#sorry everyone who doesn't want to read it and has to scroll past

[andy-wm]

3D by JK (feat. JH) - my take.

Ok, unpopular opinion maybe, and I might get my ass beaten for this (not in a good way 🤣)

Feel free to disagree RESPECTFULLY.

Disclaimer: If anyone comes at me with that cancel bullshit I will block you, because we all get to have an opinion.

If my post enrages you, scroll past until you can be civil, then come back and talk. Or block me. I dont mind.

And don't tell me that because I don't love this song I have to hand in my ARMY card... I'm not going to.

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I'll start by saying I love JK so, so much. Adore him. Will always support him.

But for me, 3D is a misstep.

My feeling is Hybe should have reconsidered releasing it as it is.

JK's lyrics are fun and sexy. The innuendo is on point. The melody is great and the chorus has excellent sing-along value. Even though I'm not a huge pop music fan, I like the vibe.

The MV dancers are awesome, and I got a kick out of the fire hydrant metaphor.

And in that jacket with nothing under it, JK looks hot enough to melt asphalt.

However....

Including Jack Harlow's rap IMO is a mistake. It sucks, frankly. Not in a good way.

It not only misses the mark on the tone of the rest of the song but his lyrics are really just offensive. Misogynistic. And racial refrences are just... not cricket. It's 2023 not 1995, regardless of what his hairstyle tells you.

His lyrics sound like an incel bragging about their sex life when all they've ever done is watch porn. From his words, I doubt he knows how to please any person but himself.

His message is gross, but its still just... generic. Like he went to urban dictionary for spicy language and then googled how to treat women like shit. There's nothing original about what he's saying. He's not even being gross in an intersting way. It's gross AND boring.

(Jack, if you're reading this, sorry my guy you gotta do better.)

I've been army since 2018 and this is the first BTS song I have tried to find merit in and given up.

I honestly tried to be into it and i just... can't. It doesn't sit well with me.

This is a new experience for me because even when BTS release something i don't immediately love, i still stream and watch and let it sink in, or I work on figuring out what I am missing and why it's ACTUALLY good even if i can't grasp it.

This... it's just... not good, in my opinion.

I have to clarify here...

It isn't about explicit content, i am totally down for that. If anyone read my post on Seven, they will know my response to that song. In a nutshell, I believe all adults who want to, should happily and shamelessly be doing ALL the horizontal tango. Every type, every day, in every way. With anyone and everyone they fancy as long as all parties are informed and consenting adults who are equally enjoying the experience.

Yes. I am all about getting down.

That doesn't mean treating your partners like a body count or using and abusing them with no consideration. That's not cool.

**PSA: please be safe and use protection. Get tested regularly if you have multiple partners. Don't do anything you don't feel good about and dont stay with partners who harm or manipulate you 💜**

Now, back to the smut.

Some criticisms i saw of Seven were about how dirty it was. A few people were upset because JK said fuck, and because he sang about how and when he liked to fuck. But more criticism was levelled at Letto. Why?

It seemed like it was because she's a woman, singing about sex.

Letto totally owns her sexuality and she knows what she wants. I snorted with delight at how deliciously filthy her lyrics were. Some very clever wordplay made her verse so visceral, and pretty shocking to the pearl-clutchers, without her ever saying anything directly. I really enjoyed it.

She was telling us straight up how good she is in bed. Good for her. She totally rocks. And she wasn't disrespecting anyone. She didn't need to do that to make herself cool AF.

The difference between Letto's rap and jack harlow's is that jack sounds like he's just looking at the women he's singing about as a hole to stick his dick in. Women have fought for long enough for equality and respect. They don't need this bullshit. You can sing about getting down, and you can be absolutely filthy and nasty and wild, and you can do it without degrading your partners.

I did read a theory about this song being social commentary on toxic masculinity. You can find it here and you can read it below:

Its not bad as a theory. At least it wouldn't be if Namjoon or Yoongi or Hobi - or Jungkook himself - had written the song. If that were the situation we'd see some inkling of self awareness in the rap, and maybe a hint of character development. But there's none.

Sorry ARMY, this is not the class of lyricism we have come to expect.

If jack is trying to make a social statement^*, or play a character, he is not succeeding in showing any growth or humanity at all. He's really just that stereotype.

In the last few lines, after he offers to fly his victim from Korea to Kentucky, he says "and you ain’t gotta guarantee me nothing I just wanna see if I get lucky."

How considerate...

All I see is zero care factor about the actual person he's trying to get with. Which is quite different from JK's lyrics, which show awareness that he's interacting with a conscious, living human being, not a piece of furniture.

jack follows with "I just wanna meet you in the physical and see if you would touch me"

Ugh. Not with a ten foot pole, douchebag.

And how about, in his first verse "All my ABGs get cute for me"

Good god, really? Is he seriously saying this?

So its a no for me.

The ONLY saving grace is that there's an alternative version which is pretty fun. It's almost as if Hybe knew we would hate the version with jack harlow. Wow, such insight!

Now, i know that's not the only reason they made an alternative. They needed a clean version for US radio play (let's be real, what possible other purpose can this song serve? *°)

But they could have censored jack's... actually they couldn't. The rap verses can't be salvaged. They genuinely have no merit, the only hope for the song is totally removing them.

What does that tell you?

ARMY will no doubt still chart the main track but personally, I would feel morally compromised if i supported that version. So I'll stick to the alternative and hope for better things to come.

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^* Stylecaster doesnt think so either. I visited their website to check thr lyrics. They said, of D3, "Meanwhile, Jack Harlow brings the cool with his two verses as he raps about all the women he could pull"

Uh, really? I hope that's intended to be ironic.

*° The MV had only 4.5million views after 12 hours. And we know what brilliant strategists Hybe employs. I am travelling in Korea right now. There was no promo visible here. And it was no accident that it was released at lunchtime on Chuseok - the biggest famiily holiday of the year - when relatively few people in Korea would be available to engage with it. THEY KNEW IT WAS A STINKER.

#jeon jungguk #jungkook #bts jungguk #bts jungkook #jungkook 3d #hybe entertainment #bighit

[liveforjeongin]

How To Cheer Your Jeongin Up (2/8)

-tickle fic, if you don't like that you can keep scrolling

requested by: no one

warnings: a bit of angst (? at the beginning, soft tickling, raspberries

Read 'How To Cheer Your Chan Up (1/8)' (the previous part) here in case you haven't yet!

taglist: @itzsana-kiddingmenow @channieissocute125

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It was late night, past midnight, everyone was already sleeping in maknaes+Lino dorm, except Felix, who hadn't been able to fall asleep.

He woke up to drink some water, thinking that might help him a bit. On his way back to his room, he heard some noises, as if someone was... Sobbing?

Turned out the noises came from Jeongin's room, something that concerned the sunshine boy, since it wasn't much common to see their maknae crying. Forgetting completely about sleeping, he entered the youngest's room in silence, not wanting to scare him.

"Innie... Are you alright?" asked once he approached enough for the younger to listen to his whispers, since he didn't want to wake up Seungmin and Minho too.

Jeongin quickly whiped his tears away, doing his best to pretend he wasn't crying "Oh, hi, hyung. What are you doing here so late?" tried to avoid the situation, even though he knew Lix already saw everything, which made the older's heart break.

"Innie... Come on now. It's me, you know you can trust me, don't you? I won't judge you for anything, I promise you" Lix sat on Innie's bed, next to him.

Jeongin knew that, that's why he let himself cry on his hyung's lap.

"Hey, hey, it's okay... What happened to our baby bread that has you like this?" Felix started to stroke his dongsaeng's hair, knowing he'd probably move away and complain he doesn't like skinship.

But instead, Innie just leaned into the touch, he felt so vulnerable already that he didn't even care, it felt really nice... How come he kept rejecting it?

"I'm sorry, hyung..." the maknae got to say through all his crying.

No need to say, Felix got heartbroken at the youngest's words "What do you mean, Innie? You're sorry for what?" asked, worrying even more.

"I... Know Channie hyung always tells us to... Not read those hate comments people do... Cuz he doesn't want us to get affected, cuz he says nothing of that is true... But I couldn't stop myself, hyung... I read them. I read a lot of them..." in that moment, Jeongin was feeling overwhelmed at his own mind reminding him of all those comments... All the horrible things netizens said about him...

Felix froze.

He knows how it is to read that stuff, cuz even when they all promised Chan not to, Felix keeps reading them almost every night. So he just hugged Jeongin, he hugged him and he told him things he would've like to hear every single night while reading those comments.

"What they say it's not true"

"They don't know you, they have no right to judge you"

"You're very talented, why do you doubt about that?"

"They're jealous of you, that's it"

"I'm here for you, I'll always be"

They continued hugging for what felt like eternity. Neither of them wanted to pull away. Until an idea came to Lix's mind.

"Innie, could I do something to make you feel better?"

The maknae, who had already stopped crying some minutes ago, tilted his head a little "What's that?"

Yongbok went back to stroke baby bread's hair "I know you hate being tickled... But I really think that'll cheer you up... Could I tickle you? I promise I'll be gentle, I'll be the gentlest in the whole world, I promise"

Jeongin was ready to say "no" since the first sentence, but thinking about it... That could actually help "Okay... Fine. I'll let you tickle me, BUT you have to promise 3 things before"

The freckled boy was visibly excited, so he just nodded with his head and waited for the youngest to give him the conditions.

"Number one, you have to promise you'll be EXTREMELY gentle. Number two, you'll stop immediately after I say so. And number three, you can't tell anyone I agreeded to this... And I'm serious with this one, hyung" Jeongin looked really serious as he gave the conditions. Felix knew he wasn't joking with them.

