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elihii · 1 month

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Y'feel that?

ft. death island!leon x fem!reader

overview. well, i got obsessed with the phrase leon says. also, i got the idea from one short i read a while ago. with the same title, of course, i just did it my way c:

warnings. 973 w (kinda short). smut. dirty talk, age gap, riding, praise, p in v, creampie.

note. masterlist. i don't really have much to say, hope you enjoy your reading ♡ (btw, english is not my native language, sorry if there are mistakes.)

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You continued to ride his cock with abandon and longing. Your nails dug into his biceps as the head of his thick member hit your cervix repeatedly, sending electric waves of pleasure through both of your bodies. Leon's voice faded further, taking on a hoarse, provocative tone as he spoke between labored breaths.

With each thrust, he was pushing your cervix further in your welcoming pussy, stretching your walls to their limits and filling you with relentless torrents of satisfaction with the help of his hands gripping your hips. Feeling your buttocks trembling under the force of your strokes only served to fuel his lust even more, driving him to continue pounding into you with ruthless skill.

"Y'feel that?" he grunted.

A rhetorical question as you could feel every inch of his swollen shaft sliding in and out of your vaginal cavity. Riding his cock as fast and hard as you could, trying to match his pace and get all of it inside your tight pussy. Shaking your hips violently with each impact, showing how much you enjoy fucking his cock. Your breathing became more irregular and gasping as you felt yourself getting closer to your climax thanks to the intensity of the sensations and the raw friction with all its pulsating veins inside you.

Leon's grunts grew louder and more primal, pounding into your tight pussy with increasing ferocity, his hands keeping control of the pace of your frantic, constant coupling. Sending waves of ecstasy with each impact that coursed through both your bodies, pushing you closer and closer to orgasmic bliss.

You shook your pelvis wildly and kept digging him into your depths with each powerful jump you exerted on his hips, moving yours erotically. With each passing moment, the anticipation of your imminent release increased to feverish and impossible levels.

You were shaking with pleasure, feeling his huge cock filling your pussy completely, your pretty tits bouncing up and down in front of his face with each impact as you did on him. Your breathing was becoming more erratic and labored, barely able to catch your breath.

"I'm gonna cum Lee…" you whimpered.

When he felt your pussy choke his throbbing member, signaling your impending climax, Leon let out a wild roar of bliss and multiplied his efforts, sinking his cock even deeper into your trembling core. The feeling of being surrounded by warmth and tightness was almost too much to bear for him, but he refused to stop until he had taken every last drop of your pleasure.

"M'pretty little girl is bout' to cum in my cock… Hold'n and come with me, sweetness…"

His hands clung to your hips harder as if you were a vice, using them as a guide for his thrusts as he sought to bring you to the edge of an explosive orgasm.

Your face contorted in pure pleasure and delight as you felt your orgasm building inside you. Your cute little pussy clenched even tighter around his thick cock, absorbing it hard as you tried to milk as much of his cum as possible.

"Fuck- I'm cumming, Leon..."

Your breathing became more erratic and desperate, you could barely pronounce words between gasps of air.

"Sexy as fuck... Y'don't know how fuckin horny you drive me... Are'y ready, little one? Are ya ready for me?"

Leon's voice dropped to a primal growl as he watched your beautiful face contort in pleasure, his arousal reaching new heights of intensity.

"Mmh... Yes… Yes… Cum inside me, Leon…"

He released his load prematurely, filling your tight pussy to the brim with his hot sperm as he continued to pound into your sensitive walls thanks to your urges combined with his own.

He couldn't help but let out another primal moan as he reached his peak, his big cock throbbing inside you and releasing wave after wave of thick cum into your needy depths. The sound of his heavy breathing and grunting filled the room, along with the loud wet noise of his soaked pelvis colliding with your swollen folds.

Your cute little pussy convulsed around his thick cock as you climaxed, your juices flowing freely and mixing with his hot load to create a delicious mess inside your tight hole that ran down his pelvis and balls. You let out a loud moan and arched your back, your fingers digging into his bulky biceps as you tried to hold on with all your might as you weathered the storm of pleasure.

You just continued pumping his placid cock with your fleshy walls and swollen entrance, his balls tightening involuntarily as he emptied their sticky contents. When he felt your body tremble with anticipation, he knew you were on the verge of another orgasm, and he couldn't resist giving you one last surge of pleasure before finally pulling out of your dripping pussy.

With a final grunt, he pulled out of your soaked folds and positioned his cock at the base of your pussy, ready to administer a generous load of his thick cum directly onto your eager clit.

You let out a long, satisfied moan as you felt his huge cock withdraw from your wet pussy, leaving behind a trail of hot cum and precious fluids that connected you both and showed off your illicit act. You looked at him with lust-filled eyes, waiting patiently for him.

Leon growled as he prepared to shoot his last load directly into your clit, his balls clenching one last time before he unloaded a torrent of hot cum all over your pussy. With each beat in his shaft, more of his thick cum splashed across your sensitive nub, creating a wet mess that oozed down to your inner thighs.

He let out a victorious moan as he emptied himself, his cock twitching involuntarily as he savored the feeling of feeding and staining your pussy. For a moment, he stood still, catching his breath and basking in the afterglow of your intense sex session.

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vsnyarbll · 1 year

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matching sapphires

pairing: Aemond Targaryen x fem!reader

words: 2.898

summary: While Y/N was running away from her brother, Aemond pulled her into a room. And they made confessions to each other.

warnings: NSFW (not actual smut, just making out), targcest, angst/fluff, Aemond is insecure about his eye.

a/n: Sorry for any mistakes. English is not my native language. Aegon is a better person in this fic. Reader is daughter of Daemon and Rhaenyra (I know this topic has been written about a lot before, but it gives me peace of mind that the character is Daemyra's daughter.) I'm bad at writing summaries. MDNI

part2: (flashback) “Is that why you acted so weird when I wore a sapphire necklace to the celebration?”

(Look at his eyelashes <3)

Y/N was running away from her brother Jacaerys. She loved to provoke her brother in every possible way. Y/N 's motive that day was Jace’s great love for Baela. At first, he didn't care what she said. But after a while, it became unbearable and even her mother realized what was happening. Jace got angry and started making harmless threats. Y/N was proud that she had managed to make her brother angry.

As Y/N passed by one of the gaps in the wide hallway, someone grabbed her arm and pulled her inside. Where she was pulled in was supposed to be the broom closet, but the door to the room had been removed. It was a narrow space, but it had a window of considerable size. There was enough light, although it was not very bright inside.

She was about to scream when the person who pulled her in put his hand over her mouth. She was not facing the unknown person. Y/N began to struggle in fear in the arms of the person behind her. "Shh! Be quiet," he whispered.

He pulled his hand away from her mouth as Jace passed them and disappeared into the distance. Y/N rushed forward. She turned around angrily.

“What do you think you're doing?!”

“Y/N, it’s me.”

“Aemond? What are you doing here?”

“I saw you running away from your brother. I wanted to help you.”

"Thank you, I guess. But I was trying to ask what you were doing in this-" Y/N paused and looked around. "Room? I think.”

“I'd rather not say. The answer I'm going to give you is not good.”

The whole family was inside having breakfast. They were sitting together, laughing and having fun. Aemond had ignored Y/N for the last few weeks, so she didn't care about his presence at breakfast. Now she realized that Aemond had taken a few bites at the beginning of the meal and left the table.

“So you were jerking off?”

Aemond's mouth opened in surprise.

“Y/N! I wasn't! Why did you think that?”

“I don't know. Let's envision someone who has gotten up early from breakfast and is alone in an unknown corner of the castle. Maybe there are even spectators outside the window.”

He grinned at her answer. “I think you spend more time with Aegon than you should.”

“He's the only person I get along with," she said with a sad smile.

“And we have to commend you for that.”

Y/N lowered her gaze to her feet. “He's just a misunderstood person.”

"He's just a misunderstood drunk.” Aemond corrected her.

“Aemond, I swear to you, it's great to spend time with Aegon. You all don't know how to have a conversation with him.”

Aemond nodded his head in response. He was aware that Aegon was a difficult person.

They looked into each other's eyes for a short while. Y/N couldn't take the tension anymore and brought the subject back to her original question.

“You still haven't told me what you're doing here.”

“I didn't want to spend time with our beloved family and wanted to be alone.”

Y/N measured what Aemond said in her head and kept talking. "This doesn't seem like a good place to spend time."

"It wasn't my intention to come here in at first. Then I heard your and your brother's voice. I thought you came looking for me."

“Jace,” she said as she leaned against the wall behind her.

"What are you saying?"

"You keep saying 'your brother.' You know his name is Jace."

"Whatever it is."

There was a long silence between them. Y/N was still trying to catch her breath.

Aemond was staring at her parted lips. Her lips were redder than any cherry he had ever seen. He tried to imagine what they might feel like if they looked so soft just by the sight of them. Then his eyes fell on the earrings in her ears. They were not very long, with big red stones on the ends. The earrings were shining mesmerizingly in the sunlight coming through the window. They were swaying back and forth very slightly.

Even though Aemond couldn't see the girl's hand from that angle, he knew that the ring she always wore was on her index finger. Ironically, the ring had a sapphire stone on top, and the sides of the stone were two pearls smaller than the stone.

Then he began to examine the necklace around her neck. It was a gift from his actual father, Daemon, and it matched her mother's necklace. Y/N's necklace had three identical pendants side by side, while her mother's necklace had a single one. The pendants and the chains of the necklaces were equal. In this way, Daemon ensured that his lover, his daughter, and himself had small pieces of their ancestry.

Even if King Viserys thought Daemon's behavior was wrong, Daemon was Daemon. He always did what he set his mind to do.

Whatever happened, the necklaces remained and were worn at crowded events for all to see.

He fought hard not to lower his gaze below her necklace. He didn't want to be disrespectful to Y/N. But with the body he had dreamed of for years right in front of him, it was hard to stop himself.

He lowered his gaze and watched her breasts as if hypnotized. Her breasts were moving as she breathed in and out.

Y/N got excited under the weight of Aemond’s gaze. His gaze was so heavy, so full of meaning.

Y/N began to study the face of the tall man in front of her. He had his usual eye patch over his left eye. Y/N always thought the eye patch made him look even more handsome than he was, even if it felt selfish. She had always hesitated to tell him about it. It was a sensitive subject, and she didn't want to offend him.

Y/N tried to close the distance between them. Aemond took a step backward. She walked towards him again, and Aemond kept walking backward until his back hit the wall. Finally, he put his hands on either side of her face.

"Y/N," he said.

Y/N stood up on her tiptoes to get closer to Aemond’s face. "Yes, Aemond?"

Aemond couldn't tell if what they were experiencing was real or not. If it was real, he didn't want it to end. His greatest dream, his greatest wish, was right in front of him, inches from his face.

Just as Aemond was about to put his lips to Y/N's lips, she pulled back.

Aemond looked at her confusedly but said nothing.

"Why have you been ignoring me for weeks?" she asked.

"What have I done to you?" She tried to stop her eyes from filling with tears.

For a long time, she had kept her feelings inside and had to keep reminding herself that she was not the problem. After keeping his feelings bottled up inside, everything started to explode.

