#sometimes...... you overthink stuff

[six-white-venus]

What can you do when you hate every word that comes out of your mouth with a burning passion? When nothing you say ever feels right? When all of your words feel like lies, even though they’re not?

Because they’re not, right? …right?

#hello anon hope you like this one #now that i wrote it i'm not so sure if this was a prompt or you were asking for advice #i got the poem part of it covered #instead of advice i'll just tell you some simple stuff that works for me sometimes #talk to someone. it makes you feel awful at the beginning but d it. talk talk talk #if talking is too much reach out to any of your loved ones #and just be in their presence #if that's also not an option. take a nap. cry if you think it'd help #don't forget to eat and drink water #just in case it wasn't a prompt #i hope everything turns out well for you anon <3 #my writing #prose poetry #words #love #writeblr #prose #tw dissociation #overthinking

[mikoran]

mike being book smart and a nerd but also so oblivious when it comes to human interaction and emotions is so real of him honestly

#mike wheeler #byler #<- target audience #cuz thats a thing i can do right #mike “told you. physics” wheeler and mike “she didnt look fine” wheeler love you #cant read a room to save his life #and hes very embarrassing to watch sometimes #but we love him for that and thats whats important #couldnt catch on that will was going through it all season but can figure out all the problems with the dumbass plan someone just proposed #hes great man #he just like me fr #partially at least #i think im able to catch onto stuff a little too well instead because #paranoia and overthinking #ill notice EVERYTHING and then miss the whole point because i hyperfocused on a detail #so same conclusion in the end anyway #this aint about me why am i still typing

[darehearts]

people who can write s.mut in a tasteful way are artists idk how y'all do it. 

#IS IT JUST ME!!!!!!!! LMAO you know?! sometimes youre writing #something and like... you want to just call it what it is. no matter #how wild or graphic what you are describing is. but then youre like #if i say it like that-- it will sound funny when i read it back to myself #which will then kill the entire mood of... what im writing. but there are #only so many vague ways you can refer to something also and just!!! #sometimes i overthink it a LOT. and people who can balance that stuff #should receive a reward! i write s.mut off here here and there with #Tania obviously and she wouldnt care BUT FOR SOME REASON IM #SUPER PICKY-- i cry so much 🥴🥴🥴 #tbd #suggestive tw

[lucky-draws]

in another life kaz was an 80s pop star. to me

#mgs #metal gear solid #kazuhira miller #just wanted to draw his luscious locks . #kaz the smash hits poster boy. listen to his new single love deterrence out now. #quite like that last one bc of how loose n sketchy it is. i need to be less averse to drawing/posting stuff like that. stop #overthinking n worrying about detailed polished anatomy. things look better if you just get messy and Suggest things sometimes.

[arrietty-rune]

Sometimes i feel useless and annoying

#//vent #my vent art is... normal sometimes like this one so okay to rb but idk might delete later or removing the tags #i use a lot the wilsons as confort ch actually #idk sometime i feel like i'm not that appreciated in the fandom idk despite my heart know it's wrong #i think it just bc i overthink about some tawog artists that i enjoyed giving support for months but they never interacted with me #and for one of them their art and cute doodles helped me in personal stuff + brought me back to tawog fandom #and i hoped to make them smile with my art but.. yeah they just... don't care after these months #I get sad and disappointed that now they art send just... /neg vibes so i unfollowed them #idk i just feel guit that i made them upset for... unknown reasons #sigh i should just don't care about that and keep to draw dor myself #cringy or not #i'm mostly an optimistic person but overthink a lot when i feel anxious haha #i'll be probably smile and enjoy life again tomorrow #if ppl wanna talk or sending cute ask ye you can #talking with ppl help me to confort so feel free

[eclaire-went-bam]

i have a tendency to speak really funny (hi = salutations, good day, wonderful evening, howdy, greetings dearest associate, etcetc ; bye = so long, farewell, good-bye now [but like i'm speaking to a baby]) and i have no idea how much of it is influenced by autism and how much of it is influenced by (questioning) npd

#not art #autism #npd #on the plus side it feels really funny when my speech influences someone elses' #managed to get most my family to begin saying “farewell” #actually i think stuff like “howdy” is specifically an autism thing for sure #me and my special interest in the old west ............ #although the way i speak is definitely influenced by autism and i have sometimes tried to mask it for approval #i feel like at least some good amount of the time there's that “PLEASE notice how cool i am” #“i'm literally so cool. Start talking like me to prove how much i rub off on you” #or maybe i'm overthinking it oops

[seonghwasblr-moved]

I hate when people are like "this member is so quiet lately. Something must be wrong with them :(" like.. yeah, but have you considered they're human? Maybe they just have a bad day, maybe they have a headache, maybe they're tired. It doesn't always have to be deep, and even if it is, have you considered it's personal and not for you as a fan to know?