After agreeding to the conditions, Lix got ready to tickle his youngest.

He decided to start off a bad spot, the younger's belly. He gently caressed him there, provoking the cutest soft giggles he'd ever heard from Jeongin.

Soon enough, decided to start for real, scribbling all over Innie's belly and sides, now with both hands.

Jeongin's giggling grew louder, but hopefully, not enough to wake 2min up "Hyuhuhuhuhung, that's bahahad!"

Lix smirked "Oh, I know it is, but I bet is helping, isn't it?" teased, now placing one of his hands on one side of Jeongin's neck, not doing anything yet.

The simple fact of having his hyung's hand placed on his weakest spot was enough to make Jeongin beg "No! No no nohohoho, hyung! Please, plehehehehease! Not there, don't do anyhyhyhything on there!"

Lix felt like listening to the maknae this time, so instead, he went to caress his ears, not surprisingly making him ticklish.

At this point, the baby of the group was a blushy, giggly, squirmy mess on his sunshine hyung's arms. All the bad comments simply disappeared from his mind, he felt... Happy. That's why he didn't stop his hyung when, once again, placed his hand on his neck, just accepting his fate.

Seeing the youngest was kind of agreeing with the idea of having his neck tickled, Felix went on.

Jeongin was getting gentle tickles on his ribs and neck now, normally, he'd be giggling pretty loud, but this time, he couldn't allow himself to do that, so his best solution was covering his face with a pillow, that, surprisingly, did cushion the loud giggles from him.

They stayed like this for some minutes more, they were both enjoying it, even though Jeongin will never accept that.

Lix knew the youngest would say "stop" at any moment now, so he decided to do one more thing now that he had the opportunity, and blew a raspberry on the youngest's sensitive neck, causing Innie to let out a scream, since he didn't expect that and it tickled a lot, being honest.

He moved away as fast as he could, getting to scape Lix's raspberry. Hopefully, the pillow cushioned the scream really well, so it was safe to say neither Seungmin nor Minho heard it.

"Okahahahay, hyung, that's enough! Stohohohohop now!" the maknae said. He did scape the raspberries, but Felix kept on gently tickling his ribs and sides.

Just like he promised, Lix stopped as soon as Innie said so, and gave him some rubs to ease the ghost tickles "How you feeling now? Better?" the sunshine boy asked, actually worried his plan might've failed.

But instead, he received an unexpected hug from the maknae "Thank you, hyung..." Innie whispered.

Bokkie's heart melted, automatically hugging him back "I'm happy I got to help you"

After some seconds hugging, they both pulled away, Felix was ready to go back to his room, but his arm got suddenly grabbed by the youngest.

"Hyung... Could you... Sleep with me tonight?" the maknae asked shyly, and Felix obviously couldn't resist so much cuteness.

They ended up cuddled in bed. Jeongin's head resting on his hyung's chest, they both felt so comfortable and happy, knowing they could always trust each other.

And with that warm thought in mind, and cuddled with his hyung in bed, Innie fell asleep, forgetting completely about those comments.

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I think I'm not so good writing soft tickling😭

Which is pretty sad cuz that's actually like My favorite type of tickling💔

But I'll get better at it, I promise

I hope you guys liked this, soon I'll be back with requested fics, I promise

#skz tickle #kpop tickle #stray kids tickle #tickle #tickle content #ahhie's blog

[astrophileous]

Important! Please read!

I'm tagging the people who are on the Love Bugs taglist, so if you don't feel like reading through all of this that's fine!

Tag(s): @camilaheroine @crazyunsexycool @whateverrrrrrrrs @wifeyofeveryone @louderfortheback @marvelousgoldroses

Hello everyone, first of all I wanna start by saying I'm sorry for having seemingly disappeared for the past week. I know that I was supposed to be uploading two new parts of Love Bugs on Monday and Thursday, and I've missed both days so far without so much as an explanation. The truth is, I've been logging in and out for days trying to come up with a justified excuse for this delay, but I decided today that I will just tell you the truth of what's really happening.

I'm not doing very good at the moment.

I know this seems like a pathetic excuse, but it's the truth. As some of you know, I'm a full time college student and I've been slammed with school work for the past week. I'm tired all the time. Whenever I have even a little bit of free time, I use it to sleep. Life is just so hectic for me right now that writing Love Bugs has been kinda put in the back burner.

But that's not all the reason why I've been MIA.

A few days ago, someone left me an anonymous ask telling me that I've done a terrible job on the last few parts of Love Bugs.

Now, at first, I was gonna be the bigger person and ignore them altogether. But apparently that one little comment did more damage than I ever thought it could. For the past week, every time I went to revise my drafts for Love Bugs, all I could think about was how badly I needed them to be done perfectly to make sure no one else was gonna have this same thought about the upcoming parts. I kept thinking that what I wrote was lacking something. That it wasn't good enough to be published yet. And as a drastic measure, I ended up uploading nothing at all.

I know it seems silly to be this badly affected by one rude comment when I've gotten nothing but love from everyone else. But I guess this is your daily reminder that words do hurt, and even if they are written on the internet, it doesn't make them hurt less because behind all of these makeshift profiles and avatars are real people with real feelings and emotions.

Today, I finally braced myself to make this post. I thought it was unfair for all of you to not be offered at least an explanation about what's happening. If you're wondering when I will finally upload the next chapter of Love Bugs, then I'm sorry to tell you that I don't know yet. I have one completed part, but as I've explained above, I just keep going back to revise it again and again because I'm just not satisfied with it.

So, there you go. The reason behind my absence. I want to remind all of you too while we're here to please, please, please be kind to all of the fic writers and/or other content creators in your fandom. We're all doing all of this free of charge. So please, if you don't like something we make, scroll past it. Don't be mean. We don't owe you anything. Don't ruin something that's supposed to be fun just because you don't find it as enjoyable as others might.

This is all I'm gonna say for now. Hopefully, I will have gotten my shit together by the time next upload schedule rolls around so that you guys could have the next part of Love Bugs on Monday.

Thank you for reading all the way through of this long-ass rant. Have a great day xx

#zaranting #love bugs #daily reminder to be kind and show love to your favorite fandom creators because they're the backbone of our society

[kilibaggins]

Hello! I would like to request bilbo/kili where kili gets a little protective/possesive of bilbo during the journey from the other dwarves. maybe with a little bit of bilbo having to calm kili down from trying not to fight the other dwarves when kili thinks one of them hurt bilbo accidentally somehow(dwarves forgetting their strength over bilbo). hope this finds you well and i cant wait to see what you write if you choose to do this :)

Important To Me | Kili X Bilbo

kili x bilbo baggins

A/N: I hope you like this! i love kili x bilbo so i was really happy to get this request going and im sorry it took a little bit! let me know if you want any more fics i will happily write them !! my requests are open <3 also i just realized i never went through and edited kili's name so for this one there's no accent mark over the i !! sorry about that <3

Warnings: confrontation, accidental harm, yelling, but i promise it's fluffy and there's no actual yelling between kili and bilbo.

Words: 1493

Might Post on Wattpad in the future !

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 READ: this account stands with palestine, and so— i require everyone who interacts to educate themselves, and support/donate. READ THESE; 1 and 2, HELP HERE, BOYCOTT. silence is complicity, do not scroll past this.

Bilbo has noticed a few… Peculier changes in Kili. More irritable with the other dwarves, and more likely to jump into danger, it's like Kili has started getting… Protective.

It started with the trolls, which everyone might see as just a regular bit of protectiveness. Bilbo saw it as that, at first. It was just Kili stepping in to save him, there was nothing off about it.

No, the changes really started happening that night, When Kili gently took his arm and started touching it to check for bruises. Oin had offered to step in and do it but Kili snapped that he could do it just fine.

That was weird enough, yes, but then it got stranger. He started yelling at the other dwarves for every little thing around Bilbo.

Bilbo isn't easily breakable. He's had his fair share of roughhousing when he was younger, he's been hurt more times than he can count, and especially more than your average Hobbit, but even so being around these 13 dwarves can do a number on him.

They don't know their own strength. They push and punch and hug too tightly, and overall it's a painful experience for poor Bilbo who can't seem to catch a break from it all now that he's an official member of the company and has been accepted.

Kili will see this and react… Angrily? Bilbo doesn't understand it and he can't bring himself to ask because what if Kili stops caring? He likes the idea of someone caring for him, and that's why the dwarves including him in things makes him happy.

It's a regular day, they've made camp in some forest that Bilbo can't tell the difference from the last one they were in, and they're sitting by the fire.

Dwalin, in the heat of the moment and while laughing, slams his hand down on Bilbo's shoulder, and Bilbo winces. It's not even that bad, not really, but Bilbo still winces. Dwalin is quick to notice and move his hand and gruffs out a small apology, but apparently to Kili that isn't enough.

Kili quickly gets up and starts to yell, which leads Dwalin to yell, which leads to the other dwarves yelling, and Bilbo quickly gets up and stands between Dwalin and Kili.

"Kili, Kili! Hey, hey, I'm fine!" Bilbo says, putting his hand on the dwarf's chest. Kili is glaring over at Dwalin, Dwalin! Dwalin of all people! For accidentally hurting the Hobbit. It's not as if it's his fault, Dwalin just doesn't know his own strength when it comes to the burglar. Bilbo puts his hand on Kili's chest and pushes him away gently. The look on Kili's face morphing from anger at Dwalin to a little bit of hurt as he moves away from Bilbo and storms off is enough to make Bilbo feel bad for some reason. He huffs and mutters out an apology to Dwalin.

