#sorry for the hundred edits

[ba1laur]

big sister

#lots of ouppies lately sorry im in a mood. ive been playing wq in my little free time #decided to be a bit more careful with posting art online nowadays.. ill begin signing my work and also glazing 🤕 #something i shouldve done ages ago and wont matter if i update all my work on tumblr cuz edits i make dont matter #when theres hundreds of reblogs but. bummer #mixed feelings on the weird / odd texture glaze came up with but ill cope #art tag #wolf #wolves #canid #canids

[stardustedknuckles]

Okay but I need to know what the people who have only watched c3 think about Beau and Caleb because I've been rotating them in my head for three years too long to be objective anymore but like. Getting to see them through the eyes of a new party just reminded me that even though so much of our delight in C2 was focused around the constant indignity of the Nein, they are objectively a flickering metronome between "how the fuck are these people alive" and "this is the most hyper competent group of mercenaries I've ever seen" and I just. Do they know. Do they know that Beau is so fucking cool. Are there people who learned these two npcs have a whole campaign and want to learn more about them. I look at these two and see a montage of tiefling dicks and red eyes and promising to kill the other if something goes wrong. I see Caleb smearing mud and bat shit on Beau's face and Beau just resigned even as she makes the most aggrieved and annoyed sounds, Beau hauling Caleb's dissociated ass over her own skinny shoulder and walking him to safety. I look at them and see 500 hours and more of the empire siblings. The weeks and months they spent going from hating the parts of themselves they saw in each other to loving in the other what they still struggled with in themselves. I see chosen siblings, best friends. What do other people see?

#Do they know how much went into Beauregard Lionett asking 'you got my back?' knowing he did #How earned 'what's the play Beauregard' is #beauregard lionett #caleb widogast #CR spoilers #Critical role #CR c3 #Bells hells #Edited to add: don't use this as an excuse to bitch about C2 please #I've already removed and blocked one person #I get some frustration on the attention c1 characters have gotten but don't get mad at c2 fans for it #We've been starved and we're just excited #And this is just wondering your impressions of Beau and Caleb #'Beau is a dick' yeah you're right! She is and I love her so much I wrote 800 #Sorry eight hundred thousand words about her #Several thousand of them also about Caleb #So don't be a dick please #Whatever your thoughts these characters brought people out of some dark dark places #It's me I'm people

[justanotherignot]

Aylin Being HORNY Aylin

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #aylin x isobel #dame aylin #aylin #bg3 aylin #isobel thorm #isobel #bg3 isobel #justanotherignot #shirtless aylin #aylin telling you to go away: the shirtless edition #i was tempted to show how my durge looked after the last clip #she just looked so confused like... still? really? #it's been a long hundred years for aylin #LET HER HAVE HER WIFE #also isobel is not sorry at all

[mattodore]

he's waiting on a call he's planning to send straight to voicemail

#sorry matthias </3 maybe he'll pick up the next time you try calling............ <- me when i lie #river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #gifs #theodore doe #echthroi #hi friends and lovers hope everyone's doing well <3 #i got my old laptop to work so i have a laptop again even if the battery on it is messed up #but still #i haven't been online much bc i've started getting dizzy from staring at computer/phone screens for too long #and in particular the act of scrolling either on mobile or desktop makes my head spin and my eyes hurt :/ #but i powered through it yesterday so i could get in game with theo (and matthias) since i missed him really bad... oc plague be upon ye #i took... well. like five hundred screenshots and forty videos... i was in the soup. the mattodore soup. what can i say? #i don't like posting too much on here bc. i'm crazy (<- has avpd) so i probably won't post much from yesterday's fun here #but i'll post whatever i want on pillowfort <3 pic of jerma holding out his hand captioned let's take mattodore together #what else should i say before leaving... right my inbox... well i'll get to it eventually <- have been saying this since october sorry #but okay i've been staring at my screen too long so i need to go lay down for a bit #enjoy theo in motion!! if you’re a theo-head like myself #theodite à la jermamite? hm. its in the works. i’m workshopping. #mentioning jerma twice in these tags… busting a cyanide pill onto my tongue i’ve said too much #i have to go now mwah mwah mwah bye warmth and love to you mwah

[badolmen]

Saw a post making fun of Asexuals in the year of our Good Vibes 2022 so a reminder:

The A stands for the Asexual community and spectrum (it also represents the Aromantic and Agender communities but I’m Asexual so I’ll be talking about that specifically in this post)

Celibacy is a choice to abstain from sex. Asexuality is a sexuality defined by a lack of sexual attraction to anyone, not by the choice to abstain from sex.

