#sorry for this RANT but im heated

[daftpatience]

one thing I have learned about being poor is that you cannot for a moment stop thinking about it

#theres no peace #every little thing reminds me we are poor #seeing friends having electricity wifi heat food gas. it all costs money. and bills and fees and charges happen all the damn time #im constantly worried that i am measing up somehow or im not keeping track of my finances properly #the person handling our disability assistance application keeps coming back with question after question about my job #and i have so much doubt and fear that ive made some mistake in my answers that will disqualify us from support #and theres this sick backwards stupid thing where applying for and being on disability support is discouraging me from trying to make money #because the more i make the less likely we'll get support but i need to make money to live #its just fucked. and once we're on support i have to make monthly reports of my income so ill feel like im explaining myself all the fuckin #time #cus the system isnt built in a way that makes sense for self employed ppl who have business expenses to account for #sorry for the ranting i cant sleep #truly truly i think poverty is making me a worse persin #more anxious more resentful more jealous more miserable more spiteful #i have so little and there is so little i can do to help it #i want things in a more desparate and even childish way than i used to eant things #spend a lot more time fantasizing about magically having expendable income #not to mention the constant exponential guilt that comes from asking for help or recieving help. its guilt i need to unlearn but i feel it

[highvern]

friendly (maybe not so friendly reminder) that you dont have to read fic you dont agree with! you also dont need to sit their and lecture an author about the things you dont agree with or like in a fic! the block button is free 99 and anyone is welcome to use it

im not sure if its a new generation of fic readers or what but if you have nothing nice to say, dont say it at all when you're consuming free content on the internet someone put hours into just to share.

i read all the reblogs and comments on my fics. even if i dont respond i still read them! many of them i go back to all the time because i have some of the sweetest people ever commenting on my work

but stuff like this actually sucks to read

thanks for liking my fic, you wrote 200 words about all the stuff you didn't like and less than six words about how you liked it. you're reading fic. suspend disbelief. understand it isn't real life.

if you dont like something in my fic, dont put it where i can see it. talk about in private. block me. ignore my posts and dont follow me. idc.

but i do this for FREE. im not an author who makes my money whether you like my book or not. i spend hours of my free time writing and creating to share with people.

i have a catalogue of work at this point that you are welcome to read if you dont jive with one of my fics! i actively encourage you not to read my fics with themes you dont agree with. but dont read something and then come into my space and use it as a soap box

to the 99.9% of lovely people interacting with my stuff, thank you. to the anon that sent me the twitter post about baja blasts, thank you bc that cracked me up after i fell into this foul mood.

#rants #sorry im heated but like #dont do this?

[poppyseed799]

btw I don’t know if this is a thing anyone is thinking about but I’m not gonna stop drawing Jimmy as a canary. It’s a lovely bird. It’s still something that’s been really important to his series. There’s no reason to drop the canary headcanon just cuz Lizzie fell into the void.

#warning: don’t open up these tags I went on a very heated and rather unrelated rant cuz I’ve been mad #trafficblr #life series #secret life spoilers #secret life smp #jimmy solidarity #also I’m sick of seeing ppl celebrate Jimmy surviving because they hate the canary curse fans like SHUT UP!!! LET US HAVE FUN GOD!!! #LIKE LITERALLY EVEN IF NOBODY CAME UP WITH THE CANARY METAPHOR WE WOULD STILL BE TALKING ABOUT HOW HES ALWAYS DYING OK WE DIDNT MAKE UP THAT #HE DIES FIRST HE JUST DOES. GOD. so what if some people make shakespeare sounding posts about the curse that I don’t understand. we are JUST #having fun and making connections where we don’t need to BECAUSE ITS FUN. NOT CUZ WE DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE. sorry for the past few #days I’ve been genuinely mad at this fandom’s growing hatred towards its own community. #LIKE IM FINE IF ITS NOT YOUR THING BUT GOD. WE ARENT EVEN DOING ANYTHING 😭😭😭 THE LORE LITERALLY WRITES ITSELF OR IS WRITTEN BY MARTYN LOL #I’ve just been getting SO TILTED man. like ohhh yeah okay ur right i said too much guess I won’t say anything anymore #does anyone else genuinely not know wtf ppl are talking about when they say a certain hc takes over everything about the character #cuz I literally see so much varied Jimmy content yet I’ve seen several ppl complain that ppl ignore aspects of his character in favor of #WHATEVER when I literally don’t see that happening to him. step out of ur circle or something I don’t even HAVE a circle man

