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widowbitessting · 5 months
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Life isn’t so crappy when you find the people who matter and care🥰💕
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awkwardturtlesex · 2 months
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Although I'm not wanting a relationship atm, and probably won't for a good few years until I move to Canada, I really can't wait for the day when I can come home to my favourite person
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lindt advent calendar for me this year, reeses pieces for L, fish one for the cat. love my life and my little family
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davidtennan-t · 4 months
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As bittersweet as today is feeling, I’m so eternally grateful my childhood Doctor and companion came back for one last story - these past three week have brought back a happiness I never thought I’d get to experience again. Seeing them both grow and how much they’ve matured has been wonderful and they’ve stolen my heart all over again 💙💙➕🔷
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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 2 months
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miles kane, swg3 glasgow 01/02/2024
oh my god oh my GOD i don't even know where to start. last night was hands down not just one of the best gigs of my life, but one of the best nights of my life full stop. it's twenty four hours later and my heart just feels so full and i still can't stop smiling with pure happiness 🥹 i've been to a LOT of gigs over the years, and a lot of those have been really amazing gigs too - but this one. wow. there was truly just something so special about this one that i know i'll carry with me for a long time to come 💗
i feel like i could ramble endlessly about all the things that made it so incredible (i.e. literally everything), so to try and avoid writing an actual essay, here are a few bullet points of my favourite things:
being right in the front row was AMAZING for obvious reasons, but also because of the number of times miles made eye contact with me and smiled at me as he was singing 😭 (naturally any time this happened i smiled back like a total idiot and forgot all the words) me and the lovely human i was there with were the only ones at the barrier who were really getting into it at the start, and i got the sense he loved seeing how much we were loving being there 💗
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miles just has the most incredible energy ✨ that's absolutely something you pick up from listening to his music, watching interview etc - but it's quite something else to experience in person. the moment he walks into a room he just gives off such good vibes and such warmth. there's such a sense of groundedness to him as well as all the amazing passion, and also idk. i feel like in person you can really feel the sensitivity and vulnerability that's so present in his music too. he truly lights up a room and just has such a knack for holding everyone captive 💫
getting to witness miles being overwhelmed and unable to stop smiling at how enthusiastic the crowd was truly wonderful 🥹 you could just *feel* how much it all meant to him, and watching him get all the love and appreciation he deserves was just magic 💖
at the end, he came down into the crowd towards me and was making direct eye contact and then he FUCKING SPOKE TO ME??????? 😭 i was too dazed to actually take in what he was saying (i'm pretty sure it was something along the lines of "i like your necklace" but honestly who knows lol), and it was very brief because naturally i wasn't the only person in the crowd he was saying hi to, but fucking HELL. i was totally, totally unprepared 😭 i then had the privilege of a sweaty miles kane leaning over me to high five the people behind me, and i held his hand and - yeah. it was all so truly surreal that i might think i'd imagined it if it wasn't for the fact i can literally see the moment in this video 😭
i was there with @perfectly-clear-from-here and we were both just utterly ECSTATIC after the show, it was amazing getting to share the sheer giddy joy of all that with one of the loveliest humans i know 💜
and then of course (as if all of that wasn't already enough to make it the most wonderful night), we MET MILES after the show 😭😭 i've already rambled about that here so i won't do it again, but - yeah. let's just say he truly is the most wonderful person with the loveliest energy, and he is so easy to be around 🥹
the last six months or so have not been easy ones for me, and this felt like the most wonderful break in the clouds that just - idk. really restored me to myself. it was so special to get to experience live so many of the amazing songs that have got me through and been such a comfort in the difficult times, and i am just so endlessly grateful to miles for his courage in creating and sharing all that he shares 💗
**please do not repost my photos without permission**
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prince-liest · 6 days
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since you acknowledged vox and valentino as a uh. less than healthy relationship (lol) several times (going feral over what vox was implying in that latest 666 fic), do you think there's ever the chance of alastor feeling... probably not protective haha but maybe possessive over vox the next time he's a little banged up? alternatively, how else do you think alastor would react if whatever they were getting up to is halted by vox nursing some kind of injury from one of his and val's fights? - ✨
I think it really depends on how Vox presents the situation, to be honest! They, uh, bang each other up a lot themselves, hahaha, and Alastor doesn't really register it as problematic. A lot of writing 666 is balancing the idea that these guys are living an existence where the a real life normal-meter really can't accurately be applied, and also maintaining that they still do have personal boundaries and lines that might be crossed.