Every asexual person has different feelings on sex (an activity, not an attraction) - some are sex repulsed, some are sex neutral, and some are sex favorable. A physically pleasurable experience is not equal to an attraction to parties involved.

The Asexual community has been around since the dawn of the Queer liberation movement, and Asexual individuals have always existed.

Aphobia is real and has done tangible harm to Asexual people. Listen to and learn from their experiences.

If you make fun of Asexuals and their community jokes (dragons/cakes/cards) you are Aphobic. If you’re Asexual and you make fun of these aspects of your own community or consider them ‘cringe’ you have internalized Aphobia.

Sometimes teenagers and young people will identify as Asexual and change their label later in life. This does not mean that all young people who identify as Asexual will change their minds, nor does it mean that all people who identify as Asexual are young.

Seriously what do you people have against the dragons and cake jokes those are classic and hilarious please deconstruct why you have so much rage for harmless jokes that’s not a healthy response to silliness.

Anyways reblog this post if you’re Asexual, support Asexuals, or really want a dragon.

#edir:​that last point is not at other aces it’s at the aphobic post I saw #please don’t tag this as ace discourse it stresses me out those were dark times. we’re here to celebrate aces on this post <3 #yes I know it’s supposed to be sex favorable not positive I corrected the post hours after I made it. not my fault popular blog reblogged #the version w the typo #stop being weird and aggressive towards me in your tags I’m sorry my poorly worded 5 AM rage post got reblogged to your dash ig #ra speaks #asexual #asexuality #queer #lgbt #violence killing maiming biting etc. #i did not watch people who would evolve into modern t*rfs and g*nder critical blogs harass and suicide bait hundreds of blogs off this site #just to see it happen again #i am buff as hell I’ll kneecap you if I meet you irl #edit: #please be gentle in the notes I have the emotional constitution of a dog in an ASPCA commercial and also I don’t read tone well

[trimaxwoowoo]

i know everyone probably already talked about it but look

like... fucking wow. The Bride. THE Bride, huh.

I know we all analyzed the couch scene to hell and back but it was like.. all subtext. this is literally text. we're not just Deranged™ and looking too much into things. are you saying WW is The Bride?? like, officially. as official as a piece of merch can get, anyway.

like WW is the punisher. he is represented by it. and now it's the bride. yeah.

#i am so normal about this #ww #trigun #trimax #trimax spoilers #trimax vol 9 #trimax vol 10 #wolfwood #trigun merch #vashwood #my post #also the punisher and the bride sounds super badass #i edited this post a hundred times im sorry i keep messing up and misspelling things!!!

[roselillihale]

twilight + text posts <3

#twilight #twilight edit #edward cullen #bella swan #alice cullen #rosalie cullen #emmett cullen #jasper cullen #I’ve always wanted to do this sorry I know it’s already been done a hundred times! #txt

[swallowedabug]

KILLJOYS 4.07 (2018)

#killjoysedit #killjoys syfy #prima dezz #gared douleheny #thom allison #gavin fox #killjoys #flashing gif #preeedit #garededit #kj 407 #kj s4 #my edits #my gif #i'm not even a hundred percent if the weapon really is the earring #but for the sake of this gifset let's pretend it is #sorry about the flashing lights #i slowed down the speed but it still looks really strobey...

