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CHAPTER 5
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THE NANNY: CHAPTER 5
Pairing: Andy Barber x Annie Johnson (OFC)
Summary: Working and single parenting is not easy. Andy needs to find a nanny for his son Jacob. Annie, an education degree student at Lasell University, comes to their lives just in time for the big changes in Andy’s life.
Warnings: none.
A/N: This is a story with a younger Andy Barber (30) and a 3 year old Jacob. English is not my first language, I know Little about how education (in general) and universities work in the States, also, I don’t know anything about laws, DA, ADA, etc. sooooo don’t come from me, please, at the end of the day this is just fiction and the purpose is to entertain. Enjoy!
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Word count: 1704
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An hour had passed and Andy and Annie were still talking on the living room. Andy was a very intelligent man, he was a fan of the Red Soxs, just as Annie and her family were. They shared stories about their families going to Fenway Park and enjoyed some baseball games during the season.
“Do you really don’t like beer? Andy questioned her, after he went to grab another bottle from the fridge.
“No, sorry. Daniel also makes fun of me because of that… Have you ever arrested anyone?
“I’m a lawyer not a cop; but I could arrest you for not liking beer” Annie looked a little confused and kinda scare, Andy just laughed and touched his chest while doing so. It was the first time Annie saw him laughed like that, it was a nice laugh, infectious actually.
“I’m just joking, lawyers do that too, you know. We can’t be serious or in a bad mood all the time.” He took a sip of his beer, “In case you’re wondering, I don’t have a gun… nor handcuffs.” Andy smirked at her and she just blushed, heat going through her face, maybe it was the third glass of wine she was having.
“Where did you study law?”
“NYU”
“It was one of my options, but I couldn’t get in. At the end I choose the one closer home so my parents wouldn’t miss me that much.”
“I heard Lasell is a good school, and since you have a scholarship, I assumed you are a great student. Still, I can picture you in New York.”
“Wait, how do you know I have a scholarship?”
“Ammm, you told me the day we met.” Andy drank the rest of his beer.
“No, I didn’t.”
“Yes, you did.
“I’m sure I didn’t. How you know that?”
“If I tell you would you promise not to run away?
“…Ok”
“When Pam told me to hire you I kinda research you”
“YOU WHAT?!!!”
“I’m sorry, I wanted to see what kind of person you were, and I know it sounds creepy, but I really needed to know some stuff. Besides I could see you didn’t lie, and that made me feel certain that I could trust you with my child.”
Annie looked at Andy for a moment, and drank her wine. She couldn’t believe he would’ve done something like that, I mean he was a lawyer and work with the police so it kinda made sense, but still it was the first time something like that happened to her.
“Alright…Can I ask you some stuff?”
“What kind of stuff? Andy raised his eyebrow.
“Well apparently you know more about me than I know about you soooo, how old are you?”
“I’m 30”
“Na-ah! I thought you were older. Like 40.”
“Ouch,” Andy touched his chest acting hurt, “Don’t worry I get that a lot, it must be the beard.” He ran his right-hand through his beard, “Maybe I should shave.”
“No!” Annie answered way too quickly, “You look good like that, not all men can pull that look. It suits you.” Annie raised her hand and touched his cheek, Andy stared at her; he could smell the perfume on her wrist and feel the heat on his cheek. Annie moved her hand right away.
“I let it grow a year before I finish Law school, I thought I will look more professional. Wait here.” Andy stood up and went upstairs leaving Annie by herself in the living room. A minute later he came back with something in his hands.
“Look.”
Andy handed her an old photo album, inside there were pictures of him when he was younger.  He was shaved, and he was wearing normal clothes, jeans, t-shirts, and even cargo shorts. He looked very different to the man sitting in front of her. The guy in the pictures looked so relaxed and a lot less stressed.
“You look like a frat boy, and kind of a douchebag” Annie snorted.
“I wasn’t a douche, I hope” both smiled at each other.
“Right…” She raised her brow.
“I wasn’t, I’m always been a one woman’s man.”
“Do you ever dress like this anymore?” Annie was looking at a picture where he was wearing some green cargo shorts, an old t-shirt and a baseball cap.
“Well, I don’t wear those type of shorts anymore. I like to wear pretty much like now, sweatpants, a t-shirt, maybe a hoodie, it will be weird to be around the house on a suit 24/7. And sometimes I run or work out in the mornings, can’t wear a suit for that either.”
“You work out?”
“Yeah, in the guest room, I have some equipment there, have you not noticed?”
“I don’t snoop in your rooms Andy. I’ve just been in Jake’s room.”
“I don’t sleep with a suit either, sometimes I don’t wear anything” Annie eyed at him, Andy was completely red, “Shit, sorry, I mean… Maybe I should stop drinking, that was out of line, I’m really sorry.” He really didn’t know where that came from, he just kept talking until it was too late.
“No problem, sometimes I sleep like that too, mainly when me and Daniel… you know.” Andy swallowed hard, he blinked a couple of times while trying hard not to imagine her without clothing, he stared back at her and Annie turned her attention back to the pictures.
There were pictures of him when he was a kid, his mom was in some of those pictures; she was a beautiful woman and you could see how close they were. Annie was looking at one picture were Andy was with his mom and a birthday cake.
“She was a nurse,” Andy said out of nowhere, “we only had one another.”
“Just like you and Jake.” Annie smiled
“Hmmm I never thought about it, but yes, just like us.”
Annie kept looking at the pictures, in some of them Andy was drunk, you could notice because of his droopy eyes and flirty smile, she changed the page and there it was, a picture of Andy and the woman from the picture in Jake’s room. It was not the only picture of course, but one in particular caught her attention. They both looked young, Andy was holding her from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder, and she had her hands on her little bump, barely visible, but it was there. They seemed so happy.
“Andy,” Annie paused thinking of her next question, “You said you didn’t have a wife,” Andy knew she was about to ask him about Jake’s mom, and it wasn’t a lie Annie was dying to know about the woman in the picture, but she went in a different direction. “Do you have any more family?”
“No,” Andy sighed, “my dad wasn’t around when I was a kid, and my mom died when I was about to finish Law school, cancer.”
Annie gave him a sad smile and nodded.
“Why are you telling me all of this, and showed me this?” She said lifting the photo album.
“Well, you said it, I know more about you that you about me, so is only fair for you to know some things about my life, I guess.” He didn’t seem to convince but it was so easy to talk to her.
“Thank you.” She looked at the clock, “It’s late, I should go home.”
“I can drive you.” Andy offered.
“No, you have to stay, Jake could wake up. I’ll take an Uber.”
“Are you sure? I really don’t mind.”
“I’m sure, I can text you when I get home.”
“That will be nice, thank you.”
Annie stood up and felt a little light headed and stumble, Andy grabbed her arms and stopped her from falling.
“You ok?” she looked at him with hooded eyes.
“Yeah,” Annie stare at him, his eyelashes were so long, his eyes seem bluer this close, and she could see a layer of hair on his chest to the v cut on his t-shirt, Andy’s lips were slightly open, his heart racing at the closeness of her body “It was a bad idea to drink wine,” she took a deep breath, “Happens every time, I’ll be fine.”
“I think I should drive you.”
“No, no, stay, don’t worry about me.” She said taking her phone out.
5 minutes later the Uber came and Annie left the Barber’s house. By the time she arrived to the building where she lived it was almost midnight. She called for Daniel but there was no answer, meaning he was still out with his friends, like every Friday night. She changed her clothes and laid on the bed, making herself comfortable, to finally get some sleep. She was drifting off when her phone lit up.
“Are you home?” It was Andy, she smiled.
“Yes, sorry, I forgot to let you know. I’m too sleepy”
“You didn’t sleep on the Uber, did you?”
“I closed my eyes for a bit”
“That can be dangerous, but I’m glad you made it, I can sleep now.”
“hahaha, what would have happened if I hadn’t told you I was home safe?”
“Drive all the way to your house; or I will have dark circles under my eyes tomorrow.”
“Do you really know where I live?”
“It was in my report”
“I’m fine, you can rest now.”
“Good night. ”
“Good night, Andy.”
Annie let her phone on the nightstand while she looked at the ceiling smiling like a little school girl her heart pounding a little faster against her chest; and Andy was in his bathroom smiling at the last message she had send him. He could picture Annie answering him with her cute smile and bright honey eyes. He took a deep breath and thought about what he was feeling at the moment, it could be the beer talking but those butterflies in his stomach didn’t go away, and last time he felt them was when he met Laurie back in NYU. Just the thought of Laurie made his smile fade away. Andy washed his face and went straight to bed, he looked one last time to Annie’s text and then closed his eyes.
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triptuckers · 3 years
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Trapped - Jesper Fahey
Request: yes “Hey, I'm absolutely in love with your Jesper fics (but your writing in general is amazing!). Could you write something about Jesper and the reader being stuck in a closet and confessing their feelings for each other if you like the idea. Love your blog!! 💖” Pairing:  Jesper Fahey x reader Summary:  on a job, you and jesper need to make sure a merchant doesn’t see you. and the only hiding option is a closet which barely fits the two of you. Warnings: language, some suggestive themes ✨✨ but nothing actually happens Word count:  1.5K A/N: ahhh yes the Oh No We Are Locked In A Small Space trope. I love it. thanks for requesting this! also this took... a long fucking while to write sorry it’s so late, enjoy reading :) TAG LIST (grishaverse): @ayushmitadutta @mrs-brekker15 @dancingwith-sunflowers @thegirlwiththeimpala @parker-natasha @story-scribbler @romanoffstarkovs @daliareads @meiitanoia @itsnotquimey @sanktaesperanza @whymyparentscheckmyphone @aleksanderwh0r3 @ilovemarvelanne1 @marlenaisnthappy TAG LIST (Jesper Fahey): @hswemadeit @mufnasa add yourself to my tag lists here
You’d much rather spend a friday night at the club, getting drink after drink and laughing with your friends. But Kaz had gotten into some trouble with a merchant, so now you’re in said merchant’s house in the middle of the night. Accompanied by Jesper, and looking for some papers Kaz needs to blackmail the merchant.
It should have been an easy job, and it was easy. Up until you had to actually get the papers. Both you and Jesper were convinced you needed a certain set of papers, and both of you are convinced you are right.
You’re arguing in whispers about which papers to take.
‘I’m telling you Jesper, we only need these.’ you whisper-shout at him, waving the paper in your hand in front o this face.
‘Wrong, love, we need these.’ Jesper whispers back, holding up a different paper. 
‘No, Kaz said we needed the ones about his investments.’ you say. ‘No, we need the ones about his private money.’ says Jesper.
You groan in frustration. ‘You didn’t even pay attention to what Kaz was saying!’ you say. ‘We need-’
You’re cut off when Jesper places a hand over your mouth.
You mumble angrily, but Jesper is quick to shut you up with one warning look. And then you hear it too, footsteps coming your way. Your arguing had been heard by someone in the house.
‘Oh, saints.’ you mumble as soon as Jesper pulls his hand back. 
You scan the room, looking for a way out. There’s only one door, but it’s too risky to open it, as it leads to the hallway.
There’s a window, but you’re on the second floor. Technically, a jump from that height wouldn’t be lethal. But there’s no time to pick the lock.
Then you notice a tall closet in the corner of the room.
You take the paper from Jesper’s hand and shove it in his coat pocket, along with the paper you are holding. Before he can say anything, you grab his arm and pull him toward the closet.
Just as you close the door of the closet, you hear the door of the room opening and someone entering your room.
You lay one finger on your lips to signal to Jesper to stay silent. He gives a single nod.
You try to concentrate on the sounds the person in the room is making, but it’s hard when you’re this close to Jesper.
His shoulder is pressed against yours, and the back of his hand brushes against yours. You can hear his breathing next to you, and try to prevent a shiver from running down your spine.
You tell yourself to focus on whatever’s outside the closet, not what’s happening inside it. 
