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MotoGP: No words needed 🥺 a very emotional day comes to an end...
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writeaday · 5 years
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10 Years Ago but Probably More, Has It Been That Long?
I read a while ago about this concept called the collective unconsciousness. As did I. But I did not. To explain, the idea was that if you thought about someone, they were most likely thinking of yourself too and that’s why we might just randomly think of a person. There was some scientific evidence but that’s not as important. What’s important was we all thought back to moments 10 years ago, maybe more, maybe less, and we thought whether we were doing ok. We thought about that incident as we’re sure we’ve thought about it as well and we wondered if we felt the same way as we did back then and could we talk to ourselves? Would it be alright if we did? Just asked how we’re doing, if we’re ok? Can we catch up? And that we’re sorry. 
We know we’re sorry too and we thank ourselves but mostly we’re sorry too. 
Do we all feel the same? We hope we all feel the same way because we’d like to say we’re sorry. 
This morning, yesterday, last week we saw the same picture on facebook, uploaded by my mom, Rosie’s mom, my sister had uploaded of a picture from 10 years ago of a vacation but my mom, I wasn’t there because I just... couldn’t. Has it been only been 10 years? We think it’s more. That’s quite a long time ago. 
At the end of 10 years, we suddenly find ourselves regretful. We wish those feelings had surfaced when we were younger. But we’ve moved on. We’ve moved on and yet we’re still regretful. It makes it not such a bad feeling and we hope you can forgive us. 
When I was younger I really couldn’t stand seeing you enjoy yourself when you had such shitty grades. You were smart too, but boy, did you spend so much of your time being such an idiot and a child. Granted, we were literally children at the time but still. You sure were childish. 
Can you blame your mom for liking me more than you? Or our grandparents? 
I thought that often and even though I grew up and changed my opinion and became a more mature person, I still never really apologized. 
I keep hearing through the grapevine, from this aunt and that aunt, that you keep having money trouble. Are you? Or are you just doing what you want? I can’t tell from what our aunts say. 
I feel like I shouldn’t worry. It might be condescending. But I asked around for your number anyways. I thought our grandparents would have it, but they didn’t, which surprised me. I had to ask all the way to your mom. Your mom was friendly on the phone. After all, she always liked me a little more than she liked you. When we finally got to the topic of you, she clammed up. The conversation quickly ended after that. 
I wonder how your mom’s doing? I wonder how Josh is doing too. Do you wonder about them, too, since it seems like it’s been a while since you all have talked? 
I wonder how much you’ve changed. I thought all this as I listened to the phone ring before the voicemail message interrupted. I couldn’t hear any of your voice in the message, just the automated recitation of your phone number. God, I hope this is your number. 
I tried again the next day, trying to get back into mindset I was in the day before, hoping I can remember all the conversation topics I wanted to bring up with you. Once again, the automated message interrupted. 
Yet another day passed, yet another call. I realized you might have thought I was spam and blocked me, so I left a message this time. 
I gave you a couple days before I tried calling again. I steeled myself to listen to your voicemail message again but you interrupted this time. 
“...Hello?” I laughed internally, you sounded so worried.
“I’m not an automated ad in Chinese, I swear.”
“...What?”
“I’m sorry. It’s hard to make jokes when you haven’t really spoken to someone in years, huh? Your rhythms just get off sync.”
“Um. Who is this?”
“It’s Rosie.”
“Oh my god, Rosie?! Wow, dude, it’s been so long!” I calculated quickly how old you were and comparing it to the fact you still said, “Dude.” But you were so genuine, I’m glad I persisted in calling you.
“Yes, it has. How have you been?” 
“Ah. Well. I dunno. Good, I guess.” I waited for more details but that you had given enough information. It left me lonely, thinking this was how you probably spoke to your mother as well these days. 
“I’ve been well as well.” 
“Ah, OK, cool. That’s good. Uh. What’ve you been up to?” 
“Oh, you know. Just working.” Was it mean to be as cold as you were? But I couldn’t help it. I also did not call to talk about myself. 
“That’s good then.” I could picture you were your hand on your head. Am I wasting your time? I’m sorry. 
“How about you? I keep hearing from Tiya Diwata and Tiya Benilda you’re having money trouble. Always. Their words.” 
“Mannnn, what the fuckkkk, are you serious? Can’t they mind their own fucking business, I swear.” 
I laughed as I felt you easing into our conversation. “So? Are you?”
“Noooo. I mean, I do but it’s not, like, always. It’s not like I’m asking them for money or my mom for money. But also who doesn’t? God. I’m fine.” 
I snorted in laughter slightly. “Hey. So the reason I called.” 
“Yeah?” I hear you bracing for impact from my word choice. 
“I just wanted to apologize for when we were kids.”
“Huh?” I can almost hear your shoulders relaxing.