[lover-of-mine]

That's my emotional support goalie who stopped 45 shots in his 4th straight start this week including a back to back your honor

#my edit #nico daws #nhl #nj devils #new jersey devils #nhl stadium series 2024 #daws #devils ❤️ #he stopped 130 shots THIS WEEK #do you understand that?????? #ONE HUNDRED AND THIRTY SHOTS STOPPED THIS WEEK #they had a back to back with travel in between and he started in all 4 games #im so obsessed with him is not even funny #like OH MY GOD #sorry schmid but why were we hiding him in the comets in the beginning of the season again???????? #insane #like INSANE #also hes adorable

[elvain]

begging people to step back and look at how islamophobic the iron man movies really were LMAO

#the white rich billionaire being held captive by 'arab terrorists' and emerging a superhero #its not the take u think it is. #even in the comics it was 'vietnamese terrorists' who took tony captive #somehow someway the IM movies were just american propaganda for the war in the middle east. crazy #only good thing to come from those movies was the soundtrack and the blacksmith arms #tired of seeing so many bad takes or brainless takes so im speaking up lollll and i dont wanna hear about it xoxo #mk.post #i literally cannot even watch them anymore because of how poorly the brown people therein are represented #the way that the only 'good' arab is the one that helps tony stark escape and freely murder hundreds of ppl in the middle east #without consequence or jurisdiction or rationale #its too white saviour for me im sorry lads #anyway im gonna finish zadig #EDIT: i say this as one of the biggest tony girlies i know i love this man dearly and desperately but please. please. i-

[handern]

wait how are you doing the super boops. is that something you unlock later

eheheheheheh

you have to hover over the button, wait for it to jiggle and then click it :3

#😄 #thanks for the hhh two hundred boops sdiufhsu #fucking love it #edit : the boop button not the url sorry

[ineverknewawolfcouldcry]

the borgias is truly something else, that show has such a hold on me. cesare and lucrezia are the blueprint, no one's doing it like them, no one can compare. i'm utterly obsessed. bear with me.

#i've gone through several old blogs today and now my queue is nearing 1000 posts again #most of them are the borgias gifs #so to all my followers: sorry not sorry #i WILL reblog hundreds of edits of the same scenes #be ready #the marathon of my obsession continues

[startanewdream]

Hi Mah, I’ve noticed a lot of writers saying their fics aren’t being commented on or reblogged as much as they were before, and that it’s been discouraging. I can’t speak why for everyone but this is my story. I used to comment and reblog everything because I appreciated the hard work everyone put in. I got inspired to write a few fics of my own, hoping I would get the same support or even suggestions on ways I could improve my writing from all the writers I looked up to, but I got nothing. I spent hours and days writing, reading articles, and watching YouTube videos on how to improve your writing, but I never got one comment, like, kudos, or reblog from any of the writers I showed my support to. I started to notice people had their own little friend/support group and would reblog and comment on each other's posts or stories, but not the newer writers unless you were a phenomenal writer. If you weren’t worth their time, then you were unnoticed and not appreciated. It didn’t matter that you wrote long detailed comments on every single chapter of their story and reblogged their stories, hoping it would get more attention to help encourage them. You and one other blogger were the only ones that I got a comment from, and I ended up unfollowing everyone except for you and the other blogger. I stopped writing, deleted my stories on one of my low days, and unfollowed everyone but you and the other blogger. I stayed away from the Harry Potter community for a while. You two are the only ones I will take time out of my day to write comments for. I’ve read other stories, but I don’t comment on theirs unless it's by a new writer. I try to show encouragement and give suggestions in ways I wish I would have gotten them. I just wanted to say thanks, and I've come across some great new writers through your blog. I’ve been absent for a long time, but I’m back now. I hope things have changed and everyone is more supportive of one another. I don’t know if people are hesitant to help other writers but they take 5 minutes out of their day to read their stories and write two lines of encouragement or heck even a pm on ways you think the story could be improved, newbies will appreciate it more than you’ll ever understand. I just think if you want a little love then you need to show a little love too.

Hey, Anon. I went back and forth on how to answer this because yes, I understand it, but also... not?