A reminder of some (but not all) of the fucked up things that Vox and Alastor have done to each other over the course of 666:
One murder attempt that Vox didn't draw a line in the sand over
Vox got annoyed and slapped Alastor across the face hard enough to knock him down, with no warning or prelude, in a sexual context
Vox slammed Alastor's skull into the ground, out of anger, several times until he was dazed and bleeding
Alastor literally tried to eat a chunk of Vox's shoulder, most likely resulting in the reverse of the scenario you're describing: Vox having to take it easier with Val because he has a gaping shoulder wound courtesy of Alastor and can't lift his arm
About three dozen bucketfuls of severely under-negotiated and sometimes not-at-all negotiated edgeplay (as in, not safe-sane-consensual) kink from both ends, including but not limited to: choking (via hands and via dick), fearplay, deliberate boundary-crossing wrt touch, hypnosis, painplay, bloodplay, wounding, and gaslighting for the purpose of humiliation
Like, Vox asking "I want to make sure I didn't cross any boundaries!" in the second 666 fic does not in any way absolve him of having deliberately crossed about thirty of them immediately prior, and the fact that Alastor enjoyed it is mostly just because Alastor is also fucked up. Some people seemed quite surprised at Alastor crossing so many boundaries in the wireplay fic compared to all the shit Vox had pulled prior to that point, and I think it's because he, unlike Vox, didn't pay lip service to it, though they both do about the same amount of actual "keeping an eye on things".
Them caring about each other does not mean that their concept of "boundaries" or even "okay things to do to another person in an intimate setting or otherwise" aren't very, very colored by them being demonic overlords who live in hell and haven't so much as waved 'hello' to a single healthy intimate relationship in the past hundred years.
Vox having to take a breather because he has some kind of injury from Val is, unless he's actively making a 'this is fucked up and I'm opening up to be vulnerable and unhappy about it' kind of deal about it, is not really going to ping on Alastor's radar as a problem.
And Vox isn't going to make that kind of deal about it because that isn't how he sees his relationship with Valentino. Yes, Val often treats Vox in abusive ways in 666. That is also colored by both of them being demonic overlords who live in hell, and Vox treats certain aspects of it as frustrating and upsetting (and often takes that out on Valentino - hence the frequent off-again-on-again nature of their relationship), but he doesn't actually, like, see their relationship the way that we do.
He loves Val. Val loves him. To him, the rest is either normal overlord behavior or their own damage, and they've found a balance where the general response to a shitty happening is, "Eh, we've worked through worse."
TL;DR: Valentino, Vox, and Alastor all need to have "DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME!" stapled across their foreheads. To paraphrase Bay: They're in hell. The insane acts of violence are basically a love language at this point.
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king-krisu · 3 months
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Kinda cringe to do this so late but I've finally had a moment of peace after christmas and I am ALSO feeling soppy and emotional so here goes:
I know every post in this fandom ever has said that this feels so one-of-a-kind and different from any space they've been in before, AND I'M GONNA SAY IT AGAIN! I have never thought of a tag on tumblr as a sort of weird little family where we all exchange ideas and works of art and memes, or ask questions like it's a community notice board. The friends I've made both here and on tiktok mean the world to me, and I'm so grateful we've created such a community here where people are easy to approach and to maybe get to know on a deeper level. Maybe it's the christmas cheer yay but even if we've sometimes disagreed on some stuff, I couldn't care less right now, I've never been part of a more wholesome community than this.