"I'm sorry, I don't know what has gotten into him." Bilbo rambles, talking with his hands. Dwalin though, isn't angry when Bilbo looks up. He just has a small knowing smirk on his face.

"You really don't see it?" Dwalin says, tilting his head slightly. Bilbo throws his arms out in confusion and Dwalin nods to where Kili ran off. "Talk to him."

Bilbo huffs a bit, fixing his jacket. He turns from Dwalin and walks off in the direction Kili went.

Admittedly, he should have thought this through a bit more. He's not good with tracking or finding his way in forests, so as soon as he makes it a bit too far out to hear the other dwarves being rambunxious he realizes he won't find his way back without the beautiful dwarf he's looking for. Bilbo grumbles to himself as he continues to walk and he makes his way to a small stream. It's beautiful, of course. Colorful rocks underneath the water, probably there for years slowly being eaten away at by the flowing water. Bilbo finds Kili sitting at the edge of it, his knees bent up and his arms crossed on top.

It's a sight, for sure. Kili with his hair lying on his shoulders sitting in front of a stream. It's a picture Bilbo would be happy to draw one day.

Bilbo makes his way closer, obviously tripping over stones because he can't be safe for the life of him. Kili doesn't look over when he approaches for a second and Bilbo worries if he speaks up he'll scare the dwarf, but then Kili starts to speak.

"Are you alright?"

Bilbo sighs softly and sits next to him. His shoulder is a bit sore from Dwalin earlier, but other than that he's fine.

"Yes," Bilbo says insistently. "I'm fine. I have been."

Kili stays silent for a while, just staring at the stream. He looks like a kicked puppy.

"I do not understand," Bilbo admits, huffing to himself as he turns from Kili and looks to the water. "I don't understand why you're upset."

"… I just want you to be okay," Kili says softly, looking over at him. Bilbo shakes his head and fiddles with the handkerchief that Kili found him.

"I am," Bilbo says again. Kili looks slightly frustrated again. "You don't have to worry about me so much."

"Yes, I do." Kili snaps, and then instantly deflates. He groans and covers his face. "I'm sorry."

Bilbo watches him for a moment and thinks about Dwalin's questioning earlier.

"Why? Why have you been acting like this? Dwalin is not the only one you've threatened in the past few days. Oin wanted to check a cut of mine and you practically pushed him away. You even snapped at Thorin. The King. Your uncle. What is going on?"

"I- I want you to be okay," Kili says again, and when he sees Bilbo go to argue he speaks again, "I NEED you to be okay."

Bilbo stops for a moment and looks down at the ground. Kili turns to him this time, gesturing with his hands for a second before talking.

"You are… So important. You don't-" Kili laughs, "You don't see it. You don't see how important you are or how much I care and It drives me wild! The trolls capture you, hurt you, and all you do after is apologize to us! Apologize to us? We're the ones who got you in that mess, to begin with! You get hurt by Dwalin and your first instinct is to let it go and you don't care about yourself! What happens when someone threatens to kill you and you just sit back and let it happen and then you die and you leave me-"

Bilbo looks at him in shock, floored by the rant but especially the last part. He goes to speak but Kili interrupts him again.

"You are… You're…" Kili doesn't know how to proceed and deflates. "You're you. That's why I'm worried because you're you and we- I need you. I-I love you."

Bilbo doesn't know what to say. He must look ridiculous with his mouth gaping and a confused look on his face, his eyes teary. He can't force a sentence out as he lets out a harsh breath. He instead reaches forward and takes the dwarf's hand. Kili holds Bilbo's hand and for a moment the only sounds in the forest are the wind blowing through the trees, and the water flowing next to them.

"You can't…" Bilbo says, confused. Kili… The nephew of the rightful king under the mountain. He's royalty. He's a part of something much greater than himself, there is no way that Kili loves him.

"I do," Kili says quietly. he turns from Bilbo and shakes his head. "I understand if you do not feel the same, but all I ask is that you understand why I am protective of you. I love you, and to me, you're more important than any piece of gold in that mountain."

"I love you too, Kili… But you can't fight your own kin for me." Bilbo says gently. Kili sighs and nods and affirmative. Bilbo smiles and leans forward. "Now, I'm not sure what Dwarves do when they admit their feelings but Hobbits have a fun way of doing so."

Kili's bashful look turns to a smirk.

"What did you have in mind, burglar?" Kili teases, leaning closer.

"Oh, shut it you fool." Bilbo laughs, rolling his eyes. He leans forward and kisses him quickly before pulling back. He abruptly stands and gestures around them. "Now, I have no clue where we are. Guide me, adventurer."

Kili beams up at him and he gets up, and they make their way through the forest.

They have a lot to work out, a lot of people to talk to, a King (and most importantly uncle to confess to), but for now they have each other. and oh, that's the best adventure Bilbo could have asked for.

#the hobbit #the hobbit fanfic #bilbo baggins #kili durin #kili x bilbo #bilbo x kili #kilbo #request #requested #my fanfic #letmelickyoureyeballs

[obsessivevoidkitten]

Man what's going on with those anons, can't they really get the idea of simply blocking and moving on with their lives? Or I dunno, maybe scrolling past? Maybe they really wanna act like a psychology expert huh.

It's also bold and ridiculous of them to assume that you're 'faking' when they have no evidence of it, plus it's outright stupid to accuse someone of faking their trauma unless there's actual proof and reasoning available.

Like there's several ways someone can cope with trauma and also not everyone may have access to a therapist. It also looks like they're not even bothering to do their own research properly and instead wants to irritate you by continuously dragging this entire thing in an attempt to make you give in and accept their views.

For example; I'm a victim of getting touched in public buses by creepy old men, doesn't matter what I was wearing at the moment since it didn't stop them at all. So I try to cope by also reading fics like yours, it kind of gives me a sense of control in a odd way when I read non-con fics that has the reader involved. Reading your fics and other fics that have non-con or something similar makes me feel better.

I agree. I tried to be nice enough to give them resources to educate them and others thinking similarly who saw the posts but some people just don't care.

I am so sorry that I happened to you. I am glad you can find some comfort in my writing.

Sending many hugs.

[thelioncourts]

Why do you think they briefly showed that page of the diary that described how Lestat killed the wolves? That one with the dried flower inside. I think it means we’re getting that scene (Lestat’s past) on S2

Okay, so that particular page has been under the microscope of speculation for the last couple of weeks and, what kills me about it the most, is that the Interview with the Vampire Writer's Room twitter account tweeted that the inclusion of that was a mistake.

HOWEVER --

I know they said that, I know, and maybe it's true, but I find it 1) very unlikely and 2) too coincidental and 3) a wonderfully beautiful idea if they go a certain route with it.

The reasons I feel it's 1) very unlikely and 2) too coincidental that it was included are for these reasons: this show has been so specific about everything. During the behind the scenes special, Sam talks about how the matchboxes for the matches even have the Fairplay Saloon logo on them because everyone was that involved with making every small detail count. It's not just stuff like that though, but things like Lestat and Louis' shoes being handmade shoes or the use of practical effects or the entire creation of a backlot, so much of which is reminiscent of old-school Hollywood, something most modern productions don't want to put money toward. I find it so unlikely that a production doing all of that would accidentally put in something as big as Lestat killing the wolves in the scene. The reason I find it too coincidental is because it's not like that particular page was something that was there when Daniel was just scrolling thought the pages; that page is there and able to be screenshotted by all of us because Daniel lingered on that page and the pressed flower there made it so that was a page he opened up to. There's no way that's just a coincident, I'm sorry, IwtV writer's room.

However, where I think the inclusion of it has the place to be a beautiful idea is here: so much of Louis and Claudia's anger at Lestat in the books (and mostly Claudia's anger in the show) comes from Lestat not telling them anything about his past. I will say, the most surprising things to me in the show have been Lestat talking of his past or of Louis/Claudia's knowledge of it (i.e. Lestat talking about Magnus, Claudia telling Lestat "Louis told me about your first love, Nicki", or Louis knowing how old Lestat is, etc.), but, we do still know that he doesn't talk much of his past and it is a point of contingency. The idea of Lestat trying to write down his life story for Louis to read is beautiful because that's....that's the point of The Vampire Lestat. He comes to tell Louis everything he couldn't in the past, for personal and greater-than-him reasons. It's such a good setup for TVL as well as a good angsty bit for Louis. Like, imagine Louis hunting down these diaries and finding Lestat's writing in it and there's the love of his life talking about his past, his story, what made him who he is. How beautiful. How heartbreaking.

I do think we're going to see the wolves in season 2. My personal thoughts on season 2, at least right now, is that we're going to get a dual narrative going during the past, and then an entirely different thing with modern Louis, Armand, and Daniel (and Lestat???). But I think the dual narrative will be Louis and Claudia in Paris in the 1940s while simultaneously showing us Lestat in Paris in the 1780s/1790s. We're going to see Paris in all of its glory in two different time frames and I can already see shots of 1790s-Lestat walking down a street only for it to fade out to show 1940s-Louis walking down the same street. That's my guess of season 2.

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #iwtv spoilers #interview with the vampire spoilers #claudia de lioncourt

[paperstorm]

Hello. Since you're a good writer and people love your fics and writing, I come to you with a question. Do you have any advice on how to continue when no one reads your fics or cares about them? I should take the hint and stop writing, right? I must be an awful writer.