I really don’t want to sound dismissive; I get it, writing takes time and effort, you put a piece of your heart there, and when people don’t seem to notice it, you take it personally. I've been there as, in a way, all who has ever posted their fan work have been. It’s shitty.

But you cannot control anyone else. If you are writing and posting because you want people to comment and engage; don’t. It will drive you mad, trust me, because there is no bar that will ever suffice. Write for your own joy... and read and review for your own joy.

If you want criticism, ask for it, send a pm to those who answer it. Join a discord. The review section in a fanfic is not the place for it, it would be just rude. And accept that sometimes there is no problem, no reason for why your fic is unnoticed; no one has ever cracked the code for what makes a fic popular, and honestly, I am glad for it. It’s cliche, but true: you are the only one who can write your stories.

Finally, I get the if you want love you need to offer some love, but also... it sounds entitled? Threatening? I am not sure. Fanfics are for free; they are supposed to be fun. When they stop being something that you can enjoy, what is the whole point?

I am sorry you didn’t feel your effort was appreciated. I hope that, despite everything else, you loved giving voice to the characters, crafting a scenario out of nowhere, and spinning words into something that was real and yours. I hope you stick around.

#the first fanfic I ever posted on ao3 got one comment and then nothing #the first fanfic I wrote after 10 years away from fandom got no reviews #i wrote a hundred thousand words and maybe one or two people were following #i got 23 views on each chapter and I was happy for it #and still i get the wish to write something everyone will enjoy #only i've also come to terms with the fact you cannot please everyone #and some people will simply ignore you for no good reason #the same way you will not read everything and you will not enjoy everything #and that's fine #that’s why you need to write first for yourself #and share for the one or two people who will make editing and posting worth it #i appreciate you one and you two person btw #and I am sorry I haven’t engaed much lately #I have felt at odds for a while now #so when it becomes too much I just take a break #because I cannot control anyone else but me :) #this is a messy post #just pm anon

[fefairys]

i tried to look your saiki k video up the other day to rewatch it but i forgot the title so i just searched Kaidou Shun Video Essay because i completely forgot you talked about anyone other than him, somehow. kaidou territory

thats the only part of the video that matters, lets be real

yeah it unfortunately got taken down by tv tokyo but i have it uploaded here on google drive if anyone still wants to watch it! and it's the director's cut that doesn't have kuboyasu's introduction cut out cause youtube made me do that lmao

#youre probably also thinking about how i got hundreds of comments begging me to make a standalone video about kaidou #i actually scripted and recorded the audio for that video but never went into the editing stages and gave up. sorry everyone. #maybe i'll put the script on patreon or some shit someday idk #it wasnt a good script #it was the most stressful thing ive ever written cause there was already an audience asking for it and it was too much pressure tbh #asks #thiefking

[bastardbvby]

.,

#also . slight commentary. but im still a bit in awe at the way people who left were like 'there will never be another dtblr' #or saying how everyone was just trying to recreate something to live up to its old name like......the community it constantly changing #hundreds of new people have joined and theres already new art and edits and fun posts like . gensrs how did people not find it weird to say #that if a few big people left then the community would collapse like . a fandom shouldnt be reliant on like #a set group of people to survive ? #SORRY OKAY. rant done i need to get to class

[asteriusart]

art requests please!! (⁠θ⁠‿⁠θ⁠)

#I'm on the verge of death #Requests open #Art #Art requests #As usual no OCs please! :)) #I will be more likely to draw your request if it's something I'm interested in ie pokemon genshin ace attorney #Edit: I've started blocking for requesting ocs I'm so sorry but c'mon (⁠・⁠_⁠・⁠;⁠) #You probably don't care because I'm sure you message hundreds of blogs just hoping something will stick but #Please just request something normal like 'can you draw the ace attorneys sharing a boba' or something!!! #The more detailed your request the more inspo I can get and the more likely I am to draw it! #Sorry for setting boundaries but you people don't even follow me so I don't think you care #Screaming I'm only doing requests because I'm massively suicidal rn that's what 'I'm on the verge of death' means