Käärijä, and Jere as a person, has made me so much more confident than ever before, and I've done things I never thought I could bcs of him. I'm so grateful for such a figure like him in our music scene right now, especially a male figure, who doesn't dismiss his queer/female fanbase and does whatever he wants. His message of kindness not only to other people but also to yourself has helped me SO MUCH over this year. I've never talked about this publicly but the night of the ESC finale when I heard people SCREAMING his name, and lyrics in my native language, I started sniffling like a baby from shock. I've never been particularly proud of my roots, but Käärijä has made being and speaking finnish cool, and none of us have ever seen anything like it here.
To all of you who learn our language, take the time to listen to other finnish music, watch finnish media and maybe even visit our country: thank you. We hope it's been fun and even if all of you move on to other esc artists in the next season of it, we are so grateful for this small moment of recognition. Genuinely, we're so happy people appreciate our culture on its own for once <3 we won't ever forget this.
I hope you've all enjoyed my stupid little translation videos/posts, and that they've been helpful/entertaining in any way lol. I'll admit that ever since I made deeper friendships here I haven't been as active, so if I ever miss an anon please just ask again and i'll get to it! I can't wait to meet some of you who are coming here next summer to see Jere, hopefully by then he's seen sense and hired me as an in-house interpretor for all you fäns from ader kantri. And even if you can't travel here or to any of his other shows: i love you all so much <3
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wanderingaldecaldo · 3 months
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Fuckin' A, it's Friday
I was so intent on getting Gabriella and Hilary queued up for the last Fem V Friday of the year that I forgot to get pics for my main girl. 🙃
If you know me, you know I am a soft, sentimental bitch. It only takes the slightest prompt for me to pull out that side, and what is the New Year but an excellent reason to pull it out?
2023 was a mess of a year, both in my personal life and fandom. In fandom, some friends moved on; new friends appeared; and a few people moved from person in fandom who I like, to person who I can be vulnerable with and trust to offer good advice. In my personal life, I struggled with my mental health and fought to get an ADHD diagnosis so I could receive treatment. Turns out I'm also on the autism spectrum, and that certainly explains a lot of things.
Something I've learned as I've gotten older, the years are all a mess. Sometimes the good outweighs the bad, sometimes it's the reverse. But it's always a mixed bag. There is always good in the year, even if you have to squint to see it.
I didn't have to squint to see the good in 2023; despite all the rough edges, it's right there in front of me. It's in the new friends I've made, and the friends who have stuck around; in the support I receive from my meat partner and my boss; in the pill organizer every morning. It's my chonky cat sitting on me every morning to tell me it's time to feed her.
I have no idea what kind of mess 2024 will be, but I'm excited to experience it.
Happy Holidays, and a Happy New Year!
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lilyrizzy · 10 months
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For the prompt thingy - daniel taking care of max when he was sick in jeddah please? 🤲
I know this is a prompt thingy from ages ago, but I hope you like it anyway anon!
Cw: descriptions of throwing up
There’s a horrible retching noise coming through the bathroom door, followed by the telltale sound of liquid hitting liquid. Daniel rattles the knob again, already having found it locked the first time he tried.
“Maxy,” he calls again, voice a sing-song, “Maxy, open the door.”
For a moment, Daniel thinks Max is ignoring him, then-
More sounds of him violently throwing up.
“I think I am dying, Daniel,” he eventually manages to catch, a muffled whimper, “and I cannot of course take you down with me.”
There is something echoey in Max’s voice, probably because it’s bouncing off the ceramic of the toilet that his head is currently stuck in. Resting his forehead against the door, Daniel can’t help but smile at his flare for the dramatic, though maybe that isn’t totally fair. He probably does feel like he’s dying.
“Life isn’t worth living without you, baby,” he answers, a joke, but- Well. “Don’t you want me to rub your back, or, uh-“ He tries to remember what his mum would do for him the days he’d stay home from school, wagging or not, “-put a cold flannel on your forehead?”