Jesper seems to be calm about. You sneak one look at him, and notice his are are fixed on the wooden door in front of him. He’s probably also listening to whoever is outside.
Both of you hold your breath when you hear the footsteps approaching the closet. You exchange a panicked look, but remain silent.
You see how the door knob rattles slightly, but then you hear a voice coming from another room.
‘Da? Are you there?’ says a girls’ voice.
‘Coming, darling.’ says another voice, coming from right in front of the closet. 
You hear his footsteps retreating and moments later, you hear the sound of a door opening and closing.  
You wait some more, to make sure he’s actually left the room, before you sigh.
‘That was close.’ you say. 
You turn to look at Jesper. He’s still looking at the wooden door in front of him, and it looks like he didn't hear you. He didn’t have to listen for footsteps in the room anymore, so why was he so concentrated?
‘Jes?’ you whisper. You nudge his shoulder with yours and it seems like he's coming to his senses.
‘Hm, what?’ he says.
‘He left.’ you say. 
‘Good.’ murmurs Jesper. He moves to open the door but when he pushes against it, it doesn’t open. He tries it again, and it still doesn’t move.
‘Oh no, no, no.’ he whispers, pushing against the door again.
‘Looks like it got locked when he closed it.’ you say.
‘Great.’ says Jesper. ‘My worst nightmare.’
‘I'm your worst nightmare?’ you say.
‘No.’ says Jesper. ‘Being trapped in a small space with you is my worst nightmare.’
You chuckle at his words. ‘Why?’ you say. ‘Am I such bad company?’
‘No, you’re far from bad company. But I say stupid stuff when I get nervous.’ he says. 
‘And I make you nervous?’ you say.
Jesper nods and you smirk, trying to see where this would end.
‘I didn’t think anyone could make the Jesper Fahey nervous.’ you say teasingly. 
‘Stop that.’ says Jesper, trying to open the door again. 
‘Aw, am I making you nervous?’ you say, moving closer to him.
‘I said stop.’ says Jesper, making you laugh.
You move to try and open the door, you hear how Jesper sucks in a breath behind you. You feel how he is trying to move away from you, despite the fact there’s no room for it. 
You squint your eyes as you look at the lock. ‘I can try to pick it from this side, but it’ll take a while.’ you say.
Behind you, Jesper lets out an impatient sigh. ‘Just get started. Quickly.’ he says.
‘What’s the matter?’ you say, bending down as much as you could as you start working on unlocking the doors. ‘Claustrophobia kicking in?’
‘I am not claustrophobic.’ says Jesper.
‘Hmm.’ you hum. ‘You seem very eager to get out of this closet for someone who is definitely not claustrophobic.’ 
‘It’s not the closet.’ mumbles Jesper softly behind you, but you heard him.
‘Then what is it?’ you say.
‘None of you business, just get us the fuck out of here, please.’ he says. ‘And stop moving around so much.’
‘Calm down, Jes. I can’t get a good look at the lock, so I have to move around.’ you say. 
‘Then stop moving around too much.’ he says, sounding irritated.
You don’t know why he’s freaking out so much. You’d been in situations like this on jobs before, and you couldn’t see how this was any different. 
As you continue to pick the lock, you can feel Jesper shifting uncomfortably behind you. 
‘Quit squirming around, you’re making me nervous.’ you mumble. 
‘Well you’re making me nervous.’ says Jesper irritably. 
‘Relax.’ you say. ‘Almost got it.’
And indeed, the lock gives a soft click, and it opens. You let out a relieved sigh and straighten your back. You freeze when you feel something poke in your back. 
Before you can say anything, Jesper has opened the door and rushed past you, into the room. 
You slowly step out of the closet, looking at Jesper’s back. He’s got his hands pressed against his face.
‘Oh, fuck, fuck fuck.’ he mumbles over and over again.
‘Jes?’ you say cautiously. ‘You okay there?’
‘No.’ he says, still with his back to you. ‘No, I am not okay because that was fucking embarrassing and so not okay.’
‘Jesper.’ you say. ‘It is a completely normal reaction to being trapped in a small space with someone as gorgeous as me.’ 
You can see how Jesper removes his hands from his face and places them on his hips instead. You’re surprised he doesn't flirt right back. Normally, he always does. This must really bother him.
‘Jesper.’ you say. ‘Please look at me.’ 
It takes him a while, but eventually he turns around to face you. You can’t help but to notice the blush on his cheek. 
‘It’s alright, I promise.’ you say. ‘You don’t have to be embarrassed about it.  I actually didn’t mind being trapped in a closet with you. And you kind of told me you did as well, without using your words.’
‘Oh god, that sounds so gross.’ says Jesper, chuckling lightly.
You’re pleased to see he can still laugh. 
‘Why didn’t you just tell me?’ you ask.
‘It never seemed like the right time.’ says Jesper. ‘We were either running away from someone shooting at us and you’d yell insults at them and I'd go ‘wow that’s one hell of a woman’, but we’d be running for our lives. And on the moments it seemed like the right time, like when you’re sitting on the bar laughing with Nina, I didn’t have the guts to tell you that I’m in love with you.’
You smile brightly at his words and step closer to him. Jesper didn’t back up. ‘You did just tell me.’ you say. 
‘I did.’ he says. ‘It’s not like I could, uh, hide it any longer.’
You laugh and luckily, Jesper laughs as well. 
‘How about we just get out of here? We’ll take both of the papers and have Kaz figure it out.’ you say.
‘Only if you let me buy you a drink at the crow club.’ says Jesper. 
You smile and stand on your toes to softly kiss his cheek. 
‘I take that as a yes.’ says Jesper, grabbing your hand and walking toward the door with you.
A/N: If you want to request something, make sure to read my house rules Here’s the list of characters I write for. Everything that I have written can be found on my masterlist. Please don’t repost my work, as I spend much time and effort on it!! Thank you for reading! Much love, Marit
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letisnotonfire · 3 years
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Hii Ana! Who are your favorite artists in art? It can be of any kind: painters, sculptors... Don't limit yourself :) I really like your blog and all the artistic universe there is on it, it's very inspiring! And you know i love soo much your drawings! Have a wonderful day filled with love and positivity🌼✨
PAAAAM OMG stwywhe you're a sweetheart, thank you sm for asking??? Okay, let's go, I'll make a list for the famous ones and then a list for the instagram artists ✨ ( sorry it took me a while, I love lists so I wanted to make a good one when I had time)
Jean-Michel Basquiat : If I had told my 12-year-old self that one day I'd like this type of art she wouldn't have believed me gsjwjw but oh well look at me now. I do find his work aesthetically pleasing but the main thing for me is how raw and expressive it looks, I feel like his works reflect the free nature of art and it's nice to be reminded of that from time to time. His art feels...honest? true to his heart? This sounds cheesy but it's what it makes me feel
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Beat Bop album cover, 1983 // Bird on money, 1981 // Black Tar and Feathers, 1982
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Undiscovered Genius of the Mississippi Delta, 1983
Keith Haring : some may judge his style for being "too simple" but I really don't care gagwgwg I vibe with his art and I also really like the democratized nature of his subway works
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Untitled, 1985 // Untitled, 1981
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Keith Haring creating street art in the New York City Subway, 1983. Photo by Tseng Kwong Chi
Vincent van Gogh : Look, if liking him makes me basic then I'm a proud basic bitch 😌✨ Love the guy, love his art and admire his life story
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Café Terrace at Night, 1888 // The Red Vineyard, 1888 // Giant Peacock Moth, 1889
Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec : but you already knew he would be here sshgdhshs
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In bed the kiss, 1892 // In bed, 1893 // Portrait of Vincent van Gogh, 1887
Jules Chéret : I'm obsessed with his posters ever since I first laid eyes on them, they're SO FUCKING STUNNING DAMN
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Folies-Bergère: Loïe Fuller, 1897 // Exposition Universelle 1889 Le Pays des Feés, 1889 // Musée Grévin, 1911
Leonardo da Vinci : okay HEAR ME OUT, I know this is the most basic answer anyone could give but I had to include him for emotional reasons wtsgegw. Even though I admire his paintings, his art style is not necessarily my favorite, but I really value his passion for different areas. Like, I remember reading a little book about him when I was 10 (or something like that) and being amazed by how smart he was and how he studied so many different things. Extra information now but I remember a day when I was having a little crisis over how my art was inconsistent and how I had a lot of different interests and that it was all a mess so my dad simply told me something along the lines of "would you tell da vinci to focus on only one thing?" and I feel silly being compared to da vinci but it was so sweet and made sense to me so I always think about it
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armoured car, 1487 // drawing of the torso and the arms, 1500 (ps: really random but hey this was the year Brazil was discovered agsywhw crazy to think about, but anyways) // The Vitruvian Man, 1490(?)
Of course there are more like Klimt, Matisse, Manet, Monet, Joan Miró, Frida, etc that I sympathize with but I think the ones on the list are my main ones.
NOW INSTA ARTISTS:
(sorry but I won't include pictures bc in this house we don't support reposting without permission 🤚✨)
@/jessicalisboailustra
@/flesh.png
@/anasantos.illustration
@/fionac.b
@/leighellexson
@/chey.barton
@/artcyll
@/imawonder
@/domxto
@/imzeferino
@/t00dlees
@/lollalette
@/rateix
and so👏 many👏 more 👏 stsggwyw but I'll stop now, I really don't expect you to check all of them dw but thank you so so much for asking , I hope you have a lovely day <3
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LETS GET THIS STARTED!
Hello, we are the Space System!
This is our introduction/DNI/PI/Masterlist post!
(sorry it’s so long I have lost the ability to put a “read more” here, so it’s just gonna be unbearably long)
Because I need to make this clear apparently:
We are a traumagenic system. No, we won’t tell you what our trauma is. No, you wont get a list of our triggers. You are only getting that bit of information on us because It seems to be increasingly needed in the climate of Tumblr Systems.
Starting off with clear boundaries:
DNI (Do Not Interact) if:
You believe in the killing of any group of people (Kill All men, kill all __, “we should kill ___” it’s not accepted here and we wont answer your ask if you try to justify it.)
Want to talk about politics exclusively (it’s acceptable to ask about our stance on something once or so, just don’t expect an answer much different from “Idk what’s going on with that” or “I have no stance” cause that’s basically our stance on most things.)
SAYING THIS BEFORE THE NEXT DNI: we’re here for memes and friends, we don’t actually care that much for syscourse. We don’t agree with “Endogenic” people, but that’s not gonna stop us from reposting their memes cause memes are funny and it’s wayyyy too daunting to look through someone’s blog and the tags they post and it doesn’t make memes fun anymore for us. If you want something we reblogged off of our page cause you don’t agree with us, send us a DM and we’ll gladly take it down.
NO Endos, non-traumagenics, or Tulpamancers. for those of you actively following me and noticing that this has changed, I’ve learned new and better information and I’m sticking to this now. Unfollow if it makes you uncomfortable.
You’re a TERF (Trans-Exclusionist-Radical Feminist)
You’re a Heterophobe (A hate group of LGBTQ+ people who strive to legitimately make straight cis people KYS (I don’t know of another acronym for a group of people, so gonna stick with that one. They exist and if you come on here and vehemently deny that they do, we won’t respond. If you follow #mysterious to it’s first posting, you will see our reasoning.), Homophobe, Transphobe, etc.
Want to engage in Syscourse. We are new to the syscourse thing and are seeking out active sources for information on this topic. Don’t argue here, but if you feel you need to plead your case we will accept a DM explaining your side.
NOTICE: THIS DNI IS BEING CONSISTENTLY EDITED AND WILL CHANGE OVER THE COURSE OF THE NEXT FEW WEEKS. PLEASE DM US IF SOMETHING IS WRONG HERE OR CONTRADICTORY, WE NEED THAT INPUT.
