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#soo i think im gonna try to work with it not against it
todayisafridaynight · 6 months
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*walks in covered in blood* i finished first penguin. i reaaaaally really loved it oh my goddd all these peepaws being so dramatic and sulking wow grow up.. IWASAKI WAHHHH she was so cool and so awesome and so smart and she helped so much oh my god and she problem solved and and and WAHHHHH i think my fave parts were when she got Very Loud i kept saying damn girl at my screen each time she put her foot down UGH and the conflicts and the solutions and the AUUGHHHHHH. anyways loved it why am i sobbing over the ending though.
BRO MFINISHED IT HELLO ??? ?? IM S GLAD YOU FINISHED IT- AND SO QUICK JESUS CHRIST--
BUT YEAAAASSSSSS YES I LOVE IWASAKI THIS AN IWASAKI STAN CLUB !!!!! i LOVE LOVE LOVE how patient and fair she generally is but she also doesn't allow people to do whatever they want. BUUUTT I ALSO LOVE how on top of correcting people in that passive-aggressive way, she isn't afraid to get ABSOLUTELY irate and really let someone have it- IT'S JUST SO GOOD and i NEVER really see it with lady protags so i was a HUUGE fan whenever it happened
ENDING WAS SO TWISTED THO MAAADDDD UNFAIR TO IWASAKI (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)(;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) like i GUESS she did was she was paid to do in the end but..... THATS HER FAM CMON NOW (;´༎ຶx༎ຶ`)
i fuckin. LOVE the fishermen they deadass collectively share exactly ONE (1) brain cell and it's frustrating sometimes but it's also the stupidest and cutest thing i ever seen (╯▽╰ ) THE BIT IN LIKE- EP 3 I THINK WHERE THEY'RE ALL CHASING AFTER IWASAKI TO APOLOGIZE ALWAYS MAKES ME GIGGLE THO i think of it far too often for my own good its so cute... like Goddamn They Really Are A Batch Of Penguins...
#snap chats#THEY'RE SO SILLYYYYYYY //rips my hair out and eats my fingers//#THE CONFLICTS AND RESOLUTIONS WERE SO SATISFYING THO RIGHT ??? LKE UGH THINGS JUST FELL INTO PLACE SO NICELY#i really love how there's SUCH pushback against iwasaki in the beginning tho LIKE GOOD. THATS WHAT I EXPECT !!!#it really does feel as though she earned her progress and that's what makes her victories soo satisfying#because the show really does not waste a moment to demonstrate how hard she's working despite her circumstances#and ofc with that in mind it does make you want to strangle the fishermen at first because its like YOOU. MOTHERFUCKERS#but with the drama's theme being about The First Penguin it also does a good job to remind you they're not only uneducated in all this#but they're also incredibly scared to try and do somethin new- and we know old people cmon they're stubborn as rocks#which is what makes it sweet when they DO start to come around- even if hiro flip flops like a fish out of water for FUCKS SAKE--#hiro's funny as hell for that im not gonna even lie. again his flip-flopping is frustrating but Again 2x i understand his fears#JUST AAAGGGHH I CAN TALK ABOUT FIRST PENGUIN FOR HOURS ITS JUST SO GOOD......#AND LEST I FORGET THE UTTER BAGNER THAT IS ITS CREDITS THEME FUCK#WITH ALL THAT SAIDJVLKAJVK thank you for taking the time to watch it !!! im real glad to hear you enjoyed it as much as i did (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)#gigglnig and kicking my feet thinking of first penguin now i should rewatch it again (╯▽╰ )
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khrtzu · 4 months
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‘MINHO DRABBLE 1’
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PAIRING — boyfie!minho x fem!reader
GENRE — smut
SYNOPSIS — minho has an oral fixation
TW — none :)
NOTE — soo i sent this in an ask for @hyunsvngs and thought is was sexy so im posting it here too ><; (side note go follow juno theyre an amazing writer and they support all my delusional hard thoughts..)
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minho has the biggest oral fixation. its starts innocent, hes always chewing on his pens and pencils, licking and biting at his own lips, mindlessly sucking on a lollipop while he works. then he constantly has his mouth on you. kissing your lips, cheeks, shoulders and down your arms. he even presses little kisses to your knuckles and tips of your fingers, but the pecks on your fingers slowly turn into him taking it in his mouth sucking and biting just slightly and he scrolls on his phone. he doesn’t really notice what he’s doing. poor baby just wants to be as close as he can to you :(
then one day as minhos thrusting into you at a controlled pace making your eyes roll and drool slip past your lips slightly. hes got his hands all over you, your right leg pulled up and ankle resting in the dip between his shoulder and neck so he can hit extra deep inside you. his hand thats not holding your leg comes down to tweak your nipples before he wipes the drool from your chin. “such a messy girl” he coos at you. his fingers going from your chin up to your bottom lip trailing against it so lightly. he looks almost hypnotized staring at your plumps lips that fall open in a silent moan as he leans forward and lets his pointer finger slowly dip into your mouth.
and lord its so wet and hot and he cant help but let out a whine at the feeling of it. your eyes stay locked on his as you take his finger, your lips wrap around the base of it before sucking as he pulls his finger back just to push it in once more. “holy shit.” he mutters and he realizes the simple action is gonna push him over the edge. “gonna cum.” he whimpers breathlessly as you continue to swirl your tounge around his finger sucking, drooling, and biting at it softly. he cant take his eyes off your mouth as his pace quickens, chasing his high.
the vision of you drooling all over him and god the feeling of it. it’s unexplainable and before he knows it hes toppling head first into what he thinks is the most intense orgasm hes ever had. his eyes roll to the back of his head and his mouth hands open in a silent moan brows scrunched together in nothing but pure pleasure. his hips still and you feel his hot seed fill your aching cunt. the hand holding your leg comes down to grip your hip dimpling the supple flesh to try and stabilize himself. he huffs out a breath coming down from his high before his fingers ripped from your lips and its replaced with his own. is nothing short of passionate and needy. he lets out a moan into the kiss before pulling back with your bottom lip caught between his teeth.
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lunicho · 3 months
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PLEASE anything about sungchan or Wonbin with a noona he’s obsessed with 😩😩😩
milf hunter sungchan and wonbin,,, i see u nonnie (im jp kinda sorta not really) im gonna just write abt wonbin for this cuz my sungchan idea SUCKED <3
thinking about model! wonbin who's obsessed with his older stylist, always flirting while u try things on him. he's always looking your way, telling you how pretty you are and how much he appreciates you. he even brings you gifts at times, just saying he's soo appreciative. you try to stay strictly business with him but one day while the two of you are alone he makes his move. while you make adjustments to his top he'd stand over you, watching you attentively. he won't mind the way the pins slightly press into his skin because he's more focused on you. he'd grab your hand to stop you from adding more pins. "work on that later.." you'd try to brush him off and tell him that you have to finish his top but he'd just tell you it looks good as it is, he loves everything you get for him. he'd hook a finger under your chin, lifting your eyes to meet his. if it wasn't obvious before that you had hidden feelings for him it would be obvious now. his gaze had your legs threatening to buckle. i feel like wonbin would become desperate so fast, he's waited so long to have your attention like this. he'd take the few pins that you were able to add out of the shirt, letting it fall to the ground. its no secret that wonbin has an amazing body, you've seen it several times yourself. just your fingertips on his defined abs gets him moaning a little.