#maja talks #saw some comments about san in the newest ateez video #I haven't watched them yet lol #but I need people to stop overthinking every time an idol has a bad day #like they have bad days or periods sometimes #maybe they just don't feel like talking for some time and that's okay #if you wait a bit they're usually back to their normal selves a couple of videos later #*sideeyes blonde minho during half of that one comeback (i don't remember if it was maniac or case 143 or smth else lol)* #they pretty much always come back and even if they continue being different it's not for fans to know about probably #idols have personal stuff going on as well

[katmaatui]

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#sometimes I wish I was less self conscious that I was less concerned that (x) blog liked my hal thoughts that everyone agreed with them #sometimes I'm so scared to rock the boat I spent so long not really having any opinions #and like I know I know I've read enough of him (like the majority of his appearances) to have well thought out canon supported opinions but #I just get so nervous sometimes that people won't think the same that worse they'll think its not well thought out even if its different or #even the same opinions as theirs. That's why it's so much easier to do the you are type post I have so much meaning packed into those in my #mind but the outward appearance it doesn't come off as I'm overthinking people that I'm overthinking him and I'm just some stupid person wh #thinks reading comics mean you have correct opinions #Personal Stuff I Guess

[end-orfino]

Me: Wow I love seeing this one person's analysis and rambles about this specific fandom that they're fixated on, they're making really interesting points and it's nice to read their posts. Also it's fun to see them talk about this specific character that's their fav, they clearly put a lot of thought into all this. Like a specialist on that one character or smth lol Me when I do the same kind of overanalyzis and fixate on a specific character: I should be stoned. with rocks

#the scenario is real btw. tumblr user queen0fm0nsters i trust your perception of LN lore & the Lady more than any other theorist #tumblr user butchsophiewalten you're a real one i would be lost on twf without you #but like why is it so embarrassing for me sometimes #aghh #maybe its because the fandom im in rn like. um. #i havent encountered anyone else so far who's obsessed about it in the same way as i am. #i kinda feel like i stick out with my rants/rambles and how i overthink stuff. does that make sense #like am i making sense? guys. am i going crazy. guys #can someone with the same kind of insanity as me join or smth/hj #or can they at least not leave me on read i mean that'd be nice #ehh idk this is a very silly problem to have #i can usually read when im not welcome in a place/community this is the first time im genuiely not sure.

[redbootsindoriath]

My current headcanons for Third Age elven clothing styles

I’ve been saying I was going to do this since the first time I posted a drawing of Legolas on this blog.  It’s definitely time to make good on that promise.

Come the Third Age, elves seem to be a little bit less spread-out than they were in the First Age.  Of course there are some groups of them here and there who are just kind of doing their own thing, but for the sake of not dragging this post out for forever, I’m mostly going to stick to the main three elven kingdoms that we hear about in The Hobbit and LOTR.  Sorry I don’t have drawings to accompany the descriptions right now.  Maybe eventually I will.

To get this out of the way, disclaimers etc., these are almost exclusively my own headcanons rather than things Tolkien himself said.  Also they are general styles rather than all-encompassing rules that I consistently follow to the exact detail so don’t come at me like “Oh but Tarva what about so-and-so which you drew whenever-it-was, if this character is from Lothlórien why did they look like they’re from Rivendell that one time” or whatever, individual characters have individual styles, I keep changing everything anyway, etc etc.

Mirkwood Mirkwood has possibly the most odd style, due to them being secluded and not caring what anybody thinks because the only people they do business with pften is Laketown and who cares what they say.  Travel clothing materials are tough so you can snag them on underbrush and not have to worry about them tearing.  Their tunics usually are very short, leaving the waist bare, for greater range of motion (since they live in the forest they’re always up and down trees and stuff).  These “crop top” tunics also mean that they pack lighter for travel.  Since Mirkwood is farther north and more hostile than many other forests, shoes are pretty much a requirement, but they’re generally very light shoes that can be taken off and attached to a belt or something if you’re going to be climbing a particularly tricksy tree and will need better mobility and grip.  Mirkwood elves often wear leaves in their hair, both for camouflage and for aesthetic.  On occasion they’ll put spots of pale paint on their bodies and faces to imitate the dapples on a deer’s flanks because they think it looks nice.  Of the three best-known elf kingdoms, they’re the one with the most feral vibe.