“I really looked down on you when we were kids. And I. Just wanted to apologize for being so condescending. So. I’m sorry.”
“Oh my god, what? It’s fine! I mean, you didn’t look down on me anymore when we were teens, right?”
“No, not at all.”
“So it’s fine! We were just kids. I knew, anyways!”
I feel embarrassed. “I know but, I don’t know. I just felt like I should apologize. It’s just something I keep thinking about even all these years. It keeps me up and makes me embarrassed. I keep thinking about it and it was really unfair of me.”
“Oh my god, you’re being so crazy, we were literal kids! But thank you, man.” I could feel a smile on the line and I smiled back. 
“Do you remember that time you were playing with our other younger cousins pretending to be Pokemon? And I was trying to read? I thought you were being so immature and I just need to apologize for that specific incident.”
“ROSIE, YOU’RE SO WEIRD.” I hear you laugh aloud and I keep trying to make you laugh until our phone call ends. 
I didn’t get to ask you all the questions I had prepared to sate my curiosity but it was good to know you are alright. That you laugh and curse and say speak the way I remember you. I hope I can get my questions answered on our next phone call. 
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I recognized the area code as one our family would have, since we all lived in the same area. It was probably one of our grandparents, again, and the conversation was ALWAYS awkward. We never had anything to talk about, they didn’t really raise me, I do NOT want to talk to them. It is fucking boring.
Oh god, what if it’s our Tiya Diwata again? I can hear her asking if I’m married and talking about how HER kid is married. I don’t give a FUCK! SHUT UP. I haven’t heard from her in years, anyways, and I like it like that. So why do they keep trying to contact me?
I put the phone face down. If I hit ignore, she’d definitely know and then she’d tell the whole family how I purposefully ignored her. I’ll just pretend I was asleep when I got the call. Or better yet I can actually fall asleep and that would make me not a liar. 
The next day Tiya called again. What the heck, was there a new rumor going around about me or something? If I just keep ignoring her she’ll eventually give up. I hope. 
I was taking a nap when my phone started ringing. I was half asleep when I looked at my phone and accepted the call. It was too late when I realized the area code is from where we grew up. 
I braced myself for Tiya Diwata to yell at me for ignoring her calls up until this point. “...Hello?”
It was awkward at first but eventually I heard you laugh and, god, even though I don’t regret the distance between me and the family, it was still nice to hear from you again. 
When you apologized, you reminded me of those darker days. It wasn’t your fault, memories of the past come up so easily. Don’t you wish we could physically run away from memories too? 
I want to ask you what you’ve been doing, but I’ve evaded that exact question from you. I was too embarrassed to tell you what I’ve been up to but I want to selfishly ask you all the same. 
We hang up and I promise I’ll ask you all the questions on my mind next time. And I promise I’ll be brave enough to tell you how I am next time. And I hope we can talk again. Next time. 
I laugh internally, thinking about you apologizing for yourself as a child. And I think back to my mom from when we were children. How she said aloud what you thought but meant it but she definitely wasn’t a child then. 
As a child she thought of me with expectation, she spoke of me with possibilities for the future, with the possibilities of change and hope. 
How does she view me now? As an adult. Does she think of her actions in the past? Or does she have no regrets? 
Even now I wonder what she thought of me then.
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Rosie’s call had me thinking about Kara. Something I try to avoid doing but happens anyways. Especially when my cousins and sisters call asking about her. And Josh. 
I really don’t know which I like to be reminded of less. Kara or Josh. 
I stared at Kara’s number on my phone. I didn’t have a picture for her contact or even an address. Just her number and her name, written out in full, as if I’d get her confused with another Kara. 
I wonder how she’s doing. I wonder if she wondered how I was doing. Or how her brother was doing. It’s the very least she could do. 
I recall the photo my sister had posted earlier of a young Kara and Josh with Rosie. That was such a difficult time. The nights I stayed up, fretful, the mornings I had to drag myself to work after a night staying up. 
My phone buzzed in my hand. I was confused for a bit, thinking I was still looking at Kara’s contact info. Instead, her name was displayed as a call. 
I picked up. “Kara?”
“Mom! Hey...” I wait for her to give me the reason for her call. I give up on waiting. 
“Hello.” 
“Hey,” she repeats, “How’re you doing? I was just wondering what’s up with you.” 
So she did wonder how I was doing sometimes. “I’m fine. I’m in bed right now, actually. I was about to turn in for the night.” 
“Oh, yeah. It’s late. Want me to call another time? So you can sleep?”
“Oh, no, no. It’s fine. We can talk.” 
“Oh, ok. Cool.” 
I return the pleasantries. “How are you doing?”
“Oh. I’m fine. I mean... Well. I could be better. I guess. I’m always tired from work. I know I should cook but I’m just too tired.” 
