#sometimes i think it doesnt exist out there as

[tommykinard6]

Read your vent post and I agree. I ship Buddie and Bucktommy, and have been around fandom long enough to see how quickly toxic fandom people are louder than anything else and are trying to take over the spaces. It also doesnt help people dont always disclose information in the tags, which defeats the whole purpose of using ao3.

I love bucktommy and the potential healthy bi/queer representation the characters can give us. However, I'm also tired of trying to find Bucktommy fics only for it to end up being the "buck breaks up with him or cheats on him for eddie because he loves eddie more" or they turn Buck into some kind of invalid and completely ignoring the emotional growth he's had throughout the show. Or they just Buck using Tommy in general. Maybe Buck 1.0 would do that, but not post lightning Buck.

People can write whatever they want but Buck's character growth has been important to me since I started watching 911 and seeing people wreck a beautiful chance for Buck to grow into himself without the stakes of it being Eddie because Buddie goggles are glued on their eyes is exhausting. I'm a big supporter of DLDR so I usually just try to ignore most of it but it's taxing trying to filter through all the noise sometimes.

~ Anon 🌸

Anon, you’re so sweet and you make many good points.

For all writers and readers out there, use the tag system to your benefit. Tag your work appropriately. And if you’re deliberately not tagging correctly, then you shouldn’t be posting. Also, I’m decently sure that goes against some of ao3’s rules. Correct me if I’m wrong.

Buck’s character growth has been so beautiful and so much and I hate to see people throwing it down the drain. Eddie and Buck’s growth exist outside of each other as well as inside their bond.

DLDR for the win! (Don’t like don’t read for anyone who had to take a second to translate it like I did 🤣)

Again, I can’t say anything better than what you’ve already said, anon! You made great points and I think a lot of people can relate to your thoughts.

On a whole separate note, I’m considering making a fic rec list on here that’s full of solely BuckTommy fics (no cheating or placeholder Tommy or anything) but it’d be a lot to maintain. Would anyone want that?

#911 abc #9-1-1 #911 show #tommy kinard #lou ferrigno jr #evan buckley #bucktommy #buddie #911 spoilers #tk6 answers

[dallonwrites]

random sunday afternoon thoughts but i think the thing with writing advice isn't only that it's just that -- advice -- but also that most of the time it's really just an intro to some kind of craft theory. like you can see a post about how to write better prose for example and it can give beneficial ideas -- show don't tell, specific language, utilise the senses -- all of these are good as theories on craft but with any theory there are exemptions, there are ways to bend it. you also have to ask why this is a theory in the first place, what idea of good prose does this theory come from? but ultimately the thing is no writing advice can tell you how to work that advice into your writing voice/specific story. so seeing these posts as examples of craft theory rather than advice helped me out a lot because instead of wondering which advice to take on for a story, if i "knew" enough about this writing thing to make that call, i was seeing these posts as an intro to a theory on craft, and then i'm asking myself what i can do with this theory, what can this theory do for my story? where does this theory come from? what kind of story/writer does it consider, what kind does it not?

atm i'm writing a flash in 1st person present which is not a POV i use a lot and before i would read as many resources on 1st person present as possible -- which in itself isn't bad, resources exist for a reason! -- but i'd always get stuck because in my attempt to learn as much about "how to write" something as possible, i would forget the only person who can teach me how to write something in my story is me. those resources do help, but the answer is in my story. and that answer will look different in the next 1st person present story i write. there's a garth greenwell quote i love about drafting that says "if anything i try to forget all considerations of craft or technique, to work from a place as near to ignorance as I can manage". i think part of taking in writing "advice"/craft theory is also understanding the gaps in it that are filled in by your story, what will strengthen and what will weaken it. and understanding writing advice as just craft theory helped me because it's just that -- theory, possibilities with craft -- and isn't meant to answer specific questions about how to write a specific story, and you will also learn a lot more if you let yourself lean into the unknowing that is a natural part of writing. because you don't need to know craft to write, you just need to know what your story needs, and a lot of advice and "rules" are really just intros to craft theory that can help you start to know where to look for your story's answers, rather than giving the answer itself. tldr most writing "advice" and "rules" is just craft theory, and instead of trying to shape your writing to fit "advice/rules" you should be thinking about the ways you can shape theory to fit your writing