Really, that could go either way. Max is picky with when he wants to be touched and when he wants to be left alone, and Daniel is mostly good these days at reading that. Cuddles after sex are a must, but to sleep? No way. Some things though, he’s still learning.
There’s no answer, and with Max sometimes that is the answer, so Daniel is getting ready to walk away, go back to the UFC match they were watching before Max bolted from the sofa back to the toilet, and add does not like to be held when sick to the growing list of ways he knows Max like nobody else, except-
The lock snicks, and when Daniel tries the door again it opens.
Max is already retreating to his position, praying to the porcelain god, by the time Daniel gets through the door. The room smells disgusting, but Daniel doesn’t dare say that in case it gets him stuck on the other side again, helpless. He can’t do much in here either, but if Max let him in it’s because he wants him.
It’s only seconds before Max is gagging again, not throwing up exactly but giving it a bloody good go.
“Oh sweetheart," Daniel says, and the sudden rush of tenderness both surprises him and has him crouching down beside Max, hand moving in circles over his shoulder blades like promised.
His offers of support hadn’t exactly been disingenuous, but Daniel hasn’t exactly won any medals for boyfriend of the year before, so it’s a shock how quickly the actions change from feeling like an obligation, to those born from the need to see Max better, to see him smile.
Which is maybe a little much to ask for. Instead, Max coughs, then spits, then groans miserably. Standing again, Daniel fills up the glass he usually uses for mouthwash with cold water and offers it to him, but Max pitifully shakes his head.
“It will only come back up again, I think,” he grimaces, and yeah. He’s probably right. “I think this is your fault.”
“My fault?” Daniel questions with a laugh, a little affronted. Squeezing Max’s shoulder he adds, “I’m not that desperate for your seat, mate.”
It gets him that smile he was after from Max, which feels like a small victory.
“You made me eat that spicy chicken,” he insists, resting his forehead against their toilet seat. “From the Indian restaurant last week. I told you it makes my tummy bad.”
Tummy. Something that feels a lot like love twists itself around Daniel’s heart.
“I don’t think some chicken you ate over a week ago is making you sick, babe,” Daniel can’t help but point out, even though Max is right, he did make him try some of his Chicken Jalfrezi. “Maybe it was the pizza.”
Later, after, naked in bed, Daniel went for his classic while Max insisted on one with all kinds of weird and wonderful deli meats slapped on top, so it’s not exactly rocket science.
Daniel is one hundred percent sure it’s the pizza.
An impulse order last night after getting a little too wine drunk and giggly in the apartment together, a rare evening of quiet fun between Max’s hectic race schedule. Daniel promising that Max would like the next glass of red just so he could watch the alcohol stain his lips darker and darker, to kiss the taste of it out of his mouth.
Max is shaking his head though, his hair especially blonde in the almost fluorescent light of the bathroom. His eyes are shut.
“Pizza would not betray me like this, I think.”
This time, Daniel doesn’t argue, just leans to press a kiss to the sweaty back of Max’s neck. Max makes a soft humming noise, not exactly happy but- Almost.
“Sorry I am so gross,” he croaks out after a few beats more of silence, and he is but he’s also Daniel’s to take care of.
“Hey,” he tries, rubbing the shell of Max’s ear now, “I’m the one who was about the bust down the door to get in.” Then because it doesn’t feel quite enough, he adds, “gross or not gross, sickness and in health, baby.”
Max laughs, eyes still closed. There’s too much stubble on his jaw, too much breadth to his shoulders for Daniel to think he looks anything like he did in the Red Bull briefings, eighteen with his head on the table like he was sleeping, and yet his mind pulls him back to that Max anyway.
How far he’s come, how far they both have.
“That is for if you are married,” Max says, as though he is reminding Daniel. Like he thinks maybe Daniel is a little crazy for bringing it up, and maybe he is, but it doesn’t feel like that.
When you know, you know, his mum had always told him and for almost two decades of dating he would roll his eyes at her and bite down how not everyone could have the perfect love story she and his dad did. These days, he thinks she’s onto something.