"A month ago, you came to my room and told me stories about Vhagar and our ancestors, and the next day you didn't even say good morning to me."

He kept looking at Y/N's face. Aemond's silence made her even angrier.

"I got used to your presence, and then you left. You didn't even ask how I was."

She took a deep breath and stepped back. "Every time we lock eyes, you look at me with disgust. I can't understand what you're thinking. Do you hate me? Or do you hate the idea of being seen with me?"

Everything she said broke Aemond's heart. How could she have such thoughts when all he wanted was to be with her, to find peace in her warmth? How could she think he hated seen with Y/N? If he could, he would go everywhere with her.

Y/N was still waiting for an answer from Aemond. A tear fell from her left eye and rolled down her cheek due to the weight of her emotions. Seeing this, Aemond grabbed her arms tightly. He pulled her close to him again. "Y/N, listen to me very carefully, please. I don't hate you. How could I hate you?"

"Then why aren't we like we used to be? At least tell me what's changed."

While Aemond tried to get his words together, Y/N started talking again. "Aemond, look, I understand if you don't feel the same with me, but don't walk away without giving me a reason."

“I tried to keep myself away from you because I didn't want us to have anything inappropriate. You will marry one day to strengthen your claim to the throne. I cannot allow such a situation to stand in your way.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I heard my mother talking to Princess Rhaenyra. You are the firstborn child of the heir. Marriage is more than a duty for you.”

When she didn't react, he continued talking. “I apologize for leaving you unanswered and alone for so long. I thought it would be easier for you to choose a husband if I stayed away from you.”

He kept talking without giving her a chance to speak. “My mother was starting to suspect something was going on between us.”

“But there's nothing between us.”

This time it was Aemond's turn to get angry. “What was it for then, refusing every dance at dozens of balls? Why did you come to my chambers at nights when you couldn't sleep, when you could drink herbal tea? Why did you get so obsessed that you cried when I didn't talk to you for a while?"

Y/N's ears were ringing. His rudeness meant nothing to her. There was only one truth she'd wanted to know for so long. Aemond had blurted it out without realizing it, maybe on purpose. "Do you want something to happen between us?"

"I thought we already had something."

Y/N wanted something to happen between them, too. But it was hard to read the one-eyed prince's feelings. It was impossible to predict his next move.

She didn't want to hold herself back anymore. Now that she was sure of Aemond's feelings, nothing stood in her way.

Y/N brought her lips close to Aemond's again. She whispered against his lips. "I don't want to marry anyone else but you.”

She ran her tongue over his lips. Aemond finally brought their lips together. They both began to kiss each other hungrily. They did not pull away even though their breath was almost gone. Aemond could see the colors behind his closed eye. He felt as if a thousand dragons were breathing fire inside him.

The woman he loved was in his arms. She had said she wanted to marry him. Aemond even began to imagine how their children might look. Yes, children, he thought, should have more than one. Their children would have silver hair and purple eyes, of course. He wanted them to take their faces from their mother, to be brave and good dragon riders like their mother. They should wield swords like their father. But what if one of their children's dragon eggs didn't hatch? It was too early to think about that. Too early.

Aemond kissed her hard for the last time and pulled away from her. "What would your family think about us getting married?”

“Why should I care? One day I will be chosen as heir to the throne.” Y/N reached out to kiss Aemond again, but he stopped her.

“Your mother might choose your brother just because he's a man.”

“Are you saying that the future queen will not choose her firstborn child but will choose her second-born child just because he is a man? Then wouldn't she contradict herself?”

“You're right. But in the end, it's a game of thrones. You never know what anyone's next move is. If you marry a powerful lord, no one will dare question your right to the throne.”

“Someone like who?”

“Someone like Cregan Stark”

“What foolish girl would marry a lord when she could marry a prince?”

“Every girl in the kingdom prefers the future lord of the north to a second son.”

“Then I'm the only smart girl in the realm.”

She dropped a kiss on his lips.

“No one can question my right to the throne, with you by my side and Daemon behind us.”

They kept kissing. Aemond put his hands on her arms. His thumbs drew circles.

Then he put his right hand on her breast and squeezed it. She moaned quietly. He felt her nipple harden under his palm. And Aemond was even more aroused as if that were possible.

When their breath wouldn't let them go on any longer, they broke their kiss and leaned their foreheads against each other. She began to run her hand over his face. She pulled her head back a little to look at his face.

Aemond's arms were holding Y/N tightly. She wasn't sure if she would have fallen if he hadn't been holding her. Her legs were weak because of the man in front of her.

Y/N ran her slender fingers around the scar on Aemond's face. She was careful to be gentle.

"Does it still hurt?"

"Sometimes."

Y/N put her right palm on his cheek. Slowly she slid her thumb under the string of the eyepatch. She started to lift the eyepatch as she stroked that area. Aemond immediately realized what she was trying to do and reached out, and grabbed her wrist.

"Y/N, don't."

"I want to see it." he shook his head in response.

"Don't hide from me." Aemond raised his lowered gaze back to her eyes.

"What if you don't like me the way I am?"

"Nonsense. You think I'll stop loving you when I see what's under your eyepatch?" she smiled softly.

"I love you too, Y/N." She froze when she realized what she had just said. Then her smile grew wider.

"Ok, do it." There was pain on his face. Pain, fear. He was afraid of her reaction. The intensity of his emotion was so evident that Y/N considered giving up her decision.

She slowly removed the eye patch. Aemond tried to read every emotion on her face carefully. Contrary to what he expected, she didn't look scared or disgusted. Y/N seemed fascinated.

Y/N grew up in a castle. She had seen many works of art and perfect gardens. Yet she had never seen anything so beautiful in her life. She felt a sense of sadness as well as fascination.

She put her right hand on his cheek again. Her ring matched the sapphire that Aemond had placed where his eye should have been. "We are matching, Aemond,” she said with tears in her eyes.

Aemond chuckled. “Yes, we are.”

“You are so beautiful. I can't find words to describe you.”

Aemond wanted to believe. He forced himself to believe in her.

After all these years of hiding, he had shown himself as he was to the person he cared about most in life and feared would leave. It was easy to be without his eyepatch in the presence of his mother or siblings. No one but them had ever seen the terrible scar and the mesmerizing sapphire in his eye before.

He looked into her eyes. He could see the seriousness in the girl's eyes, even though the voice inside him said she was lying to make him feel better.

Then he gave up resisting. All his walls came down right then and there.

He was happy. He was in a frame of mind to believe anything. He could believe in the folk legends his nanny had told him years ago, even in the religion his mother believed. If Y/N wanted him to do it, Aemond would do it.

“Aemond, I'm sorry. You were too young to go through all this.” her voice trembled slightly.

He took her hands in his. “Nothing matters anymore. You are with me now.”

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They decided to go back for breakfast together. Holding hands, they started walking down the corridor of the castle. Neither of them could stop smiling.

Y/N thought they finally had their happy ending. At the same time, Aemond had decided he would never let go of Y/N's hand again for the rest of his life.

She turned her face to Aemond. “Is that why you acted so weird when I wore a sapphire necklace to the celebration?”

They both laughed. “You can imagine how much Aegon made fun of me.”

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When they walked through the door, everyone stared at them in disbelief.

Jace had gone back to the table when he couldn't find Y/N. When he saw them at the entrance door, he immediately regretted his choice.

When they got to the head of the table, Aemond gestured to one of the servants, and the servant placed a chair next to Aemond's usual chair. They sat side by side.

“So you put a sapphire in your eye socket?” Y/N whispered towards Aemond.

"We'll talk about it another time," he said. Still had a smile on his face.

Someone on the right side of the table stood up, scraping his chair on the marble floor. Aegon raised her wine glass in the air. "It looks like we have a wedding!"

Daemon and Jacaerys grunted at the same time.

#aemond targaryen #house of the dragon #aemond targaryen x targaryen!reader #aemond targaryen x you #aemond targaryen x reader #aemond x you #prince aemond #aemond x fem!reader #aemond targaryen imagine #aemond x reader

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thyrinea · 24 days

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Till - An Alien Stage analysis

Vivinos just dropped the teaser for Round 6. And after watching it a couple of times, I feel like I can finally understand why people were telling that this round is potentially the most emotional one yet. So here are my thought about Till as a character, and what we might expect from him in the upcoming Round. But before you go on and start reading, I want to make two quick disclaimers:

My native language is not english and sometimes I might make some mistakes, and I'm sorry for that. I'll try to make everything as cohesive as possible on this post so we don't have any miscommunication.

In the analysis, there will be a small mention of suicidal thoughts and a whole section on human experiments. If you're uncomfortable with those topics, please don't continue.

If you're ok with everything, thank you for continuing and I hope you have a good read! (Also, if you want to add something please feel free to chat with me! I love to see more theories and takes on everything)

Let's start this analysis from the very beginning, or at least the first event that we know of in regard of Till: his time at the adoption center.

(Timestamp: 00:22 - 00:24 - Teaser)

From what I gathered, this scene was first seen as a sneak peek from Vivinos' patreon and it's most likely one of, if not the very first time both of them - Till and Ivan - has seen each other. As a "troubled" kid, it's dificult to catch the eyes of someone and make them willing to have you, and seeing the discounts placed on his captivity window, we can only assume that he stayed in the adoption center for quite a while now. It's no wonder that Till is watching with awe as Ivan is being escorted away: he probably got adopted and is leaving the establishment to live somewhere else, leaving the rest only to hope to be the next chosen one. We all know that in reality, being adopted by the aliens is not a synonym to having a good life in this scenario. But for a child who has been locked in this tiny room for possibly weeks, still not knowing how society works for them, it's a dream to finally be able to get out and possibly be loved by their adopted "family". So imagine Till finally getting out of this place, after all he went through there - being rejected, seen as an unwanted individual - only to get trapped in an even worse scenario: Being used as a human experiment.

(Timestamp: 00:06, 00:11, 00:16, 00:19 - Teaser)

We can see those images are depicting something that happened after the adoption center because he's older now. We don't know how much time he had to experience those events, but if we go back to Round 2, there are some instances where he is far younger and can be seen with green stickers similar to the ones on his neck shown in the 4th image. Not only that, even on his performance on Round 2, we can see them on display. So there is a chance that he had to deal with all of this for years. Yes, he was not alone during everything, but we don't know what happened to everyone who was in this same scenario. All we know is that the faces seen on the panel during the teaser, was never once seen again.

(Timestamp: 00:19 - Teaser)

It even seems that one has perished in one of the images shown in the teaser. For all we know, everyone but Till might be dead by the time Alien Stage begins for the main cast... And living in fear not knowing if you're going to be the next one to die during an experiment is a really terrifying reality he probably had to face. And yet, during all that, he even had to go to Anakt garden to train to become a singer, and possibly go to Alien stage.