#i don't think you need to unpack every piece of advice you read in this theoretical way but i do think its important #when a lot of popular advice does get passed around at what is ultimately an introductory level #for example i see a lot of advice posts on story structure here that are very obviously surface level takes on #western ideas of story structure -- which is why i think its so important to see these things for what they are #which is craft theory. and then thinking okay where does this theory come from who does it benefit who does it not take into consideration #i'm obnoxiously literal about language sometimes but i think advice as a word holds a lot of weight because it kind of suggests that the #person giving it knows something you don't? not that i think people giving out writing advice see themselves that way #but seeing these things as someone sharing writing theory rather than advice/rules makes things feel more balanced to me #and someone may know more about a specific craft thing than you of course. that's why sharing craft and learning from other writers is #such a beautiful thing. but do they really know more about writing than you? #do you know more about writing than them? that's not something you can measure #the person that knows more about a piece of craft theory than you doesn't know how to write your story better than you #i don't know a lot about writing fantasy and someone with more experience will know more about #things like worldbuilding craft etc. building magic systems and lore. #but that doesn't mean they know how to write my fantasy story better than i do. because it's my story. #i can learn from them but what i'm learning is craft theory. not how to write my story. does that make sense #+ i will learn how to write my story by embracing the fact that i do not know how to write fantasy i just know fantasy craft theory #but also im someone who doesnt believe craft rules should exist in the first place lol but that's another post

[meowonaise]

xinhua + flower 🌸🌼

#gynoid siblings :)... #vocaloid #vflower #xin hua #xinhua #<- ? #i think only i call her xinhua :P it feels better 2 me idk #meowart #i rlly like when they have duets together... decadism nuyuri. answer ichinose lupo. happy end wa tsuzukanai miriko. not an end nuyuri again #not an idol satsuki. the cover that doesnt exist anywhere except my mind. surrealism misumi. #all bangers!! #i feel bad abt leaving out the meikas on this post U_U i promise ill draw them sometime #if i dont u can beat me to death. with hammers.

[sonknuxadow]

okay sorry for having opinions on sonic shipping but . the more popular a ship is the more likely i am to be annoyed by it so its probably for the best that my favorite ship is one of the not as popular ones . but also the way sonknux gets talked about (or not talked about) as a result of it being less popular drives me up the wall . what do you mean it doesnt make sense. hes literally not staring at the moon and thinking about him💔

#theyre literally the sun and the moon and you dont even CARE .... #okay but ive actually seen random sonknux posts get a bunch of comments from so/nadow and kn/uxouge fans #along the lines of ''umm i prefer so/nadow :/'' or ''this doesnt make any sense so/nadow is better'' or ''nooo knuckles likes rouge'' #like ohhhh my godddd shut UP #anyway theres so many things that sonic and knuckles have done that if it was sonic and amy or knuckles and rouge #or sonic and shadow doing it instead it would get labelled as peak romance #i know this to be true because it literally already happens sonic and knuckles do something gay and its cricket noises #then sonic and shadow do the same thing later. sometimes in the same show/comic/whatever . and it gets reposted everywhere . what #hell none of the other pairings i mentinoed even have to do what sonic and knuckles do they just have to stand near eachother #and people start freaking out ... #also im not saying youre legally obligated to like sonknux too if you like so/nadow or that you cant prefer so/nadow #but. if you think so/nadow makes perfect sense and have convinced yourself that its basically canon and every interaction between them #is a hint from sega that theyre secretly dating or something and you make the biggest reaches imaginable to prove it #while also thinking that sonknux doesnt make any sense at all and labelling it as a crackship or whatever #i can only assume that you arent paying attention to anything that happens in knuckles centric stuff #and/or being That obsessed with so/nadow has just heavily warped your perception of things. because how #and its not even just so/nadow .. knu/xouge is constantly overshadowing sonknux too #but at least so/nadow is actually okay its only crime is being too popular and having some annoying fans as a result #knu/xouge on the other hand is too popular and has a lot of annoying fans AND sucks . which is worse #but so/nadow is one i find myself comparing it to more often because its another gay pairing #and also people are obsessed with taking stuff from sonic and knuckles' relationship/interactions and giving it to sonic and shadow instead #and acting like knuckles doesnt exist and stuff that sonic and knuckles did first is exclusive to sonic and shadow or something #whatever . runs away

