a character in a film being covered head to toe in blood can be something so poetic cinema, so erotic

#horror #blood #lowkey this is about the descent #the descent #literally my favorite horror movie and i think that shows what kind of sexually i have lmao 🤣 #girboss #girlboss movie fr #movie #a horror movie isnt top tier unless someone gets covered in blood #carrie #it chapter 2 #the shinning #i said this same thing to an irl person once a totally normal person and they looked at me like i was insane

[fandoms-spamdom]

Okay guys trying to beat Aventurine gonna liveblog hopefully Welt Luocha Acheron and Gepard will carry me

#“Oh Ezzy but the 70% imaginary res” #And I have 2 dollars in my bank account I am NOT whaling #“Oh Ezzy Ezzy it was nerfed” #And guess who's STILL STUGGLING #ME #Okay I only tried once I'm annoyed cause someone in a tik tok comment section said skill issue

[thebirdarts]

Squire Cecio

Cecio posing in Iomedae's colours for a portrait after finally becoming a squire.

#thebirdarts #cecio #gold & silver #wotr #hes like... early teens so he hasnt had his growth spurt yet.... #silver boy<3 #baby boy<33 #hes gonna grow so much<33 #6 ft 2 to be precise #but always be an inch shorter than his sister lmao #you ever look at your art and go 'oh fuck im *good* at this' #well once id finished his face n hair that hit me in the face #horrible little boy<3333 #red is not his colour #its so jarring against his cool silvers and slightly blue metallics #its mean to be jarring tho! #drowning him out #the only red on him should be someone else's blood #<- who said that??? not me.

[darcyolsson]

just wrote an assignment on a movie despite not having seen the movie or having read any of the literature i was supposed to analyse it with. will keep you updated on if i pass this one but honestly i think i did

#it was 2 and a half hours long and about jfk you have to understand.... im literally just a girl #i keep having to watch movies for this course (it's deeply unserious but it's literally 2 more weeks so im not quitting) get me out of here #im not an enjoyer of movies!! #controversial opinion to have i know..... someone kinda ended things w me bc of that once lmfao #like he said the words i cant be with you because you dont like watching movies #couldnt even say anything to that tbh #personal