(Timestamp: 00:57 - Round 2)

At least, somewhere around his time on Anakt garden, he found something worth living for: Mizi. She became his beacon of light. We don't know what happened but knowing Mizi's character, she has probably shown him what happiness looks like, maybe became the first one to interact with him and show him he's someone. Not a product, not an experiment, but an individual. And he really wanted to continue having this feeling again. To be happy, just like her, with her. This admiration that flourished from him is most likely what made this crush Till has for her blossom. It's kind of an unhealthy dependancy if we put the spotlight on this relationship, he would even go as far as refuse to escape from everything with ivan - who is shown to be the only other person who interacts with him, that he considers a friend - and have freedom if she's not present. It's as if he doesn't know if he can truly be happy if she's not around. I'll make another analysis on Ivan and Till's relationship on the kindergarden once Round 6 goes live. Trust me, if I start talking about them here, I would literally not shut up and the analysis would have another 1000 words. But for now I really want to emphasize how both are seen as "weirdos", and started talking more because they really only had each other. Despite the differences and the bickering, Till holds Ivan close to him as well.

(Timestamp: 00:19 - Teaser)

And now, We're on Round 6: Where Till has nothing to fight for. His whole life was purely a tragedy - he had seen and experienced some of the worst things that a human could go through in this world, and despite trying his best to fight against all odds, he's back on square one. He's been defeated. Mizi is missing, and in his eyes, possibly dead. And now he is going against his childhood friend, literally the only person he has left, on a battle where he knows and only one will get out alive. I won't be surprised if in the beginning he'll be willing to sacrifice himself for Ivan to win and live. Through the whole teaser, the voice singing in the background is muffled. Till is so out of it that he's not able to realize what's going on, even the shots he's in is in pure black, as if nothing around him matters anymore to him. That is, until the voice in the end gets clearer and we can finally see the stage for the Round. Can't wait to see what we have in store on April 5th. My theory is that this might be a 2 pov video, and later we'll get to know more about Ivan's take on everything. Specially because finally he might be able to make Till see him for once. Who's going to die? I hope no one. But we're talking about Vivinos... We can expect anything on this project. All I know is that I might die if we get some parallel to the meteor shower scene shown in black sorrow.

#alien stage #alien stage till #alien stage ivan #alien stage mizi #vivinos #I am so normal about Till yall #I might die of anticipation before round 6 airs

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iaeriy · 5 months

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inexperienced Pedri and the reader takes his virginity? I'm sorry for the bad English, it's not my native language 😭

first // pedri x reader

summary; as what anon requsted! 🏩

warnings; spanish tranlation, smut, loss of virginity, oral sex; f! recieving, fingering, unprotected sex.

noteee; i’ve been writing this for a week, and if this is long, it is because i decided to start expanding & just being a bit more detailed, idkkk. but so far this fic has been one of my favorites, just reader being a little innocent bookworm 🥹🥹! anywhoooo, this was uploaded during school and i didnt proofread so sorry for mistakes, either way.. hope you enjoy! 🎀

gif isnt mine btw! credits to pedripics on tumblr

everyday when it came to a no training day for pedri it was always stay in days, possibly one of your most boring days for you since you had lots of work to catch on from college but at the same time you were able to sleep in, meanwhile as for pedri his idea was just play fifa and constantly affect you with his kisses and teasing. pretty fun you could say. you were now currently laying down on your stomach reading a book, your hair was in a messy bun & lastly, you were wearing one of pedris oversized white creamy beige shirts with black letters on the front. you were so focused on the book to the point you had to grab your glasses and zoom the book onto your face, you were reading the letters on the page a bit loudly to the point pedri had his ear against the door listening, you were humming to a song while swinging your legs around before a knock was on the door. “amor! que handas haciendo?” (love, what are you doing?) pedri said as you jumped from the knock after imagining the setting on your chapter before you looked at the door, “n-nada! just reading a book..” you said as he chuckled before opening the door, you lifted yourself a bit up as he stood in the doorway before your shirt lifted up half way, your panties now being out. pedris eyes slowly gazing to your ass as he bit his lip before sitting down on the edge of the bed. “no estás aburrida?”(you’re not bored?) he said as you shook your head before smiling at him, “nope! what’s up tho, you seem really interested in something..” you said as he looked down at your cleavage, just from how you were laying down making your boobs squeeze slightly. “uhhh..how about we talk about something?” he said before grabbing your book, “hey! you cut me off in the good part!” you said whinning before you sat up as his eyes roamed through the page.

“mmm good.. always paying so much attention to the book.” he said patting your head as you giggled before you looked up at him, “am not! you’re just always busy with fif-“ you got cut off as he placed his finger over your lip, “shhh…” he said before speaking again, “well what’s the book about hermosa?” he said as you blushed at the pet name, “well it’s about a nerdy girl loosing her virginity to this athlete at her school, sounds pretty basic but i got it as a gift from my mom..” you said twiddling with your fingers as he smirked without you seeing, “en serio? me quieres decir mas?” (really, you want to tell me more?) he said as he closed the book putting it in the drawer as he sat on the floor infront of you, “um well, she has friends who have so much experience with sex and you know all that type of stuff.” you said as his hand rubbed your inner thigh, you looked down swallowing your saliva as your eyes stared down at his fingers before you looked up at him, he furrowed his brows as you looked up at him. “what’s wrong?” he said as you shook your head before looking down hoping he didn’t notice the light pink tint on your cheeks, before he lifted your chin up. you looked at him, his eyes causing a flutter in your heart, the chocolate brown hazel eyes always making your heart skip a beat. you hummed as his fingers rubbed your thigh before they crawled to your skin inside your shirt, his fingers roaming inside your soft skin as your breathing began hitching out, your chest slowly rising up and down. “q-que haces..” you said smacking his hand off as he grabbed his hand quickly pouting, “sorryyyy..” you said before he grabbed your hand, pulling you closer to him.

you looked at him as you were now an inch away from his face, you whimpered a bit before sitting back up. “not funny. get on the bed or stay on the floor.” you said before smacking his forehead playfully before you crawled to your spot on the bed laying down, “no jodas y/n, estoy aburrido!” he said sitting on the bed before he pulled your legs towards him, you whined before wiggling your toe as he rolled his eyes before you giggled, “just jokinggg..” you said as he smiled, you crawled to his lap resting your head on his lap as you looked up at him, “mi pequeña favorita..” he said kissing your forehead as you smiled before he began to caress your hair. you hummed before he looked down at you, this time something changing in his eyes, his pupils got even darker. never noticed anything so strange until now, why could that be? you thought, you ignored it before grabbing a strand of your hair playing with the edge of it before he continued looking at you, you looked back before you giggled, “bésameee..!” you said pouting before he didn’t hesitate to place his lips over yours, as he kissed you passionately. you kissed back your eyes widening a bit at his quick movement, usually the kisses you and pedri had were just a bit short, this time being longer as he held your cheek, caressing it before you wiggled underneath sitting up, your cheeks heating up as your hands were placed on his chest, feeling his chest rise up and down slightly quick as his heart was racing. you knew right away, but you did not want to interrupt this moment that had you already feeling something in you. you wrapped your arms around his neck before he held you by your waist, placing you down on the bed as your back hit the sheets, the sound of the sheets being ruffled being slightly loud.

he kissed you deeply this time making the kiss sloppy, you whimpered the second you felt something poke you through the material of your panties, as your hands ran in his hair tangling the soft fluffy brown hair, he slipped his tongue into your mouth as your cheeks tinted pink, his tongue exploring inside your mouth as you did the same with your tongue, your stomach feeling tingly and tight as you felt butterflies on your lower tummy, your mind was in that state of wanting to do it right now, but you honestly had never done it. so far this is the farthest you and pedri have taken your relationship to the level since the past 3 years, sex was never an option, small kisses was obviously the thing but making out sensually like this? nope, never heard of that until now. your heart racing constantly as if it would just jump out, you spread your legs just a bit letting him enter for more room as you sucked on his tongue, his thumb rubbing your skin as you closed your eyes whilst he continued, you pulled away catching your breath. “n-nunca hemos hecho e-esto con besándonos..” you said breathlessly as pedri chuckled, “ya se, quieres mas?” (i know, want more?) he said as you looked at him, your gaze turning much serious. “e-en serio?” (are you serious?) you said as he nodded his head. it took you awhile to think about it, deep down you didn’t want to, but at the same time you did. you wanted to know how it felt like and such things from your friends on college always talking about it and you were the virgin one. on the other hand, pedri was a virgin himself he knew little by little from his fantasies, due to videos that he could never talk about, without turning red. he knew what sex was but never done it before, being the inexperienced one he was and this happening, he knew what he was doing..sort of.

“we don’t have to do it if you want pequeña, we can just wait..” he said rubbing your head as you shook your head, “i want you as my first..” you said as he looked at you nodding his head, “i’ll take care of you, okay?” he said before he lifted his pinkie up, you giggled before lifting yours up as you intertwined in with his before he took his shirt off tossing it on the floor, you blushed heavily before looking down at his abs and his v-line. you shut your legs rubbing them against each other biting down on your lip before he leaned in again, kissing you again. you blushed heavily the entire time, your chest feeling tight and warm, you continued kissing him before he held your leg raising it slightly as he shifted his weight, now his crotch infront of your drenched panties. he pressed himself against you as you bit down on his lip, flinching at the interaction. he groaned as he began to grind himself against your throbbing clit, a small moan escaping out of your plumped messy lips, his lips began to trail down to your soft skin kissing your neck as he planted kisses around your neck.

your cheeks so warm you just wanted to just get undressed because of how hot you felt around the room, you leaned your head against the soft pillow before he began to nibble on your skin, not knowing what would happen next, pedri sucked on the flesh as you moaned loudly on accident, his hands began to roam inside ur shirt as you gasped softly. his thumb rubbing your stomach in circles before your hand held his waist, you whimpered as you felt his lips trace around your skin, still marking your skin before he pulled away, you sat up before he kissed you again.

you kissed him back cupping his cheek, your body becoming even more warmer before you moved your hand away from his cheek, your finger running through his abs before your hands, held onto the hem of your shirt as you lifted it up above your skin, before you finally got it over your head as you tossed it on the side before kissing pedri again, “you’re lips..they’re driving me insane..” he whispered as you giggled softly before he picked you up, your legs wrapping around his torso before he laid down on the bed as you were now on top of him, you smiled before he sat up slightly as his crotch bumped against your clit sending a shockwave, as you whimpered a bit before you put your hands behind your back, raising them on the back part of your bra, unclamping it as your boobs were released. you tossed it on the floor as your cheeks heated up again, “c-can i..” he said as you nodded your head, his big hands grasping your boobs, your eyes looking down at his hands as all that was left on you was your panties, you hummed before he kissed your neck, attacking your skin with wet kisses.

you looked down giggling softly before he kissed in between your cleavage, he moved to one of your breast kissing & sucking around the fat gently as he lightly flickered your other nipple, giving your boob a light squeeze. your cheeks warming up again as your breathing began increasing, he sucked on your nipple as you moaned at the small pain before it turned to pleasure, you whimpered rubbing your legs together, “m-more..” you mumrured under your breathing as he moved his mouth to your other nipple, sucking around it still as you felt his teeth grind against the soft skin, you grunted before he smiled at you. you giggled again before he kissed down to your abdomen, your back arching slightly at the cold air hitting your nipples and your lower abdomen before he pulled your panties off, “woah..you’re leaking a lot..” he said as you blushed heavily yet again before he positioned himself infront of your soaking clit before he rubbed his finger agaisnt your clit, you whimpered as you spread your legs open a bit more. he continued rubbing your clit as small whimpers & grunts continued to slip out of your mouth. “is this okay?” he said as you nodded your head quickly, “b-better than o-okay..” you whimpered before he chuckled, sending shivers down to your spine as you bit your lip, “k-keep going.. please..” you murmured as he added another finger, rubbing your clit now with two fingers. you moaned out as your fingers held onto the soft duvet, he held onto your thigh with his free hand rubbing circles around. you leaned your head back against the pillow chewing down on your bottom lip, as he continued rubbing your clit in circles, you moaned uncontrollably as you felt your stomach hop around before pedri moved his fingers away, you looked down before he placed his mouth over your clit kissing it softly, a loud short moan escaping out your mouth before he started licking around it as he began sucking. you gasped in agony as you arched your back within your gasp, as you mewled out a long moan.