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭 #and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads #which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those #so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time #i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos #ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl #the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl #every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!! #''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/ #''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍 #I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ???? #what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly. #vent // #SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community #i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos #it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl #i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl #(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it) #(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl) #delete later #dandyshucks

[todayisafridaynight]

i miss how they used to model teeth

#snap chats #GREAT posts to take out of context #anyway no let me speak cause i really am not a fan of how everyone has the same set of teeth now. its really uncanny #remember they took kiryu's buck teeth from us....... remember what we lost.... #also im p sure im just seein it and its a trick of the light or angle or whatever but sometimes chara's might have crooked teeth #like for some reason my brain keeps telling me one of mine's bottom front teeth is crooked #idk i think its just cause im looking at it while he talks and so it doesnt look straigh #BUT I CAN SAY i really miss how the teeth actually used to be different sized instead of just. The Same Size #anyway unrelated. but slightly related cause this the cutscene that always makes me think of teeth. #the way mine looks at katase really makes me go insane like ouuuugggghh he's so happy she's worried about him..... #his words say not to worry but i see the smile in his eyes. and on his face. #its a very VERY small smile and it might not exist to a lot of people but he's definitely smiling #it makes me insane he looked so gentle... im love him your honor I Repeat why did rgg have to make such a gorjus man #anyway. finished the thing i was sketchin to finish at another point in time so ima go work now BYE

[cynicalundead]

the absolute unimaginable earth shattering hopelessness of being too disabled to make enough money to ever realistically move away from abusers is crazy. I just have to fucking accept that recovery is not for me and life is hell until I die

#shes not AS actively abusive anymore. she almost never does anything abusive these days #but she still gaslights me and argues over stupid shit and doesnt let me be myself. #and i still have traumatized alters that hate her and her existence still causes me to think im dead sometimes #i know living with her means theres a certain threshold of healing i can never get past. and jt makes me wanna fucking kill myself #because i can barely afford to pay rent to her and have $20 left over for other bills. #im never getting out of here #complex ptsd #did system #did vent #osdd system #traumagenic system #abuse survivor #im too fuckin tired to tag this with anything else

[jimmyandthegiraffes]

King Ottakar's Sceptre (1938-9)

Health

Sleeps - 3

Ow! - 15 (head injuries - 3; hospitalised - 1, with suspected concussion but left before being treated)

Eats - 3 (szlaszjeck and szpradj, unknown meal, and bread)

Unconscious - 2 (both relating to head injury)

Emotions

Cries - 1 (castafiore-related rather than emotion-related)

Angry - 1 (at Snowy for stealing bones from a natural history museum lol)

Afraid - 2 (thought he ate snowy :|; got dropped from an aeroplane)

Crumbs! - 1

Great snakes! - 1

Eureka! - 2

The Law

Arrested - 2

Imprisoned - 2

Activities

Violence - 5

Radio - 1

Reads - 2

Travel

Motorbike - 1 (crashes - 1)

Car - 4 (drives - 1; hit - 1)

Boat - 2

Plane - 4 (pilot - 1; fell/jumped/was dropped out - 2)

Horse and cart - 1

Ambulance - 1

Peril

Shot at - 4 (hit - 1, by anti-aircraft guns while in a plane; uninjured)

Hit by car - 1 (accidental, driven by King Muskar, no serious injuries)