he'd back you up against the vanity, immediately marking up your neck before moving to place his lips on yours. the kiss would be hot and desperate, his hands moving straight to your hips. he'd lift you on to the table, looking at his own reflection in the big mirrors. he'd waste no time slipping his hand in your pants, moaning at the feeling of your warmth on his fingertips. you're very much at an advantage to get him to do anything for you. he'll do anything you want. if you ask him to eat you out he'll drop to his knees so fast, if you ask him to fuck you, he's lining up at your entrance so fast. and if you ask him to hold off his orgasm even though he's whining so bad,, he'll do that as well,,
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kobb4ni2 · 4 months
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[ GENDER NEUTRAL (?) FEM (?) READER ]
My Marine! Reader who is very popular, and for the sake of this idea I’m going to give her as a Vice Admiral. I CAN HEAR YALL BOOING OKAY I KNOW SO BASIC LEAVE ME ALONE😔😔
TW: Imagine Gojo fans….but make them Marine!Reader fans. !!! Also I haven’t watch Film Red but I guess there’s some sort of internet platform to share vids or an internet overall, soo take this sh!t talk with salt.
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Marine! Reader is a calm and nurturing person, their charisma with their hard working self made them a deserved Vice Admiral. Ever since you sailed out to the sea you’ve attracted many eyes, may it be admiration because of your strength , or awed because of your undeniable beauty even in battle. And even if you’re not in a mission you would always use your heavy berries (YOU’RE A VICE ADMIRAL U HAVE TO GET THOSE BIG BERRIES) to re-visit the town that you just saved, being responsible to the damages and paying for all of it. People there had to rub their eyes to make sure that you were the correct person. When you were in your white layer clothes you would be calm and try your best to be nonchalant making sure that you were deep engrave on your job but when you visited and started making small talk people were shocked! Over time the civilians you’ve saved from the many villages or small islands you’ve saved have accepted you to their communities. They would make small banquets whenever you arrive, even though you told them several times to not do it, they will always go against your words and hope that you eat well.
Kids would play with you even with your intimidating height, they would swing on your arms and whenever you try to leave they would grab on your legs to slow you down, the kids parents might have been worried but when they saw you intriguing them with a smile in your face they immediately calmed their nerves. Grandmas and Grandpas would always pinch the vice admiral’s cheeks, and since they were normal civilians you had to bend down to make squish your cheeks. (IM GETTING CARRIED AWAY IM SORRY)
But back to plot. Your calming and nurture personality, your beauty that could shine in battle has captured many eyes of other marine, civilians or even pirates! And this where the one piece internet goes in.
Aight imagine someone made an edit of Marine! Reader, it could be you fighting, or even doing an official interview! Cool right! But if anyone ever opens the comment section it would be just filled with the most ATROCIOUS, MOUTH GAPING, EYES OUT THE SOCKET down bad comments💀💀 here's some examples.
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Marine! Reader's Fav pet (real!): "The way that it started getting bricked up like its Bob the builder is crazy 😅‼️(I don't even have a wee wee)"
<3: "ten minutes in the room with them and one is walking out pregnant, and it's not gonna them (I'm a dude)"
hewwo:3 : "JUST THE TIP [NAME] PLEASE IM ON MY FUCKING KNEES, IM SO DESPRATE PLEASE😭😭‼️‼️"
Marine! Reader's bewbs mole: "TILL THE WALLS (not the room) IS COVERED WHITE!!!"
[FOR FEM MARINE!READER] ammniaa: "Want their strap inside of me so bad, that i might think that I'm pregnant brooo😞😞😞"
Astro laddie : "My flaps started clapping out of excitement <3"
Star 4 her: "All lubed up and ready to serve 💓💓"
Beeheaver: "Man I don't care if they're 14'9 tall, ITS GONNA WORK I PROMISE😈😈‼️‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥"
In Marine!Reader I thrust!: "Yes [NAME]~ There~ I'm sensitive there!~ Nghh~~
Marine! Reader's bloody bandages: "CMON [NAME] I CAN'T DO ALL THE WORK MY SELF, MY FINGERS HURTS😾💢"
reimikoba: "My muscle memory will always remember their fingers and tongue (^▽^) "
pantsonfire: "Not a fishman but, damn whenever I see them in my screen, it's natural habit suddenly is water from their-"
scary monsterz: "bend over and ready, warm and cozy, toys and liquid on sight"
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Aw man if yandere [character] ever fins out how popular their beloved Marine! Reader is, they would make sure to cut the wifi GLOBALLY
I'll just end it here, cuz I feel like this is just a stupid ass idea 💀 yall can give me some brain juice aka asks 4 thus doe :3
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The edit video I was thinking about when I was making this. (I can't do velocity edits just transition and tweeing💀)
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thevirgincherry · 5 months
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hii another leon thing im never gonna finish sooo hiiii :3 reader is gn but is referred to as looking feminine, sorta nsfw
The attic is jam packed with pink fibreglass that Leon told you not to touch. You touch it, get itchy, then try to hide the itch from him. He notices, hits you on the back of the head lightly, doesn’t scold you ‘cause he’s not capable of that. Wouldn’t dream of it.
He doesn’t have a lot of memories. You’ve got multiple boxes chock-full of water damaged photos, thick albums with torn pages, and art dating back to when you were in preschool. You notice the wistful smile on his face and tuck everything away, push the box against the back wall where it’s left to gather dust.
“What’s this?” You rifle through his old things, pull out all sorts of chunky gadgets.
“Game boy,” he tells you.
“No way, I’ve never actually seen one before!” That makes him wince. “I wonder how much we could sell it for.”
“Hey,” he plucks it from your grasp, “don’t go sellin’ my things, this is useful.”
While he tries to get it working, mumbling something ‘bout how it might be good for your future kids, which you firmly doubt, you rummage through his belongings. Would you look at that? Somebody’s got a naughty streak.
Playboy February 1995. Fabulous at 40. The Girls Next Door All Grown Up. PLAYBOY’S FIRST INTERNATIONAL SEX SURVEY.
Dirty old man. So he’s been keeping these stashed in the loft all this time? The lady on the front is totally his type, dark-haired and red-lipped, you wonder who the centrefold is, probably some blonde bombshell you’ve never heard of. There’s a few pages that have been dog-eared, you flick through them, he hasn’t noticed yet. Only when you wave it around in front of his face, a page that’s been worn down beyond belief, lightly crusted over with god knows what. You’d rather not find out. That’s not really what catches your eye anyway, ‘cause you let him stuff your throat nightly, a little jizz shouldn’t bother you.
Leon swipes it away from you quickly, always swift in his reflexes. He’s flustered, you see it in his trembling fingers, his parted lips, that sheepish look on his face. Cute.
“Leon, she totally looks like me,” you pry his fingers from the magazine to keep it from getting more crumpled than it already is. Point at the busty model dressed in nothing but her million dollar smile. Heroin Chic must’ve never been his thing, ‘cause she’s got the nicest rack you’ve ever seen. Pornstar tits.
“No she don’t, she’s…” He starts, shut down by your glare a second later.
“Liar,” you flap it around, “this is what I would look like if I had a good plastic surgeon.”
“You don’t need a surgeon, babe.”
“Aw, you think so, baby?” You give him a wet kiss on the cheek, “you’re soo sweet to me.” He snickers, you’re easily placated.