his hands finding yours as he held your hand as he licked a long stripe, collecting all your juices onto his tongue, you felt dizzy, wobbly, and so much more you couldn’t explain. watching pedri do the movements beneath you made your stomach jump around, he continued swirling his tongue around your clit, your head leaning back as your free hand roamed through his hair, slightly pulling on it, “n-need..more..mngh..” you said breathlessly as his tongue flicked over your clit before he stuck his tongue inside your soaking hole, you moaned loudly again as you pulled his hair tightly again. your body becoming more warmer as you closed your eyes, your small free hand holding onto the pillow as pedri devoured you as if the poor boy was hungry. you began clenching around nothing, you wanted more, you wanted to feel him but you needed to wait patiently. he watched you from his view down there as your chest rised up and down quickly, he pulled away from your clit, his lips all messy & covered full of your juices, you blushed heavily as the sight made you dizzy. “you okay?” he said rubbing your forehead as you nodded your head a small “mhm” making him smile before you smiled back at him lazily, “good.. i’m going to try something okay? just so it’ll be easie for you.” he said as you nodded before he rubbed your clit in circles again, spitting down onto your clit before he slid his finger in. you arched your back whimpering in between your moan as he curled his finger, thrusting his index finger in and out of you, you held onto your boobs moaning softly at every small thrust, your hands softly squeezing your boobs together as you held onto them before you felt pedri add another finger. you arched your back moaning in pain slightly, as he stopped. “it’s okay, just tell me when to move my fingers again..” he said as you nodded your head, your insides tightening around his fingers as you tried to adjust to his fingers.

you whimpered in pain, bucking your hips in the air before he began thrusting his fingers in slowly, you leaned your head back as it dugged against the cushion, his fingers pumping in and out of you before you sat up on your elbows grinding your hips for more pleasure, “c-can’t.. w-want more..” you sighed out in between your moan as he wrapped his mouth around your clit again, sending a shockwave towards your body the second his tongue began to flicker around your clit, you moaned breathlessly as you leaned your head back. “o-oh my god..” you breathed out, your eyes narrowing down as you watched pedri dive in to your pussy, you moaned uncontrollably as he continued sucking onto your clit, his fingers curling up inside of you making you roll your eyes, you whimpered loudly. he continued thrusting his fingers into that specific spot, making you yearn for more as you gripped onto his hair. he sucked on your clit harshly as your juices spread all over his fingers and his lips, the wet sounds being echoed through the room as his fingers magically did the work. meanwhile as for pedri watching you get pleasured on, his hardened crotch making it painful due to how tight the material around him felt, he thrusted his fingers a bit quicker as you gripped onto the duvet. “d-don’t s-stop..please..” you whispered as he moved his mouth away before, you looked down at him, before he pulled his fingers away. “should be enough.” he said as you whined out breathlessly before he chuckled patting your head, “now are you sure you want to do it?” he said as you nodded your head slowly, he laid you down kissing your forehead, you smiled as he got off the bed. you watched him as the cold air spreading through the room caused your nipples to harden, you blushed heavily before you looked at pedri removing his sweats off as he looked through the drawer for a condom.

“pedro..” you said as he turned his head around.

“si?” he said before you sat up, the sheets beneath you wrinkling and the sound being loud and clear as you looked at him “dont use t-the rubber..just come h-here..” you said as his eyes widened a bit, his face expression being blank as he put the silicone packet back in the drawer before walking back towards you.

he towered over you as you smiled softly, before he removed the hairtie holding your hair up in a bun. you pouted softly as he bit your bottom lip, a soft grunt coming out your mouth as he chuckled, his finger pads pinching your nipple as you moaned out before he chuckled again. “just teasing..” he said as you giggled softly before he kissed your forehead, before he grabbed his member guiding himself to your drenched hole, “i’ll go slow okay?” he said as you nodded your head before he intertwined his pinky with yours, you hummed before you spread your legs parted open as he groaned at the sight, he pushed his tip in, starting to slowly stretch you apart, the thickness causing you to be in slight pain as you arched your back moaning in pain, you gripped onto his bicep, your leg twitching at the sudden reaction. you felt tears forming as groaned when he felt your nails dig into his muscle, he leaned in forward placing his forehead on yours, his lips meeting contact with yours as he kissed you passionately, shutting your painful moans, you kissed back as your arms wandered around the back of his neck, your fingers tangling in his brown wavy hair. your moans going away as he continued kissing you, staying still as in the state he was before pushing himself deeper, a soft moan producing out of your mouth as you felt the butterflies in your tummy again. he continued kissing your lips as he looked down at you, “are you okay?” he said in between as you nodded your head, “mhm..feels so warm.. c-can you move now..?” you murmured, enjoying his warmth of his length. he nodded his head before he began slowly rocking his hips, a small moan slipping out of pedris lips as you moaned out of agony, your body feeling wussy and shaky. you held onto his bicept tightly before he placed his hands in between your arms, caging you. your tightness making him slip in & out of you slowly & easily.

“s-so warm..” he said before hitting a spot you never discovered, making you moan a little louder, he continued thrusting into that spot knowing he’s in the right area, as he held onto your waist. you leaned your head back, digging it into the mattress as he leaned his forehead on yours, you expanded your legs wide making pedri lay on your body, your hardened nipples touching against his abs. you sighed out in pleasure as you wrapped your legs around his waist. you felt him much deeper as you whimpered in between your moans, your nails dugging into his back as he burried his face into your neck. he began leaving kisses on your neck, you moaned softly from the kissing and the feeling of pedris length, pumping in and out of you. you tapped on his shoulder as he removed his lips away from ur neck, you looked at him with glossy eyes, the pleasure almost taking over your body. “want me t-to move faster?” he said as you nodded your head biting on your lip as you looked up at him, his hair falling near his forehead making it sweaty, his doe eyes as you cupped his cheeks kissing him. he kissed back before thrusting his hips quickly, a loud moan errupting out of your mouth, you ran your hand in circles on his back as he smiled in between the kiss. the two of you still kissing before he moved his lips away from yours, you breathed out still moaning as he burried his head in between your neck yet again, you leaned your head back as pedri explored all types of spots inside your body, you kissed his shoulder biting on it slightly as he groaned in your ear, you whimpered as his hand slowly rised up to your boob, he squished it as you whimpered at the warm touch.

“k-keep doing that..please..” you whispered between your moans as he rubbed your nipple, a breathless giggle escaping from your lips in between your moans, he began thrusting a bit harder into you as you arched your back sobbing out a moan before he kissed your earlobe whispering praises, you burried your face against his neck still moaning uncontrollably as your thighs began shaking, your stomach feeling tight as you tapped on his head. “m-my st-stomach..” you croaked as he looked at you, “does it hurt? do you want me t-to stop?” he said as you shook your head, “f-feels like i-i’m going to c-cum..” you moaned out as he nodded his head before you felt his fingers exploring every inch of your body as he found your clit, slightly tapping on the little knib. you let out a shaky breath as he smiled, “rub on your pussy for me.” he whispered in your ear as he lifted himself away from your neck, caging over you this time as he looked down at you, watching his cock slip in & out of you sloppily as your wetness was plastered on his trimmed pubic bone, you remembered the way pedri rubbed on you as you moved your hand off his bicep, your fingers going down to your clit as you began rubbing on it slowly. a breathless moan escaping as you leaned your head back, your back slowly arching as you began squeezing around pedri, you cried out a moan as your fingers continued to uncontrollably rub your pussy. you wanted to stop from your overstimulation but it felt so so good in every inch of your body. you closed your eyes, as pedri watched you from beneath his thrusts becoming sloppier and deeper as you rubbed yourself faster, “i-i’m gonna..” you whined out as he kissed your forehead, “m-me too pequeña..” he whispered as you moaned at the name. you felt his shaft twitch inside of you before he moaned out your name.

that was it. the moan of your name making you cum around your fingers and his cock as you moaned loudly, your orgasm splashing over your consuming your body in pleasure as your squeezing caused pedri to cum inside you. you sighed out in pleasure as your body was shaking, you moved your fingers away as he fell on your chest, listening to your heart racing. he smiled as you played with the top of his hair, “did you like it..?” he said drawing circles around your aerola as you shivered from the sensitivity, humming in response. “y-yea..you’re still inside of m-me tho..” you said as he got off your chest before pulling out, causing you to whimper before he held you against his lap, before fixing the bed as he put you under the covers, you moved around as you raised the white sheet against your boobs covering them as he laid next to you, “i love you pequeñita..” he said as he nuzzled himself against your body, you giggled as he pecked your neck multiple times. “te amo más..” you said as he chuckled before kissing your nose. “i’m so bored now..” he said as you hummed looking at him caressing his cheek, as you were now on your side facing him face to face.

“well..” you said running your finger down his jaw to his chest as he looked at your eyes, this time his pupils turning darker as you saw lust and love.

“we can always do it again.” you said as he smirked at you “round 2 for sure.” he said before going under the covers as you giggled feeling him kiss your thighs.

who knew how much he has learned about.

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mika-no-sekai-blog · 8 months

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With the last breath

Word count: 1577

Warnings: depression, suicide attempt

Part II

At first, I'm sorry for my English. It isn't my native language, so there are mistakes and maybe it wouldn't give sense. Writing this was a real challenge and it showed me my (language) limits😅

For the first actual fanfiction I post here I'd say it's quite dark. I wrote it after fight with husband as kind of distraction. Well, it served its purpose.

Declaration: I write just for fun✌️

One day you were on a way to deliver some documents to Rhysand. He sent a request to the library to look for certain information he urgently needed and when everything he asked for was collected, Clotho asked you to deliver it to him. As the only person who from time to time didn't mind to go out, you had a good relationship him and knew all of the members of the inner circle. You often worked with them and helped them as you knew the library so well as the back of your hand.

Entering the River House you headed to his office. Clotho had sent him a notice of your visit early in the morning, so you knew where to look for him. As you approached the office door you could hear his voice and the voices of two other males. He was there together with his brothers standing around the table with maps and papers on it and discussing something important. You didn't want to disturb them, so you silently walked through the open door and set the documents on a small table right next to the door. Spymaster's eyes met yours for a second as he was the only one facing the door and he noticed the movement. Finding out it's you, as usually, he lost interest and returned to whatever they were looking at together. Rhys noticed his eyes went up and he also turned to you with a big, kind smile.

„Is that the information I asked for?“

„Yeah, it should be all. I checked it several times to make sure,“ you whispered silently, but he heard you.