[kaseyskat]

being both a sparrow apologist and a normal enthusiast is so difficult sometimes I am sitting here imagining them bonding and crying over canon and so few people truly understand me

#kasey rambles #dndads #no you guys dont understand. sparrow is a good parent! to me!!! #which is highly ironic because i was FURIOUS at him on my first listen #BUT. theres a post that puts this into words somewhere. about how judging sparrow for saying something #when he was in a state of complete vulnerability #FEELS like thoughtshaming a bit. because like #i think sparrow has this mentality of. i dont have to be proud of someone to love them. and i will love them so hard in spite #because he gets too in his head and he worries and he doesnt want normal to be like him #and he feels like this about henry and lark too- hes not proud of them. in fact theyve both actively mistreated him. but he loves them #and that's enough #its like. we're not sitting here bashing on grant for the REALLY shitty way he inflicts his own self loathing onto link #because we know grant only says this when hes vaguely sauced #but sparrow gets SO much heat for saying hes not proud of normal when he was both drunk AND sauced simultaneously #and maybe like. if there were signs that sparrows let this mentality ruin their relationship in the past? #but theres not. the reason it hurts normal so much is because it was UNEXPECTED. #it made him doubt his own memories and his history but. as far as we know. its only doubts. sparrow loves normal so much #and sparrows always been the first one sitting there apologizing (which is another story: we love seeing him continue the oak cycle) #and loving. and accepting normals anger. #god this was such a rant im sorry for anyone actually reading my tags shdjfkdkkfvk #i just have such strong feelings about how like. in comparison? sparrow is NOT as bad of a parent as yall think he is #and i think the only reason we think otherwise is because we only see him through normal #if we got his own pov? youd forgive him just like we forgive henry #also i would kill for sparrow choosing normal over lark i feel like thats a decision hes gonna have to make pretty soon

[iheartnimbassacity]

ok wait what the fuck are these machines

they put like most of the vital parts in the "stem" and not the top?? because the place you put your mons take up the entire top??

dude if there is a single problem in the mechanics in the stem (aka most of the important parts of the machine) you have to take off the fucking receptical??

not to mention just how packed together everything is. how has nothing overheated yet.

did they do this so it didnt look bulky. these mfers are going to spend so much on repair. not to mention they dont even work as well as actual healing stations because everything is done automatically and cant be adjusted by the person useing it.

you are doing the same amount to every mon, so some are getting more treatment than needed, and some aren't getting enough. there arnt rotom or porygon on this machine so this is just running off code which you NEVER want for something that deals with health?? theres no one to even supervise it!!

why didnt they just hire nurses to run these. convince?? money?? what the fuck. what the fuck. even students studying medicine would have been better then no one!

#pkmn irl #pkmn rp #sorry im just flabbergasted #also dying of heat but dw about that #this is my profession i get to write the rants no one cares about

[howbrite]

Ah yes hello first frost of the season here to remind me that no matter how uncomfortable hot weather is, I really truly very much so much hate hate hate being cold.

#too cold to get out of bed #too cold to get INTO bed #gotta warm your clothes up under the covers before putting them on #rotisserie in the shower until the bathroom air heats up from the scalding water #hands cold #feet cold and hurting and no amount of warm socks fix it #can't wear slippers because no airflow makes them sweat so they get even colder #hard to concentrate when cold #spend so much money on wood and electricity to warm the house #sorry im ranting #it's only gonna get worse from here #but i will never move south lol f that

[midnight-stormm]

I don't understand why ppl can't just come out and say they don't like sapnap. They continously bring up the k!ck situation as a reason which can be fair on most cases but in general, it's been way before k!ck even came into the picture. Ppl been hating this man for 4 years now and it's sickening! And they sit here and call themselves dteam stans but everytime they mentioned him it's always negative. Nothing positive at all!