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sturniolos-blog · 3 months
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Mixed signals - Matt Sturniolo x Y/n Oneshot ‼️
warnings: smut, p in v, swearing, kissing
(i know some of you said no but im petty soo im writing it for the people that want to read it)
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Sharing a house with 3 boys was exhausting, honestly it was crazy. But since they were your childhood bestfriends you let it slide.
“Chris, come clean up your trash!” I yelled as i wiped down the counters.
“It’s not mine!” Chris yells from his room.
“Chris, come clean it up!” I yell back, I know it’s him i watched him eat, i sigh, hearing footsteps come up behind me.
“God, finally what were you-” I turn around to see Matt.
He smiles, “I’ll do it, we both know he’s not gonna..” Matt says politely, cleaning up the burger king wrappers and soda cup and throwing it in the trash.
“Thanks, Matt.” I smile at him, throwing the dirty paper towel i used to wipe down the counters away now.
I roll my sleeves up to start washing the dishes, turning on the sink when i feel arms wrap around my waist. I smile slightly to myself as my hair gets pulled away while Matt gets access to my neck, kissing slightly, pressing up against me from behind.
I let out a sigh as i try to focus on washing the dishes.
“They leave the house soon, chris wanted to go shopping for some reason and nick said he needs new clothes anyway.” Matt mutters as he kisses below my ear.
I pick up a plate and scrub with a sponge, “Oh yeah? you’re not gonna go with them?” I asked.
Matt let out a hum that sounded like a no, “I told them I had a bad headache, so they’re going to take an uber, which means me and you get the whole house to ourselves.” He smirks against my neck, sucking softly.
“Sounds nice but todays cleaning day, bud.” I laugh.
Matt lets out a groan, “You can clean later, please. I’ve been thinking about you all day.. fuck how good you sound, how good you taste, i can’t take it, n/n.” He bites my neck softly.
I sigh, “Maybe later, Matt.”
I fell him smile against my neck, kissing softly before pulling away, “Thank you.”
I then hear another set of footsteps as i turn and see chris, “Okay fine i guess i’ll-” Chris started but stopped when he saw there was no trash.
“Y/n There’s nothing there! God you made me lose against nick.” Chris groans, running back to his room.
I hear Matt laugh,
I scoff, “Shut up.” I shake my head.
“Yes ma’m.” Matt lets out a chuckle.
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“Okay, we are leaving now!” I hear nick yell from the front door.
“Okay!” I yell back from my room. I was laying on my side on my phone, about to fall asleep as tiktok played.
I hear a specific pattern of knocks on my door, one matt and i made up for each other.
“Yes?” I say, my voice groggy.
I watch as Matt opens the door, smiling as he walks in, closing and locking it before walking over to the bed.
“Matt, i’m so tired and i know i said later but can we hold off-”
“I’ll do all the work.” He says quickly. I sigh, “Please, I’ll do all of it..” He sits down on my bed, his hand going to my waist and to the hem of my leggings.
“But-”
“Please?” He whispers. I let out another prolonged sigh, “I hate you.” I scoff.
“I know.” Matt smirks.
He leans down and kisses me, grabbing my phone that was still in my hand and putting it on my nightstand, our lips syncing together as he climbs on top of me,
one of his knees was in between mine and the other was on the outside of my left one,
He lifts my shirt up and pulls me to sit up as are lips stay connected, “Arms up.” He mumbles into the kiss, as i comply he takes my shirt off for me, throwing it somewhere in my room,
he lets out a hum into the kiss as he reaches behind me and unclasps my bra with one hand, “Fuck.” He whispers as he looks at my breasts, using one hand to massage one and latching his lips on the other,
I let out a whimper, bucking my hips up.
He noticed my whine and started to tug down my leggings, i lifted my hips up slightly to give him better access, he pulled my underwear off to, exposing my already wet slit, as he helped me get my leggings all the way off he kissed down my stomach, to my belly button, and to my clit.
I let out a hiss ass he placed a sloppy kiss on my bud, “Matt..” I whimpered.
He smirked at me before rising up and taking off his shirt, throwing it somewhere in my room also. He leans back down and my legs go over his arms as he wraps his arms around them, diving into my heat.
He licks and nibbles, making me moan out, moaning his name. My hands tug on his hair, “F-fuck, matt!” I moan out, my back arching,
“C-close!” I warn as his tongue speeds up, plunging in and out of my whole, his teeth still grazing my clit as i moan.
“I’m cumming!” I practically yell, my hips bucking into his face as he sucks up my orgasm, licking me clean as i gasp, my breaths slowing down.
Matt smirks and leans up, kissing my lips with his wet ones, making me taste myself.
“So good..” Matt mumbled against my lips,
He then takes off his jeans, showing his hard member.
He strikes it a few times, smearing the pre-cum over the tip, “You still on the pill?” He asks as he hovers over me.
I nod, “Y-yeah, please hurry up,” I whimper.
His hand goes up to my collarbone, practically holding me down, “I know, baby, i know.” He mutters as he rubs his tip up and down against my slit.
He slowly pushes in, making me let out a strain of a whimper.
“So tight, f-fuck so good.” He praises.
His thrusts speeds up as his soft hold on my neck stays there. “Oh my g- mm, fuck so good for me, all mine, g-fuck.” He groans, his groans are so hot.
I felt my orgasm start building again, “M-matt..” I whimpered, my hands going to his hair and tugging as he let out soft open mouth gasps.
“Y-yeah, i know, me too, so close fuck, let go for me baby, go ahead.” He gave me the okay to release, with a loud moan i released for the second time, clenching around him as he soon cummed in me too.
I milked his orgasm as he pumped in me a few more times, “Fuck, so good,” He moaned as he placed his head into the crook of my neck.
He pulls out and immediately starts to get his clothes back on, leaning down and kissing my cheek.
“Need anything?” He asked me as my breaths slowed down, he grabbed a towel from my bathroom and cleaned me up.
I muttered a thank you as he nodded and kissed my forehead now.
“Thanks, i needed that.” He said before leaving my room.
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changed to oneshot!!
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cringefail-clown · 10 months
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Soo, uhh, what's the story on how kankri got his sign and all? As an ancestor lover, I'm curious about what happened to kankri's ancestor. Was it one of feferi's first instances of being a cruel empress? (idk if that's what I should say, but oh well) Does kankri have a vague idea of what happened (if something bad did happen) like how karkat had an idea of what happend to the sufferer/signless?
Anyways, I love your AU and the art you make for it!
the symbol came from the same place - the irons that bound the signless hand, but how it came to be is a pretty different story.
im trying to think bout it from the classpect angle - like how in canon the signless was post scratch kankri, so his abilities as a seer of blood allowed him to get glimpses from his pre scratch life, which inspired him to try and change things for the better. but in the au, its karkat who's in the role of the signless, and he aint no seer, hes a knight, he protects with his aspect and protects his aspect. i think the blood powers would carry some memories as well, maybe not so clear like how it was for kankri, but karkat would get the vague feeling of this is wrong.
i think hed see what feferi as empress was trying to do, and would be like "wait a fucking minute she just tries to treat lower classes like some kind of animals that have to be under care of highbloods" and hed be PISSED bc hed rather die than have some highblood asshole coddle him his whole life just bc of his blood mutation.
so hed be like "actually fuck you and fuck the monarchy" and hed start preaching bout the better world where all the blood castes have a say in how their society works (like how it was on tb!beforus) and karkats really good at getting people to follow him. so thats how the movement against the empress would start, and when the news about the revolution would reach feferi she would be pissed then, bc she wants a better life for them and this is how theyre repaying her, by wanting to overthrow her?? and it spirals from here into karkats execution and feferi becoming more and more paranoid
as for if kankri knows how things went, well he does! he gets visions of his past and future selves through dreams, some are nice, but most of the time theyre terryfying (so he just,, stops sleeping). its a mix between his time on beforus and how society was like there, some of karkats memories as the signless get into it too as they're kinda bound by blood ie. the ancestry stuff, and also he gets some visions of the post-game on earth c! those are his favourite. im thinking hard bout everyones aspects, i also liked the idea of kankri being able to "sense" past and future relationships between ppl (for example he can vaguely tell when ppl have history between them and if its positive or not, or he just gets one look at roxy and porrim and goes "yeah theyre gonna be insufferably in love"), its all a work in progress tho!