„Would you mind to stay for lunch since you've come this far? It would be just three of us, Feyre and Elain,“ Rhys invited you.

Your eyes hastily darted to Azriel. His jaw slightly tightened, but you didn't miss that small move. „I'm afraid I need to return back..“ you tried to smile little.

„Are you already going back? Don't you need escort?“ Cassian turned to you too, offering help.

He and Rhys were kind to you and seemed to be happy to see you whenever you met them. Rhys always asked you to join a meal with his family and sometimes you'd accept it. On the other hand, Spymaster has never bothered to treat you with more than a short look or few casual phrases at the best. Even though he didn't seem to be really fond of you, he tended to sit next to you on a sofa or hold a seat for you next to him at the table. But it was a long time ago. Maybe he noticed you eyeing him with interest and that was the reason his behaviour changed over the years from 'I can tolerate you' to 'such a nuisance'. He personally didn't do nor say anything bad to you. But you could feel it from him somehow. You hadn't much of magic in your blood, but you was able to read any subtle signs and understand how people around you feel. That's the reason you stopped accepting invitations and tried to cross his path as little as possible. In the moments like this it was impossible to avoid meeting him and he seemed to be fine with it, paying you minimum attention. But as soon as somebody asked you to join them for a meal or evening, you could feel a slight discomfort from him. You tried to brush it away, but still it hurt.

When you met him for the first time you were afraid of him. As you got to know inner circle better, you learnt there's actually nothing scary about him and that deep down he is a very kind person. His silent, calm and caring nature appealed to you and before you noticed you fell in love with him. You couldn't help it even though you knew you don't have any chance. Masking it as best as you could, you decided to suffer in silence. You knew about his feeling toward Mor and when Archeron sisters entered your lives you noticed his shift of interest to Elain too. You weren't ugly, but there was no way you could compete with such beauties as the two of them. And you were well aware of that. That's why you've never tried to approach him and talk to him properly and after feeling a kind of discomfort from him in your presence, you tried to keep your distance and avoid him.

You excused yourself as fast as you could and turned around to leave. When you were sure that Rhys and Cass turned back to the table, you allowed yourself a single glance to him over your shoulder. His features were relaxed. He was so painfully beautiful that tears welled up in your eyes and the painful hole in your chest got little bigger.

After meeting him you needed some time to calm down and bury those feelings back so deep that nobody could notice them. You were walking around the city till you were sure you regained your peace. And just then you decided to head back to the library.

When you were climbing up the stairs you heard some muffled voices. You've never spied on other people, but this time you couldn't resist it and peaked to the hall to see who could it be. And there you saw them. Azriel stood with his back against the wall, Elain standing on her tiptoes with arms around his neck leaning into him. They started to kiss, slowly at first, but soon enough their passion took over. You couldn't stand it. Tears stinging your eyes once again, you left as silently as possible. When you were far from them and they couldn't hear you anymore, you run to your room as fast as you could. Closing the door you slid down to the ground unable to stifle your sobs. Knowing he has a thing for somebody else wasn't as painful as to actually see them together. It utterly broke your heart leaving you unable to breathe properly. Your life was pretty simple, you didn't have much. Your love for that male and a little faith you held were basically all you had left and the scene you witnessed totally crushed it all.

It took you hours until you calmed down enough to be able to stand up. You opened the door. You didn't know where to go, but you couldn't stand to be here anymore. Your legs took over the control, marching on their own. Suddenly you found yourself on one of the balconies heavily leaning on the railing. You slightly leaned over the edge looking down. The balcony was so high it made you nauseous. You pulled back to the safety. Spending most of the time in the library you've never gave much thoughts to heights at which you lived. You just occasionally had chance to stop and look out the window. Carefully you sat up on the railing back facing outwards. You tried to take deep breaths to calm down, to get through the pain and the shock. You tilted your head back watching floating clouds. As child you spent hours lying in the grass and watching clouds. It used to be so relaxing, but now you felt nothing, except emptiness. There was a bird flying high above you. You sighed. How beautiful it would be if you could fly. You'd took off flying far from this place, far from these people, far from him. What it must be like to feel so free and weightless. If you lean back little more, you could find out. It would be so nice to fly down, to never have to feel anything anymore. You knew you should be scared to even think about such things, but instead you felt numb.

The bird was getting bigger as it flew closer. You closed eyes and leaned back more and more. Suddenly you felt so light, flying like that bird. Small smile formed on your lips and you stretched out arms like wings.

Azriel was flying back to the House of Wind when he noticed somebody leaning dangerously on the edge of railing on one of the highest balconies. It was strange, but he was tired so at first he didn't pay much attention to it. He looked away just for a moment and the person disappeared. His throat tightened. He immediately plunged headlong down, but he wasn't fast enough. The person was only few meters away from a certain death. He had to winnow. Stepping into shadows he reappeared few foots bellow the person stretching out arms to catch... HER! There was no doubt. It was Y/N. What happened? Why would she do something so horrible? What if he tries to catch her, but she slips through his hands and dies? He'd never been so scared in his entire life. If something were to happen to her, he'd never forgive himself. All sounds of the world disappeared, he could hear only own heart racing in his chest. It took just mere seconds, but it seemed to take forever. The moment her body collided with his, the time had stopped. He squeezed his eyes, muscles tensing, wings spreading to stop their fall.

When he finally dared to open his eyes, there she was safe in his arms, pressed to his chest. He breathed a sigh of relief.

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vivalarevolution · 2 years

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𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓛𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓑𝓮𝓷𝓮𝓪𝓽𝓱

Aemond Targaryen x Sister Targaryen Reader

Summary: She did everything to support her whole family, not knowing that she herself was slowly falling apart. But her brother saw everything.

A/N: I hope you all gonna like it. It contains two parts with smut, so please be aware of that and don't read it if you're minor.

English is not my native language. Sorry for any mistakes.

Moans and sighs spread through the prince's room, occasionally passing through the thick wooden doors due to their intensity.

The white-haired girl moved like a cat, flexing her back so that everything was available to the man lying under her.

Bending down, Y/n brushed her lips with his, hiding the moans that wanted to leave her mouth. The white-haired man grabbed her neck in one of his hands to hold her close to him while the other slid down onto her hip, squeezing it and manipulating her movements.

They both chased their climax, desperately moving their loins, meeting in the middle. After a while, a familiar feeling of warmth flooded their abdomen, spreading to their fingertips. Their lips moved among themselves in a lazy manner, while the fair-haired prince still twirled the lower part of her body, so that the feeling of blissful pleasure would last as long as possible.

When she wanted to get off the man, one of his hands stopped her and she looked at him, giving him a questioning look.

-Stay -he muttered, closing his eyes tiredly.

-I can't - replied the young woman. - It's inappropriate, Aegon.

Her brother only sighed, the alcohol in his body making itself felt more and more.

-And we still do it - he said suddenly with a malicious smile on his face - You see dear sister, you love to be loved. And I love giving you what you want.

The girl assumed an apathetic expression on her face and got up from the bed.

Aegon could live in this belief, believe it to be true. But for Y/n, it was a kind of comfort and stability.

There were no positive feelings in her family that she had tried so hard to find, eventually giving up and finding a substitute for something else. And despite the fact that no one ever made her feel comfortable, she tried to give it to everyone around her, as if something was pushing her to make others happy, at the expense of herself.

The sliver hair girl put on the red dress she had been wearing all day, accompanied by the grunts and snoring of her older brother, who fell asleep at the moment when she left his arms.

Leaving the chamber, she hid in the shadows, sneaking between the servants and the guards, so that no one would see her near the Aegon chamber at such a late hour, avoiding unwanted glances with innate grace, but this time there was one, also hidden deep in the darkness of the castle watching her every single step.

-You seem depressed - said Helaena.

- Hmm? -Her younger sister muttered, looking from her nephew to her.

-Your eyes. There is a lot of despair in them -she stated directly.

The white-haired girl did not answer her, smiling gently, preferring not to explain herself to siblings.

- Each of us has sad eyes sometimes - she replied after a long moment, not to leave the young woman without any answer.

Picking Jaehaerys up, she adjusted him on her lap as the girls' mother passed through the door. Y/n gave her only a brief glance, returning her attention to the baby in her arms.

Queen Alicent stepped closer to her, a serious expression on her face that made the room feel cool.

-Helaena, take the children outside - the brown-haired woman informed - Leave us - she added, looking in turn at the stiffly standing maids that came out immediately after the woman finished the sentence.

The violet-eyed girl did not change her position, only handing the baby over to one of the servants. Even as her mother stood in front of her, towering over her, princess demeanor did not change.

Her irises went up, there was nothing in them but indifference.

-Something happened, mother?- She asked stoically, placing one of her hands under her chin.

-Please don't play the fool, Y/n. From all siblings, you inherited the most intelligence - the dark-eyed woman said.

-I do not pretend to be a fool- the girl said- I can not read your mind, if you want to learn something from me, just ask - she added, settling more comfortably on the expensive-decorated armchair.

-Do you sleep with your brother? - she asked on the verge of irritation- Do you have an affair with Aegon ?!

White hair did not say right away.

Outwardly, she might look like a Targaryen, but the blood in her veins was deeply ingrained in the Hightower legacy, keeping her cool and calculating.

-Romance is a strong word - she replied calmly - And I could not have committed such an act. Aegon is married.

Alicent bent down so that she could look the youngest daughter in the eyes. As she supposed, her facade did not crack even for a split second.

-You are a great liar Y/n, but you were careless and now you are treading on the edge of a very thin knife - the woman said softly. - The maid saw you leave your brother's chamber last night, hearing earlier a barrage of groans you both couldn't hide! - she screamed angry - Do you understand how dangerous is what you are doing ?! Do you understand?! - She asked, grabbing her cheeks in her hand and pointing them at herself so that the long-haired girl could not escape her gaze - You desecrated your body, you sleep with a married man. What if you got pregnant? Then what?!

- Better me than a random girl from our castle, don't you think? - asked her daughter- At least I can keep Aegon in check, making sure that no bastards see the light of day.

-That's not the right solution- snapped the queen- How can you do that to your own sister ?!

-I'm doing it to protect her!- she said as furiously as her mother. -I do everything to keep my siblings safe, because you don't care.

Y/n rose from her seat, facing Alicent, a fiery gaze in her eyes that turned defiant, almost despising.

-How can you say that?- she asked in a calmer voice.

-Aegon has been abused over and over by you since childhood. You told him that he has to become king because his life depends on it, and he sinked into himself, drinking all day because no one understands him, no one listens to him. Helaena has a child's mind, and does not understand how this world works, and Aemond has become a shadow of his own self. He is dry, cold and brutal - said the daughter of the king - What kind of mother are you that you cannot see the suffering of your own children? What kind of mother are you so that your daughter has to hold the family together, devoting herself mentally and physically? - she asked, and her stoic facade slowly began to crack. - Nobody, never saw it, nobody was ever grateful, nobody felt sorry for me. And all I wanted was to be loved, to be looked after. And you couldn't even do it.

The dark-haired woman stood in front of her, speechless. Everything her daughter represented was so familiar and so painful. Alicent felt as if she had spoken to herself from almost fifteen years.