Dropped from a plane - 1 (and jumped once when aircraft was on fire after friendly fire)

Thompsons? - Yes

Thomson spoonerism - 1

Thompson spoonerism - 1

Bianca Castafiore? - yes

Sings - 4

QUIFF DOWN - 0

#found out that the bookshop ottakars was literally named after this book #god i wish that place still existed #i bet THEYD sell french copies of tintin adventures . not that im bitter that i can never find them or anything #i REally love KOS. but also im not going to lie the plot kind of confuses me sometimes lol #i know that possibly bc herge was veiling his references to nazism a bit #but at the same time sometimes it seems a bit thin lol #like why does what tintin experiences make him correctly suspect that the sceptre is going to be stolen #like i know hes a smart intuitive lad but also #i know for sure i wouldnt have got there. its a bit of a reach #theres other stuff but anyway #it doesnt matter i still rly enjoy it #with pleasurski! #i listed szpradj as non alcoholic #bc contextually that seems to make the most sense i think? #like i think it seems unlikely that syldavia Doesnt have a national alcoholic beverage #but at the same time we also know it has quite strict import laws and in the country itself it seems to be p regulated #idk ive always seen syldavia as somewhere where alcohol IS quite heavily regulated #tintin #herge #king ottakar's sceptre #tintin stats

[arsenicflame]

they wont put my name on my headstone

#i mean i know in part this is my fault #for not legally changing my name #and for not being out to the people that have any authority on this after im dead #(though i would argue that part would be pointless anyway) #but that doesnt make it any less upsetting #nyxtalks #sometimes i think i am fine with the societal perception of my gender and the way nobody would ever see me as anything other than cis #and then something like this hits me and it floors me for a second. that when ill die nyx will cease to exist #known only to a handful of people who will likely never even see my grave anyway #ill be fully. truly. unknown again #i want to see and be seen. i want people to look at me and /know/. i want it to be unquestionable what i was #even though my gender for me has very little to do with my physical form. i think itd be nice to be seen #because they wont put my name on my headstone. they wont even know they were supposed to

[vineofroses]

if only ya'll could hear my commentary while watching young royals season 3.

#young royals #literally feels like the monarchy doesnt exist sometimes #like where are the body guards #why did no one sit wille and simon down and talk to them about a game plan #i know hes the crown prince but how are you as the publicist not walking wille and simon through an actual communication strategy #and instead just telling wille “talk to simon” and manipulating with that “its all on you now” bullshit #when you are not actually figuring out solutions #how did no one think to post up bodyguards at simon's house?? #ive only watched three episodes please no spoilers if you decide to come yell at me

[torchiiko]

categorizing my thoughts on shipping bc i woke up recently & i feel like it

positive:

ships that have basis in/are canon & i think the characters work well together, bonus points if canon handles it nicely

ships that could be cute, but i dont have particularly strong feelings on unless canon gives more to work with

self inserts & ocs x canon forever be cringe be free

negative:

canon x canon involving an f/o of mine. overall tolerable depending on context & characterization but not preferred bc popular ships usually come with a lack of x readers </3

ships that feel ooc, forced, or unlikely compared to canon. tolerable depending on how popular it is & characterization but annoying

ships that have basis in/are canon but feel rushed, forced, ooc, or lack real chemistry. very annoying since its technically canon even if it shouldnt be

#sometimes i am a little hater & sometimes its out of jealousy bc he should be kissing Me & sometimes i think ppl have bad opinions #i do not think certain characters would work together & the more popular the ship is ie the more i see it; the more i dislike it #i do feel mostly neutral abt canon x canon with my f/os unless it happens to fit one of the other categories like feeling too ooc #if i can at least sorta see why a ship might exist ill be more tolerable abt it than if i think it doesnt make Any sense #ALSO I LOVE SHARING F/OS. ppl who self insert Get it we are on the Same Team. lets talk abt our own versions of the same guy #torch chatter

[bmpmp3]