First of all, that sucks. I'm sorry you're feeling that way, it's such a discouraging, lonely feeling and you're not alone and I've felt that way before too. I'm sure you're not an awful writer. Which fics get attention and which ones don't is almost never entirely based on how 'good' they are (which is a subjective standard anyway, we all have different tastes). We've all read fics where we think "why the hell doesn't this have thousands of comments it's so good???" It's so often also things like what time you happened to post it, if your summary happened to be enticing to the type of people who were online at that time, if a popular blog happened to scroll past it and rec it to their followers, etc. I've been in so many massive fandoms over the years where there were like 'fandom staple' fics - the kind of fics that had millions of hits and thousands of comments, that people would reread over and over and still talk about years later, that people all generally seemed to agree were the BEST the fandom had to offer, and I would read them and think ... this is ... not very good. Fic popularity isn't just about talent, it's a combination of all sorts of other factors, most that the author doesn't even directly control. So I promise you, if it feels like people are ignoring your fics, it's almost certainly not because they're bad.

Second, if I am any good, it's because I have been writing for over a decade. My total word count on AO3 is almost 2.5 MILLION words, and that isn't counting all the academic writing I've done, or the writing that has never been published anywhere (I wrote a play a few years ago lol, that will almost certainly never see the light of day) which would put the total well over 3 million. If I'm any good it's because I have practiced this skill relentlessly for years and years, which is how anyone gets good at anything.

So I guess my advice is to figure out whether continuing with this hobby is something you really want. If posting fic and having it feel ignored is harming your mental health and sense of self in a way that doesn't feel worth it, you are always allowed to stop. You're always allowed to start again in a few months when you're feeling a little more confident. But if you want to be better at anything, you just have to keep doing it. You improve every time you flex that muscle. And you are allowed to relentlessly self-promote. If you write a fic and you think it's good, post it on tumblr. Reblog it from yourself. Hype it up. So often fics get missed because people just don't see them. Make yourself visible. And always just try to keep in mind that everyone has such different tastes, and every story is just exactly what someone is looking for. Your writing means something to someone, even if it doesn't feel like it <3

#anon asks

[fountainpenguin]

If you were given the opportunity to reboot FOP from the ground up, what would you change, shake up, or put your own spin on?

I'll have to give this a short answer, I no joke spent over 2 hours replying to this, then added a Read More and Tumblr told me that my post was too out of this world and it broke the editor. It kicked me out in a split second without any opportunity to save. Sorry to everyone who has to scroll past my stuff in the future, but I'm not living through this again. Read Mores have no place on my blog.

I'm furious because 1) I tried to copy-paste out of this editor like I always do and save in an external place, but the new editor is busted and only copies one paragraph when you do CTRL-A so I gave up, and 2) literally the last sentence I wrote before typing that was "Before my hiatus, Read Mores broke stuff, but I'm willing to give this another try." It's not even the same error it used to be. I can't. I can't.

At least we're friends and I think you know a lot of my thoughts anyway. Sorry it took so long to write an answer to this message, but I've already let it sit for so long that I HAVE to get it out of my inbox now or I'll never go back to it after losing everything :/ I can't believe that just happened. How ironic that one of the main reasons I went on hiatus was because stuff kept breaking and then it's worse when I return. Bleh.

So... Here's the short version of things I can remember talking about:

Update world lore, especially regarding Anti-Fairies. Anti-Fairies debuted in Season 2 and didn't reappear until Season 5; Anti-Fairy World itself made its first appearance in Season 6 because the Anti-Fairies were only seen in jail before that. Anti-Fairy World is kind of barren and stereotypical, and the general vibe of Anti-Fairies is that they are all evil because their magic revolves around bad luck. I'd prefer some gray area. I also feel like the characterizations for Anti-Cosmo and Anti-Wanda were rushed and we should say it.

Logically I know that Anti-Wanda can be said to parallel Wanda's high-class mafia upbringing, but I doubt that was planned since Wanda's family only showed up in Season 5. In another universe, we could have had a classy evil queen. I love the grubby gal, but there are so many cool aesthetics she could have had instead. The Anti-Cosmo and Anti-Wanda vibe doesn't bring anything to the table that Cosmo and Wanda didn't already have unless you take creative liberties.

Maps. Maps would have been great.

Designs. Cosmo, Crocker, and Dad really don't need the same shirt. Wanda's outfit is pretty bland too, and it's honestly a shame that Anti-Cosmo got a unique outfit but Anti-Wanda's is just a recolor of Wanda's. See also, classy queen.

Also I've never liked Timmy's Channel Chasers adult design; I just don't think it's in character. I feel like his body type would be much closer to his parents, and the existing one is just too extreme for my preferences. Doesn't say "Timmy the average kid" to me.

"Fairly Odd Baby" - As much as I enjoy the idea of Fairies placing a ban on babies because they're destructive and Fairy World likes to push away its problems, I'd have introduced Poof as part of an announcement that Cosmo and Wanda had been expecting a baby for 100 to 1000 years. Their lifespans are so long, it wouldn't be out of the question. A reveal episode could have been fun.

I also don't think I would have chosen to leave Poof a baby who can't speak for that long; I think he has a fun personality (Sasses Foop, deliberately puts Foop in harm's way, but also he's super chill and nice and likes sports) and I would have liked to see more episodes where he talks. I don't love how he was shipped to boarding school as soon as he was able to talk and dialogue was needed.

Vicky takes Mark back onscreen. She canonically decided she wanted to start dating him again, after she found out he was an alien and she broke up with him. She made the choice to take back her alien boyfriend and she loves him and we should talk about it. I'm obsessed with them and will forever treasure the deleted "Foul Balled" scene of them holding hands at the senior home while Mark is in his squid form. I support Vicky becoming the shapeshifting queen of a violent planet and being extremely in love with her squid husband.

Chloe / A.J. friendship. A.J. ended world hunger in Season 2 and he built a time machine a few seasons later, I feel like those two would have really hit it off.

More episodes of Timmy playing soccer. I will not re-elaborate.

More of side characters I love, like Molly and Kevin. I love them. I love Kevin falling farther and farther behind his uncle when they walk together, I love Timmy introducing himself to Molly's fairy by shaking her hand... They might be side characters but I feel like they add a lot more to the world and character dynamics in their few scenes than many of the characters do.

Sharing fairies. Timmy sharing fairies with Chloe (or Kevin) as part of a temporary program (like she was just here for one school year before her parents moved again). I think one of the issues people have with Chloe is that it feels like she's here for the rest of Timmy's fairy-related life, and I think a few months of hanging out with her would have been plenty and then there would have been a reason for her to leave the canon afterwards.

Make Chloe Dinkleberg's niece. My favorite headcanon. Also a perfect explanation for why Chloe's family would move to Timmy's street. Also a hilarious parallel of Timmy seething with frustration at his "perfect" neighbor despite spending the entire series making fun of his dad for doing the same thing.

More Timmy/Chloe "step-sibling" interactions. I support Timmy "I will sit with you while you have an hour-long panic attack" Turner in "The Booby Trap" but I cannot emphasize enough that I equally support Timmy "Will take a call from Chloe, listen to her explain that she vaporized a juice box, then hang up and go to bed" Turner. They are step-siblings...

Timmy, Chloe, and Kevin. I support Timmy - Chloe - Kevin trio interactions in general. They're a comedic trio and I want them to support each other.

Gary and Betty. Unironically, we need to talk more about Gary and Betty canonically being aware of the magical world. Or at least they adjusted really fast to being teleported from California to Florida and back again. Also we should talk about that time Gary rang Sanderson on his cell phone, which gets funnier the longer you think about it. Also I love them and we should talk about the deleted "Totally Spaced Out" scene where they tried to flee to Mexico together.

Ending the series with a proper send-off. I'm not a fan of Timmy keeping his magical memories after losing Cosmo and Wanda. Being the protagonist doesn't make him immune. I feel like there are so many ways this could have been done in a sentimental way that people would have loved... I'm sad we didn't get a proper send-off.

On the list of things we don't need to change - Imaginary Gary, Norm, Mark, Molly, Jorgen, the Pixies, Flappy Bob, Foop, and Ed Leadly. They are flawless, 10 of 10. We also do not need to change Chloe casually swearing, but meanwhile Timmy will call you out for saying "Moron" on the radio, and we definitely don't need to change "This isn't a fancy French restaurant- this is a black hole!"

I love the Pixies. If they didn't exist, I would have come along and prepped some worldbuilding about characters who maintain magical paperwork. I love my snarky monotone wasp boys.

Also I just want to shout-out Chloe and Kevin and their personalities being hilarious. I think there are several Chloe-centric episodes that have flawed storytelling, but I do genuinely enjoy the character you're left with after brushing off some of her exaggerated perfectionism.

Kevin has some of the best dialogue in the entire series, and those two just seem to write themselves when you pit them together. I like the mental image of Chloe venting to Timmy about how unfair it is that Crocker shows him favoritism and then it slowly dawns on her that she also has a history of getting a lot of favoritism.

Thanks for the ask! I'm sad I lost the full responses, but I think I've learned my lesson and will draft in an external doc first. Please learn from my mistakes, I will not take back my venting >:(

Even if I lost it, it's nice to take some time and think about some answers to these things. I'm also pretty satisfied that I was able to make this post long enough to feel like a good answer. Yay.

#FAIRIES! #ridwriting #asks #I am so so paranoid now that if I edit an old long post Tumblr will decide to kill it yiiiiikes #Perfect pink beaver boy #Bat cube and associates #Little Crock #Gary and Betty #Rebellious golden child #The best bat queen #The bat with the hat #We're Pixies! #Sanderson is neat #I'm wasp dad trash

[yanderecandystore]

TW - talking about: abortion; pregnancy (specifically requests involving it); very aggressive past responses; calling myself out; a small mention of bad experiences (I also talk about a irrational fear scenario that I have and it could be triggering to some people)

It's me addressing two posts I made of people requesting headcanons for a pregnant reader wanting to abort, and how I really went off with my response. If the topic makes you uncomfortable you don't have to feel obligated to read it, I just wanted to say something.