“Yeah Maxy, you’re right,” he says, instead of the words he wants to. Let’s fucking do it then. Nobody wants to get proposed two between rounds of vomit after only eight months.
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SORRY I’M GOING TO BE INTOLERABLE ABOUT THIS I AM GOING TO BE UTTERLY ABNORMAL MY CROPS ARE WATERED MY HEART IS BUOYED BY THE JOY OF FRIENDSHIP
I just know that this whole time, even as Jacob’s been growing on Gregory, Gregory has been holding back, has been telling himself that no, he’s not going to reward this annoying behavior. He keeps most people at arm’s length like it’s his job, so why should he even vaguely entertain this desperate desire for friendship for any other reason than the fact that this person he really cares about just happens to care about Jacob too?
And he’s right, of course he’s right. He’s not obligated to even like Jacob, and definitely not obligated to be his friend. We’ve seen many times that Jacob has a lot of faults, up to and including a bad habit of making himself everyone’s problem.
But fine, Gregory will fully admit it: Gregory likes Jacob anyway. He’s Gregory’s friend anyway. So, feeling unmoored and needing support, Gregory knows who he is willing to turn to for that support, and he decides to just…let this friendship breathe.
He is the one who offers a hug first! Even if it’s awkward, that means so much! The first time Jacob ever met Gregory, he tried to hug him, which, understandably, Gregory found weird and off-putting. He didn’t even know the guy. But now he does, and when he wants to communicate that he genuinely appreciated Jacob, he doesn’t go with a dubious “thank you,” he invites a hug, which we’ve never seen him do before, so he could’ve just…not done that. Jacob was impressively cool about it, but it doesn’t seem like he expected it.
And the thing is that it seems unlikely to me that Gregory, chronic overthinker, occasional unwilling study of human character, doesn’t know that outright offering a hug will cement in Jacob’s head that they’re totally besties, which means he doesn’t care if Jacob gets the wrong idea. Which means he doesn’t really think he’s actually giving him the wrong idea.
And then! Then he accepts another hug, because you know what? He needs one. And he is the one who goes for the full hug because he knows he can, he knows it’ll be okay! He trusts Jacob enough to communicate to Jacob himself that yeah, they do have a connection and he appreciates it and wants it to continue!
He lets himself lean on his friend.
Meanwhile, Jacob lets himself be redirected without feeling shut down or being shut down. He matches Gregory’s energy, realizes that he doesn’t have to try so hard. That he has things to offer Gregory and he doesn’t have to shove them at him, he can just show him. He can just be who he is, and demonstrate that he accepts Gregory for who he is. That his liking Gregory isn’t performance—he genuinely enjoys him. Jacob calms down, and he’s exactly what Gregory needs.
This time, Jacob doesn’t threaten to scream, and Gregory never tries to walk away.
I’m wrecked, I’m walking on air, this is everything to me, I reiterate that I am NOT normal about this in any possible way.
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rycbarmerlin · 6 months
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I am delighted to have been a part of Carlos and Lando's journey since 2019 and it doesn't feel like an exaggeration or projection to say that it has been their joint dream for all this time to get a podium together. Monaco 2021 was a treat and well enjoyed, for sure, but this 1-2 is the ultimate for them. They would have loved to achieve it together at McLaren - and the wish for a McLaren 1-2 was achieved for Lando at Monza '21 but with Daniel - so that left the other alternative for a 1-2 between them, between Ferrari and McLaren
And though Monaco '21 was special, it was a completely different race. Bottas' essentially multi-day pitstop took him out the race and moved everyone up a spot. And, yes, they had qualified very strongly, but though Perez was closing on Lando for P3, the risk was greatly reduced for an overtake. As we know from Singapore, Carlos and Lando worked together for that win. So not only did they secure an individual P1 and P2, they secured it for eachother. I don't think it's outlandish to say other drivers would not have considered the DRS strategy that Carlos went for, and I don't think it is outlandish to say that other drivers wouldn't have picked up on the tactic. Of course their main priority was themselves, but they were racing for each other too.... like a lot.