SOME ocs

#art #traditional art #watercolour #oc art #ocs #oc group: ti(n)pm #oc: luna #oc: unnamed #i'll give the others names someday LOL #i think ive talked about them before. they live in some kinda jrpg ass fantasy world post-big-bad-defeat #luna runs a mildly sketchy shop for curios and general oddities that she is lying about #(this butter knife belonged to kings from 1000000 years ago!!!! for realsies) #the bat-ish girl is her neighbour who runs a general store and the skeleton is a buddy of hers that she gets deliveries from sometimes #the human man is someone she hired part time. he doesnt talk a lot but hes very deligent #Luna and friends (minus the human ass human man) are like little chimeric monsters made by an evil lord that took over the lands years ago #the evil lords been defeated so theyre no longer under his control tho so its fine. not a lot of humans around left anyway #i drew these like 2 weeks ago but i forgot to scan this page of my sketchbook LOL #2 pages were stuck together....i couldnt see it so it didnt exist....unfortunately my lack of object permanence applies to my art practice #as well. every day i walk into school and i am shocked by all the paintings i made. and every day i walk out forgetting everything i did #a life full of discoveries every day

[skyllion-uwu]

They should invent a me that feels real and doesn't self sabotage

#sky vents like amogus #im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo normal (lying) #legit i dont know what im supposed to do with myself. i dont see a future for me but i dont want to die. i just exist #i think about this one sci fi story a lot where the guy finds out everyone in the world is him and he is everyone in the world #reincarnated across timelines and bodies and every single person ever from good to evil has always. been. him. #i wonder if im that guy. why do i treat my current body and my past and future bodies so bad. do i even deserve to since so many of them #have the capacity to hurt themselves across history too. do i even try to break the cycle at this point. #or sometimes its like. im not real but everyone else is. i just inserted myself into this world and one day ill wake up and theyre all gone #if i found out that was true would i even do anything about it? could i get the courage to live knowing that it doesnt matter in the end #because i dont fucking exist. or would i just keep existing as i am now miserable because it doesnt matter in the end im not real #i feel like im gonna cry now. i thought too much #i dont wanna be needy and bothersome but. augh

[albatris]

okaaaaay so the ethels are gonna have a BIT more of a bigger part to play in book one, but still, book two is going to be a plotline focused on the ethels so most of the cool / horrifying ethel stuff is going there

but we'll definitely get a bit more ethel nonsense in book one now which is exciting. ehheheheheheehe

#i think book one ethels are introduced n its like.... oh haha check out these weird old fucks. spooky and quirky flavour for #vampire worldbuilding that sometimes comes into conflict with our main characters! but not in a Big way :) #then book two is just like. oh yeah no these guys are FUCKED UP fucked up. and things are ten times worse than we thought #re: alex's tampered with memories #and the house that doesnt exist but does exist #and the reason nat was turned #AND THE HUMANS #UM YES THE WHOLE THING WITH THE HUMANS #anyway its fine we get to see yvonne go ham with a flamethrower and kill a bunch of them #and we get to see nat make one of their heads explode. and we get to see zeke melt a few #quinn n alex r not doing any ethel murder here. just busy having homoerotic tension with each other i think

[sonknuxadow]

i kind of want to read stc because ive never read it before but i also never finished the sonic x comics but i also kind of want to re read at least part of archie because certain sections of it are just a huge blur to me because of the fact that i read the entire series including spinoffs and side comics over the course of like . 2 months tops. so many choices so many sonic comics to read .