PLEASE INTERACT (PI) IF:
You‘re a traumagenic system
You‘re a singlet (don’t have a system)
Have questions on our experiences as a system (we will try to answer as many of these as possible but it may be a little too personal and that’s okay, we’ll answer the ask with “sorry we can’t answer that” and maybe give another tidbit of something)
Want to submit a post/ask info-dumping about ANYTHING SFW. You want to info-dump? Go ahead there’s at least one person who’s interested in it or will be once they know more!
Have questions about anything SFW really! Even if we don’t know, we might Google it to find out!
Need to vent. Even if we can’t offer advice, we’ll certainly try to cheer you up!
MEET THE PEOPLE (Finally!):
Generic, AKA: A- He/him. Will talk about anything SFW. Anything. One of the ones who will take an Info-Dump and run with it for three years. (Sadly Generic has split and gone AWOL. Only reason this is kept up is cause his tag is EVERYWHERE on this blog)
Hosty- He/they, da host. Basically Generic but less aggressive and more giant squishmellow hooman. Feed it information, this is a threat *gerbil with knife photo*
Gold, AKA: F- She/Her. Will love you like a Mother. Need to vent? She’s there for you.
Bluejay- He/Him/They/Them- ???? (They don’t wanna tell you but he‘ll just pop up at some point.)
Kai- She/Her. Pffft do whatever you want with her she doesn’t care. mostly only here cause she holds Phault (and his little demon army (of our littles)) back from doing stupid shit
E- they/them. Fictive, very analytical. Wants friends but really doesn’t know how to talk to people, they’ll end up sounding distant and off. Not sure if they have emotions or not, but maybe they do? We don’t know very much about him really.
Phault- They/Them (but really any pronouns they literally don’t care. You’ll see we switch pronouns for Her a lot.) He’s more of a caring type. She’ll sit and pretend to make you beautiful candles and send you a google picture of the prettiest one they could find to cheer you up. One of overexitement and many words. Will take an Info-Dump and Go “TELL ME MORE!!” Even if you just summarized the whole Lord of the Rings saga. Will join a fandom. Tries to be a bean.
Mysterious- They/Them. No information, antisocial as hell, cusses a lot. only decided to create an alias cause nobody runs this blog correct.
PLEASE NOTE: this is not in any way, shape, or form, all of our alters. Not even close. So sometimes someone will want to spontaneously post or we’ll have a funny moment with someone who doesn’t have an internet alias. These situations will be handled in a way that the alter(s) want, and this may lead to this list changing.
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sunfloweradore · 3 years
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i’m leaving this blog
hi! this post is a bit long but at the end you’ll find prompts and requests that you are free to use if you’re a writing blog :).
hi there!! if you’re reading this, i hope you’re doing well and staying safe. i just wanted to say that i’m leaving this blog and i’m not sure if i’ll ever come back. the years i’ve spent being a harrie have been great and it’s been a crazy amount of time! pretty much since the x factor! however, for a long time it’s also felt like i’ve been forcing myself to be a fan of harry’s. i’ve put so much energy into being a fan of his that it hasn’t been fun for me in a while and neither has writing fanfiction, which is what this blog is mainly for. it’s felt very difficult to sit down and write a fantasy about somebody who i might not even like anymore and in hindsight it seems a little dumb, but i did stress over writing all the time. this isn’t really about anybody i’ve interacted with on tumblr because you’re all lovely but sometimes it feels as though harries don’t treat him like he’s a human being and instead like he’s a god. me, included. even though i know we joke about harry being the only man we’d let degrade us or destroy our lives or whatever, he is still a person at the end of the day! it took me a very long time to realize that and thinking of him as otherworldly or completely perfect was my way of thinking for a while and i think it was pretty damaging. the fact that so many people would literally die for him is sad because unfortunately, none of us are going to be on his “level”, so to speak. we don’t know him personally and chances are we aren’t ever going to. ahhhh please don’t be mad at me for saying this, it’s just something i’ve realized i need to change about myself and i think it’s something we should all consider about everyone we are fans of. 
anyway, the time and energy i’ve spent on something so ridiculous is exponential and i really feel like it’s time to put it in the past. i’m dedicating this year to self-growth and part of that is learning how to be my own person. feeling like i have to be interested in something or someone in order to be normal has been a common theme in my life and harry has been that someone for as long as i can remember. this isn’t his fault of course but i’m getting older and i don’t want to think of this time in my life as the era that i was obsessed with harry styles. instead, i want to form memories and real life experiences instead of using fanfiction as a way to cope with all of the things that i can’t handle in my life. it worked for a while but at this point i’ve been reading it and writing it for so long that it feels like i’m living inside my head, like i’ve become dependent on it (obviously this is very bad lolol). so, long story short, i will be leaving this blog because it just isn’t good for me anymore. thank you to everyone who has requested things for me to write and anyone who has interacted with my writing. sorry i couldn’t get through them :(. i’d also like to thank everyone i met through this blog because you’re all such amazing people and you deserve the world. i will leave my writing up but the sentiment still applies- i’ve worked very hard on everything i’ve written so please don’t repost any of it without crediting me, thank you.
below are requests i couldn’t get to and prompts(?)/works that i never got to finish. feel free to use them if you want and tag me in them bc i’d love to see how you write them :)
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1. paperboy harry!
i think the direction i wanted this to go in was kind of like a 40′s au? or just a long long time ago. not sure why i had this started seeing as i already have harry as a paperboy in a story of mine but go off ig
2. vampire harry!
i had a specific plot i wanted where harry was in a car wreck because of a vampire who ended up biting him in like an alleyway. reader saves him and is a vampire herself! she nurses him back to health n teaches him how to be a vamp with various shenanigans along the way
3. hospital au?
this one i’m not too sure about but if you’ve seen the red band society you’d sort of know the direction i was going with this. there’s kind of an in-between for people in the hospital who are fighting death or going into surgery and in that in-between is a boy who has been in a coma for a long time. i pictured this as being angsty and for harry to be the boy who guides people in certain directions but he ends up falling for the reader while she’s there
4. ghost au!
self explanatory but i pictured harry as the ghost who kind of just wants a friend lol
5. tea au?
this would probably be pretty short, i just thought it was cute! reader has different kinds of tea all the time and it’s a surprise each time he kisses her 
6. strawberry farm au?
reader has a strawberry farm LMAO maybe harry buys them from her or it’s another vampire au, who knows!
7. threesome
most likely has been done b4 but a threesome w 2 guys and the reader where the guy is inside harry while he is inside the reader
8. chocolate by the 1975
a fic based on that song! it would probably be from harry’s pov 
9. space au?
hmm i think i probably saw something that inspired this but all it says is “harry sends letters to space” so i’m assuming it’s an au where he just decided to send letters to space out of boredom or something and mayhaps alien reader finds one?
10. assassin au!
harry is an assassin and in my draft it’s super vague? and almost seems like he’s stalking the reader? it could go in any direction really but i’m assuming the reader is dating him and doesn’t know he’s an assassin
11. chapstick
very similar to the tea one! just w the reader wearing diff chapsticks all the time
12. shower
this is inspired by something i read on wattpad a long time ago and i’ve tried finding it but i think it might’ve been deleted. the reader flicks da bean all the time in the shower and is really loud about it, harry is distracted and confronts her
13. dang ANOTHER threesome
but this time harry is on a date with a girl and they’re at a bar- the girl is looking around, sees the reader and thinks she’s gorg and they end up having a threesome
14. photography au!
harry is a photographer who somehow ends up taking pictures of the reader. in my draft the reader asks him to delete the ones that are ugly but he keeps them all hehe
15. scrapbook au
similar to the last one, harry takes pictures of the reader a lot but it’s not bc he’s a photographer, he just thinks she’s pretty n wants to scrapbook. twist is that he has TWO scrapbooks- one of innocent pics and one that’s lustier (consensual ofc)
16. habits of my heart by jaymes young
self explanatory, angsty
17. roommate au?
this is for some reason also an assassin au? but they’re roommates and reader doesn’t know what he does. they’re bffs, mutual pining
18. don’t forget about me by clove
wow another song fic, big surprise
19. puppyy
harry gets a puppy who hates him :( but the puppy loves the reader!
20. mall au
lol this one is kind of dumb idk why i thought of it but harry is one of those kiosk people at the mall who sells perfume! dunno!
21. condoms
reader works at gas station, harry buys huge condoms
22. poetry
either person reads erotic poetry while touching the other
23. magic au
one of them makes a love potion, kind of dark? like making the other fall in love with them idk it could be an accident though
24. private chef
the reader is a private chef! that’s all i’ve got!
25. message board
this is inspired by..... the sims lmaooo you can pin messages to the message board in your apartment building and i thought it’d be cute if the reader and harry lived in the same building and he leaves notes on the board and she doesn’t know they’re for her! she always thinks they’re cute though
26. raisin theory
inspired by new girl! specifically a comment i saw in like a compilation? video of new girl on yt
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i thought it’d be cute for harry to be that person
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Never-Ending Survey : Lukel
Tagged by: @enlightened-palace​ [Thank you kindly for the tag!]
Tagging: @xiv-endora @glowinggunmetal @enambris @charm-in-spades @favrielle-emberdusk @simplysoriya @crowsaerie-rp @ahlis-xiv @fair-fae @tiergan-vashir @carmen-ffxiv @mai-takeda @vylette-elakha @laznenharuya @aethernoise @elezendad @sanguinesorceress @zhauric​ @holyja​ [For any of your characters! And sorry for duplicate tags, I just love you, okay?]
Rules: Repost, do not reblog, tag 10 blogs! (Or however many you want?)
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BASICS.
FULL NAME: Lukel Mizereem Sol’ba
NICKNAME: Lu or Lulu from his grandkits.
AGE:  Old as sin (Physically appears to be in his late thirties)
BIRTHDAY: 32nd Sun of the 6th Umbral Moon (December 31st) 
ETHNIC GROUP: Au ra - Xaela
NATIONALITY: Unknown
LANGUAGE/S: Eorzean, Hingan, Garlean, Xaelic, Sylphic.
SEXUAL ORIENTATION : Pansexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : Panromatic (Monogamous)
RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Mated to Lucien Korbinius (@glowinggunmetal​)
HOME TOWN / AREA: Unknown
CURRENT HOME:  The Raven House - Lavender Beds
PROFESSION: Being Lukel.
PHYSICAL.
HAIR: Ridiculously long and crimson with strands of pure white shot throughout
EYES: Amethyst (or white. Depends on who you’re talking to. And who is talking to you.)
FACE: Generally stoic and unemotional, difficult to read, handsome in a ‘he could probably kill me without blinking’ kind of way.
LIPS: Pleasant but rarely seen lifted in a smile.
COMPLEXION: Clear
BLEMISHES: None
SCARS:  Two scars that rest underneath his collar bones, long enough to suggest a blade - or two - pierced him there. Faint exit would just above his shoulder blades in his back.
TATTOOS: MANY. Lukel is pretty much tattooed from his neck to his ankles, but wears suits so they often go unseen.
HEIGHT: 217 cm (7′1″)
WEIGHT: 235 lbs
BUILD: Muscular and toned, a warrior’s build.
FEATURES: Besides his eyes and tattoos? Perhaps his bespoke suits. Always on point.
ALLERGIES: Small children and or babies that are not in his immediate family.
USUAL HAIR STYLE:  Tied up into a ponytail and left to hang, or braided into many small braids, often with blood rubies interwoven within them.
USUAL FACE LOOK :  Calm, collected, stoic... is he thinking about eating you or the latest book he’s read? Hard to tell.
USUAL CLOTHING: Finely tailored suits, suspenders, vests, polished shoes, occasionally a dress if he’s feeling pretty.
PSYCHOLOGY.
FEAR/S: Losing the people he loves.
ASPIRATION/S: To make his family’s life as full and happy as possible for the duration of the time he has left with them.
POSITIVE TRAITS: Understanding, non-judgmental, compassionate.