“You just need to prioritize your time better. Plan ahead and stick to it. Write a list and pick a time.” 
“Ah, yeah. I guess I should.” 
Kara’s silent as I continue. “But I completely understand that feeling.”
“Oh my god, right? It’s so hard to be motivated.” 
“Yes, it is.” 
“Especially after being stuck in traffic for so long.” 
“God, yes. Especially when there’s hyper aggressive drivers.”
“God, TOTALLY!” 
We continued talking until we were surprised an hour had passed. We hung up so that I could sleep and I wondered what it meant to have children when they weren’t around. 
My phone buzzed again. A message from my parents back in the Philippines asking for money yet again. 
I wonder what it meant to them to have children. 
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I wondered as I fell asleep wondering about you and me. 
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october31st1981 · 6 years
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Jily AU: Your photos keep showing up on my iPhone, and the internet helped me track you down. Now we’re kind of celebrities, and also I think you’re hot. (Inspired by "I Followed My Stolen iPhone Across The World, Became A Celebrity In China, And Found A Friend For Life" on Buzzfeed)
The article can be found here. I recommend it. It’s a wild ride. Some liberties were taken with the prompt. 
Because James is a fucking idiot, his phone gets stolen.
He knows he’s a rowdy drunk and he knows the three word mantra any university student needs when they go out (‘phone-cash-keys’) but Sirius has bet that he can take more Jägerbombs than James and he’s never been able to back down from a challenge. He doesn’t even think twice about whether his phone is in the pocket of his jeans or his coat, the latter of which he leaves at the table. He swears Peter is sitting there when he leaves, but when he comes back ten minutes later and a whole lot dizzier, the table is empty, coat and all.
He and Sirius find Peter later, crouched over a toilet and heaving with Remus patting his back. James has the decency to wait until his friend is done vomiting to ask, “Pete, d’you have my phone?”
If possible, Peter gets greener. “Sorry,” is all he gets out before shaking his head and clutching his stomach.
Peter ends up feeling worse about the whole thing than James does. James is upset to have lost all his pictures and apps, and he’s livid at the wanker who decided to grab his phone, but ultimately, he can afford a new phone and he can take new pictures, so in a few months he’ll likely get over it. But Peter insists that because James left his phone with him, it’s Peter who owes him a new one.
James attempts to refuse. Peter doesn’t have the kind of money to replace his phone, and James isn’t about to put that on him.
“My friend Dung knows how to get an iPhone for dirt cheap,” Peter claims, and reluctantly, James agrees.
And so it begins.
x.
True to his word, Mundungus Fletcher has an iPhone of the same model as James’s that seems to be in decent condition and that he’s selling for far less than a reasonable price. James doesn’t exactly trust Dung, but he trusts Peter, so he accepts the gift. 
It works out fine for a few months. He’s constantly filling up his camera roll, so it’s not immediately obvious when a few pictures crop up that he can’t remember taking. But one day, he’s scrolling through his phone looking for a selfie to post when he notices several selfies he has never seen before. Namely of a girl who is redheaded, gorgeous, and completely unfamiliar. 
At first, James doesn’t think too much of it. He’s been to his fair share of parties and it doesn’t take much prowess to access a camera from a lock screen. She’s probably just someone who knows one of his mates. He ignores the picture without even bothering to delete it.
But then it happens again. 
The same red-haired girl, standing in what looks like a grove of oranges. There are at least a dozen pictures of her in a place he has definitely never been.
“I think I’m being hacked,” he says, as he shows the boys the newest set of pictures. 
“Why would a hacker put things on your phone?” asks Sirius. “Wouldn’t they just release your dick pics to the internet?”
“I have never taken a dick pic in my life,” says James, scandalized, even though he definitely has. “What do I know about what hackers’ aims are? Maybe it’s some kind of psychological game.”
“That’d be more effective if they were using pictures of blood and gore instead of pictures of a good-looking girl,” says Remus thoughtfully.  
Peter inspects the phone, looking through James’s camera settings. “I’ll ask Dung, but I think this is normal. He says cloud errors happen all the time. Probably best to ignore it.”
And James shrugs, because his knowledge of how the internet works is pretty much limited to opening the app and typing in an address. When Peter gets a hold of him, Dung reassures Peter with a few fancy words which James thinks he’s memorized solely for this purpose, but in the end he’s no closer to an answer than before.
x.
It becomes a daily occurrence. James turns it into a game with the boys, making up a story about why the redhead ended up taking a picture of a hot pink motorbike and at least thirty dogs in the same day. There’s text in some of the background of the pictures, but it’s not in a language that he understands.
“You know, I think she might be in China,” Sirius says.
“How d’you figure that?” 
“The lanterns,” he says, scrolling through James’s phone. “Seems like it’s Chinese New Year.”