- I'm sorry- she finally whispered.

-Have you ever used that word before? - white-haired girl asked arrogantly before she turned on her heel, leaving the room.

Her eyes stared straight ahead and she missed Aemond standing not far from the door to the chambers, listening to every word that left the mouths of both women. His eyes chased the receding figure of his twin sister, his beloved Y/n , and after a while he heard a scream from afar and the sound of breaking glass.

The white-haired man pushed himself away from the wall. Going straight to confront the woman he was ready to kill for.

The princess was staring at the cracked mirror, a few shards lying on the table in front of her. She wanted to laugh as she looked up, seeing only half of her face. It was almost poetic. A cracked mirror, representing how the owner of the reflection in it really was broken.

-You'll hurt yourself - said a male voice behind her.

His sister's lavender eyes looked up at him, following every move he made until he stood behind her, wrapping his long arms around her as if to protect her from everything outside.

- I will not - she replied in a calm tone of voice - I can take care of myself.

- The same way you do it with us? - he asked, and his twin eyes widened imperceptibly. - I used to hate you. I hated how protective you were. I hated how warm your words were and how your touch became intoxicated to me. I hated that I wasn't the only one getting your attention. But then I realized it wasn't hate but frustration that everyone was taking you from me and that I couldn't give you what you wanted. And I've always wanted to give you love that you deserved.

Y/n listened in amazement, staring at the cracked mirror that showed Aemond and her together. Just as broken, just as lonely.

Suddenly her brother's gaze fell on her lips, the girl did not protest when his long fingers touched her cheek, after a while making eye contact with him.

The prince studied her face carefully, when suddenly his hand turned her quickly, checking her reactions to the movement, and as he saw her eyes sweep with desire and her pink lips parting slightly, he showed his triumph by digging into her soft lips.

The white-haired girl felt a pleasant, electric shiver running down her spine. She parted her lips for the man's access and began kissing him back.

Aemond shed the upper garments that bound him, allowing his sister's eyes to see his muscular chest without any problems.

The king's daughter, not wanting to be left behind, tugged at the strings of her dress, deftly loosening it so that it fell under her feet.

Satisfied, the silver-haired man pressed her against the wall and sank his mouth into hers again, clenching his hands on the young woman's body , moving them up and down. The princess reacted subtly to every move of his , placing her hands on the neck of her twin, taking pleasure in touching him.

The body temperature rose sharply, and their lips pressed more and more together. Aemond slid his hands down onto her hips and tossed it violently. Y/n landed on him and wrapped her legs around his torso.

The man detached from her lips and pressed them against her neck, leaving wet and hot traces of his burning lips there. The girl could not suppress her groans, in addition, sinking fingers in the thicket of the young man's hair and pressing him tighter, arching her spine into an arch.

The feeling of her breasts rubbing against the king's son's torso made him throw her onto the bed, immediately clinging to their nipples, teasing, kissing and licking them as if it were his only chance. Violet-eyed beauty squirmed under his body, trying covering her mouth with her hand, but before she could do it, her brother's big hand stopped her halfway, holding her wrists above her head. The sudden domination of the fair-haired man made her wet womanhood even more plump and desperate.

The man's lips traveled through her body, marking every inch of her snow-white skin, finally stopping over her pubic bone. His eye followed closely the marks her brother had left, some newer , some older, but now Y/n was his, and he had to change that.

The young woman screamed as she felt teeth sinking into her skin. Looking down, she saw the prince shamelessly marking her body, focusing on where Aegon had left his marks.

Spreading her legs apart, he repeated the previous action, marking her with open, wet kisses and bites her thighs. Then he clung to her femininity, kissing the folds and clitoris, occasionally twirling his tongue around her entrance like a starved man.

Her orgasm was approaching drastically in great strides, and just as it was about to appear, a burst in her lower abdomen and make a pleasant warmth spilled inside her, a feeling of cold and emptiness overwhelmed her.

-Why did you stop?! - she asked angry, on the verge of crying.

Aemond caught her chin in his fingers, lifting it up, bringing himself closer to her face.

-Because you will come only when I am inside you, when I am sure that every part of your body will be begging for me, dear sister - he muttered , wiping their lips together.

The prince grasped her hips, entering her with one fluid movement. Y/n screamed at the feeling of pushing and fullness overwhelming her body. Touching her belly, she could've feel a bulge that reminded her exactly who she belonged to.

Her brother himself followed her slender hand, watching in fascination as his manhood moved inside the woman. Pressing the princess's hand, he began to move his hips hard, still keeping his pace at slow. Tears appeared in the girl's eyes, which were the result of the pain and pleasure that ran through her body with every movement of the man's hips.

-Aemond - she moaned, closing her eyes with the delight that overwhelmed her.

Her orgasm came unexpectedly but just as hard, making her toes squeeze.

Violet-eyed man came out of her and placed her on top of his legs, filling her interior again. The intensity of the feeling made her eyes tear more, but the pleasure was so great that she wiggled her hips desperately looking for another release that came swiftly and powerfully. Her juices spilled over Targaryen's pants, who growled softly, feeling a warm and wet spasming of her vaginal walls.

Y/n, tired closed her eyes.

Her body became flabby but in spite of this the white-haired man again put her in the position he wanted. Entering her from behind, he did not limit himself by giving his movements a brutal speed. The sounds of skin hitting against each other could be heard in the whole room, being drowned out from time to time by single white-haired woman screams.

-More - the girl moaned into the sheets, as if something had possessed her body.

-More? -asked her brother, grabbing her waist, lifting her body so that her back was rubbing against his torso, his manhood now going much deeper, so much that the princess was convinced he was in her stomach- You are a desperate little being ,aren't you? Don't worry, I will give you as much pleasure as you like. And when I make you my wife, I put a baby in you, you'll be so pretty, so full of my children.

At these words, as if on command, violet-eyed girl came with a silent scream, later groaning softly as she felt warmth flood her insides again and again, as Aemond's cum poured out of her, making her trembled with the feeling.

Her twin brushed her lips, meeting her in a lazy kiss, then emerging carefully from her after a while, placing her tired body on the bed beneath them.

The queen's daughter's eyes closed almost immediately with exhaustion, and her mind drifted to the land of dragon dreams. The man wrapped his arms around her body, pulling her as close as possible, and covered their bodies with a thin satin material.

The next day, when Y/n opened her irises, the first thing she felt was the presence behind her, the presence of her beloved brother who, like a symbol of hope, calmed her heart and mind, letting her know that now it will only get better.

It has to be.

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spencest · 2 months

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Sneak-peek

pair: Spencer Reid x fem!Y/N Hotchner

warnings: angst, mentions of death, criminal minds spoilers, smut, anxiety attacks, mention of mental issues, kidnappings, fights, etc.

disclaimer: changes in the story of some characters

a serie of one shots of this couple!!

english is not my native language, so sorry for any possible mistakes. I try my best!

#spencer reid smut #spencer reid #criminal minds #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid x y/n #spencer reid angst #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid series #spencer reid scenario #spencer reid fanfiction #aaron hotchner #criminal minds fanfiction #criminal minds smut #criminal minds fluff

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ev4ikcasswife · 2 months

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The musical version of chansaw is much worse than the movie one.

In the musical (❗️without distorting the characters too much with headcanons❗️), the relationship between Chandler and Veronica can only be written as lovehate without the possibility of further development.

In the movie, Heather behaves more maturely, she doesn't force Veronica to humiliate herself on her knees, doesn't mock her childhood friend (Betty), does not shake her when she feels bad at the party and in general, as is clear from the scene with the locker, Heather Chandler in the movie in some way appreciates her friendship with Ronnie.

This is the problem with the impossibility of a healthy chansaw relationship in the musical—the way these two are presented.

If Veronica was not distorted so much, what they did with Heather in the musical (especially in the West End) is kind of fucked up. I understand that this is theater, there must be a certain percentage of overacting, but not to such an extent that a character who is 17 years old begins to behave like a 10 years old spoiled child.

Like, Regina George on Broadway is also a little bit more dramatic than her movie version, but she doesn't act like the villain from Miraculous. Heather Chandler in the musical doesn't have any aspects to her that make her an interesting character like she did in the movie (The scene where Chan gets s/a in Remington, for example).

Many jdronica shippers have told me that chansaw are problematic and have no chance of forming a normal relationship, citing as an example Chandler's terrible treatment of Veronica in the musical. I'm not arguing that their canon relationship in the musical is a total nightmare, but why are you equating all versions of this ship and not talking about their relationship in the movie at all?/gen. Yes, they're far from perfect, but at least Heather and Veronica had opportunities to bond in the original.

Just thoughts.

(Also, english is not my native language, so I'm sorry for the mistakes)

#heathers #heather chandler #heathers the movie #heathers the musical #heathers 1988 #veronica sawyer #chansaw #jdronica

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deerspherestudios · 8 months

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Hey! I just recently met and went through the demo of "Mushroom Oasis", and I already have so many questions! I hope I won't be too intrusive. You may not answer some questions if the answers contain spoilers.

Questions about the game: 1.Will it be possible to choose the MC gender? Is it possible to choose the gender of the cat in the same way? It's just that when I started the game, I named the cat after my cat and it was a little funny to me when the pronoun of the cat was "she" when my cat is male.

Will we be able to choose some kind of "style" for the MC, according to the type of clothing, at the beginning of the game?

Questions about Michael:

Does he see the world like an ordinary person? I mean he has 2 pairs of eyes and 3 pairs of pupils. And it baffles me.

If the MC suddenly goes out alone and doesn't come back by midnight, will Mychael worry about the MC and will he go looking for the MC?

How does Mychael feel about piercings and tattoos? Does he know about it? If so, would he like a piercing/tattoo?

I wonder where Mychael gets things for the house. That is, I saw that he had a broom, thread and knitting needles. Where did he get them???

If Mychael saw me (I'm 164 cm tall and I have red hair), would he think I'm some kind of witch, because of the color of my hair, or something like that? How would he react if he saw me?

And sorry for the mistakes, I used google translator. English is not my native language :( I also want to say that I am your fan from Latvia (I don’t know why I’m saying this, I just want to please you with the fact that you have a fan from the Baltic countries)

Oop!! Ty for the questions!! Let me try and answer em under the cut, since it might end up as a pretty long post hahaha. But hi hello!!! I'm always happy to know where my fans come from, it's always a surprise for me to see people around the globe enjoy my silly little game ;v;

Questions about the game:

1. Will it be possible to choose the MC gender? Is it possible to choose the gender of the cat in the same way?

Being nonbinary, I just choose not to mention pronouns when writing for the game, so anyone can fit in their shoes. Unless it comes to a point where I have to use it, I'll probably code in a pronoun tool but for now it doesn't seem necessary! As for the cat, that's a good suggestion. Perhaps I'll try coding it in for the next update so the cat can be male or female, according to player preference!

2. Will we be able to choose some kind of "style" for the MC, according to the type of clothing, at the beginning of the game?

Probably not, as I'm not really good at setting that up in Ren'Py. I did make an MC design though! But what they look like is entirely up to you. I've drawn a POV shot of them wearing jeans and sneakers but that's about it. They can look however you like!

