sometimes honestly if you're feeling invalid/anxious/any sort of negative feeling about your selfship , you just have to go back to canon. and i know it seems like such an easy answer but you really do have to. it is always SO comforting to me when i'm feeling bad about things to just see my f/os normally, without any fan interpretation or characterization or opportunities for jealousy involved; to remember why i fell in love with them and that no one can take that specific experience away from me. that other people's thoughts on the character don't matter because at the end of the day, none of it has any bearing on canon and no one can "know" a character any better than anyone else. it really really does work and i wish id realized it sooner
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The season 4 premiere of Boston Legal is like psychological terrorism. Alan being begged to have a baby. Word salad. Sex in an elevator TWICE. Shirley/Denny moment that makes me sob. Infidelity. The arrival of Carl. Guys looking at each others’ dicks. Alan saying his penis has been a bad boy. Carl’s hair. One of the greatest guest appearances on the show by Craig muMs Grant. Alan calls himself fat. He wears a dress just for fun. Big dance number. I feel like I’m being hit with baseball bats the entire episode.
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i just want to say i've seen a few tiktoks of people going to the louvre and completing the ahb! tour that regulus and james went on and every time i see them i sob. like, tears pour out of my eyes because, quite selfishly i wrote a lot of my favorite works found at the louvre into that chapter. some of them i've seen in person and some of them i haven't. but when i see other people,, looking at the art that i love so much because i wrote about it in a silly little fic,,, it's such a surreal feeling. it fills me with so much joy to know that somewhere someone i don't know is looking at this art!!! they get to see it!!! and maybe they take something away from it!! maybe it changes their life just a little like it changed mine!! but maybe it doesn't,, and that's okay too! i still cry because it makes me so happy to imagine all y'all running around the louvre and finding these artworks and connecting to it in part because of ahb! <33333 :,))
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My friends think I'm seriously looking for someone to date but what they don't understand is. I'm not looking to date. I'm looking for friends who I can be more comfortable with. I'm looking for something or someone where I can talk to them and I'm given a little bit of pampering. I'm looking for something where I don't have to have at least a small mask on 24/7
I don't want a boyfriend. I want a person who supports me, who I can support and someone who won't have the kind of pulling down that has a huge chance of happening in hostelite girls
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Sometimes I remember that Vash, under all of his silliness, is also incredibly jaded and It makes me a little insane.
Like!!! He IS silly he IS goofy he IS kind but he went through so much there's a part of under there buried deep that's just... So done. He's tired but he push on. He's so.
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right can i just. okay. lesbian is not a genre so im not looking to lump all these shows together. got that out of the way. im also not looking to pit queer people against each other so ok checking that off the list. i am however going to go ahead and throw the misogyny card out here because it’s fucking annoying how shows that center women, especially when theyre woc and/or queer, still just don’t take off even in progressive online spaces the way any shows with our darling young gay male couples will. i’m not saying that’s, like, the Cause of them being cancelled either because we’ve been shown numbers don’t matter. and many of the “”lesbian”” shows that have been cancelled were popular otherwise. just complaining xo!
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kind of funny to me how some people very clearly treat online communication as an extension of themselves, how they communicate their tone over text and posts that clearly indicates their whole personality, even if they holding parts of themselves back or withholding information, you can tell it’s them. And in comparison you have those people that so clearly don’t see online communication as an extension of themselves, who communicate in tones that seem so completely separate from who they are, that you can tell they are only showing you small parts of their personality at a time, usually not even intentionally. That don’t extend their personality into the online space the way others do, keeping it in real life, so that when they do interact online it’s hard for those who do extend themselves online to see who they are and what they mean. That their posts and messages seem like such short glimpses into their personality and personhood because they see the internet as a thing to interact with, not as a space to personify themselves in.
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i agree with that u said abt bringing mine back i also could never imagine how a daigo and mine reunion would look like and why he’s been in “hiding” for like a decade if he did survive
maybe mine opened a bar in okinawa who knows at this point
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