when i say i have a song stuck in my head i mean that there are only two verses or a specific part of said song playing constantly on loop in my head till i get overly annoyed or frustrated and decide to listen to another song hoping that the previous one can go fuck herself and be replaced by the other one :)
'I knew you'd linger like a tattoo kiss
I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs
The smell of smoke would hang around this long
Cause I knew everything when I was young
I knew I'd curse you for the longest time
Chasin' shadows in the grocery line
I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired
And you'd be standin' in my front porch light'
"My heart is an artifice, a decoy soul.
I lift you up and then I let you go.
I've made an art of digging shallow holes.
I'll trap the darkness in and watch it grow.
My heart's an artifice, a decoy soul.
Who knew the emptiness would be this cold?
I've lost the parts of me that made me whole.
I am the darkness,
I'm a monster."