Lothlórien Lothlorien elves wear grey and silver clothes and love shinies and stuff so their jewelry is all gems and stars and sparkly and chains as thin as spider webs; anyone who’s not royalty (or in direct and specialized service of royalty) has pads on the insides of their legs from the knees to the ankles for protection as they climb trees, and everything is made for climbing and disappearing in the shifting light and shadows.  Lothlorien is where ethereal reigns supreme.  By moonlight everyone looks like they’re made of mist and dew and spider silk and like they will evaporate when the sun rises; by day they look like shadows on water over a stony stream bed.

Rivendell Rivendell elves have long, sweeping clothes for maximum drama since they don’t really have to do a lot of fighting compared to the elves east of the Misty Mountains (and they’re also dramatic and have so many Ñoldor and those guys are Just Like That™). The jewelry is exquisite and the clothes are covered in rich embroidery: it’s clear that they’ve gathered the wisdom and skill of every race from every age of the world.  Long capes and long robes and long hair for everyone.  The people themselves look as rare and beautiful as the clothes they wear.  This is the elven kingdom where you are most likely to find deep, rich colors; as soon as you walk into Rivendell you get the sense of being surrounded by wisdom and history and tradition, but simultaneously it feels unreal; everyone has a personal history thousands of years old but is still a child in their wonder of the world.  Elves are climbing trees in floor-length satin mantles without getting caught on the branches, and singing nonsense songs on gem-encrusted harps that were brought from across the sea before the first sunrise.  But somehow they’re still the least unnerving lot of elves in Middle Earth because at least they live in actual buildings instead of tree houses or caves and they probably won’t kill you on sight if you accidentally stumble upon their hideout.

TLDR: If you see a Mirkwood elf run past in the woods, you ask yourself “What the heck was that?” and now you’re on edge wondering what strange forest spirit you just disturbed. If you see a Lothlorien elf run past in the woods, you assume the light is just playing tricks with your eyes because “that was a strange shadow, I could have sworn it moved.” If you see a Rivendell elf run past in the woods, you’re awestruck and you begin wondering if reality really was what you always thought it was...for the rest of your life you keep wondering if you’ll see them again...

#the man the myth the legends #beowulf except everybody is short #one shiny #sometimes i overthink stuff #/end classification tags #''oh my gosh you FINALLY talked about the crop tops'' heck yeah i did #made y'all wait for it #i hope it was worth it

[elijahrichardwrites]

Starting to feel like I need to talk about my WIPs more.....

#so he speaks #sometimes my overthinking brain thinks no ones likes my wips #but its like.... #if you actually talked about them more people would like them bc they actually know about them #but i feel Weird(tm) talking about my stuff akdbsnjs #i think it's due to past experiences #but like people on writeblr have been nothing but kind and welcoming #so maybe i'll stop getting the weird feelings and actually start talking about my stuff more haha

[windy-apple]

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#i’m in the funkiest of funks right now #i can usually get myself out of it but boy does it fucking suck #i’m burned out with things…i’m overthinking things…i’m dwelling on stuff that i shouldn’t #sometimes you just have to cry in the shower while washing your hair #😑

[shewantsitall]

Finally made a separate blog for real on which to whine about ✨chronic pain things✨so y'all can be spared until I either a. Abandon it or b. complete that one tangentially related falsettos wip

#if you want the @ lmk! i would love to follow some familiar friends from there but didnt want people to feel obligated and make it weird??? #idk something something overthinking everything probably #but maybe not #this is very much so my everything blog and i love it here but sometimes i feel a little bit bad for talking about that stuff too much #even though it's a catch all and there are no rules #just my ramblings

[yo9urt]

i never know how good i am at hiding a crush and i’ve always felt like i’m not that good at it and every time i get a new crush it’s always a game of like. how long until someone who isn’t that close to me finds out