“Why would a girl in China be showing up on James’s phone?” asks Remus.
“Why did she take fifty-three pictures of fireworks when they all look the same? I’m not God, Remus.” 
When several months have passed and there are hundreds of pictures from this girl’s life flooding his phone, James decides it’s time to say something. He hesitates to take it into the Apple store, because knowing Dung, this phone is probably just a very good knock-off and he doesn’t want to get anyone in trouble. So he does what he does best, and tweets about it.
He takes a screenshot of the girl’s varied adventures and attaches it to his message:
@prongspotter: hey mysterious hacker listen ur very pretty and all but you need to stop taking over my camera roll
To his surprise, the tweet receives over two thousand retweets. His followers seem very amused by his apparent crush on the person who has somehow taken over his phone, and at least three different replies say, “I ship you and your hacker.”
He tries to joke about the situation, but that only brings more responses flooding in over the course of the week. He thinks he may be reaching meme status.
“This is ridiculous,” James says, as someone tweets him a picture of him and the redhead photoshopped together. “I don’t even know this girl.”
“You’ve seen her pictures. That’s about as much info as you get from Tinder,” Sirius offers, holding the phone out of James’s reach as he favourites the image. 
As James dives for Sirius, Peter sheepishly admits, “I think I may know what’s wrong.” 
James pauses mid-twist and Sirius takes the opportunity to send out, “I wonder if my hacker has seen my dick pics,” from James’s Twitter. 
Ignoring this, he turns to Peter. “Did Dung finally give you a real answer?” 
“Well, no… but he said something the other day, that made me think that the phone you bought might’ve been, er, taken.”
“Taken? The same way James’s was taken?” says Remus, raising his eyebrows. Peter ducks his head. 
James gapes in horror. “We replaced my stolen phone… with another stolen phone?” 
“I think so,” Peter replies, flushing in shame. “That’s probably why you’re getting those pictures. Her account is probably still in the phone.”
For the first time since getting this phone, James looks at the iCloud settings, and sure enough, there is an account name there that does not belong to him. He probably should’ve suspected this earlier, but he has a tendency to be overly trusting. Immediately, he logs out. Peter apologizes, but James doesn’t blame him. It’s not his fault that Dung misled him. 
The next day James purchases a new phone, from the store itself. He has an employee help him set up all his account details properly this time. Once he’s finished, all he wants to do is get rid of the other phone. It doesn’t feel right to just give it away since it belongs to someone, but he didn’t really spare a glance at the girl’s name so it’s not like he could look her up anywhere. 
x.
To ease his conscience, he sends out an apology to the general public. 
@prongspotter: it has come to my attention that the hacking is actually kind of my fault. wish i knew how to apologize to you directly. sorry
James probably should’ve known better than to give the internet the opportunity for a quest. His tweet gets more feedback than anything he’s ever said, with many people offering to help track her down. He doesn’t want anyone trying to release this girl’s personal information, so he politely declines. 
An hour later, however, he receives a tweet from @maremacdonald that says, “The girl from those pictures is my friend Lily! I’ll let her know about you.” 
He checks the account, and it doesn’t look like spam. He decides to wait on it. Sure enough, that evening, he gets a direct message from someone named Lily whose avatar is the redheaded girl, but a picture of her that he’s never seen before. 
Hi, I’m Lily. Your “hacker?” 
sorry about that!! i’m james. bought a phone off a friend of a friend and it turns out he probably took it off you. i logged out as soon as I knew
 Seems like I should be blaming the bloke who took it, not you. Needed a temporary mobile anyway. No harm done, besides seeing my face photoshopped onto what I *hope* is your body.
James grins to himself. 
the lads have been guessing where you’re from. my mate Sirius says China but i say Chinatown
Tell Sirius he’s right! I’m from England but I’m doing a year abroad. 
damn. i’d hoped to buy you an apology drink for inadvertently stealing your phone
 Should I be accepting drinks from strangers on the internet?
no more than I should’ve accepted a phone from someone named ‘Dung’ and yet here we are
 I guess bad decisions are catching. All I know about you is your twitter handle. 
google me? actually don’t. i’m not sure what you’ll find. 
Lily seems to take this as a challenge and sends him a screenshot of one of his profile pictures from Year Ten with his hair spiked up. He’s not wearing any glasses, so he’s squinting at what clearly must’ve been a mobile camera. 
that’s not fair ur last name isn’t on ur profile i can’t google you back
In reply, she sends him a screenshot of a status from 2009 which contains the entirety of the lyrics to “Remember the Name.”
James tells the Twitterverse that he rescinds his apology because Lily is The Worst, but that only encourages the following that this phone saga has accumulated. #OTPFlowerPots trends locally. 