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Hi can i ask you for a smut of kim roksoo x reader, its about krs being clingy and reader giving him a boobjob, im sorry im just to thirsty 😭😭😭😭😭
LMFAOO it's okay, baby, we all are 😭✋ this is me trying to write again after months of not doing so
content warning: vaginal penetration, groping, handjob, oral male receiving, boobjob, hehe
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Many thinks of your boyfriend as some sort of cold, emotionless man. They think that if he was an animal, he might be a black cat, or perhaps even a black panther!
How chilling.
But...
Has everyone forgotten how clingy cats are?
"Rok Soo, I'm trying to cook—!"
The tall man ignored your words, draping his whole body even more so on you, arms around your waist and head buried in the crook of your neck, peppering soft kisses there.
"You smell good," he commented. "You took a bath already?"
"Yes and—hey!" You smack the man's arm when he tried slipping his calloused hand into your shorts. "No. Go clean up and have dinner first."
"Dun wanna," he pouted, hugging you tigher.
"You're just gonna do this while I'm cooking?" You asked, stirring the noodles on the pot. Kim Rok Soo hummed, a simple, yet definitive answer.
You stood at the kitchen with him draped around you, just hugging you close and breathing in your scent. You caressed his scarred arm, speaking softly, "Long day at work?"
"I missed you," he told you instead. He doesn't like bringing work home and definitely hates talking about it.
You let your lips curl into a smile. "I miss you too, baby, but you have to go take a shower before I'm finished making dinner. We can cuddle after, alright?"
It took him a few seconds to consider your words — he swayed with you from side to side, making you giggle as he thought about your offer before he eventually stopped and lets you go, not forgetting to give you soft kiss on the lips.
"I'll call for you when the dinner's ready," you say with a smile, watching Kim Rok Soo walking away towards where the bathroom is.
You can hear the water running in the bathroom and simply continued cooking dinner, humming as you think about how you purposefully cooked a lot so Kim Rok Soo would eat until he's sleepy. You had even bought cake bcause you know how much Kim Rok Soo need to munch on something.
You plated the stir-fry noodles on the dining table, pouring water into the glasses.
"[Name]...!"
You looked up, a little bit startled to hear your name being called. You realized Kim Rok Soo was calling for you from the bedroom so you set down the pitcher and took off your apron, draping it on the chair.
"Yeah?" You called back, walking towards the bedroom. "Is something wrong?"
You opened the bedroom door, finding Kim Rok Soo greeting you with his black hair still dripping wet, a towel around his neck, and only wearing his usual grey sweatpants. He wrapped a scarred arm around your waist to pull you closer to him and you smiled, placing a hand on his naked chest. "You're gonna get a cold."
"Mhm," he hummed in reply, holding your hand and moving it his lips so he could kiss the inside of your wrist. He gave you an irresistable grin. "You'll warm me up, won't you?"
He pulled you to the bed, sitting on the bed and looking up at you with that grin still on his face. You pouted. "Don't look at me like that."
"Why not?"
You straddle his lap, grumbling. "You know I can't resist you."
Kim Rok Soo pulled you close until you're both chest to chest as you kiss him on the lips. You can feel the curve of his lips against yours and thought to yourself that you have to find a way to not let him get whatever he wants, but for now, you close your eyes and let him hold you close and kiss you.
You can taste the faint menthol taste in his mouth and the smell of your shampoo on his hair. You gripped at his shoulders, fingers running through the healed scars before you wrap your arms around his neck.
Kim Rok Soo's hand slips underneath your shirt, massaging your breast while the other one is on your ass, pressing you down to his crotch. You let out a weak whimper, giving Kim Rok Soo the chance to shove his tongue inside your mouth.
You sucked on his tongue, moving your hips against his hard-on. His breath labored and he pulls his hand away from your body, only to grab on your shorts.
RIPPPP...!
You stopped kissing him, looking down to see your elastic shorts now ripped at the middle, the thin seams holding on to their lives. "Rok Soo, my shorts!"
"It was in the way," he murmured, carelessly pulling on them and throwing them aside. He pushed aside your underwear, running a finger through the slick folds.
"Rok Soo, baby, no," you say softly. "We can't."
He looked at you with a small frown, not out of distaste, but instead it was of concern. "Why not?"
You pursed your lips. "I'm still sore."
Kim Rok Soo stilled, taking a few moments to think. "It's been three days."
"I don't think I can... take you, yet," you continued, palming his bulge to emphasize your words, grinning when he flinched in response. "You were too rough on me that night."
"I-I'm sorry," he huffed, leaning back a bit and using his elbows to prop him up. You tugged down his sweatpants, taking out his cock. You gently pump his semi-hard cock, ignoring the way Kim Rok Soo's breathing was quickly getting labored.
He can feel the heat of your cunt on the underside of his cock, your folds barely brushing against his cock. Your hand began to slowly pump him and he hears you let out a giggle.
"You're so big, Rok Soo," you cooed at him, shuffling closer to him and he grits his teeth when your warm, wet cunt finally, finally, met his cock.
The feeling was so delicious that Kim Rok Soo's mouth nearly waters. You frowned a bit, giving him a mocking smile, "Oh, you want it?"
"N-No," he muttered, eyes rolling to the back of his head.
"No?" You asked, teasing. "Then I don't have to make you cum tonight, right?"
Kim Rok Soo had to remind himself to not think with his dick—the one you're spitting at to pump it better—and consider the fact that you're still sore, the reason being him so lost during intercourse that he had gone too far with you.
"Fuck, fuck," he murmured, your hand on his cock pumping faster. "Fuck, yes, I want it, please...!"
"Hm? What do you want?" You asked, hand slowing down and Kim Rok Soo panicked, moving his hips up to match your hand, "N-No, don't stop, please! [Name], baby, please don't do this me..."
You ignored his pleas, hand slowing down to the point it was painful for him. You kept on watching your lover whined and whimper as he moves his hips to finish the job. You pushed him down to lay on the bed, his legs still off the bed.
"Rok Soo, baby, you need to be more aware," you began, moving on top of him so your folds are pressed against the underside of his cock. "You're really big and the way you fucked my poor, little cunt was too much. Don't you feel sorry for me? Hm?"
You began to move, your fluids coating the underside of his cock. You move deliberately slow, watching Kim Rok Soo's face flushed red and skin becoming sweaty as he tries his best to hold himself back.