#im sorry #im just heated #and i cant take how they treat sap #its disgusting #and tiring #stormm.text #another mini rant

[milf-harrington]

imagine making fun of a whole country for not being able to handle a level of heat that they're nowhere near used to

#yeah im mad about it #its childish and cruel #i GREW UP in 43°C #that was just another fucking weekend for me as a kid #my sister got heatstroke walking down the road to her friends house once #our shoes used to melt into the pavement on the worst days #and yknow what? FUCK having to live in that heat if youve never experienced it before #that kind of weather KILLS people #heat stroke is a serious fucking issue #its just so disheartening and fucking frustrating to see the lack of compassion coming from some people #jesus christ #captain speaks #god sorry that tag feels so fucking funny after that rant i feel like ive just completely ruined the tone i was going for oh my god

[g00ngala]

i swear i have tmnt opinions yall are not ready for

#hannah.txt #it might not be on here but at least on tiktok theres this like feud between rise fans and 2012 fans right #and its like. i get it if you dont want to call rottmnt your favorite tmnt adaptation. but like 2012? really lol? #specifically people saying its better than rise and its like thats insane to me im sorry #if you want to say the 2003 version is better than rise then you know what? sure absolutely. 2003 goes hard. but like 2012? #to set the record straight i like tmnt 2012 i enjoy it. but not because it is good lmao. writing wise it is an absolute trainwreck #however its an extremely funny trainwreck and it has bits of salvageable characters and arcs #and its like #i dont want to be one of those new fans hating on the old shit or whatever because i really am not #but speaking as someone who is watching through all 3 shows. 2012 is bad and by bad i mean like inconsistent. extremely inconsistent #and like to sit there and say rise is worse than 2012 with your full chest is some unbelievable nostalgia blindness #i luv the 2012 characters and the show is hysterical however a goof 50% it is hysterical on accident and not on purpose #sometimes these 'old fans' (a little funny bc they're obsessed with what was the newest tv show before rise) #are so obsessed with familiar that any break from that is so mind shattering to ttem that they hate it #and heres the thing 2012 is not a wholely bad show i think it is an extremely 2012 show + the writing is misogynistic and not thought out #its just like idk. im not that heated about it i think its just really funny #how dedicated some people are to defending the show with an inc//est plotline and the worst romantic subplots ever #like. are you allowed to like it despite its flaws? 100% . like i said i like it a lot despite my criticisms #but like saying its better than rise or 2003 for that matter... come on now. face reality my friend. be honest w urself #ok rant over LMFAO

[old-stoneface]

holding myself back from criticizing another fuckin podcast . i just. i really take my mythology seriously. and i hate it when people write stories abt folklore and mythology etc and they act like everything is so weeeeird and straaaaange and like these characters from legend are real and Evil . and when people dont know basic shit. like in this podcast one character was like "i hope we see a selkie" and the other was like "how do you know what a selkie is?" ITS A SELKIE. ITS REALLY NOT AN UNKNOWN FOLKTALE. CMON GUYS. PLEASE TRY HARDER W YOUR WRITING. like it just sucks! it really sucks. people should be taking more scholarly interest in these topics, and i understand writing your own stories based on them, but youre making this all a lot more dressed up than it needs to be. the people who grew up learning traditional stories found in their corner of the world and believing in them over thousands of years are not lesser than us, they lead just as complex lives with the same complex emotions as we do now in the modern age, and acting like they were idiots is horrible. the same podcast im complaining abt w the selkie thing also had an interaction between two characters where one was like "wasnt that god evil? didnt people perform human sacrifices to them?" and the other replied "thats just what people did. the god wasnt necessarily evil. we shouldnt judge a god based on what people do in their name." okay. okay. there is a lot to unpack there (/neg), but what i want to point out is that this shows a fundamental misunderstanding of what a god is. a "god" is a reflection of humankind that was imagined to explain why life works a certain way. the storms are destroying the crops? must be that someone is angry with us! there must be a reason besides "the world is just like this", because that isnt fair! the world cannot just be cruel! there needs to be a reason. and thus, we have figures like thor and zeus born into existence. gods are reflections of people. they are morally gray or even absent from a moral code altogether, because they arent seen as human. humans need reasons that bad things happen. humans need comfort. they need someone to blame or thank. You Cannot Say That A God Is Not Responsible For Its Worshipers Because Gods Are Not Real. A God Is A Construct Of Human Belief. All That A God Is Is A Belief. they exist because we say so!!!!