It becomes a game between them. For every embarrassing post of James’s that Lily sends to him, she tells him something about herself. He learns that she grew up in a town called Cokeworth, that her ex-best friend joined some kind of anti-immigrant group and the whole thing fucked her up a lot, and that (and she’s not kidding about this, no matter how many times he asks) her sister’s name is Petunia.
is ur sister a 75 year old woman who lives in a shoe??
Do you really want to get into name jokes, Potty? 
you raise a fair point. my dad’s name is fleamont
Oh my GOD.
x.
After they’ve been messaging for a few weeks, James accidentally admits that he misses the daily guessing game of figuring out what her pictures meant. Lily teases him about it, but adds him on Snapchat later that day. His phone starts to fill up with pictures of her again, but this time it’s screenshots of her pulling stupid faces as she faceswaps with a cat.
“I guess my mess-up with Dung wasn’t that bad after all if James got an internet girlfriend out of it,” Peter muses as James sends Lily a picture of him with a flower crown.
“She’s not my girlfriend,” says James, but nobody listens.
Sirius shrugs. “I still think he’s mad to fancy someone he’s never met. Maybe she’s a bit of a loon and wants to set him on fire.”
“There are a lot of people who might want to set James on fire,” Remus interjects with a teasing smile. “That feeling’s not exclusive to people he has feelings for.”
“I don’t fancy her!”
Maybe he’s proving their point, but he cannot resist griping about his friends to her, so as his friends continue to take the mickey, he tweets at Lily. 
@prongspotter: @lilylaughing pls rescue me from my mates they are being v rude 
@lilylaughing: @prongspotter Sorry! Come visit me in China? 
James figures the suggestion is in jest, their followers seem to enjoy the idea. Their replies are flooded with people telling James everything from travel discounts to places to visit while he’s in China. This isn’t the first time he’s been caught off by the overwhelming excitement for their interactions, so he laughs it off. It’s Lily who brings it up when they are messaging that night.
Maybe I shouldn’t have invited you here in front of the whole internet. My phone has been going off all day.
it’s cool i know you were kidding. can’t help that the internet wants us #married 
Wasn’t completely a joke! If you’d like to come, it’d be nice to have a visitor. I’ve asked Mary to come but every pound she has is going directly into saving for a flat.
normally i like to get a girl’s last name before i jump continents for her
Evans. 
x.
And so, James begins planning a trip to China to see Lily Evans, a girl he’s been talking to for a month and only through social media. It takes them three full months to iron out the details, but between him and Sirius they manage to make up the difference to get plane tickets for Remus and Peter as well.
“Well, even if she is hoping to skin James and wear him as a coat at least we’re getting a fun trip out of it,” says Sirius as they board the plane.
James flicks him. “Evans is nice. And you’re going to get us marked off as a flight risk.”
Their journey is a long one, and feels all the longer when Remus falls ill halfway through the flight and the four of them attempt to squeeze into one lavatory to stay with him. The flight attendant gets a bit shirty with them, so they’re forced to take their seats. By the time they land, all four boys are so exhausted, James doesn’t immediately notice Lily standing at the gate near a bunch of photographers. 
“James?”
He turns, and several cameras flash so he has to blink. When his vision clears, he can’t help but grin. “Lily.” He reaches out to her, but then falters because he’s not sure what the protocol is.
She smiles and steps forward to pull him into a hug. Lily is smaller than he expects, so it’s half into her hair that he mutters, “I’m sorry I accidentally stole your phone and invaded your privacy.”
Lily laughs as she draws back. “You know, I was getting your pictures too, since it’s my account you were logged into. I just deleted them whenever they popped up.”
And James is absolutely fucking horrified not only because he inadvertently stole Lily’s phone and made a spectacle of it on the internet but because he remembers that horrific attempt at sexting that went on with a Tinder match back in March and oh my god this girl has seen at least twenty-eight pictures of his penis.
But Lily is still smiling at him, so clearly she is not as scarred by the memory of his genitals as he is. 
Instead of dwelling on this line of thought, James looks behind her at the flashing cameras pointed in their direction. “Care to explain the crowd? Are you some kind of celebrity?”
It’s her turn to feel awkward. “This is because of our…. fandom?” she offers hesitantly with red cheeks.
James’s eyes widen. “You’re joking.”
“The hashtag ‘Jily’ really took off over here.”
The boys stride up behind them as James and Lily attempt to smile for the pictures. Once most people have got their shot, the crowd dissipates. They’re left with one Chinese girl who looks about their age standing at baggage with a camera. 
The girl says something to Lily in what is presumably Mandarin, and Lily replies in the same language. “I’m Emmeline Vance,” says the photographer girl, extending a hand. “I’m a friend of Lily’s from school and I’d like to do a story on you two to submit to our host school’s newspaper. Would that be okay?”