"R-Rok Soo," you breathed his name, leaning forward so you'll lay on his chest, rubbing your clit against his cock faster. You let his tip probe around your hole, listening to the squelch of your fluids whenever his tip rubs on your cunt.
"S-shit," Kim Rok Soo cursed, his balls tightening. His hand sneaks up, pulling up your shirt to expose your breasts. He palmed on one of your breasts in one hand and with the other breast, he opened his mouth, sucking on your nipple and using his teeth to tug on them.
He licks around your nipple and suck on them, tongue twirling around the stiff bud. He moved his mouth around the soft flesh of your breasts, sucking, biting, and licking your skin until your chest is marred with red-purplish marks.
"C-Can I try putting it in?" He whispered against your nipple, his other hand already going down to his cock to lead it to your hole. You gulped, nodding your head and whispering a low, "Okay."
He pushed the bulbous head, penetrating your hole in the slightest. You let out a weak whimper, the stretch immediately made your body tingle with pain and pleasure, all mixed together, causing your body to jolt.
"N-no," you nearly cried. "'t hurts—"
Kim Rok Soo immediately pulls out, peppering your face with apologetic kisses. "I'm sorry, 'm sorry—"
You let him kiss you all over your face, down to your jaw. He whispered sweet nothings into your ear, moving you so you could lay on top of him better.
You placed your hand on his chest, propping yourself up and stopped Kim Rok Soo from giving you a flurry of soft kisses.
"I'm sorry," he said again. "Are you okay? Do you want me to get you anything? Or maybe we should go back and have din—"
"Let me lay down," you told him and Kim Rok Soo helped you to lay down on the bed, head placed properly on the pillow.
"Is this okay?" He murmured, still feeling guilty. You gave him a gentle kiss and held him by his waist, murmuring, "I want to make you cum."
"I don't want to hurt you," he whispered against your lips, pulling away to look into your eyes. You lead his hand to squeeze your breast and look up to him through your lashes, "You've always wanted to try, right?"
Kim Rok Soo almost choked on his own spit, immediately catching onto your proposition. "[Name], are you sure?"
"I'm already laying down, aren't I?" You questioned him with a soft smile, caressing his scarred cheek. "I want to make you cum, Rok Soo. Won't you help me?"
Kim Rok Soo gulped, looking down at you, topless with breasts marked with his hickeys and saliva. He squeezed your chest again, pinching your nipples, prompting you to let out a mewl while holding onto his wrist. He used both of his hands to squeeze your breasts together, some of it spilling through the gaps of his fingers.
"Fuck, okay," he murmured. "Okay."
The smile on your face was so sickeningly sweet that Kim Rok Soo just had to taste it -- he leaned down and gave you a kiss before moving to straddle you. You squeeze your breasts together while Kim Rok Soo pumped his cock, coated with your fluids from the previous penetration.
He slipped his cock in between your breasts and you looked down, kissing the tip that had been grazing your chin. Kim Rok Soo let out a groan, slowly moving his hips, every thrust earning the tip of his cock a wet, sloppy kiss from you.
While it's not comparable to stuffing your pussy full, Kim Rok Soo still thought of how soft your breasts are around his shaft every time he was thrusting and how erotic it is to see you squeezing your breasts together and pinching your nipples.
"H-aah, haah--!" You stuck out your tongue, causing Kim Rok Soo to groan every time he felt the hot, wet muscle every time he thrust up.
He could feel his balls tensing up with every thrust, his cock already so damn sensitive ever since he was inside you. He quickened his thrusts onto your tits, the vein in his neck pulsing as he tries his best to not cum so quick.
"Fuck, fuck, [Name], I'm gonna cum," he whispered in a strangled voice.
You giggled once he finally burst onto your mouth and all over your chest. He pulled away from you, pumping his cock and spraying his cum all over your tits, rubbing his tip to your nipple. He saw you running a finger through some of his load on your breast before sticking it into your mouth, looking up at him with a flushed face.
"I hope that was enough," you told him with a grin, letting go of your finger with a pop while Kim Rok Soo wiped your chest with a towel. He wiped some of the cum that was on your chin and jaw and spoke, "It's more than enough, though I feel bad not making you cum."
You tilt your head, wrapping your arms around his neck so you could pull him down and give him a quick peck. "It's alright. Now help me clean up because we need to warm up our dinner. It's gone cold, I bet."
Kim Rok Soo laughed. "Alright, alright."
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weebnotheree · 7 months
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~ 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘓𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘛𝘳𝘪𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵 ~ || Ɓօօƙ 1
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|| 𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘨𝘶𝘦 ||
Standing near the ocean, on a hill. Two people. A son and his father. Blood, dripping in the snow, staining its artic glow. Their hair and Sesshomaru's dog fur swaying in the wind.
"Father. Do you insist on going?" the son spoke with such intensity in his voice. There he stood a few meters behind the one he calls father. His father looked ahead, not turning to face him as he spoke.
"Do you intend to stop me, Sesshomaru?" his father declared.
"I will not stand in your way. However, before you go, you must entrust the sword Sō'unga and Tessaiga to me" he suggested, which was really a demnad for his father.
"And if i refuse? Will you kill me? Your own father" he groaned in annoyance of what he thinks what Sesshomaru is really after. "Do you desire power so much? Why do you seek power my son?"
"The path I walk is the way of Supreme Conquest. And it is power that will reveal the way for me" he voiced straightforwardly. His father slightly put his head down with disappointment. Why does he seek power? Unlike his other son Inuyasha. Thou they might have forgotten their second eldest of the brothers, the father has not. He is still in search of his son, not giving up. M/n and Inuyasha do not seek power like their brother Sesshomaru. But something else.
[Hard-heartedly: Lacking in feeling or compassion; pitiless and cold.]
"Supreme Conquest" he uttered hard-heartedly. "Tell me Sesshomaru. Have you someone to protect?" he asked. Wanting to test Sesshomaru, he awaits his answer.
He was looking at his father, standing in front of him. He squinted his eyes. "Protect?" he remarked. Who would he need to protect? He doesn't need to protect anyone. He only protects himself. Tension took over as they stood. Only the waves of the ocean could be heard crashing against the sand.
"The answer is no. I Sesshomaru have no idea of such" he says as he spreads out his right arm, with his pointer and middle finger in a position he usually uses. Like his poisonous whips from his fingertips. He stanced himself ready to fight as his father roared, turning into a giant dog demon. His answer made his father very angry. 
(sorry its like that *yk the effect in anime's when u try to pause and screenshot*)
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How could he forget? I mean yeah it hasss been an insanely long time BUT STILL.
ok but why are their voices deep tho o-o kinda deeper than i remember now that im going back an watching it.
But anyways I hope you enjoyed this s- prologue u-u. And I still am updt TBHK CH51 (warning, it's gonna be long. Soo yea) DONT worry!! It's just school that's taking up the time for me updating. But I've just been having the urge to upt SOME OF MY STORIES but school work is ugh...but hopefully I have it updt by 3:20 pm. AND/OR TOMRRW! srry if I keep saying ill udpt..its just bc I'm busy.  🥱 😴😵💫 and i be tired after school.
Bruh and it's so funny bc yall keep getting onto me about that Sagittarius sign 🤣. GUYS..i only put it there bc i thought it was the GENDER thing for a boy 😖 😖 I even looked it up and it was blue with that sign...smh  😤 but I Luv all signs, don't come for me!