Jesus fuckin Christ, I wrote this, didn't I?

Was I anti-abortion or did I REALLY poorly write this??!

At the time I knew very little about it, and I probably was speaking from a heavily emotional standpoint since I remember my personal life going downhill at that point, but I seriously don't think abortions are really bad. I think that if I were to write them it would be bad since I'm not a good writer to talk about seriously heavy topics. I was scared that if I wrote about it, it would turn out very disrespectful. Especially since to this day, it's a topic that gets me very emotional.

I'm honestly very sorry for the way I responded to these people that day, because although I didn't feel comfortable with making their requests I feel like I really, REALLY overreacted.

It's been a long time but after scrolling through my blog I felt these two posts really don't sit right with me. There's really no excuse for why I answered this way, I mean I was going through some stuff at that time but looking at it now I feel like I was completely off with my response.

Apologizing for it now probably isn't going to do much, and honestly I wouldn't blame the people who sent me those asks were mad or even scared of my dumbass to this day!

I was seriously off my fuckin mind that day and seriously there's no amount of excuses nor apologies I can come up with to make up for it. I hope I can redeem myself and not fuck it up so badly again.

Pregnancy has become a bit of a personal fear in the past few years, so I refuse to get on the nitty gritty of it- Having kids with a character is just fine but try not to think about it much.

And abortion is also a similar fear. I fear getting pregnant one day but not wanting to give birth and not being able to get an abortion because it's heavily looked upon by the area I live. It's a fear based on my own personal experiences with my first relationship, so although it doesn't live up to the "horror" anymore, it still lives fresh in my mind.

Again, it's completely a personal thing that I shouldn't have made a big deal over, I should have just let it die down. That's why it doesn't sit right with me to not say anything, so that's why I'm talking about it now.

I'm really sorry for letting myself get so emotionally charged, I'm really thankful for everyone enjoying my work and I'm always genuinely surprised at people still sticking up to this blog considering my hazardous behavior.

🍭꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍮꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍰꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡🍮꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖🍭

#choco stuff #I'm really sorry for the way I reacted #I shouldn't have been so aggressive

[simply-starryeyed]

i am surrounded. by pieces of art that make me feel understood, by songs and books and quotes, but none of it is ever quite right. because no matter how many songs i listen to or how many times i listen to them or how many books i read or how many times i read them or who i read them with or who i try to explain it to, i don't quite feel understood by someone. i am surrounded. by people, and while it feels like they cannot let me go it has never felt like i am what they are looking for.

sometimes, i wonder how many friends i would have if they had never had any romantic interest in me. or how many i'd have if they currently didn't. i could open my phone and scroll through my contacts and try to figure out a number but i'm not sure i want to know. i wonder how many of my romantic entanglements have ended up how any of them expected to or if i was what they expected after they got to know me and i wonder if every single one of my relationships is doomed to fail because i have yet to meet a person that sees me for who i am instead of some manic pixie dream girl they have imagined in their head

i am a concept in their mind and i will never live up to that concept even if i tried but i can't try because that's not who i am and it never was. as cliche as it sounds i guess they like who i appear to be and thus who they think i am but they have no interest in getting to know me past that. they find me poetic but they also find me a nightmare because they will never know how to handle me. i am too much for them and sometimes i think for everyone. but as long as i only present behaviours that fit into their idea in their head then everything will be okay but as soon as i say or do something that doesn't fit that narrative then we're arguing and i am in the wrong and their demands must be appeased otherwise that's it. i am to sit still and look pretty and be pretty and help them with everything and be good at helping them with everything and if i bring anything deeper up about myself then it's awkward silences or condolences and they're searching for how to exit the conversation.

i think, sometimes, about what would happen if i called them out on it, if i only allowed myself to be around people that weren't in love with a fabricated idea of me but i always come back to the same conclusion and that is that sparse few would want to know me. i could look through the contacts on my phone i could look through my messages history i could look back and see who has actually given a fuck about how i've been doing anytime recently but i think that would make me very lonely.

so in the daytime i let everyone pretend and i pretend with them that they care about something other than this fabricated image of who i am, and then when night comes i kindly decline those who want something more than a conversation because they never actually want a conversation it will always turn to something more, so i kindly decline them or i don't open the messages but always message them back in the morning and say i fell asleep and i'm so sorry and how are you

and thus tonight and every night i stare at my ceiling, alone because if i weren't alone then there'd be the expectation of something, whether it be sex or romance or just something other than me and them laying there together having a conversation about unimportant things and our passions and dreams and hopes and how we feel about each other in a wholly nonsexual sense. every night i stare at my ceiling because i always end up alone at night unless something else is going on and by something else i mean if someone thinks that they might get sex out of me.

i sigh and i unlock my phone and open my contacts and look through my messages and i scroll and i scroll and i scroll to the bottom of my contact history and at the end i am left with maybe one person who has never displayed romantic nor sexual interest in me and that might possibly care to know me in a way that is not shallow and i set my phone down and i sigh and i stare at my ceiling some more because i know that they will never reach out and they will certainly never reach out in the way that i want them to

i am endlessly waiting for someone to see me as more than their romanticised version of me, as more than someone who'd be perfect if i were just a little nicer and a little quieter and a little less troublesome and had just a few less issues and if they ignore all of that and pretend it doesn't exist then it'll go away and I'll be their happy ever after. i am endlessly waiting for someone to see me as something other than their manic pixie dream girl because i can't fix them and i'm certainly not fixed myself and for once i'd like to be known deeper than surface-level known. i am endlessly waiting for someone to make me feel as understood as art does, and i am endlessly waiting for someone to make me feel understood in an entirely non-romantic non-sexual sense and i am endlessly waiting for someone to want to stand by me in a wholly platonic sense and i am endlessly waiting for someone to make me feel understood because they don't want anything more from me than my friendship. i am endlessly waiting for someone to want to know me for me and i am endlessly waiting for someone to want to know me for no other reason than that.

#creative writing #writing #writers on tumblr #writerblr #artists on tumblr #art #writing pieces #poetry #asexual feels #aromantic things #aroace #narrative piece #asexual things #music has got me in a mood #i'm v happy in my relationship but i think if i wasn't with her then #feeling used feeling unknown i guess #lonely too #writing piece #writeblr #writers

[mindrole]

Yo, I somewhat lurk your blog because you make very fun and interesting posts!! Your takes are nice to read and your art is very nice; I simply avoid to reblog because I had this...vibe? I guess? That you wanted your posts to remain a little more hidden away.

That doesn't change the fact that I surely can't be the only one who lurks but certainly loves your work!!!

first of all, thank you for the kind words!!

tbh i kind of just rattled the post off and went to do stuff so i forgot about it, i didn't expect a response, so im super flattered!! (and a little embarassed, perhaps bashful)

its quite kind of you to send this...

the issue of reblogs: i dont mind at all!! as you may have noticed there are two or three posts i have locked reblogs for.. those are obviously NG (mostly either "my interpretation changed drastically so im disowning it" or "ill go back and fix it (<-art)") but everything else is A-OK ❤️ if i don't want something to be reblogged i will lock it. (usually i will leave in the tags or edit the post with the reason)

i love when my stuff is shared around!! and getting nice nonnies like you is always a lot of fun. to be honest i think because those dried up for a while i got a stir crazy

really i'm like, a very sociable person, i like to bounce ideas off of others even if its indirect and even i get really neurotic about stuff. so i read every tag and interaction with a big goofy smile on my face. i like feeling seen, and most people would not disagree that it's nice. so it's like this... i am... a huge geek

i want to be less sheepish about posting in the main tag too. the initial bad experience i had (and caused myself, i don't wanna deny that) can't really be helped anymore, but eventually i wanna be brave about it. i wanna shake off the weird mindset of "i've already ruined my shot so i should stop posting in the tag, everyone probably already has a big ❌️ on me anyway." (if someone doesn't want to see my stuff they probably already have me blocked... so its fine!!! or they can just scroll past. im not taking up any space i shouldn't. i have to learn this!!!)

there are a lot of things i don't tag because either i'm afraid my sense of humor is too esoteric and/or mean spirited or because it is a junk doodle (not in a self deprecating way, its just not something i wanna put in the tag). also cuz i post a lot, it is kind of spam-y. recently i got an ask asking why i hate httr... of course i don't!!! but i love making fun of that baby man so much. so im also wary of maybe, i might upset someone without that context and they think i'm openly posting character hate. that kind of thing, i worry TOO much

(don't worry, that ask was really funny, even if it scrambled my brain a bit)

i think a lot of people who might enjoy the blog also may bounce after reading my pinned and seeing that i don't tag spoilers. that's ok, i hope someone translates the interlude soon because somehow even in its short duration i love it a lot. com is coming out soon too!!! eventually the stock of those characters will rise and they will gain more fans and they will come across my blog and go, woah, this crazy person drew so much art prerelease!!!!. azuma's stock... will also rise!!!

at the end of the day my philosophy is that fan works are things we share out of love and passion, loving the works of others and making are like a symbiotic relationship, one cannot exist without the other. seeing other people's stuff makes me wanna make too. that kind of thing. this applies to both fan work and original work actually.

sorry you got subjected to my mentally ill ramble... im really thankful to have gotten this ask genuinely.. it super made my day

i hope you continue to enjoy the blog ^^

#ask #anonymous #sorry i talked your ear off #i think i really am hormonal right now you know how it is