That result was the ultimate display to the world of the friendship, connection, and level of knowing-eachother between them.
They support each other in a way other drivers just simply do not. And yes, driver friendships are a lot more wide-ranging and common than they used to be (or, just at least more openly allowed) but Carlos and Lando are just so much more than that! Like you saw Grosjean celebrating Pierre's win at Monza, or Max celebrating Daniel's win, Pierre and Charles supporting eachother, especially after the loss of Hubert, but Carlos and Lando continually back each other, support each other and celebrate each other like no one else. Honestly it is a privilege to have witnessed today ❤️🧡
It is no doubt that they've made each other better people and drivers and LONG MAY IT CONTINUE ❤️🧡
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hyunsvngs · 23 days
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just wanted to say im sooooo freakin grateful for u guys 🩷🩷🩷😔 thank u for always loving my fics and sending me feedback.
if i have a bad day i log on here to see ur guys opinions on my stuff and it always makes me happy 😔😔 i love u guys
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multi-royalty · 5 months
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CAN YOU GUYS BELIEVE THAT MULTI-ROYALTY IS NOW OVER A YEAR OLD??? I’ve been in the rpc for a whole year 🥹and what a crazy time it’s been, I have actually learnt so much over the last year about my writing style and found my creative side again. I learnt to edit the way I do and it's just amazing to take so much of it.
I know I've made some forever friends here, something I didn't think would happen, and didn't know I needed coming into this, but I'm so thankful for them.
to : @gunchamber @carp3diems @tvintedspvrk @snnydcys @impurc @ofcrossrcads - I love you all so much ! and I'm so glad to be blessed with your friendship every day from this experience.
to : @malka-lisitsa - you introduced me to this world, and it's something I'd never go back on.
to : @tutorgirlcommissions - I love you, I still wonder if you ever thought a customer would become your girlfriend one day, and I'm lucky that out of everyone it's me :) hehe
and to the amazing writers I've written with and admired this year : @stanfordprepped @langdhon @ravenskeeper @bunnyblooded @unsettledspirits @lycanslain @traumapyre @prettydead @faiththesinfulslayer @kingmakercastle @cosmicjest @little-miss-buffy @ofblackskies @ofmikaelsonmagiks @astormymind @touchedbydestiny @petrovawitch @hybrid-royalty-main @hellgiven @seesgood @iworryalotdarling @awalkoflife @feylived @hellsurvivr @headofrdi @butscrewmefirst @bloodysilverscream @tofeelthecold @unbearablyindifferent @townwxtch @lordofthestrix @demonstigma @fatesurvived @talesfromthevoiid @miercolaes @amesstms @founderscouncil AND SO MANY MORE (BUT IT WOULDN'T LET ME TAG ANYMORE ) thank you for putting up with me and I'm grateful to have the privilege of writing with you all!
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a-kind-of-merry-war · 3 months
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I feel like I should be doing some sorta year roundup post but what I'm actually posting is this picture of fairy!Raff by @spielzeugkaiser. His expression accurately reflects how I feel about NYE 🎉
(Do not let his size fool you, fairy!Raff is a key player in a TRULY filthy AU in which Penn is a regular sized human)
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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 2 months
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okay, so its officially been a year since i posted my first milex fanfic and i just wanted to say the most MASSIVE thank you to everyone who’s left comments/kudos/messages on it over the last twelve months 💗 writing this fic pulled me out of long drought of writer’s block and truly restored my joy in writing, and i am eternally grateful to alex and miles and their wonderful music (and ridiculous exploits) for inspiring me, but also to everyone who supported and encouraged me to keep writing. whether you left comments on this fic right from the start, or just started reading it last week - i truly can’t begin to adequately express how much it means to know that something you’ve written is being enjoyed by or means something to other people. thank you all so SO much 💖
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jokrrouttfynn · 6 months
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jan
jan
*pokes*
jan
come on
your turn
be emotional
*pokes*
come on
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