NEGATIVE TRAITS:  Prone to rage when pushed too far, unsympathetic, often cold and disassociated from reality.
TEMPERAMENT: Calm and collected until you push him too far and the Butcher wakes up...
SOUL TYPE/S:  Does he have a soul?
ANIMALS: Raven, wolf
VICE HABIT/S: CHOCOLATE ANYTHING ALWAYS.
FAITH: None to speak of.
GHOSTS?: Most certainly
AFTERLIFE?: Not for him.
REINCARNATION?: He would not want to come back for another round. If he was given the gift of death, it would be enough.
POLITICAL ALIGNMENT: Whatever suits him at the time.
EDUCATION LEVEL: Doctorate.
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FAMILY.
FATHER : Dead. Very dead. Lukel doesn’t even like to speak his name.
MOTHERS : Deceased. Her name was Anurah and he loved her.
SIBLINGS : One sister who is (surprise) also deceased. Her name was Elenria and she was his twin.
EXTENDED FAMILY: Fifteen adopted children with Lucien, several adopted adult children (Lazne, Caelric, Isuke), adopted siblings (Neheon, Favrielle), his adopted niece (Enambris), a strange cousin named Justice, a few daughter and son-in-laws, several grandchildren at this point...
NAME MEANING/S:    Lukel means Lukel? Sol = Latin - Sun. Ba = Egyptian - Often translated as “The Soul”.
HISTORICAL CONNECTION?: Unknown.
FAVORITES.
BOOK: All of them.
DEITY: The few he’s met. 
HOLIDAY: Starlight
MONTH:  January
SEASON: Winter
PLACE:  The mountains.
WEATHER:  Fog and or rain.
SOUND / S: His children’s laughter.
SCENT / S: Lucien’s tea.
TASTE / S: Chocolate. 
FEEL / S: Velvet and silk and the hands of people he loves.
ANIMAL / S: Raven, wolf
NUMBER: 8
COLORS: Purple, black, silver, white, crimson.
EXTRA.
TALENTS: He plays the violin rather well and writes his own music. He can also take apart a fully grown man in under twenty minutes.
BAD AT: Cooking. Please don’t ask this man to cook for you. It won’t be fun.
TURN ONS: Intelligence, sarcasm, quick-wit, Lucien.
TURN OFFS: Unnecessary cruelty, pride, egomania
HOBBIES: Playing the violin, making small music boxes for his children and grandkits, knitting, tailoring and reading.
TROPES: Scary on the outside, scary on the inside, but turns to mush for people he loves.
QUOTES : "The boundaries which divide Life from Death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where the one ends, and where the other begins?" -Edgar Allen Poe
MUN QUESTIONS.
Q1 : If you could write your character your way in their own movie,  what would it be called,  what style would it be filmed in, and what would it be about?       
A1 :  It’d be called ‘The Butcher of Braille’ and the entire thing would be shot in horrible sepia, with Lukel in the center, utterly silent, brushing his fingers across the pages a braille book for an hour and forty three minutes exactly. Then it would end. Just like that.
Q2 :  What would their soundtrack/score sound like?          
A2 : Anything by Ramin Djwaldi. It’d be the best soundtrack to the worst and most misleading movie of the century.
Q3 :  Why did you start writing this character?        
A3 : I had an itch to play a villain, honestly. (Who turned into kind of a villain, who turned into ‘I’ll be your villain’ to ‘I have a family that I love and I am content, but I will tear your heart out and eat it in front of your eyes if you hurt any of them’. He took me for a ride, man.)
Q4 :   What first attracted you to this character?        
A4 : The day I made him I was attracted to him, excuse me.
Q5 :  Describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse.
A5 : He can get lost in his head a lot and forget that the people around him don’t have the time for him to be detached and non responsive. He’s working on it.
Q6 :  What do you have in common with your muse?          
A6 :   We’re both pretty fierce lovers of our adopted families and would do just about anything to make sure they are happy and healthy and taken care of.
Q7 :   How does your muse feel about you?        
A7 :  We’re very old friends.
Q8 :  What characters does your muse have interesting interactions with?       
A8 :  People with flavor, with a story, with fears. He likes knowing how people tick - and that means just about anyone. People are fascinating to him.
Q9 :  What gives you inspiration to write your muse?    
A9 :  He tells me when it’s time to write him and when he’s tired. If I could inspire him more, I would, but he is a thing all his own.
Q10 : How long did this take you to complete?
A10 : About an hour!    
[The top art is by me and the family art is by Winterleigh on DA!]
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Alright I’ve kept meaning to do sort of an infodump on my projects because I’ve been really slipping lately.  I dunno how obvious it is?  Probably kind of obvious.  I’ve also been really bad about checking messages and responding to people.  So I figure I can write up a status report and then point to it when I’ve been inadequate about communication.
My IRL job has been wiping me out.  I’ve been getting short, labor-intensive shifts in the evenings, and then random surprise morning shifts shortly after, which has been really hard to manage my time around.  My sleep schedule has been extremely broken and it’s affected my productivity a LOT.  Leadership in my department is about to shuffle around and I’ve been interviewed for the manager position.  If I get it I’ll be working an entirely different schedule, which could potentially be good for my sleepy brain but will definitely leave me with less art time overall.  I’ve also been enduring some back/shoulder issues over the past few months.  Nothing urgent, but it’s limiting how much I can draw each day.  I think replacing my desk chair is going to be a big factor but it’s not the only factor.  I just need to be a smart human and take care of my joints and not hunch over so much.  Working on it.
Here’s the current status of my various art projects:
Laserwing
I ended chapter 5 in June and said I would finish up some other side projects before I start concept work for chapter 6.  One of the projects I needed to finish was the Popkas Yugioh season 4 special, which I finished.  The other big one was my Neonmob card set, which is most of what I’ve been posting lately.  Once that’s out of the way (see below) I need to do concept art.  Chapter 6 will put all the Laserwing characters in new outfits which will need reference sheets.  I’ll need background sketches and layout diagrams so I don’t have furniture shuffle randomly around between scenes.  I also need to sketch out the chapter 6 draft page by page.  I’ve made Laserwing in GIMP up until this point and am going to try switching to Krita for chapter 6.  I might need to do a test page to make sure my process transfers over well into a slightly different system.  Once I’m ready to make real pages, those take a while.  Chapter 5 pages were going up maybe every 2-3 weeks.  I don’t know how many pages are going to be in chapter 6, nor can I say for sure how many chapters are in Laserwing.  An old outline had maybe 40 chapters.  It’s a story with a defined end point, I can say that for certain, but it’s intended to be long.
Popkas
I’ve had issues with Popkas for a while.  I keep picking new themes for dailies, thinking they’re going to be quick and easy, but then end up making them hard for myself.  It’s been to my benefit, I’ve forced myself into learning new art programs and techniques through Popkas.  But it’s hard to keep up the daily schedule.  Currently I’m doing the Paper Mario: TTYD bestiary, which has 124 enemies.  At a rate of one per day, by the time I’ve finished them, Pokemon Sword and Shield should be released and we’ll have all the info about the new Pokemon.  Those will be drawn in ‘Popka classic’ style (scribbly shitposts).  After those are finished, unless my IRL work situation dramatically changes, I’m considering putting Popkas on pause.  In order to do any other monster dexes I’d have to do a lot more research (for example, people have suggested Yokai Watch but I’ve never played one) in order to have anything meaningful to post.  Same deal with Popka Specials (the anime writeup things), those take prep time and anime-watching time that I might not have.  I don’t ever want to end Popkas, but a hiatus might be necessary.
Angelfire Hime
Did anyone even know about Angelfire Hime?  Well I want to post more but that involves finding, scanning, retouching, and transcribing my old high school scribble comics.  It takes as long as any other project but is also low priority because it’s all old content.  Nobody is waiting for the latest update because nobody but me actually knows what that content is, and possibly nobody but me can even read it.  It’s more a personal journey of self-reflection than anything.  I want to return to it but not at the expense of better work.
MeganFantastic dot com
I had a domain name linked to a tumblr that was supposed to be my news blog/front page and I barely use it.  Also, I let the domain registration drop.  Also, I had let a typo in my banner graphic go unnoticed for YEARS and still haven’t fixed it.  Even now, I’m writing this big post to my personal blog instead of the one for news.  The idea was to eventually buy some real hosting and make MeganFantastic a whole site of its own, but that’s a lot of work.  I’ve got a generally good idea of HOW I’d do it (probably wordpress) but I’m not a coder, it would take a lot of trial and error.  This would be a huge undertaking and eventually Laserwing, Popkas, and all my other junk would be contained on one big non-tumblr website.  But it’s uhhhhh not happening yet.
Hundera Youtube
My contribution to our LP channel is to show up, talk about video games, and then draw title cards.  All recording, editing, and channel management is maintained by Josh, and I can’t speak on his behalf about our update schedule.  I will say there are a lot of half-finished games we want to return to.  I will also say that when the new Pokemon comes out Josh is dead set on recording it.  I don’t know if he intends that to be a stream or a regular LP.  In the meantime he streams Minecraft with his friends every Sunday and we fit in our own streams and recordings when we can.
Commissions/Patron Art/etc
I’ve not been very good about this lately and I’m truly sorry!  I have a few things I’m working on, a few things I’ve promised to start working on, and a few things I’ve told people I can do once my workload lightens up, which hasn’t been happening yet.  I really don’t have an answer.  I almost never delete anything so if I’ve been sent a message in any form I should still have it, and I’ll be sure not to forget anyone.  And if I do forget someone feel free to throw rocks at me!
Rane Story 2
What the heck is Rane Story 2?  Well I guess I have to explain Neonmob.  Imagine if ChickenSmoothie and DeviantART had a baby.  It’s a virtual trading card site, which is fun and cute, and I’m drawing out a card series to release on there.  I’ve been using it as practice for painting backgrounds and to fill out some backstory for some 4th-string Laserwing support characters.  Before Mistaire came to Earth, she went to space high school, and that’s where Rane Story takes place.  You can preview the series, and when it’s finished I’ll post about it.  I’ll also repost all the art to DA.  If you scroll through the last several pages of this blog you’ll see some of the art.  I’ve put a lot of my brain energy into getting this done in spite of my work/sleep issues because I don’t want to resume Laserwing until I’ve finished it.  This is what’s stolen my life, guys.  Right now I have 6 more cards to make, and then I have to write and finalize all the text.  I should be done SOON.
Pokemon Nonsense
When my back and shoulder get too hurty and I have to take a break from drawing, one of the easy things to do is whip out a DS and play Pokemon.  I’ve done a lot of twitter shitposting about it lately.  I’ve also drawn up a bunch of gijinkas for my Pokemon.  I’m talking about it now because I also intend to draw up gijinkas for Pokemon to trade away.  I’ve already done a few.  However, I don’t know for sure how I’m going to distribute them.  The idea is people can trade actual Pokemon with me (in either X or Let’s Go Eevee) and the Pokemon they get will come with a character design for you to keep.  I was thinking I might do a discord server for organizing trades and such, but I haven’t yet.  Mostly because it’s low priority and I have SO many other things going on.  But actually playing Pokemon can happen when I’m too fatigued for real work, so the horde keeps growing.  Hopefully my posts and scribbles about it are entertaining.
I feel like there’s other projects on hold that I wanted to discuss, but right now I’m too braintired to remember, and some of my ‘projects’ never actually got talked about online so nobody’s waiting for an update.  My greatest problem seems to be that I try to juggle too many pointless side projects and then drop them all over the place.  Sometimes I’ll shitpost about an idea and even I won’t be sure if I was serious or not.  How do I end this post?  I don’t know.
tl;dr Megan is SLEEPY and dropped her spaghetti everywhere but somehow still has time to play POKEMON and WON’T STOP TALKING ABOUT IT
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Where to Find Steph (I-J)
Hey all! Bah, I took so long getting this post done for y’all... I was holding off until I got all the sites I wanted to get, and am still debating on others. Before I begin, I just want to reiterate and restate this: TUMBLR WILL STILL BE MY PRIMARY BLOGGING PLATFORM UNLESS EVERYONE IS GONE / MOVES ELSEWHERE AND MY ENGAGEMENT DROPS. I WILL notify if / when this happens. Tumblr will still be the place to contact me first for anything. I’m also using Twitter quite a bit now that I’ve figured it out, so that’s also the next best place.