Questions about Mychael:

1. Does he see the world like an ordinary person?

He does! Trigger warning for unsettling iris images if you wanna look this up, but his bottom pair is kinda what people with polycoria has. Except it's normal for him, and not really a condition. His vision is normal, he just has lotsa peepers.

2. If the MC suddenly goes out alone and doesn't come back by midnight, will Mychael worry about the MC and will he go looking for the MC?

Yes? He didn't save you just to have you running off into danger again. He'd absolutely track you down and find you.

3. How does Mychael feel about piercings and tattoos? Does he know about it? If so, would he like a piercing/tattoo?

He knows about it, but not enough to really understand how it works! He finds it fascinating humans decorate their bodies with shiny beads and jewels, and turn their skin into tapestries for art. He'd probably assume you can take them off any time and that the tattoos are drawn onto the skin.

I don't imagine he'd want a piercing, but he'd probably try a tattoo! (Until he realizes it's ink going under the skin, in which case he might change his mind haha)

4. I wonder where Mychael gets things for the house. Where did he get them???

He has his ways ::-)

5. How would he react if he saw me?

He wouldn't be reacting much to how you look. You're not the first human he's seen! He's been around plenty of them, but you'd be one of the few he's interacted with the longest. And that's what makes you stand out more than anything else.

Phew that was a big ask!! But thank you for the interest :-D!! Hope everything's good in Latvia!

#mushroom oasis vn #mychael ask #cheea chatter #bts

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pupgawa · 6 months

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Hello😁✋, I saw your work and I wanted to see if I can request fyodor, Nikolai, and my bbg sigma fluff

Can it be a fem reader and Hispanic (Nicaraguan if possible) and she likes to say random phrases in Spanish like: quieres casarte conmigo , mi amor ( would u want to marry me, my love) just random times of the day. So out of nowhere he learns Spanish and starts responding😭🙏

Sorry its really specific😭✋

Leaning their darling's mother tongue

୨♡︎୧ a/n: hello lovely ! Thank you so much for requesting and I love this scenario so much I find it both hilarious and adorable!

That being said that I am not Hispanic myself so I have no clue how to speak the language , I am just using Google translate which may not be 100 percent accurate, so please forgive any mistakes I may have made (⁠ ⁠≧⁠Д⁠≦⁠) but I hope you enjoy anyways !

୨♡︎୧ pairings: Fyodor Dostoevsky x reader, Nikolai Gogol x reader , Sigma x reader

୨♡︎୧ Genre: fluff ! No content warnings at all lovelies <3

Fyodor Dostoevsky 🩸

so being as smart as he is, I whole heartly believe that Fyodor knows multiple languages, anything stemming from English to Russian and everything in between, but you know he was smart, but you never knew that he actually knew what you were saying, he loves to tease so he acts clueless to your sudden language switch, seeing your surprised face is all worth it ♡

you and Fyodor decided to spend the day at home, finding that it was a good day and neither of you wanted to ruin it with blood and gore, you decided to relax at home, it had been a while since you two had.

Fyodor was reading a book and you sat there and admired him, Fyodor was the literal definition of a pretty boy, soft facial features and an even softer voice, it made it hard to believe that this man was a terrorist.

“ Eres tan bonito , mi amor ” ( you're so beautiful , my love ). You didn't even notice your language switch until Fyodor looks away from his back with a head tilt.

“ what did you just say ? ” he asks with a gentle hum. You let a sly smile take over your expression as you wave your hand dismissively. “ oh nothing, dear, it wasn't anything bad, don't worry about it ”, you reassure, Fyodor eyes you skeptically and returns to his book.

gosh he was so pretty you felt like you were falling in love all over again. You open your mouth to speak, intending to use English, but something else came out.

“ ¿Quieres casarte conmigo mi amor? ” “ por supuesto ” ( of course )

you blink, once, twice, three times, your face goes hot in embarrassment.

“ fyodor … you ?- ” he cuts you off with a laugh. “ of course I do ”

you were absolutely embarrassed, all this time you were speaking in your native tongue thinking that nobody could understand you, yet here your boyfriend was, knowing everything you were saying.

“ Eres linda cuando estas sorprendida ” ( you’re pretty when you’re surprised ) “ shut up … ! ”

Nikolai Gogol

similar to Fyodor I think Nikolai knows a bunch of different languages, but unlike Fyodor he isn’t completely fluid in them. So when he heard you talk in your native language he did some research on how to speak it. He’s not completely fluid in Spanish, but he understands a good amount of it ! He especially likes to flirt or tease you in your own language.

| You two were out on a date, out at a fair. You were enjoying yourself, but when you found yourself unable to beat a game for a plushie you had wanted, Nikolai stepped in and won that game for you !

| He hands you a giant white bear stuffed animal that held a plush heart in it’s paws, “ for you, darl’ ~ ” he coos lovingly.

| “ gracias amor ” ( thank you, love ) you were so happy that you didn’t even notice how you went from English to Spanish.

| “ De nada, querida ~ ” ( you’re welcome, dear ) he links your arms together and gives you a peck on the crown of your head.

| you let out an appreciative hum and you continue on with your date.

| the night was quite for most part, asides from the casual conversation of some people, but neither your or Nikolai paid them any mind.

| you two were sharing a plate of food since you had been getting hungry. Starting up small talk and casual conversations.

| “ thank you, for this ” Nikolai blinks and shakes his head with a small laugh. “ no need to thank me, darl’ ”

| there’s a silence between you two, before you break it “ Quieres casarte conmigo mi amor? ” you suddenly, not even noticing you said it until Nikolai responded “ por qué por supuesto ! ”

| you let out a snort of laughter at his enthusiasm. “ I’m glad you agree ” you peck his lips, Nikolai returning the kiss.

| “ Entonces, ¿cuándo planeamos la luna de miel? ” ( so when do we plan the honeymoon ? ) he asks. “ Nikolai ! ” your face flushes softly.

Sigma

Unlike the other two, He didn’t know much until you came along, hearing you talk in Spanish made him motivated to learn. So he picked up any resources he could. He wanted to surprise you, well no he wanted to impress you, actually.

| you had just come off of work, annoyed and stressed out, having to deal with annoying customers and a asshole of a boss.

| the house was clean and dinner was already made, thanks to your boyfriend, sigma who had spent all day making sure you had come home to a meal and a clean house so you could properly relax.

| “ dear ? ” he starts “ what . What ! What do you want !? ” you snap, whipping your head back to see Sigma’s surprised expression.

| your gaze softens a little “ mi amor … I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to yell at you like that- ”

| “ rough day at work ? ” Sigma asks, you nod your head with a soft sigh. “ still it doesn’t give me a right to yell at you like that, I’m sorry ”

| Sigma dismisses your apology “ it’s alright, let’s get something in your stomach and then you can tell me all about your day ” you don’t argue with him.

| After dinner you sat at the edge of the bed, Sigma sat besides you, massaging your shoulders. He was surprisingly good at it too.

| you let out a sigh, relaxing underneath his touch “ you’re too good to me, my love ” Sigma lets out a laugh. “ nonsense, dear, you deserve this after the day you’ve had ” he responds.

| he cooked dinner, he cleaned and made sure the house was clean, all to make sure you could relax properly.

| and now he was listening to you vent while he gave you massage.

| he would make the picture perfect husband, you thought and you unconsciously voiced it too

| “ Quieres casarte conmigo mi amor? ” you asked, not realizing what you had just said yet. Sigma takes all the months of learning he had and puts two and two together, it takes a moment for it register but once he realizes, his face goes red.

| “ si me dejas ” ( if you let me ) he responds, his pronunciation could use a bit of work but you were able to put together what he said.

| “ sigma when … ” “ are you impressed ? I’ve been learning for months ” you smile fondly at him and nod

| “ buen trabajo, mi amor ” ( Good job, my love ) you respond with a laugh. Sigma looks away to hide the smile on his face.

#babydoll♡︎#bsd🍡#nonniesthoughts🧸#nonniesorder🧸#sigma🍪#sigma x reader #Nikolai🧁#nikolai x reader #fyodor x reader #Fyodor🍮

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littlexscarletxwitch · 9 months

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── ༊*·˚⋆ 𝗱𝗶𝗳𝗳𝗲𝗿𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘇𝗼𝗻𝗲

paring: florence pugh x fem!reader

tag(s): fluff, a drop of angst, some comfort, sad imagine, established relationship, long-distance relationship, flo being an amazing gf

warning(s): language, heartbreak (?), grammatical errors, unedited

word count: 1.8k

note: I cannot write a sad ending for the life of me lol, but one day I will. And you won't see it coming (jk). I thought I would never post this fic, when the song came out I had like the main idea but never proceed to write it down. But I'm glad I finally wrote it, it was long time overdue lol. I'm not a native english speaker, so please let me know about any sort of mistake. Love, M <3

note 2: So I made the mistake (wait was it really a mistake? I dunno) to listen to 'Needed me' by Rihanna while finishing up this fic. What do we think about smut for part 2 ??????

requests are open! + check my rules + masterlist <3

You were laying on your bed, eyes closed, pretending everything was fine, when in reality it was quite the opposite.

“I hate this,” you mumbled to your phone for Florence to hear.

“I know, baby… Me too. I just wish I could be there with you,” she said as she hugged herself, pretending that it was you who was holding her.

The yawn you were trying so hard to hold back finally slipped out. “Yeah, you keep saying that…”

The words rushed out of your mouth without giving them a second thought, you didn’t mean to sound mean or angry, but you had and it had already reached her ears.

“Yeah, well, I’m working. You know that,” she immediately replied, she sounded both hurt and angry, and you cursed yourself for that.

“Yeah, yeah, I know. I’m sorry, I’m just really tired. Today was a really long day, I’m sorry, baby,” the last thing you needed was to pick another fight for such a small thing over the goddamn phone.

You breathed out, trying to calm your own thoughts. It felt like the only thing Florence and you would do was fight over the phone. The two of you could only share a couple of hours together through the little device, and the two of you would waste it over some stupid fights. The whole situation was stressful, not just the fights or your job, but being so far away from each other that it physically hurt. And it hurt even more that you two would be constantly fighting.

You heard her taking a deep breath, she felt the same as you, you knew it. She was tired and stressed and had a lot going on at work. But she wanted to be with you more than anything, hold you, kiss you, touch you and whisper sweet nothings to your ear.

But you couldn’t tell that by her deep huff. You figured she was tired about this, about you, about this whole situation which did no good to either of you.

“Maybe… maybe we should take a break…” you muttered, not wanting to be heard but she already had.

As soon as the words left your lips you regretted even having thought of them. You didn’t mean it, that was the last thing you could ever possibly ask for in this world. But maybe it was what she wanted and needed. Maybe she was just too scared to pronounce the words so you had to do it instead.

A break? Florence thought, not wanting to believe the words that came out of your mouth. Things were pretty bad if you wanted to take a break. Shit, she really screwed up. Was that really what you wanted? A break? A break away from her and her shit. It would make sense, right? You were tired, she was tired, but were you really tired of her? You wouldn’t have said anything if you didn't mean to, right?

“Yeah, maybe we should. If that’s what you want, love…” she let her head fall against the wall, trying to find some kind of support, praying to the universe that you would take back your request.