as an aside, yes i do love stories abt mythology where gods are real and taken seriously. one of my favorite movies is the northman because it takes that belief and religion and practice completely seriously, and its incredible and fascinating and horrifying, as gods are supposed to be. i love that. i grew up reading percy jackson as an adolescent because it was kid friendly mythology, and i love mythology. i find it so interesting to put ourselves in the mindset of "what if it is real?" because thats a different sort of world that we can dream up. the silt verses, for fucks sake!!! one of my favorite podcasts! literally about "what if all gods were real"! runemarks by joanna harris!! go read it!!!! its my favorite adaption of norse myth!! i am not being a killjoy. i am just saying you need to Think about what youre writing before you write it. also i hate stories that blend mythology, assuming they can combine the myths of sirens with mermaids and erase historical folklore, saying that "all creatures exist alongside one another but theyre all so isolated they havent had any interesting interaction" its so stupid. most gods are the same gods and thru those repeated stories and ideas and concepts we can get a better idea of what was historically important to humankind. dont read american gods though...the ending sucks and is a total letdown....you wont enjoy it. but it does introduce some interesting topics of how belief travels across the world and births new religions. really cool. however i dont like that book so dont read it

#sorry for the rant i just get really heated abt this kind of thing #i need to stop listening to podcasts that make me angry #UUUGGGHHHHHH i still want to make my own where i just read out folktales and myths and shit like that #just straight up from the page no flowery additions from the presenter just . the story itself. #because im really sick of people acting like this kind of thing is so unknown #and then acting like the people who grew up learning these stories and traditions are a different species #to respect someone you need to see them as human and not something more or less. #sam.txt

[raksh-writes]

I got up around 9am and it was already 30 degrees I'm----

Just kill me already it' be easier 😭

#personal #vent #it must've been like over 20 at night too #I could sleep for hours even with my window open #couldn't* #and I woke up sneezing and sniffling and both my eyes and head aching like #did my allergy just flare all of a sudden??? I dont get it... #I hate this heatwaves #we got an alert yesterday for extreme heat and then another today for today And tomorrow like---- #I hate hate hate HATE IT #what even Im supposed to do? #I cant pass time with gaming cause it'll only turn my room into an oven and its already super hot inside #and going outside is okay but only for like 20 min max or Im gonna turn into a tomato and suffer sunburn #ughhhhhhh #sorry for all the ranting y'all the weather is just killer on me 😩 #maybe I'll try some writing or outlining #tho this heat is really sapping away all the little enegy I have 😩😪

[pizza-feverdream]

I just got off work. You can tell which doodles were done during which half

#seriously how FUCKING HARD IS IT TO decide #the answer is its not #these mfs act like they weren't taught basic size principles in kinder fucking garden #someone asked me for “ehhh.... somewhere between a small and a large” #sir #you idiót #im sorry im so heated #i dont want this to become a platform for me to rant on #but damn it

[chaotictomtom]