#mine #cause obviously my friends know about it pretty quickly #family doesn't count because sometimes i tell them sometimes i don't #but with like. in this case other coworkers i guess but it can be diff groups depending on the context #its like. when will someone find out #i think with this one im doing an ok job at hiding it #i can't really tell obviously but i feel like im capable of acting at least sort of normal around him and disguising it to some extent #but i always panic and overthink and freak out #but also my biggest tell by far is my eyes #when i like someone and they're within view i just want to look at them for as long as i possibly can #i am VERY visual #and when someone i like is nearby i DO just look at them like even if its just peripheral i'm always following them visually #when i clocked out of work i went downstairs to buy some stuff at the little convenience store thing on the fisrt floor #then when i went back up so i could leave out the back door of my job i saw cute coworker in his usual place #and after chatting a little with the coworker who was at the door i turned my gay little eyes to you know who #and watched him for like a large amount of the time that i spent walking away #mainly because i knew only like one other coworker could see me doing it because only one other coworker could see where i was looking #and it was some girl ive never met and everyone else was occupied so i was like ok im just going to stare at him gayly wihle i leave #but if anyone ever decides to watch where my eyes go when he's in the room they could easily guess what's going on #god i want him

[cats-in-the-clouds]

it’s all been said before but the whole pronouns thing for some people is getting so ridiculous it’s honestly just sad

#just saw a TIF post ‘i’ve decided that in addition to he/they i am now interested in ‘he/they/she. but just as a spicy little extra #only on rare occasion for fun. but please don’t ONLY use she/her for me if you use that please switch it up from time to time!’ #like girl can’t you see how meaningless this all is. it’s a consumerist hobby to you it’s a game of playing with masks for fun #it’s literally just about playing pretend and getting excited when your friends play along. it’s a bit #but actors get uncomfortable when the topic lingers on the truth for too long. they’re cool with dancing around it sometimes #but they don’t like being unmasked openly because they don’t like their true selves they like having a persona #this whole trans thing is so insanely dangerous people are straight up encouraging personality disorder type behavior #or like. when people who ‘use multiple pronoun sets’ post stuff like ‘i wish people would actually bother to switch it up sometimes #or use he or she instead of always just they :/‘ like yeah people are avoiding saying anything real because they’re afraid of upsetting you #and catching you on a bad day where that’s not right #or like. they’d prefer a consistent approach to language at the very least instead of fulfilling your ever-changing fantasies #because you can’t make up your mind because you always need more and more attention and can’t just be satisfied with yourself #literally i can remember my own experience with this thing wasn’t ‘maybe i’m actually not a girl’ (this is almost never it) #it was ‘maybe it would be fun to go she/they and put a non-binary flag in my icon and reblog all these cool posts about being trans’ #’it looks like it would be a lot of fun to get in on this cool thing and be someone special and have a secret identity in real life’ #it is so much fun to play pretend. and it is so damaging to act like these intrusive thoughts actually mean anything about your gender #bc when you spend too much time on the internet and start entertaining the idea of being someone else #it starts to feel weird when people irl refer to you as who you are with all relevant gendered language #dysphoria is being manufactured by overthinking about things while having ideas flow into your mind by a constant social media stream #for a whole generation of people online it is almost never an actual natural thing

[shrimp1y]

sorry to the few ppl on my dash I am not spam liking on ur blog ur just the only ones on my dash

#krill livestream #and i like. stuff. when i like them. bc im like Hehehehe I will use this button as i9ntended #my autism knows no bound i wish I was funny and charismatic online but no. i am just as strange as irl. its also bc ive decided to unmask #more so I'm not like. Forcibly overthinking my reactions and talkin anymore. so what if I just talk to myself in tags most of the time. #makes me happy when people see it and give me a little like (button used as intended) #like i definitely have a reason for mumbling to myself in public instead of journalling its bc i do wanna be seen and i do want to interact #i am just. like this. its better than when i used to argue with people on the internet for social interactions #basically i just. dont try too hard to micromanage social interactions anymore. this means i might end up saying stupid impolite shit or #do a lot of social faux pas but i hope. nice people understand. like im not gonna be rude on purpose im not trying to be flippant #like as much as nd folks thrive online even within nd circles there are so many social cues and rules that can be unfamiliar #ngl i have many times deleted a reblog with long ass tags bc i was like wait what if im overstepping. but i dont reblog it #bc im like well. feels untrue if i reblog without thoughts when i do have thoughts #nothin against op or anyone im just. i . im like I do Like It but yknow better to keep my tags to myself #bc sometimes they are terrible mind you like i fully agree if you see smth ignorant come outta my mouth and ur like hey. #keep that to urself. id be like banger thanks sorry filter doesnt work