James has to admit he’s bemused by all this attention. He’s willing to admit his own vanity, but it’s still a little bit surprising for other people to validate it. So it’s with Lily’s encouraging look that he says, “Yeah, alright.”
“This is going to make his head even more inflated than it is,” says Sirius with a laugh. 
“I’m thinking ahead,” says Lily, looping her arm through James’s. “If he’s filled with enough hot air, you’ll save on fare back to England.” 
Sirius grins, but it is Remus who responds, smiling knowingly. “I see it now.”
“See what?” says James, gaze returning to Lily.
“Me too,” says Peter. 
James opens his mouth to repeat his question, but Remus cuts across him with an introduction. “Sorry, we’re so tired from our flight that we forgot to introduce ourselves. Remus Lupin,” he says, extending a hand. 
Lily grasps it with her free one. “Lily Evans. And I know,” she says. “Sorry, is that weird? James talks about you three all the time. So that makes the other two Peter and Sirius. I haven’t actually seen Sirius’s face without the dog filter on it,” Lily adds, tilting her head at him.
James’s lips twitch upward. “Trust me, it’s apt. Oh, I brought something for you!” he exclaims, emptying his pocket. “It’s your old phone. I know you aren’t using it while you’re here, but it’s yours, and you should have it when you come home.”
She accepts the mobile and glances down at it slyly. “Did you leave your number in it?”
His smile is full-blown now. “Maybe.”
James thinks they could maybe stand there staring at one another all day, but after a few moments, Emmeline chuckles and says, “Come on, then, lovebirds, the boys need to check into their hotel.”
As they stroll towards the car, Sirius says, “So, Evans, if you were going to rate James’s dick pics on a scale of one to ten…”
James puts his hands over his ears.
x.
If James thinks that the bizarre celebrity that they seem to have attracted at the airport is the end of it, he’s wrong. 
“Lily’s been making videos teaching people English on Weibo,” Emmeline explains when they are once again met by press when they check-in. “Her followers really liked your story, and your ‘ship’ name trends every time she mentions you.”
He raises his eyebrows at Lily. “Do you mention me a lot?”
Lily makes a rude hand gesture, and he takes that as a yes. 
Apparently, their status gives them some kind of unexpected privileges. They’re given many offers of places to visit and speak, and the hotel manager wrangles a promise out of them to hold some kind of conference in the afternoon. 
The hotel has a set for engagement photos, and the staff makes the mistake of asking them if they’d like to have a shot at it. So they do. James and Remus ride some sort of bedazzled carousel together, and Peter and Sirius somehow manage to lift Lily above their heads in front of a giant heart flower arrangement as Emmeline laughs and takes a photo.
The poses that the group does range from odd to obscene, and it gathers the attention of the surrounding couples. At one point, Sirius borrows a veil from one of the brides to take a picture with James, and while the woman is laughing, her fiance is none-too-pleased. 
After their baggage is dropped off, the group goes to lunch, where the insanity continues. At least three people ask for Lily’s autograph, and someone hands James a baby at some point. 
“Do you have any clue who that child belongs to?” asks Remus as James bounces the kid on his lap.
“Not even a little,” he says. “I think I’m supposed to bless him.”
As he says this, the baby throws up on his shirt. Solemnly, Lily tells him, “Divine intervention.”
x.
Because the universe has decided to make this visit immensely strange, someone supplies him with a t-shirt that bears his and Lily’s faces on it. Lily’s given one to match, and they wear them as they walk back to the hotel for the conference.
Their fingers brush as they walk it occurs to James that this is the first time he’s had a minute alone with Lily since he arrived. 
“All right, Evans?” he asks, smiling down at her. 
Lily laughs. “Shouldn’t I be asking you? You’re the one who hasn’t had a chance to sleep yet.”
“I live purely through people assuaging my vanity,” he tells her pleasantly, “so I’m going to be awake for the next two days.”
She gives him a smile that’s entirely too devious. “I suppose we’ll just have to think of some way to keep you entertained.”
James gasps, holding a hand to his heart. If it’s beating a bit faster than it was a minute ago, that’s no one’s business but his own. “You know, I think you might be a corrupting influence in my life, Lily Evans.”
Lily pats him on the bum as they approach the door. “Feeling’s mutual, Potter.”
x.
The rest of the day is more difficult after that, because being this close to Lily has made him realize just how much he likes having her around. Without even realizing it, during their ridiculous press conference, he starts holding her hand as they answer questions. He doesn’t notice until they stand up to take photographs. 
Lily and Emmeline decide to go back to their residence for the night, and when James and Sirius get to their room, James flops down on his bed. “I have a problem,” he mutters into the pillows. 
“Being a Chinese celebrity who isn’t photogenic?” asks Sirius. James aims a kick at him, but he’s not within reach. 