And look forward to new stories. Yk i just keep getting new ideas AND i still don't have my devices still so these ideas are.....(_-_)and doing the stories during school is just *sighs* so yea look forward to those >~<   😞 😔 😭
AND the things small TINY celebrating..whatever u wanna call it, when I post the updt it's gonna say like "TYSM FOR 50K" but now the book is up to 60...k i think, or 56 point something but don't mind that bc that was when i DID hit 50K. BUT TY FOR READING MY STORIES AND FOLLOWING ME I REALLY APPRECIATE IT! IT ALWAYS ENCOURAGES ME TO WRITE MORE AND KEEP UPDT!! 🥺 🥺
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i-bring-crack · 8 months
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So back to chapter 42 when I was first reading this I thought the whole "you must face big challenges ahead" was quite dumb because from that point on he gets way too overpowered (still is, im not gonna invalidate that) and at no point is there a moment where he looses something true of value because he gets it back with the rewind.
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But at the same time... its true? like all he said was true, just on a smaller scale than what we expected. Reading it first time or just reading it at that point you expect that Jinwoo is going to loose his friends, his family, and seek for path of revenge that will ultimatly make him stronger than before. But thats not the case of what H-goon (and maybe Dubu?) intended to show here.
"You will have to kill a lot more people" Refers to him having to kill Kim Chul and Hwang Dong Soo, especially Kim Chul, so that he can have stronger shadows.
"Make sacrifices... and even abandon your friends and family." Refers to Jinwoo leaving his family for 27 years in order to fight the Monarchs.
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This is also technically true but executed poorly, cuz again, I needed to watch this for the nth to finally click with me, so this is likely to fade withing the minds of most viewers-- but Jinwoo trying to fight the monarchs thinking he could beat them all up, and mainly seeking out revenge against the Frost Monarch, was what got him killed. What was expected of him though is to stay dead, or for him to face up against death seeing as he was looking to take his authority considering his necromancer class.
Of course we instead got a peaceful resolution to it all. The people he killed came back and Jinwoo never got to suffer any guilt about it. The people he loved that died came back, Jinah even got magically cured of her ptsd despite it being a big hold on him at the time. his mother and father are together, happy and not worried about their son at all. He abandoned his parents but only temporarely, but then came back and kept staying with them until the events of SL:R. And he did die, but he doesnt stay dead, he didnt even have to fight death. Ashborn just quickly gave him a choice, showed some lore and bam, now this man can never die!
In the end those words were true, we just had too much high expectations for it (and thats justified, Season 1, especially up to the red gate arc, had given a lot of expectations in the first place.)
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But i think this line here is also an indicator of what will go down too. In the story Jinwoo gets giften a lot of freaking luck, and has to deal with it in the end yes, (fight the monarchs and the outer gods, loose humanity etc.) but it is still way too much luck, until the end he is the most powerful being in the universe and nothing can top him for it.
He gets away with whatever he wants, and thats... not how life works? or at least not the storytelling we were seeing in the first few chapters because he was fighting tooth and nail to gather all of that, he was almost loosing his life fighting rasaka, cerberus, the lizards and that spider. He needed help from Juhee winning against Taeshik (a manhwa addition), or help from the system's status recovery (again manhwa only) and help to win against baruka in the red gate arc.
Then we see he becomes so strong he doesnt even need himself in the battlefield at times, his shadows can take over the work, but he is still the strongest one out there, as seen in the double dungeon or against Thomas or even with Antares.
He gets so lucky(plot armor geee) that all the struggles we thought we were going to see just fade away and now we know he will always win.
Had the sacrifices been large, or heck at least permanent, had we seen Jinwoo struggle against loosing his humanity or seeing him in pain after having to leave his family, the result would have felt a bit more profound. Had his sacrifices been more severe or had Jinwoo decided on becoming even stronger than before for the sake of rewinding time then... I mean the quality of the writting wouldnt have been peak but it would certainly make us feel more attached to the characters and the story as a whole. Then again time-traveling always feels like a bad knot even among the most extraordinary stories because it just means that whatever world the reader was invested in was worthless. Ther can be ways to get hooked int oa time traveling story but, thaths mostly when time traveling plays a huge role inside the story and isnt revealed at the very freaking end.
Solo Leveling Ragnarok thankfully doesn't just discard it away either, unlike the ending of SL where it tries to keep the status quo of keeping the earth the same way it was before the gates, Suho does none of that and instead actively tries to tell everyone about the past as much as he can. His ideology isnt about "ignorance is a bliss" but rather that a persons feats must be shared, their kindness must be known even when they themselves didn't want it or care about being known.
Ps, im not saying the sequel is better also, but its definetly improving upon whats already being built while at the same time feeling like something you can read without knowing about the first SL. Its got its pros and cons but its also doing a good job keeping the audience of SL engaged considering... well considering its Solo Leveling, a show whose height exploted due to the artwork and not the story itself.
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I just read your recent Au that you and @sythesizeher are talking about and im in love with the AU!
But i have many questions soo..
1. What is Barbatos’s role here? Im still gonna guess he’s still Diavolo’s assistant but what’s the story here?
2. Would it be right for me to assume that Solomon had started his friendship with Mephisto because of his connection to Diavolo’s dad but now with Diavolo’s dad dead, Mephisto is probably on the run due to the lawsuits?
3. Lucifer is a lawyer so Ace Attorney shenanigans? OH WAIT MAMMON CAN BE HIS ASSISTANT or we have could the brothers take turns being his assistants?
4. Wait does that mean Simeon is the prosecutor here? (Wait why the hell am i making this so ace attorney, this isnt the right AU)
5. Would it be interesting if Zhao is the Devildom king but because he’s too busy, he accidently neglected Ik like JTTA? Would be cool parallel to Diavolo..
6. Adding to question number 2, what role does the newspaper club have in this AU?
7. This isnt really a question but “Solomon trying to expose Diavolo for his dad’s crimes but ended up helping him make the public love him” kinda reminds me of Candace trying to expose her brothers thing from Phineas and Ferb
And that’s all for now because im way too tired and in need of sleep, hope you have a good day/night!
- 🐧 Anon
hoho okay here we go!!!