So, below I will list all where I am, and what its purpose is planned for, and hopefully we can all be friends any of these sites!
TUMBLR: I am still @inevitably-johnlocked and @stephdrawsjohnlock here on Tumblr, and I will continue to engage on both of these sites as often as possible. The Johnlock Playlist is still ongoing, and I will continue to answer asks as I normally do. As well, fic recs and meta. Just anything you currently see that doesn’t get flagged will remain. If it gets bad, I will let y’all know when I will switch over somewhere else.
TWITTER: @inevitablyjohn1 – This is going to be my OTHER primary platform, where I will post notifications for “important” / “popular” posts on my tumblr such as fic rec lists and watchalongs, as well as promoting some of my classic posts and just reblogging random content. Also will be used to boost my art on stephdrawsjohnlock. I also want to use it as a “quick ask” sort of thing, so like an Ask Me Anything type thing, and random bits of advice. Essentially, I want it to become like my blog, but micro-ized, LOL. Basically, I use this a lot because it’s easily accessible on my phone and I can do play on it at work LOL.
ARCHIVE of our OWN: inevitably_johnlocked – I’ve been meaning to copy over all of my meta over here an age ago, and now it’s kinda too late... But whatever I can find I will repost here. Also, my own Tumblr ficlets are on here as well. I do like to write the occasionally thingy. I’m terrible at checking my inbox here though, so SORRY.
YOUTUBE: Inevitably Johnlocked – Official Home of what I hope to be someday the LARGEST Johnlock Playlist in the fandom. I’m adding new stuff every day and adding old entries. I’m also contemplating doing videos as well for my advice asks, if only to try to remain fresh and new. Don’t know yet.
PILLOWFORT.IO: inevitably-johnlocked – I haven’t 100% decided what to do here, but I think I will begin cross-posting fic rec lists, the giant Johnlock Playlist Masterpost if they don’t have a link limit on their posts and my art and meta on here. I’m still working around it so it’ll take me awhile to get myself sorted!
DREAMWIDTH: inevitably_johnlocked – Same as above; probably will use it to crosspost fic lists, Johnlock Playlist, and art and meta. I like the format of this site, but I don’t like how we can’t really reblog anything.
PICARTO.TV: stephdrawsjohnlock – Occasionally I stream my artwork. I never get people watching, but it’s the thought that counts, LOL. If/when I stream, I will announce it on my Twitter.
DISCORD: inevitably-johnlocked#8385 – I’m not on a lot, but I do check in from time to time :) 
RABB.IT: inevitably-johnlocked – Come watch movies with me :)
MASTODON: inevitablyjohnlocked – Not a huge fan of this platform, but should Twitter go down the shitter, here’s where you can find me.
HANGOUTS: inevitablyjohnlocked – If you used Google Hangouts, you can chat with me here! I have an app on my phone that works occasionally, and I try my hardest to keep up, but I’m garbage. But this is also my fandom email as well, so hmu.
FACEBOOK MESSENGER: I am on Facebook, but I only add people I know. Please message me for my FB if you’re interested. I use Messenger a LOT (it’s how I stay in contact with my family, so it’s always open). I also post random stuff on my facebook, but not much. Right now I’m doing a Tea Review, LOL.
SNAPCHAT: stephanieratte – I use it a lot because it’s on my cell phone, LOL. I don’t have many friends. And I like Bitmoji LOL.
STILL CONSIDERING:
A new deviantART for my Sherlock Art (I AM on dA as StephRatte, but I haven’t updated there since I migrated to Tumblr, and I lowkey use it as a portfolio).
Instagram for my art, but I hear theft there is nuts. I’ve been meaning to make one for ages, but I’ll see.
PHEW. I’ll add to this list should I remember anything else, but yeah, I really want to stay in contact with y’all so I hope to still see y’all after the 17th! <3
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feh-inprogress · 5 years
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MORE KIRIETTE!!!!!!
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Bakuette is just a little concerned about what exactly are you looking at Kiriette
Anônimo disse:Eu acabei de ver um ideia e tinha de dizer para alguém. Imagina o Bakugou como artista e o Kirishima como modelo e o Bakugou passa o tempo inteiro a desenhar o Kirishima das formas mais belas possíveis.
Sim e não ;D canonicamente pelas cartas e pelo smash o Bakugou ja foi modelo e o Kirishima é um bom artista hmmm
Anônimo disse:Hello, I really love your art and I was wondering if it was okay to post some of it to my fan blog on my hero? I’ll be sure to credit you, but if you’re uncomfortable with it I completely understand
Hey babe, if you want to post on tumblr, why not just reblog? I follow a bunch of bnha blogs that reblog stuff, so i dont miss posts that are tagged weirdly so... I dont see why reposting on tumblr, thats why there is a reblog buttom ^^
I’m so excited for your big stream!! You’re one of my favorite artists to follow, I get so excited when I get notifications from you 😁 I have a convention the following weekend so you better believe I’ll have you playing while I finish my cosplay. Never stop being awesome Feh!
Omg thank you so much! I’ll be streaming on saturday too with @satur-nya and @heliarashii, talking about a fic we are collaborating!! I’m so happy you will be watching on the con haha, we will stream untill late at night, so luckly you can watch it when you get home!
Anônimo disse:Te sigo aqui já faz um tempinho e não tinha percebido que era brasileira. É de onde? Eu sou do Rio. Beijinhos 😘
Oi oi! Eu sou do sul :D
Anônimo disse:Whenever I click on chronological order for the comic the link doesnt work. Its works for the other ones, just not chronological. At least not for me.
I’m looking trought it on my pc, but i didnt seem to fix, or even find a problem, im so sorry >: I know internet explorer had some bugs on that regard tho
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franeridart · 6 years
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Hey! So sorry if you already answered this but what application and tablet do you use??
I use Easy Paint Tool SAI and a pretty old wacom intuos tablet! Both questions are answred in my faq, actually~
Anon said:You. You awesome person. You are my new fav artist. 💘💘💘
AW thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:I love your art and the style, it’s all so cute and it might give me a heart attack
He c k let’s hope not! Thank you so so much!!! ;^;
Anon said:hey, can ya do more tokage, pls
Sure, I mean to draw more 1B in the future anyway~
Anon said:nori is soo adorable!! I love your art and seromina so much and seeing them combined makes me mega happy!!! I gotta ask though, how are sero and mina as parents and how do they handle nori’s quirk?
They’re disasters as parents but they try their best and are always having fun - Nori adores them! In their house not a minutes goes by without someone laughing, they’re all super loud and cheerful always~ neither of them has any problem dealing with Nori’s quirk, Sero has spent a whole lifetime learning how to deal with sticky stuff and tape and glue so he knows all the tricks to save clothes and furniture from accidental quirk usage and so on, while Mina’s own quirk makes it easy to counter any glue that might end on her - the main thing actually is that the quirk itself was a surprise! Since Nori looks a lot like Mina, both she and Sero had expected her to have acid like Mina so when she started gluing herself around in places and walking along walls and stuff it was a surprise (they had expected to have to deal with the house being constantly half destroyed by acid though, so glue is nothing compared to that haha)
Anon said:Heyy I saw your twitter account and was wondering if you could link some of those “fics about them boys sharing a bed..“ I’ve been following you for a while now and absolutely love your work (: I hope you don’t mind lol. I need more kiribaku in my life gahaha ❤️ thanks !!
I didn’t really bookmark any and most were old things I had read in the past and spent time rereading lately, but the newest one I read is this one - honestly though at this point 99% of the fics set in the dorms have them sharing a bed, you just need to open ao3 and scroll down less than a page to find stuff lol
Anon said:If you’re not an Adventure Time fan this ask will make no sense to you (so skip it), but when I saw your drawing of Katsuki with a guitar, I immediately thought he was singing some edgy Marceline song, like the teasing-aggressive “I wanna bury you in the ground / I wanna bury you with my sound” (which he actually says at some point I think XD) or the romantic and melancholic “Slow Dance with You” and Eijirou M-E-L-T-S.
Not an AT fan, but the concept is adorable so I’m keeping the ask anyway
Anon said:Do you think you might draw more of your fantasy AU children while you’re playing with you’re new pencil tool? It would be neat if you did! Regardless, I’m grateful for anything you draw!
Yup! Can’t promise when it’ll happen but I love the fantasy AU and I love childhood friends AU, so the chances of me going back on it are pretty high!
Anon said:Are you going to draw Mako and Taiyou again? They are so wonderful.
YAH that’s definitely in the near future plans! Thank you for liking them!!
Anon said:I just…I love all your art. It’s so amazing you’re awesome
THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!! ;^;
Anon said:Stavo scorrendo il tuo blog e ho notato che hai risposto ad una domanda in italiano? Ho seriamente pensato fossi inglese tutto questo tempo! Amo seriamente i tuoi disegni, i tuoi oc sono meravigliosi e non vedo l'ora di scoprire più di loro.
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH grazie infinite omfg ;^; specialmente per i miei oc, è sempre incredibile per me sapere che alla gente piacciono abbastanza da volerli vedere di più ;^;
Anon said:Hewwo! I’m a huge fan of your artwork!! I was wondering if you have any time could you draw some more of those dorm room scenarios?
Anon I’m sorry but I need you to be more specific, which dorm room scenarios are you talking about? Most of my comics at this point are set in the dorms hahaha
Anon said:I just noticed that on every artwork you sign “do not repost” and I hate it.I don’t hate that you do it, but the fact you NEED to do it. Artists all over the Internet say to not repost their art but people still do it…I hope this will stop someday Sorry for my english btw
Yeah well, I guess as long as people keep on following and giving notes to reposters that’s not really gonna change is it orz
Anon said:You should draw Present Mic x Aizawa *awkward finger guns*
Hell I really should, shouldn’t I
Anon said:my god im gay for your kiribaku like they’re so good aibdjsbsknwnx and i love the interactions between the bakusquad ahh keep being awesome :)
HECK THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!
Anon said:Honestly, this might be an odd question I don’t know, but would you ever consider putting your art together in a art book to sell? Cause to be honest, there’s not a piece by you that I don’t adore and I’ve seen some artist do things like that before so I didn’t know if that was something you’d consider. Maybe like all your BNHA pieces or something?
It’s not like I never considered it? It’s more like I dunno how worth all the work to figure out how to make it/where to print it and then to actually make it would be compared to the interest people would have in buying something they can have for free on my blog? It’s just doodles after all haha
Anon said:Would you be willing to draw a little lavi (dgm) doodle for me? Anything tiny, I just love him and your art!!!
I’m not doing requests right now, sorry, but soon enough the new chapter is coming out so I might draw him around then!!! I always fall in a serious dgm mood around the time of the chapter release haha
Anon said:More abuse of the ask function: 1- I love your art and have been for months. On top of that, it often feels cathartic, which is amazing to me. 2- I love how balanced you can make KiriBaku. You even manage to make me appreciate that overrated attention hogger that is Bakugou, you can handle him so much better than the author, because your character dynamics make so much more sense!! 3- I always, ALWAYS find myself reading through all your tags. They’re awesome. Thank you for everything.//Avevo finito lo spazio nell'ask precedente, so I’d only like to add that aside from cutie-smoochy (“It’s not about whether you break” and “I don’t need you” might be my favorite, and for what’s worth, I remember writing something exactly like the latter in the past), you also make mu burst into laughter. Like, the comic where Katsuki is about to out Eijirou on his red hair, I am still rolling. Kiri’s giant mouth is seriously hysterical XD
Thank you for the compliments!! I’m glad I can make you like a character and a relationship you’re not much of a fan of in the actual manga? ? ? Bakugou’s actually one of my favorite characters ever though so………. maybe……….don’t offend him and the way Horikoshi writes him while talking to me………….orz
Anon said:I am starved for Bakukamikiri stuff in this fandom……..But you got some good shit.