#AND THERES ALSO SOME STUFF FROM IDW SONIC I NEVER READ..... #i havent missed much though because ive been reading it as it comes out since it started back in like 2018 #i think the only things i havent read are the tails anniversary special and whatever is out of fang the hunter so far #because i forget they exist <3 sorry #and i also put off reading bad guys for a long time because it didnt interest me but i HAVE read it now #i read it sometime last year i think #(< guy who does not give a shit about mimic or starline unless theyre interacting with characters i actually like #and doesnt give a shit about the deadly six at all and likes rough and tumble but always forgets they exist) #also speaking of the fang spinoff i am kind of bitter that they put the main series on hiatus just for that .............. #not that i dont like fang or anything i just dont give nearly as big of a shit about classic sonic as i do modern #and also id rather see surge and kit than fang Sorrrryyyy

[catboyfurina]

myah

my paimon age headcanon* is that she is like dave from kipo. she's technically a super old immortal** but also she Is a kid***. i was originally framing it as a phoenix sort of situation but dave from kipo has the same vibes plus like. being a person and not an animal and also being the same person (which, if i likened paimon to a vidyahara a la hsr, would not really be the case) *i flip flop between a few headcanons, namely the seelie one and this sort of phoenixy one. i really like paimon i have so many thoughts about her shes so interesting and sweet and ridiculous **i think the reason her memories are so inconsistent could be erosion at play. sometimes she can remember things and sometimes she is actually a really helpful guide but mostly she doesn't know what is going on and what she can remember seems so random. i also think theres some paimon lore in the wrio story quest so im actually gonna play that one just. not until the finals are done beating me up. so maybe this is all disproven there and i can stop flipflopping ***her interactions with other child characters (klee, diona, qiqi are the big three for this point) are definitely mentorly but in a fellow child sort of manner. she treats them like younger siblings typically. adult characters (albedo is the one i remember the best) often think of her as a child and she hasn't really objected to that, that i've noticed? she gets cranky about being called a pet, or food, or a toy (but still plays along sometimes because being in disguise etc etc, but she is noticeably unenthused about those labels) but i haven't really noticed her get upset about being called a kid. however, she is noticeably more helpful and more advanced than the littler child models. she seems to be similar to nahida (and they get along really well)(i really liked the paimon nahida interactions it always feels like paimon is trying to fit in with adults or babysitting kids but with nahida it felt like they matched better. despite nahida being well,,, a lot smarter). i think nahida is also a technically immortal but also kid sort of situation, but not in the same way as paimon is. nahida reminded me a lot of the aranara, with her reincarnation looking the same yet being someone else, with all the stuff about dreams, etc.. also the aranara are childlike and only knowable to children (and certain people with special circumstances) so . yeah. i think nahida is permanently in that kid but not state and paimon is currently in that kid but not state but i do kind of think paimon hasn't always been a kid, maybe possibly. i do definitely think shes existed for way longer than twenty years. but also shes kiddo.

anyway i love paimon. shes my son. id feel kinda bad for paimon haters cus she is in Every Single Thing except that like if u hate paimon why are u playing the paimon game? just to gamble???

#beeep #i also think klee is yet another genre of immortal baby. but still different. i think shes like 50 or something in a baby yoda sort of way #well maybe not precisely 50 and shes farther along than the baby yoda i think????? idk much about starwars. but like that sort of thing. #she ages but she does it reallyyyy slowly. and then qiqi doesnt age bc shes a zombie so shes yet ANOTHER type of immortal baby #but like. a human baby that became immortal. and well by baby i probably mean likeeee idk 8? 10? not Infant yknow #oh but also. also too. i think my klee headcanon paired with my diona headcanon can be a lil silly funny. or maybe sad #okay actually yea its a lil sad #i think diona ages at the normal human rate and maybe met klee earlier but now shes developmentally a bit older than klee...... and shell #probably be an adult and klee is still a kid..... #one cool thing about genshin is how the kids are actually like. interesting. admittedly i get more invested in kids storylines than other #ppl i know even if theyre mostly there just to Be A Kid Tee Em but i like that in genshin the kids matter more than like. an accessory? #idk if that description makes sense but sometimes in media kids will exist mostly to make u be like omg single father my heartttttt uwahhh #anyway my tags got way off topic from the main post. basically. i miss kipo and like paimon #oh also? paimon nobiney. i had 'proof' once but i dont think i have enough tags left on here to type it out and tbh most cis people would #not consider my proof as proof. as well as many aimon haters of the trans sort #but its proof to ME.