1. barbatos - in this au the equivalent of the chronodae are the 'believers'; barbatos is hired as diavolo's tutor, which is a cover for him being tasked with keeping him from finding out about all the demon stuff. barbatos ends up having second thoughts over the years, and he's the one who first clues diavolo into looking into his dad's weird cult stuff after he dies, and promises to assist him in making things right
2. solomon and mephisto - similarly to barbatos, mephisto was originally in on the whole thing, but (as in jtta) he got more of the dirty work - sourcing the things they'd need, covering up their tracks, so on. he's a lot more taken in by sonno's stuff than barbatos, and such he only starts having second thoughts towards the end of sonno's life before that though - solomon does notice that he seems very in on the company's inner dealings, even though mephisto doesn't seem to have any good business sense, so he does befriend him to try and get some secrets out. mephisto sees right through him, but he's sort of intrigued anyway, so they end up in a sort-of-friendship, with a lot of back n forth and song n dance once mephisto does get cold feet though, he confides in solomon very cryptically and vaguely, then just disappears - soon after this, sonno suddenly starts deteriorating and dies, because it turns out he's BAD at managing the demon stuff without an assistance. solomon assumes mephisto vanishing was him running away, like a coward (similar to how he assumes he was abandoned in jtta)
3/4. the lawyers- i'm not at all clued into the lawyer world, but afaik it's not generally a "this firm is for defence attorneys, and this firm is for prosecutors"? i think (especially since they're an independent and very new firm) lucifer's firm is doing business consultations and such, and they partner with diavolo's company as per his agreement with lucifer
i reckon lucifer and satan are the only ones who genuinely see law as their career path (which could be a source of the luci-satan conflict), the others see it more as something they're helping with while trying to figure out what they really want to do
the celestial law firm is like a family business, so the brothers grew up accepting they'd take that path - since they followed lucifer when he got kicked out though, now they have a lot more freedom (as for simeon, he really just wants to be a writer, but he's also very dedicated to the family business)
but i reckon there'd be at least one big dramatic trial against diavolo - potentially as the Big Turning Point that might reveal the secret of ik's nature - and simeon would be the prosecutor, and lucifer the defence! so we can still have ace attorney shenanigans in that respect
5. zhao - i find it so hard to imagine zhao as a genuine demon king, but maybe that's because i associate the role so much with sonno in jtta? i imagined that ik-the-demon is born from some past ik-the-human, and zhao is human-ik's father. maybe he turns up as a genuine ghost in the office building later on (which could make for big big drama, because ik doesn't remember her life as a human)
6. newspaper club - paranormal investigators! solomon joins forces with them at some point, but somehow never gets to meet their elusive fourth member, despite that fourth member being the main source of all their information
7. phineas and ferb - Yes
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bisexual-horror-fan · 8 months
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Im a HUUGE Mickey fan and I am absolutely in love with your writing. It’s all so fucking good and SOO hot! All the kudos to you mama xxx
I know it would be kind of out of character and I have no idea if requests are open, but.. sub!Mickey?? 👀 like him training a ghost face significant other and it gets steamy and he gives them a little control despite knowing that he is absolutely the one with the power and he can flip it at any time…
Oh you are so in lucky. Because I am going to include some sub!Mickey in the current fic I am working on, that is ALSO, Mickey with a Ghostface!Partner reader, so I think you are going to be so, so pleased when it drops Anon. Keep an eye out for "So Good To You." Here, have a snippet. Under the cut.
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Staying away from him and avoiding any time you and Mickey were solo was a must, but sometimes you can’t help it when you are in the same friend group like this. You and he were at the same party and Sidney left to go use the bathroom, and Randy went to go get a drink and that left you and him in close proximity.
You and Mickey were both leaning against the same wall. He speaks first, “Getting real friendly with Sid there.” 
You smile, proud of yourself, you were making a great impression, fantastic progress, “Yeah, I am.”
“She seems super invested. You do know that you need more than a low cut shirt to get her fallin’ all over herself for you, right?” He turned to face you and you turn too, “Yeah unlike you I am not a total slut, I am not trying to fuck her.”
“Why not?” He asked and you laughed into your cup, making sure to keep your voice low enough just for him to hear, “Who am I? Billy Loomis? Gonna fuck her then gut her?” 
“I’ve read your papers in film class, derivative is your whole thing.” 
“Is it now?” You ask and he says, “It is. Taking from someone great, and regurgitating it back out as if it is some amazing new or profound thought, something original all your own when it very obviously is not.” 
He was such an insufferable asshole. 
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It's gonna be an enemies to lovers thing on top of everything else. This is clearly and firmly planted in the enemies portion.
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zedortoo · 10 months
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How about mr stick headcanons
Ohhhh you've opened the floodgates. Hcs under the cut (half of these are just me projecting tho). Also trying not to go over headcanons I've already done but I may retread old group on accident
he's like, mid-late 40s. A bit younger than Peppino and Gustavo but not by too much.
His bad eyesight isn't genetic. When he was a kid he whacked his head a bit too hard and his eyesight went all fucky. It got worse overtime until he was in his 20's. He's shortsighted.
He also has hand tremors cause from the same accident. They get worse when he's tired or upset but are usually very manageable. He's got a real "fuck it we ball" attitude about the whole brain damage thing
He ONLY wears expensive suits and shit. They are all orange. He will not be seen in anything else even for a quick supermarket run.
Despite living in the most insane apartment known to man and having lots of Road Blocks in his life, he's actually really happy with where he is. He never really had a goal in life and he's just taking everything one day at a time.
Really temperature sensitive. Too hot? He'll be whining about the sun giving him a headache. Too cold? He'll be complaining about getting sick or having his big ass nose freeze off.
He loves being compressed. It sounds weird but like he has several weighted blankets and he'll pile them all on top of one another and climb underneath he just likes feeling like he's being crushed between tectonic plates
He's gay but SOOOOOOO in denial it's crazy. Everyone knows he's gay apart from himself and it's hilarious.
Would fuck up the most simple recipe ever. He can't even cook toast without setting the whole apartment alight
Adding onto that. He's very unlucky in general. He's been struck by lightning so many times he's built up an immunity (cartoon logic). When you're hanging out with him you're gonna need several lucky charms to survive. It's like Milo Murphy's law did y'all see that show where the guy was voiced by weird al
IM GOING TO GET SOO MUCH SHIT FOR THIS BUT I feel like he'd like Lemon Demon. Specifically his older albums like hip to the javabean. He seems like the type of guy to like oingo boingo and shit noone understands him like I do apart from Olympe
He's usually the designated driver for the pizza tower crew because Peppino's too anxious to drive and Gustavo is such a reckless driver it's actually laughable. He DOES have his own car but it only works half the time and has several 'interesting' repairs and add-ons. (There is a whole ass fireplace in the back for heating)
He's actually the dude who helped design the don't make a sound animatronics bc he's the inventor guy. He sold them to pizzahead because they kept trying to kill him but didn't know they were used against Peppino
THIS DUDE HAS LOW IRON if he stands up too fast he will crumple in a heap on the floor and ppl think he's dead but it just. Happens. If you have low iron you get it. Also being a tall ass motherfucker doesn't work in his favor it makes the whole thing even worse (he thinks it's funny to lay out and act like a sickly victorian woman while recovering though)
THAT'S IT FOR NOW IM GETTING TIRED. goot night
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vent (tw for extreme ablism transphobia and overall terrible stuff idek if i should even post this im sorry i just really need to vent i will probably delete this later)
y’all i’ve finally gotten comfortable vocal stimming in front of people im comfortable with like my friends and family and now my mom all of a sudden thinks im hearing voices or that i have “multiple personalities”????????* like no i promise nothings “going on” with me and j don’t need to see a mental health professional im just stimming because im happy. what the fuck
*also i’ve literally told her for YEARS that it’s called DID and talking in different voices does not fucking mean someone has “multiple personalities” because this has come up SOO fucking much over the years and i’m getting tired of explaining it. i repeat things in funny voices because it’s fun. i’ve done it my whole fucking life it’s called echolalia it’s called STIMMING and she doesn’t listen to me whenever i explain that
so much for being comfortable being myself around people. “you never used to act like this” BECAUSE I WAS SCARED!!!!! BECAUSE I HAD TERRIBLE ANXIETY AND DIDNT WANT TO BE JUDGED FOR BEING WEIRD!!!!!! my parents genuinely think there’s something severely wrong with me now. they literally told me that. because i meow sometimes as a vocal stim. and so do LITERALLY ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND PEOPLE AT SCHOOL. PEOPLE IN CLASS TALK IN WEIRD VOICES AND MAKE ANIMAL NOISES TOO ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!! ITS NOT FUCKING SERIOUS!!!!!! GOD FUCKING DAMMIT
i’m genuinely so fucking tired of this god who fucking gives a shit of im weird. i’ve been like this my whole life its not my fuckign fault that you didn’t pay attention and don’t remember. FUCK
my step dad’s a fucking dick too i genuinely hate him so fucking much i cant fucking take it anymore. NO!!!! IM NOT GOING TO FUCKING MAKE EYE CONTACT WITH YOU BECAUSE IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE AS FUCK. “why” because im autistic. “that’s not an excuse” yes it fucking is bitch its literally a symptom of fucking autism. no i AM going to keep calling myself autistic because thats what i am. no its not “putting a label on myself” because im actually fucking diagnosed autistic im not going to pretend it doesnt exist. because i fucking exist. im not going to “beat” my autism by suppressing all of my autistic traits because you want me to. “why?” DO YOU FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF???????