[areislol]

Hi i recently just saw your "streamer au" and i want kazuha, scaramouche,ayato,diluc for the part 2 of "reader saying that they have a boyfriend" ^^

Sure thing!! make sure to stay safe <3 streamer! kazuha, scaramouche, ayato, diluc x online friend! reader kazuha: recommend listening to: everything - the black skirts scaramouche: recommend listening to: my kind of woman - mac demarco ayato: recommend listening to: the feels - twice diluc: recommend listening to: try again - d.ear x jaehyun

streamer! kazuha x online friend! reader • kazuha is always giddy whenever you're around • he has been crushing on you since you've both started talking • he has never thought of you having a bf once, his mind has been to preoccupied with you so he hasn't really have had the chance to think abt that.. • so when u tell kazuha and his viewers that you have a lover now, everyone can practically see kazuhas facial expressions droop • kazuha keeps his cool ofc, he gives you a "that's nice to hear y/n. is your bf treating you well??" • you can literally hear his voice break when he mentions "ur bf" • kazuha's chat is basically now teasing kazuha.. • "yea!! he's treating me like a queen." kazuha nods and you feel so bad, he looks like a sad puppy.. • anyways, there was a long silence, everyone taking this opportunity to clip kazuha's expressions and make a sad edit of him ;( • you just kinda sit there in silence, kazuha suddenly ends the stream and ur left their dumbfounded(along with his viewers), you know he's not feeling okay(who would've know that he, kazuha would get all dull and moody over some news??) • you text kazuha and apologize, explaining that it was all just a prank and that you hope that he's not mad at you. • kazuha reads the message and scolds you, but forgives you. • he makes you pinky promise(virtually) that you wont ever do that again. • "y/n can we ft?" - "sure kazuha what's up?" • "pink promise me that you wont prank me like that ever again. " - ".... why....??" • "because! just because." "okay kazu" • he probably screenshots you pinky promising him just for proof. *puts it as his wallpaper also* • one lovely day, you was just scrolling through your fyp and you stumble upon an edit of you and kazuha playing games together and then him *clearly* upset over something you say(the bf prank thing), you chuckle and went into the comments.. • "omg!! poor kazuha.. :(" "do u think she's pranking us??" • right.. kazuha forgot to tell everyone that is was a prank, you text kazuha and he says sorry and addresses it right away. • his fans are a bit mad at u cuz u made kazuha upset. you apologize to them and said that u already pinky promised kazuha that you wont ever do that again. • honestly, kazuha doesn't like those sad edits so he presses the "not interested button" on the edits and instead watched the "kazuha x y/n" or the ship edits. • those videos give him hope and courage. • he wish he could meet u irl :(

streamer! scaramouche x online friend! reader (angsty??) • this bitch • scaramouche is a "know it all" and "selfish/rude" person. • well that's what everyone thinks, and they think that because every time he streams, he always sounds so rude when talking to his fans or just looking mad over all. • but when it comes to u?? oh boy, he's a whole different person - he's not even scara! well the scara that people see on twitch. • his viewers know who you are because you come join his streams whenever you're free, and they love you!! • so when you come onto stream and announce to everyone that you have news, all the attention was on you. scaramouche had to shush everyone and glares into his camera cuz he knows he's scary soo why not?? • you explain that over these past few weeks, you've met a special someone and that you and him are dating now!! • scaramouche was left there, shocked. • you?? his crush?? having a bf?? • no but the fact that u didnt tell him before.. • anyways scaramouche acts all calm and EVERYONE, including you can tell that he's obviously not. • "scara you okay?" "yes, im totally fine." "you're such a bad liar scara.." "okay and?" • honestly, this was meant to be a prank, and it is!! and the whole point of it was to see his reaction and you got it. but the way scara was giving you attitude, the way he glared at you even tho it wasn't UR fault made your heart shatter into pieces. • you was just done with scara?? like sure he was nice to you and all but he's always so, mean and cold?? you're not the one to judge, you dont know what scara has gone through but this was it. • you sigh *dramatically* and tell everyone that you was tired and left, everyone could tell that you was annoyed or pissed off at something. • scara didnt meant to get mad at you or sound mad, he was just jealous and didn't like the idea of you having a bf, sure it's your life, your choice and he'll always support you but something about the fact that you had a bf pissed him off. • he told everyone that it was the end of stream and told everyone to go sleep. • he went on ur discord and checked if you sent him any messages - and you did. "look scara, im sorry if i made you mad or anything im just letting you know that it was just a prank and that it was nothing more. i just wanted to see your reaction but it seems that my prank made you upset and i apologize. im going to sleep now so ig sleep well scara." • well shit, you're mad at him now aren't you? • *ur mad at him but not rlly.* • he apologized to u, instead of a simple "im sorry.", scara wrote a whole paragraph. • he was relieved that it was just a prank and nothing more, he still felt bad and told everyone on twitter that it was just a prank. • when u woke up, u straight away went to see if scaramouche texted u anything, and he did - and so you read his messages. you felt bad and forgave scaramouche. • scaramouche read your message, he was at ease as he read your message. • ever since then u swore to scaramouche that you'll never do that ever again. • everyone still made edits of you and scaramouche, ship edits, pov edits, and alot of angsty edits. • scaramouche would often share you them, you two would laugh a them(not in a bad way). • he knows u dont have a bf so he'll try anything to gain your attention and make u fall in love w/ him.

streamer! ayato x online friend! reader • ayato is such a flirt, he always catches everyone's eye and they fall in love w/ him and blah blah blah. • he has had many gfs, and ayato has gotten many confessions. • but out of everyone, YOU had to get a bf?? • "hey ayato.. want to know something special??" "mhm, go on" • "I HAVE A BF NOW!!" ".. repeat that again darling?" • after you said that you had a bf, and after rephrasing your words • ayato is obviously shocked, but he hides it - he congratulates you and wants to know ur bfs name. • you laugh and say that you wont be giving any names out, he gives u a smile that literally screams *please give me his name, for purposes.* • his heart is broken now, and it's all ur fault(jk) • ayato stays quiet as you go on about him, describing your bf. • his mind if full of "why didn't i confess earlier?" "was i not good enough?" "i knew that she would find her love sooner or later, but why now?" • you suddenly burst out laughing, catching him off guard - in between laughter you say "im sorry ayato!! ur face is too funny.. it's a prank, i dont have a bf" • you fall onto the floor, still laughing and ur stomach was in pain. • ayato is left there confused and stunned to say the least. • he smiles, but this time he smiles genuinely, knowing that u actually dont have a bf and it was just all a prank. • he's "mad" at you and starts to "wow how could you do this to me y/n" you. • you both laugh and both say sorry to each other. • nobody knows at this, cuz it was just between you and ayato. • you still tease ayato about it. • "you should've seen the look on your face!! you looked so scary but it was still funny." "yada yada yada, y/n you should've felt how my heart broke, you hurt me!! but you already pink promised to me that won't ever do that again." "did i really promise that now??" • honestly, he could confess to you, right now - but he doesn't want to risk breaking the relationship between u two.

streamer! diluc x online friend! reader • diluc was always known to be quiet and reserved, even during streams he doesn't talk much. • but once you're around - he puts more effort into speaking, only speaking whenever you ask diluc something or just want to talk to him, which is everyday. • you've brought the other side of diluc out(does that make sense??), you've made him more confident in himself and he's really thankful about it, and that's what made him fall in love with you • your caring and loving nature lured him in, and so when you say to him "i have a boyfriend, diluc!!" his heart immediately drops. • his mouth agape, eyes wide and the look on his face kind of scares you? • you've never seen diluc so, upset before?? the way his eyes drop when you mention the word "boyfriend" made you regret saying that. • diluc gave you a small smile "that's great news y/n!! im glad you've found your s/o." • his heart ached while saying that, he hated it. he hated how he said it, he hated how he had to say it, he didnt want to say that, ever. • you pouted, god his stupid sad face was making you sad. you gave up and said sorry, "oh diluc.. im so sorry :( it was just a prank! i dont have a bf at all. i dont need one, i have you!!" • that made diluc look at you, was u being fr? • diluc didnt know why but when u said "i dont need one, i have you", it made his heart race. it made his heart feel warm, it made him feel good(a good kind of good). • diluc smiled, and his smile never fails to make you smile. • and since then, you've never dared to prank diluc like that ever again, and diluc is still planning on when he'll ask you out, to meet you irl, to take you out on a date, to be your boyfriend. • you tell diluc's viewers about it, while diluc was going toilet or something ofc. they're all upset, they would've also liked to see his reaction!! but you quickly said that they wouldn't have liked his reaction as diluc looked really upset :( • u and diluc probably see some angsty animation of u two but you two are quick to click "not interested". • perhaps, he has a chance with you

they're so precious, <3 a/n: if u enjoyed this pls go check out my other genshin hcs/liking + following + reblogs r appreciated. note: sorry if this was bad!! it's 8:10 pm and im not really feeling well. I dont know if im going to post any headcannons today.

#genshin impact x reader #kazuha x reader #genshin matching icons #ayato x reader #diluc x reader #streamer!au

[bewitchingivy]

Pick A Card: Messages From Your Lost Pet

Hello, everyone! I'm Ivy. In this PAC, we'll be reading what things your deceased furry or scaly friend wants you to know. I've been thinking to do this for the past few days, but I was somehow skeptical about it. But now I just want to do this as a tribute to my familiar who passed away almost a year ago, and to my three beautiful cats who recently passed away last month.