PUHLEAAASE AUUUGHHHHHH

#IT'S BEEN A MONTH :'((( WHEN DO THEY RESTOCK </333 #i can't pick the long one of the binder with zipper i'm already dying from the heat + sweating for much for now reason bc of the short one #im PISSED there's only 2 versions and of course it's the short one that is out of stock </33333 whahhhwahhhh #or i could buy the “advanced” one that is primarily used for post op but can be used pre op #cos it had the opening on the front so i could wear it #but it's pricier augh i feel already bad to spend >60€ on myself #80 is like. a lot #+ seems way thicker than the normal one with zipper #+ on that french shop EVERY binder with zipper are out of stock too. there's only xtrap binding ones available #and i already struggle to live through >5h of normal binder i can't imagine xtra strong one #it seems that they're putting back some stocks on the 22th i'm shit scared it'll be out of stock in a day and i'll miss the opportunity #cos it's the end of the month and idk if i'll have enough money left augh #sobbing sobbing crying out #i haaaate hate hate that i have to bind omgggg dying passing out exploding #ranting time im so sorry no one gives a shit #tomtom_is_rambling

[kurjakani]

All that to say that yeah my reading of silent hill stuff is always from a very personal view and not the lense which i usually use which is the lense of studying and understanding the other. Bcs little Alessa is my best friend i babysit her and play w barbie horse dolls w her.

#sorry im sitting on a heated blanket and i feel like ranting

[lazyheartcomputer]

This is a message to all of the haters who hate on my son on a Saturday!Hate my son once more or imma send in the authorities for this tragic scene! WHY DON'T YOU SEE HIM AS A HERO OR SOMETHING YOU REPULSIVE SWINE?! THEN REMEMBER WHY HE'S MY FAVORITE CHARACTER!

AND IF I SEE A HATING ASS HATER ON MY CHILD, DON'T TALK TO ME OR MY SON, MY SPECIAL SON WHOM I LOVED DEARLY EVER AGAIN! GTFO, YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE SINCE IT'S MY HOME! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-

#im sorry that face broke me into tears #after all that it makes me wanna punch someone who i hate so much! he didn't do anything wrong for this mistreatment! #This is the heat of my enigma #im still not sure #still not over it not yet not yet! #please give the child some hugs and support! please! he needs it! #this is why i loved him so much #his character his desgin and so much more i wanna talk about! #he stole my heart since the series started! #remember that #he's the source of my happiness and loneliness! where did the years gone by to protect his smile? it's just tears... #IF ANYONE MAKES HIM CRY AGAIN I WILL PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE! REMEMBER THAT! #IM HIS SUPPORTER TIL THE VERY END OF MY LIFE! #sorry its just...i need a hug and he needs a hug too.. #i never in my whole life see him cry like that #my rant #my thoughts #mha #midoriya izuku #deku #im sorry what they have done to you my child #I'll wrap u up in a sushi roll #and then I'll warm up a bath for you #and after that I'll make your favorite food #finally I'll hold you for comfort until we sleep forever #this tag is long so i want my child to be ok for me and everyone who loves and supports him #i wish he was real #if he was real i wanna tell him my love confessions in a heartwarming way so i can comfort him at times like this #my feelings for him impacted my heart and soul. and it never goes away #i wanna tell him how much i love and support him..

[tinqwei]

been reading henna wars!!

ive never gotten so heated at a bunch of fictional characters before

like flavia and chyna culturally appropriating henna for a business project

when nishat told flavia that she's appropriating her culture, flavia was like "it's a type of art! it can't be a part of a culture!!" when nishat gets offended by her stupid ignorant comment, flavia acts more offended💀😭😭

i genuinely wanna fight chyna, racist white girl who is racist who is an ass to nishat and priti and makes fun of and mocks indian culture and is now starting a henna business r u mfing kidding me.

jess and chaewon like omfg jess is another racist white girl apologist and she is one herself and chaewon literally does nothing and doesn't defend nishat when jess is in the wrong instead she stands by jess and would probably be on her side

#henna wars #wlw novel #wlw #sapphic novel #lesbian novel #sorry for the rant #sorry for the ramble #adiba jaigirdar #adiba jaigirdar is amazing at making characters extremely unlikeable #im literally getting heated over a bunch of fictional ppl what am i doing 😭 #if they were real ppl i would throw hands with them #i love this book #lgbtq novel #lgbt novel