Well, there it was, she wanted to take a break. And who were you to deny her such a thing? You were willing to give her everything, this wasn’t the exception, even if it broke your heart.

You cleared your throat, afraid your voice would betray you. “Yeah, okay,” you said, fighting back the tears.

“Okay…”

As soon as you heard her, you hung up, not wanting her to hear you as you sobbed. You felt your heart shrinking, a burning feeling creeped throughout your entire body, and the more you cried the more you felt like your head was about to explode. And you laid there, hand clutch to your stomach, feeling cold and alone.

You felt Billie cuddling your feet, trying to give you some comfort since she could sense your sadness. And even though all the poor thing wanted was to show some support to one of her favourite humans, she unintentionally made everything worse, since she was a reminder of her owner. The two of you lay there, you crying your heart out, until the both of you dozed off to sleep.

[…]

The moment you hang up, she realised what had happened, that it wasn’t a dream, more like a nightmare if that were the case. But it was real, it had happened and she didn’t stop you. Why didn’t she stop you?

“Fuck!” she cursed, throwing her phone on the bed.

She took her hands to her head in disbelief, the last moments of her life going through her mind on repeat over and over again.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” she screamed at the top of her lungs.

She was angry. Angry at herself for not having done something about it, she should have told you that it was a mistake, that it wasn’t what she wanted, not even close. At her work, she loved working, she really did, but was it really worth it when it ruined the best thing that has ever happened to her? —you. At the distance between the two of you, at the stupid body of water keeping you seven thousand miles away from her. She was even angry at the stupid different timezone for constantly keeping the two of you apart.

She couldn’t help to imagine you laying in your shared bed, probably wearing an old oversized t-shirt of hers, or maybe not given that you two had broken each other's heart, now sleeping right where she was supposed to be.

She couldn’t stop hearing your voice in her head, a fucking break? What were you thinking? What was she thinking? She should have told you that it was crazy, that it was a mistake, that it was completely bullshit.

Her head was starting to hurt from all thinking, her heart began to shatter as the realisation sinked in and as her anger slowly faded away sadness began to wash over her. She felt her stomach churn at how wrong this whole thing felt.

She was supposed to be running lines, but she couldn't concentrate anymore as the only thing that popped on her mind was you. She had to do something about it, she couldn't leave things between you two like this, she couldn’t go to sleep that night knowing that she let you go that easily.

“Screw it,” she said to herself, not giving her actions a second thought or else she feared she might back down.

She grabbed her phone, grateful that it hadn’t landed on the floor, and made all the calls she needed to. She was going to fix this, she had to.

[…]

You felt the sunlight creeping through the curtains even though your eyes were still closed. Slowly and carefully you opened them up, as you began to gain consciousness you felt like your head was about to explode. The events of last night came rushing to your mind like a slap to your cheek. The call, the words that were spoken, the tears that were shed and Billie cuddling at your feet offering you some comfort.

You got up, brushed your teeth, took a painkiller and went back to laying. You began to think things through. What were you supposed to do now? Did Florence expect you to leave her house? Who was going to take care of Billie while she was gone? Should you just gather your things and leave? Toby can take care of Billie, he used to do it before you came along, that would be no problem. Shit, what were you going to tell him once you got there with Billie?

You shook your head, letting the thoughts fade away as it was all becoming too much too fast and too real. You could already feel the tears burning your eyes just by the thought of leaving the place Florence and you had been sharing over the past two years.

You decided that you were done thinking for the moment. You found some ice cream in the fridge and made your way to the living room. You dropped down on the couch, a blanket over your shoulders, and snatched the remote control from the coffee table.

You were just about to watch your comfort show when you heard the jingle of keys. Your heart dropped, who could possibly be?

“Y/n?” you heard as the door flew open. “Y/n, where are you?”

You didn’t answer, the words wouldn't come out of your mouth.

“Ah, there you are,” Florence said, she seemed out of breath, as if she had been running or something.

“What are you–?” but she cut you off right away.

“No, let me go first, okay?” she didn’t wait for an answer. “I have this whole speech planned and it’s already fading away so…” she took a deep breath. “This is bullshit, Y/n. I’m not having this. A break?! Are you serious?” she said, stepping closer to you.

“Florence—.”

“I’m not done yet, love,” she was now sitting right next to you, her warm hands reaching out for your cold ones. “I get it, we had a rough couple of months, always bickering at each other. But that doesn’t mean we should take a break, I’m not going to let you go, Y/n.”

“But you agreed—”

“I only agreed because I thought that was what you wanted, but it’s not even close to what I want. That’s why I’m here,” you felt the tears in the corner of your eyes, your bottom lip slightly trembling. “I’m here to tell you: no, I don’t want a fucking break. I don’t give a shit about my work, about the contracts that I signed. The only thing I care about is you, and I’m going to make it work, make us work. Because I love you, Y/n. So fuck your ‘break’, you hear me? Fuck it.”

You looked at her soft green eyes, even though your vision was half blurry you could still make out her watery eyes.

“That was a great speech,” you joked, your heart getting warmer as a smile formed on her lips.

“Yeah, well a 10 hour flight gives you a lot of time to think about—”

Your lips stopped her from talking as you threw yourself on her, connecting your lips in a much needed kiss. A kiss that you had been dreaming of the last couple of months.

“I love you, I love you, I love you,” you whispered over and over again on her lips as you kissed her.

You were straddling her, both of your hands cupping her cheeks caressing her soft skin. You felt her hands sneaking around your waist, gently squeezing your skin. And then moving them further down to rest on your ass, pushing you more into her chest.

Much to your dismay, you pulled away from her lips, feeling the need to actually pronounce these words: “I missed you, so so much, Florence.”

“Me too, baby. Me too,” she said, leaving kisses all over your neck. “In fact, let me show you how much I missed you,” her hot breath gave you goosebumps, as you threw your head back, giving her more access to your sensitive skin.

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“You deserve to be treated with love and respect, always”

Roomate!Han x reader

Warnings: cheating, mentioning of slight smut (MDNI), panic attack

Wc: 1.1k

English is not my native language, so if you spot any mistakes, feel free to contact me.

My body was still shaking slightly as I make my way over to Jisungs bedroom door. I could not quiet process what happened a few minutes ago. It felt like the ground was being torn away from under my feet, when I called my boyfriend – now ex-boyfriend- and some random woman picked up the phone, giggling and moaning slightly into my ear.

I softly knock on Jisungs door, tears still streaming down my face. “Come in” was heard from inside. Jisung is sitting on his bed, watching some anime as I step inside his room. “You need to watch this one, it’s amaz…Hey, what’s wrong?” his face instantly changes from happy to worried as soon as he looks at me. He quickly makes his way over to me, studying me with a concerned expression. We walk over to his bed so I can sit down, while Jisung kneels in front of me. He gently takes my hands into his, trying to calm me down. “H-he...” I try to say, but a sob escapes my mouth before I can even say a word. I don’t want to say it out loud. It would be real then, right? Panic starts to build up in my body and I feel my chest tightens. Pictures of my boyfriend and this woman shoot up in my head, imagining all the things they could have possibly been doing when I called. Did he really throw away our two-year relationship for some other woman? My mind keeps racing over the same thoughts again and again, making me completely forget about Jisung kneeling in front of me, until he succeeds to pull me out of my thoughts. “Shh, shh, take deep breaths.” Jisung soothes, his eyes filled with concern. He gently starts to stroke over the back of my hand with his thumb, trying desperately to comfort me. I try to take deep breaths, but I can’t. My body was shaking, and my vision starts to get blurry again from tears. “Look at me” he gently grabs my chin to force me to focus only on him. “That’s it. Focus on me” he says softly “you need to slow down your breathing. In through your nose, out through your mouth.” He demonstrates slowly, trying to guide me through it, trying his best not to freak out himself. As he realizes that it does not seem to help, he quickly sits down on the floor and pulls me on to his lap in a swift motion. I wrap my legs around his waist, and he pulls me close. With my head now on his chest, I can clearly listen to his heartbeat and steady breathing. I try to sync with him again and this time my breathing slowly starts to calm down. “That’s it” Jisung murmurs, his heart thumping in his chest as he holds me close. He tightens his arms around me, his fingers tracing circles on my back as he tries to soothe me fully. “Take all the time you need.”

His soft stroking on my back and his heartbeat grounds me and my breathing is starting to be normal again, small sobs are still coming from my mouth, but I finally have enough air and strength to speak. “He cheated on me” I whisper, so quiet, Jisung could hardly hear it. “Oh, I’m so sorry” he whispers, his voice thick with emotion. He tightens his hold on me even more, trying to offer what comfort he can. ��You don’t deserve that.” I cling on to his body with all the strength I have left in my body. Jisung shifts slightly, lifting me more on to his lap. “Do you think it’s my fault?” I ask hesitantly. “No, definitely not. He is the one who cheated. You didn’t do anything wrong. You deserve to be treated with love and respect, always” His voice was filled with so much emotion, which makes my heartbeat fasten. I stare him into his eyes, unable to answer anything. Only then I fully realize how close we are. Our bodies were pressed together, and I can feel his warmth radiating off him. Jisung tenderly moves his hand to brush a strand of hair away from my cheek. “You know,” he says softly, “if you ever need someone to talk to or just be there for you, I’m here. You’re not alone.” His voice is low and soothing, and I swear I can feel his heart pounding in his chest. My skin tingles as he brushes away my hair. “Thank you” I mumble, our faces just inches apart by now. I feel Jisung leaning in closer, our lips almost touching, only for us to be jolting apart because of Jisungs phone ringing. He quietly curses under his breath before he looks down on his phone. “I’m really sorry, but I need to take this.” He stands up and leaves the room. I nervously start to play with the hem of my shirt. Did we really almost kiss? My whole body is tingling, when I think about how close we were.

My thoughts are interrupted my Jisung reentering the room. "Sorry again” he says, smiling shyly as he walks back over to me. “So, uh “he starts as he sits back down next to me “that happened. And I just want you to know that I really care about you, and…”. Before he can even finish his sentence, a wave of confidence washes over me and I quickly lean forward, pressing my lips on to his. I quickly realize he is not responding to my kiss, and I immediately disconnect our lips. “I-I’m so sorry. I don’t know what came over me” I stutter as I look at the floor, to embarrassed to look him into his eyes. Jisung looks at me, gently grabbing my chin, forcing me to look at him, too. His eyes are filled with surprise but also something I can’t quite identify. “It’s okay. I actually liked it.” He leans in closer, brushing his lips against mine before once more reconnecting our lips in a gentle kiss. It feels like fireworks are exploding in my body as our lips move in perfect sync with each other. I swiftly wrap my hands around his neck to pull him even close, while his hands find place on my waist. The kiss just feels magical, like something that was meant to happen. I gently start to play with his hair in his nape, pulling at it softly. Jisung groans into the kiss, pulling me even closer to him by my hips. We break the kiss after some time, both needing to catch our breath. Jisung leans his forehead against mine, looking me deeply into the eyes. “Wow…” I mumble against his lips. A big smile is plastered on his lips as he nods agreeing. We sit on the floor for a while, just looking at each other and exchanging kisses here and there. I don’t know how I could be so stupid all this time along. The perfect boy was always right before my eyes.

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