I’m!!! happy to be able to help there!!!! haha
Anon said:They mama Mitsuki art you drew 👏💯💖☺️💕👌 I love your art so much
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Yessssss you have Twitter! It is boring at the beginning but then you’ll love it! I can’t wait to see you here and there! Now all my Bakushima favorite artist have one I can die of happiness!!
I’m!!!!!!!!!! Still trying to figure it out but!!!!!!!! For now it’s not that bad? Just!!! Very different from tumblr so I’ll need to get used to it first!!!!
Anon said:Omg do u shade jirous hair like its a heartbeat line? Dhdisbdisb thats so fuckibg good
THANK she actually has it in canon too, tho, so I can’t take credit for this!!!
Anon said:Im crying on how you draw kirishima’s soft hair
S O B I’m glad you like it!! ;^;
Anon said:Can I ask what your stance is on bakugo’s mom being abusive and sorry if you’ve answered this before
I love Mitsuki with my whole heart and while I don’t think she’s perfect I do think she’s loving and caring and trying her best and always looking out for what’s best for Bakugou 👍 no abuse anywhere, for me
Anon said:OMG I LOVE SEROMINA LOVE CHILD NORI
Thank you for liking her???? heck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:I wish I could use your art for my phone’s background ;^; You’re amazing! I love youuuuuuuuuu
No one’s stopping you from doing that, anon!!! Unless you don’t have a phone that allows you backgrounds, in which case ;-; thank you for liking my stuff that much tho!!
Anon said:Hey! I followed you way back when your main output was haikyuu!! comics and once you started putting out more bnha, i had to unf because i had no idea who everyone was rip. but now that ive finally had the chance to watch it i’m glad to come back and see how much you’ve improved!
HECK THANK YOU???? I’m glad you decided to come back????? oh man that’s super flattering !!!
Anon said:Yolo bakusquad bakubowl ?
I don’t really like the whole concept of [character]bowl, sorry!
Anon said:I absolutely adore your art style😍 every time I see your art it makes me happy:)
THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:Can you draw Hawks and Tokoyami together? You are rlly creative and amazing! So I believe you will produce sth. awesome!!!! (If you don’t want to draw Hawks, could you draw a Tokoyami fusion?)
I can draw that! I’m just waiting to know how tall Hawks is compared to him before doing that 👍 be patient pls relative heights are something I’m stupidly fussy about 
Anon said:Burn the whole world to ashes for you? R U serius?! You always killing me dude. I ascended to the heaven of soft things. I N C R E D I B L E. Im sorry for the break down, i was without tumblr 2 months and the firts thing i do is go to your profile. Keep doing this plis im trully love it 😭💖
mAN I’m so glad you liked that one this much, drawing the boys being unreasonably soft with each other is my fav thing to do tbh !!!
Anon said:Omg I can totally imagine Nori and bakushima’s daughter being friends!!!
THEY ARE !!!!!!!
Anon said:Your seromina is amazing!!! I love that ship I feel like it is so underrated! Thank you for this blessed image!! 😭
No prob!! thank you for liking it!!!!!!! I’ve been in such a seromina mood lately, I might actually draw more soon enough!!
Anon said:Omg imagine a Tetsuwase love child. Something tells me they’d be adorable and one rather angry child, considering who their fathers are
I can see them as being quiet and grumpy………. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Anon said:Hey just wanted to tell you I love your art. It’s so soft and beautiful. My dad doesn’t ship any characters from the series, but he does like the series and he thinks your art and style are really pleasing. We were talking about how nicely you shade and that the style is well developed and lovely to look at. Thanks for making such great art that makes me smile and giving me and my dad yet another thing to bond over.
YO THAT’S SUCH A COOL THING TO HEAR!!!! Thank you to both you and your dad for liking my stuff????? h e c k !!!!!
Anon said:Thanks to you I started reading haikyuu.
I hope you’re enjoying it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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buckyscrystalqueen · 6 years
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Half Blood, Whole Heart: Part 33
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Pairings: Jax x Reader, sister Winchester!reader- SOA/SPN Crossover
Warnings: Swearing, fluff
Word Count: 4,156
A/N: So I decided to repost my novel- the story that someone stole from my old blog and put up on Wattpad. PLEASE don’t be an asshole and steal my stories. It CRUSHED me when it happened and almost ran me off Tumblr.
A/N 2: Alright y’all. This is the last part of the story! You made it!!! You just have this one and the epilogue! Yay!!!!
Half Blood, Whole Heart Masterlist    Aesthetic by @ravenangel33​
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Chibs, who was now wearing some of Jax’s winter clothes, looked at the four of you as he tried to process everything that had happened in the past year with Gemma, Clay, Juice, RICO and what you could tell him about the supernatural world.
“So… this means I’m free… but dead?” He asked as you rocked yourself on your chair.
“Same as us. This is a small town; people don’t ask questions. You’ll be safe here.” Opie said as he lit a cigarette.
“Sam can get you a public identity when he gets here tonight. I can talk to Bobby, see if he has it in his budget to hire you on as a mechanic in the warmer months. Cash, off the record, so you don’t exist.” You said.
“In the winter, Ope and I fix snowmobiles and do the mobile mechanic thing around town. We do a lot of shoveling for the people out here. We’re working on getting a snow plow for these back roads since we are really far out here.” Jax told him.
“And you’re more than welcome to stay in either our guest room or (Y/N)’s.” Lyla chipped in as she rocked next to you; her hand slowly dancing across her large baby bump. “But our daughter is due next week so it might be a little quieter here.”
“’It’s a lot to take in, we know.” You said as you tried to read Chibs’ nearly blank stare.
“Sorry… ‘m still tryin’ ta wrap my ‘ead round this all.” He said as he pulled a cigarette out of the pack on the railing. “I can’t believe ye’s all are alive.” You huffed a laughed as you looked up at Jax, who was leaning on the rail in front of you.
“God, you have no idea.”
“Hey, are you expecting someone?” Opie asked as the sound of a car pulling into your driveway caught your attention. Your brow furrowed and you shook your head.
“Not until tonight.” You said as you tried to see around Ope. You realized that that wasn’t happening and straightened your legs out to stand up.
“Holy shit… it’s Dean.” Your stomach soared as you leapt from your chair. Your brother got out of the car with an almost cocky smile.
“Miss me?” You were just about to run down the stairs to greet him when the passenger got out of the car. The whole world ceased to exist as John looked over the top of the car at you and you came to a dead stop on the top of the stairs. 
“Daddy?” You whispered into your hands as tears welled in your eyes. Reason went out the window as you ran down the snow covered steps in your socks, slipping slightly as you hit the bottom.
“Hi sweetheart.” Your dad said as you ran and jumped into his arms as tears poured down your cheeks.
“How are you here?” You asked as you wiggled to get down; instantly regretting your choice as you landed in ankle deep snow.”No, pick me up! Pick me up!” You shrieked as you tried to jump on the hood of the car to get away from the cold. 
“Amara brought him back. Said since I gave her her family back I should get the same thing.” Dean said as he headed up porch with John carrying you on his back right behind him. “Where’s Sam?” 
“On his way. Have you talked to him?” You said as your dad put you down. 
“Don’t have a phone. Figured he’d come here since he thought I was dead.” 
“Jesus Christ, this day is getting weirder and weirder.” Jax said.
“Yea, you’re tellin… Holy shit, Chibs!” Dean said as he finally noticed his old friend. 
“Dean-o. ‘ow are ye, lad?” Dean shrugged as they gave each other a back slapping hug.
“I mean, I almost blew myself up this morning so I guess I’m doing OK.”
“Aye. Died my self ‘parently. Wee bit confused ta say the least.” Dean laughed and nodded.
“Yea, tends to happen when you know the Winchesters now-a-days. Can we go inside? That piece of shit car didn’t have a heater.”
“Umm… Ree is in there with the boys.” You said as Dean moved to open the door. You watched a slight blush creep up Dean’s ears as he looked over at you.
“Shut up, Button.” He snapped at your knowing smirk. You raised your hands and pursed your lips.
“Didn’t say nothing, De.”
“Boys?” John asked as everyone headed inside. You nodded as you laced your arm through his.
“Your grandsons. Thomas is three and John turns one tomorrow.” You told him softly as you walked him inside to your little war zone. 
“No!” Thomas screamed from upstairs over the sound of running bath water; his least favorite thing in the world these days. He would much prefer taking a shower like a big kid. 
“Thomas. You have chocolate in your hair…” Crowley tried to reason with the three year old.
“No! Big boy bath!”
“I got it…” Jax sighed as he headed toward the stairs.
“Well I was going to make lunch before everything got a little crazy so I’m hoping grilled cheese sandwiches are OK with everyone because I don’t have anything else.” You said as you looked around at your visitors. 
“I’ll help. Ope, you wanna start a fire in the living room and help Dean fill in gaps for Chibs and John?” Lyla said as she looked at her husband expectantly. He nodded as Dean toed off his boots and made himself comfortable in your home like he always did. 
“De, call Sammy!” You said as you pulled off your wet socks and headed into the kitchen to see Crowley there looking as confused as ever.
“Dean and John are back from the dead?” He asked softly as he peaked out of the kitchen toward the living room.
“Dean apparently never died. Amara… who I’m assuming is the Darkness, brought dad back as thanks for her getting her family back…?” You said; your words trailing up in a question as you didn’t know what that really meant to begin with. Crowley nodded.
“Well, that’s an interesting twist of events. That would explain as to where Chuck went.” You looked over your shoulder at him as you grabbed butter and cheese out of your fridge.
“Who the hell is Chuck?” Crowley chuckled as Lyla started laying out pieces of bread to get buttered.
“That, kitten, is what God chooses to be called these days.”
“Oh, for the love of… fuck…” You grumbled with a small shake of your head.
“Wait, you met God?” Lyla asked as she plugged in your griddle. 
“We fought his sister together, darling. Of course I’ve met him.” 
“So how’s your relationship going?” You asked; trying to avoid having to admit to your best friend that you had been lying by omission for the past 5 months. You looked at Crowley pointedly; giving him the silent and subtle clue to take your hint.
“Oh! Well… that is… not… something I wish to discuss with you, kitten. It’s rather personal and…”
“Are you still fucking him on the DL or what?” You asked flat out; causing Lyla to snort with laughter. Crowley’s cheeks flared red. He opened his mouth to respond, snapping it closed a second later as he looked at his nails as if they were the most interesting thing in the entire world.
“Frankly, darling that’s none of your business.”
“That’s a yes.” Lyla giggled as the two of you flipped sandwiches.
“Wretched women… I hate both of you.” Crowley said before he disappeared.
“I can’t believe he and Dean…”
“Who and Dean?” Jax asked as he walked in to the kitchen with a clean son on each hip. “Figured you would wanna do the introductions with this one.” He said as he bobbed his head toward Thomas.
“Crowley and Dean are still doin’ it.” You said as you started stacking finished grilled cheese sandwiches on a plate. You paused for a moment and turned around to look at Jax and shook your head. “How the hell do we explain this one?”
“Now you see why I said you could do it.” You rolled your eyes as Lyla unplugged the griddle and put the rest of the sandwiches on the stack. With a heavy sigh, you walked over and took your oldest from Jax. With a small shake of your head you pulled something out of thin air that you hoped made sense to a child.
“Hey Tommy… you know how grandpa John went to live with the angels before you were born? Well, Uncle Dean and Uncle Sam helped the angels and God with some big things recently. The angels decided that because they were so helpful, they would let grandpa come back to us so he could meet you and your brother and watch you grow up.” Your son crinkled his face, thinking hard about this new information. 