“I think I fancy Lily.”
“I’m shocked,” deadpans Sirius. James feels the bed shift when Sirius sits beside him. “I’d gathered that when you made her your phone background, mate. I’m still offended about being replaced, by the way.”
“What am I supposed to about it?” he says, lifting his head up. 
Sirius pretends to think about it. “Well, James, when two people like each other very much–”
He doesn’t dodge the second kick. 
Because Sirius is having far too much fun at his expense, James turns to the other boys for advice in the morning. “She’s living in China,” groans James, head in his hands.
“We’re in China,” says Peter, blinking. 
His fingers pull at his already messy hair. “Only for a few days.”
Remus pats him on the back and he can’t help but feel condescended upon. “It’s a technological age, mate. I’m sure you could figure it out if you needed to.”
Sighing, James murmurs, “She might not even like me back.”
Peter snorts. “Didn’t I see her spank you yesterday?” 
Rather seriously, James tells him, “That doesn’t mean much. I have a very nice arse.”
x.
Lily has a nice arse too, if the shorts she’s wearing when she meets them is any indication. They plan on visiting a mountain today, and he hopes that she’ll end up walking behind him so he won’t end up ogling her behind. When he says this, Sirius reminds him that the alternative is her getting a look at his behind, and he’s not sure how he feels about that. 
In spite of the butterflies that keep plaguing him every time Lily smiles or laughs at him, he can’t help but appreciate the view as they reach the top of a cliff. 
“Thank you,” James tells her quietly, staring out at the landscape.
Lily doesn’t ask him why. “It’s funny. I thought you’d be stranger to me,” she says, leaning up against the railing.
He turns to stare at her. “I don’t know which part of that I should more offended about,” James says, but he’s grinning. 
She nudges him in the shoulder and stays there, standing close beside him. “Not everyone’s the same over the internet. Meeting you could’ve been very awkward.”
“I for one, am very uncomfortable,” he says, ruffling her hair. 
“So are we,” pipes up Emmeline, as the others join them on them at the peak. “Other people would like to see the view too, Lily.”
Lily sticks her tongue out. “Bugger off and get your own cliff. This is ours. Right, James?”
He nods, and Sirius makes a loud tsk. “Just like the British to come into a foreign nation and claim the land.”
James looks at his own brown hands and then blinks. “We’re all British, Sirius.”
“Sounds just like what the Queen would say.”
Before they leave the mountain’s peak, Emmeline asks them to take a picture together for the article. They decide on the Titanic pose, so James ends up with his arms stuck out while Lily wraps her arms around his rib cage. 
It is then Lily takes the opportunity to tell him, “You know, I’ve seen your penis.”
James chokes.
x.
That evening, they decided to go to a karaoke bar. The lighting in the bar is too dim for the same amount of journalists that have been following them around to be interested in their photographs. It’s a welcome reprieve, and it takes James about five drinks before he forgets to be nervous around Lily. He leans his head on her shoulder as they watch sit and Sirius and Remus belt out a song in completely incorrect Mandarin. “A toast,” he says, raising his cup. “To alcohol.”
“Can you toast something with itself?” asks Lily. 
“Sure you can,” says James. He wags a finger at her. “But the first rule of toasting is not to interrupt. I’m thanking alcohol for bringing us together.”
She leans her head on top of his. “Technically Remus brought us together. He chose the bar.” 
“Not here together. The universe, together,” James replies, gesturing around them. If I hadn’t gone and gotten plastered, I wouldn’t have lost my phone and got yours.” 
“So, really, we’re toasting stupidity,” says Lily, her own cup raised. 
“Not stupidity,” he insists. Her other hand is on his knee, and he covers it with his own as they knock their cups into one another. “S’ kismet.”
Lily hums, taking a drink. “I s’pose I can grow to tolerate destiny bringing you around,” she murmurs. 
“Liar.” James is confident. “I’m irreplaceable in your life now.”
She pokes him in the cheek. “What makes you say that?”
“We know each other.”
She laughs, throwing her head back and jostling him. “That’s all it takes, is it?” she asks, looking at him fondly. The light of the bar is purple, but he thinks his heart is whatever colour her eyes are right then.
“Yeah,” says James quietly. “That’s all it takes.”
x.
James doesn’t drink enough to forget how Lily looked at him in the bar, but he also doesn’t drink enough to forget that he’s leaving the continent in the few days, so in spite of his friends’ curious glances, he tries not to remark on their behaviour the night before.
Lily decides to take him to the grove of oranges that started this whole escapade. It turns out, it wasn’t some place out in the open but a giant indoor greenhouse. It’s possible the others have noticed their pull towards each other, because this time, they’re given their space. 
“Remember,” says Emmeline as James and Lily part ways with the rest of the group. “This is a public greenhouse.”