and this guy worked in mental health for 17 years. he worked at a psychiatric hospital for 17 years. he never went to college or learned anything about mental health at all. he thinks he knows more than me about my fucking disability when he says the most outdated offensive shit ive ever heard about autism or DID or schizophrenia. he doesnt listen to a word i say because he’s “older than me and has more life experience” and therefore he automatically “knows more than me and im wrong.” he doesnt listen to anyone actually. he literally says to people not to correct him when he’s wrong because he doesnt like being told he’s wrong to being told what to do or think. he’s “not going to change his beliefs for anyone” even if he knows his “beliefs” are literally just fucking factually wrong or actively harmful. he purposely makes people feel like shit if they stand up for themselves against him. he purposely makes me feel like shit because im the only one in this fucking houses that dares to disagree with the shit he says. he’s a republican he’s obsessed with trump and blasts conservative transphobic racist news channels on the tv right outside my room at night so it keeps me awake and doesnt turn the tv down when i ask because apparently he has hearing problems but has never once got that checked out. he deadnames me and says “because of his adhd he’s not sure he’ll ever remember to use the right name so he’s not even gonna try.” and he says he loves and supports me but is constantly saying the most ableist transphobic shit to me and says he’s just giving me a hard time because he loves me. he has said on multiple occasions with a straight face that “fat people piss him off and they’re the one type of people that he doesnt feel bad for being outwardly hateful and discriminatory towards.” he tries to make me feel guilty for not believing in god. he’s anti abortion. he doesnt want me to get gender affirming care under his roof because he thinks its weird and disgusting and doesnt want me to get a dick even though i have told him a million fucking times i never want bottom surgery and i dont know why this is any of his fucking business anyway. he constantly tells me my online friends aren’t real friends and when he knows i love talking to them he purposely turns the wifi off. he asks me why im acting so weird and i say its how ive always acted alone and with my friends and im just being myself and he says “stop acting like that.” “why. im not going to change who i am for other people.” “well i want you to around me.” KILL YOURSELF IM SO FUCKING SERIOUS. GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I HATE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH
he’s a manipulative bastard and whenever we get into arguments, SOME FUCKING HOW a few hours later were happy and forgiving eachother and im the one saying sorry. he’s an asshole to me and everyone around him, he’s an asshole to my mom. they are constantly fighting but always deny it. i cant fucking take it anymore
sorry for this vent i know people dont follow me to know about my personal life i know i shouldnt say this stuff but i dont fucking care im so sick of this. i woke up this mornign feeling more excited happy and motivated than i have felt all week and it was ruined the second my mom came in my room saying that the way i act (my literal vocal stims) make her think there’s something severely wrong with me. i love her more than anything in the world she’s the best mom ever but what the actual fuck??????? anyway i hate my stepdad and even though i dont believe in hell i hope he fucking burns
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jinleebelee · 5 months
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Heya welcome to my lee vent random blog
Hiya I'm jinlee most be just call me Jin got short and well this blog is just as it sounds, a big old lee vent blog with a bunch of lee nonsense and the occasional meme or too.
I'm in the sfw tickle community so nsfws please be advised and I am 18 so I be changing the 7 to fucking 8 and I hate it and love it
I'm a switch but I'm mostly lee if ya couldn't tell already by the title above. Sooo yeah I'm just making this thing to share a little about myself cause I can and feel like it would be for the benefit of the benefit.
Starting off I do have aspergers and can tend to forget like a lot. And I mean like a lot lot lot lot lot. Soo just be well aware I tend to not understand somethings or certain things l, I also have social anxiety which means we'll to put in a easy to understand way I'm pretty much scared of people and tend to worry over the smallest things.
Also if anyone wants to ya know starting chatting me up or try to become friends snd shit I'm down I just might not reply right away or reply eight awaybthen not come back, I have some family stuff going on and have to be their for them just incase so yeah
Also please be aware if ya tease me out of the blue I do tend to get really flustered and might say the following lines of
WHAG WHAG WHAY WHERE DID YOY COME FROM, IM GONNA FLIPPEN KILL YOU AND GET YOU BACK blah blah I'm not tryin to mean or anything it's just I get so God damn flustered and caught up but if I say something that ya think wasn't called for just tell me and we can work something out alright
Anyways enough about all thay crap, to say the least I'm in a lot of fandoms and I'm not over estimating about it. I cooould share a long lists of fandoms that Most people will know or won't know but I won't so I'll just share some of the things I'm into and also some other stuff besides fandoms like hobbies and crap
Things I'm into
-anime
-managa
-cartoons
-horror shit
-drawing
-writing (especially my oc lore)
-my maximalist room with my big ass collection of shit)
-piano
-getting into fandoms
Soooo yeah yeah yeah
Also I use he him they them it its pronouns so please use these pronouns to address me
Bountries
Now I'm not much of boundary person I don't think but I just wanna list em
Please don't ask me for my face photo unless you are my friend or have just became friends I have a big fear of people outside the community finding this soo yeah
Some people have seen my maxamlist styled room and know that is covered to ceiling amd wall with posters. Not to mention my collection of figures and stuff but only friends can ask for room pics because of privacy and shit
Also also just don't be a pedo if ya know then ya know and if i feel uncomfortable enough I'll either tell ya or if worse comes to worse block your ass. So yeah
Oh and friends can have my social crap. Snap insta discord ecttttt
Also I'm not into like lickle tk thingies so yeahhhh sorry I don't have anything against it like if you like that's fine but with me I'm just kinda like nooo I'm good ya know ya know
Anyways that's a enough of my stupid
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girlwithfish · 1 year
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now that im kind of in a period of stability it feels so strange and uncomfortable bc of course there will still be bad days but any sign of a bad day my mind goes into survival mode and i get very upset and think im gonna die so thats soo much fun but at least i havent had a breakdown in like a month and the worst its gotten is not even comparative to how things were two months ago to ten month ago etc so its fine and im just trying to survive as a person and not kms cuz i thought i would dje by this spring tbh but im a big liar so i didn't and now i just feel like a cut up person taped together trying to be a person and everything i do and feel is bad but i try not to think like that and i dont really know how i feel in general these days im just trying to get to the end of each day and im doing badly and i dont feel too fulfilled in life rn but not exactly unhappy but sort of and i can barely describe or place my feelings to myself these days and its even harder to try to describe to anyone else and im just trying not to fall down a deep hole and trying to give myself care when i need it and not be too harsh bc its tiring always working against urself and im trying to make it through the spring and have to hope everything will fall into place eventually
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