MASTERLIST

NOTE: I'm against of calling our animal companions as ‘pets.’ I'm the kind of person who personally respects and believes that animals are our equals, they have rights and choices, and they're living creatures just as we are. Therefore in the readings below, you'll notice that I'd refer to them as friends or companions rather than ‘pets.’

Please choose from one to three piles. I pray that your intuition will lead you to the messages that's meant for you to hear. Keep in mind that this is a general reading so take what resonates and leave what doesn't! If one pile doesn't resonate with you at all, then you're welcome to choose again.

Disclaimer: This is for entertainment purpose only. Do not take this reading as a professional or medical advise. Photos used are not mine, they belong to their respective owners.

from left to right: 1, 2, 3.

Pile One

six of spirals (reversed), green man / the emperor (reversed), five of stones, change of direction.

Hello, there! If you chose the first pile, then listen up. “Rest.” and “Be in tune to your emotions.” Those are the words that I've been hearing while I was shuffling your cards. You must be very drained these days and/or you may not feel so well—you have all these conflicting feelings. So your little friend here must've want you to just take a break. Breathe and just be still, even for a moment. Okay?

Also, your furry (or scaly) friend wants to remind you that you're not a failure. Okay, I kinda get the feeling that you're somehow not in good terms with one of your parents. Particularly the father figure. And your friend has sensed this in their time when they were with you. Perhaps this parent have said some nasty things about you, but you know you are neither what they said, and yet it still wounded you to feel insecure and inadequate. But your animal friend wants to remind you of your worth. You are loveable. You are amazing. You deserve all the good things in life. Someone or yourself must have been telling you that you're a failure—but let's stop there, shall we? You are not that. You are worthy and you are a champion. Don't listen to others who tell you otherwise.

I feel like you're being called to work on your self concept, fam. Also, a change is coming or is actually going on right now in your life. It may be confusing right now, but it's a blessing. You're protected and guided, so there is simply no need to worry. Just go where you are most happy and feel loved (even by just yourself), nothing is ever wrong if you choose to do everything with love as your intention.

channeled song: Here With Me by Elina

additional channeled messages: Stop masking your feelings. Breathe in and out. Smile. When the time is right. You are beautiful. I'm always with you. Choose love and leave any malice.

Much love <3 — Ivy

Pile Two

three of scrolls, eight of stones (reversed), the illusionist / knight of stones, reward yourself.

Hi, fam! So let's start with your reading. This animal friend of yours must have passed away just recently, and I'm very sorry to hear this, I know how it feels like to lose them. In the Three of Scrolls card, the illustration is of a crying fox. So for most of you, your friend must have been a canine fella. But here's what they want you to know: they know that since they passed on, you've been mourning their passing. Okay, I'm sorry to be blunt here, but I have to. They want you to stop. Please just stop being sad or blaming yourself for what has happened, they want to remind you that. There will be time for mourning, but just not right now. (Omg, I also got reminded by my long lost bunny, they could be a rabbit too.) Anyways, they want you to stop shedding tears for a moment. And look around you. If you do it right now, you'll miss a lot of opportunities.

I'm gonna be honest with you. There are good things happening around you right now, and they don't want you to miss all of that. It's the time when some doors are opening, and if you don't act any time soon, they'll be closed and you might not open them again. So drop your things and just go for it! Also, you might not be able to think well or straightly if your mind is too muddled up right now. So it's highly suggestible for you to take breaks and reward yourself. Take meditation too. And just breathe.

One more message: they are very thankful for what you have done and given to them. Like literally. They love you so much and are very thankful to have you as a part of their life. ‘Thank you for always being there with me,’ is what I'm hearing.

channeled song: In The Woods Somewhere by Hozier

additional channeled messages: You are enough. I have always been there, and will always be here. You are the best. My only friend. You're the one I love the most. Thank you.

Much love <3 — Ivy

Pile Three

bella rosa / the devil (reversed), nine of stones (reversed), gaia / the empress (reversed), release and surrender.

Hello, for the people who have chosen the third pile! So let me first start off that your adorable friend is proud of you. They're proud of you that you've done your best shedding your old skin and leaving your past behind. They're proud of you that you're trying to better yourself. And even trying is enough. They want you to know that your efforts have not gone unnoticed and that you will be blessed by the things you have done. It seemed like they were part of aiding you in your journey—they could have been your familiar—and they couldn't be even more proud of you for making it this far! It's like... this sense of relief that, yep, they've done their job well.

And since that you'll be facing this road alone for now, they want to remind you that you're going to be okay. OKAY?! Okay. Really, guys. Just chill. I get the feeling that you have been overly stressed out due to your manifestations lately, maybe you've been like worried about something that it's taking so long to arrive, but you see the only thing that's stopping you from getting it is you. So listen. All they want you to get inside your brain is just: R E L A X , H O O M A N . For some of you this could be a feline friend of yours, 'cause I've been subconsciously picturing a whitish or greyish cat who's just so chill and poker-faced in front of their anxious and panicky human, lmao.

So just release and surrender your desires to the Universe, babes. Let go and let God, that's what I've been hearing. Just let your guides, God, the universe to do the job. And you just sit back and relax. I mean, just go on with your life, lol.

channeled song: Going Home by Ásgeir

Additional channeled messages: You are so dumb. (omg what, they're such a meanie but they love you sm it could literally translate as: I love you lmfao). Please clean your space. You have done well. I'll see you again soon. Don't go on doing stupid things. I miss your touch.

Much love <3 — Ivy

#bewitchingivy #pick a card #pick a pile #tarot reading #divination #intuitive reading #pac #tarot community #tarot cards #witchblr #witch community #Spotify #animals #pets

[excalibursbane]

okay! it's hard coming up with something with no base point, so I'm sorry for the late reply!! but maybe platonic!cc!BenchTrio x streamer!reader who always makes jokes out of hate and stuff? like hate doesn't get to them and they make it a joke!

"idk I just think y/n should do [thing] more n [thing] less :/" "I think you should stop watching if it bothers you that much 💃"

"just unsubbed to y/n, feeling good" "just fucked your mom, feeling good"

type of thing yk :) (if another blog does something similar they aren't stealing dw! I just like this idea and might write a bit too, but I'm on a writing break for me n my friend's bday!)

sorry it's kinda specific ;;; - slime anon

Hey that’s okay!! Don’t be sorry ^^ this sounds fun hehe I kinda ran out of ideas on this?? but hey it's pretty damn funny if i do say so myself, enjoy ^^

Something kinda funny I realized while writing this: my computer likes to correct Ranboo to Rainbow.

Pairing: cc!BenchTrio x streamer!reader (platonic) Type: Fluff ig? Warning: slight coarse language, mild streamer hate

“Oh, another dono! Thank you for the twenty, kind stranger!” The dono read off a kind message as you placed a few more blocks, towering up to start the roof of your house. Then a highlighted message in chat popped up, you turned and read it aloud:

“Hey maybe you should swear less there’s probably kids watching this- They can watch what they want, maybe you should take it up the ass less since you’ve clearly stuck your head up there trying to figure out what all you’ve lost.” With a smug grin on your face, you heard the two British streamers you were on call with lose their minds with Ranboo chuckling in the background.

“Oh that was good!! That was really good, y/n!” Tubbo exclaimed. You grinned, listening to Tommy absolutely lose his mind on his end. Even with the mask and glasses on, you could tell that Ranboo was grinning as well. You chuckled, flipping off the camera in the direction of your chat.

“Thanks Tubbo, I’m honestly used to it by now.” You shrugged it off, determined to keep playing. Hate didn’t shake you anymore, there were always some people every stream. They could easily be banned, no big deal. Finishing the roof, you hopped off and destroyed the cobble tower you’d made, walking around to the front and admiring the view. “Hey chat, what do you think? I think it looks pretty good.” Tommy and Tubbo nodded in agreement, with Tommy praising the roof, a nice A-frame built with stairs.

“Looks good, y/n! Better than I could do.” Ranboo commented, chuckling at his own comment. You scoffed at him playfully, remembering some of his past builds.

“Oh that’s bullshit and you know it.” Ranboo snickered in return and put his hands up in an “I surrender” gesture.

Several minutes later and two more cabins built, you noticed your chat spamming something.

“Whoa hey, what’s going on??” You asked, scrolling up to see what’d happened. Another highlighted message from someone with a very similar account name to the last hater had sent something. You read it and smirked, laughing softly. “I’m gonna read this out loud here… ‘Just reported all y/n’s streams for nudity, feeling good’” You tried to contain yourself, then burst out laughing louder than you think you ever had on stream before. “You reported me for nudity of all things? Well shit I think the mods or whoever has to watch all that’s gonna love my content. I should be reporting your mother for nudity though seeing as she’s the one who showed me her tits last night.”

Chat exploded. Ranboo, Tommy and Tubbo absolutely lost their minds as you sat, grinning like royalty. You turned to the camera, a smug grin on your face, and clicked the person’s username, slamming down the ban hammer. “I do this all the time guys, not a big deal.” You snickered, watching everyone spam emoji walls and “POG” over and over again, turning back to your monitor to help Tommy with his house. “No big deal, just another day on the SMP.”

#slime anon #slime anon my beloved #beeduo #benchtrio #bench trio #allium duo #disc duo #streamer!reader #bench trio fanfiction #bench trio fluff

[real-frosty]

This is my opinion, and my opinion only, if it's wrong or offends you Im sorry. Im already expecting backlash for this but I wanted to say what I think about Barok Van Zeiks. And it's not negative, so if you're already in flames, please scroll past now.