“Are the angels letting everyone go back to their families?” He asked.
“Umm… no baby, just grandpa. And it’s only this one time.”
“Why?” You blanched and looked at Jax; realizing that there was no easy way to answer this question. 
“Because your Uncle Dean gave God his family back.” Lyla stepped in. “And God didn’t want your mommy to raise you without your grandpa. So he did what is called a favor. That’s something grown ups do to help someone out when they do something for each other.” Your son stayed quiet for an unusually long time; processing the information. You looked back and forth between Lyla and Jax, wondering what he was thinking before he nodded.
“I should make God a thanks card. Dat’s what I gotta do for Santa when he brings gifts, too.” You all laughed and nodded as Jax kissed the side of his son’s head proudly.
“Yea, that’s a good idea. Maybe you and grandpa can even make it together so you can both thank him.” You suggested.
“Is he good at crafts like papa?” You nodded as you thought about your dad’s amazing artistic ability. 
“Grandpa is amazing at crafts.” You said as you grabbed the plate of sandwiches and headed toward the living room. “You should ask him nicely to draw you a tiger.” Thomas cheered as you stopped in the doorway of your living room and looked at your dad. “Tommy, this is your grandpa.” You said as you set the plate down on the table and sat on the arm of the couch next to your dad.
“Grandpa draw a tiger for da card?” Tommy asked as he crawled out of your lap and into John’s. Your dad looked a little startled and chuckled.
“I think I can draw a tiger. What’s the card for?”
“We gots to thanks God for letting you come back to mommy. You gots ta make a card for a gift.” Your dad’s eyes shot up to yours and you gave him a smile.
“Those are the rules in this house. Get a gift, you write a thank you card.” Your dad’s eyes filled with tears and he nodded as he looked back at his grandson.
“Yea… we can make a card.” Thomas smiled and wiggled off John’s lap.
“OK. I go gets the papers.” He said as he darted out of the room to the play room you had down stairs. Your dad smiled and put his hand on your knee as everyone grabbed a sandwich.
“And this little guy is your and my dad’s namesake.” Jax said as he passed off your youngest to your dad. 
“He looks like you.” Your dad said as he looked back and forth between his other grandson and you. “Little bit of Sam as well.” You nodded as Jax grabbed two sandwiches and handed you one.
“He may look like me but he has Jax’s personality. Tommy is mini me.” You said as your oldest came running back with a stack of papers and his box of crayons and colored pencils. Your dad nodded as Thomas push all his stuff on the couch and used your dad’s jeans to pull himself on the cushion next to him, causing John to laugh.
“Oh yea. He is just like you.” He said as he helped his grandson up. 
“Give me the wee one. I need ta love the little bugger.” Chibs said as he stood up and reached across the coffee table for little John. You smiled at your family; the dysfunctional chaos that it was.
“World almost ends and we get a grandparent and one of our friends back because of it.” Jax whispered in your ear. You smiled and nodded as you wrapped your arm around his waist.
“I call that a Teller win.”
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The smell of bacon and something burning woke you up way too early for your liking the next morning. Your brow furrowed as you looked to the other side of your bed at your sleeping husband. You knew Chibs wasn’t an early riser so that left one of the three Winchester men. As quietly as you could, you slipped out of bed and headed down stairs. You could hear grumbling that you immediately recognized as your fathers as the smell of strong coffee slammed into your senses.
“Daddy? What are you doing?” You asked as you leaned against the door way, rubbing sleep out of your eyes. John turned around to look at you with a sour look on his face.
“Your pans are stupid.” You giggled as you walked into the kitchen and looked at the stove.
“First of all, they are not stupid, they are amazing.” You reached in front of him and turned the burner he was using for what you assumed had to be pancakes down from ‘high’ to ‘medium’ with a smile. “Second, they are teflon. Non-meat foods cook on medium so the whole thing cooks not just the outside.”
“That explains it.” He said as he scooped up the pancake he was burning onto a pile of other burnt ones on a plate to his right.
“Third, I have a fancy griddle to cook pancakes on. Has a pancake temp in the book and everything.” He hummed at the new information as he grabbed the bowl of batter and started in on a new pancake. You pat his shoulder and headed over to make yourself a cup of coffee.
“You know… I don’t think I have cooked on an actual stove in thirty somethin’ years.” He said as he flipped the bacon in a different pan. “Diner food, fast food… Mary, the corp… I never really had to.”
“Well, you are more than welcome to stick around here and practice if you want.” You hopped up on the counter next to the stove out of the mess as he looked over at you.
“Thanks, princess. I appreciate that.” You nodded as you took a sip of your coffee; letting it warm you from the inside. “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do here.” He said as he flipped the pancake over; his brow knit in frustrated thought. “After Mary the only thing I had going was the fight. I ruined my kids lives because of it…”
“Dad, you didn’t ruin our lives…” He looked up at you with a serious ‘Sam bitch face’ and you quickly chewed on your bottom lip to keep from laughing as you realized that John was the originator of the look.
“One of my sons ran away to college to get away from me and two years after that, my only daughter did too. Don’t tell me I didn’t ruin your life.” You shook your head as you set your coffee mug down.
“You didn’t. If I hadn’t run away, I would have never met Jax and had my sons. My brothers wouldn’t be the strong, determined, crazy, independent men they are now. Sure, we were a little different from most families but from where I sit today- 27 years old with a beautiful family, a job, a house… I wouldn’t trade anything about my life to get me to where I am right now. So if anything you gave me this.” You gestured around the kitchen, indicating your life before you picked your coffee back up and took another sip.
“Yea… well, still. Now my fight is over but according to your brothers there is still a fight out there…”
“There will always be a fight, daddy. The question that I had to ask myself years ago was is it worth it?” He looked up at you; the fighter in him obvious in his gaze and you sighed. “Not what I meant it to sound like.” You put your coffee mug down and tucked your hands under your thighs as you took a moment to collect your thoughts. “I don’t know if it was just because I’m not Mary’s daughter or if the hunting life was never really meant for me but I always looked at what you and my brothers did as not my fight… because it wasn’t. It was yours to avenge the love of your life and theirs to avenge their mother. My mother was just a piece of shit; nothing I can do about that.
Now that your revenge is done, you find yourself in my shoes. Sam and Dean have managed to find themselves in a fight with Lucifer… again. It’s not your fight, daddy. You don’t have to hunt with them. You said it yourself yesterday, this must be God’s way of giving you a second chance. You raised them right as hunters. They can handle this fight like they did the first time. You don’t have to take on the responsibility if you don’t want to nor do you have to feel guilty if you choose not to.”
“She’s right, dad.” Dean said as he leaned against the door frame of your kitchen with Sam right behind him. “If you want to stay and help raise your grandsons and be the parent you couldn’t be for us because of the circumstances, we don’t blame you and we won’t stop you. Shit, Sam and I want you to stay.”
“We don’t hate you for raising us how you did. It was the cards you were dealt. It prepared us for the things we face today in and out of the hunting world. But we also know that if you had the option when we were babies, you wouldn’t have wanted that life for us. You would have wanted the life (Y/N) has made for herself for us.” Sam said as he stepped into the kitchen past Dean and leaned on the counter next to you facing John. “We may butt heads more than territorial goats but you were the best father I could ever ask for. It just took me a while to realize it. Minus, you know, the giving your kids guns for Christmas at the age of nine to protect us from bad Santa but that’s a different story all together.” The four of you chuckled as Dean brought Sam a cup of coffee and stood by his side.
“Like I said, all we are saying is that if you want to take the second chance that you were given to be with your grandsons, do it. Sam and I; we got this. Lucifer will be back in his cage in no time. And no extreme measures will be taken to do so.” Dean said as he glanced at you with a knowing smile.
“Yea, better not.” You grumbled with a smirk as you grabbed your coffee and took another sip before looking back at your father. “And if you choose to go with them, I won’t take it personally… you are a hunter after all. Your truck is in the garage. The gun in the glove compartment was replaced by coloring books and Cheerio boxes and the photos have all been updated but the weapons box is still loaded and I’ve taken care of her.”
“You still have my truck?” John asked as he added another perfectly cooked pancake to the growing stack. 
“Yep. I had Bobby bring it to me after you died and I’ve had it ever since. Had to replace the carburetor and the transmission last year and she’s a bitch to find parts for... but it was yours. It’s come in handy over the years, too; Jax loves it in the winter but we can get a new one.”
“Keep it.” He said with a small shake of his head. “I can get one from the lot… if you’ll help me rebuild it.” He looked up at you hopefully. You nodded with a genuine smile.
“Yea… I’d like that.” He nodded his head and glanced over at his sons before going back to making breakfast.
“So, uh… can I get some of that bacon?” Dean asked as he craned his neck to look at the pan. You rolled your eyes as you jumped off the counter.
“There goes De and his no chick-flick moment rule.” Sam grumbled as you headed toward the stairs to get your youngest before he woke up and started crying.
“Somethin’ burnin’?” Chibs asked as he walked out of the room that was designated as the play room.
“My dad didn't know how to use a teflon pan. It’s OK; there’s coffee, pancakes and bacon.” Your friend moaned as he pulled a shirt that was way too big for him over his head.
“Real bed, real food. Cheers, I’m in ‘eaven.” You laughed as you shuffled upstairs and dipped into your room to throw on warm clothes to go out for a smoke.
“You’re up early.” Jax groaned as he rolled over in bed to watch you.
“Dad was trying to cook pancakes on ‘high’. Had to save the house from being burned down.” Jax huffed a laugh as you crawled across the bed and gave him a kiss. “Do you care if he sticks around for a while?”
“Nope…” Jax yawned as he rolled onto his back and stretched. “Two live-in sitters we trust… maybe we can try honeymoon take two.” You laughed as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you down on top of him.
“I love you, baby but you shot me on our first honeymoon. I don’t think…” Your words were lost in a yelp as he tickled your sides and rolled you underneath him.
“God, you’re such a smart ass.” You smiled up at him as you tried to tame his wild bed head.
“You still love me.” You gave him a chaste kiss and pat his cheek. “Now, up you get. Our baby boy turns one today.”
“Where did time go?” Jax asked as he rolled off you and flopped back on the bed. “And with your dad moving in, we gotta start calling him Johnny or something so we don’t confuse the two.” You looked over your shoulder as you pulled your bra into place with a half mouth smirk.
“I think it would be a little strange for you to call my dad Johnny, babe.” You dodged the first pillow expertly but the second one hit you square in the back.
“I hate you sometimes.” You smiled as you tossed the pillows back on the bed and walked over to his dresser to grab one of his long-sleeved SAMCRO t-shirts that you loved to wear in the winter.
“I know you do. Now quit being lazy, we gotta head into town before people start comin’ over.”
“For what?” Jax asked as he rolled out of bed and grabbed a shirt from the drawer you were closing.
“Chibs needs clothes. I know Bobby has my dad’s old stuff but you, Ope, my brothers and my dad are all too broad for that man to borrow clothes from. I’ll just use one of Sam’s cards. And with two people moving in, we need more food.” Jax shrugged as he headed toward the bathroom.
“I’ll stay here. You can take him.” You shrugged as John started to fuss over the baby monitor.
“Have fun hanging out with Dean, then. No fighting.” Your husband popped his head out and shook his head.
“On second though, you may need my help… carrying shit.” You laughed as you headed out of your room to get the birthday boy with a smile on your face. You hesitated for a moment outside the door and looked up at the ceiling.
“Thank you.” You whispered softly to the mystery man and woman you now fully believed in who gave you part of your family back. With a small nod, you stepped into the room and cooed at your youngest pride and joy.
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akaryuga · 6 years
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[Blog] Hiiiii, post something to let everyone know I still alive and drawing.”orz *For someone who may not know that girl. She is my OC Aka when I start playing PSO2 I created her. She is not Red blood cell form Cells at Work! QVQ First, Thanks to some people who asked me in my mailbox and DA. So warm! I have a lot of things want to share;_; But...I will make it short.