“There are children inside,” adds Sirius. 
Lily extends a hand out to James. Without needing to say anything, he hands her a tomato from nearest plant. It’s a shame Sirius is so quick to dodge. 
Still, when her hand is free, she does grab a hold of his. She tugs him along by the hand until they reach a tree in the centre of the grove. “I think I took the pictures right about here.”
He looks affectionately at the tree. “This is an historic landmark. The tree that began our friendship. I feel like we should memorialize this spot.”
Lily grins. “How about we just take a selfie?” 
James pulls out his phone. It’s hard for him to get her in shot without aiming directly above and missing the tree entirely, so he leans down a bit while she stands on her tiptoes, using his shoulder to prop her chin up. They press their cheeks together as they smile widely. It feels like they’re pushing some boundary after their strange sense of intimacy last night.
As they step apart, James can’t help but admit, “It’s been weird being so close to you.”
Lily raises an eyebrow at him. “Thanks.”
He pokes her in the shoulder. “You know what I mean. I’ve only ever seen you through a screen before two days ago. I was half-convinced you were somehow made up. Sirius thought you were luring me here for some kind of virgin sacrifice.” 
“Only if you play your cards right.”
“No flirting,” he admonishes, though the warmth in his cheeks belies this. “I’m only here for a few more days and we don’t have time to make good on it.”
“Sorry,” says Lily, edging closer to him. 
He can’t help but mirror her. “Are you?”
“Not even a little bit.”
James can’t say he is either, as he leans down to kiss her. Every bright feeling he got when he received a message from her is in his head and his heart all at once. He’s vaguely aware of his phone dropping out of his hand as he moves to cup her cheeks. 
A flash goes off, and they jump apart. When they turn, they see that Sirius has picked up James’s phone and caught them at it on camera. 
He convinces them to let him tweet it, and he does so, with the caption ‘I blame the internet.’
x.
It’s hard not to spend the better part of the next few days kissing her, and James does so whenever they can sneak a moment alone. Part of him is telling him he should savour this time with her to have the kinds of conversations they can’t have over the phone, but that part of him is quickly silenced when her hands slide under his shirt on his hotel bed.
“We should talk,” says Lily, straddling him.
James forgets every word he knows. “Um.”
“About this,” she prompts, leaning down to kiss him. “You were sort of right about us lacking time.”
“Give me half an hour,” says James, his hands on her hips. She swats at his chest. She raises an eyebrow at him, but he blames her entirely for any idiocy that comes out while she’s on top of him. 
“James.”
He sits up so he can look at her properly. And, because he can, he moves his hands up and down her sides. “Two months until you’re back,” he says, determined. “That’s all.”
She runs a hand through his hair. “That’s the rest of your summer gone. We might not feel so hot and bothered in England.”
“Good,” he says, laughing. “I’d rather not do what we did in the toilets yesterday somewhere where my mother might run into us. She’s got enough to embarrass me with as is.”
“I’m offering you an out,” she tries again, her hand moving to his cheek. “This doesn’t have to be anything more than it is.”
He kisses her quickly, because he wants to. “Shame,” says James. “Because it’s already quite a bit.”
“Yeah?” 
James nods. “Sorry, Evans. You’re stuck with me unless you ask me to go.”
She straightens his glasses, giving him a dubious look. “You don’t seem like the patient type, Potter. I doubt you’ve had to wait for much.”
“I play football, don’t I?” he counters, pulling her closer. “You know what that teaches you? Endurance. I can endure it, Evans.”
“Alright then,” says Lily, finally smiling. She moves her mouth back to his. “Let’s test your stamina.”
x.
As Lily walks beside him at the airport, the crowd that forms is even larger than before. But at moment, all he is thinking about is another airport, two months from now, when Lily will be back in England and he will be able to do more than just send poop emojis at her to show her how he feels. 
He takes her hand in his, and doesn’t need to feign a grin as a flash goes off. 
“Are you just holding my hand for the internet fame?” Lily asks teasingly, tangling their fingers together. 
“Oh, absolutely.”
Behind them, the boys start to prod them along, knowing that they are trying their best to prolong this walk. When they reach the gate, Sirius, Peter and Remus give Lily their farewells, leaving James alone to say goodbye. 
“Did you have a good time?” Lily asks, her hands at the collar of his coat. 
“Terrible,” he says, before kissing her.
She grins, pulling back. “Liar.” Reluctantly, she releases him. “You’ll let me know when you get back?”
James nods. “And you do the same,” he says, squeezing her hand. An announcement is made, and he knows it’s time to go. Sighing, he begins to walk away.
“Potter!”
“Yeah?” he calls back, glancing over his shoulder. 
Lily is holding his former cell phone between her fingers. “Call me.”
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