I'm also going to say, and this is repeated later in the post. I AM NOT THE TARGET FOR A CHARACTER LIKE HIM. I ADMIT FULLY AND WHOLEHEARTEDLY I HAVE NOT EXPERIENCED THE THINGS HE DOES AND SAYS POINTED TOWARDS ME, AND IF YOU HAVE YOUR FEELINGS AND OPINIONS ARE VALID.

I'm not even gonna put this under the read more you guys will accept with open arms a character like Edgeworth who literally falsified evidence against countless innocent people and had them put to death for a crime they didn't commit. Or the time he faked his death or emotionally manipulated his friends and family. Why is that? Oh because it was a belief implanted in him by trauma and encouraged by bad people and role models around him

Just like Van Zeiks has a bad belief implanted by trauma and fostered in him by bad people and role models. H u h. Who would've guessed.

First and foremost, and my only real main point. The games were written by Japanese people for Japanese people, if they address it as wrong but forgiveable...who am I or you to say it isn't?

I'm not endorsing going and saying mean shit to people because of their race, and I'm not saying ace attorney or Capcom does either, that's just stupid, and I'm not saying it's alright to do that no matter what your reason is.

But the games also weren't written to mirror or have an impact on real life people or events, it's not commentary on class or race systems it's a silly lawyer game featuring people named after eggs and money. The insults are surface level and done that way very much on purpose, it's not meant to make you gasp and uninstall the game every time you talk to the prosecutor, it's a deliberate choice made to make a character and write an arc for him, an arc that sees his trauma confronted and his admission that he was wrong. As well as implication that he will go on to do and be and act better. Barok is a character who had a wrong belief implanted in him via trauma and that same belief was nurtured and encouraged by those higher than him because it fit perfectly into their power play. And yes what he does is wrong but..a Japanese person who may have experienced it firsthand in actual person looked at what they had written and said 'This is okay, he can be redeemed' so why is everyone so against the idea?

Racism is not okay, it isn't, don't do it, and don't think that I'm saying this because I think it's okay or I'm endorsing it. If you've experienced it I'm sorry and maybe the story impacted you differently than it did me, and that's valid. And I again acknowledge I'm not the target for the comments the model on the screen is making, but that doesn't mean anyone gets to treat other people badly because of fictional characters because that's also not okay. Just try to be a little open minded, and accept that it's okay to like a character for more reasons than one. And liking a character does not mean you excuse or follow/believe their flaws or wrongdoings

#ace attorney #the great ace attorney #dgs #miles edgeworth #barok van zieks #tgaa #long post #phoniex wright #phoenix wright ace attorney #ace attorney ryunosuke #ryunosuke naruhodo #dgs barok #tgaa barok #van zeiks

[imerdwarf]

I've Given All I Can

Summary: You and Bucky feel as though you're pulling apart from each other, your worse fears come true one night at a party but is it too late?

Warnings: Low self esteem, angst, language, Bucky is an idiot, tears, heartbreak, implied smut (but nothing explicit) at the end 💜

Author's Notes: Happy evening 😍 this is for @the-ss-horniest-book-club's Drunk Drabbles 💜

Bucky has that unreadable look in his eyes again as he watches you change clothes. Your jeans feel too tight around your waist and your shirts pull across your stomach, accentuating the bulge from your food baby from all the binge eating junk you've eaten the past few weeks to help you feel better.

In truth, eating like that made you feel worse about yourself. You thought of yourself as the worst human alive because you couldn't stop it, you couldn't stop anything from going wrong with your body and your mind was in overdrive.

Your self esteem issues were eating away at you, you felt helpless as if you were screaming into a void alone and nobody was around to help you. Your mind would play the cruelest tricks. For example, how your mind would pick up on the facial expressions your boyfriend Bucky would give other women in the compound. He looks at them how he used to look at you when you first started dating, and it's been a while since you have seen that look from him.

For Bucky it was completely the opposite though, he's felt this distance between the two of you for a while and figured it was because you weren't interested in him anymore. He knows of the stress you've been under, how your insecurities are eating away at your thoughts and he longs for the day he sees your beautiful smile again.

He just knows it won't happen anytime soon and quite frankly, he doesn't even know what he should do anymore. Trying to talk to you was impossible because you would only grunt in response or not pay any attention to what he was asking or you would just change subjects which has been the case lately.

He doesn't know what do to, he wishes you would just tell him what he needs to do to make you love him again. He stares blankly at you as you change into jeans and a sweater, making no attempt to look away when you catch his stare and that look on his face.

Bucky stands and leaves you alone in the room, the door closes behind him and it's then the waterworks come to life. Tears roll freely down your cheeks as you crumble to the floor, hugging your knees to your chest, you rock back and forth feeling your heart break in your chest. You would give anything to have Bucky wrap his arms around you right now, it just seems he feels disgusted being near you and touching you.

While you were crying in your shared room, Bucky made his way to the kitchen where he saw Sam sitting on the stool sipping a coffee and scrolling through some files on the glass tablet.

"Rough mission?" Bucky asks, taking a seat opposite him and playing with the strings on his sweatpants.

"You could say that," Sam coughs into his bent elbow and looks over at Barnes to notice that worrying look in his eyes, "what's wrong?" He adds with a frown.

"Nothin'" Bucky sighs and runs a hand over his face. He looks tired and almost defeated.

"Come on man, I'm good for some things ya know!" Sam chuckles to encourage the man.

"It's just me and Y/N, things aren't... so good lately, feel like we're drifting apart." Bucky sniffles, saying it out loud was almost reality.

"Well, as your friend, I would advise you to sit down and talk about things, tell each other what's on your mind and hug it out even." Sam has a point but he doesn't understand that Bucky has tried to talk to you about this in the past and got nowhere. Now you were barely speaking.

"It's not that simple Sam," Bucky sighs and shakes his head.

Now it's Sam's turn to sigh, "nothing ever is simple. Just act like an adult and talk like adults, it's gonna be alright, man! Anyway, I got to go. I have a support group to motivate, let me know how things go." Sam grabs his backpack from the stool next to him and leaves quickly, leaving Bucky to think over his irrational plan that he thinks might work.

1 week later

Tonight is the night of one of Stark's extravagant parties and everyone is invited. It's also the night Bucky has a plan that he wants to execute to hopefully bring the two of you back together again.

He stands in front of the floor length mirror and adjusts his bowtie for the umpteenth time. His black suit is tailored to fit him perfectly and he knows how much you love him in black.

Your own dress was a gift from Natasha. It showed a lot of cleavage and thigh, normally, a dress like this was not something you would have chosen.

And by the time you got downstairs to the party, the room was already crowded ranging from the less fortunate to the billionaires. You had to shimmy past a couple of people to reach the bar, you were hoping your dress might spark some interest from Bucky tonight but he's nowhere to be seen.

You take a seat on the barstool and order a martini, the bartender hands you the drink and you thank him with a smile, spinning on your seat to sip your drink and scan the room. A boisterous laugh grabs your attention and your eyes follow the offensive sound. Your eyes narrow in on the gorgeous blonde standing in the corner, but it's the man she's with that makes your heart drop into your stomach.

It's Bucky. And her hands are holding onto his biceps as he presumably tells her one of his jokes. He's smiling, he's laughing and it's the happiest you have seen him for a while. Was he miserable because of you? Were you holding him back from happiness? The scene unfolding was answering all of your questions and more when Bucky takes her hand in his and pulls her to the dance floor to dance alongside the other 'couples'. They look so happy and so lost in each others eyes that your eyes well up and the room feels like it's closing in and suffocating you.

You can't breath, you need air and fast. You slam your glass down on the bar and stand up, taking off your heels so you can get out of here even quicker. You don't excuse yourself as you barge past the happy smiling attendees.

Wanda sees everything unfold from where she was stood. She saw the way Barnes had approached the blonde woman and started flirting with her as soon as you arrived at the party. She also sees he's none the wiser of the fact you've already left the scene upset and heartbroken.

Wanda approaches the blind idiot and pulls him away from the woman he's with. "what the -"

"I could ask you the same question Barnes! What the hell do you think you're playing at? You're cheating on Y/N now? My best friend?" Wanda is seething, and the urge to punch the smirk of his face is harder to resist.

"Did it work?" He asks with a smug grin looking around the party.

"Oh yeah, if your plan was to break her heart and make her cry, it worked perfectly!"

Bucky frowns and his lip quivers slightly, "nononono! That wasn't the plan! Fuck, where did she go?"

"Who knows." Wanda shrugs, she wouldn't tell him even if she did.

Bucky rushes past her and starts to look in every room until he finds you slouched against the wall of one of the vacant offices down the hall.

"Baby!" Bucky rushes in and kneels next to you, his big arms immediately pull you into his chest. You try to pull away but his grip is too strong and you end up sobbing uncontrollably into his chest. "I'm so sorry baby."

You pull your face away to breathe, your palms flat against his chest, "you're leaving me," you croak, looking up at him through wet eyelashes. The room around you feels like it's spinning, this feels like a really bad dream.

Bucky staggers for a moment, digging his fingertips further into your flesh. "Absolutely not baby! No way! I'm so sorry you gotta believe me doll, I was just trying to make you jealous because I thought you weren't interested in me anymore and-"

"I thought you weren't interested in me!" You argue, fighting back the fresh tears threatening to fall, "you haven't touched me in so long I didn't know what to think."

"Then it's my fault doll, I read the whole situation wrong and I should have talked to you like an adult, please let me make it up to you and I promise I'll show you just how much I love you and want to touch you." His nose nudges against yours and his face dips slightly to capture your lips. His lips are soft and you quietly moan into his mouth as he spins you both around and presses you up against the door ready to make good on his promise.

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