Because it been a long time my translation friend has always “forget" to correct/check my thing for me. I think he just doesn’t "want to do it" anymore and I don’t wanna make him anymore._(:3 ⌒゙)_
Soooooooo I decide to use my poor English type my update for a while, hope this is not too difficult to understand. If you see something wrong grammar OR word, just tell me plz! ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )~
Longggggggggggg time no see!。゚(゚´ω`゚)゚。
yeah, I haven't update about a year. “orz I feel sorry about this. So many things happen this year. I went to UK and Taiwan travel a month.。:.゚ヽ(*´∀`)ノ゚.:。 And Now, I am in living alone in Japan and learning Japanese! XDDD So, I need to spend some time worry and get used to my new life.
In fact, I have always draw something to practice. I will slowly repost in here. After I find someone to help me later I would like to update SunLight. QQ
For now, I will still have short update sketch here.ヽ(●´∀`●)ノ Also, my summer vacation started yesterday, so I have a little more time for now! Soooooo I will try to open my  PicartoTV live like usual Monday to Friday. Until my summer vacation is over;-; feel free to come to watch.
I will overcome my stupid handshake and keep drawing! Thanks Again! Also Thank you who read all of this poor English Bolg_(:3J Give me some time I will slowly reply everyone comments by my poor English.>:D Love&Miss u all(*ˇωˇ*人)see u guys in next post or live. give u some cute Rowlet.
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BTW first time saw and play snow >:DDDDDDDDD!
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arsuledin-archive · 6 years
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Hello and welcome to the first prompt of DARP Feastday!
Since it’s Monday, let’s start off with Munday and get to know each other and be friendos! Remember, please REPOST and don’t REBLOG these questions!
Preferred name: NEMO! Preferred pronouns: she/her. Favorite color: honestly? Brown ( i like anything close to brown too. so bronze and taupe ahhhh, green, orange. I can’t choose.) Any pets?: I HAVE three kitties ( nala, bagheera, and mavis ), and two dogs ( lilo and duke ).  How much RP experience do you have?: I’ve been rping since I was like.... 12 and I’m 24 now, so long enough.  Have/do you RP in other fandoms?: Greek Gods, Disney, Superatural, Harry Potter, OUAT? WARRIOR CATS GOOOOOOO!!! Man, Warrior cats used to be my JAM. Still would be my jam if it were still popular and it wouldn’t be weird for a 24 yr old to love a kiddy book. Lmao. This question has made me realize that I have very few fandoms. What are some of your biggest fandoms besides DA?: Supernatural, Greek Gods, and Harry Potter, but I’m... not actively involved in them, though I’ve written far more in the HP fandom than any other. And Disney, I guess?  What blogs do you have in the DA fandom (or with a DA verse?): Just Solas right now. I have an OC I’m working on ( more like nervously avoiding, but I’ve been smacking myself mentally to get myself into gear ). I’ve always considered taking up Isabela or Shale or Alistair or ... literally anyone, but I can barely keep up with Solas lately.  What piece of media was your first experience with Dragon Age?: DRAGON AGE ORIGINS, which btw, is my favorite. I played that game so many times. I love all the DA games, but Orgins was something special. Kingdom Hearts got me interested in games, but Orgins got me interested in RPGS and it was just a magical experience for a young Nemo such as myself. Which is your favorite DA game?: Orgins. Seriously. I love it. I haven’t played it in a couple of years though because.... I’ve seen better graphics now and going back to Orgins and its wacky textures, I’ll get annoyed. Which is your favorite DA book or comic?: Cough. I haven’t actually read any? TO BE FAIR, I haven’t read many books in the past few years. I’ve only recently just started getting back into reading.  Who is your favorite DA character? I don’t have a specific favorite because I love everyone, but to narrow it down: Hawke, Solas, Fenris, Isabela, Varric, and a tie between Alistair/Zevran? When I first played Orgins, it used to be Alistair all day every day, and then Zevran. Then DA came out? IDK. I love all the characters except maybe one, and for those of you who know me, you may already know who that character is.  What is your favorite DA-verse creature? Halla and dragons. You can never have enough dragons. And Halla are just so pretty. I remember seeing them and thinking they looked silver and I just thought that was very cool and elf-like? if that makes sense. Like they looked like beautiful majestic elf creatures and it made perfect sense that the Dalish cared for them. ALSO MABARI!!! they may be dogs, but the breed Mabari doesn’t exist in real life, and I wish they did. Who is your favorite DA artist? Link us to some of their work?: Nipuni. I love all her work, but I especially love the way she draws Solas. What’s your favorite DA fanfic? Give us a link and a description?: I love all of LoquaciousQuark’s hawke/fenris work. I think she’s a wonderful writer, and she captures the best Fenris I’ve ever read. This is my favorite story from her. Basically, Hawke gets a letter saying she now owns everything Danarius did because she defeated him in fair battle, so everything he owned goes to her. Which means Fenris and all the slaves and houses that Danarius owned. So Hawke and Fen and Co. go to Tevinter to find a way to free all the slaves and allow them to become their own person. Basically Hawke finds a loophole in Tevinter society, I guess. I just really like it because Fenris’ reactions are believable, and he gets to find some closure.
But my recent favorite is Looking Glass by feynites.  What was the best gift you’ve ever gotten?: Is it sad I don’t really remember? I guess when my friend got my a 5lb bag of chocolate covered sunflower seeds and I had only asked for a small bag, lol. Ever played a good prank?: Nope. I once changed my dad’s background to very muscluar men and changed his ring tone to ‘it’s raining men’, and then proceeded to call him while he was at work, but that’s it. Best trip you’ve ever taken?: Never really taken a trip, tbh. I’ve always wanted to see Ireland though. Best advice you’ve ever gotten?: Try to recognizes progressive worrying and nonprogressive worrying. That worrying over something you can’t control isn’t going to help you, but it’s not wrong either to worry about something that’s happening now and something you can control? I guess? Idk, she explained it better. I’ve been given a good advice, but a problem with me is that I’ll listen to it and I’ll... forget or not really listen because hey, i have anxiety IF YOU WEREN’T AWARE since I flippin say it 90% of the time. I’m sorry. Anyway, that’s it.
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mallowwrites · 7 years
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Incomplete - Part One
Pairing: Chanyeol x Hye Jin (oc)
Summary: Everyone gets the name of their soulmate written on their skin as soon as they turn 18. Hye Jin had always dreamt of having a peaceful life with the one she loves, but when  the name of a world-famous idol appears on her skin, the whole soulmate thing doesn’t quite work out.
A/N: This is a repost from my main blog @fluffyyeollie because I’m busy moving all my writing to this account. Please show it once again lots of love. Any likes/reblogs/comments would be highly appreciated.
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“Hye Jin! I heard you’re suddenly changing schools to study fashion? Why? You’ve always gotten such good grades, you’d make a wonderful lawyer!”
Da Eun, Hye Jin’s best friend said when she caught up to her walking to the train station. Without saying a word, Hye Jin showed her best friend her wrist.
“Oh my god is that the Park Chan Yeol? EXO’s Chanyeol?” Her eyes were wide and her mouth was opened in awe. Hye Jin let out a sigh.
“I think it is. I know that the name on his skin isn’t complete but I’ve stared at it for hours. It’s Kim and Jin with a gap in the middle. That lowers the possibilities and I get this fuzzy feeling when I get close to him. I’ve read about it and most people get that feeling when they see their soulmate.” She let out another sigh,
“My only problem now is that it’s incredibly hard to approach him without professional intentions so my only choice is to study something which allows me to get into the same industry as him. I’m not particularly beautiful or talented so fashion is my only option.” She fell silent when she entered her train to school and took a seat. She’d thought it all out and if she switched her study now, she’d be able to finish in two years.
“Whoa, you’ve really thought this out, haven’t you? But, is it really necessary to change your studies? You’ve always dreamt of being a lawyer one day. Shouldn’t you guys somehow find eachother whether you study fashion or not?”
“I’ve thought about that, too, believe me. I just can’t bring myself to really think like that, it feels like I’d be making a terrible mistake if I did that.” Hye Jin looked down at her hands playing with her skirt and her bitten nails. She’d have to change a lot if she wanted to make it into the fashion industry.
“Well if you really believe that, I’ll support you. Just know that I’ll miss you in class.”
“So will I. I have to get off here. I’ll catch you later.” With that, Hye Jin left her best friend for who knows how long. Up until now they’d spent most of their time together during lunch breaks or on the train. It might take a long time before they’d see eachother again.
After her first day on her new school she decided to take a stroll around town to get accustomed to it and found exactly that one building she wanted to be able to enter as an employee; SM Ent. Building. She saw a person approaching the building and without hesitation she went after him, hoping she could enter and find Chanyeol to talk to him.
“Wait!” She called out to the person entering the building but the doors slammed shut in front of her nose and she heard the lock click back in place. She kicked a nearby rock out of frustration and turned to walk away and that’s when she saw him, the very person she was looking for. She glanced down at her wrist, looked back up and opened her mouth to say something
“Chanyeol,-” She cut herself off because, unlike what she’d expected, he walked straight past her, not even granting her a single look. The doors behind her opened and closed before she walked away
“I knew this would happen.”
On her way back home she was left with a gloomy feeling and a bitter taste in her mouth. So far she’d only seen the polite and happy side of him, she’d never thought he’d be the type to straight up ignore someone like that. Did he think she was a fan? Well, she was, but that wasn’t the reason she’d been in front of that building. Maybe he thought he was one of those stalkers.
She face-palmed and noticed a few people on the train glancing at her. She let out a sigh and squeezed her eyes shut, embarrassed at her own mistake, she could’ve easily thought that through. Her phone started buzzing and she was pleasantly surprised by Da Eun’s name on the screen.
“Hey Da Eun! Miss me so much already that you’re calling me?”
“Yeah yeah whatever, listen up, I’ve been thinking and earlier today you told me that Chanyeol missed a part of his soulmate’s name but when I thought about it, it made no sense. Why would he miss part of his soulmate’s name?”
“Yeah I’ve wondered the same but it appears that more idols have that. The moment you receive more love than the average amount you receive by friends, family and coworkers, you’re unable to receive the full name of your soulmate. The extra love kinda blocks their way to find true love. I thought it was quite cruel actually.” Now people were definitely staring at her and Da Eun had also fallen silent.
“Wow, I didn’t know that.” Another silence and then she spoke up again. “So, how was your first day at fashion school?”
“It was okay, a bit boring because I didn’t have to twist my brain into finding solutions. Now I have to twist my brain into finding some fashion talent deep inside of me. I’m lucky I won’t be designing anything. I made the choice beforehand to just do make-up and select clothes, that’s it.”
“I’m jealous, just hearing this sounds like it’s much relaxer than here- aahh sorry my mom’s calling me to make dinner I’m going. I’ll text you later!” Before Hye Jin could reply, she’d already hung up and she was left alone once again with her gloomy feeling.  Even when she entered her apartment it felt even emptier and colder than usual.
Every time she thought about how hard it’d be to get closer to him, the room seemed to get colder. She let out a sigh and put on a comfortable hoodie to warm her up and grabbed one of her recently bought fashion books. She softly squeezed her cheeks to make her snap out of those depressing thoughts.
“I’ll just have to work hard for now and when the time comes, I’ll find a way to meet him.”
With those thoughts she started studying, watching tutorials, going through fashion magazines and pairing random pictures of clothing  she found online. Every day over again, with the same thoughts and every day with even more determination than the day before, two years long until she finally graduated on top of her class, having completely grasped this thing called fashion.
Hye Jin got a call about three weeks after graduation.
“Hello, this is Hye Jin speaking.”
“Hello, I am Tak Youngjun, idol goup EXO’s manager at SM Entertainment. I’d like to make a formal appointment regarding a job you might be interested in.”
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